Death

I asked, “The end of what?” I dreamt that people had gotten the coronavirus. They were getting their stuff together and getting ready to die, including me. I was thinking about the inside of the body shutting down and eventual death. I then remembered that I had been told in my patriarchal blessing that I would bring children into mortality. A man in a dark suit with a briefcase then showed up on the left, walking to the right. I knew he was from the church but wasn’t sure if he was a leader or just a regular member. I … Continue reading Death

Accepted It

I dreamt that there was a pile of dead people on top of the only survivor, who was looking out. I dreamt that the orange and white cat was back (he passed Dec. 23) and at first it threw me off but then I accepted it. (From Oct. 24, 2019) Playing I saw a young Mexican couple with their two young children, boy & girl, who were playing. I dreamt of an insect, bigger than a bee, flying around. There were some of those windows that are in strips, that look similar to blinds, that were open in front of … Continue reading Accepted It

Boy In Water

I dreamt that a guy killed himself but it was a good thing. There was something about a boy in water. There was a term used and the definition was told to me but I don’t remember them. I dreamt that I was sitting in a circle with Kyle and others. We were having a good time. I think Kyle brought me here to see. (From Nov. 4, 2019) Found I dreamt that I was in a smoke filled room with someone frantically trying to get a door open to get out. I dreamt that the orange cat had either … Continue reading Boy In Water

Saw

I asked, “Will marrying Ali get rid of that (Utah) girl?” I dreamt that Amy was getting rid of her small purses, giving them to me. As I was looking through them I saw that there was a bunch of money in them. There were also several rolls of raffle tickets. I figured that I could use them when someone was having a raffle. There was also a short grandfather clock. It was bent but not broken. Amy crouched in pain from her stomach. (From yesterday) Keep Ball Rolling I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was playing … Continue reading Saw

Go Through

I asked, “What’s the meaning of mountains?” I was dreaming about a video documentary I’ve been watching called “An Open Secret” about child actor sexual abuse. I dreamt that there were some construction guys building a house for a family with an additional section for me and someone else. Someone may have asked the question of what their favorite show was and one of the guys enthusiastically said, “Home Town!” I was thinking that either it was my favorite show also or one that I really liked. I was then crawling on the street the house was on, picking up … Continue reading Go Through

Prayer

I asked again if Ali is my husband who will take me to the temple. The words, “Verbal abuse notwithstanding” came to mind, and also the song “The Prayer”. I dreamt that a girl (works at Starbucks), with short blonde hair, was walking to work, at Target, at night in the rain. She had two children with her (boy and girl? 8 – 10?). I was in a parking lot that she was walking next to. She was walking from right to left. The entrance to the lot wasn’t a straightforward entrance, but looked more like an on / off ramp of … Continue reading Prayer

Blood 

I asked, “What do I need to do to leave Ali’s house?” I dreamt something about blood. I dreamt that I was in mom and dad’s bathroom, with another female (girl? woman?). I don’t remember why. I was standing with my left leg up on the tub (?) and pulled out a full bloody tampon. Some fell on the tiles / grout and a couple drops looked like gel but not as dark. It was like the one used for cakes. I was concerned about the grout but this female knew how to clean it up and started looking through … Continue reading Blood 

See

I asked the same question. The phrase “Author sackers” came to mind. There was something before that but don’t remember. I was asked the question, “What do you still see in the (snow covered) mountains?” I dreamt that I was at an event / party and a young female named Sis. Doyle (knew her first name but forget) asked if I could go somewhere with her (again, forget the location). I told her yes. When she got home later, she called, a woman answering and calling out to / for me. I was thinking of the Sis. Doyle I knew … Continue reading See

OK With It

I asked, “Can I go back in time?” I dreamt that I was on top of a grassy knoll / hill that had a paved path down a slope. There were two other girls. Something about another girl’s song. I got after one of these two girls about it. She was telling me that the other girl was ok with whatever was being done with the song. There was a horrendous black beetle, that grew dark / purple grapes on the end of it’s body, on the path. I had tongs, trying to pick it up, bursting / squishing one … Continue reading OK With It

I Didn’t See the Fire 

(From Feb. 24, 2015) Mom, Amy, and I were going to be moving into a new home on Saturday. Mom was telling us that we need to be sure to move during daylight because there are a couple broken windows. Careless Whisper chorus from George Michael I think I was standing in a white hallway. There was a black guy who had his head between my left hip and wall. I playfully asked him what he was doing. I was sitting between two black guys, who both were interested in me. I didn’t have a top over my garments. The … Continue reading I Didn’t See the Fire