Finishing His Mission

I asked for the meaning of the sex change. I dreamt that something was an emergency.

I dreamt of family, and others, gathering for an event. I saw a young guy sitting who had the build of an islander. His hair was dark and “fluffy” and about to the top of his ears.

I was thinking that he had grown his hair out after finishing his mission. I then saw his tag and so figured that he was growing it out because he was close to finishing his mission.

(From July 4, 2018 Believed I Knew)

I asked if Ali is a parent (different wording). I dreamt something about trash and something about digging. I don’t remember if it was one dream, or two.

I dreamt that Ali and I were about to go to a steak (?) restaurant. I read a paragraph from a newspaper to him first. It mentioned Hëssey, and had some words that I didn’t know. He had to help me pronounce at least one, and one of the words he pronounced differently than me (tomato, route, etc…). 

I knew the way to the restaurant, believed I knew, but decided to bring the newspaper anyway because it had the address.

Before leaving, I was looking inside a drawer and it had a couple rolled up newspapers (a bit yellowed?). I’m not sure why I kept / was keeping them. As I was finishing reading, I think I started playing around with my voice and Ali was laughing at me, telling me that I should be a (actress? comic?).

As I was going out to the car, there was a blonde woman. She had short bangs and all I noticed about the length was that it looked about shoulder length. 

She was putting bobby pins on the top of her head from the back to front so that it looked like a net. She was going to sleep with it like that. I asked her what it does, and she responded, “nothing”. 

For other people I think it makes a sort of design? I was about to leave but asked her why she does it and she said she felt a need (?). She didn’t do her hair like this all the time, only when she felt like doing something different, though it didn’t do anything for her. 

She finished while I was there and gave a sigh of relief because her arms were tired. I gave a look of acknowledgement and I may have said that I know how that feels. As she was putting the pins in, I never saw her pick them up.

I dreamt of Shauna giving a talk at church but it wasn’t at a church. At the end, she had a board with (a) picture(s) and had a picture of a colorful butterfly (cutout). 

She put the butterfly on the board and then put a white string over it, and the board, to keep it there. It fell. She didn’t notice, so the people in back were saying, “It didn’t stick” several times. I was up front.

I then saw her outside in the front of her family’s car, sitting next to / on the lap of her dad. The others were there but didn’t look at them. I was going to tell her about the butterfly, but didn’t (maybe her dad scared me a bit? made me unsure?) so instead I gave her a thumbs up for her talk (the window was up). 

I dreamt that I was in the back of my small white Toyota pickup, sitting on the floor, looking up at the front. The truck was going backwards a bit fast and I was worried about the other vehicles. 

I saw that Mark was driving and in control but still may have mentioned to him about my worries. Val may have been sitting up front also. 

I dreamt about a girl sitting in a truck with some space between her and another person. Either just her, or both of them, were singing. 

I dreamt that a girl had lost weight and had two red stretch mark lines down her body / abdomen, one on either side of her belly button. Another girl was asking what those were but the first was understanding / paying attention.

I looked at the second girl and gave her a look, telling her not to say anything about the lines. The girl who lost the weight had lifted up her shirt (to show her body?) and that’s how I saw the lines. This was at the building / church where Shauna spoke.

I dreamt of a woman in an office in this building. Her door was open. She was wearing a dress (it was Sunday?). To the left (when looking at her) was a girl waving a multi layered “fan” of cheese (?), wondering who it belonged to. 

Three other women showed up. One (or another?) wanted to speak with the one in the office. I was going to close the door some, but then thought that the conversation was supposed to be in private so let the door close.

New Here

I dreamt that I was in a shop, with other women, at the bottom of a Hilton hotel. I saw some (different shades of) blue necklaces hanging on a horizontal pole, maybe a foot above me. They were about navel length.

I then went to other places, to look around. I mentioned to a male worker there that I was new there. I then went back to the necklaces so that I could try one on. They were gone. I walked to other places, looking for them, but not finding them.

I dreamt of a Mexican man, with tattoos. Again, I was with other people. I don’t remember what we were saying but he said that he’s a chiropractor and he was from Oahu.

He had been helping a woman who was homeless and had two boys. He had found her a place to live. I saw her from the back. I noticed that she was wearing expensive winter clothes. I was going to judge her for wearing them but realized that she needs them to stay warm.

(From July 5, 2018 Tell Him )

I asked if Ali is a father. I saw the back of the Utah girl wearing a short / mini skirt with the bottom right lifted up (like when a backpack lifts shirt) showing her underwear. 

I dreamt that I was to marry a guy in the royal family. I was with a couple people discussing it. I then excitedly said, “Let’s go tell him”, so we went.

I dreamt of looking at a younger picture of me (on a screen?) with a couple of people. They were noticing my puffy cheeks.

I dreamt that I asked if some people have sex so that they’ll know what it feels like to have to repent. The answer was yes. 

12 Days

(From July 8, 2018)

I dreamt that Mark and I were laying in bed, me on the right, and I bent down to give him a bj. I knew that it was Mark but it had been so long since I’ve had any and I was enjoying it. It seems that at some point he became Ali. I started playing with his balls. He said something to me but don’t remember. 

I dreamt that the tarot cards with the cups were bending backwards for me. 

I dreamt that people were bringing me gifts from 12 Days of Christmas, similar to how people b(r)ought gifts to Solomon. 

(From July 7, 2018 Backwards)

I asked if the Utah girl gave birth to a baby. I think I saw Oprah and her name was spelled backwards.

(From July 6, 2018 Red and White)

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a lady had moved to the mountains and saying how everything is so expensive. I reminded her that she lived in the mountains and that everything is more expensive, well, almost everything (I’m sure that there are some small things that aren’t). 

We were inside a building with others for an event / gathering. Either she, or another lady, had gotten 3 discs / circles (seemed flat like a sticker). Two of them were red and white and about the size of a dime / penny, maybe a bit smaller. These had the number 100 on them. The other one was bigger, about the size of a quarter (?). I don’t remember the number on that one, or the color(s). Maybe the same but different look? 

She placed these on a counter in front of a couple guys. She didn’t know what they were. The guys saw them but didn’t think much of them at first but then saw the 100’s, and then got a little excited.

She then took them and went over to a slot machine (weren’t a lot there). I explained to her that whatever winnings she got, she could use one of the 100’s and multiply by that number. 

I had then gone to look in a conference size room where a guy and two ladies had gone. I was telling this lady (?) that I saw him (“that” guy), grimacing and looking down, with his shirt off and that he better had not been screwing with me (that they were having sex).

I dreamt that someone (in a blacked out vehicle, motorcycle?) was playing Imagine Dragons. I started to tell someone that the singer is LDS but I don’t think they were paying attention because there was a bunch of things going on. I was also going to say that I saw a picture of him at a concert with his shirt off.

I was sitting on a bench, at a church (?), and saw a vision of a dark wooden (?) sculpture / statue of a Lamanite man. I only saw the back of him. His hair was at least to his shoulders. I don’t remember if it was any longer. He had a couple individual braids with a couple of them tied (?) together. I was noticing how intricate the braids were. I saw what he was wearing but don’t remember. Seems a robe, but not sure. Seems like this man was at the end of the Book of Mormon.

As I was looking at him, he seemed to breathe for a couple seconds and I may have seen a little of the life back then.

There was a young girl and guy sitting on my right. I asked them if they knew this man (using his name but don’t remember it). After a couple seconds the boy looked him up and then told me. I then said that if they had to look him up then they don’t know him. I earnestly told them that they need to learn about him. I don’t know if they were going to, or just brush it off. 

I dreamt of a guy with a blonde girl and telling me her name was Lecithin and was saying something about her story. (I didn’t go over / reflect on this dream because I wanted to remember her name.)

Daughter

I asked, “How many children does Ali have from that girl?” I dreamt something about trying to let the mother cat outside without letting her daughter.

I dreamt of a boy looking in a mirror, holding a uniform hat that he had bought. The top of the brim was dirty. A guy (husband? friend?), irritated a bit,  came to take it because of the dirt but relented and gave it back. 

As he walked past me (I was sitting against a wall with a hallway ahead of me on my right where the boy was), I said to him that he can’t take (what’s been paid for, implied). He went inside a room in front of my left. 

(From July 9, 2018 Wasn’t Expecting Her)

I asked if the Utah girl gave birth to a baby. I dreamt that I was laying down and I think I was about to get up to feed the cats. The female raccoon who has been coming around came up on my chest on my left side. 

She startled me because I wasn’t expecting her. She grabbed my hand in her mouth like the cats do. I was afraid that she was going to hurt me but she was gentle.

I dreamt that I was at an older teachers house with a medium sized group of people. He had something that we were to convince someone else to buy (?). I think I gave him a look of me wanting to try / give it a go. 

I saw a note from him saying that he had the best sex he had when he was 35 (?) as he’s having now in his 60’s. I was envious of him that he was having it and I kind of wanted to have it with him.

He was tall / thin mysterious type. There was something about food and he had / showed us / me some garlic / french bread in the bag. 

I dreamt that Ali and I were going to a place to eat up on / by University St. / Rd. We were passing different places showing the lotto number signs. There were three games on the bottom (top games are millions, bottom are thousands). 

The bottom left, top middle, bottom right were blacked out. Ali and I were panicking and anxious that someone else had won those. Finally we passed a place where the numbers were showing up / coming back. We were relieved that we still had a chance. 

We got to the place we were going to. I think it was a grocery store that had its own eatery as there were several (3?) ice refrigerated units (where they have ice for sale).There was a table next to / in front of the first (L – R) ice unit and another table next to / in front of that one.

I saw that Amy was at the table next to the ice, sitting next to the ice. I was standing in front of the kiosk (?) and was pointing out Amy to Ali. He couldn’t see her at first because there were people at her table and the one next to her. I said to him “table”. He waved, knowing that she wasn’t looking. 

He went behind the lady / girl behind the kiosk to order / talk to her. At first she didn’t turn around. She finally, perturbed, told him that he needed to come in front to talk to her. I gave her a look as if to say that he always does this. She wasn’t looking.

Amy finally came over, to my left. She told me that she was going to send me a message the day before but hadn’t gotten to it but now she was here. She told me that people / family members weren’t going to bring the leftover food from the funeral in Brea back to mom. 

I was thinking / hoping that she was going to tell me that she / mom weren’t going to go to Utah. (She had planned on going.) I asked her why, questioningly not understanding why not. She said it was because that they had (their own) health issues. I said ok. 

Heaven

I asked if Ali has any mortal children. I saw 4 young children placing green sturdy / durable plastic stars in my (left?) hand. I didn’t look at them much, but they were holding the stars in the middle, as if there was a small handle / bridge for them to hold on to. There also may have been a string attached.

I dreamt of an 80’s band who re -released an album because it wasn’t popular the first time. There was a song on it called “Heaven”. 

I was reading something about them and it mentioned the lead singers name. It was something like Ozy, or Ozilund / Osilund.

I was also watching the video for the song which was about a brother / bandmate who had died.

I dreamt that I was eating a big piece of chocolate cake that had an extra / different flavor to it.

I dreamt that I had come back (from Vegas?) from a vacation. Briana wanted to take me somewhere. She was anxiously / frantically searching for two other people to go with us (because of our ages?). I had the impression that she wanted to have sex with me.

The word “Kalaliel” came to mind while I was sleeping.

Attacked

I dreamt of someone (almost?) dying from being attacked by a bunch of spiders. 

I dreamt of Barry Manilow and telling him that I liked his album from the 80’s. There was a guy and either he, or I, mentioned that he had heart surgery. I mentioned that Barry Manilow was 24 years and 11 months older than me. 

(From July 12, 2018 Divide)

Before falling asleep, I saw the entrance to a long driveway, which I think was mine. In front of it was a grassy median for people to turn around and I think there was a house or two there as well. It felt serene and peaceful.

I dreamt that the family was inside the house. I don’t remember who all was there but not everyone was there.The ground outside was splitting open, coming through the house. Someone ended up separated but was able to jump over the chasm / divide. 

Mom then somehow got swept away in some water that was ice cold and had a layer of ice on top. I was worried that she was going to die but she was able to swim away and free herself with no problem.

I dreamt that I was reading an article about different songs and having accompanying YouTube videos. Seems that the first songs were covers of other songs.

(From July 11, 2018 Mates)

I asked if the Utah girl gave birth. I dreamt that some people, instead of looking for soul mates, they were (subconsciously?) looking for “apartment mates”.

(From July 10, 2018 Closet)

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a girl on / at the top of a ladder in a closet type area. She was reaching down to give a man some quarters. I got in the middle to help them out. She then had some other coins, some dimes and maybe pennies is all I remember. The guy let me have those.

He Was Jewish

(From July 18, 2018)

I asked if Ali is a father to a living person. I dreamt that dad was trying to get rid of the / a neighbor because he was Jewish. There was more to it but that’s how it ended.

I dreamt that I was asking a guy which signature, out of two options, he uses on his creations. I don’t remember him answering, or even acknowledging my question. 

I dreamt that I won $500k and I was excitedly telling someone that I was going to buy a car.

(From July 16, 2018 Safe)

I asked the same question. As I was falling asleep, in my mind, he was telling me something about something being new.

I dreamt that the back screen door was open a bit at night time and when I went to close it (I didn’t know it was open until I saw it) a cat came inside and then I saw the Siamese across the street on the grass.

At first I was worried / concerned but I soon felt that she was safe. I don’t know where I went to next, but I left the screen open for her, and any other cats who may have been out there, to come back in. I may have stayed there to make sure the one cat didn’t go back out.

(From July 15, 2018  About To Show)

I asked if Ali is a father of a living person (different wording). I dreamt that, even though I was still scared and nervous, I allowed spirits to show themselves to me. I don’t remember their purpose.

I dreamt that I had swam too far out into the ocean and I was scared about the possibility of sharks and other animals lurking below.

I dreamt that Mandy Moore was taking credit for a painting of Christ that she didn’t paint. Some other people were about to show me her painting / what she had painted.

She had expensive necklaces.

I dreamt something about a building with a basement that had a narrow entrance, and there was another room up top. I didn’t go down to the basement. 

As I was coming out of sleep, I asked, into the air, “What do you want from me?” A male voice softly, but still a bit creepy, responded, “Milk” but dragged out a bit.

Allen

(From July 20, 2018)

I asked for the name of the Jewish neighbor. I dreamt something about a rectangular plastic table that we had to previously take paper off that had been glued (?) on. 

A lady sitting at the table was saying something to us about taking a shower. In time for something?

I dreamt that Mark (& Val?) had a baby (up to a year old?). Some milk spilled on to the carpet from a / the bottle. Not sure if it was noticed because something was placed on top of it. 

Some children (5 & under?) were dressed as if it was Halloween. One boy was dressed as if he was “riding” a unicorn. His name was Allen?

(From July 19, 2018 Finished Washing)

I dreamt that a guy was telling me that my laundry was finished washing.

I dreamt of inflatable houses in the ocean, with people in them.

I saw a cell tower, shaped a bit like the Eiffel tower, that had come from France, bobbing in the water like a buoy. It would tip on its side now and then and sometimes go a bit under the water but would always come back up.

(From July 18, 2018 Feel Good)

As I was falling asleep, the thought of a tv show called “I Found My Father” came to mind. 

The thought of a Buick Cudero also came to mind.

I dreamt that I was with a blonde guy. We were outside and somehow I was jumping / leaping going up into the sky and then coming back down.

I was looking at the clouds and saw a 3, along with some letters and other numbers. I was looking to see if it was a dollar amount, but it wasn’t.

I then saw the guy looking at me, close up. I was lying down. He asked me if I wanted him to take care of me, or if I had any training. At first I wasn’t sure what kind of training he was referring to but then realized that he meant for working. I told him that I had some training. He then told me that he would take care of me well and for me to feel good.

This was the first time seeing this guy but I felt comfortable with him and knew that I would be taken care of. His clothes were normal, not giving any indication of how much money he had.

There was another guy there wearing different shoes and socks and one of the shoes (left?) was a black high heel shoe.

Old Man

(From July 22, 2018)

I asked for the name of the Jewish neighbor. I dreamt that I was driving a vehicle, something like a double decker bus, but not. There were a bunch of people. We were going to a church conference.

At times, the brakes wouldn’t work, or were slow to work. One time while going backwards, I just gave up and let the vehicle stop on its own. It didn’t crash. 

The / An old man came on board wearing a suit and accompanied by a large black dog. I was surprised that he would be here, and mentioned it to Ali, though I didn’t see Ali.

My mom was there and about 3 of her top buttons, not consecutive, were undone so I mentioned this to her. She let it go, making a comment that it happens all the time.

(From July 21, 2018 Didn’t Recognize)

I dreamt that I was on the street my parents last owned a house. I was down at the end that was in front of the house. 

There were migs / MG’s slowly appearing on the streets. One of the first ones I saw had females in it and stopped them to ask if these were those vehicles. They didn’t know / didn’t answer.

 The cars all looked as if part of a race but continued to drive these streets. I noticed that one was a Mercedes. I didn’t see / recognize the maker(s) of the other vehicles.

One of them had a white zippered covering surrounding it. A man standing next to me mentioned that it was full of Catholics, but he used a different variation of the word.

There was a piece of paper on the sign at the left corner saying that they were to be at a certain venue later, at 11:22. I had been excited this whole time.

Death / Darkness

I asked again if the Utah girl was the spirit lady. I was being shown how they both said, and did, the same things (from what Ali told me).

I dreamt of a b&w kitten in a filled up glass measuring cup of water. I was showing it to someone(s). I realized that it had died because of the water, but then remembered that it was barely breathing to begin with. I was saddened by this but I wasn’t devastated.

 I dreamt of watching a movie called “Darkness”. I saw death, as a normal person, “chasing” a girl, who wasn’t able to outrun him. She finally exhausted herself and gave up.

 I then saw his right arm slowly lift and point, as if he was the camera. He had skeleton fingers like the Ghost of Christmas Future in A Christmas Carol. I then saw the girl wrapped in burlap (?) and dropped to the ground.

I dreamt that McDonald’s had started offering healthy /ier foods, which helped a location in a bad neighborhood, to be more successful. I asked a lady something about the owner, who was there helping out. She may have been his wife.

I dreamt of being at the church and needing to use the restroom. I went to the hallway on the right. I couldn’t find it. I walked up and down the hallway to make sure I didn’t walk too fast and miss it. I finally saw a door that said it used to be the Bishop’s (?) office.

I dreamt that I wasn’t wearing my glasses and my vision was blurry but clear enough to get around. They were in a room with my purse. I was searching for my glasses everywhere but where they were.

I dreamt of being in the chapel and the choir was going to sing. Someone said that if anyone wanted to come up and join them, they could. A group of women, holding the words, got up. 

There was a black guy, and family / wife, sitting up front, more to the right, in the congregation. He was in his 50’s / late 40’s, with some weight on him. He was wearing a lavender (?) shirt.

 He asked one of the guys sitting up on the stand, the McDonald’s owner, something but I don’t remember. He smiled and nodded. I was thinking that the black guy was either a new member, or he was just investigating.

I was sitting in the back behind the pews. There were two women standing, in my left, facing me, both nursing on their right breasts, covered. I was thinking that they were tall, or looked tall because I was sitting. The one on the left may have had long blonde hair. 

There was a couch / loveseat in front of me, facing me. There was another lady lying on it, with her head on the left. She also was covered, nursing a baby.

I wondered if I would see her breast when the baby let go, but she stayed covered. She then rolled on to her left side, cuddling up to someone else.

I dreamt that the wife on The Little People (TLC) was related to a guy in the 80’s group “El Dido”. She said how, but I couldn’t understand her.

I dreamt of a being with some women / girls. A wealthy lady came over, showing us some of her rings that she had in a jewelry box. She was letting us take one to keep.

I took one, and then a little later, I took another one that was wood with a design / carving on it. I was deciding which finger to put it on. The others gasped, were shocked when I took it.