Conflict

I asked, “Should I / Am I supposed to leave this house?” I dreamt that I put in a video to watch, above my head, somewhere in a public place, about taxes (?). I was saying loudly, at the video as if they could hear me, that it was a conflict of interest when / if someone has worked for the company before.

I dreamt that a girl wanted to take a chocolate shower. I was thinking it would be ok because the water would rinse off the chocolate.

I dreamt that I was going to sleep in the addition / back of the house, and someone turned off the back outside lights so that they wouldn’t be seen when coming in. Scared, I started toward Ali’s room, to go tell him.

(From Jan 1, 2018 Leading The Way)

I asked who I was being spiritually connected to. I saw a guy and girl in the dark / at night. They were / had been running, and she fell. He had his arm out to hold her hand when she got up, as he was leading the way. It was the type of scenario where they’re drunk (on love / life) and having a good time.

I dreamt something about a guys feet, and then mine, and whatever he did frustrated me. 

I dreamt that I was at the Waterman chapel in San Bernardino. I was in my 60’s / 70’s, and walking slower, as old people do. 

My calves didn’t have any definition, but were round instead. I didn’t get the feeling that it was because of weight. I was walking from the cultural hall towards the stairs. 

I was able to go up because I didn’t have any questions like the others did, but knew the answers. I was there for some program that some people (community? church?) were doing / putting on.

(From Dec 31, 2017 Little Boy)

I dreamt that a guy was teaching me words of a different language. One of those words was an opening to (a cave) inside a hill. I went inside, and it looked like a mansion made with / of bricks and stones / rocks.

There was a little boy inside with dark hair. He was running all over trying to get away and hide (from who?), but I was able to see him the whole time. I never saw the front of him. Seems he was wearing shorts. I had the impression that he had built all this.

(From Dec 29, 2017 Supported)

I asked who I was being spiritually connected to. I dreamt getting married to an older (50’s / 60’s) guy I sometimes see while walking, and then a boy, about 11 – 12, was calling us aunt and uncle.

We were walking in a grassy area that was foggy / misty. We saw a house that looked like there was no life in it. This guy said something about turning around / going another direction, I think.

I dreamt that we liked the same thing and arrived. I had been sleeping, and decided that it was time to wake up.

I dreamt of Kyle sitting on the floor in front of me, but the crown of his head was bald. 

I had two different dreams where I got married, and then the guy disappeared afterwards.

I dreamt that I was being supported on both sides so that I didn’t touch the ground as we moved.

I dreamt that I took out a small piece of what looked like chicken meat out / from under my right pointer fingernail, and gave it to a dog, who then ate it.

I wondered how good it tasted, that it must’ve been good enough to eat. 

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Let It Go

I asked, “What is the meaning of the black dog?” I was told that i don’t want to understand it, and then the thought of the Ioniq car came to mind. The words, “Let it go” came to mind.

(From Jan 8, 2018 Pass Me By)

I asked to know when I was going to, or if I was going to, win the lottery. I saw myself holding a child on each hip.

I dreamt that I was standing by a roadside, watching several / the cars pass me by, from left to right. I didn’t see / notice any going the other direction. 

I realized that all the bends in the road, going to the right, were all the same. I decided to paint numbers on them so that no one would get lost. 

(From Jan 7, 2018 Building)

I asked why I had dreamt of winning the lottery. I dreamt that I was out in nowhere, with a couple other people, and we saw an old building. From the back, it looked like it used to be a store, like from the old west. 

Going to the front, you could see that it was a Spanish style church, all white, and all stuccoed, including the door. We went back to the back, and saw that there was an opening, so we went in. 

There was a young family there, living, and restoring the building. From where we were, though, you wouldn’t be able to tell. We saw the spirit of a man, who used to live here, in the face of the man who was here, and we all agreed that we saw him, and I didn’t freak out.

As we were walking around, we found some highlighted words that corresponded to this previous man, knowing he was going to commit suicide, and perhaps this was his way of hoping someone would notice before he did it.

I dreamt that there was lightning, and it touched me, without harming me. 

(From Jan 2, 2018 Isn’t Strong)

I dreamt of the blonde son in the “Chesapeake Shores” show. He used several initials for the show, which was something else. 

I figured that since he was here, I would talk to him. I mentioned his character in the Christmas movie with Danica McKellar. I don’t remember exactly what I said. 

Then I either thought, or did speak, about Meghan Ory’s character on Chesapeake, and how she isn’t strong. I think I got it all out, or maybe I was disrupted at the end so that my words trailed off. 

He had been (lying?) next to me this whole time, on my left. He then rubbed me (down there) a couple times, smiling.

Forgotten

I asked, “God, why are You allowing the negative entities in my room?” I dreamt that I put a bunch of cat food on the floor instead of their bowls. 

There was a door, and I saw a black dog (looked like the one with the gorilla) with half of its face sticking underneath, sniffing / smelling the food. I realized that I had totally forgotten about the dog. 

I dreamt that I was getting sick, coughing, and someone told me that it was because of the spirits / entities. I told them that I (already) knew, and that I have had them for a month.

I dreamt that I was ordering a peanut butter and banana smoothie at Starbucks. There were a lot of children / people there. The ordering counter was outside. The tall, thin lady didn’t want to make it, so I ordered a birthday cake smoothie.

A short girl who works there, came out with packages of cake, frosting, and other ingredients, including “snowballs” (coconut covered chocolate balls).

It was all blended and had to be put in several cups because there was so much of it. I was telling some of the other workers that the employee didn’t want to make my initial order. They told me that Kenyans don’t make it because they get laughed at.

I dreamt that I was in a yellow house that was being sold. I was looking down through the floor at the “basement” below. I saw a kitten resting on its back, looking up at me. It then waved at me, then got up and moved / left. Some (goats?) then showed up.

I was walking through the small yellow kitchen. The cupboards had dirty edges. There were two lifted / propped up pillows below the sink, with a couple blankets. I was wondering why they didn’t clean in there. It wouldn’t matter now because it was going to be remodeled.

I dreamt that Kyle took me to get some pants. He teasingly was saying that he wanted me to get some that are full length ones instead of mid calf.

(From Jan 9, 2018 Brought Back)

I asked, “Why did I dream of winning the lottery?” I dreamt that Jay (?) was writing a story, and someone wanted to buy it from him. He said no. I’m guessing that some time had passed because when he was brought back to the table, his hair was white, and he was calm.

There were three ladies there to represent the buyer, one of which had a wide mouth. She was nervous when speaking, so another lady (small) took over.

She stood, mentioning the $50 mil that the buyer was offering. Jay had a friend there, and he started apologizing, saying that he didn’t know that that was the reason why they were here. Jay calmly said yes because he was ready to dump the story.

I dreamt that he was being dropped off at a small cabin / house, out in the woods, that he had bought from the money. His friends were dumbfounded that he would choose something small.

The phrase, “Gilmarines do. Marines don’t.” came to mind .

I dreamt that people, masses, were going to be killed, and I had a knowing that it was going to get worse before it gets better.

I saw a bunch of people crawling on a sidewalk, being watched by at least one man, on the way back to Africa. I was hysterically crying, and joined them for support. My hair was long enough to use as kneepads.

Dying

I asked the same question. I dreamt that mom was going to be “euthanized”. Her right arm was in something similar to a blood pressure cuff, but fitting her whole arm, and in water. 

She was confused as to what was happening, and I didn’t understand why it was happening. She was to fall asleep, and that would be when she passes.

I dreamt that some people (Maine Cabin Masters?) had an old white small dog and were taking it out to a dirt area / field to end its life. I was thinking that I was able to understand when it came to the dog because it had done something where I could see the health was affected.

I dreamt that I was driving on the right side, and wasn’t able to slow down fast enough before hitting a white Tesla that was in front of me. I don’t remember why the traffic was slowing down.

The back of the Tesla did get crunched some, but not too tragically. I was waiting for them to pull over so that we could exchange information. I was concerned because it was Ali’s car.

There was a Tesla dealership up ahead a small distance with a u turn / circular entrance, which the car used to exchange for a newer model, never coming back out, so I continued on.

I dreamt of a young Mexican girl (20’s?) who had married an older (40’s?) man. They had been drinking and she got drunk, having a good time and laughing. He then drove somewhere. As they were going, she had a concerned look on her face for a couple seconds then went back to laughing.

After arriving wherever they were going, he passed out on top of her as she was in the drivers seat. She quickly was driving back home, in that situation with him on her, when he woke / roused for only a couple seconds.

I dreamt of a young Mexican girl (same?) who was on video, new on her job. She may have been a reporter. The ladies behind the cameras were telling her to turn on / push the record button. She wasn’t getting it so one of them came over and did it.

I dreamt something with a heavy rain.

I dreamt that Kyle woke me up for work. He was standing on my right, leaning over me. It was still dark so I had to situate to find his lips to kiss.

I dreamt that the orange and white tabby had a certain job to do.

Be Solid

I asked, “What do I have to do to leave this house?” The words, “Be solid” came to mind.

 I dreamt that a female told me that she saw Greg using crack. I halfway believed it, but kept saying, “No, no, no.” She said to look under his car seat.

I dreamt that mom had a light brown comforter and asked me to help situate it on the bed. It was wide enough for 2, or 3 king size beds, and about as long.

I dreamt that we saw some luggage pieces that were stacked, and on the bottom were a couple pieces, on each side, that we thought were gone. I don’t remember if they were all the same, but the one I saw was pink with a gingham style design with big fancy letters, with curls, spelling “Dad.” The word was going from the left side to the top.

I dreamt that I was on a type of bike, at night, with someone sitting behind me, and we were trying to get up a hill. We got halfway up, but were having a difficult time going the rest of the way / getting to the top, where people were.

I was afraid that the gears were going to get stripped because of the difficult time / difficulty we were having.

I dreamt something about being instructed on using a clickable pen for using drugs. A guy was saying something about when you click the pen open (and let go?), to use the end part (that goes inside), which looked like a blade.

I dreamt of being in an exercise class with some visiting acrobats. The female teacher asked them to show us a small performance on the rectangular trampolines that were there.

I dreamt (or in same dream) of a girl telling the teacher / instructor that there weren’t enough men in the class. They were using the stretch / rubber bands. Some of them were up against a wall.

I dreamt about a woman, and her golden retriever, going home, at night, using a dirt path at the right end of the street / block. She was on a bike. There was a field up front, and the houses were in back. 

Someone covered a couple deep lines that were in the dirt that looked like a slanted 11. I was telling a lady (Starbucks customer who does jazzercise?) about this lady. (I watched a Ted x talk about death and dying. 11 weeks until death, dreams and visions of the deceased are increased. I don’t know if that is a connection.)

The word, “Vukuraba” came to mind, which is the Bantu language of Shona, which means “Find out.”

I dreamt of a huge baby (parade balloon size) with transparent skin so that the organs could be seen. It fell through a second story (?) inside a building. 

There were several people there, two women and a man, who seemed to have been doing an experiment / research on the baby. It died after it fell through. 

The women, facing me, almost looked like twins, with short dark hair. The one on the right had a chin like Greg, and had about 4 staples on the bottom of the white of her eyes. I was concerned that if it had gone into the iris (colored part) that she would’ve lost her sight. There was something about them that made me feel uneasy.

Lying

I asked, “Is there someone, masquerading as me, appearing and talking to Ali?” I don’t remember the order of these. They may also be within the same dream.

I dreamt that a girl had an abortion (?). I didn’t see her, but sensed that she was lying down. We were waiting, in a hallway, for her verdict / sentencing for doing so. 

There was something about women / this girl who decide whether or not to have (more) children, based on the good / fun times, or all the messes and tiredness.

I dreamt that I was watching a video / performance of a band who were singing a song, in first person, about being / about to become extinct(ion). I was thinking that one of the guys wasn’t actually making any noise, only moving his mouth. It looked similar to the performance of Greased Lightning from the movie Grease, standing on the cars.

I dreamt about Oprah, but she was white, and I knew that she had a grown son. We were using pencils to fill in a picture for a contest. I don’t know how big the picture was. I either said out loud, or only thought, jokingly, “What’s a woman to do with all that money?”

I dreamt that I was looking out back and there was a gorilla and a small black terrier at the back of the backyard (about 30 – 50 yards back) looking back at me, waiting for me to bring them some food. They were standing separate from each other, a couple feet between them, the dog on the left. They were sitting still, just looking at me, and waiting.

I dreamt about a lady and her week old baby. I mentioned how big is, because it looked like it was a month, or more. I also mentioned that it was weird that a week ago the baby wasn’t here.

(From Feb 9, 2018 Get Ali)

I dreamt that a gay guy was in one of the rooms of the house, though it looked different, doing the “white glove” test, without the gloves. 

After seeing some dust, he said that I should get Ali to clean this room. I was thinking that it was my job to clean that room, but didn’t say anything.

(From Feb 7, 2018 Layers)

I dreamt of being at a fashion show and the dresses (at least the bottom since I didn’t see the top) looked like the southern belle type, but only half (or a third?) as full, and had layers. 

I remember seeing two dresses. One of them looked like it was made with scraps of fabric going all directions. The other one looked like it had shoes at the waist. I’m sure there were others, but I don’t remember them.

I dreamt that I was inside a room inside a building. The floor I was on looked like an office floor with the doors belonging to different companies.

It looked a little dark, as they are sometimes portrayed, but not in a scary way. I was at the door, and Ivana Trump was at the door in the hallway. 

For some reason, I asked her if the name “Vanna” meant anything. She started repeating, saying a poem / saying in her language, then said what Vanna meant. I can’t remember what she said.

She passed by again, and I asked her something, about her, but she wasn’t able to fully respond because a lady down the hallway, to the left, was calling for her. 

(From Feb 6, 2018 Went Away)

I dreamt about a dirty family consisting of the parents, and a grown son. The father was wearing a white muscle shirt that was slit down the front middle.

I dreamt about a hose staying still up in the air, curved, holding up water, per se. There was a black lab (?) dog in the water, moving around, like it was normal. I touched the hose, and the water went away.

I dreamt about a couple of teens (?) putting spraying foam on a wall. I think above some windows. I think a man showed up, and they felt as if they were caught doing something they shouldn’t, so they crashed through some / the windows.

Ready To Move 

(From April 5, 2018)

I dreamt that there was a story competition and I couldn’t decide whether to write a regular story or one about two friends walking along the beach. 

I dreamt about a wealthy woman in the 1800’s getting ready to move.

I dreamt about a dachshund wanting to cross a stream but it got caught in the water (flowing to the right) so I put my right (?) foot in the water to keep it from going down. I think I gave it to Mark, who was standing on the other side.

I dreamt of a picture of a woman from the 1800’s that was titled “Golden Grandfather”. People were claiming that there was an older man’s spirit on the woman’s right side, and had put a circle there. I could only make something out of it by staring.

I dreamt that I was looking at a picture of the spirit lady but I couldn’t see her but did see bits of light on the edges.

(From March 30, 2018 Feed The Cats)

I dreamt that I didn’t get to sleep until a couple hours before I had to get up to feed the cats. 

(From March 29, 2018 Open The Blinds)

I dreamt that I opened the blinds, at the big windows, in the morning and then was going to mix a “recipe” for a glass cleaner I had read about earlier. There was a guy there also.

I was getting the paper towels ready that would be needed. As I was doing so, the cats were looking outside as if waiting for an animal to come past the garage by the wall. None came but I saw that the room was still dark so I pushed open the blinds and the sun shone through to light up the room.

I dreamt that I was with Ali (in the house?) and there was a dark (?) purplish mist that started to form / shape into a woman and then flew past me on my left side.

Be Shown

I asked, “How do I go back and change my past?” I dreamt that I was with a group of people and we were waiting for a beluga whale to come and be shown to us. There was a guy up front, right corner, singing his songs, playing his guitar, while we were sitting and waiting. Seems that Michelle and Suzanne were there.

The people weren’t paying too much attention, though they heard. I was saying, to a couple of them, that it’s because there isn’t any feeling / passion, and they agreed.

Behind us were two “cages” to go in if we wanted when the whale got here. There were also a line of metal things in front of them, in different sizes (to show / measure different sizes?). 

As it got closer for the whale to show, I got emotional and started crying, wanting to be protected in a cage. 

There was a line of some of the guys, who were mentally slower, who were going in to the cage on the right (when looking forward to where the whale would be). Philip was at the end wanting to get in, not because he was scared.

As I was walking in, I was thinking how I’m almost 47, and I’m this emotional and crying, but then thought that it’s ok because of how big the whale is (I was feeling like it was as big as a humpback whale). When it arrived, there was a “pool” of water going horizontally in front of us, only big / wide enough to fit him.

I was in the cage and a handsome man, with dark hair, came walking toward me ( cage protection is now gone) with the whale walking, on his right, on his tail. When the man was on my left, and the whale on his left, he asked if I (lived with any?) complaints. I immediately told him no.

As he was walking toward me, someone said blue, as if saying “blue – ga whale”. 

There was something about showing his round nose.

I dreamt that I was talking with Briana and telling her about this dream, emphasizing that I was emotional. I was naked while I was telling her. I kept getting interrupted by mom and dad, who were in another room, saying that the whale is coming / appearing soon.

Toluca (used to be my mom’s black lab guide dog) even came in to my room and excitedly grabbed a pink bath sponge / pouf, threw it up in the air, and then left. I then went out, and had my garments on.

I dreamt that I wasn’t able to download a ticket to go see the whale because I didn’t have a computer. I was saying this to a young (teen?) skinny boy, thinking he would catch on to my dilemma and help out, but he didn’t, for either.

I then was at a four – way stop, and for some reason, wasn’t able to go the direction I wanted, at first, but eventually did. It felt chaotic as to not being able to get where I wanted.

When I finally got to where I was headed (crossing the street), there was a Christian / religious (?) man there, as if waiting for me, who smiled at me and then left.

I saw a hill (?) to my right and climbed it. There were small trees / branches (?). I grabbed one and threw it down, saying that it was mine. It may have glowed? This was to be my ticket.

I dreamt of someone putting “butter” (I think it’s called) down in a shower for putting in tiles. A guy there didn’t want to touch / get involved with it.

The thought came to me that Ray is the boozy way.

Stories 

(From May 30, 2018)

I asked why I had three dreams of Ali wanting sex. I dreamt something about a stack of books that were 1 – 1/2 stories high. 

(From May 29, 2018 Free)

I dreamt that it was my birthday and Ali was giving me a free one (whatever that means). As I was walking naked up some stairs, I told him that I needed to go pee first. 

(From May 28, 2018 Wasn’t Given)

I dreamt that I was about to enter a cafeteria with some people. Before entering, there was an older (than me) lady on my left giving readings to those who wanted. 

She had shades / sunglasses on as if she were blind, but me and the people I was with “knew” that she wasn’t and she knew that we knew. Her readings cost $35.

I got one from her but it must’ve been e-mailed because it wasn’t given to me right then. 

We then continued to the cafeteria. Before entering, there was a wall at the entrance with the meal choices. The adult choices were on the left. There was only one. I said that I’ll have that one, jokingly, as if there were others.

I dreamt that Ali and I were coming out of a parking lot. In a car? Bike? It was night time. I was the driver. The entrance to the street, there was a freeway entrance to our left. We were in San Bernardino. 

Almost asked him if we should take the freeway since he knew the way. I did also. I decided to go right instead. 

Across the street there was a black car coming out from a parking lot that looked like an undercover car but don’t think it was. It turned to our left toward the freeway. It had recently been raining hard / a lot. 

There was still a lot of water on the road. Ali and I were on a bike with me up front. I was sitting a little back on the seat because of my weight. I realized that was why it would get sore down at my pubic area, because of the position, after riding for a while.

We were in the middle of the street, 3, or 4, lanes on either side, sometimes going over to the oncoming traffic side. We didn’t get hit. Oncoming traffic was on the right. I was “weaving” / swerving but not getting hurt. I’m not sure if we were involved in the traffic or just outside of it.

As I was weaving, the bike would lean to a side. I thought that I better stop doing that because we could fall and the bike was a nice bike, with thick tires. 

I was then by myself, walking, on the left side of the road. Though there was still a lot of water, there was no splashing. I walked past a huge sinkhole, that was scary to see, in the road. There were no warning signs that it was there, and no one fell in even though it was covered by water not being able to see it there. 

I was walking on grassy area but wasn’t getting dirty or sinking in from the abundance of water. The ground started moving and I was worried that another sinkhole was going to happen, so I started to quicken my steps and watching where I was walking.

Instead of a sinkhole, the ground came up in a spiky mound / tain, bringing me with it. For some reason I wasn’t able to talk so instead I lifted my arms and shoulders, looking up at the sky, and thinking, “God, really?” 

 I dreamt that Ali was talking to me, sitting down in the addition but with different furniture. He was telling me his thoughts about me (still a little wary?) but was still willing to give me children / start a family.

(The day before, Ali told me that the old man next door was throwing glass on the ground and then sweeping it up.)

I dreamt that I was asking why he was doing that instead of just putting it in the garbage bin. 

I dreamt that I saw a black Ferrari (? I don’t remember what the symbol was) hearse. It had a little resemblance of the Batmobile.

I dreamt that I was at grandma’s house. She had left me two hats. I got emotional that she was no longer there. Barbie was hurried (on the phone?) because there was an event going on outside.

I dreamt about a dog with a costume and grey shoes on. Barbie had taken out the couch and instead there were wooden bench seats along the wall. 

I dreamt that I was in someone’s car and they were about to drive on that same road with the sinkholes. I was worried about what could happen. As we got there, the roads had been fixed with only a couple patches here and there.

Never Bought

I dreamt that I had married (?) Judy because I thought that was the only / best solution. We were in a bedroom in a building with other people. Judy decided now was a good time to get intimate. I figured ok, that this would be a good time to try out being with another female.

I don’t remember if I thought about Ali and what he might think, or not. I did think about what the consequences might be. Either she kissed me once, or was about to, when I decided that this wasn’t a good thing being / doing this with my sister, so I rolled over on to my left side. Judy looked slightly hurt but dealt with it.

There was something about ants on the furniture next to the bed and a small portion on the bed by the pillow. I brushed them off. 

There was something about a tv show on.

I dreamt that I was at the Salt Lake temple outside at one of the sides. It was dark and abandoned with an iron fence around it. I was looking up at it, noticing the architecture of all the spires (?), knowing that it resembled one of the buildings / churches over in Europe.

There were a couple other people also. I knew that at one time the temple had been put up for sale but was never bought. 

I knew that haunted tours would come by to look. It wasn’t because there was negativity, since there wasn’t any. 

I dreamt of a woman who was able to easily manifest her desires into reality. I think she looked like me, it was vague. 

(From June 18, 2018 Control Their Claws)

I dreamt of a puppy outside in the rain getting soaked and miserable. Water was coming close which would possibly have drowned it. 

I dreamt about bears and a black panther sleeping in someone’s bedroom. I was next to them on the bed. They were awake and showing how they communicate by touching the wall with their toes. I was a bit worried about getting scratched and wondered how they were able to control their claws not to come out.