I asked, “Is being a mother the next project?” I dreamt that I found out a girl bad been taking my mission newsletters all these years since I’ve been back. I took the one she was holding and she began to cry. I got so angry that I cursed at her and wanted to punch her but refrained. I then figured it doesn’t really matter now because I wouldn’t know/understand what’s going on.
I dreamt that I was with Kyle, or someone similar, who was lying naked on the floor with his head to the right. I was looking at his body structure and was thinking/noticing that it looked a little odd. He told me that I could do something with his body. When I didn’t move, he said that I must be finished. (It is finished, or needs to be finished?)
I dreamt that I was at the church with someone to watch a film. We were in the chapel when it was empty. This other person was doing something but not sure what. The people were in another room and I was wondering why the film couldn’t be shown here.
I was then in the cultural room/other room. There were rectangular tables. One of them was horizontal in front of me on my left. Another was vertical in front of me on my right.
I noticed some people from church from my teenage years at these tables. There were empty chairs on the right of the horizontal table, and some empty chairs at the beginning of the vertical table.
I didn’t feel comfortable sitting at the horizontal table, thinking more people from that church would show up. I decided I would sit at the vertical table but then people showed up. There was no place for me to sit.
I dreamt (same dream?) that a lady wanted to get a message to my dad. Gene was there so she told him. When Gene started responding, there was something weird going on with the right side of his face, as if it was paralyzed so that it was hard to understand him. As he continued talking it balanced out and was understandable/became clear.
This lady needed to use the restroom so I told her about one of the stalls at the entrance. There were about 3 or 4 that faced the door and barely had room for someone to fit.
The left side of the restroom wasn’t being used. The right side wasn’t totally dirty but it wasn’t totally clean either. It was as if the workers were lazy and the people using it were the ones keeping it up.
I dreamt (same one still?) about needing to repair a piece of jewelry, putting a small circle/enclosure/jump ring back on. I was either shrunken to see what I was doing, or I was using a magnifier. I, or someone else, was singing while doing this. There were a couple ants walking around.
The word, “Avino” came to mind.
(From yesterday) Shouldn’t Have Been Surprised
I asked the same question. I dreamt that there was a black Porsche parked in the driveway. The neighbors shouldn’t have been surprised since it had been there for a while.
I was slowly/lethargically waiting behind it for Judy and family to come out so we could go wherever we were going.
I dreamt that I was in a store with a bunch of Mexicans/Hispanics. One guy had money in his hand that looked old and was written all over on the sides.
There was a small thin old lady in a wheelchair who stood up for something. From the back she reminded me of grandma.
There was something that was black and white.
I was then in the parking lot to leave. I was at the end of an aisle driving slowly to turn left because there were so many cars. I didn’t want to hit anyone and so no one would hit me. There was a family standing in back of a car on the left. The whole scene looked dark.
David Bowie’s song “Man Who Sold the World” came to mind but it came through as “Boy Who Saved the World”.
(From Jan. 1, 2020) Need To
I asked the same question. I dreamt that I asked someone if I need to keep my (magic?) power to beat her (a witch). (Guessing the witch is the Utah girl.) I don’t think they were paying (much) attention.
I dreamt something with Wilhelm.
I dreamt that there was a salamander that was partially under my skin of my left thigh. It looked like a dragon, with parts of the back showing, like it had been sewn in. I had some tweezers and pulling it out.
I heard someone say to have Ali ask the question again (the one I asked).
I saw Victor Webster in snow bending over to pick some up. There may have been a bush behind him. He was wearing a red and white striped snowflake sweater.
I heard a girl sing, “There is no cottage.”
(From Dec. 31, 2019) It Is
I asked the same question. I dreamt that Ali was telling me, “It’s not fair.”
The word “Tanaray” came to mind.