I asked, “Why didn’t anybody (including me) speak up to the woma / en about taking my space?” I saw that the voices had placed a darkness around / over my (late) teenage years.
(From May 6, 2019) Still don’t know
I asked, “What is the meaning of the fan?” I dreamt that I was in the back of a big rig cab behind the passenger, resting on some of my stuff (mission transfer? going home?). I may have been a missionary.
There were two others with me, one in the passenger seat and the other to the left of me behind the driver, though I didn’t see them.
The driver was taking us to a fast food place to eat. He was talking but all I remember him saying was that he was the only one asking questions, wherever he had been at, because I was thinking.
I was looking out the window, watching the scene change. Most, if not all, of the buildings were white. I was thinking that after eating, someone else would pick us up to bring / take us back to where we needed to go / came from.
Either on the way, or when I was walking through the aisle with the bench / booth seating on my left (I saw myself walking toward me as if I was above), I was wondering if the driver was going to pay for all of us or if we had to pay our way, because of the cost.
I dreamt that there were several thin people who wanted to gain weight so that they could go to where only fat / heavy people go. I was thinking that they could just wear bodysuits because the weight might be hard to come off.
(From May 4, 2019) Severed
I asked, “What is the meaning of the blood?” I dreamt of a lady who called herself a severed Jew / “Severed Jew” because she knew a storm was coming.