Stop It

I asked the same question (Am I supposed to leave this house?) I dreamt that after taking a shower, and turning off the wall heater unit, I heard the switch move back and forth. I said, “Stop it!” I then heard what sounded like a cat jumping off my bed on to the floor.

(The bathroom is a Jack and Jill design. The heater was where the pocket door is for the other room, on the right, being in the dark.)

I dreamt that Amy was naked, covered some, on my bed, to my left. Micalanne was there, on her right. I remembered that I saw Mic walk in as I was walking to my room. Everything in the room, except Mic’s clothes, is white.

I dreamt that Wendy was saying something about putting the orange and white tabby outside because of something to do with (the) food. I nonchalantly said, “That’s what you think.” She then said something about my mom (she was going to tell her?). I then said, “As if she’s in charge.”

Someone then came in and commented about how I had said the cat was narrowly wide.

I dreamt that Kyle (?) shazamed a song that was playing and found out that it was from Queen called, “Creek” (I was looking over my Facebook memories and saw that I shared Creek Stewart’s page, if that’s the connection). I went looking through Greg’s music for it. He said that he didn’t have it.

I dreamt that someone was telling us (family?), outside, how my mom and dad met (different story), using boards. I started crying because I was missing my dad.

(From Dec 28, 2018 Mean)

I dreamt that a man’s wife lost a child. Though this man was down on his belly on the ground, overlooking a hill, I could tell that he was tall and strong. He had long (shoulder / blade) curly brown hair. Someone else may have mistaken him for being mean, or at least, not nice / kind.

(From Dec 26, 2018 Pushy)

I dreamt that I was on a bus, near the front, going on an onramp to the freeway that curved to the right. I was a little frightened, warning the driver about the big trucks, of all kinds, that they’re fast and pushy.

I dreamt that I was in a diner (?), and saw a vehicle coming toward the building that looked like a double decker bus from England. 

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Beetle

I asked, “Who / What keeps entering my body?” I dreamt that I was out in an open space / field and a black beetle was flying toward me. I first used my hand to block it, but then used a notebook / journal. I didn’t like the feeling / the way the beetle felt on / against my hand.

I dreamt that mom was going to go to the temple (Mic or Amy asked / invited her?) but Micalanne mentioned that maybe she should stay back / home because there was so much to do to get ready. I was wondering if this was a way to keep her from going, or if it was because there was so much to do to get ready.

I dreamt that I was up in the mountains where the hawks gather. There were two that flew straight above me. I then saw a car / truck, with a family, coming toward me, and also a guy on a bike, wearing shades.

I started to get anxious that this guy was supposed to be my husband (the hawks). He came toward me to set his bike, but didn’t further come toward me.

I dreamt that there were a bunch of clouds (?), where I was, with writing on the top of them. Whenever a Russian, of any age, came by, the cloud had to be flipped over so that the Russians wouldn’t see the writing. I was asking someone why. A pre teen (?) boy was jogging past me, from left to right, on smooth rocks / boulders.

I dreamt that I was watching a play. The blonde narrator was off to the left. He would sometimes slightly sing the words. In the beginning (not the play, think Star Wars) Joseph (Mary) had seen / saw something and cringed. I don’t know if it was the beginning before he was with Mary, or if it was the beginning of the relationship.

I dreamt that I was in a school. It wasn’t a typical one. The architecture was like in Harry Potter (?). I was in a classroom, sucking my right breast and fell asleep. I woke when children started filing in. I asked if it was 3 o’clock already. I was wearing a white top where the back was gathered / pulled up  / in together in the middle so that my garment top was shown.

(From Jan 25, 2018 Waiting)

I dreamt that I was lying next to Kyle, on his right side, watching tv. We were discussing a diy show that was just on, called “Bargain Mansions”. Something about her waiting until it gets dark to show it? 

There’s a window in / on the wall to my right, close enough for me to touch the blinds. As we’re talking, we hear noises outside which sound like someone may be (playing) out there with the cats. I attempt to separate the blinds to see what it was, but I’m not able to.

A man then speaks in a (loud) whisper, as if wanting to influence me, asking, “Do you love me, Becky Boo / Buu? Do you love me?” (The second question, I wake up, and realize that it’s coming from a man in my room.)

I dreamt that I was telling my mom about this. This man was trying to push my arms / hands down to my pelvic area. There were dad’s suit coats, so I grabbed on to one so that he wouldn’t have power over me. I wasn’t able to tell mom about hearing his voice because he stopped me / wouldn’t let me. 

(From Jan 24, 201  Fireworks)

I dreamt that I was looking down at some hills a bit in the distance. There were some fireworks going off, but weren’t the usual. Maybe more like electrical fireworks, and the colors were more of pastel / neon / LED. 

I was only wearing my top garment as I was watching. There were several other people there as well. I then excitedly said that I better get dressed, as I walk toward the bedroom. A guy looked over me as I walked past. I wasn’t sure what all he saw.

Made It

I dreamt that there was a guy sitting / lounging, and I had to step over him. After I did, I told him that I made it. 

I dreamt that I was staying / visiting at Amy’s. I couldn’t remember which bedroom, at the end of the hall, that I was using. I went to the one on the right.

Amy was lying naked on the bed, which was in the back left corner. She had a blanket, or something, covering the top of her, draping down to the floor. She was touching / playing with herself. She saw me, and I hurriedly closed the door.

(From Feb 20, 2018 On My Way Out)

I dreamt that I was looking at different scenes from the Maine Cabin Masters tv show, of different cabins in the demo stage on the inside. 

I dreamt that I had driven down a dirt road / path, and water was starting to come in. It seems that someone else was with me. My mom?

I then turned around, and there was a fence bordering this area, and a Mexican girl at the gate getting ready to close it up when she saw me, and I waved at her from inside the car to let her know that I was on my way out.

I dreamt of Amy driving on a freeway with wide lanes. They were wide enough that she moved over to the right to let the car behind pass, but then she decided against it and moved back over. 

The freeway had holes here and there, but not too bad. There were about a handful of cars on the road.

(From Feb 19, 2018 Loves Me)

There was a guy on LinkedIn who messaged me a couple times. I dreamt that he wrote me, telling me that he loves me.

(From Feb 17, 2018 Wet The Bear)

I dreamt that I was laying in bed and nursing a cat. Later in the dream, the cat didn’t want to. 

I dreamt that I was nursing a baby. 

The words, “Wet the Bear” came into my head.

(From Feb 16, 2018 Blocking)

I dreamt that there were some people / family moving in at the end of a cul – de – sac. Instead of using a moving truck, they used train cars, and had several of them lining up on the right side of the street. I don’t know if there were any blocking driveways since I was across the street looking in.

(From Feb 12, 2018 Clean Up)

I dreamt that I hadn’t taken care of the hair on my chin. There was a young guy in front of me, to the right. I was in (the) light and he didn’t seem bothered, but then I wasn’t sure what he was able to see.

I dreamt that I had taken off a scab on my right cheek and a girl told me not to do that.

I dreamt that Robin Williams was walking in the middle behind two guys and I pointed him out to someone. 

I dreamt that I was at Jenny’s house (before she married). I was going to go to church with her. I got there around 6 am, sleeping on the stairs at the entrance that are in front of the door, somewhat like as if you were going to go up in an attic.

When she finally came out, dressed up, she turned into Briana, and said that she wasn’t going, but was spending the weekend with two other people.

When I was there, I hadn’t even showered yet, needing to go back home to clean up.

(From Feb 11, 2018 Lottery)

I dreamt that I was watching a big screen tv about the width size of a theater screen, and perhaps half the height. A young boy won the lottery when it was in the $200’s. I don’t remember exactly how much, but it was less than $250.

After he won, I won when it was $532. 

I dreamt that I was watching The Simpson’s, and they were jogging / running somewhere and they were singing / having a good time full of breath.

One guy swore, trying to disguise it. I thought, “Don’t they know that children are watching?” 

 I dreamt that I was flying (?) above a group of people, going somewhere, and I was joyfully singing in a different language.

I dreamt that there was a group of people, in different groups, involved in different activities. At the end, there was a girl who’s left leg was stripped to the bone from the knee down.

She kept calm, and I praised her for it. I don’t remember how it happened, but I let out a scream (?) / became loud so that the others stopped what they were doing, and came over.

I dreamt about a guy having a bloody ear, and people in a frenzy wanting to know where his heart was to find it.

(From Feb 10, 2018 The Devil)

I dreamt that there was flooding caused by the devil. There were papers under a clear storage container, that was low and flat. I got anxious about them getting wet so hurriedly picked them up.

Finished Eating 

(From March 21, 2018)

I dreamt that a black guy had one of his arms up next to my left cheek, as if I was hugging it. I was concerned that he would feel the hair on my face, but I didn’t move. 

I dreamt that I had finished eating at a food place / restaurant with someone else. Amy then invited us to eat there with her, and some other relatives (?). We agreed, deciding to only have water / minimal food. 

(From March 20, 2018 Puffed Up)

I dreamt about an older Adam West, and food. 

I dreamt of a not nice woman in a dress that was puffed up like a down coat.

(From March 19, 2018 Left Behind)

I dreamt that I was on the edge of a freeway (?) with bicycles coming toward me from both directions and I was wanting to go on a path / trail that I thought would take me where I wanted but it didn’t.

I dreamt that I was home / at mom’s, and she was turning off the lights because she / we needed to go. I was crying because I didn’t want to be left behind.

I didn’t have my bra on, so I started up the stairs to get it. I was thinking that it was ok for me to be crying at this age. 

I dreamt that I was looking at a picture I had taken long ago of a backyard, on the right side. There was a loosely shaped kidney pool with what looked like a carport at the end of the house, but I don’t think it opened to the front. There was greenery on both sides of the yard / pool.

I dreamt that I had returned home after being away for a while. It was dark. Mom was about to go to work with a guy who came to pick her up. I asked (?) why she was working again, and someone said that dad was making her. 

When the guy came to pick her up, he went off to do something, so I warned her about him that I didn’t feel right about him. I’m not sure if she was paying attention because she didn’t acknowledge that I was speaking to her. 

A door was open and I closed it so no strangers (or something unwanted) would get in. Someone opened it again.

I dreamt that I was looking at a murder story book that Hallmark had made into a movie. Mark was acting as  / like the scared person (not in the movie). 

I dreamt that the house was dark inside and I thought I saw the neighbor cat inside, but it was something else.

Relaxed 

(From April 13, 2018)

I dreamt that I decided to get sexual with Ali in my room. I had my shirt off and was sucking him. I started to hesitate, thinking that I was hearing spirit voices by the front door / area. The cats were coming in the room, Ali was getting sleepy / relaxed. 

I then heard Sara’s and mom’s voices out by the dining table. I let Ali go, putting on my shirt so they wouldn’t see me, realizing that the front door had been left unlocked.

After putting my shirt on, Ali slumped on the bed and started to disappear until he was gone. I kept looking, watching, wondering where he went. I was getting emotional.

I started walking to the bedroom door, slowly, still looking back, wondering about him and watching for him. When I got to the door, I saw mom, dad, Amy (?) all in conversation, standing at the right end of the table. Dad looked strong and healthy. 

I stood there, visibly shaken, silently crying outside, hard sobbing inside, waiting for them to notice, still watching him Ali. Mom finally came over to me. I think I may have told her that he disappeared, but not sure.

I dreamt of directly going to him when he comes out of his room. 

(From April 12, 2018 Managed Well)

I dreamt of a young woman being able to afford an expensive apartment (?) because her money had been managed well during her husbands sickness and eventual death. 

I dreamt that Ali was sitting behind me. I pulled my shirt down to expose my breasts. He grabbed them. He then was in front of me, sucking on my right breast. He gave a little of what could have been a disgusted look on his face and let go. My first thought was that he didn’t like the feel of the little bit of hair that I had and thought how Kyle didn’t even notice them until the end. 

I dreamt of a long rectangular warehouse that I think had sections inside. I was outside. Seems one of the sections was a place for go – karts where you could go to lay low. 

No Way Out

I asked, “What is the message of the whale?” I dreamt that I was driving, with Ali. We ended up in a place that looked like an open mine pit, with more items / materials / levels. It was all dark, and may have been abandoned. 

I looked for the road we used to get us here but couldn’t find any to get us out. I started getting emotional, almost crying. 

I dreamt something about darkness, telling someone about it.

I dreamt of seeing a baseball bat, like new, on the ground (in the pit?). As I was looking / glancing at it, up to the handle, I saw that it was clear. 

There were new luggage pieces inside moving back and forth, though I only saw them going one direction. One of them had pink and I said that I wanted that one. 

Behind the luggage were several people (5 – 7?) walking. I was asking if they get to eat / come out and I was told (by the boss / owner?) that they can. I noticed that they were all thin, and figured that it was from all the walking.

 I finally saw one of the ladies fixing ramen to eat. She was talking with someone. I was looking at her left side and noticing that she was older than me. She didn’t look worn down / out.

The owner was up a level, above them, so they weren’t able to escape. 

I dreamt that I saw colorful jewelry that my cousins had bought. I was jealous of them for having money to buy things. Wendy had some dangly earrings and I took one of two sets, putting them up to my ears as she walked in, but she didn’t say / do anything.

I dreamt that Lana (?) decided to give Amy and I some Utah land. I was excited to have the land, but not that it was in Utah, so I was thinking that I can sell my share.

I asked if there was anything on it. Someone gave me a look as if I shouldn’t have said anything. I said that I need to know the situation in case of any buildings so I can fix them up if needed. 

I dreamt something about Micalanne in garments. 

I dreamt something about a bunch of different animals, and insects / bugs coming to me. One of them was a chimp / monkey wanting me to hold it. I didn’t want anything to do with them.

Blood 

I asked, “What do I need to do to leave Ali’s house?” I dreamt something about blood.

I dreamt that I was in mom and dad’s bathroom, with another female (girl? woman?). I don’t remember why.

I was standing with my left leg up on the tub (?) and pulled out a full bloody tampon. Some fell on the tiles / grout and a couple drops looked like gel but not as dark. It was like the one used for cakes.

I was concerned about the grout but this female knew how to clean it up and started looking through a top drawer to find what she needed.

(From May 19, 2018 Mother)

I asked, “Who am I?” I was thinking, and feeling, that I’m a mother.

(From May 18, 2018 Book of Scripture)

I dreamt that I was driving the big truck that I want. Dark blue. I was at a corner at a stop light to turn right and I had to make sure that the brakes were working so that I didn’t come out in front of the oncoming traffic.

Amy (and Micalanne?) were waiting for me at an empty lot that was there at the corner. I drove in and stopped the truck.

I dreamt that Kyle was alive again and married to another girl. I had a distaste for him. I don’t know why.

I had a bed in the living room (?). A sofa bed? We may have been living at Amy’s.

(Don’t remember exact order of these next ones.) I was in my bed on Sunday morning, with eyes closed, when I heard this girl walking around and quietly say, “Book of Scripture” and another book that I don’t remember the title but may have been written by one of the church leaders, or / a prophet.

Amy was looking for these books and I made mention to her what I had heard. Either I, or Amy, then said that this girl has things to talk to / with the Bishop.

I was in Kyle and this girls bed. I was on his right. He asked her what she wanted for breakfast and she mentioned a certain type of taco. After he left, still in bed, she had his pills in a cup for him. I asked / said that he still takes his pills. She asked / said something about us not being together anymore. I replied that he had died.

Earlier in the dream she was talking about some people she had had sex with. One of them was her second cousin. She now was coming on to me. Telling me that she wanted me to suck her labia, but she used a different word, so I asked her to repeat it but she said never mind / don’t worry about it.

I was thinking that this would be my chance to see what it was like to be with another female, but I wondered if she was clean. I figured that we could do it the next day, Monday, when Amy was at work.

The Bishop and his wife came over for a visit. This girl asked who they were and then she disappeared.

Mom came back from a Dr appointment. She was standing tall and straight with her long hair. She had her weight spread out on her hips / waist. She was wearing a tank top with her shirt and garment top in her hand (s), as if she didn’t have time to change.

Her right temple of her glasses was broken off of her glasses with her still wearing it. I asked her what happened. I don’t remember.

Either Amy, or mom, brought in the mail. She didn’t have too much in her hands but she did have some for me. When she gave it to me, on the floor, there were tons of pictures in the envelopes that they come in after being developed.

The pictures of life with Kyle and I was so happy that I almost wanted to cry. One of the pictures was of our (dream) house that was two stories and at the corner entrance of the street.

The right side of the house was parallel with the main street (when inside looking front). Seems that the house may have been a subdued yellow. On the sidewalk between side of house and street had several big horses facing me. The front one seems to have been black.

The picture wasn’t totally clear. I had a couple muted broken black and white lines going horizontally across with muted black and white snow (?) covering the whole picture. These were not obscuring the picture but were enough to be seen.

The horses all of a sudden came to life galloping toward me and did this a couple times as if it were a gif. The horses then stopped, and when they did, the horses were sideways with some facing the street and some facing the house with heads down as if feeding.

I dreamt that I was talking to Ali, naming the streets where he lived in the beginning of living here in the states. He had love back then.

I then named a street that I assume was the one when he was at the University of Utah. It was ____ Ranch Rd. I said that he had a child there. I think I may have mentioned the next street. I asked him where the love went / what happened.

I dreamt seeing a (circular?) pergola with those tiny outdoor lights and a bunch of pinecones. I wanted to take a picture but decided not to.

Add More Water

I asked, “How do I block the entity from entering my body?” I dreamt that the family, extended as well, got back from a celebration for my dad. The driveway (area) was curved up by the house, with plenty of space, and covered, like how wealthy people have. 

I saw that the cat’s water bowl was low and that I needed to add some more water. 

Dad was complaining about the shape / outline of the lawn. Knowing that it was shaped like that when we moved in, I snapped back, “Don’t blame me for the shape of it!” I wasn’t standing by him.

I then was in my room. Briana was sitting on the edge (upper right?) facing the wall (?). A couple extended family members were there as well. It was dark enough to turn on a light, but it was not. 

In the middle of changing, I was topless and stood / placed myself where the outside light would hit / light up my breasts, wanting to show them to Briana, without letting the others see / trying to hide my breasts from them so they wouldn’t see. 

I dreamt that I was in a successful man’s house. He had a lot of children (all girls?). I was standing in a corner of a white hallway, looking to the right. The walls had white painted wood, looking like big picture frames (don’t know what the design is called). I was staring at them, thinking / wondering if this is the house I see in my dreams.

The girls each had their own room. Their doors were decorative, with a small lamp on the front of the door. 

One of the older girls worked at home. She was on her computer, talking to a small toy size colorful robot looking man who was her boss. She was sharing her screen with him, showing that a YouTube video continually becomes staticy. People had been complaining about it.

He told her to get something from stepped plastic that was in the middle of a hallway. As she got it, I realized that the plastic was separate from the house, and not actual steps to a second floor / story, as I was wondering how I was going to walk up them.

(From June 15, 2018 Sex)

I asked what I was prepared for. I saw myself with lots of money and part of a “power couple” . 

I dreamt of sex. 

I dreamt of being at the 99¢ store, looking for toothpaste. The store looked like Bed, Bath and Beyond. I found a white metal bin with toothpaste. I was going to get Aquafresh, but I saw some light brown toothpaste instead. I don’t remember the name of it. The tube was clear.

The bin of toothpaste was at the left end of the aisle. On the other end were sponges attached to clear tubes meant for washing dishes. The sponges had been used and some were barely there. Amy, and Judy were there, and I think other family members.

I saw a list of benefits of consensual sex. I didn’t see all of them. I’m not sure if healing was one of them, or if I put it there.

Wasn’t Far To Walk

I asked, “How do I get it all out of me?” I dreamt something about Amy up in the bedroom before being in the kitchen. I didn’t see her, but was thinking of her as I was doing something with clothes / pants and that she could go on without me (?). 

I went in the kitchen and saw a box of Cheerios (?) with some of the big shredded wheat squares stuffed in the bag. I also got a banana. I usually didn’t eat at this time, before going to school / work, but I decided to this time, and it wasn’t far to walk / get to where I was going. Mom was in the kitchen as well.

I heard a cat meowing and went to look and saw the mother cat jump off the top of the couch through the open windows, to outside. She wasn’t the one I heard / was hearing. 

(From June 21, 2018 Wasn’t Waking Up)

I dreamt that I left my bedroom door open. The voices told Ali. Sleeping, he got upset and was talking about me leaving the door open for the cats to come in. I hurried to close the door but soon realized that he wasn’t waking up and coming out. 

(From June 20, 2018 Someone Else’s Baby)

I dreamt that I was outside, and I think it had been raining, but not sure. There was a small size pond where there shouldn’t be one. 

I almost got in to cross / swim across, but decided against it because I didn’t want to get my clothes wet.

I was walking, quickly, past it, crying at it because it scared / frightened me. As I was going past, I was wondering what water in my dreams means. I was looking for a way to get away from it. 

There was iron fencing all around.

I dreamt that I was holding someone else’s baby and had gone to look for their puppy in a building where other people were. I found the puppy and Becky was there. 

The baby fell asleep so I decided to wait a couple minutes before taking off. 

Daughter

I asked, “How many children does Ali have from that girl?” I dreamt something about trying to let the mother cat outside without letting her daughter.

I dreamt of a boy looking in a mirror, holding a uniform hat that he had bought. The top of the brim was dirty. A guy (husband? friend?), irritated a bit,  came to take it because of the dirt but relented and gave it back. 

As he walked past me (I was sitting against a wall with a hallway ahead of me on my right where the boy was), I said to him that he can’t take (what’s been paid for, implied). He went inside a room in front of my left. 

(From July 9, 2018 Wasn’t Expecting Her)

I asked if the Utah girl gave birth to a baby. I dreamt that I was laying down and I think I was about to get up to feed the cats. The female raccoon who has been coming around came up on my chest on my left side. 

She startled me because I wasn’t expecting her. She grabbed my hand in her mouth like the cats do. I was afraid that she was going to hurt me but she was gentle.

I dreamt that I was at an older teachers house with a medium sized group of people. He had something that we were to convince someone else to buy (?). I think I gave him a look of me wanting to try / give it a go. 

I saw a note from him saying that he had the best sex he had when he was 35 (?) as he’s having now in his 60’s. I was envious of him that he was having it and I kind of wanted to have it with him.

He was tall / thin mysterious type. There was something about food and he had / showed us / me some garlic / french bread in the bag. 

I dreamt that Ali and I were going to a place to eat up on / by University St. / Rd. We were passing different places showing the lotto number signs. There were three games on the bottom (top games are millions, bottom are thousands). 

The bottom left, top middle, bottom right were blacked out. Ali and I were panicking and anxious that someone else had won those. Finally we passed a place where the numbers were showing up / coming back. We were relieved that we still had a chance. 

We got to the place we were going to. I think it was a grocery store that had its own eatery as there were several (3?) ice refrigerated units (where they have ice for sale).There was a table next to / in front of the first (L – R) ice unit and another table next to / in front of that one.

I saw that Amy was at the table next to the ice, sitting next to the ice. I was standing in front of the kiosk (?) and was pointing out Amy to Ali. He couldn’t see her at first because there were people at her table and the one next to her. I said to him “table”. He waved, knowing that she wasn’t looking. 

He went behind the lady / girl behind the kiosk to order / talk to her. At first she didn’t turn around. She finally, perturbed, told him that he needed to come in front to talk to her. I gave her a look as if to say that he always does this. She wasn’t looking.

Amy finally came over, to my left. She told me that she was going to send me a message the day before but hadn’t gotten to it but now she was here. She told me that people / family members weren’t going to bring the leftover food from the funeral in Brea back to mom. 

I was thinking / hoping that she was going to tell me that she / mom weren’t going to go to Utah. (She had planned on going.) I asked her why, questioningly not understanding why not. She said it was because that they had (their own) health issues. I said ok.