On Vacation

I asked, “When will I win the lottery?” I dreamt that my family was up in the mountains and a lady was saying that the blacks would befriend the new Mexicans that showed up here and take them (Mexicans) under their (blacks) wings, but not in a good way. There was a Hispanic family (wife, husband, somewhat grown daughter) up here in the mountains, from church, who went on vacation. The husband’s brother also went. They ended up drowning, except for the brother. They may have been in their car when it happened. The funeral may have been in the … Continue reading On Vacation

Mountains

(From May 31, 2019) I asked, “What is the portal?” I envisioned that I was about to go to congratulate Ali and the Utah girl on their marriage / wedding. I dreamt that I was in the mountains, or a hilly part of town, riding a bike to church with the family. When we got to a corner to turn right, I went back, without knowing the rest of the way, because there was some time left before it started. I got out of my dress and relaxed sideways across my (full?) bed on my back for a bit. As … Continue reading Mountains

College

I asked the same question. I saw my emerald backpack, with my stuff inside, that I had used for college. I saw students walking through a white hallway at a University. I saw a head shot of the Utah girl (though I don’t actually know what she looks like). (From yesterday) Regret I asked the same question. I saw the top right page of a journal I had when I was a teenager. There was a warning for me to watch / be aware of my actions or in the future I’ll regret what I did(n’t) do. I dismissed it, … Continue reading College

Make A Noise

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Steve was taking hormones to become a woman. I told him, “No, you’re not!” I dreamt that I was on a ship, and waiting, along with a bunch of other people, to use a washer to wash my clothes. There was a lady, in front to my left in what looked like a dark enclosure to rest, saying that she had been here since early morning washing her clothes, and that she had used $6 – $7 doing so. I didn’t imagine that she would have that many clothes. She was skinny … Continue reading Make A Noise

Door Is Open

I asked the same question. I dreamt that mom was spending time with another guy out in the garage. I think the door was open.  Inside the house, late at night, I looked out back and realized that I had forgotten to bring the cat food in. I saw a fawn and raccoon, along with the Siamese and orange cat. I don’t remember how they had gotten out there. I opened the door enough to grab the Siamese. I then saw the cats and fawn fall down, along with the other animals, with their heads to the windows. I saw … Continue reading Door Is Open

Dying

I asked the same question. I dreamt that mom was going to be “euthanized”. Her right arm was in something similar to a blood pressure cuff, but fitting her whole arm, and in water.  She was confused as to what was happening, and I didn’t understand why it was happening. She was to fall asleep, and that would be when she passes. I dreamt that some people (Maine Cabin Masters?) had an old white small dog and were taking it out to a dirt area / field to end its life. I was thinking that I was able to understand … Continue reading Dying

Changing

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Ali and I were going to go on a bus ride to Florida. There was another lady with us. I’m not sure her connection. We both won the trip? She had her stuff in a plastic beach looking tote / bag. She had her swimsuit (bikini?) in there. I was thinking that she could fly back, after, if she wanted. I dreamt that a lady (same?) wanted to catch up with us. I’m not sure where we were. There was a fridge and I changed the air freshener that was inside at … Continue reading Changing

Steve

I asked, “Who keeps entering my body?” I don’t remember the beginning but I was in the back of a car (two rows?) on / behind the drivers side. There was an older man (50’s – 60 (‘s)) sitting next to me. It was dark. At night?  A cold kidney shaped “balloon” showed up between the front of us. I sternly asked, several times, “Who are you?” It moved to the seat in front of us / older man, and turned into a guy who looked like Aaron Goodwin, but had a mustache that grew down both sides of his … Continue reading Steve

Limited Time

I asked the same question. I dreamt of being in a store in a mall with a couple other girls, whose dad / uncle owned. We were supposed to be working but were messing around instead. Their dad / uncle showed up in the store. I was sitting / kneeling in front of a fabric chair and put my head down to hide. One of the girls started coughing a “sickness” cough. We decided that she needed to get checked out. She found out that she was close to dying. I was wondering what that feels like, to know that … Continue reading Limited Time

Attacked

I dreamt of someone (almost?) dying from being attacked by a bunch of spiders.  I dreamt of Barry Manilow and telling him that I liked his album from the 80’s. There was a guy and either he, or I, mentioned that he had heart surgery. I mentioned that Barry Manilow was 24 years and 11 months older than me.  (From July 12, 2018 Divide) Before falling asleep, I saw the entrance to a long driveway, which I think was mine. In front of it was a grassy median for people to turn around and I think there was a house … Continue reading Attacked