Must Be Finished

I asked, “Is being a mother the next project?” I dreamt that I found out a girl bad been taking my mission newsletters all these years since I’ve been back. I took the one she was holding and she began to cry. I got so angry that I cursed at her and wanted to punch her but refrained. I then figured it doesn’t really matter now because I wouldn’t know/understand what’s going on.

I dreamt that I was with Kyle, or someone similar, who was lying naked on the floor with his head to the right. I was looking at his body structure and was thinking/noticing that it looked a little odd. He told me that I could do something with his body. When I didn’t move, he said that I must be finished. (It is finished, or needs to be finished?)

I dreamt that I was at the church with someone to watch a film. We were in the chapel when it was empty. This other person was doing something but not sure what. The people were in another room and I was wondering why the film couldn’t be shown here.

I was then in the cultural room/other room. There were rectangular tables. One of them was horizontal in front of me on my left. Another was vertical in front of me on my right.

I noticed some people from church from my teenage years at these tables. There were empty chairs on the right of the horizontal table, and some empty chairs at the beginning of the vertical table.

I didn’t feel comfortable sitting at the horizontal table, thinking more people from that church would show up. I decided I would sit at the vertical table but then people showed up. There was no place for me to sit.

I dreamt (same dream?) that a lady wanted to get a message to my dad. Gene was there so she told him. When Gene started responding, there was something weird going on with the right side of his face, as if it was paralyzed so that it was hard to understand him. As he continued talking it balanced out and was understandable/became clear.

This lady needed to use the restroom so I told her about one of the stalls at the entrance. There were about 3 or 4 that faced the door and barely had room for someone to fit.

The left side of the restroom wasn’t being used. The right side wasn’t totally dirty but it wasn’t totally clean either. It was as if the workers were lazy and the people using it were the ones keeping it up.

I dreamt (same one still?) about needing to repair a piece of jewelry, putting a small circle/enclosure/jump ring back on. I was either shrunken to see what I was doing, or I was using a magnifier. I, or someone else, was singing while doing this. There were a couple ants walking around.

The word, “Avino” came to mind.

(From yesterday) Shouldn’t Have Been Surprised

I asked the same question. I dreamt that there was a black Porsche parked in the driveway. The neighbors shouldn’t have been surprised since it had been there for a while.

I was slowly/lethargically waiting behind it for Judy and family to come out so we could go wherever we were going.

I dreamt that I was in a store with a bunch of Mexicans/Hispanics. One guy had money in his hand that looked old and was written all over on the sides.

There was a small thin old lady in a wheelchair who stood up for something. From the back she reminded me of grandma.

There was something that was black and white.

I was then in the parking lot to leave. I was at the end of an aisle driving slowly to turn left because there were so many cars. I didn’t want to hit anyone and so no one would hit me. There was a family standing in back of a car on the left. The whole scene looked dark.

David Bowie’s song “Man Who Sold the World” came to mind but it came through as “Boy Who Saved the World”.

(From Jan. 1, 2020) Need To

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I asked someone if I need to keep my (magic?) power to beat her (a witch). (Guessing the witch is the Utah girl.) I don’t think they were paying (much) attention.

I dreamt something with Wilhelm.

I dreamt that there was a salamander that was partially under my skin of my left thigh. It looked like a dragon, with parts of the back showing, like it had been sewn in. I had some tweezers and pulling it out.

I heard someone say to have Ali ask the question again (the one I asked).

I saw Victor Webster in snow bending over to pick some up. There may have been a bush behind him. He was wearing a red and white striped snowflake sweater.

I heard a girl sing, “There is no cottage.”

(From Dec. 31, 2019) It Is

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Ali was telling me, “It’s not fair.”

The word “Tanaray” came to mind.

Cleaning It Up

I dreamt that I was getting up from bed with Kyle on my right. Someone dropped small pieces of food (corn?) on the bed by the pillows. I was cleaning it up.

I dreamt of being outside (?) and needing to get Kyle’s black loafer shoes that were on the ground a short distance in front of us.

I dreamt that new sandals were already coming apart with some of the twine (?) straps coming out/disappearing.

I dreamt that I was driving slowly in front of a brown strip mall that was shaped like a “C”. I was at the bottom of the C, trying to look at the names of the different shops. They were barely there.

I was conscious of the people behind me but figured they could see that there were people, including children, in front of me. It looked like there was an open market in front of these other stores.

I finally decided to go around one of the square stalls/shop. On the other side were bookshelf carts with items for sell, like at D.I. I saw some small baskets with handles on them. I knew I had been looking for some but for bigger ones.

I dreamt that there was an orange and white tabby playing around (ours passed away) and I started crying. I was trying to look at the face but couldn’t get a (full) view.

I dreamt that I was in back of a trash truck with someone else. There were some bricks in there. When we got to the dump site, the driver drove up and over, like a loop. A couple bricks floated but didn’t harm me.

I dreamt that I was in a secluded circle looking at two story separated row houses. They were a dark rust color. I said out loud, “OK”. I then walked on a thin concrete path to go out.

A black woman showed up to also go out as I opened the door. I held the door for her and she kindly thanked me. I had a black bag on my left shoulder with a pink (?) blanket showing, enough to see it was there. I may have been wondering if she had seen it.

(From Oct. 31, 2019) Lifehouse Husbands

I dreamt that I was somewhere with several other people. We had sleeping bags but I don’t know how long we were there. I was lying down on something and noticing my left thigh had beginnings of some bruises along with red lines. I then looked at my arms and saw dark bruises up and down both of them.

There was a girl lying down at my feet. There was an instructor on top of her back to show her how to do something. I was thinking something about how she must love that blanket.

This guy then shows me a video they took of me while I was sleeping. I was on my back and a small amount of blood came out of my right nostril and stayed there.

The instructor was sitting on my right, so I put my hands on his left knee and nonchalantly told him that I have spirits. This place may have been called Lifehouse Husbands/Husbandry.

(From Oct. 30, 2019) Blocking Progress

I dreamt that I was driving along a road when I saw some people up ahead lounging around, facing my direction. I honked at them to move but they wouldn’t. I then saw that there was a chasm between us blocking my progress. It was too wide to jump/cross it.

(From Oct. 29, 2019) Walking Long Distances

I dreamt that Adele became thin and as she was losing weight she became ugly.

I dreamt that I saw an 80’s YouTube clip of a tv show that had Maribeth Decker and Marie Osmond as guests on an episode. I was wanting to share it to Maribeth’s animal communicator Facebook Page that I’m a part of but I was having trouble sharing/it wasn’t working.

Maribeth had about shoulder length hair in the video. I was telling someone who I was with about her now being an animal communicator and that I’m part of her group.

I dreamt something about dad becoming physical/visible so I could see him.

I dreamt that there was a guy I knew who went to the same mission as me. We had come back home and the landscape by his house had changed. I was mentioning/reminding him how I had said about how I had walked long distance(s).

Be With Someone Else

I asked the question, “Don’t do what?” (Nov. 1, 2019) I dreamt that my skin on my legs was opening up in different spots. Some were small holes and some were big. One of the big ones was on my left thigh.

There was a computer motherboard in there. I was frantic about what was happening to me. I tried to look inside my leg to see all that was there but could only see a little.

There must’ve been people around me, or at least one person, who I was trying to get their attention to help me.

I dreamt that I was by the closets in my room with a new husband. I was thinking it was weird to be with someone else. There were several small open bags of cat food in the closet with the tops rolled down.

One of them was separated from the others on the left so I brought it over with the others. I wasn’t wearing any pants.

(From yesterday) Didn’t Care

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I either saw a picture, or in person, a naked woman bending over, with the head up to. There were different animals (with their hands?) going up her back. I was thinking of supporting her by coloring them in (if a picture) or giving her money.

I dreamt of Ali telling me that he wants to “pack it in” (have sex).

I dreamt that I was naked, sitting with my knees covering my breasts. I was with people and didn’t care that others saw. We were getting ready to go to church. There was a female who wore a dress with spaghetti straps that went down past her breasts. She looked like a prostitute. She had on a lot of makeup. I wondered what the people at church would react/think of her.

After sacrament meeting, or after all of the services, I was walking in the back of the chapel from right to left. I saw an older man standing behind a cafeteria style cart giving out food. At first I wasn’t going to say anything, but as I got closer I decided to.

I mentioned to him that (I thought) we’re not supposed to do business on Sunday. He responded, “We’re not.” I then realized that that was true because I didn’t see any money being exchanged.

I dreamt that a guy told me, at the church, that he likes to hear me sing.

(From Nov. 2012) Swollen

I dreamt that my hands were swollen.

(From Dec. 18, 2019) Acting

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Ali & I have our beds next to each other. His was on the left. I started fingering myself, thinking he would want to do some also. He didn’t as he fell asleep once he laid down on the bed.

I then felt something at the left corner of the foot of my bed. I’m not able to move my head to look over at Ali. I start having trouble breathing, as if there’s a lot of smog.

I’m able to move my hands so I start grabbing the edges of the bed and try to cast her out so he knows she’s there but she won’t let me speak the words and no sound comes out. He doesn’t respond.

I then start calling out for mom, still moving my hands. Ali still doesn’t respond.

Before waking, the phrase, “Pita is an Outback (Australia) woman.”

I dreamt that I was standing on the right side of Ali’s lifted bed, noticing a red/maroon towel folded half over with the open side to the foot of the bed. It was up by his pillow under his blankets. I thought that was weird, but then it wasn’t because he does weird stuff.

I dreamt that I was on the right side of another lifted bed. There’s a black woman with either a Hispanic or Arabic man. I didn’t get a good look. I was holding her hand. They’re acting.

She’s wearing pajama’s. At first they’re asleep, but she then says something to him (about me?). I look away to my right as he gets up. There’s something reflective in front of me. I see his hairy legs under the covers, realizing that he’s naked, which surprises me.

A second later, after getting dressed, he’s on top of her, giving her a hard thrust./hump It startled me so I let go. She laughs at that and tells the guy that I jumped back because of this.

Boy In Water

I dreamt that a guy killed himself but it was a good thing. There was something about a boy in water. There was a term used and the definition was told to me but I don’t remember them.

I dreamt that I was sitting in a circle with Kyle and others. We were having a good time. I think Kyle brought me here to see.

(From Nov. 4, 2019) Found

I dreamt that I was in a smoke filled room with someone frantically trying to get a door open to get out.

I dreamt that the orange cat had either been taken or he got lost. I found him inside the church, which had the cultural hall floor and hallway floor next to it ripped up for updating.

I was elated when I found him. I picked him up and started walking the way I came/to the car, looking at the cultural hall and wondering if I hadn’t come this way.

I was then on the freeway home. I was hysterically crying when I realized orange hadn’t been able to follow because of the freeway.

(From Nov. 2, 2019) Gift

I dreamt that I was back in the Fairmont house in San Bernardino. There was a big box next to the brick wall in the entrance and Micalanne was standing in front of it reminding me that she had a gift in there for me.

Steve appeared on my right, telling me about a party/get together. I wasn’t sure about it so I told him I would check/schedule first to see if I could make it. Natalie was at a table on the left. They were talking about what to get her for lunch (PB&J?) as he was walking out.

I was lying on my bed. I was either on a top bunk (different house?) or on the second story (Las Vegas). My head was to the right. Mom was telling me to be careful because there was a guy trying to look in while I sleep.

There was something about the window next to my bed that needed fixing so a lady came to fix it, twice.

The house next door had (some) lights on. One of the rooms was an empty bathroom. I knew that because looking down, I had to slightly situate myself to see. I then saw the (different) guy who lived there in the bathroom with a camera. Looking up to the right, he was trying to take a picture of me.

I was wearing something blue with my cleavage showing. I put my head by my waist and waved at him. He got embarrased and came out of the house. I was going to text him that at least he came out and showed himself but decided not to. I then was going to text him that he was busted, but again decided not to send that one either. We were going to go out together later.

I dreamt that a girl went to some people for help. She showed them that she was a monster inside (turning into one).

I dreamt that I was sitting in the middle of a hallway at church. There were children around. I may have had a blanket on my back. I felt a push from behind on my shoulders. I looked back and it was a young (7-8?) dense spirit girl.

She was visible. She was of a darker color because of her density. She wasn’t hindered by her density though. We had a short conversation as she was pushing me a short distance. I wasn’t scared or worried about her presence. She then walked to my left and into a room.

There was an older young girl in front of me on my left and I was telling her about the dead girl as she (dead girl) was walking in the room.

The door closed and the second girl opened it and the dead girl was gone. There was a path inside the room to the right. I’m not sure what was on the left because there was a wall on the left inside on the other side of the door blocking the view. It could’ve been a bathroom/nursing room?

I then was holding a baby, trying to feed it (?). A lady was standing in front of me and I commented to her questioningly, “You do this 24 hours?” She responded something about when the baby wants to feed you his food. I got an image of it being messy.

I dreamt that I was in a parking lot wanting to back into a corner space, with the front facing right. As I was backing up, I ended up in the space to the left of the one I wanted. I was going to adjust my parking when another vehicle (red?) backed up in front of me in the same space I was in.

I was honking to let her know I wanted out but there was no sound. The steering wheel may have been broken. Getting frustrated at no sound, and these people getting out of their car, I realized I could get out of the car & say something to them.

It was a couple with their son. The wife was the driver. She was standing on the passenger side when I got up there. I picked her up and asked her to move. She got scared and so she complied.

I was then inside a mall on the second story looking through a hole down to the first floor. This family walked by, from right to left, looking up at me. The husband looked to be Arabic, or had some in him. There were a couple girls standing next to me.

I dreamt that a guy from the Middle East came to get/exchange some money from me ($50?) and then left to go back home. I was thinking how interesting it was for him to come here just for that and then leave.

I dreamt that a bee type insect (it was bigger than a bee, unless it was a big bee such as Wallace’s giant bee) kept flying and diving at/around me and a guy who was to my right.

It then got my left middle finger, releasing some wire that coiled and then went through my nail, coming out with a spoked wheel at the end. I was hysterical. I wasn’t in pain but was anticipating the pain when it does come out.

It looked like we were outside of a shopping center. I saw a guy in front of us a distance looking at me as he was about to walk in a store. I was thinking that maybe he might come look to see what was happening but he didn’t.

(Nov. 1, 2019) Make Some Noise

I dreamt that I saw written, “Don’t do it.”

I dreamt of jets flying through hoops/arches. One of them was a heart. I don’t remember why. I was outside watching this with some people.

Afterwards I had a toy plane and was pushing a couple buttons to make some noise. I then figured that the people around me didn’t appreciate that so I stopped.

There were some guys casually dressed sitting on the street and sidewalk. One may have been Sowin. Seems I also knew another one who had recently returned from a mission. D&C 4 was being recited. I was able to remember some parts of it, from when I was a missionary, and recite.

I dreamt that I went into/onto the top of a stairwell for a bit then came out.

I dreamt that Ellen DeGeneres was sitting outside by herself at a table with food for lunch. She was at a wide corner on the left of an intersection facing me. Portia was walking from a food place on my left with cups in her hands. I didn’t see her after this.

I hid in some black curtain/drape things that were there pretending to look for some Lamborghini’s in the traffic at the stop light about to come toward me. I didn’t see any.

I then was walking toward Ellen’s direction. I debated on whether to ask her what I do when I don’t know what to do. When I decided to ask her, I figured that was why she was there, a lady at a table to the left of her (her right) started to ask her questions.

Didn’t See

I asked, ” Who does the baby belong to?” I dreamt that it was Halloween around 3 p.m. Kyle and I were in the church. There was a room to the right of the exit doors. Someone was having the drug addicts come here instead of outside and getting into trouble. Some were in costumes, not fancy.

There were people standing, going in a circle to the right. There were also some sitting on the outside of the circle on both sides. On the right there was a short guy in a wheelchair.

I was sitting back by the door since I wasn’t connected with this group. Kyle was supposed to be sitting with the group on the right but I didn’t see him. I went out to the hall and asked a guy out there if he knew where Kyle was. He didn’t.

I went outside and was thinking that if the drugs hadn’t killed him, I was going to. I then thought that if I had said that to someone I would’ve said that I wasn’t serious because I didn’t want to deal with the spiritual consequences of going to hell.

The church was on a small uphill slope. I was on the right side of the church. A black lady was driving in, going to the back. She saw me standing there and waving, said, “Sunday next week.” I was confused by this. She was driving an old blue (?) car and others with her. She then turned around to go back out.

Looking past this part of the parking lot there was a chain link fence that went horizontally along the lot. On the other side I saw about 20 – 50 women scattered along by the fence. They were wearing dresses that looked like some sort of traditional type.

I also saw what looked like either blue blankets or sleeping bags laid out on the ground. I was thinking these women could be homeless but they didn’t look like it.

They then lined up in pairs of two to the fence and started singing. I didn’t hear the words because I was scanning the women. I noticed a pair slightly to my right were tall. I continued to the right and noticed another pair that was taller than the first. I continued still and saw yet another pair that was taller than the others. These looked to be Polynesian/Islanders.

There was a lady between the second pair and another pair of women who seemed to be leading the singing as she was a bit louder and had a start on the lyrics before the others.

The words either came to me, or I heard the women sing, “The land that I would have given to my children, you now use.” I was thinking of Pocahontas and the “Colors of the Wind” song and that if I could write more words this would be a great song for a movie.

(From yesterday) Not Sure

I asked the same question. I dreamt of being in dark/murky (?) water, not sure what was below me. There were others with me. We were close enough to the shore to swim to if needed.

I had forgotten to get a picture of something that I was picturing in my mind. I handed my camera over to a guy to get the picture.

Ahead of us a distance to the right was a building of several stories. Up on top in front on the left side of it (it was facing to the left) was the word Freemason, though it seems the “Free” part was something else.

I dreamt that I was on a school bus with other people. We were on our way to a place that would take us so we could go out in space. We were going through a narrow road. I didn’t notice what was on the sides of us. Rocky mountains (?)

For some reason the bus stopped as we were going around a corner to the left. I then looked back and saw a line of trees on the right. They then quickly went through all the seasons.

We then continued on with the driver speeding. As we started, there was some water to the right that he swerved towards and went through. I didn’t see any other vehicles.

(From Dec. 11, 2012)

I dreamt that both mom and dad had a heart attack. Earlier in the year I dreamt that mom had already passed away.

(From Dec. 10, 2019) Vague

I asked the same question. I was seeing vague images of shungite and sage.

I dreamt that I used my right hand to pick off a couple small pieces of dried poop on the right side of my butt and then flushed them.

I dreamt that I was holding a small white wastebasket with bag in it and figuring out where to put it. There was already one in a room that was basically empty. There was a room to the left of that one with the door closed.

I wanted to ask Kyle but he was in his own white bedroom lying on the bed, with his head in the North position. He was on the phone talking to someone but with his eyes closed so I thought he was asleep at first. We either lived in a small house or an apartment since the rooms were close to each other.

I dreamt that there were lots of people walking back home to San Bernardino. I saw the map in my mind of where this was from where we were. They were on the freeway. They had stopped traffic for a demonstration. They were now letting traffic flow but had to stay behind the people. They had come a distance and still had a bit to go.

I was on the right side, by/in the slow lane. There was a lady in front of me dressed in a skirt with heels. I was wondering how this walking would affect her feet, along with the others. She was looking back at me as we walked. She was part of a/the local government.

(From Dec. 7 -9, 2019) Hiding

I asked, “Who’s baby was/am I holding?” I dreamt of a bear wanting to finish the coke I had been drinking from a glass bottle. I told him to be careful.

There was then a smaller bear that showed up who was connected with this one. The smaller bear didn’t have pants on. I either knew, or the first bear told me, that this smaller bear wanted me without pants on. I was with someone and grabbed them and started running. I squeezed through some type of bars.

I dreamt something about stepping through the computer screen on the left to Facebook and hiding.

Saw

I asked, “Will marrying Ali get rid of that (Utah) girl?” I dreamt that Amy was getting rid of her small purses, giving them to me. As I was looking through them I saw that there was a bunch of money in them.

There were also several rolls of raffle tickets. I figured that I could use them when someone was having a raffle.

There was also a short grandfather clock. It was bent but not broken.

Amy crouched in pain from her stomach.

(From yesterday) Keep Ball Rolling

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was playing basketball with some guys who were lazy, not taking it seriously, keeping the ball rolling on the floor. They themselves were also lying on the ground.

I dreamt that Walid asked me when I started speaking English again. I told him that I always have. He then sent pictures he took during the time between when we last spoke.

I dreamt that I was dressed in black to go out. I kept going to a room with boys, who were sitting on the bed, frantically worried about something. I asked them/mentioned that I was acting like a babysitter.

I then heard rain outside, which surprised me. I then saw a couple small lines of water that had come through the walls under the closed windows.

I dreamt something about Patricia Richardson and sugar lingerie cookies. As she went to take a bite out of one, the icing fell down into the snow.

I dreamt that I was holding someone’s (somewhat) newborn baby, with his head to the left. He was getting hungry, looking to nurse. I let him and when he latched on, I felt a tingly electric feeling.

(From Dec. 4, 2019) Behind Me

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was walking up some steps, like a ladder. There was a guy behind me. I wasn’t wearing anything on the bottom. My butt was in his face. He playfully put his finger on my butt hole so that the people behind us wouldn’t see.

(From Dec.6, 2011)

I dreamt that my mom started drinking.

Go

I asked, ” Do I need to marry Ali to get rid of that (Utah) girl?” I dreamt that I was with Amy, Judy, and Steve. Amy and Judy were in front of me with Amy on the left of Judy.

Amy kept pinching the bottom of Judy’s left breast. I don’t remember why. Irritated, Judy told her to stop.

We were then at the top of a curved covered slide. Judy was at the entrance. I don’t remember what I did but Judy slid to the bottom and then accused me of pushing her.

It was then my turn. I went head first on my stomach with my arms out. There was a blue hand/racquetball in front of me as I went down. I was worried/scared that there might be a guy at the end waiting to kill me. There was no one there when I got there.

There was then a little boy telling his dad that he wanted to go on the slide again.

(From yesterday) Going To Happen

I asked the same question. I dreamt that there was a black bear walking on its hind legs in front of me from left to right. I playfully hid to see what was going to happen.

(From Nov. 30, 2019 or Dec. 1, 2019) Started

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was at someone’s house about to demo for remodeling. The wife, standing on the left, said something before we got started. The husband was to the right with a young daughter. I didn’t see the face. After the demo got started the wife turned into someone younger.

After demo got started, there was chaos from extra things/materials added in. There were cooked noodles below the kitchen sink area. Outside by the kitchen window was water flowing in a u shape.

I dreamt (same?) that I had gone pee 3 times in a short time and needed to go again. I don’t think I was in a bathroom because there were men to the left of me a short distance.

I wasn’t going to pull my pants down, not remembering how I did it the other times, but realized that I should/needed to. I then heard the sound of it coming out.

(From Nov. 29, 2019) Waiting

I asked the same question. A wrinkly old lady was frustrated with me, asking why I went to the conference after she told me not to.

I dreamt that a man and his son rented a Prius. It was night. There wasn’t a wand (if that’s what they’re called) on the right of the steering wheel to reverse.

The dash went down along the driver door with a digital display at the end with the mileage on top (92 miles) and another number below that which I don’t remember what for. The numbers were tilted slightly to the left. We were all looking at the numbers as if standing in the car in the driver’s side.

I then was in the passenger seat looking at the dash to the right of the wheel noticing that it was dirty with some fingerprints. The guys were outside at this time and I was waiting for them to get in. The car was parked on a small slope. It moved on its own, stopping before entering the street. Someone mentioned that these cars sometimes do that.

The man and son then turned into Karen and Mina (HGTV Good Bones) with Karen driving. On the right side of the steering wheel, facing me, were the directions (NWSE) that we were going. I commented how that was nice to have that to know which way we were going.

After driving a short distance, we started to fly. To the right was a field with a structure (barn?) with some Christmas lights on it. There may have been a couple black cows.

A little bit of fog showed up but not for long. I was wondering if the car had enough battery to make it to our destination. I mentioned that sometimes I fly in my dreams.

I dreamt that I was at someone’s house. The floor of the family room was lower on the right with the left having a strip that was higher.

The family all had light blonde hair. I was going to mention to one of them that my hair was the same shade as theirs when I was younger but then noticed that some parts were darker.

I was asking if their ancestors were Scottish and Irish and then Scandinavian/Norwegian. For some reason I was holding back about asking them the last one. They kept saying yes to each question.

I was standing with a couch behind me. A girl started telling me that someone was next to me on my right, waving. I said that I couldn’t see anyone but I kept looking. This girl kept saying that someone was there.

I then started to see something, as if the air was moving around wanting to take shape. I saw something shimmering and my reflection on it. There was a small mound of sand that appeared next to me on my right. The girl was talking to it, telling it to hold/keep the shape/form. I was thinking of the Aladdin and the cave of treasures/wonders.

When it suddenly went away, I was sitting and saw Kyle to my right with a smaller man between us. I was sobbing the whole time because of how happy I was to see him again. They were happy and kept looking at each other as Kyle reached out his hand to me. Kyle never looked at me but went between this man and in front of him.

I noticed his dirt under his fingernails (as he sometimes had). I was hesitant to reach out, not knowing if I would feel him. I reached out anyway and felt him, for a couple seconds before waking up.

The End

I asked, “When is the date?” I dreamt that there was a window in my bedroom to the basement below. I saw a guy, who had set up an office, standing and talking on the phone. He was facing my direction. I yelled at him to leave and then called out to my dad.

I dreamt that I was watching a show as if I was there. There was a group of people at the end of a long strip of narrow road (on a bridge?). Some of them were lined up going across the road to block whoever they were expecting (government?).

I was thinking that I wished they showed these people walking down the road to the other side. I then saw them walking down having fun. They looked like they were part of a bumper cars video game.

(From yesterday) Way Out

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was in Fontana (?) at night on the outskirts. There was a long white building (built somewhat similar to WalMart) in the short distance in front of me to the right a bit. There was another building attached to it on the right.

A girl by my left side was saying that it had something to do with meditation. To the right of it I could see another city’s lights. I was thinking that there’s got to be a way/path to get out of here (city). It was as if the people were locked in the city, but actually weren’t.

I dreamt that I was sitting/lying down with head to the left. I don’t know where I was. There was a girl sitting in front of me backed up to me. There was a lady with white hair pinned up in a french twist sitting with her right side to us. She was facing as if looking at the 4 or 5 o’clock position.

This lady did the sign of the cross in front of the girl in front of me. When it was my turn I told her that I don’t do the cross. She was fine with that, saying “ok”.

I was walking behind her frantically trying to keep up. She wouldn’t let me pass as she kept moving sideways as I tried to do so. I asked her, “What if I take the cross?”

(From Nov. 19, 2019) Retired

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was at Danny DeVito and Rhea Perlman’s house. I don’t know how I got there. (There was more before this but don’t remember it.) Danny looked like Steve DiSchiavi (I’m pretty sure) and was also a retired cop/detective. I think a tall daughter with shoulder length dark hair was there as well.

The house had a weird configuration with a scalene triangle (?) room on the left (when entering) of the entrance. I also saw the dining table. I was thinking about how it was like for the daughter to grow up in this weird configuration.

I was in a purple (curtains?) room that wasn’t (being) used. I was thinking that I could come here and rent out the room but then I remembered that earlier in the dream Danny was complaining about the shapes of the rooms and not having space when family comes to visit.

Rhea had baked a huge sheet birthday cake for their dog. It wasn’t cooked all the way in some spots because she used Pam spray instead of butter/oil. I wanted to say that all this food isn’t healthy for the dog (and that it might kill him?).

There was a dead man sitting in a suit. He had been dead for a long time. He had stitching that went from hairline to hairline across his eyes. For some reason I started pulling it out on his left side. I stopped after I got past his eyes, realizing what I had just done.

The top of his head slowly started to pull away, showing the dark matter/space inside. I frantically pushed it back down. Some stuff came out. It was warm even though being dead for so long.

I was then walking outside at night with Danny to the left of me. I kept apologizing for what I had done. He didn’t seem fazed by it.

Before undoing the stitching, I saw some old family history books up on a shelf. They looked like the old leather type. I saw the name Benjamin (don’t remember middle) Melton. The name could possibly have been on the man’s forehead on the side as well.

I was excited to see that and was wanting to look through to see how, and if, Danny and I were related.

Somewhere in there, Danny and Rhea were repeating Access Consciousness questions/phrases and I wanted to ask them if they repeat these a certain amount of times.

(From Nov. 18, 2019) Naked

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was taking a break from driving a big rig. It must’ve been like a bus because there were other people with me. At one point I was walking naked and didn’t care if people saw. I was walking up to the open driver’s door to get in.

We were waiting for some people who were still sitting at the tables there. They had with them some slow developmentally people.

At one point I was clothed and lying down on the street by the curb looking at the shops that were there. I think my head was on the curb.

One of the ladies with me came out of an ice cream (?) shop eating from a sample and holding a bouquet of ice cream balloons. I smiled when I saw this.

I was teaching someone how to turn on the (high beam) lights as we were driving along a lone highway at night when a couple cars started coming our way. They had to turn the end of the left wand (if that’s what it’s called) to do so.

Someone had left the group. I wasn’t surprised about this and kind of expected it.

There was something fogging the windshield so I moved the truck from the right turn lane in the street to the parking lot where we were.

I dreamt that I was with people who had a name tag label with their name and either pink or blue to indicate what gender they were. One girl had both colors. I wanted to ask her, “Is that true?”

(From Nov. 17, 2019) Take Care

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was at a clothing store. I was next to the right, and behind a little, one of those circular racks with clothes on them.

There was a lady standing between me and this circular rack, holding a black shirt, and looking for something without flannel. I think a worker who was helping her said that flannel is basically in everything, I mentioned that my shirt doesn’t. I then thought of the possibility of sharing on social media the clothes I have that don’t have flannel.

I dreamt that I was at someone’s workplace. They worked in an open space/room with the other employees. At the end to the right was the meeting room. The door was flaps of hard plastic.

The workers outside of that room could hear cookies being thrown away. This happened with each consecutive meeting but gradually less amounts each time. One of the female workers went over there to mention this (?).

I dreamt that I asked Kyle(?) where Bear (his dog) had been since I hadn’t seen him for several days. Kyle said Bear was in a kennel because he wasn’t sure I would take care of Bear.

(From Nov. 16, 2019) Sleeping Here

I asked the same question. All I remember is me, or someone else, asking another person, “Are you sleeping here?”

Pirate

I dreamt that I was in / among some grove trees that were lined up/in a bunch. I was thinking about murderers who had been here in the past. I then got an uneasy feeling of danger.

I then saw two men, one older one a bit younger, happily crossing several yards in front of me from right to left. They didn’t see me/look my direction. I thought the older man looked like a pirate because of the way he styled his hair. The younger may have had a bushy mustache and beard.

There were children from the neighborhood outside playing. I rushed to warn Amy and mom. Mom started walking bent/hunched over. The older man playfully picked up two of the children in both arms and holding them as if they were footballs. I told Amy to warn the parents.

One of the children mentioned that the younger one looked like the older. I then assumed/surmised that they were father and son.

(From yesterday) Noise

I dreamt that I was at Marie Osmond’s home with her family and friends for a gathering. We were in the family room, which was secluded from the rest of the house. I was thinking that I would’ve opened it up for more space to move around. I thought it was small for the size of her family, but big enough for a smaller family. In the beginning, she was doing something on the computer that was here .

I saw Marie Osmond and was going to tell her that I saw her being interviewed (by Natalie Ledwell? Blonde lady). I was picturing the interview as I was saying it. The lady interviewing was sitting on the left facing forward. Marie was on her right facing my direction. They were several yards in front of me.

I mentioned that in the interview it was brought up that the reason for the family getting into entertainment was because the older deaf brother had heard a noise. I wanted to ask her about that but wasn’t able to.

I then saw an older sister with long blonde hair. She had a flat stomach, or at least her pants made it look that way. I asked her about it but she also wasn’t able to answer because of something happening with a girl behind (?) me. She had bumps on her skin.

Marie had a young daughter (11/12) who was deaf. They had a TTY in the backyard when the daughter was outside playing so she could see the messages that Marie left for her.

Everyone was then going somewhere to eat/taking food with us. A woman, and a couple others, wanted to ride along with me because I had an SUV (grey? blue? ice blue? Ford Expedition?) that had (she had mentioned one word describing this)places to put their foods/stuff.

We were then in San Bernardino helping to level the ground for new construction. Regular vehicles were being used instead of heavy machinery. The sky was dusty because of this.

(From Nov. 7, 2019) Singing

I dreamt that I was washing my hands/arms (in the kitchen?). I was singing as I was doing so. I looked back over my right a couple times, thinking that Ali would be happy that I was singing.

I dreamt that I was with a female on a road on a hill (?). There were big rocks on the side to the left. I never saw her but knew she was there.

There was a black bug flying around with the tip of an orange and white (different) cat’s tail in it’s mouth. The cat was flying curled up as if on the ground, with head up, not hanging/drooping. He didn’t look like he was being harmed.

The bug then went down to the rocks beyond our view. I suggested that we go to help the cat before it gets stung and dies.

As I was walking along the rocks, there was a weird black spider (or two) with long skinny legs to the left in front of my foot. I squished it before it do anything to me.

Blow Up

I asked the question, “How do I block that (Utah) girl from entering my body?” I dreamt that I was “hiding” at the end of an overgrown field of weeds (?) from a creepy man who says that he likes me.

I dreamt that I was with people somewhere and a leader made me a new light blue jogging suit.

I dreamt that there was a young couple who had a stack of blue tube like things on a piece of land next to water. They were going to blow them up. The other people in the area didn’t want to help, saying that they’re toxic.

While they were preparing to blow those up, I was looking at a map of locations to find what I was looking for. Two of the places were “just” over the border in Mexico. I didn’t want to go to those places so I looked over the other spots.

I then heard a small boom and asked the lady, “That’s it?”, surprised that the explosion wasn’t much louder.

I was then in a different area (their home?) with them and their two young children. There was another young couple with their two young children. The boy of the other couple and the first man hit face to face. I didn’t see it happen but the man was holding his lip as if it was split open.

I had a set of utensils that i had rinsed off but didn’t know where to set them because there were some clean dishes in a rack over the sink. The first lady saw that I didn’t know what to do with them so she took them.

She asked me how we met, trying to remember. I told her that I had come in to do/get something when she was there.

(From yesterday) Locked

I asked the same question. I saw a woman lifting the driver door handle of a white car with her left hand but it was locked.

I dreamt something about a boy with blisters on his back because he wasn’t covered. We were on a path in a hurry (?) to go somewhere. He was behind me on my right. I was telling someone to go check on him.

(From Sept. 26, 2019) Moving

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was going after Steve to clean up the glass that he broke instead/before a girl that mom had brought in to clean.

I dreamt that I was with a young Steve (?) in a white apartment (?) building, moving through the halls fast. I was telling him to look for a 4 bedroom place on a corner.

(From Sept. 25, 2019) Bring Water

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was in a basement (?) with other people (family?). There was a darkened area in front of us because of it being night. Someone was mentioning seeing a lit candle on the floor under a table.

I think I was the one to light it so I went to look, taking a flashlight with me. I did see the candle after moving some things that were in front of it. There was a short line of fire going horizontally across on the left and right of the candle. (As if the circle is the candle)

I smeared some of the melted wax that was on the floor to extinguish the left side but made it worse. I put some snow over it and told the others to bring water for the right side.

I dreamt that I was having people line up (on a stage?) according to height. There was an overweight woman the same height as me and I asked her about Linda (online) also being the same height because she wasn’t there and this woman knew her. Linda then showed up.

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