Down Below

(From March 26, 2018)

I dreamt that I was driving on a freeway, on the way to work, near the fast lane. The cars started to slow down because there had been an accident up ahead and from what I could see, all the lanes were blocked with emergency vehicles.

For some reason, I checked to see if I was wearing my bra and said to myself, “Of course I’m wearing one”. I was wearing a white padded one. 

Before reaching the slowing / stopped traffic, I started to reach down for something and was still able to slow down / put on the brakes while looking out the window.

I dreamt that I had arrived at work around lunch time, so I ate my lunch. After eating, my manager / supervisor talked to me about that, though not harshly. 

He then was telling me, and showing, about an area with toys to be organized. I either said out loud, or thought, that I work down below. 

(From March 25, 2018 Legs Open)

I dreamt that there was a house that a family moved into that might be haunted. The house also may have been used for military at one time. I was thinking that for me, the night will come and go, but for them, who knows what will happen. The house was shaped as if someone had their legs open.

I then found myself across the way, with water in between. I wanted to cross back over, and saw a row of ice steps. I started to cross, and when I was almost to the other side, I started to fall. I think I said, “God, help me”, and then I was going through the air to where I could stand.

As I was walking away from the house, I wanted to say that I would be back (with others) but then thought that I better not in case I may provoke the spirits there.

I dreamt that my fingers, and the top of my thumb of my left hand, were cut off and the pads on my palm were a dark red.  I was frantic about it, and I was showing someone, maybe Ali. 

I dreamt of a young Asian girl quickly sketching a face and I was so impressed how quick and easy it came to her. She then showed me her sketchbook that she had made. One of the faces didn’t have a mouth and when I pointed it out, she said it was because she didn’t have a voice.

The conversation turned to candles, with several of them that had burnt lopsided. I then pointed out that 3 wick candles (behind us) were better because they melted evenly.

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Relaxed

(From April 13, 2018)

I dreamt that I decided to get sexual with Ali in my room. I had my shirt off and was sucking him. I started to hesitate, thinking that I was hearing spirit voices by the front door / area. The cats were coming in the room, Ali was getting sleepy / relaxed. 

I then heard Sara’s and mom’s voices out by the dining table. I let Ali go, putting on my shirt so they wouldn’t see me, realizing that the front door had been left unlocked.

After putting my shirt on, Ali slumped on the bed and started to disappear until he was gone. I kept looking, watching, wondering where he went. I was getting emotional.

I started walking to the bedroom door, slowly, still looking back, wondering about him and watching for him. When I got to the door, I saw mom, dad, Amy (?) all in conversation, standing at the right end of the table. Dad looked strong and healthy. 

I stood there, visibly shaken, silently crying outside, hard sobbing inside, waiting for them to notice, still watching him Ali. Mom finally came over to me. I think I may have told her that he disappeared, but not sure.

I dreamt of directly going to him when he comes out of his room. 

(From April 12, 2018 Managed Well)

I dreamt of a young woman being able to afford an expensive apartment (?) because her money had been managed well during her husbands sickness and eventual death. 

I dreamt that Ali was sitting behind me. I pulled my shirt down to expose my breasts. He grabbed them. He then was in front of me, sucking on my right breast. He gave a little of what could have been a disgusted look on his face and let go. My first thought was that he didn’t like the feel of the little bit of hair that I had and thought how Kyle didn’t even notice them until the end. 

I dreamt of a long rectangular warehouse that I think had sections inside. I was outside. Seems one of the sections was a place for go – karts where you could go to lay low. 

Prepared

(From May 17, 2018)

The thought came to me, “I am prepared.”

(From May 13, 2018 Children)

All dreams were vague but I had the impression that it’s time to start having children.

(From May 11, 2018 Grateful)

I dreamt of a woman, talking to someone else?, mentioning that I wanted children. 

I dreamt that mom shaved her arms.

I dreamt that I was talking to Ali on the phone, and after he finished talking, he played a love song for me (not his). I think the beginning said something about being grateful that I was in his life. I thought that was sweet of him.

(From May 9, 2018 True)

I asked if Ali had a child. I dreamt of two females fighting and I had to pull them apart. The one that I took hold of had a knife and was trying to cut me. 

The words from the movie Princess Bride when the king presented Princess Buttercup to the people and the old woman started saying “Boo” and then mentioned something about true love.

I saw an older black woman (60’s?) with hair down past her shoulders. She was a little ways back. I then saw a 6, or 7, year old skinny black girl sit in front of me. Her hair was in ringlets. It was about to her ears, and was fluffed out. I then had the feeling that it was time to have children.

I saw a one year old (?) sitting motionless in a stroller (one person, like for dolls). I saw what I felt was the hand of Christ, cover the baby with a black blanket, as if it were dead. 

I saw a black woman statue, or a woman made from black material. I didn’t see her head, hands, or below her knees. Her arms were outstretched like a scarecrow. She had an oblong hole in / at her stomach. A computer ribbon was coming out and the other side was attached to the bottom of a flat carton of a dozen eggs.

Bigger and Better

(From May 26, 2018)

I dreamt that I attract people who need healing. As one guy was talking to me, I thought that I don’t need to heal him. (I had recently read about healers who attract these people.)

I dreamt that Stephanie was going on to bigger and better places / things. 

I dreamt that I was somewhere where there was chocolate / ice cream / desserts. I didn’t want / need at the time but as I was leaving, I decided to grab a couple for later. 

I dreamt that I grabbed a Riesen chocolate because I had wanted to try it.

(From May 23, 2018 Big Deal)

I saw a man handing me a black baby boy.

I dreamt that Zak was a toddler / baby and he whispered that my name is no big deal (not famous).

(From May 22, 2018 On Time)

Two thoughts came to me : 1) my mom and I just broke up, 2) Arrival – on time 

(From May 21, 2018 Doing It Right)

The thought, “(The) white goat has turned black.”

 The lyrics, “I found love in you. Doing it right. Doing it right.” from the Oh Wonder song, “Lifetimes” keep going through my head.

(From May 20, 2018 Able To Pay)

I asked, “Who am I?” I dreamt that mom was talking to Sara about Jana. Sara said that Jana isn’t who we think she is, and got up to get some pictures / documents (don’t remember which) to show. 

Sara said that Jana had gotten drunk in Denmark and (I think was locked up) was able to pay in full so that she wouldn’t miss her flight back home. I was then having a regular conversation with dad with me on his and mom’s bed.

I dreamt of walking past a bedroom and seeing two small brown tattooed hands on the bed moving. I was about to keep going but stopped to see who it was. 

It was a short Mexican man who I had seen in here for the past couple of weeks who somehow gets in to sleep then leaves before people see him. Someone said that he’s a bartender. He scared me because he isn’t supposed to be here.

I dreamt of a grid of illustrated children. There may have been 12 squares but I’m not sure. 

The thought came to me that macular degeneration takes away our power.

Finishing His Mission

I asked for the meaning of the sex change. I dreamt that something was an emergency.

I dreamt of family, and others, gathering for an event. I saw a young guy sitting who had the build of an islander. His hair was dark and “fluffy” and about to the top of his ears.

I was thinking that he had grown his hair out after finishing his mission. I then saw his tag and so figured that he was growing it out because he was close to finishing his mission.

(From July 4, 2018 Believed I Knew)

I asked if Ali is a parent (different wording). I dreamt something about trash and something about digging. I don’t remember if it was one dream, or two.

I dreamt that Ali and I were about to go to a steak (?) restaurant. I read a paragraph from a newspaper to him first. It mentioned Hëssey, and had some words that I didn’t know. He had to help me pronounce at least one, and one of the words he pronounced differently than me (tomato, route, etc…). 

I knew the way to the restaurant, believed I knew, but decided to bring the newspaper anyway because it had the address.

Before leaving, I was looking inside a drawer and it had a couple rolled up newspapers (a bit yellowed?). I’m not sure why I kept / was keeping them. As I was finishing reading, I think I started playing around with my voice and Ali was laughing at me, telling me that I should be a (actress? comic?).

As I was going out to the car, there was a blonde woman. She had short bangs and all I noticed about the length was that it looked about shoulder length. 

She was putting bobby pins on the top of her head from the back to front so that it looked like a net. She was going to sleep with it like that. I asked her what it does, and she responded, “nothing”. 

For other people I think it makes a sort of design? I was about to leave but asked her why she does it and she said she felt a need (?). She didn’t do her hair like this all the time, only when she felt like doing something different, though it didn’t do anything for her. 

She finished while I was there and gave a sigh of relief because her arms were tired. I gave a look of acknowledgement and I may have said that I know how that feels. As she was putting the pins in, I never saw her pick them up.

I dreamt of Shauna giving a talk at church but it wasn’t at a church. At the end, she had a board with (a) picture(s) and had a picture of a colorful butterfly (cutout). 

She put the butterfly on the board and then put a white string over it, and the board, to keep it there. It fell. She didn’t notice, so the people in back were saying, “It didn’t stick” several times. I was up front.

I then saw her outside in the front of her family’s car, sitting next to / on the lap of her dad. The others were there but didn’t look at them. I was going to tell her about the butterfly, but didn’t (maybe her dad scared me a bit? made me unsure?) so instead I gave her a thumbs up for her talk (the window was up). 

I dreamt that I was in the back of my small white Toyota pickup, sitting on the floor, looking up at the front. The truck was going backwards a bit fast and I was worried about the other vehicles. 

I saw that Mark was driving and in control but still may have mentioned to him about my worries. Val may have been sitting up front also. 

I dreamt about a girl sitting in a truck with some space between her and another person. Either just her, or both of them, were singing. 

I dreamt that a girl had lost weight and had two red stretch mark lines down her body / abdomen, one on either side of her belly button. Another girl was asking what those were but the first was understanding / paying attention.

I looked at the second girl and gave her a look, telling her not to say anything about the lines. The girl who lost the weight had lifted up her shirt (to show her body?) and that’s how I saw the lines. This was at the building / church where Shauna spoke.

I dreamt of a woman in an office in this building. Her door was open. She was wearing a dress (it was Sunday?). To the left (when looking at her) was a girl waving a multi layered “fan” of cheese (?), wondering who it belonged to. 

Three other women showed up. One (or another?) wanted to speak with the one in the office. I was going to close the door some, but then thought that the conversation was supposed to be in private so let the door close.

See

I asked the same question. The phrase “Author sackers” came to mind.There was something before that but don’t remember. 

I was asked the question, “What do you still see in the (snow covered) mountains?”

 I dreamt that I was at an event / party and a young female named Sis. Doyle (knew her first name but forget) asked if I could go somewhere with her (again, forget the location). I told her yes.

When she got home later, she called, a woman answering and calling out to / for me. I was thinking of the Sis. Doyle I knew as a teen when this woman was telling me who called. When I got to the phone, Sis. Doyle reminded me that she had spoken to me (I then remembered who she was) and was confirming that I could go with her. I affirmed that I could go.

I dreamt of Val (at the same place?) with her hair cut short on the sides above her ears and touching her back in a point / arrow. She was conditioning her hair in sections, starting on the left, while standing.  

Mark was saying that she was going to Greece and getting ready for it. She frequently went there because of a guy, staying at a girl friend’s place while there.

I heard a guy say, “I’m young and 20.”

 (From Aug. 14, 2018 Look alike)

I asked why I dream of Mando. Ali was just wondering (about what?). 

I dreamt of a party (at a bar / cafe) that had old – time celebrity look alikes. There was a young guy sitting at a cafe table, by himself, looking forlorn (?) / no expression, who looked like Michael Jackson when he first went solo. He was on my left, looking behind me.

There was a poster on the wall, on the left, behind him, of Muhammad Ali and Joe Frazier. Their look alikes stood in front of it so someone could take a picture.

I dreamt that I worked the night shift (at a witchery place?). I went out front at closing time. The businesses were in a row, all looking the same, as if they were warehouses with metal doors (garage looking). There were gates in front of all of them by the sidewalk.

I crossed the street, seeing no traffic / activity. I (didn’t) (find) found what I was looking for and decided to turn back around, returning to the job. 

I realized that a light had been left on. When I got to the door, a manager (?), anxious type, was coming out. I asked him a question (don’t remember), and he said, sure. 

I turned the lights off and got on my bike to go home. I started to go left, fog blocking my view. I realized I was going the wrong direction and so turned around. (The gates were all closed except the one where I worked.) 

The sidewalk, and the street area next to it, were broken up. There were heavy machinery vehicles on the street to continue the job in the morning.

I dreamt something about using a tablet.

I dreamt something about tables inside a building (where I worked?), and a guy moving them, upset a little (?).

Left Behind

I asked, “What connection was lost?” I was being told something about being left behind.

I dreamt of being at a wood / log lodge with other people, on the way from somewhere, staying a couple days (or week) on the way home. It was Sunday. 

There were two guys in charge who were brothers. One was taller with a stronger build. The taller brother had planned something that he didn’t want the others to know (not sure what but not bad). The other brother told his wife, who got upset at the plan. The taller brother got upset at his brother that his plan had been revealed.

I was lying on a log / wood couch by the front door when they came in. The taller brother was getting after the brother for leaking the plan, and then left.

 I said something, scaring this other brother, who had a lean frame. I then apologized, saying that I thought they had seen me. I then brought up the couple who had gotten together because of being here, and not knowing how long it would’ve taken them if it weren’t for this excursion. I also mentioned that to the taller brother, becoming emotional as I was talking.

I had looked for some Christian music on the radio there because of it being Sunday, but didn’t find much to listen to.

I was sitting outside without a skirt, but did have a slip. I was thinking about my dreams where I was not ready to leave, so I told myself that I needed to get up and get ready.

I went over to the group, who were outside. Some of my cousins were there. I asked Micalanne where something of mine was. She would tell me different items where to look, in of them green, and asking her, “What (name of item)?

Retreat

The cats were in the room so I didn’t ask a question but I was thinking, “What won’t go any further?” I dreamt of needing to use a restroom. There was a small one (like the guest one cut in half) and I was almost positive that I had been able to use that one before. I think I did find a regular sized one.

I dreamt of being with a group of people. Someone had brought a drone. I wanted to fly it. The (joy) stick had to be straight for it to work. A guy (Kevin?) wanted me to fly it over him (so he could see himself on the screen?). As I was flying it, I picked up a sentence of a conversation, which was displayed on the screen. 

I flew it to where we were. We are at two resort looking pools. I then hand over the controls.

I dreamt of a guy (Kevin?) who had young twins.

(From Sept. 2, 2018 Helping)

Last night I asked the shaman question. I dreamt of, I think, peacefully helping Cameron Mathison and his wife through a door. They did it again while / when I was out of sight. The wife got upset wanting a divorce. Cameron was left dumbfounded over what happened. 

I dreamt of a couple and also Romeo and Juliet. I don’t remember the details but I think it was similar to R & J. I was seeing the last scene of them together. She felt guilty for being unloyal to Romeo while they were apart. 

Karma

Last night I asked, “What are the 3 different tests?” As I was waiting to fall asleep I saw a woman, with a veil over her mouth, walking. She unhooked (?) the left side, uncovering her mouth. She said that the women would kill her. After being asked why, she said it was because it wasn’t done (uncovering her mouth).

I dreamt something about watching a movie, and a wealthy lady, in person, wearing a blue Christmas sweater. I mentioned that I like Christmas sweaters. (I do. ☺)

I dreamt something about a young dirty (homeless?) female. I think I offered for her to take a shower, even though the time was close for her to leave. (I don’t remember the details.) I asked if she could wait 5 minutes (so I could take one first.) 

I dreamt that we were neighbors with the lady across the street (she steals cats and gives them to others) so that our lawns connected. She had floor to ceiling window(s) that had the black film on it to block the sun.

I stood at the edge of the median of the lawns, staring at her. She then turned to look at her window and started nonchalantly playing with her hair, with a bit of sinister smile. I wasn’t going to say anything, but I said to her, “Karma”. I waited a couple seconds and then said it again. I then started to walk away.

I dreamt that she had the young orange and white tabby  kitten (1 year? that she has and comes around here) and 5 siblings. They were all outside (in our backyard?). One was black and was in a black metal cage / crate because it was sick.

I dreamt something about being with other people and Mando was there. He was walking, from right to left, on the phone. He was leaving a message to a girl, saying that he thought she was cute (?) and wanted to see her later. I then thought, “Oh, ok”.

Shadows of Life

Last night I asked, “What is the date that my husband knows about?” I dreamt of seeing someone’s Tumblr conversation about a book called “Shadows of Life”. I didn’t read the conversation. At the end, someone else sarcastically said, “Oh, look. You’re reading the Shadows of Life” book, as a jab at the other person.

I then was reading a poem about the book.

(From Sept. 11, 2018 Look Like Relatives)

I asked about the voices (have talked to Ali since he was little). I dreamt that I was looking through eyes which I thought were the old man’s from Kundalini Yoga Live videos. This person was walking on a stage with a transparent screen. There were lots of people here to do yoga. When this person didn’t start talking, and the people below weren’t paying attention to this person, I realized that it was me.

They started doing yoga but then they were goofing off and not taking it seriously. I left. 

I dreamt that a woman was looking at my left big toenail. She started to take off the last of the top layer (it stops growing and grows a new one underneath. The right one has only done it once or twice before.) I tell her that it happens a lot. She eventually gets the layer off. I see multiple layers and don’t remember if I mentioned these to her or not.

I dreamt of a young couple (30’s?) with 6 or 7 young children. There is also an older man there. They are at a park (?). She is sitting in the back / trunk of the car (like a station wagon / hatchback) looking out. 

She and her husband don’t get to spend a lot of time together. The old man stands between them and us (me and another woman, hispanic(?)). This woman next to me, on my right, overweight, asks the older man if it’s biological, meaning the young couple.

He doesn’t answer, or does he say “no” ? She’s disappointed. I want to ask what she means, but don’t in case she is referring to incest.

The wife is overweight. The couple have sex for about 5 minutes and then the older man moves, revealing the couple. 

I dreamt of a girl crossing a street, coming to my side, but over to my right. There are two other girls still across the street. The girl on my left, from across the street, is singing about love to the girl who is crossing, as if they know each other. They look like sisters / relatives but may not have been. The girl on my side looks back at her but doesn’t react.

I dreamt something about being in a church.

I dreamt that the cats friend was outside laying down with them.