Old Man

(From July 22, 2018)

I asked for the name of the Jewish neighbor. I dreamt that I was driving a vehicle, something like a double decker bus, but not. There were a bunch of people. We were going to a church conference.

At times, the brakes wouldn’t work, or were slow to work. One time while going backwards, I just gave up and let the vehicle stop on its own. It didn’t crash. 

The / An old man came on board wearing a suit and accompanied by a large black dog. I was surprised that he would be here, and mentioned it to Ali, though I didn’t see Ali.

My mom was there and about 3 of her top buttons, not consecutive, were undone so I mentioned this to her. She let it go, making a comment that it happens all the time.

(From July 21, 2018 Didn’t Recognize)

I dreamt that I was on the street my parents last owned a house. I was down at the end that was in front of the house. 

There were migs / MG’s slowly appearing on the streets. One of the first ones I saw had females in it and stopped them to ask if these were those vehicles. They didn’t know / didn’t answer.

 The cars all looked as if part of a race but continued to drive these streets. I noticed that one was a Mercedes. I didn’t see / recognize the maker(s) of the other vehicles.

One of them had a white zippered covering surrounding it. A man standing next to me mentioned that it was full of Catholics, but he used a different variation of the word.

There was a piece of paper on the sign at the left corner saying that they were to be at a certain venue later, at 11:22. I had been excited this whole time.

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Blocking

I asked, “What was the purpose of the Utah girl?” I dreamt of seeing young people / guys on short stilts, walking around a crowd of people. I saw one of the guys from the back with the top part of his boxers showing. He took off to join the group that was at the (upper) right. I then realized that they weren’t on stilts, but skates.

I dreamt that I was driving on a dark neighborhood street, toward the left. As I was looking behind me on my right so that I could move over / turn right, another car came driving up and past me, causing / making me to swerve / (correct) course to the left. As I did this, another car on the left was coming toward me.

I dreamt that I wanted to turn right onto a side street. There were girls / young ladies in the middle, blocking the entrance. Seems that they may have had a big vehicle of some sort with them, on the right side. 

As we were passing, on the left, Ali said something about them needing to move. One of them had short dark hair who responded with something snarky. I looked back and responded by saying that Ali wouldn’t have said anything if he didn’t care.

(From July 24, 2018 Going Home)

I asked, “What is the name of the person Ali is a father of?” I dreamt that I was in Vegas with my mom and Amy and other family members and non – family. I don’t remember why we were there. 

Lauren was there and I asked her if Ashley had decided what she’s going to do with the baby. It was the day before we were to go back home.

There were some family members from dad’s side. I asked about Lana, or was it Jana (?), who lived there in Vegas (?).

I was thinking that it would’ve been nice to visit with the family there but that we weren’t able because of going home. They were so close but yet so far. I was making sure that I had my stuff together, seeing my toothbrush and paste. 

There was a young black family renting the house next door to the right (when looking at backyard). The Siamese was there, along with other animals. The man moved the Siamese, so that she would go over the back wall, not knowing who she belonged to. I grabbed her while I had the chance.

I saw a small black dog in a kennel in the middle of the yard. I was wondering why s/he was in there while the other animals were free. S/he was facing to the right. I then saw an opening on the back side of the kennel and felt relieved.

I saw the man sitting at the table in the kitchen with the woman. I saw that they had four young children, thinking they were all girls, but saw that one was a boy.

The woman was getting after the man that they had to have sex (I think she used the other word) after breakfast so that she would get pregnant and they could get on welfare. The man stayed silent. I then saw a grandpa sitting to the right of the man, enjoying the children and not getting involved with the woman.

Didn’t Want To

I asked, “Is there anything Ali remembers where he questioned the relationship with that girl?” I dreamt that there was a bright light / it was lit up next to my head as I was in bed. I didn’t want to open my eyes / look.

I dreamt of Julia Roberts / Nicole Kidman sitting in front of me on my right, facing the bottom left. She was wearing big 80’s style glasses. The left side frame, and lens, were darker, as if shades / sunglasses. I was thinking that that was interesting. She was talking to a group of people about buying the San Mateo property (which had thousands of acres, in the 5 digits) and something about deductions.

I dreamt of walking into an older man’s office as he was pulling a black (file?) cabinet, on the left, next / near the wall. Seems that he was a counselor at a hospital. I saw that he didn’t have any arms, and thinking that if he can do that, then we with arms have no complaints. Seems he was lying down, and maybe the cabinet, as he was pulling it. I told him, “You know, you could have”, (asked for help, implied). I then saw that he had arms, but his hands weren’t formed correctly.

He then went to lie down on an aluminum chair, where the legs can stretch out. He was dressed as if at the beach. His secretary had big breasts, wearing a bikini top (all I saw). Her breasts were tattooed with big flowers. I was thinking that that must’ve hurt.

We were in a hospital room, don’t remember why. The Siamese cat showed up, and I asked her if she was ready to go. The other cats then showed up, including an orange and white tabby who has adopted us. He was hissing / growling at the man (?). There was also a white and tan / creme dog. The man was telling me something about the animals.

I was thinking about if I was to get together with him, would I have sex before marriage, or would he be ok with waiting until after? How would he react when he saw me?

I dreamt something with John Candy.

Still Learning

I asked the same question. All I remember is of some young Asians commenting on my last post. One of them was a female. She used a word that didn’t belong because she was still learning the language.

(From Sept. 5, 2018 Episodes)

I asked about the voices. I dreamt that me and my mom were going to England to get some papers signed by royalty and then directly coming back. I was thinking of the things that I would see, and also that I won’t be able to see much. 

I dreamt of a tv show that was set at the Buckingham Palace. It showed the title of one of the episodes but I don’t remember what it was. It showed one of the ladies coming outside to greet a couple of people (who had business there?). When it showed her walking, it closed in on the dress she was wearing and her flat stomach.

(From Sept. 4, 2018 In Utah / Painted / Fake / Cartoon)

I asked about the voices. I dreamt of Bear (late husbands dog. Someone said that he looks like a dog in the movie “Man’s Best Friend”) as a puppy and realizing that he needs to be fed. He’s over at someone’s house. Part of him is shaven. There’s some dry (Pedigree) dry food folded up with a couple things on top. 

I dreamt that I was in a back room. There were 3 mirrors like that are used for entertainers when putting makeup on. Across from them were Christmas items on the left and perfume imitations, in their boxes, on the right. I was with several other females.

 Deborah ( Deb-or-ah) was also there. She was on a higher level / step up from where we were. She was sitting on a couch doing something with some of the Christmas things. She put over her (sweat)shirt another “shirt” made from wrapping paper. It may have been shining / shiny gold. I was calling her name, and almost had to yell. I don’t know if she heard me but she looked up and started saying something. 

Ashley was also there, sitting against a wall. I asked her what was the difference between a split end and a knot. A girl sitting on her right answered me.

I don’t know what kind of place it was. We had to be out by Dec. 18 which was two weeks / 14 days away. 

I was going to wait until the next week to take my makeup / stuff home. There were 4 Christmas carolers singing, on top of a cabinet (?). I wanted to take those, among other Christmas items, home with me to sell, and keep. Perfume as well, but didn’t know what was going to happen to them. The carolers had painted plastic / rubber type fabric that looked like it was just draped over the mechanisms and stretched / fitted enough to look like the people they were supposed to be. I woke up and imagined seeing a part on the ground. 

I was looking at the carolers and making sure I was correct in how they were made. This time they were bleached flour sacks with cartoon faces singing, as if watching a cartoon on the fabric. 

A man walked by, smiling, then when he passed, he walked in front of us, with no smile. I was thinking that his smile was fake. He walked by again, smiling and talking, being friendly. 

Wilhelm was there. I don’t remember the exact conversation that was going on, but I remember thinking that we would be a good fit because he likes the arts. 

I heard someone singing, “We’ve been waiting for you.” I’m not sure if that’s in the Three’s Company theme song but that was the tune. 

Touching On It

Last night I asked, “The answers to the tests are in what book?” I dreamt that a video of energy clearing on YouTube I was listening to was on the tv as it was connected to my tablet (iPod originally). 

I dreamt that we were about to say a prayer before eating and someone told a teenager boy that he didn’t need to be there. He got excited when he was told this and went back to what he was doing.  I spoke up and said that whoever is going to eat needs to be there. Amy got upset at me. I don’t remember if she said anything. I then got upset at her and said something to the effect of, “Would you rather he go on his own, or would you rather he be guided?” 

I also commented that I wouldn’t be surprised if she were to live as to lose her soul. I was thinking that if she were thin, she would probably do what a girl in Utah did with / to Ali. 

I dreamt of being on a freeway / highway with the fast lane(s) being slowed down because someone was premiering a green & yellow (h.s. colors) slinky bodied dog. People were interested in it and wanting to take pictures. I said something about the existence of the animals, implying that they were going to go extinct because of this dog. 

There were a couple b&w ufo / futuristic type vehicles there. 

I was standing over by the slow lanes and was wanting to go back and realizing that I wouldn’t be able to on this side.

One Last Load

I said to give me a clarifying dream of who my husband is. Before falling asleep I saw a woman nursing a baby on her left breast / giving her breast to the baby to nurse. 

I don’t remember the chronology of these dreams so I’m writing as they come to mind.

I saw a wet black dog lying on the ground. Seems it was during “cowboy” days as there was one several yards away, with a horse, in back of the dog. I mentioned something about the dog being wet, then noticed some water to my left that was several feet(?) deep. As when it rains and the ground isn’t able to soak it up. 

I dreamt of a short Asian lady spirit going in clockwise circles around a round table. There was something about a seance (even though nobody was there) and someone’s relatives. I started walking to her, making strange noises, speaking weird words, to get her to leave. She never acknowledged me until I got to the table. 

I was telling Ali about a dream I had (I’m still dreaming) about him having rifles and one was hanging on a door. It had one last live round that needed to be shot. (I think the spirit lady said that it needed to be shot.) He also had a couple single rounds on their own out in the open. One of them he accidentally dropped.

I dreamt that I was watching Chesapeake Shores (Hallmark). The family was sitting around the table reciting a poem. They did this every so often because they love the poem, and so they wouldn’t forget it. 

The girls of one of the characters, along with their grandmas (great also?), were down below on another part of the property. Either one of them, or someone from the rest of the family, mentioned something about eclectic. The two parties were close enough to hear the others conversation. 

I dreamt that I was married to an older man (60’s / 70’s). I was sitting and he was standing in front of me, on my right. I undid his zipper and slowly pulled his pants down. He took hold of my breasts. I saw what looked like a thread pulling away from his penis. I smelled urine, and saw a bit on his underwear or his pocket. He was small and shriveled. He made fun of this. I didn’t want to go any further after smelling the pee. 

I dreamt something about Mando at work and then using the restroom.

Mark wanted the family to go to Utah to say goodbye to his family. I was thinking that I could get off work somehow so that I could go. We were by the restroom where Mando was. I reminded them of this and they became quieter.

Anxious

Last night I asked who my husband is. One dream had water in it.

I dreamt that I was going to go on a date so I got there several hours early, not revealing myself that I was there. I had brought overnight things because that is what is done. As the time drew near, and I was getting ready, I decided that I better let myself be known. The guy was dressed up, wearing a light blue sweater. He told me that he had left me a message that he wouldn’t be able to make it that night. I didn’t get it because I wasn’t home. He was anxious for me to leave before the other person he was waiting for showed up. I was thinking as to how I was going to walk home with my stuff but knew I could do it.

I dreamt of a black beetle crawling towards me and then up my left arm and wasn’t able to get it off until it had crawled up a bit. I was repulsed by this crawling on me.

I dreamt that there was a hurricane coming. There was a family who left the area on their boat. As they were leaving, they passed by older men, on the left, lined up, facing behind them, in their rowboats. They were all friendly.

Someone had left their small white wavy / curly haired dog outside.

There were lots of people in a mall going about their lives and having fun, seemingly oblivious to the danger approaching. I was worried for them and didn’t they know that this building could be gone.

Bounce right back up

(From Jan. 30, 2015)

Seems like the 1800’s, Little House on the Prairie / Anne of Green Gables, style. A young girl (10?) is outside of a house, with a table vertical to the house, on the right. A boy has walked away, and (she runs after)

(From Feb. 12, 2015)

A man (Eric Pepin?) is in the house, sitting on the floor. He is showing us that / how he can pull up a person’s name on the SmartTV. He brings up a head shot of an autistic girl, whose name is Cass, with another female beside her. Cass is dangerous. 

It’s soon time to leave, and I mention to someone that the blinds need to be shut (over the glass doors) because it’s dark outside. 

Before Eric leaves, he gives me a hug. He comes to my chest area. We are both surprised at the difference, thinking we were about the same height. I mention that I’m amazed at this. 

I was in the drivers seat of Kyle’s (beat up) station wagon, in an enclosure. There was a boat in front of me, and a vehicle behind, blocking me in. I did see an opening though, behind the vehicle, so I went through. There was a small ditch, wide enough for one person, with water running through, which I was able to cross over. The tire went down, then bounced right back up. 

(From Feb. 13, 2015)

I’m in the garage, with a big black dog, ready to take off for when the police break down the door. 

Ali, and I, have to leave the house. I’m scared. It’s dark outside with some light coming in. On the floor, I see a black shadow, line, appear in the middle. 

Outside, I see two of the Siamese kittens, about a year old, with some lightly colored of Siamese colorings. The Siamese father is in the middle of them, as if watching over them. They look toward me, and their eyes turn white, I take a picture. 

Open Book 

(From Jan. 11, 2015)

 

Snowball (poodle looking dog) is wearing a brace covering his neck, and body, which looks like his skeleton. It is orange (?). He had just come back home from a dog “school”. I was thinking that that would be a place where I could work.

 

Judy had made a gre/ay sweater for Lorelei, who was overcome with emotion by the gesture.

 

I was standing in water (don’t think I was wet), at a beach, about a mile out. The bottom was still fairly flat / shallow that far out. There are coastal homes along the shore, looking all the same, lined up.

 

I am looking at a monument / sculpture replica that was made, of gold, and placed there, in honor of those pioneers (from the late 1800’s) who had lost their lives while on the same vessel, going to the shore, from water rising over them, and engulfing them. The vessel is an open book, sideways so that the left side page is towards the shore. The left side may be standing, or halfway closed at an angle. On the right side was a phonograph , as if this was a Braille book. Below the book was an open platform for people to stand. I was watching the water come up to it, and splash against it, without incident. After a couple of times though, it came up, and over. I thought to myself, “Oh, I see”‘ or something like that.

 

I then started back to shore. The water was building a wave, coming towards me, instead of going to the shore, to break upon itself. I then saw that I had just barely made it to where I was at the top of the wave, so that it would crash behind me, and I could continue on.

 

(From Jan. 16, 2015)

 

RCC (Riverside Community College) is the most dangerous in the country, and has the most dangerous character in California.

 

Cher, with strong legs, being a co-leader of a group, having fun inside a castle.

 

People sometimes hear a woman singing inside this castle / mansion. One old man, a long time ago, got curious, found her, and had a heart attack from what he saw. I wanted to investigate the singing.

Elevator , and shaft, made of wood because it was still being worked on, and the actual one hadn’t been installed yet. I was going down.

 

Soft metal that was malleable, shaped in toy military figures (not people), and bigger figures replicating the smaller. Looking at the small ones, they looked like something kinda disturbing happened, so I said that I wasn’t going to go look at the bigger ones.

 

I’m on a wheel, like a water wheel, going down, thinking that I need to get off so I don’t die. Seems there was a metal piece going across, like packing tape (?), down below, and whatever was on the wheel gets squished. There was finally a spot where I could jump off, to my left, on to a wooden platform, with a hole in the middle.

 

There was a small open book store inside this castle / mansion (like those small neighborhood ones). The castle (yes, the building itself) had information for me, but was worried people might think I was crazy. I said to it, “You’re cute”, and that the guy standing there looking through a book will probably think I was talking to him.

Nothing Is There

(Night before, I asked if we come from different planets, before birth.)

The bathroom is in the hallway, and I see the door open. I walk over to use it. I see that Judy is on the toilet, straight in front of me. She doesn’t see me. I think it odd / strange that she would have / leave the door open.

After a bit, I then see two guys messing around in the shower (nude?). The tub is filled with water, the floor is flooded, all of the hall carpet is soaked.

There are other 20-somethings in the other room. They are all here to party with Judy. One girl, slouching back against the couch, has her breasts covered, but the rest of her is naked. I tell them all to leave, and for the girl to cover herself / put something on.

I then see them outside the window, lowering themselves, using a mountain climbers rope / equipment.

I see them again in another part of the house(?), where there are chairs, and a stage. There are a handful of people in the chairs, watching these people up on the stage, who are lined up, front to back, singing.

Still irritated by them, I walk to the right side side of the stage where the steps are. As I walk up, I am singing for them to leave / go away.

I am standing on a balcony, have a baby bottle (newborn?), filled with milk, and am dripping it on their heads. There is so much milk, that the ground / floor is covered with it. I see to my left, down below, a small boy / small guy, who has slipped and fallen, not moving. The others are walking around him.

I am then sitting on some steps. The cops have been called because of me. I think that they’ve got me now, and will have the connection / link between me and Ali.

They are not dressed in uniform. They are in a circle, talking with some other guys, discussing what to do.

Kyle has an open wound on the inside of his left leg, going from ankle, to halfway up. There is gauze covering it, but is coming off. He has had this wound for a while, waiting for it to close and heal.

He is standing in the kitchen, wanting to cook some food. He had gone where he thought the cupboards were, but nothing was there, only an old yellow wall.

(From Sept. 28, 2014)

(It is evening throughout these dreams, and all at the same place, basically. There were a bunch of small ones, so I picked the most memorable ones.)

I am somewhere with Amy. A church? I never see her, but know she is there. I went out to the parking lot when it was time to leave. She had already gone. I then noticed the parking lot is nearly empty, and I don’t see my car. I start to get scared, and want to start crying. It seems someone came, and walked me to another area, comforting me.

I am outside watching fireworks. There are buildings to my left, and right. I never look at them. In between them is a grassy area. The fireworks are by the building to my right. They were eye level, not up in the sky.

When I first looked at them, they were static / suspended, and I wished I could have taken a picture. They then started moving, after a second, or two. One of the huge ones turned into a man’s face. For some reason, I winked at it. He winked back.

I am in church, in the chapel, walking from front to back, looking for a place to sit. There weren’t benches, but individual seats, along with couches / sofas. I did see one white loveseat, with the curvy back, that was empty, but it was up close to the seats in front of it, so there was no leg room. I finally settled on a couch / chaise in the back, lying down, but with head up. Everyone was there to listen, and learn, but were doing their own thing(s).

On the couch to my left (the front of the room was to my right) was a man, wearing nice black clothes, writing letters to be sent to Paris (I saw Paris on an envelope). His writing was the distinguished 18th century type. I wondered if he was French.

As if reading my mind, he showed me his black attaché(?), speaking with a deep / thick French accent, to where I could only understand him now and then.

His attaché had an embossed picture on it of a nature scene, close up, as if you were there. This man explained that the artist had incorporated his name at the bottom, so people would know who the artist is / was.

After he speaks to me, I see a dog lying on me, resting. I am thinking it might have been a wolf. It is fluffy, and I am petting / stroking it. I ask it if it needs to go pee, since it had been resting there for a while. With slow, small movements, he shook his head no.

A young black girl, sitting in a chair, by a coffee table, at home, with her single mom, and younger brother. Her mom, with lots of long tiny braids, pinned up, is holding the brother, cleaning the table. The girl tells her mom that she’s funny.