Survived

I dreamt that a young Steve dropped a short distance through some things that were close together with a hole in the middle. I was worried that he died because he hit his head and then bent over at his neck but he survived.

I dreamt that I was with someone who was driving through an entrance to exit. I was worried that someone might show who wanted to enter.

(From Oct. 28, 2019) Pay For It

I dreamt that I was out in the living room after feeding the cats then sitting at the table. I heard a man on the side say hello to check if anyone was home. I then turned the outside lights on & off and then crawled to Ali’s room, having a hard time doing so.

I knocked on his door, even though I wasn’t sure he would respond (he doesn’t always) but he did right away. I told him about the man and he started walking over to check.

Teiga Shake came to mind.

I dreamt that Ali & I went to Olive Garden and I was going to pay for it. I was pretty sure I had enough to pay but when the food came, I was hoping I had enough money to pay because we had a lot of food.

(From Oct. 27, 2019) Have To Cross

I dreamt that a temple was to be built in Vietnam but the church leaders didn’t know where. There was barbed wire everywhere. There was a girl walking along the desert landscape among the wires wanting out. A guy saw her.

There was a pond of water she had to cross to get out. It was murky from the sides but clear when looking from above. The guy dove down deep clearing a path among the crocodiles that were there.

While he was there, I saw he got pierced by the inside of his left elbow and started bleeding. His girlfriend was down there and so stabbed his arm, killing him. I was thinking that didn’t seem right that he would clear the path for the girl on top before his girlfriend who was already in the water.

I dreamt that a 3 ft (?) tall guy was walking along the street. Another guy pointed him out to me, saying that he had played football in high school. I remembered that I had seen him in his uniform. The short guy then said that “What” is his name.

(From Oct. 26, 2019) Coexist

I dreamt that when I let the three cats inside, who were out, in the morning, I was amazed that they were able to coexist with the wolves that were out there.

(From Oct. 25, 2019) Princess Akoo

I dreamt that spirits/demons like addresses with 27 in it. I think David was there and he said his address was 3027 so I told him mine.

I dreamt something about having one more night, after 2, of having the lights on at night. (I read about having them on while dealing with these problems.)

I dreamt that the church once used donkeys (?) to pull apart a man who was accused once of something. Don’t remember what. There were camera people taping when he was tied to the animals and they walked, head first, down a small hill (2-3 steps) to the right and out of view. I was thinking they must be glad that they don’t hear and see what’s going on.

Two big heavy equipment machines then came from the right bulldozing that area where the hill was. One of them looked like it had its head down for a bit as if ashamed (?).

I dreamt that there was a helicopter spotlight shining in the backyard at night looking for a criminal on the run. The sliding glass door was open a little. I was thinking it would make it easier to yell out to the officers who were outside on the side waiting in case he showed up.

I dreamt that I heard a guy say, “Hey mas” and so I shined a light by that area but didn’t see anyone. I wonder if he was trying to say, “Hey, Miss”.

I dreamt/saw two chow (?) puppies with shirts on that said “#Princessakoo”.

Start Another Fire

I asked, “What am I not doing that I need to do to get rid of that (Utah) girl?” I dreamt that someone had set fire at night to the tall grass in the front yard which was now glowing embers.

I raced to wake and tell my mom and dad. I then decided to hose it down while I was waiting for them. Someone (else?) was trying to start another fire.

(From yesterday) Pick It Up

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was buying dust/powdered paint in 4 different colors. Two of them were similar color.

I dreamt something about Polynesians singing in church (?). Amy was there but didn’t see her. There was something about an urgency for something.

I dreamt that I saw one of my top garments on Ali’s bed. I picked it up and folded it and put it on top of my others.

(From Dec. 27, 2019) Another Project

I asked the same question. Before/As I was waking, I was thinking of the male actors who weren’t in any Hallmark Christmas movies this year. One of them was Victor Webster. I wondered if it was because of age or if they were working on another project.

I dreamt that I was in a food place/restaurant. (I don’t remember the order of these.) I was sitting by a window . Missionaries pulled up on motorcycles. I was thinking that I didn’t know they could/were allowed to drive those.

After they got off, I leaned in to get a better look at them. I saw that they were BMW’s and actually motored/powered bicycles.

The girls inside were anxiously waiting for them to enter because of how good looking/handsome they were. When they finally did make it in, they were wearing white suits similar to hazmat.

I was at the register with someone. We were getting strawberry taquitos (tortillas made from strawberries). I don’t know what was inside. There may have been chocolate chips mixed with the strawberries.

Mark, and a blonde thin guy who is married to someone in the family (Kevin?), were walking outside to come in. The blonde guy leaned back as he walked.

After coming in, they decided to eat at Denny’s and asked me for directions. I had been there earlier in the dream but didn’t know how to get there so I just pointed (11 o’clock position?). I don’t remember if they wanted to leave because a school busload of children arrived, or if they wanted to leave before.

After a while, they came back. Mark said that even though the blonde isn’t sure where he wants to go, he does know where he doesn’t want to be/go.

I dreamt that I was standing in front of Ali with only a (red?) towel on. I kept fixing/situating it.

(From Dec. 26, 2019) Work

I asked the same question. When I started asking the question, my body felt like it was shrinking.

I dreamt a girl who looks like Alex (works at Starbucks). Her name was Domo but pronounced it Domay/Dome with thing on top of e. I told her that it sounds Italian.

Wasn't Much Left

I dreamt that I was standing in the bathroom and inserting a tampon, having a little fun with it first. Thinking of Ali, I think I told someone who was there that I didn’t know why I was using it since there wasn’t much left.

I dreamt that he had something in the garage for me and wanted me to go with him to look.

I dreamt that while I was looking at the black neighborhood cat outside, I was thinking that if there are any new cats who come around that they will stay outside so that I won’t get attached to them.

(From yesterday) Back Together

I asked, “What do I need to see, that I’m not seeing, to get rid of that (Utah) girl?” I dreamt that Mark told me that there were some people who put some feces (his word) in some library books and that it’s going to get worse.

I don’t know where I was but I saw several key chain rings in a bowl with items on them that looked like mine. I then searched to see if mine were there but didn’t see them. (When I was waking, I wondered why I didn’t think that someone could’ve taken mine and separated them and I needed to put them back together.)

There was a horse and I had a knowing that he had a military rank and some people promoted him to a higher rank to give them an excuse to fight those people who had previously done something wrong to the horse.

This horse was then standing in front of me to the left a short distance. There were other people on my left. The horse was facing forward. A couple people had whips (I didn’t see what they were holding but assumed this is what they were) and whipped the horse on the left butt cheek. It wasn’t hard and they only did it a couple times.

These people were then kneeling and bending down to the horse, who may have laid down by now, paying tribute to him. I was confused by this and said, “He’s just a horse.”

I dreamt that Ali had brushed my right breast with his hand. I had a feeling that it was getting to be too much for him for us not be physical and so wanted to get married.

I dreamt that the orange cat was getting better. (He had stopped eating.)

I dreamt something about Norway and something about a hat.

(From Dec. 20, 2019) Able To Move

I asked the same question. (Previous nights the dreams were erased.) I dreamt that I was wearing shorts (plaid? vertical stripes?) and standing in front of Tom and a black guy who was on Tom’s left. They were both sitting.

Someone with me told me that Tom applied to Phoenix college. I asked him, “In what?” He was telling me when I was wakened by that girl.

Tom had his right arm stretched out with his hand rubbing my chest up and down a little. I was worried because he slightly felt the hair on my neck area. I then figured that he might be the man from my dreams who doesn’t care, or at least doesn’t show, about that.

I dreamt that the mother cat let me pet her, or that I was able to pet her.

I dreamt of a ship, at least the word came to me as I was waking.

I dreamt that I had a checklist and marriage was listed.

Before waking someone told me to turn the candle over.

I dreamt the I was lying on the couch where the cats are and let the Siamese girl go outside/didn’t stop her. I then realized what I had done and frantically went to the glass door to let her in. Thankfully she was next to the house and came in on her own.

I then saw the mother and her daughter out there, to the left. The daughter looked like she was stuck in a shopping cart frame, without the basket, that was tipped forward. When I went to get her out, I saw that she wasn’t stuck and was able to move.

Boy In Water

I dreamt that a guy killed himself but it was a good thing. There was something about a boy in water. There was a term used and the definition was told to me but I don’t remember them.

I dreamt that I was sitting in a circle with Kyle and others. We were having a good time. I think Kyle brought me here to see.

(From Nov. 4, 2019) Found

I dreamt that I was in a smoke filled room with someone frantically trying to get a door open to get out.

I dreamt that the orange cat had either been taken or he got lost. I found him inside the church, which had the cultural hall floor and hallway floor next to it ripped up for updating.

I was elated when I found him. I picked him up and started walking the way I came/to the car, looking at the cultural hall and wondering if I hadn’t come this way.

I was then on the freeway home. I was hysterically crying when I realized orange hadn’t been able to follow because of the freeway.

(From Nov. 2, 2019) Gift

I dreamt that I was back in the Fairmont house in San Bernardino. There was a big box next to the brick wall in the entrance and Micalanne was standing in front of it reminding me that she had a gift in there for me.

Steve appeared on my right, telling me about a party/get together. I wasn’t sure about it so I told him I would check/schedule first to see if I could make it. Natalie was at a table on the left. They were talking about what to get her for lunch (PB&J?) as he was walking out.

I was lying on my bed. I was either on a top bunk (different house?) or on the second story (Las Vegas). My head was to the right. Mom was telling me to be careful because there was a guy trying to look in while I sleep.

There was something about the window next to my bed that needed fixing so a lady came to fix it, twice.

The house next door had (some) lights on. One of the rooms was an empty bathroom. I knew that because looking down, I had to slightly situate myself to see. I then saw the (different) guy who lived there in the bathroom with a camera. Looking up to the right, he was trying to take a picture of me.

I was wearing something blue with my cleavage showing. I put my head by my waist and waved at him. He got embarrased and came out of the house. I was going to text him that at least he came out and showed himself but decided not to. I then was going to text him that he was busted, but again decided not to send that one either. We were going to go out together later.

I dreamt that a girl went to some people for help. She showed them that she was a monster inside (turning into one).

I dreamt that I was sitting in the middle of a hallway at church. There were children around. I may have had a blanket on my back. I felt a push from behind on my shoulders. I looked back and it was a young (7-8?) dense spirit girl.

She was visible. She was of a darker color because of her density. She wasn’t hindered by her density though. We had a short conversation as she was pushing me a short distance. I wasn’t scared or worried about her presence. She then walked to my left and into a room.

There was an older young girl in front of me on my left and I was telling her about the dead girl as she (dead girl) was walking in the room.

The door closed and the second girl opened it and the dead girl was gone. There was a path inside the room to the right. I’m not sure what was on the left because there was a wall on the left inside on the other side of the door blocking the view. It could’ve been a bathroom/nursing room?

I then was holding a baby, trying to feed it (?). A lady was standing in front of me and I commented to her questioningly, “You do this 24 hours?” She responded something about when the baby wants to feed you his food. I got an image of it being messy.

I dreamt that I was in a parking lot wanting to back into a corner space, with the front facing right. As I was backing up, I ended up in the space to the left of the one I wanted. I was going to adjust my parking when another vehicle (red?) backed up in front of me in the same space I was in.

I was honking to let her know I wanted out but there was no sound. The steering wheel may have been broken. Getting frustrated at no sound, and these people getting out of their car, I realized I could get out of the car & say something to them.

It was a couple with their son. The wife was the driver. She was standing on the passenger side when I got up there. I picked her up and asked her to move. She got scared and so she complied.

I was then inside a mall on the second story looking through a hole down to the first floor. This family walked by, from right to left, looking up at me. The husband looked to be Arabic, or had some in him. There were a couple girls standing next to me.

I dreamt that a guy from the Middle East came to get/exchange some money from me ($50?) and then left to go back home. I was thinking how interesting it was for him to come here just for that and then leave.

I dreamt that a bee type insect (it was bigger than a bee, unless it was a big bee such as Wallace’s giant bee) kept flying and diving at/around me and a guy who was to my right.

It then got my left middle finger, releasing some wire that coiled and then went through my nail, coming out with a spoked wheel at the end. I was hysterical. I wasn’t in pain but was anticipating the pain when it does come out.

It looked like we were outside of a shopping center. I saw a guy in front of us a distance looking at me as he was about to walk in a store. I was thinking that maybe he might come look to see what was happening but he didn’t.

(Nov. 1, 2019) Make Some Noise

I dreamt that I saw written, “Don’t do it.”

I dreamt of jets flying through hoops/arches. One of them was a heart. I don’t remember why. I was outside watching this with some people.

Afterwards I had a toy plane and was pushing a couple buttons to make some noise. I then figured that the people around me didn’t appreciate that so I stopped.

There were some guys casually dressed sitting on the street and sidewalk. One may have been Sowin. Seems I also knew another one who had recently returned from a mission. D&C 4 was being recited. I was able to remember some parts of it, from when I was a missionary, and recite.

I dreamt that I went into/onto the top of a stairwell for a bit then came out.

I dreamt that Ellen DeGeneres was sitting outside by herself at a table with food for lunch. She was at a wide corner on the left of an intersection facing me. Portia was walking from a food place on my left with cups in her hands. I didn’t see her after this.

I hid in some black curtain/drape things that were there pretending to look for some Lamborghini’s in the traffic at the stop light about to come toward me. I didn’t see any.

I then was walking toward Ellen’s direction. I debated on whether to ask her what I do when I don’t know what to do. When I decided to ask her, I figured that was why she was there, a lady at a table to the left of her (her right) started to ask her questions.

Open Ends

I dreamt that I had a small mound of mold growing between my right thumb and finger. After a couple days I was able to peel it off. Underneath were clear plastic tubes with open ends.

I think there was someone (Amy?) there I wanted to show but they were either not interested or not paying attention.

(From yesterday) Felt Something

(A lady from a Facebook group told me that she saw a girl with brown hair and blue eyes wearing blue/brown clothes and that her name is Elizabeth Mary.) I asked, “Is the Utah girl disguised as Elizabeth Mary?” I dreamt that a lady had read that I dislodged something when I urinated and if I hadn’t, I could’ve died. I was thinking that I felt something going on. I looked over to my mom on my right and told her what the lady told me.

(From Nov. 25, 2019) Saw

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I saw only the head of the outside tabby boy and that his head had been eaten.

(From Nov. 23, 2019) Able To See

I asked the same question. I dreamt that someone poured a little of clear soda down the throat of a baby/toddler to clear out the little bit of milk that was there. I was able to see the soda go down and flush out the milk. The baby then gave a shiver and said that it felt cool (refreshing).

I dreamt of being below a ship that was in the air from rough seas. I was there for several seconds before I had to move so that it wouldn’t crash down on me. It almost went under when it landed but was able to stay afloat/above water. There was a man next to my right talking about it before it came crashing down.

There was a small section of water that turned black. I thought it looked like oil but knew it wasn’t. Another guy was saying that he had a female friend on a ship. He didn’t say if it was this one or another.

I was thinking that I was grateful I wasn’t on it, experiencing all the turmoil that was going on.

I heard a lady say, “I just need to relax.”

I dreamt that I was up on the left side of the ship up front with my legs hanging over. I was scared/terrified. There was a small boat a little ways from the ship. There was something about a camouflaged white cat on that boat.

I had a ball between my thighs. I wasn’t able to hold onto it so it eventually dropped into the water.

To the left of me I could see the bottom of the ship through the water.

(From Nov. 22, 2019) Being Used

I asked, “Is the Utah girl Elizabeth Mary?” I dreamt that I needed to pee but the bathrooms were dirty or being used. Amy’s toilet had urine in it and clothes were all strewn all over the floor.

I dreamt that a couple young people were telling me that I looked like a famous character. They said the name but I don’t remember. The character was from a genre that I don’t watch.

There was also something about Catholics. I told them that I don’t know anything about them.

(From Nov. 27, 2012) Stolen

I dreamt that I went back to the 1800’s (I was sensing it was during that time period, and all of it was in that time period). I was looking at some jewelry made by Indian women who had either been stolen by the white men for themselves, or were massacred with the rest of the people. As I was being told about the women, I could see the white men on their horses coming to take the women, or coming to give battle.

I was then looking through a shopping catalog where I could buy things for around $1. I was thinking it was weird to actually be there and to see these prices at that time, and not just looking at something vintage in the present day.

I then saw a guy and girl outside next to a fabric shop(?) with windows, and told them they better stop what they were doing…hm..mmm, because there were people (mostly women) inside who could see. The people inside then came out and sat at a picnic table to eat. It was as if we were ghosts and those people were oblivious to us being there.

The End

I asked, “When is the date?” I dreamt that there was a window in my bedroom to the basement below. I saw a guy, who had set up an office, standing and talking on the phone. He was facing my direction. I yelled at him to leave and then called out to my dad.

I dreamt that I was watching a show as if I was there. There was a group of people at the end of a long strip of narrow road (on a bridge?). Some of them were lined up going across the road to block whoever they were expecting (government?).

I was thinking that I wished they showed these people walking down the road to the other side. I then saw them walking down having fun. They looked like they were part of a bumper cars video game.

(From yesterday) Way Out

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was in Fontana (?) at night on the outskirts. There was a long white building (built somewhat similar to WalMart) in the short distance in front of me to the right a bit. There was another building attached to it on the right.

A girl by my left side was saying that it had something to do with meditation. To the right of it I could see another city’s lights. I was thinking that there’s got to be a way/path to get out of here (city). It was as if the people were locked in the city, but actually weren’t.

I dreamt that I was sitting/lying down with head to the left. I don’t know where I was. There was a girl sitting in front of me backed up to me. There was a lady with white hair pinned up in a french twist sitting with her right side to us. She was facing as if looking at the 4 or 5 o’clock position.

This lady did the sign of the cross in front of the girl in front of me. When it was my turn I told her that I don’t do the cross. She was fine with that, saying “ok”.

I was walking behind her frantically trying to keep up. She wouldn’t let me pass as she kept moving sideways as I tried to do so. I asked her, “What if I take the cross?”

(From Nov. 19, 2019) Retired

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was at Danny DeVito and Rhea Perlman’s house. I don’t know how I got there. (There was more before this but don’t remember it.) Danny looked like Steve DiSchiavi (I’m pretty sure) and was also a retired cop/detective. I think a tall daughter with shoulder length dark hair was there as well.

The house had a weird configuration with a scalene triangle (?) room on the left (when entering) of the entrance. I also saw the dining table. I was thinking about how it was like for the daughter to grow up in this weird configuration.

I was in a purple (curtains?) room that wasn’t (being) used. I was thinking that I could come here and rent out the room but then I remembered that earlier in the dream Danny was complaining about the shapes of the rooms and not having space when family comes to visit.

Rhea had baked a huge sheet birthday cake for their dog. It wasn’t cooked all the way in some spots because she used Pam spray instead of butter/oil. I wanted to say that all this food isn’t healthy for the dog (and that it might kill him?).

There was a dead man sitting in a suit. He had been dead for a long time. He had stitching that went from hairline to hairline across his eyes. For some reason I started pulling it out on his left side. I stopped after I got past his eyes, realizing what I had just done.

The top of his head slowly started to pull away, showing the dark matter/space inside. I frantically pushed it back down. Some stuff came out. It was warm even though being dead for so long.

I was then walking outside at night with Danny to the left of me. I kept apologizing for what I had done. He didn’t seem fazed by it.

Before undoing the stitching, I saw some old family history books up on a shelf. They looked like the old leather type. I saw the name Benjamin (don’t remember middle) Melton. The name could possibly have been on the man’s forehead on the side as well.

I was excited to see that and was wanting to look through to see how, and if, Danny and I were related.

Somewhere in there, Danny and Rhea were repeating Access Consciousness questions/phrases and I wanted to ask them if they repeat these a certain amount of times.

(From Nov. 18, 2019) Naked

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was taking a break from driving a big rig. It must’ve been like a bus because there were other people with me. At one point I was walking naked and didn’t care if people saw. I was walking up to the open driver’s door to get in.

We were waiting for some people who were still sitting at the tables there. They had with them some slow developmentally people.

At one point I was clothed and lying down on the street by the curb looking at the shops that were there. I think my head was on the curb.

One of the ladies with me came out of an ice cream (?) shop eating from a sample and holding a bouquet of ice cream balloons. I smiled when I saw this.

I was teaching someone how to turn on the (high beam) lights as we were driving along a lone highway at night when a couple cars started coming our way. They had to turn the end of the left wand (if that’s what it’s called) to do so.

Someone had left the group. I wasn’t surprised about this and kind of expected it.

There was something fogging the windshield so I moved the truck from the right turn lane in the street to the parking lot where we were.

I dreamt that I was with people who had a name tag label with their name and either pink or blue to indicate what gender they were. One girl had both colors. I wanted to ask her, “Is that true?”

(From Nov. 17, 2019) Take Care

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was at a clothing store. I was next to the right, and behind a little, one of those circular racks with clothes on them.

There was a lady standing between me and this circular rack, holding a black shirt, and looking for something without flannel. I think a worker who was helping her said that flannel is basically in everything, I mentioned that my shirt doesn’t. I then thought of the possibility of sharing on social media the clothes I have that don’t have flannel.

I dreamt that I was at someone’s workplace. They worked in an open space/room with the other employees. At the end to the right was the meeting room. The door was flaps of hard plastic.

The workers outside of that room could hear cookies being thrown away. This happened with each consecutive meeting but gradually less amounts each time. One of the female workers went over there to mention this (?).

I dreamt that I asked Kyle(?) where Bear (his dog) had been since I hadn’t seen him for several days. Kyle said Bear was in a kennel because he wasn’t sure I would take care of Bear.

(From Nov. 16, 2019) Sleeping Here

I asked the same question. All I remember is me, or someone else, asking another person, “Are you sleeping here?”

Stop

I asked, “Is Ali the pirate?” I dreamt that I was holding a black stopwatch that was rectangular (?) on top. The window for the clock was also rectangular. There was a button to the right of the window. I asked a lady if that was the one I push to stop the time/clock. She looked agitated with me.

I dreamt that I was at work (?) We were warned about the place being flooded to get rid of the old to prepare for the new. This was a regular occurrence. We were partially ready when the water came, which went from section/area to section/area. There was a metal wall/door between two of these sections.

I saw oval iridescent (like June bugs) bugs floating that looked like rocks. There was no sign of wings, legs, head, etc. At first there was only a couple but then there were two rows of four.

We all were then lined up on both sides of a sloping hill (like for skiing). I had fun going down and then realized I needed to go back up. As I was walking back up, I noticed about 5 vehicles parked in a pocket on the right. I figured they knew this place already to know to park here.

In front of me was Dwayne Wade’s white 4Runner with the back open. His son’s white wheelchair was in there. I pulled it out and folded it up to take to a better place. I then figured the people were wondering what I was doing with it, possibly stealing, so I returned it.

A guy with white hair spiked up, maybe in a mo-hawk, was then dancing around on my left having fun. There was then some fireworks in the distance that went off, which startled me. There were a couple areas that had them go off as well.

There was something about us doing something at long lines of wood stalls. There were waffles being made. I had one that was big enough that I had to carry. It looked like a peace sign with an extra line inside.

(From yesterday) Cut it out

I asked the same question. I dreamt that someone had cut out a drawing of a ship/boat I drew back in 1988. I got upset and may have taken it away with other drawings that were there.

(From Nov. 13, 2019) Story

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Trump was saying that someone would win the Nobel Prize from writing a/the story from start to finish.

I dreamt that Johnathan and Drew Scott were here. Drew was softly swaying back and forth in front of me, getting closer to my face as he did so, as if he wanted to kiss me. I told him that he was married. Johnathan was to the left of him. I knew that they had sex with each other.

I was doing something and talking and when I turned around I realized that they had left. I heard Drew tell Johnathan that Johnathan should go back because I had a cassette of “On the water”, which was from the ’80’s. I looked at my wooden crate that I had my cassettes in to see where it was. I didn’t see it because of it being a short distance in front and below me. There were some movies in the back of them.

I saw that some of the cassettes had the ribbon had been stretched/pulled out and that I needed to fix them.

I dreamt of wanting to live on a particular street that was tree lined. It may have been a coveted street that people wanted to live on.

(From Nov. 12, 2019) Flip or Flop

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Tarek El Moussa (HGTV Flip or Flop) showed up. I don’t remember why. I think I wanted to ask him something about houses.

I was then reading a story. It has a folded up piece of paper in a clear plastic envelope as part of the story. I took it out and started to unfold it but wasn’t able to read the message.

I dreamt that I was in a room by myself as it had gotten dark from the sun going down. There were some wood slat shutters over the small windows on my left so I tried to shut them with the hook they had. I didn’t want anyone/thing to be able to see inside and I didn’t want to see what was outside. I was so scared and terrified that I was hysterically crying out, “Mommy”.

(From Nov. 11, 2019) Wasn’t Correct

I asked the same question. I dreamt that there was a group of black birds on the concrete ground/path and someone was purposefully driving through them to kill them. I did see one of them died from it.

I dreamt that I was with a small group of people, showing what we use to keep under control our “wards”. There was a guy there that I knew (don’t remember where from) who had a gem egg and something, or two, else.

As he was showing his egg, I showed that I had a rose quartz one and a blue & white (?) one.

There was a lady who had made a glass (?) globe. As she went to do something else, this guy painted a line between two continents. It didn’t look professional but more childish. I was wary of him doing that in case that wasn’t correct, and what would the lady think since he didn’t have permission.

Bethany was there and was on one of my teams. I wasn’t sure how/what she would think about that. We had two numbers which the “wards” were given and Bethany had gotten one of them.

I dreamt (same?) that Scot had been away for so long and when I saw him, I was reminded that he looked like Greg. I got emotional as I was walking toward Micalanne.

I dreamt that I was in the Waterman (San Bernardino) church building in the cultural hall with other people. There were two young blonde girl spirits floating above. They were dropping/ throwing something down (food?).

I either was thinking, or said out loud, that they were spirits unless they were levitating like I do in some of my dreams. I may have had the thought to see if I could.

I dreamt (same?) that I was walking through the church and it was much bigger on the inside than what it appeared to be from the outside. I was going to a specific room but don’t remember what for. It was then flooded and rising.

A boy who was missing his right arm (?) sank to the bottom. A guy showed up on my left as I dove down to rescue him.

(From Nov. 10, 2019) Democratic

I asked the same question. At the end of a dream I was told, “For democratic purposes.”

Delete A Song

I asked, “How do I add more heat?” I dreamt that I deleted a song I had been listening to, which was sung by Shania Twain about a friend, because Giuseppe didn’t like it.

He was wearing all black. I pleaded with him to be able to listen to it, maybe even grabbing his clothes (?), as he was standing in front of me. I know that I will get it back and be able to listen to it again after he leaves because he won’t be coming back.

I dreamt that I was at work at the end of the day. I was sitting at a counter (?), kinda squished with Travis sitting on my right. His mom may have been there also (?).

I am wearing red sweats that were cut to be made into shorts. He put his left hand on my thigh. I don’t remember why.

A lady came and told me to hurry (?) and follow her. As I was doing so, I was thinking of Travis and wondering what he was thinking.

I was then in a room with a handful of people. These people were here because someone of their family / they knew had died. I was told that Ali had died because of the high blood pressure he’s had recently. I was waiting and watching for him to come and show himself to me. He never did.

A young girl was telling us how to prepare ourselves for when someone dies, getting emotional as she was talking. One by one, families of these people came to take them home.

I was then walking to the parking lot with all the other workers to go home. A younger version of Amy, a girl from my teenage years, was standing on my right and had to get my attention before telling me that she was here to take me home.

(From yesterday) Branch Out

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Lorelei had shown up at the door with a short tree branch with short branched out limbs. There was some orange moss on the stem.

She was eating the bark without any trouble chewing. She said that the orange and white tabby can’t eat the moss because both of them are from Sweden / Swedish.

(From Sept. 17, 2019) Still Conscious

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was in an airplane, standing in front of the pilot, who was seated, not in the cockpit. There was a lady behind him to the left. The area was shaped like a rainbow, as if on a spaceship.

For some reason I punched him in the nose, turning it purple, causing him to lean to the left. Thinking he became unconscious, I frantically asked the lady behind him if she could fly a plane. I then saw that he was still conscious.

(From Sept. 16, 2019) Long Inhales

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was hiding in a corner among people so that no one would see me smoking. I was taking long inhales to get it over with, so I wouldn’t get caught, but still enjoying the experience. I would then puff out circles.

I dreamt (same?) that I was watching a transgender on tv, standing behind a pulpit. This person was wearing white and the pulpit may have been white, talking about some guy who had said something about gays. This person on tv was saying how s/he didn’t like that, repeating it several times. After she said that, the audience made some noise. I was thinking, “So what. That person has the right to say what he wants, and by saying you don’t like what he said, you don’t have the right to censor him.”

The scene closed in on the face and I could see that it was a woman wanting to be a male. It was obvious that she shaves. She was wearing glasses and had short dark hair. Her name was Dawn.

This show was game show where she would do monologues in between. After saying this, she went back to the participants, calling them by their family names, as it was family against family. She was getting them ready for their next assignment.

They were in a warehouse setting and had to do warehouse jobs the fastest. I didn’t see much of them but saw their movements.

Someone said, ” I barely caught that” before I woke.

(From Sept. 15, 2019) Guide People

I asked the same question. I dreamt something about being in line and turning around to go somewhere else. I had to walk past a guy with mental disabilities who was just standing there, with his back to me, not moving.

A lady who was with him had to help him move. I walked past him on the left.

I dreamt about being at General Conference when people are coming in to get their seats. Pres. Nelson tells them to sit so there’ll be time for questions (?).

There’s an overweight man trying to guide the people. I see him later sitting next to a thin woman as they’re paying attention to a short film that being shown. I was thinking something about her loving him despite his size.

My dad is sitting, talking loudly at the screen. I don’t remember what he’s saying. It’s semi applicable to what is being shown. The family / I’m worried that he might continue and say something that wasn’t relevant.

I dreamt something about being at grandma’s house, waiting for someone who’s birthday it is (?). There’s a young Mexican boy who is in charge of the card. He puts it in the side of a nightstand / side table that had pockets on the sides, among some magazines.

It’s around 5:30 and some people who showed up won’t be able to stay until 6:30, when the party is supposed to happen. The guy hugs another older man who is sitting because he isn’t able to stand well because of his back bones. He’s hunched over / twisted.

I’m walking out of grandma’s room into the kitchen and see Steve sitting in front of me doing something. I don’t know if I should acknowledge him as I walk past him to the right.

Someone puts music (?) on the tv. I’m wanting a piece of the cake, which is chocolate and is underneath the tv. I grab it and see that there’s no frosting, and someone has sliced off some of the edges instead of cutting a regular piece.

I dreamt that I’m on a bus (?) with a wide aisle. There’s a young black girl who works for the company, standing in the aisle, and is naked. She is naked for a reason, but don’t remember why.

She has a wide butt. As I’m walking off, I mention to someone who is behind me to my left, that if I had that body I wouldn’t be naked.

I dreamt (same?) that I was concerned at first whether I was on the correct route for going home. I then was able to see that I was.

I dreamt that Amy kept wanting her Emily, as a 3-4 yr old, to be the one giving the prayers, even when she doesn’t want to. I was wanting someone to tell her that if Emily is the only one saying the prayer, she’ll turn against it as she gets older.

I dreamt that there was a group of teenagers in a band practicing. It was obvious one of the guys, playing one of the guitars, was high. One of the girls was discouraged about this. He mentioned that that he wanted to go to a certain place after practice that was known for getting drugs.

There was a new restaurant that had just opened recently with only the female owner working there. These teenagers wanted to go there to get jobs to help. The area looked to be in the mountains, or only resembled being in the mountains.

Inside the restaurant was a wood singular bar counter circling another one that jutted out in the middle. There were picnic like tables outside. This new restaurant was next to the one the teens used to be regulars at.

Someone ordered meat slices. After several minutes, they left their food and took off, planning to come back. While waiting, I saw some other teens who were into punk walking past and behind me to my left. One of them had long blonde hair that was shaved on the sides. Another one had knee high black boots with buckles.

I was walking back to the restaurant and saw some of my clothes folded and on the ground next / under the tables. They may have been some rust colored ones I used to have.

The teens came back high with another man who was also high.

There was an older black man who used a walker. He seemed to be a regular. There was a rope (?) bordering the tables. The owner knew he wanted to duck under the rope to get in so she called out for someone to help him in.

Somewhere Else

I asked, “Do I need to go to the mountains?” I dreamt that I was outside in the desert / dirt area with millennials. They were is different small groups. The females were wearing 80’s style sunglasses. I also had some on. I was walking among them, checking them out. It was starting to get late but they still were planning to party somewhere else.

I dreamt (same?) that there were small storms coming and going. I ask Ali if there’s time for something.

There is an overweight woman with shortish brunette hair talking with him. She is doing something. (Utah girl?)

I am inside the San Bernardino home. I walk over to the big windows in the back. The sliding glass door is open some. One of the siamese cats is walking in front of me as I hurry to close it so that they won’t get out.

The siamese girl does get out and I follow to bring her in. I cry out, “No!No! No!” As I walk past the small rectangular kitchen window, I bang on it with my open palm to get Ali’s attention. He doesn’t respond because the woman is still there.

The grass is knee high. The cat walks diagonally to the right about 20 yards then comes back, passing me. I reach down into the grass to grab her but she gets away. After several attempts, I finally get a hold of her tail.

I dreamt that me and a couple other people were to clean the church before it started. A lady showed us a picture with the church in different sections for us. Mine was section “C”, where the children go. There was a theater marquee that pointed out like a triangle.

I knew where this section was but was having a hard time finding it. People were already showing up as I was walking around confused looking for it.

At last I did find it. I saw the marquee at the corner where two hallways meet. I thought to myself, “Ah, yes.”

I dreamt that those who come to have an abortion sit on a toilet in an open room, continuing on as if it was normal, continuing to converse with those she came with, waiting for the baby to drop / come out.

There was a cemetery next to this place for people who came to visit the deceased.

(From yesterday) No Soul

I asked the same question. I was told that the spirit doesn’t have a soul.

Someone asked, “I know I / probably shouldn’t be asking, but where’s the mare?”

(From Sept. 12, 2019) Dangerous

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was walking on a sidewalk at night. There was a man on a bike / bicycle going the other way on the street. For some reason I had the thought that he was dangerous, so I was hiding among the trees and bushes that were hanging over as I continued walking.

(From Sept. 11, 2019) Sold

I asked the same question. I dreamt something about $96, which is $4 short of $100. Somehow it worked out so that both Kyle and I got our $50 for the month.

I dreamt that I was going away for something and leaving mom in charge of the cats. The siamese girl and orange tabby got outside. I went out to bring them in so mom wouldn’t have to worry about finding them. They both came back in on their own. I had to remind myself that it was only for a couple days / over the weekend.

There was something about having my makeup and other stuff on a dresser and somehow knocking them over.

I dreamt that dad was taking us back to the house that he and mom had just sold to gather more of our stuff. I don’t know why it wasn’t all packed up to begin with. There was still quite a bit left. I didn’t see the stuff getting put in boxes, but was rather grabbed.

We may have had to drive down a driveway to get to our old house. Seems there was something about the house and having to dig further down. Adding a basement?

Micalanne and I came back with an Asian guy, or had Asian in him. He was a representative of an Asian company / corporation that was buying up houses.

When we got to the street, I noticed that other houses that had also been sold and bought by this Asian company / corporation, now looked like square two – three story apartment buildings because of having an addition on top.

They were light brown (?) with dark trim. The back sides of them hung over the land, like on a hill.

I was thinking about dreams that I’ve recently read that others have had where people are starting to conform / be the same as others and if you don’t, then you’ll be persecuted.

I asked this guy if the company / corporation is waiting for the owners of the other unbought houses to move so that they can be bought. I don’t remember his response buy I don’t think he gave a direct one, or he simply said that he didn’t know to avoid answering.

Inside the house, I saw several sunny dresses in my old closet. A few of them I had bought when I was with Kyle. I hesitated before grabbing them, not sure if I should.

Micalanne and this guy were in a different room not making any noise. I don’t know what they were doing.

We then went over to the house across the street. Seems it also used to belong to us. There was a short old woman trying to get ready to move but may have been confused (?). She was missing some of her teeth.

She had a mattress with a stain of a drop of blood. I was thinking that if this was my mattress, I would’ve cleaned it up.

She was talking with this Asian guy but don’t remember / know what they were saying.

For some reason I brought the siamese, who was up on a cupboard / shelf so I grabbed her as we were about to leave.

Micalanne and this guy were again in a room together (or was it only once?). As I was waiting for them, I saw several copies of her scriptures so I grabbed some.

(I’m not sure about what happened at which house.)

(From Sept. 10, 2019) Nothing There

I asked the same question. I don’t remember any dreams but I woke up and looked at the time. It was 4:04. In computer terms, it means that nothing is there.

In The Wind

I asked the question, “What is the meaning of Ali’s 4440 address?” I dreamt of videos (?) of where people like to go and eat.

The song, “Blowing In the Wind” from Bob Dylan came to mind.

(From yesterday) Pointing It Out

I asked the same question. (Saturday I noticed this video of racism in China as one of my recommended YouTube videos but I didn’t watch it.) I dreamt that I was watching it. I may have been showing / pointing it out to Ali but not sure.

(From Sept. 7, 2019) Open Space

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was with someone (Ali?) to have dinner. It was outside at night (on Italian terrace?). It was an open space for the tables. I wasn’t sitting at the table yet. I wanted taco / tortilla (strips) salad so that I could have the margarita that came with it.

I needed to practice a nontraditional (UK) Christmas song that a group of us were going to sing. I didn’t know it / hadn’t heard it before.

I dreamt that I had sex with Briana.

I dreamt (same?) that I was using mom & dad’s bathroom to go pee, a lot, leaving the door open. The door was the left end in front of me. The bathroom was shaped like a rectangle. Mom had some of her clothes hanging on one of those over door hanger things.

Dad came into the bedroom and came over to the bathroom thinking it was mom. He closed the door when he saw it was me, saying something as he was closing the door. Mom may have come in the room by then.

I dreamt that I was watching my YouTube videos (ones I don’t have).

(From Sept. 6, 2019) Shopping

I asked the same question. I was wondering what Wilma Flintstone does when / if she has to wait to use the restroom while shopping / out in public.