Stop

I asked, “Is Ali the pirate?” I dreamt that I was holding a black stopwatch that was rectangular (?) on top. The window for the clock was also rectangular. There was a button to the right of the window. I asked a lady if that was the one I push to stop the time/clock. She looked agitated with me.

I dreamt that I was at work (?) We were warned about the place being flooded to get rid of the old to prepare for the new. This was a regular occurrence. We were partially ready when the water came, which went from section/area to section/area. There was a metal wall/door between two of these sections.

I saw oval iridescent (like June bugs) bugs floating that looked like rocks. There was no sign of wings, legs, head, etc. At first there was only a couple but then there were two rows of four.

We all were then lined up on both sides of a sloping hill (like for skiing). I had fun going down and then realized I needed to go back up. As I was walking back up, I noticed about 5 vehicles parked in a pocket on the right. I figured they knew this place already to know to park here.

In front of me was Dwayne Wade’s white 4Runner with the back open. His son’s white wheelchair was in there. I pulled it out and folded it up to take to a better place. I then figured the people were wondering what I was doing with it, possibly stealing, so I returned it.

A guy with white hair spiked up, maybe in a mo-hawk, was then dancing around on my left having fun. There was then some fireworks in the distance that went off, which startled me. There were a couple areas that had them go off as well.

There was something about us doing something at long lines of wood stalls. There were waffles being made. I had one that was big enough that I had to carry. It looked like a peace sign with an extra line inside.

(From yesterday) Cut it out

I asked the same question. I dreamt that someone had cut out a drawing of a ship/boat I drew back in 1988. I got upset and may have taken it away with other drawings that were there.

(From Nov. 13, 2019) Story

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Trump was saying that someone would win the Nobel Prize from writing a/the story from start to finish.

I dreamt that Johnathan and Drew Scott were here. Drew was softly swaying back and forth in front of me, getting closer to my face as he did so, as if he wanted to kiss me. I told him that he was married. Johnathan was to the left of him. I knew that they had sex with each other.

I was doing something and talking and when I turned around I realized that they had left. I heard Drew tell Johnathan that Johnathan should go back because I had a cassette of “On the water”, which was from the ’80’s. I looked at my wooden crate that I had my cassettes in to see where it was. I didn’t see it because of it being a short distance in front and below me. There were some movies in the back of them.

I saw that some of the cassettes had the ribbon had been stretched/pulled out and that I needed to fix them.

I dreamt of wanting to live on a particular street that was tree lined. It may have been a coveted street that people wanted to live on.

(From Nov. 12, 2019) Flip or Flop

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Tarek El Moussa (HGTV Flip or Flop) showed up. I don’t remember why. I think I wanted to ask him something about houses.

I was then reading a story. It has a folded up piece of paper in a clear plastic envelope as part of the story. I took it out and started to unfold it but wasn’t able to read the message.

I dreamt that I was in a room by myself as it had gotten dark from the sun going down. There were some wood slat shutters over the small windows on my left so I tried to shut them with the hook they had. I didn’t want anyone/thing to be able to see inside and I didn’t want to see what was outside. I was so scared and terrified that I was hysterically crying out, “Mommy”.

(From Nov. 11, 2019) Wasn’t Correct

I asked the same question. I dreamt that there was a group of black birds on the concrete ground/path and someone was purposefully driving through them to kill them. I did see one of them died from it.

I dreamt that I was with a small group of people, showing what we use to keep under control our “wards”. There was a guy there that I knew (don’t remember where from) who had a gem egg and something, or two, else.

As he was showing his egg, I showed that I had a rose quartz one and a blue & white (?) one.

There was a lady who had made a glass (?) globe. As she went to do something else, this guy painted a line between two continents. It didn’t look professional but more childish. I was wary of him doing that in case that wasn’t correct, and what would the lady think since he didn’t have permission.

Bethany was there and was on one of my teams. I wasn’t sure how/what she would think about that. We had two numbers which the “wards” were given and Bethany had gotten one of them.

I dreamt (same?) that Scot had been away for so long and when I saw him, I was reminded that he looked like Greg. I got emotional as I was walking toward Micalanne.

I dreamt that I was in the Waterman (San Bernardino) church building in the cultural hall with other people. There were two young blonde girl spirits floating above. They were dropping/ throwing something down (food?).

I either was thinking, or said out loud, that they were spirits unless they were levitating like I do in some of my dreams. I may have had the thought to see if I could.

I dreamt (same?) that I was walking through the church and it was much bigger on the inside than what it appeared to be from the outside. I was going to a specific room but don’t remember what for. It was then flooded and rising.

A boy who was missing his right arm (?) sank to the bottom. A guy showed up on my left as I dove down to rescue him.

(From Nov. 10, 2019) Democratic

I asked the same question. At the end of a dream I was told, “For democratic purposes.”

Meet

I asked, “How do I win the lottery?” I dreamt that I was at the end of a galley style of cupboards in a kitchen with only enough room for one person. I was getting about 4 Hawaiian rolls out of a clear plastic sandwich bag that were extras from dinner. Judy is next to me, watching, and maybe taking one for herself. Micalanne also possibly could’ve been there.

I’m now outside in the front yard at night. There are also a couple people with me. One of them is a boyfriend of one of my friend’s/sister’s. They are are preparing me to meet his brother who had a sex change.

When I see him, he looks like a masculine female. I’m thinking that this isn’t a guy with a sex change. She is behind me in a squared off garden that is between two apartment buildings. She says something and then goes inside the building on the right.

She and I are then walking through a building that she is remodeling/updating. She is wearing a white hazmat/painter’s suit. There is plastic all along the floors. The walls look like flour has been thrown on them.

I mention that this reminds me of a nursing home (that I used to work in?). I see a couple of people in one of the rooms on the right.

We are back outside and there is a park downhill from us. It’s dark down there because low light. There is a concrete bench, with back towards us, with a lamp to the left shining down on it.

There is a man sitting on the left at the end, positioned so as to be looking at us with his right arm resting on the top of the back. He has dark skin and hair. She points him out to me. It takes a couple seconds to see him. We then walk back inside.

There are big windows in front of me and to the right. I’m a safe distance away from them. I tell this woman to get away from them (I don’t see her), or hide under them. She gets perturbed/frustrated because she left a shoe outside, so she says.

We then see an ambulance, or two, about to head down to the park. One of them is facing to the right and bounces a little back and forth as it’s getting ready to go down. This man is playing a game of “Where can I put it?” The body? Somewhere in there were detectives.

I dreamt that Lenny Kravitz had 7, or 8, children with a white woman. They were all lined up, according to age with the mother and oldest at the beginning on the left, to see a movie. Lenny was holding the youngest, a baby.

I was across from them by the wall. There were people walking back and forth between us. I was clicking a pen as I was walking over and thinking to myself that I don’t like it when other people do that, so why am I doing it?

The thought came to me to thank Martha Stewart for putting something on fire.

I dreamt something about drinking something and looking at the ingredients list. I notice that marijuana is one of them. I remember my reaction as being, “Oh.”

(From yesterday) Symbology

I asked the same question. There was something about symbology.

I dreamt something about a freedom song.

(From Sept. 2, 2019) Engage

I asked the same question. The phrase, “The closer you are to family, the closer you are to the earth” came to mind.

I dreamt that I was working with developmentally challenged adults again. I usually didn’t interact with them outside of the workplace. This day/evening, though, I decided to go ahead and engage with them while we were waiting to get picked up and taken back to the building.

They were in a line and two of them were next to each other wearing a matching outfit with one wearing the top and the other wearing the bottom(shorts/pants). I usually teased them about wearing “my” clothes, so that’s what I did.

I also noticed one of the guys standing by himself away from the line who would sometimes bend backwards so that it looked like he was bent in half. He would then come back straight.

I dreamt (same?) that I was holding a tiny newborn up to my left shoulder with only (?) diapers on. She was fussy and I didn’t know why. The right edge of her diaper was brown and sagging, but I didn’t feel anything inside. She finally calmed down.

While I was holding her, the bottom of one of her feet was sliced off, like a piece of bread. I don’t know why. There was no blood, or anything. The bottom was still covered with skin.

I then saw her as an older woman, a grandma. She was of mixed ethnicity. She was walking toward me, though not since I wasn’t there. It was her birthday, or someone else in the family. She was walking slowly because of her foot, but she got to her destination.

I dreamt that the outside lights were in the back were off, causing my bedroom to be dark.

I dreamt that I was taking a tour of an old ship. Somehow it ended up with a bridge going across the middle part, width wise. It wan’t part of the ship.

I was thinking that if these people here were to fall into the water, they would be safer because the water wasn’t as deep, or as wide as where the Titanic is, so that they would be able to swim to land.

There was a group there from Utah. I heard them say where but don’t remember. Brigham City? Beaver?

There was an older lady who one of the guys kept addressing as Mayor when talking to her. She was dressed as if in the Old West/Pioneer days, but not in a dress.

She was sitting at a cafe(?) table with her right side to me. There was another lady sitting across from her cutting out some fabric to make a dress from one of the old dress patterns, from the Old West/Pioneer days, there for the people to use.

(From Sept. 1, 2019) Travel

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a guy had stubby/nubby fingers, as if they had been cut off. He had a thin gold ring and asked me to put it on his ring(?) finger. There was barely enough room for the ring. I wondered how it was able to stay on. When I did, a small drop of blood appeared.

I said something to him about his fingers. Irritated, he got on the phone to talk to someone about what had previously happened to him causing the short fingers.

I dreamt that I was back at D.I. in the back. I was with all new coworkers. On the right against the wall was a washer/dryer with a sign in front of it saying “Walmart”. Going into this washer/dryer was the way to travel there.

There was a girl who was about to go home/different part of the store. I told her to come look in another room. Larissa (an ex-coworker from a different place) was near the end of her pregnancy.

A local car dealer brought in, into the back of the building, an old (80’s?) Mustang. It was brown/had brown, with a sticker/decal that was peeling off. This was to replace the one she had that wasn’t going to work for her after having the baby.

The guy was sitting there to the left. Someone may have said something about how generous it was to bring this. He was nonchalant about it.

(From Aug. 31, 2019) Look and Find

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was looking for my glasses, even though I was able to see without them. I saw a pair of Micalanne’s that she had back in the 80’s. I tried them on but the lenses were dark, like shades/sunglasses, so I put them back. I don’t think I found mine.

Sudden

I asked, “What is the meaning of lottery?” I dreamt that a black guy showed up suddenly who was a relative of mine. He had two young sons. I either only saw one of their faces, or neither of them. I’m not sure if his wife was Hispanic or something else.

As I was passing them, a lady brought them to my attention but I didn’t have time to talk. I was carrying a white dress with small flowers, towards the right. The wife was holding some pajamas that looked similar but had something else than flowers.

(From Aug. 23, 2019) End Of The Line

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was with someone and we had to drive along a certain short route before going to church but we weren’t in cars. It was more like hang gliders. The route looked similar to a “T” with a sign on the right top of the “T” saying that this was the end of the line. It was uphill a little bit.

Jerry was there and had said something about it but don’t remember. Steve was being obnoxious, repeating what he said, adding something to it that wasn’t said. I either said, or wanted to say, that the extra part was not said.

The “vehicle” that I was using with the other person, I was asking what side I should be on but they weren’t paying attention. The route was away from the city.

I was then in bed at my teenage house. I was waiting to hear Steve say one of the phrases that Jerry had said before I got up to get ready for church. I decided to pull my blanket over my head.

I then heard plastic bags being moved around and then felt a sensation on my head. I was thinking it was Jesus, or other spiritual beings, putting their hands on my head. I then felt the sensation move to my body and knew that it was the Utah girl. I rushed to get up, saying loudly for anyone who might be by my door to hear, “In the name of Jesus Christ, leave me alone!” She then left and I laid back down to sleep.

I dreamt that I was at grandma’s house. She was in bed, lying on her right side up against the wall in the hospital bed she had at the end. She was being obstinate (?). It was night.

I told dad that I wanted to go home. He said to wait for either him or Amy. I didn’t want to want to wait because I didn’t know how long they would be so I started walking. Dad asked Amy if I would be safe and she told him that I would be.

Somewhere in there, I was naked and then only had a top garment on when I left. There was a girl outside. I think she was waiting for me. She got excited when I came out because of what I was(n’t) wearing, I assumed.

I dreamt that I was at a conference (?). I’m not sure if it was for a couple days, or one day. There was a guy there wearing a grey suit who I knew I knew but couldn’t place.

I was then sitting behind Tony Robbins, with him in the seat in the front right of me. He was leaning back against his chair, facing left. He was holding in his hands one of his books that had a black background cover.

To the left of me, about 3 or 4 seats away, was Bryan Adams with the seats in between empty. Each time I looked over at him, whether it was one day or several, he got closer to me until he was right next to me so that we were touching. He wanted to sit next to me.

I then decided to tell him about my poems and that I thought some of them could be songs. I also mentioned that I hadn’t written any for a while / long time. I don’t remember if he responded. I then heard the announcer/M.C. announce Lou Ferrigno as the next speaker. I then mentioned out loud that I finally recognized who he was.

I dreamt something about Rebec(c) being a Spanish word for something.

(From Aug. 22, 2019) Date

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a group of business workers/owners got together for an outing. Their families showed up after school got out.

They were standing around listening to the lady who had set this up. They continued to listen when their families arrived, with all the noise that was made.

Everyone was then sitting. Bob Denver (Gilligan’s Island) showed up as candy was being passed around. I was sitting on his left. He stuffed it all in his vest. We had to tell him to only take a couple and then pass the rest.

I wanted to ask him if the guy who played Gomer Pyle was still alive, but didn’t.

I found a small black square digital stopwatch (?) inside some papers. The date was either 14/5/19 or 15/4/19 and above that, the time was 4:44, or had just turned. I was thinking that maybe someone had forgotten it.

There was a girl squatting down at a ground bbq making/grilling hamburgers. She was saying that they need to be cooked on both sides like the lottery.

(From Aug. 20, 2019) Gone

I dreamt that a guy wasn’t using his real eyes to see, but had some drawn on his eyelids that he was using. Feels like this was around medieval times, or shortly after. He was part of the king’s court (?).

I don’t remember what the king had done but these two men were standing face to face with the king on the left.

The guy with drawn on eyes then said that he was actually a king and that he was going to imprison the other one because of what he did. The king with open eyes then fled with the other one following.

The king with closed eyes was then running toward the castle (?) that had big decorative iron gates. To rescue a girl (?). He was surrounded by the other king’s men. I was thinking about how this king was outnumbered, even though these men weren’t attacking him. He was wearing red.

When he opened the gates, he only found a landscape of desert. Everything was gone except (?) the door.

I dreamt that Mark had put a full round carton of ice cream in the freezer without the lid. It was still soft. The top of it looked like the topping of coffee cake.

(From Aug. 17, 2019) Hide

I asked, “What do I do with the limes to block that girl?” I dreamt that I had to hide under / by a big window on the right from someone who was entering through a door that was to the left of the window.

I dreamt something about a doll with red in her clothes and then seeing a girl show up dressed as the doll. I commented to someone that I had just read about this doll.

I dreamt that I had let the cats in in the morning to feed them. I then saw a tabby walking back and forth in front of the glass doors outside. I knew that I had already let the outside boy in, so I went to check who this was.

I saw that it was a nursing mother, or recently nursing, as her nipples were hanging down like a dog’s does. She stood so that I could see all of them.

I then saw the black cat sitting behind her on all four legs, facing left. He had a small area on his chest that was white.

(From Aug. 18, 2019) Eating

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a young, trim, sighted Stevie Wonder was a Bishop and wanted Ali to help him with something.

We were at a dinner in one of the meeting rooms at church. Stevie was sitting in front of me. Ali may have been on my left. Stevie’s wife may have been at the end on the right. I didn’t see her but knew she was there.

I was eating liver as if it was corn on the cob. A piece on the left hadn’t been cooked all the way so I spit it out and mentioned it to Stevie. By this time, he was standing with Ali standing next to him on his right.

Stevie had started talking about what he wanted Ali to do when I spoke up. Stevie then accused me of not eating it so I showed him.

There was a stuffed animal hanging on the wall on the right. A spirit started making it move in circles, going faster each round. I was getting after the spirit to stop, which it finally did.

The animal was able to speak so I told the spirit to make it speak. I don’t remember what it said.

I dreamt that I was with a girl, making something and when we finished, we rushed outside and ran on grass to where we could see the bottom of the sky. We had just missed the pinks and oranges of the sunset so I mentioned that there was lightning in between trees in the distance that were about in the 1 o’clock position.

The lightning then came over to us, going in circles, almost hitting us. It left squiggly lines on the ground. I said that we need to get back inside before it does get us.

I dreamt that a chubby lady, sitting on my left, was talking to me and Bryce, who was sitting on my right. They were facing each other.

She was happily telling us about a movie she had recently seen where the children used some language. Straight faced, I asked her why was it funny and didn’t she listen this past Sunday about not using language.

Bryce then said something then she came back at him about him saying something when he had been doing something he shouldn’t.

Wedding

I asked, “Is time travel physical or spiritually?” I dreamt something about living as a spirit. it was at the beginning of doing so and I was questioning it, like when at your first day at work and taken on a tour of what is involved / how things work.

I dreamt that a lady was telling me to get an answer key. It would be locked, but it would have all the answers that I needed. I didn’t ask her to clarify about the lock, and wanted to ask her if she was going to get it because I didn’t have the money, but she was about to go somewhere. I figured that it was locked to other people, and initially pictured that it had mathematical answers.

I dreamt that I was with a couple other girls, in dresses. We ended up at someone’s outside wedding reception, near the ending of it. These people looked to have some wealth to them. The theme may have been about sailing. We sat at one of the tables, facing left. We may have been waiting to use the space. I suggested that we help to clean up.

I started piling up the white dishes and utensils in my arms. As I was doing so, a lady asked me about children. I told her that I will be 50 in a couple years so it probably isn’t possible / won’t be happening. There were some 20ish girls who I thought was surprised when I said my age, thinking that I was younger. I didn’t look up at them so I don’t know if they were.

There was a young guy sitting at one of the tables and I asked him if he was blind because his eyes looked like he was. I told him not to give me a philosophical answer, thinking he would be one to do that, but to say yes or no.

I saw a small rectangular small pocked silver bar that was bendable. I only bent the top of it slightly because the fear of breaking it, and I still had all the dishes in my arms. I was asking these people if it was silver. A tall man appeared behind me close enough for us to touch, which we did for a minute. I also asked him if it was silver.

As I was walking to the kitchen (?) area, which was a short distance away, I dropped a (serving?) utensil / knife in to a small puddle. I wasn’t able to bend down to get it and decided to come back for it, worrying that a child might pick it up.

I passed by the bride , on my left, facing right, getting fun pictures with others who were there. There was also a family picture taken with all of the people there, who it seemed were about 100. There was a Mexican family taking over the tables that were behind them for their own celebration / gathering.

A small group was about to watch, to the right, a documentary about slavery. I wanted to mention about the blacks nowadays wanting reparations and that there were some slave owners who were black but I didn’t.

I was trying to stand between two of the girls there, not wanting to block their view.

(From yesterday) Showing

I asked the same question. I dreamt something to do with ghost fingerprints showing up on the steamy shower door.

I dreamt that I was sitting at the foot of a bed and urinated a bunch, as if I had been holding it in. I didn’t have my pants pulled down so I don’t know how I was able to do it.

There was a cardboard that was on the floor the length of the bed which the urine landed on, which I was grateful for, though there was some of the last portion that ended up on the carpet. I was wondering how much I would be able to clean up.

I dreamt something about the pyramids (?) at Giza being below the arrowhead at Lake Arrowhead in San Bernardino.

(From June 21, 2019) Look

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I went to a library to look for books about oppression. A lady there had a young blonde girl search for me. She found a book with 8×10 (?) pages width wise that I flipped through. It was about Russians so I told them that it wasn’t it.

I dreamt that I was feeding chocolate candy bar squares to a guy who was facing left, sitting on my right in front of me. He said that he was on a strict diet but he took them anyway. I told him when I was giving him the last squares.

I dreamt that two white hawks were flying around me and Ali as we were sitting on a grassy hill and he was lounging back. I don’t remember if the grass was green or dry. Ali was sitting above me to my left. I was facing to his left. Downhill on my right.

One of the hawks eventually came down and was at the right side of his head, maybe even slightly touching it. I wanted to take out my camera to take a picture but didn’t want to scare the hawk away.

There was a Starbucks a distance away from us, in front of me, within sight. He had been in there earlier and told me that he had found some cash.

I dreamt that there was a group of dressed up women, in dresses, in a convertible car that was sitting / parked at the corner to turn right. It was sprinkling so I was trying to get them to come inside for fear they were going to be hit by lightning.

(From June 20, 2019) Connected

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was picturing a Clydesdale and wagon above me and the group of people I was with. I also saw the foot of the Clydesdale. I knew they were going to fall through the ceiling because of the weight so I moved closer to the right / back wall hoping I wouldn’t get hit.

As the ceiling started to give way, I was telling the others to look, to warn them. When the horse and wagon fell through, they were miniatures instead of being real.

I made mention that Obama, Biden, and I think Hilary (?) had left, in different cars. Sure, they could’ve been going to different places but it was highly unlikely.

Val had pictures that were connected, like an accordion, of a place there that she went to, that had a story about ghost children and seeing their fingerprints on a steamed up car window. The pictures were a bit blurry but could still see clearly enough what the picture was.

Mountains

(From May 31, 2019)

I asked, “What is the portal?” I envisioned that I was about to go to congratulate Ali and the Utah girl on their marriage / wedding.

I dreamt that I was in the mountains, or a hilly part of town, riding a bike to church with the family. When we got to a corner to turn right, I went back, without knowing the rest of the way, because there was some time left before it started. I got out of my dress and relaxed sideways across my (full?) bed on my back for a bit.

As time got closer, I went to where some people were outside and asked a guy what the other modes of transportation were, having to repeat the beginning of the sentence first, for getting to church, because it was getting cold and stormy / cloudy, otherwise I would take my bike.

(From June 1, 2019) Utah

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was at one of the ends in a white sports complex (in Utah at U of U?) with a lot of people. There either had been a basketball game played, or I knew that it was played here.

There was a Middle Eastern (?) man who kept having to move to different spaces to pray because of the amount of people. Seems that he settled in front of some tall doors.

There was a table there (?) in a separate room (?) that was a little too long, so the end was cut off. A lady came and was shown what had happened. She seemed OK with it.

I dreamt that a lady had gone to her rural area garden at dusk, with a friend, to harvest (?). It may have been in France. There was a street in front of it without any traffic on it.

She had horses, or only one, and was calling out to them / him while she was standing. A horse came running from the right side.

There was an African guy waiting to be picked up (bus?). I was in a high vehicle in the back (?) and said an African word to him. I think he got in and either was here to help or agreed to do so.

I dreamt that I was somewhere on the left of a man and woman who were playing a board game. She had a hamburger that had somehow gotten behind her on the right having come apart. They mentioned that a huge fly had landed on the meat before she got it back together.

They asked if I would like to join them and I did. I may have had a bite of her hamburger or one of my own (?).

I dreamt that I was spending the night at Briana’s. She was in bed with her dad, with her head at the other end. She mentioned to me about pulling the grey ends of the sheets / bedding at the corner because she was getting cold (?) / feeling a breeze. I helped smooth it out.

During the night, I went to use the restroom, not closing the door because I was used to keeping it open. I heard a couple knocks at the door, thinking it odd at this time of night, and got up to close the door, that was to the left of me, as her dad went to get the door.

I dreamt that a lady was telling me to go find the Utah girl and I flat out told her no.

(From June 2, 2019) Snow

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was outside with other people. Seems we were waiting for someone / thing. There was a small layer of snow of the ground that wasn’t old but also wasn’t new. I picked up a ball of some that had some dried grass blades (?) in it. A girl told me not to eat it. I was thinking that I could if I wanted to. I don’t remember what I did with it.

Someone threw up some fairy dust up in the air, or saw it there, and mentioned it to everyone. The colors I remember were soft pink on top and purple on bottom.

There was a girl there who was shorter than me, heavy, semi long light brunette hair. Her facial features were on the borderline of being down syndrome. She was able to make herself invisible. There was an older man there who wanted to be with her, going after her. She found a couch around a corner to the left of where this guy was. She decided to lounge there to rest away from him. I gave her a questioning look about whether that would / could be a good place.

The guy finally found the couch and this girl relented and decided to let him see and touch her.

I dreamt that there was a giant couch made of concrete in the middle of a body of water between Canada and the states. It was facing the states. It was a reminder for us to be friendly with each other.

(From June 3, 2019) Already Dead

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a guy was pressing a gun to the left side of a guy who was laying on his side. I don’t remember what the guy with the gun was initially supposed to do but he shot a couple rounds into the other guy’s body, saying a word or two as he did so. The words I woke with the words “File” and Folder” though those weren’t the words he was saying.

The guy being shot had an x over his lips like bullets have. I don’t remember if he was already dead or not. Possible he was.

There was a different reason why the shooter was there with the body but he was evil and turned it into something sinister.

I dreamt that a guy was underneath a commercial BMW lawnmower but it wasn’t hurting him. I was looking at the guy through the perspective of the lawnmower, as if I was it. The view shifted slightly so that I could see it to the left of me, showing the “nose” end of it. It was grey.

At first it was the open kind with the seat on top of a disc but then it changed so that it had a “door” (?) like a dune buggy.

I dreamt that I was somewhere with mom and Micalanne. I pronounced Mic’s name as “Mecalawn” with a slight accent (?). It had something to do with painting / dying nylons. I didn’t see hers but some people who were also there were laughing at hers because of the way she drew her line. Someone showed her how simple it was to make a straight line, as in a graph. Seems it was pointing down at an angle.

I dreamt something to do with Candace Cameron Bure and that she had been invited to go somewhere during the holidays. She talked to the people at the Hallmark channel to see if they wanted to document her journey there.

There was a 2-3 ft. gnome (?) that rotated, sitting / setting on top of a table, doing something with its arms. It was black and the background was also black / dark so it was hard to see much of the details. I’m not sure if it was in her house, where she went to, or where it was. It was a Christmas decoration.

Mommy

I asked, “Where is the portal?” I dreamt that a couple were house hunting. I was on top of some framing in / by a shower of a bathroom that was being renovated when they came to the house I was in. This shower was as tall as I was on the framing and the shower head was facing left. It had dark gray (?) tiles. They based their decision on a shower. I don’t remember if it was this one or another one.

The framing had a blanket covering it along with something shorter on the left side. I then was holding a kangaroo in my right arm. Scared, I was calling out to mom for help in getting down because I was worried that I could fall and hurt myself / break my ankles. I was calling her, “Mommy”.

I dreamt that I was at a small Starbucks with two girls, on my left. One of them ordered a venti green tea. I asked her if she had tried the matcha frappucino and she said no. I think I bought that one. As I was asking her, I was also thinking about the grasshopper (added java chips).

There was only one guy working. He was wanting to process my card / payment through a small black (travel size?) bag that he was holding up by the counter in front of us.

As he was doing so, a line started to form behind us that was long enough to go around the workstation and back up against the wall so that it formed a question mark. I didn’t notice any impatience among them.

This guy wasn’t able to complete the transaction so he went over to the register which was on the right, to complete it.

I dreamt that I was at a pool where there was a swim meet. I was at the finish side on the right. The swimmers were on the other side of the diving board and their faces were blocked / obscured. There was a winner’s podium on that side as well. It was also blocked so as not to be able to see who the winners were but sensed there were some girls.

After the race, I farted and saw it floating past in front of me. Fortunately there was no smell to it.

I sat down and clipped my right big toe toenail. There was some lint looking stuff in the corner so I cleaned it out. There may have been someone on my left as I was doing so who was a little disgusted that I would be doing that here.

(From yesterday) New Real Estate

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Tony Shalhoub was a new college professor. In the beginning, he was timid but started relaxing as time went on. One day (the next year?) when he came in (I’m seeing through his eyes) there was a fan behind him (didn’t see) blowing a folder that was on his desk so he put something on it to weigh it down / keep it from blowing away.

He then sat in his chair and still a bit timid talking to them, asked the class about moving to new real estate, to get a discussion started / going.

There were two adults sitting on his left. One was a woman who whispered to the other who was on her left, that he was still having trouble getting the students to open up. They may have been from administration.

As he was asking this question, he was flipping through a newspaper for something. A couple of the pages had comics on them. On the left side was a square one panel comic of a parent sitting on the floor, facing right, looking at an open book with a child standing in front of them. The book had written on it something about other ideas, which was also written below the square.

I dreamt that Mark had gone to see the Phantom of the Opera and I wished that I had gone. At the end of dream, a lady gave me a present of a bunch of travel size body wash gels wrapped up in cellophane. I mentioned to mom that I didn’t need to worry about getting any for a long time, only toothpaste and toothbrush.

(From May 27, 2019) Lap

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I had my laptop on my lap when it suddenly turned off.

I dreamt that Lowe’s was at the top of a steep dirt hill. It was then turned into a shopping center. Mark and I went to check it out, taking separate vehicles. After I parked, I didn’t see Mark’s car so figured he parked elsewhere.

Gwen and Val were there. One of them was a giant. I’m thinking it may have been Gwen.

I was telling a girl / lady that she should buy an expensive white knee length dress for an upcoming festival (?). It may have been two pieces.

Mark had a young family there who were waiting / looking for him so that they could leave. I found him lounging doing his own thing.

Outside Mark showed up was a more beat up version of Kyle’s station wagon. The hood was up, in reverse, and the driver seat was pushed up. I was about to climb in with the engine when I realized what I was doing / about to do.

I dreamt that I took a crafter’s sponge paintbrush and stuck it up in my vagina.

I dreamt that two cats were in the back walking toward the house to come in. I asked Ali how the Siamese had gotten out. As they got closer, I realized that it was the cross eyed looking one instead.

(From May 26, 2019) Lottery

I asked the same question. Lottery came to mind.

I dreamt about a blonde guy that I was dating. He was carrying me inside and I was thinking how weird it was for him to look at me and realize that he liked me.

He was then preparing dinner / food while I was across the room having fun with other people. I stopped for a bit and wondered if I should help him but then thought that I didn’t want to be someone who I wasn’t so I continued with what I was doing.

Wedding

I asked, “What is the meaning of the scorpion?” I dreamt that there was going to be a wedding and shouldn’t wait for family because they bring a whole different energy.

I dreamt that I put my right fingers in the butt of a guy who was on his stomach, and slowly moving them around.

(Dec 21, 2017 Trial)

I dreamt something about going to / through a modern black house as a trial run. 

(From Dec 20, 2017 In The Shadows)

I dreamt that I was hiding from someone, but don’t remember who. Then I was in a bedroom, in the shadows from the sun shining in. I don’t remember what I was doing.

Kyle was then at the window, wanting me to show myself. I didn’t want to just yet. He was getting angry at me, but it didn’t bother me. My head shadow accidentally appeared out of the shadows, but I quickly moved back in.

Kyle was then gone, and a young blonde LDS cop climbed up a ladder to the window to check if I was ok. I told him that I was ok, and that it hadn’t gotten to the point of having to take Kyle away. He is now sitting at the end of the bed with me.

I only have my garments on. He is telling my mom (?) that he’ll take care of me, meaning marriage. He tickles me between the legs for a few seconds. I become conscious of the hair on my chest, and breasts, and cover them up with my arms after pulling my garment top up.

I dreamt that I’m in a car with someone. I realize that we’re going to Utah. I’m worried because I didn’t know, and so didn’t bring anything, and worried about how I was going to take care of my hair on my face. The young cop then shows up. I tell him that I didn’t bring anything, and he says that he’ll take care of it.

I dreamt that Bart drove me to Utah in a blue Mini Cooper. It took him only about 30 minutes. When we were driving along the rocks / hills / mountains, he had a song turned up. I don’t remember what it was. I was sitting behind the passenger seat and thinking that the people in the other cars should be able to hear, and wondering why they don’t.

When we got to Utah, the road then became flooded. There was a lady, and I asked / said something to her about it. I don’t remember what I said, how / what she responded. 

Before (?) we got to that point, there was a young man driving an ’80’s grey / blue Cadillac. He had dark hair, and perhaps a goatee (?). He came around a corner on the left, fast, and bumped the brake light. Bart gave no attention to him, so he drove away to the right. His intentions are to get people’s information by causing “accidents”.

I questioned the people, in the car, making sure that I had my stuff, and they agreed that I did. I was prepared this time, but for what? 

After Bart brought me to Utah, he disappeared, assuming family would take care of me. 

I saw a printing of an article (?) praising this young man on the good he does, with a picture of him. When we got to Utah, where I saw this, I saw the cop again, and told him the real intentions of this guy. I wasn’t sure if I would recognize him, but as he got closer, his strong features assured me that I did recognise him.

I dreamt something about ghosts, and not being able to get to them because of being fenced in.

I dreamt that I was at (a) church in Utah, in one of the rooms. One with an accordion divider? There were three young women (blonde?), each with their own white trash bag. 

They were going to go through trash and keep what they liked. I told them, “Whatever floats your boat.” Someone said that this is what the dairy girls do on the farm.

I dreamt of an older knowing woman ghost, wearing a shirt that says, “Film the crew.” There was something else written.

Wasn’t Needed 

(From March 23, 2018)

I dreamt that I was able to fly and I was flying over people that I was at a gathering with. No one looked up, and so never saw me. While I was flying, I saw a fast moving car coming from right to left. I was afraid that it would hit the people but it slowed down as it got closer. I finally came back down. A little while later I tried again to fly but wasn’t able to. I figured that it was because it wasn’t needed this time.

I dreamt that I saw a small white a – frame house (about the size of the school / church combo used in the 1800’s) on its right side (on a hill?) surrounded by green grass all over. 

I dreamt I was inside (this building?) and on the right side in front of me, was a small round table with a couple things on it. One of them was a b&w art piece / drawing / illustration of a woman’s face looking slightly to her right with eyes closed with right arm under her chin with her hair flowing down on her right.

(From March 22, 2018 Back To Me)

I dreamt that I was a passenger being driven somewhere. It was dark outside. The guy who was driving was tall and lean and Christian. He may even have had blonde hair. 

On the left, we drove past some businesses (small like a strip mall) and at the end of the building was a residence with the front big window open. There was a table horizontal with the window.

There were people sitting around it. The owner was on the left and his wife on the right. I heard what sounded like mom’s voice and I may have mentioned it out loud because someone acknowledged that she was there. I then saw her sitting between the table and window with her back to me. 

I dreamt that the driver was standing and his shirt (polo type?) was untucked and a bit longer than usual. I was thinking how lucky he was not to have to wear a dress like me.

I dreamt that we were at an event / exhibition / ? where crystals were being shown one in each room. There was a couple there and I knew (?) that they practiced tantric sex to become closer. 

In one room was a crystal, palm size, with a knife size opening on the left. It may have been in the pink family? The lady, in the room, showed how you could still see water inside by placing a knife (like a pocket knife type) in the opening, and somehow was able to bring out some that had formed into a ball mixed with the crystal.

It flew in the air, almost as if in space, into another lady’s mouth, who ate it. 

I woke with the words, “I can’t be who you are” from Linkin Park’s song “Leave Out (All The) Rest”.

Make Out 

I dreamt that a family had a 12 year old girl, named Becky, who they were taking to the hospital for a check up, before the sun comes up. Someone had thought that it was me. I didn’t see her get in the car.

I dreamt that Zak Bagans and crew (Ghost Adventures) were in a small Mexican town / village to do some investigating. They were going to go to two places, but the second one backed out. Zak was fine with that because the first one had given them plenty of material to work with.

It was late at night / early morning and Aaron was having fun as he was coming down the empty street to the “shack” they were staying at. Zak had found something there and sold it online. He quietly told one of the guys that he got $50 for it, not wanting Aaron to know the amount he got. (Zak had told him a lower price?)

There was a Peter Tosh song playing. I think I asked, for affirmation, if it was him. One of the guys told me Peter sings in Swedish (because he’s from Sweden).

Someone mentioned that there was a ghost outside, to the left, in front (within football field distance). A slight vapor could be seen. I then saw a person in a muted black / grey pinstripe suit and hat in front of the shack, about the same distance. Felt like he was at a ditch. I was trying to get Zak’s attention. It took a bit but he finally came over.

I could make out that this ghost looked to be from the first couple decades of the early 1900’s. As I got closer, I could see that it was a dress instead. I got close enough to see that it was a man so I asked him why he was in a dress. He never answered why. I told him that I liked his suit. I also asked him what year it was. I don’t remember his answer.

The guys weren’t able to see him so I placed my left hand at different places of his body (as he was sitting?) while showing the guys on my body with my right hand. When I got to his legs, I felt some flesh and it creeped me out, so I didn’t think about it more.

This man started walking (shaken?) to the left to leave because he missed the people back in his time. It also felt like he was disguising himself from someone / thing. 

I was still talking to him, being able to ask if being visible took / used his energy. He said yes as he was going through some type of door, opening on the left, that had appeared. 

(From April 7, 2018 See Again)

I dreamt that I was a passenger and Amanda was driving. At first, I didn’t think anything of it, but then realized, how can she drive when she’s blind. 

I don’t know if someone spoke, or if the thought came to me, but it was saying that when a sighted person is isolated in a corner behind a (half) wall, there’s the potential of going blind and when put in the right circumstances, can see again. 

Her father had come, bringing her baby (less than a year). The baby had gotten (put her head) between my seat and the seatbelt. Amanda gave her a pink crayon, pointy side first, to suck on. It seemed normal at the time, but after I woke, I was thinking that that was dangerous.It seems that maybe mom was in the back.

I saw that we were at the top of Del Rosa (St? Ave?) in San Bernardino, and I said (?) that I forgot to say where I live and thought that I don’t live here anymore.

I dreamt about a tall guy and slapped him on the left of his back and then rubbed it because I thought I may have done it too hard. When I slapped him, it had a hollow feeling to it.

I dreamt something about child’s writing. 

Expecting

(From May 6, 2018)

I dreamt that I was watching the beginning of Murder, She Wrote where it shows the different scenes of the show. It showed on a wall the year 2000 with several names of famous people. They were having a party. 

One of the names I remember was Willa Cather, a poet. I saw her with other people standing around talking. I then saw Jessica Fletcher (Angela Lansbury) with another woman standing behind a rectangular table so that their legs were hidden. I saw an Aladdin’s lamp with shiny liquid in it. I thought it was a candle but maybe not. 

I then was expecting to see commercials but the show continued. I heard a man’s voice talking about a woman. I don’t remember what he was saying but Jessica and this other woman made comments about how this woman was / is needed (?).

I saw myself nursing a baby on my left breast.

(From May 5, 2018 Sarah)

I think a (adult?) daughter came to me and introduced herself as Sarah. I didn’t see her features. 

(From May 2, 2018 Too Late)

I asked, “What is the right situation to regain sight?” The words, ” It’s too late to apologize ” from One Direction popped into my head.

(From April 29, 2018 Let It Happen)

I dreamt that there was a guy in the house and at first was thinking it was Ali. A side door was open and I could see the lady from across the street (who steals cats, even ours, and gives them to others) with a couple other neighbors coming to her. 

This guy was loudly calling out to them, “Hey” because he wanted to know what they were up to. I then realized that this was not Ali and that Ali was in his room. 

These people had made flyers to give out to the neighborhood to bring them together as a community watching out for each other. I then saw the neighbors gathering in the street in front of the house. I never saw what the flyer said / had on it. 

I realized that the lady who organized this (from across street) was not there. Ali was not there either. I sent him a message but didn’t know when / if he would get / see it. I was wondering if this community thing was for real, or a facade.

I then was sitting on a couch and saw a kitten (1 – 2 months, or less) on the right arm next to me. There was a note next to it. I think I looked at it, not remembering if I read it, but knowing the person who wrote it wasn’t able to take care of it. 

The kitten was transparent so as to be able to see the organs inside. I cautiously picked it up, slightly jumbling the organs, thinking of giving it to a shelter because I too didn’t know how to take care of it. 

There suddenly appeared water and an alligator at my feet, wanting to eat the kitten. At first I was going to let it happen, but as the alligator got closer, I decided against it. The alligator was able to slowly pull the tail out of the body (like those books with tabs to move to make parts of the picture move), which was also transparent.

I then put my hand on the alligator’s mouth to keep it away. It took my hand in its mouth. I grabbed / pushed on the inside of the mouth hard enough that I was let loose.