Wedding

I asked, “Is time travel physical or spiritually?” I dreamt something about living as a spirit. it was at the beginning of doing so and I was questioning it, like when at your first day at work and taken on a tour of what is involved / how things work.

I dreamt that a lady was telling me to get an answer key. It would be locked, but it would have all the answers that I needed. I didn’t ask her to clarify about the lock, and wanted to ask her if she was going to get it because I didn’t have the money, but she was about to go somewhere. I figured that it was locked to other people, and initially pictured that it had mathematical answers.

I dreamt that I was with a couple other girls, in dresses. We ended up at someone’s outside wedding reception, near the ending of it. These people looked to have some wealth to them. The theme may have been about sailing. We sat at one of the tables, facing left. We may have been waiting to use the space. I suggested that we help to clean up.

I started piling up the white dishes and utensils in my arms. As I was doing so, a lady asked me about children. I told her that I will be 50 in a couple years so it probably isn’t possible / won’t be happening. There were some 20ish girls who I thought was surprised when I said my age, thinking that I was younger. I didn’t look up at them so I don’t know if they were.

There was a young guy sitting at one of the tables and I asked him if he was blind because his eyes looked like he was. I told him not to give me a philosophical answer, thinking he would be one to do that, but to say yes or no.

I saw a small rectangular small pocked silver bar that was bendable. I only bent the top of it slightly because the fear of breaking it, and I still had all the dishes in my arms. I was asking these people if it was silver. A tall man appeared behind me close enough for us to touch, which we did for a minute. I also asked him if it was silver.

As I was walking to the kitchen (?) area, which was a short distance away, I dropped a (serving?) utensil / knife in to a small puddle. I wasn’t able to bend down to get it and decided to come back for it, worrying that a child might pick it up.

I passed by the bride , on my left, facing right, getting fun pictures with others who were there. There was also a family picture taken with all of the people there, who it seemed were about 100. There was a Mexican family taking over the tables that were behind them for their own celebration / gathering.

A small group was about to watch, to the right, a documentary about slavery. I wanted to mention about the blacks nowadays wanting reparations and that there were some slave owners who were black but I didn’t.

I was trying to stand between two of the girls there, not wanting to block their view.

(From yesterday) Showing

I asked the same question. I dreamt something to do with ghost fingerprints showing up on the steamy shower door.

I dreamt that I was sitting at the foot of a bed and urinated a bunch, as if I had been holding it in. I didn’t have my pants pulled down so I don’t know how I was able to do it.

There was a cardboard that was on the floor the length of the bed which the urine landed on, which I was grateful for, though there was some of the last portion that ended up on the carpet. I was wondering how much I would be able to clean up.

I dreamt something about the pyramids (?) at Giza being below the arrowhead at Lake Arrowhead in San Bernardino.

(From June 21, 2019) Look

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I went to a library to look for books about oppression. A lady there had a young blonde girl search for me. She found a book with 8×10 (?) pages width wise that I flipped through. It was about Russians so I told them that it wasn’t it.

I dreamt that I was feeding chocolate candy bar squares to a guy who was facing left, sitting on my right in front of me. He said that he was on a strict diet but he took them anyway. I told him when I was giving him the last squares.

I dreamt that two white hawks were flying around me and Ali as we were sitting on a grassy hill and he was lounging back. I don’t remember if the grass was green or dry. Ali was sitting above me to my left. I was facing to his left. Downhill on my right.

One of the hawks eventually came down and was at the right side of his head, maybe even slightly touching it. I wanted to take out my camera to take a picture but didn’t want to scare the hawk away.

There was a Starbucks a distance away from us, in front of me, within sight. He had been in there earlier and told me that he had found some cash.

I dreamt that there was a group of dressed up women, in dresses, in a convertible car that was sitting / parked at the corner to turn right. It was sprinkling so I was trying to get them to come inside for fear they were going to be hit by lightning.

(From June 20, 2019) Connected

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was picturing a Clydesdale and wagon above me and the group of people I was with. I also saw the foot of the Clydesdale. I knew they were going to fall through the ceiling because of the weight so I moved closer to the right / back wall hoping I wouldn’t get hit.

As the ceiling started to give way, I was telling the others to look, to warn them. When the horse and wagon fell through, they were miniatures instead of being real.

I made mention that Obama, Biden, and I think Hilary (?) had left, in different cars. Sure, they could’ve been going to different places but it was highly unlikely.

Val had pictures that were connected, like an accordion, of a place there that she went to, that had a story about ghost children and seeing their fingerprints on a steamed up car window. The pictures were a bit blurry but could still see clearly enough what the picture was.

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Mountains

(From May 31, 2019)

I asked, “What is the portal?” I envisioned that I was about to go to congratulate Ali and the Utah girl on their marriage / wedding.

I dreamt that I was in the mountains, or a hilly part of town, riding a bike to church with the family. When we got to a corner to turn right, I went back, without knowing the rest of the way, because there was some time left before it started. I got out of my dress and relaxed sideways across my (full?) bed on my back for a bit.

As time got closer, I went to where some people were outside and asked a guy what the other modes of transportation were, having to repeat the beginning of the sentence first, for getting to church, because it was getting cold and stormy / cloudy, otherwise I would take my bike.

(From June 1, 2019) Utah

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was at one of the ends in a white sports complex (in Utah at U of U?) with a lot of people. There either had been a basketball game played, or I knew that it was played here.

There was a Middle Eastern (?) man who kept having to move to different spaces to pray because of the amount of people. Seems that he settled in front of some tall doors.

There was a table there (?) in a separate room (?) that was a little too long, so the end was cut off. A lady came and was shown what had happened. She seemed OK with it.

I dreamt that a lady had gone to her rural area garden at dusk, with a friend, to harvest (?). It may have been in France. There was a street in front of it without any traffic on it.

She had horses, or only one, and was calling out to them / him while she was standing. A horse came running from the right side.

There was an African guy waiting to be picked up (bus?). I was in a high vehicle in the back (?) and said an African word to him. I think he got in and either was here to help or agreed to do so.

I dreamt that I was somewhere on the left of a man and woman who were playing a board game. She had a hamburger that had somehow gotten behind her on the right having come apart. They mentioned that a huge fly had landed on the meat before she got it back together.

They asked if I would like to join them and I did. I may have had a bite of her hamburger or one of my own (?).

I dreamt that I was spending the night at Briana’s. She was in bed with her dad, with her head at the other end. She mentioned to me about pulling the grey ends of the sheets / bedding at the corner because she was getting cold (?) / feeling a breeze. I helped smooth it out.

During the night, I went to use the restroom, not closing the door because I was used to keeping it open. I heard a couple knocks at the door, thinking it odd at this time of night, and got up to close the door, that was to the left of me, as her dad went to get the door.

I dreamt that a lady was telling me to go find the Utah girl and I flat out told her no.

(From June 2, 2019) Snow

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was outside with other people. Seems we were waiting for someone / thing. There was a small layer of snow of the ground that wasn’t old but also wasn’t new. I picked up a ball of some that had some dried grass blades (?) in it. A girl told me not to eat it. I was thinking that I could if I wanted to. I don’t remember what I did with it.

Someone threw up some fairy dust up in the air, or saw it there, and mentioned it to everyone. The colors I remember were soft pink on top and purple on bottom.

There was a girl there who was shorter than me, heavy, semi long light brunette hair. Her facial features were on the borderline of being down syndrome. She was able to make herself invisible. There was an older man there who wanted to be with her, going after her. She found a couch around a corner to the left of where this guy was. She decided to lounge there to rest away from him. I gave her a questioning look about whether that would / could be a good place.

The guy finally found the couch and this girl relented and decided to let him see and touch her.

I dreamt that there was a giant couch made of concrete in the middle of a body of water between Canada and the states. It was facing the states. It was a reminder for us to be friendly with each other.

(From June 3, 2019) Already Dead

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a guy was pressing a gun to the left side of a guy who was laying on his side. I don’t remember what the guy with the gun was initially supposed to do but he shot a couple rounds into the other guy’s body, saying a word or two as he did so. The words I woke with the words “File” and Folder” though those weren’t the words he was saying.

The guy being shot had an x over his lips like bullets have. I don’t remember if he was already dead or not. Possible he was.

There was a different reason why the shooter was there with the body but he was evil and turned it into something sinister.

I dreamt that a guy was underneath a commercial BMW lawnmower but it wasn’t hurting him. I was looking at the guy through the perspective of the lawnmower, as if I was it. The view shifted slightly so that I could see it to the left of me, showing the “nose” end of it. It was grey.

At first it was the open kind with the seat on top of a disc but then it changed so that it had a “door” (?) like a dune buggy.

I dreamt that I was somewhere with mom and Micalanne. I pronounced Mic’s name as “Mecalawn” with a slight accent (?). It had something to do with painting / dying nylons. I didn’t see hers but some people who were also there were laughing at hers because of the way she drew her line. Someone showed her how simple it was to make a straight line, as in a graph. Seems it was pointing down at an angle.

I dreamt something to do with Candace Cameron Bure and that she had been invited to go somewhere during the holidays. She talked to the people at the Hallmark channel to see if they wanted to document her journey there.

There was a 2-3 ft. gnome (?) that rotated, sitting / setting on top of a table, doing something with its arms. It was black and the background was also black / dark so it was hard to see much of the details. I’m not sure if it was in her house, where she went to, or where it was. It was a Christmas decoration.

Mommy

I asked, “Where is the portal?” I dreamt that a couple were house hunting. I was on top of some framing in / by a shower of a bathroom that was being renovated when they came to the house I was in. This shower was as tall as I was on the framing and the shower head was facing left. It had dark gray (?) tiles. They based their decision on a shower. I don’t remember if it was this one or another one.

The framing had a blanket covering it along with something shorter on the left side. I then was holding a kangaroo in my right arm. Scared, I was calling out to mom for help in getting down because I was worried that I could fall and hurt myself / break my ankles. I was calling her, “Mommy”.

I dreamt that I was at a small Starbucks with two girls, on my left. One of them ordered a venti green tea. I asked her if she had tried the matcha frappucino and she said no. I think I bought that one. As I was asking her, I was also thinking about the grasshopper (added java chips).

There was only one guy working. He was wanting to process my card / payment through a small black (travel size?) bag that he was holding up by the counter in front of us.

As he was doing so, a line started to form behind us that was long enough to go around the workstation and back up against the wall so that it formed a question mark. I didn’t notice any impatience among them.

This guy wasn’t able to complete the transaction so he went over to the register which was on the right, to complete it.

I dreamt that I was at a pool where there was a swim meet. I was at the finish side on the right. The swimmers were on the other side of the diving board and their faces were blocked / obscured. There was a winner’s podium on that side as well. It was also blocked so as not to be able to see who the winners were but sensed there were some girls.

After the race, I farted and saw it floating past in front of me. Fortunately there was no smell to it.

I sat down and clipped my right big toe toenail. There was some lint looking stuff in the corner so I cleaned it out. There may have been someone on my left as I was doing so who was a little disgusted that I would be doing that here.

(From yesterday) New Real Estate

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Tony Shalhoub was a new college professor. In the beginning, he was timid but started relaxing as time went on. One day (the next year?) when he came in (I’m seeing through his eyes) there was a fan behind him (didn’t see) blowing a folder that was on his desk so he put something on it to weigh it down / keep it from blowing away.

He then sat in his chair and still a bit timid talking to them, asked the class about moving to new real estate, to get a discussion started / going.

There were two adults sitting on his left. One was a woman who whispered to the other who was on her left, that he was still having trouble getting the students to open up. They may have been from administration.

As he was asking this question, he was flipping through a newspaper for something. A couple of the pages had comics on them. On the left side was a square one panel comic of a parent sitting on the floor, facing right, looking at an open book with a child standing in front of them. The book had written on it something about other ideas, which was also written below the square.

I dreamt that Mark had gone to see the Phantom of the Opera and I wished that I had gone. At the end of dream, a lady gave me a present of a bunch of travel size body wash gels wrapped up in cellophane. I mentioned to mom that I didn’t need to worry about getting any for a long time, only toothpaste and toothbrush.

(From May 27, 2019) Lap

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I had my laptop on my lap when it suddenly turned off.

I dreamt that Lowe’s was at the top of a steep dirt hill. It was then turned into a shopping center. Mark and I went to check it out, taking separate vehicles. After I parked, I didn’t see Mark’s car so figured he parked elsewhere.

Gwen and Val were there. One of them was a giant. I’m thinking it may have been Gwen.

I was telling a girl / lady that she should buy an expensive white knee length dress for an upcoming festival (?). It may have been two pieces.

Mark had a young family there who were waiting / looking for him so that they could leave. I found him lounging doing his own thing.

Outside Mark showed up was a more beat up version of Kyle’s station wagon. The hood was up, in reverse, and the driver seat was pushed up. I was about to climb in with the engine when I realized what I was doing / about to do.

I dreamt that I took a crafter’s sponge paintbrush and stuck it up in my vagina.

I dreamt that two cats were in the back walking toward the house to come in. I asked Ali how the Siamese had gotten out. As they got closer, I realized that it was the cross eyed looking one instead.

(From May 26, 2019) Lottery

I asked the same question. Lottery came to mind.

I dreamt about a blonde guy that I was dating. He was carrying me inside and I was thinking how weird it was for him to look at me and realize that he liked me.

He was then preparing dinner / food while I was across the room having fun with other people. I stopped for a bit and wondered if I should help him but then thought that I didn’t want to be someone who I wasn’t so I continued with what I was doing.

Wedding

I asked, “What is the meaning of the scorpion?” I dreamt that there was going to be a wedding and shouldn’t wait for family because they bring a whole different energy.

I dreamt that I put my right fingers in the butt of a guy who was on his stomach, and slowly moving them around.

(Dec 21, 2017 Trial)

I dreamt something about going to / through a modern black house as a trial run. 

(From Dec 20, 2017 In The Shadows)

I dreamt that I was hiding from someone, but don’t remember who. Then I was in a bedroom, in the shadows from the sun shining in. I don’t remember what I was doing.

Kyle was then at the window, wanting me to show myself. I didn’t want to just yet. He was getting angry at me, but it didn’t bother me. My head shadow accidentally appeared out of the shadows, but I quickly moved back in.

Kyle was then gone, and a young blonde LDS cop climbed up a ladder to the window to check if I was ok. I told him that I was ok, and that it hadn’t gotten to the point of having to take Kyle away. He is now sitting at the end of the bed with me.

I only have my garments on. He is telling my mom (?) that he’ll take care of me, meaning marriage. He tickles me between the legs for a few seconds. I become conscious of the hair on my chest, and breasts, and cover them up with my arms after pulling my garment top up.

I dreamt that I’m in a car with someone. I realize that we’re going to Utah. I’m worried because I didn’t know, and so didn’t bring anything, and worried about how I was going to take care of my hair on my face. The young cop then shows up. I tell him that I didn’t bring anything, and he says that he’ll take care of it.

I dreamt that Bart drove me to Utah in a blue Mini Cooper. It took him only about 30 minutes. When we were driving along the rocks / hills / mountains, he had a song turned up. I don’t remember what it was. I was sitting behind the passenger seat and thinking that the people in the other cars should be able to hear, and wondering why they don’t.

When we got to Utah, the road then became flooded. There was a lady, and I asked / said something to her about it. I don’t remember what I said, how / what she responded. 

Before (?) we got to that point, there was a young man driving an ’80’s grey / blue Cadillac. He had dark hair, and perhaps a goatee (?). He came around a corner on the left, fast, and bumped the brake light. Bart gave no attention to him, so he drove away to the right. His intentions are to get people’s information by causing “accidents”.

I questioned the people, in the car, making sure that I had my stuff, and they agreed that I did. I was prepared this time, but for what? 

After Bart brought me to Utah, he disappeared, assuming family would take care of me. 

I saw a printing of an article (?) praising this young man on the good he does, with a picture of him. When we got to Utah, where I saw this, I saw the cop again, and told him the real intentions of this guy. I wasn’t sure if I would recognize him, but as he got closer, his strong features assured me that I did recognise him.

I dreamt something about ghosts, and not being able to get to them because of being fenced in.

I dreamt that I was at (a) church in Utah, in one of the rooms. One with an accordion divider? There were three young women (blonde?), each with their own white trash bag. 

They were going to go through trash and keep what they liked. I told them, “Whatever floats your boat.” Someone said that this is what the dairy girls do on the farm.

I dreamt of an older knowing woman ghost, wearing a shirt that says, “Film the crew.” There was something else written.

Wasn’t Needed 

(From March 23, 2018)

I dreamt that I was able to fly and I was flying over people that I was at a gathering with. No one looked up, and so never saw me. While I was flying, I saw a fast moving car coming from right to left. I was afraid that it would hit the people but it slowed down as it got closer. I finally came back down. A little while later I tried again to fly but wasn’t able to. I figured that it was because it wasn’t needed this time.

I dreamt that I saw a small white a – frame house (about the size of the school / church combo used in the 1800’s) on its right side (on a hill?) surrounded by green grass all over. 

I dreamt I was inside (this building?) and on the right side in front of me, was a small round table with a couple things on it. One of them was a b&w art piece / drawing / illustration of a woman’s face looking slightly to her right with eyes closed with right arm under her chin with her hair flowing down on her right.

(From March 22, 2018 Back To Me)

I dreamt that I was a passenger being driven somewhere. It was dark outside. The guy who was driving was tall and lean and Christian. He may even have had blonde hair. 

On the left, we drove past some businesses (small like a strip mall) and at the end of the building was a residence with the front big window open. There was a table horizontal with the window.

There were people sitting around it. The owner was on the left and his wife on the right. I heard what sounded like mom’s voice and I may have mentioned it out loud because someone acknowledged that she was there. I then saw her sitting between the table and window with her back to me. 

I dreamt that the driver was standing and his shirt (polo type?) was untucked and a bit longer than usual. I was thinking how lucky he was not to have to wear a dress like me.

I dreamt that we were at an event / exhibition / ? where crystals were being shown one in each room. There was a couple there and I knew (?) that they practiced tantric sex to become closer. 

In one room was a crystal, palm size, with a knife size opening on the left. It may have been in the pink family? The lady, in the room, showed how you could still see water inside by placing a knife (like a pocket knife type) in the opening, and somehow was able to bring out some that had formed into a ball mixed with the crystal.

It flew in the air, almost as if in space, into another lady’s mouth, who ate it. 

I woke with the words, “I can’t be who you are” from Linkin Park’s song “Leave Out (All The) Rest”.

Make Out 

I dreamt that a family had a 12 year old girl, named Becky, who they were taking to the hospital for a check up, before the sun comes up. Someone had thought that it was me. I didn’t see her get in the car.

I dreamt that Zak Bagans and crew (Ghost Adventures) were in a small Mexican town / village to do some investigating. They were going to go to two places, but the second one backed out. Zak was fine with that because the first one had given them plenty of material to work with.

It was late at night / early morning and Aaron was having fun as he was coming down the empty street to the “shack” they were staying at. Zak had found something there and sold it online. He quietly told one of the guys that he got $50 for it, not wanting Aaron to know the amount he got. (Zak had told him a lower price?)

There was a Peter Tosh song playing. I think I asked, for affirmation, if it was him. One of the guys told me Peter sings in Swedish (because he’s from Sweden).

Someone mentioned that there was a ghost outside, to the left, in front (within football field distance). A slight vapor could be seen. I then saw a person in a muted black / grey pinstripe suit and hat in front of the shack, about the same distance. Felt like he was at a ditch. I was trying to get Zak’s attention. It took a bit but he finally came over.

I could make out that this ghost looked to be from the first couple decades of the early 1900’s. As I got closer, I could see that it was a dress instead. I got close enough to see that it was a man so I asked him why he was in a dress. He never answered why. I told him that I liked his suit. I also asked him what year it was. I don’t remember his answer.

The guys weren’t able to see him so I placed my left hand at different places of his body (as he was sitting?) while showing the guys on my body with my right hand. When I got to his legs, I felt some flesh and it creeped me out, so I didn’t think about it more.

This man started walking (shaken?) to the left to leave because he missed the people back in his time. It also felt like he was disguising himself from someone / thing. 

I was still talking to him, being able to ask if being visible took / used his energy. He said yes as he was going through some type of door, opening on the left, that had appeared. 

(From April 7, 2018 See Again)

I dreamt that I was a passenger and Amanda was driving. At first, I didn’t think anything of it, but then realized, how can she drive when she’s blind. 

I don’t know if someone spoke, or if the thought came to me, but it was saying that when a sighted person is isolated in a corner behind a (half) wall, there’s the potential of going blind and when put in the right circumstances, can see again. 

Her father had come, bringing her baby (less than a year). The baby had gotten (put her head) between my seat and the seatbelt. Amanda gave her a pink crayon, pointy side first, to suck on. It seemed normal at the time, but after I woke, I was thinking that that was dangerous.It seems that maybe mom was in the back.

I saw that we were at the top of Del Rosa (St? Ave?) in San Bernardino, and I said (?) that I forgot to say where I live and thought that I don’t live here anymore.

I dreamt about a tall guy and slapped him on the left of his back and then rubbed it because I thought I may have done it too hard. When I slapped him, it had a hollow feeling to it.

I dreamt something about child’s writing. 

Expecting

(From May 6, 2018)

I dreamt that I was watching the beginning of Murder, She Wrote where it shows the different scenes of the show. It showed on a wall the year 2000 with several names of famous people. They were having a party. 

One of the names I remember was Willa Cather, a poet. I saw her with other people standing around talking. I then saw Jessica Fletcher (Angela Lansbury) with another woman standing behind a rectangular table so that their legs were hidden. I saw an Aladdin’s lamp with shiny liquid in it. I thought it was a candle but maybe not. 

I then was expecting to see commercials but the show continued. I heard a man’s voice talking about a woman. I don’t remember what he was saying but Jessica and this other woman made comments about how this woman was / is needed (?).

I saw myself nursing a baby on my left breast.

(From May 5, 2018 Sarah)

I think a (adult?) daughter came to me and introduced herself as Sarah. I didn’t see her features. 

(From May 2, 2018 Too Late)

I asked, “What is the right situation to regain sight?” The words, ” It’s too late to apologize ” from One Direction popped into my head.

(From April 29, 2018 Let It Happen)

I dreamt that there was a guy in the house and at first was thinking it was Ali. A side door was open and I could see the lady from across the street (who steals cats, even ours, and gives them to others) with a couple other neighbors coming to her. 

This guy was loudly calling out to them, “Hey” because he wanted to know what they were up to. I then realized that this was not Ali and that Ali was in his room. 

These people had made flyers to give out to the neighborhood to bring them together as a community watching out for each other. I then saw the neighbors gathering in the street in front of the house. I never saw what the flyer said / had on it. 

I realized that the lady who organized this (from across street) was not there. Ali was not there either. I sent him a message but didn’t know when / if he would get / see it. I was wondering if this community thing was for real, or a facade.

I then was sitting on a couch and saw a kitten (1 – 2 months, or less) on the right arm next to me. There was a note next to it. I think I looked at it, not remembering if I read it, but knowing the person who wrote it wasn’t able to take care of it. 

The kitten was transparent so as to be able to see the organs inside. I cautiously picked it up, slightly jumbling the organs, thinking of giving it to a shelter because I too didn’t know how to take care of it. 

There suddenly appeared water and an alligator at my feet, wanting to eat the kitten. At first I was going to let it happen, but as the alligator got closer, I decided against it. The alligator was able to slowly pull the tail out of the body (like those books with tabs to move to make parts of the picture move), which was also transparent.

I then put my hand on the alligator’s mouth to keep it away. It took my hand in its mouth. I grabbed / pushed on the inside of the mouth hard enough that I was let loose. 

Be Shown

I asked, “How do I go back and change my past?” I dreamt that I was with a group of people and we were waiting for a beluga whale to come and be shown to us. There was a guy up front, right corner, singing his songs, playing his guitar, while we were sitting and waiting. Seems that Michelle and Suzanne were there.

The people weren’t paying too much attention, though they heard. I was saying, to a couple of them, that it’s because there isn’t any feeling / passion, and they agreed.

Behind us were two “cages” to go in if we wanted when the whale got here. There were also a line of metal things in front of them, in different sizes (to show / measure different sizes?). 

As it got closer for the whale to show, I got emotional and started crying, wanting to be protected in a cage. 

There was a line of some of the guys, who were mentally slower, who were going in to the cage on the right (when looking forward to where the whale would be). Philip was at the end wanting to get in, not because he was scared.

As I was walking in, I was thinking how I’m almost 47, and I’m this emotional and crying, but then thought that it’s ok because of how big the whale is (I was feeling like it was as big as a humpback whale). When it arrived, there was a “pool” of water going horizontally in front of us, only big / wide enough to fit him.

I was in the cage and a handsome man, with dark hair, came walking toward me ( cage protection is now gone) with the whale walking, on his right, on his tail. When the man was on my left, and the whale on his left, he asked if I (lived with any?) complaints. I immediately told him no.

As he was walking toward me, someone said blue, as if saying “blue – ga whale”. 

There was something about showing his round nose.

I dreamt that I was talking with Briana and telling her about this dream, emphasizing that I was emotional. I was naked while I was telling her. I kept getting interrupted by mom and dad, who were in another room, saying that the whale is coming / appearing soon.

Toluca (used to be my mom’s black lab guide dog) even came in to my room and excitedly grabbed a pink bath sponge / pouf, threw it up in the air, and then left. I then went out, and had my garments on.

I dreamt that I wasn’t able to download a ticket to go see the whale because I didn’t have a computer. I was saying this to a young (teen?) skinny boy, thinking he would catch on to my dilemma and help out, but he didn’t, for either.

I then was at a four – way stop, and for some reason, wasn’t able to go the direction I wanted, at first, but eventually did. It felt chaotic as to not being able to get where I wanted.

When I finally got to where I was headed (crossing the street), there was a Christian / religious (?) man there, as if waiting for me, who smiled at me and then left.

I saw a hill (?) to my right and climbed it. There were small trees / branches (?). I grabbed one and threw it down, saying that it was mine. It may have glowed? This was to be my ticket.

I dreamt of someone putting “butter” (I think it’s called) down in a shower for putting in tiles. A guy there didn’t want to touch / get involved with it.

The thought came to me that Ray is the boozy way.

Watched

I dreamt that dad’s demeanor would sometimes change, like Dr. Jekyl and Mr. Hyde, into something evil / sinister.

 One night, he and my mom had gone out on a date. When they got home, mom immediately went to bed and fell asleep. I went in to tell her that dad was trying to kill me. She was too tired  to do anything.

I dreamt something about fossils embedded in a tall rock formation, and an Asian girl there was the winner. I wondered why she was the winner.

I dreamt of a tall girl with long blonde hair whose every move was being watched by an older man. 

She went to an exercise / dance class and the music wasn’t playing. There was some outside / in another room, so they went along / moved to that. The instructor wasn’t there, but they knew the moves.

Looking down from above in the back, this girl is wearing dark blue clothes (knee length sweater / cardigan, and hat). She walks into a darkened theater / auditorium, out through the back doors. She walks back in, going through a door on the right, having to turn to the right to go out. 

She comes back in, and starts to walk up to the back, showing her face for a couple seconds then turning her head to her left, as if to hide. She has short (ear length?) brunette hair.

As she gets closer, we see that it’s actually Paris Hilton with a wig. She gives a brave chuckle at the camera, then gets scared. 

She rushes to some futuristic type “pods” that are several feet in front of her. There were a couple other friends of this blonde girl, who helped her escape, who were waiting in these pods, for Paris. 

These pods were metallic, and were structured similar to theme park rides where a (door / gate?) comes in front of you and then a piece on top so that you’re covered / hidden. The pods are on their own individual tracks.

After they take off, to the left, a police car, in his own type of pod that shows the sides of the car, shows up, slowly passing through from left to right. 

I then realize that I had been watching a movie when the original girl is shown, wearing Amish type clothes, without the hat (bonnet?). Her hair was shoulder length brunette. Utah girl?

Close(r) To Each Other

I asked, “What does my husband know?” I dreamt of letting the kitchen sink water run, filling a small plastic container, getting rid of the green stale water that was in it. 

I dreamt that someone had my dad’s scriptures, adding their own notes, and had put my scriptures, open, in place of them. I was upset.

I dreamt that Ali and I had moved to a different part of town where the houses are closer to each other / together. We sometimes would drive down this road. It was getting dark from the Sun going down.

The house across the street, and to the left, had a chimney. It looked like Batman was sitting on it, shaped from an Italian Cypress Tree. He was looking my direction, bent over with his right elbow on the left knee. As I kept looking, I saw that it was just the top of the tree (on the roof?). The house on their right had Autumn decorations on the roof. 

There was a neighbor (didn’t see) who was pretending to be friendly, but was actually waiting to kill me. I don’t remember the details of how they were going to trap me, but it might have been them wanting to show me something.

(From Aug. 27, 2018 Twisted Sister)

I dreamt that I was at Amy’s. Kyle had come back from the hospital the day before. 

I woke up from sleeping / nap and realized that I had left the glass door open in the back, exposing the screen. This frightened me, thinking that Ali was right about the cats being able to get out. Luckily I looked around and saw them inside. Their outside friend was eating.

There was music playing on a radio. It was a bit loud so I turned it down. As I did so, white noise was playing. I was too tired to adjust it, thinking that I would hear voices, but never did. It finally went back to the music.

A doctor showed up to check on Kyle. He brought two sons with him. He had Kyle sit on my lap with his back facing me. I saw that his wound had healed but still a bit nasty looking. 

Kyle then went to the bathroom. He had an erection, which Amy saw. When he came out, he kept saying that it wasn’t fair, having fun with the situation. I was thinking that there wouldn’t have been much to see.

Kyle got dressed to go somewhere. He was standing, wearing sweats. I noticed that his weight had gone down, and maybe less than when we met. 

He was dirty but didn’t smell. I either said out loud, or just thought, that he needed to clean up before going out. 

I had a couple wounds that had healed, but I could still see the layers of skin, as if stadium seating. One was on the middle of the inside of my right foot. Seems the other was on my chest. 

Amy mentioned something about letting Kyle and I stay a little bit longer because of our situation, not having children. She was also letting us stay until we decided what we were going to do.

Something about going to dad to ask him something and I was going to call him “Papa”. 

There was a bottle of Martinelli’s on the kitchen counter left over from New Year’s. I took the top off, and some spilled on the counter. 

The doctor’s boys were standing by the spill. Luckily there were napkins and other paper products on the table to soak it up. Bubbles were then rising out of the bottle after I picked it up. I was watching them as if it had been champagne. 

The doctor asked how much it cost. I told him that I didn’t remember but was thinking that I may have gotten it at the .99¢ store. 

I looked down at my chest and saw something white on my left breast cleavage area. It looked like a scab / ash. I picked at it and a tube started to come out, as if being able to connect / plug me into something, so I left it alone, not knowing what it was / how far / where it went.

I went to see the doctor, who was still there and looking at a book at the table, to ask him about it. I noticed that I was wearing a shirt with snaps instead of buttons and the top 3, or 4, were undone.

I dreamt of Oprah wearing a light blue puffy jacket even though the weather was warm. She was helping children out of a school bus.

I dreamt that of telling people / person to take the (bullet?) train because it’s quicker and a straight shot. 

I dreamt of a guy who I asked if he was related to Dee Snyder from the music group Twisted Sister.