Clues

I dreamt that I was in England, but also in Provo.

I was walking past Prince Charles, dressed in his kilt and singing, and three other men who were with him. They were on grass formed in a square next to each other. Prince Charles was looking at me, happy.

There was an older couple in a wagon, being driven to the left. They looked as if it was Winter, or the beginning of it. She wanted to give her husband a kiss but they weren’t allowed to show PDA.

I’m in Provo, Utah with a group of people, though I’m not always with them. We’re on a tour (?) of some sort of a building. I’m not sure where we are. The people involved have some sort of mystery game (?) going on during the tour, though it doesn’t finish (maybe because I was woken up?). As I walk about, I see “clues” that I’m not sure / don’t remember if I was supposed to see, or not.

There are a couple older women who have been cutting up strawberries for our lunches. I walk up behind them and see that the last couple deep red ones, in a grocery bag, were huge (hand size). Someone then somehow takes the top off of the one closest to the woman on the left. It exposed that there were three moldy spots and that it was mushy / no good.

I’m then (or before the strawberries) with the group and we’re sitting interspersed on a balcony, on the right (?), of a theater. There’s a hefty / broad old man to the left, behind me. Someone in front looked back, and after a bit, jokingly said to him that he makes a good curtain. I was thinking it was because no one see behind him.

I don’t remember why we were there. There may have been someone talking to us. Someone got up at the end to give a closing prayer, facing us in front of us. They started speaking and a couple people in front of me must not have heard and continued talking. They eventually quieted when they heard the prayer being said.

The theater was a 70’s light blue. The old man mentioned something about being married in Provo. I wondered if it had anything to do with me. I mentioned that when I was a teenager, I wanted to be married in the Provo temple until when I was able to go inside and saw that it still looked like it was the 70’s. I then thought that there was a possibility of it being updated.

In another part of the building, a man came up to me and was mentioning that they wanted me to come back on 3/1, which happened to be the next month. He was saying something about church and E.O.C. I silently told him that I hadn’t been to church this year.

After he left, I said, “Job”. I was thinking that the people who heard me may have thought something wrong about me finally working at this age.

I mentioned to several people about me coming back and they suggested that maybe I was to be their spokesperson. I happily said, “Maybe”.

At the end, we were outside and I saw a table on the middle of the grass, barely shaded. Our bag lunches were on the table. There were some tables to the right up by the building there for us to sit while eating.

I walked over to the lunches, wondering why no one else had gone over. The others followed me. I was looking in one of the bags to check what kind / type the sub sandwich was. As I was doing so, I asked Ali what one he wanted. I decided to take the one I had without seeing exactly what it was.

A short down syndrome girl showed up and when she was about to check the bags, said that when she was about to eat her mom shows up. I was thinking that she must’ve heard a car engine that she recognized.

As I was waking, someone said, “Income.”

(From June 28, 2019) Jesus and Me

I asked, “What is the meaning of the answer key?” I dreamt that I saw four posts from YouTube / social media from someone who covered this answer / wrote their dreams and their username was Jesusandme. I don’t remember the capitalization of the name.

I dreamt that I was in a restroom of a business. I don’t know what kind. It was big with two or three toilets without stalls, in front of me with space between. The door was on the left, sink was on the right on the same wall as the door. This wasn’t used much so it wasn’t cleaned much. There were about two grey garbage bins over by the sinks.

The Siamese boy was there, sitting in front of me at the opening of the door. The toilet seat covers, and the majority of the toilet paper, was strewn all over on the floor. I asked him if he had done this. I then was looking for a hook to put my (shopping?) bag so that I didn’t have to put it on the floor. I think I did see one by / behind the door.

(From June 27, 2019) Bloody

I asked the same question. I dreamt that my bottom garment was bloody from starting my period.

I dreamt than an overweight man was using the women’s restroom. He was using the stall on the right, with two others to the left between him and the door. There were no doors on the stalls.

He was facing left, doing something between his legs for a couple seconds, as if he was uncomfortable, then faced to the wall that was behind him on his right.

I dreamt something with Barbie and grandma.

I dreamt (or same?) something with Allison, in front of me a distance. I was telling someone that she didn’t feel worthy of something.

(From June 26, 2019) Kill

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a guy (at a hospital?) had ordered a tuna sub sandwich but hadn’t eaten it. He left it on a table when a chaplain (?) entered, thinking the chaplain would eat it and kill him.

I dreamt something about police showing up at the same place as Ali and I. I mentioned to the cop that he was able to do that because there was a tracker on the car.

I dreamt about the women’s group from church having started gospel conversation’s on Wednesday’s beginning the first of the year after the church schedule had changed.

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Darkness

I asked, “Why didn’t anybody (including me) speak up to the woma / en about taking my space?” I saw that the voices had placed a darkness around / over my (late) teenage years.

(From May 6, 2019) Still don’t know

I asked, “What is the meaning of the fan?” I dreamt that I was in the back of a big rig cab behind the passenger, resting on some of my stuff (mission transfer? going home?). I may have been a missionary.

There were two others with me, one in the passenger seat and the other to the left of me behind the driver, though I didn’t see them.

The driver was taking us to a fast food place to eat. He was talking but all I remember him saying was that he was the only one asking questions, wherever he had been at, because I was thinking.

I was looking out the window, watching the scene change. Most, if not all, of the buildings were white. I was thinking that after eating, someone else would pick us up to bring / take us back to where we needed to go / came from.

Either on the way, or when I was walking through the aisle with the bench / booth seating on my left (I saw myself walking toward me as if I was above), I was wondering if the driver was going to pay for all of us or if we had to pay our way, because of the cost.

I dreamt that there were several thin people who wanted to gain weight so that they could go to where only fat / heavy people go. I was thinking that they could just wear bodysuits because the weight might be hard to come off.

(From May 4, 2019) Severed

I asked, “What is the meaning of the blood?” I dreamt of a lady who called herself a severed Jew / “Severed Jew” because she knew a storm was coming.

Present

I asked the same question. Before falling asleep, I saw my dad’s hands on the shoulders of a young boy in front of him. Keeping his hands there, he pushed the boy forward, presenting him to me. I didn’t see the boy’s face as I was concentrating on my dad’s hands. The name David then came to mind.

I dreamt that I had an open glass (?) door in my room to the backyard with a closed screen. The mother cat and the orange tabby were there. I opened the screen from the left and the mother came in while the orange stayed out for a bit before coming in.

(From May 11, 2019) Stay

I asked, “Why am I still here in this house?” I dreamt that I was with a female I knew, in the dream. We were on the third floor / level. We got in an elevator. I was to stay on this level, which I was thankful for.

The elevator slowly went up and down and I couldn’t understand why. I finally realized that I hadn’t pushed the button. I either did or was about to when I woke up.

I dreamt that I was at Golden Valley jr high and the students were outside and some were fighting. I saw a woman employee sitting at a patio area, facing to the left of me, talking with someone (student?). Some of her face was covered with small pieces of shadows, as if she were sitting by a tree and the leaves were shading her.

There was a lady that was saying she was a “Tralioner”, incorporating the lion mascot (we were the knights) into the word “trainer”. I recognized her from her picture when we were going to school here.

(From May 10, 2019) Fresh Meat

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Mr. Rogers came in through the door on the left, throwing (?) a buffalo hide to the right. He then had his back mostly toward me.

His wife was in the kitchen (?), standing on the right, with her back also mostly toward me. She asked him if he had skinned the buffalo. He said no (Of course not because of his kindness and tenderness. This was known in the dream.) and named off some names of his friends.

There were then two young blonde surfer (?) guys who found a bite size of fresh meat with one of them eating it. I think I asked them something and they responded. I then asked if they were on vacation and they responded that they were in the Philippines.

I dreamt that I was at my parents house collecting the old sponges, with the green scrubber, from the storage / utility closet / pantry on a top shelf. Mom asked me to do something but I continued with what I was doing.

Before my dad died (in dream), he took a random picture of Steve while he was walking. Steve ended up being blurry at an angle on the bottom right corner with his head near the middle, facing left. He was wearing a dark blue shirt / sweater.

I dreamt that I was drinking through a straw tasting samples of different drinks. I was thinking that the people there were wondering what I was doing.

I then was outside and barely saw a long snake on a tree I was about to pass. It seemed to be about 6 – 8 ft long. It’s head area was wrapped around a branch on the right with the body going up the tree.

I was about to get ready to take a picture when a tall man, dressed in scrubs walking from right to left, grabbed it and took a big bite out of it. I didn’t watch him as he was walking so I don’t know what he did after taking the bite. I had a feeling that he chewed it.

Be Ok 

(From Dec 11, 2017)

I dreamt that the Siamese boy got out after eating in the morning. It was dark outside since I usually feed them between 5 – 6. I was worried about him, he was still in sight, because of us going out to walk, and he wouldn’t be able to get back in. The thought came that he would be ok. 

I dreamt that Samuel, a guy online, sent me a video of his cat and dog in the kitchen (?), and the dog was smearing a small mess that was on the floor. He had a white vacuum next to him to clean it up.

He then showed (accidentally?) the carpet as he walked somewhere else. There were a couple old faded spots from the animals. He was saying something, but I couldn’t hear.

I dreamt that I was in Australia, because that’s where he lived. It’s summer there now. I was outside, and mentioned to someone that I didn’t feel the heart, and even put a sweater (b&w stripe?) on.

I dreamt that I was in the house where he lived, with his roommates. One guy looked to be about 6’5″ with dark hair. We were in the kitchen, and this tall guy was saying something about the food that the other roommates buy / bought. 

Samuel was away at work on assignment. I was standing with my back to the kitchen sink, and the table was several feet in front of me. There was a laptop there. He came on video, this tall guy walking back and forth in front of him.

Samuel could see that there was another person there, and asked to see who it was. I got nervous not wanting him to see me yet, so I laid down on my stomach, on the floor with my head to the left next to the table. 

I realized that I needed to get over this fear, and so I stood. When he saw me, he gasped, (good) surprised that I would be there. I teasingly called him Christopher. His roommates were looking at me weird, not knowing the story behind the name. When his tall roommate spoke, he spoke American English, and I supposed that not everyone has an Australian accent.

(From Dec 9, 2017 Pushed)

I dreamt about a $30 mil mansion in Los Angeles. Someone was trying to take it over, but they were pushed out. 

(From Dec 7, 2017 Broke)

I dreamt that the crown, on my tooth, broke apart.

Finished Eating 

(From March 21, 2018)

I dreamt that a black guy had one of his arms up next to my left cheek, as if I was hugging it. I was concerned that he would feel the hair on my face, but I didn’t move. 

I dreamt that I had finished eating at a food place / restaurant with someone else. Amy then invited us to eat there with her, and some other relatives (?). We agreed, deciding to only have water / minimal food. 

(From March 20, 2018 Puffed Up)

I dreamt about an older Adam West, and food. 

I dreamt of a not nice woman in a dress that was puffed up like a down coat.

(From March 19, 2018 Left Behind)

I dreamt that I was on the edge of a freeway (?) with bicycles coming toward me from both directions and I was wanting to go on a path / trail that I thought would take me where I wanted but it didn’t.

I dreamt that I was home / at mom’s, and she was turning off the lights because she / we needed to go. I was crying because I didn’t want to be left behind.

I didn’t have my bra on, so I started up the stairs to get it. I was thinking that it was ok for me to be crying at this age. 

I dreamt that I was looking at a picture I had taken long ago of a backyard, on the right side. There was a loosely shaped kidney pool with what looked like a carport at the end of the house, but I don’t think it opened to the front. There was greenery on both sides of the yard / pool.

I dreamt that I had returned home after being away for a while. It was dark. Mom was about to go to work with a guy who came to pick her up. I asked (?) why she was working again, and someone said that dad was making her. 

When the guy came to pick her up, he went off to do something, so I warned her about him that I didn’t feel right about him. I’m not sure if she was paying attention because she didn’t acknowledge that I was speaking to her. 

A door was open and I closed it so no strangers (or something unwanted) would get in. Someone opened it again.

I dreamt that I was looking at a murder story book that Hallmark had made into a movie. Mark was acting as  / like the scared person (not in the movie). 

I dreamt that the house was dark inside and I thought I saw the neighbor cat inside, but it was something else.

Down Below 

(From March 26, 2018)

I dreamt that I was driving on a freeway, on the way to work, near the fast lane. The cars started to slow down because there had been an accident up ahead and from what I could see, all the lanes were blocked with emergency vehicles.

For some reason, I checked to see if I was wearing my bra and said to myself, “Of course I’m wearing one”. I was wearing a white padded one. 

Before reaching the slowing / stopped traffic, I started to reach down for something and was still able to slow down / put on the brakes while looking out the window.

I dreamt that I had arrived at work around lunch time, so I ate my lunch. After eating, my manager / supervisor talked to me about that, though not harshly. 

He then was telling me, and showing, about an area with toys to be organized. I either said out loud, or thought, that I work down below. 

(From March 25, 2018 Legs Open)

I dreamt that there was a house that a family moved into that might be haunted. The house also may have been used for military at one time. I was thinking that for me, the night will come and go, but for them, who knows what will happen. The house was shaped as if someone had their legs open.

I then found myself across the way, with water in between. I wanted to cross back over, and saw a row of ice steps. I started to cross, and when I was almost to the other side, I started to fall. I think I said, “God, help me”, and then I was going through the air to where I could stand.

As I was walking away from the house, I wanted to say that I would be back (with others) but then thought that I better not in case I may provoke the spirits there.

I dreamt that my fingers, and the top of my thumb of my left hand, were cut off and the pads on my palm were a dark red.  I was frantic about it, and I was showing someone, maybe Ali. 

I dreamt of a young Asian girl quickly sketching a face and I was so impressed how quick and easy it came to her. She then showed me her sketchbook that she had made. One of the faces didn’t have a mouth and when I pointed it out, she said it was because she didn’t have a voice.

The conversation turned to candles, with several of them that had burnt lopsided. I then pointed out that 3 wick candles (behind us) were better because they melted evenly.

Blood 

I asked, “What do I need to do to leave Ali’s house?” I dreamt something about blood.

I dreamt that I was in mom and dad’s bathroom, with another female (girl? woman?). I don’t remember why.

I was standing with my left leg up on the tub (?) and pulled out a full bloody tampon. Some fell on the tiles / grout and a couple drops looked like gel but not as dark. It was like the one used for cakes.

I was concerned about the grout but this female knew how to clean it up and started looking through a top drawer to find what she needed.

(From May 19, 2018 Mother)

I asked, “Who am I?” I was thinking, and feeling, that I’m a mother.

(From May 18, 2018 Book of Scripture)

I dreamt that I was driving the big truck that I want. Dark blue. I was at a corner at a stop light to turn right and I had to make sure that the brakes were working so that I didn’t come out in front of the oncoming traffic.

Amy (and Micalanne?) were waiting for me at an empty lot that was there at the corner. I drove in and stopped the truck.

I dreamt that Kyle was alive again and married to another girl. I had a distaste for him. I don’t know why.

I had a bed in the living room (?). A sofa bed? We may have been living at Amy’s.

(Don’t remember exact order of these next ones.) I was in my bed on Sunday morning, with eyes closed, when I heard this girl walking around and quietly say, “Book of Scripture” and another book that I don’t remember the title but may have been written by one of the church leaders, or / a prophet.

Amy was looking for these books and I made mention to her what I had heard. Either I, or Amy, then said that this girl has things to talk to / with the Bishop.

I was in Kyle and this girls bed. I was on his right. He asked her what she wanted for breakfast and she mentioned a certain type of taco. After he left, still in bed, she had his pills in a cup for him. I asked / said that he still takes his pills. She asked / said something about us not being together anymore. I replied that he had died.

Earlier in the dream she was talking about some people she had had sex with. One of them was her second cousin. She now was coming on to me. Telling me that she wanted me to suck her labia, but she used a different word, so I asked her to repeat it but she said never mind / don’t worry about it.

I was thinking that this would be my chance to see what it was like to be with another female, but I wondered if she was clean. I figured that we could do it the next day, Monday, when Amy was at work.

The Bishop and his wife came over for a visit. This girl asked who they were and then she disappeared.

Mom came back from a Dr appointment. She was standing tall and straight with her long hair. She had her weight spread out on her hips / waist. She was wearing a tank top with her shirt and garment top in her hand (s), as if she didn’t have time to change.

Her right temple of her glasses was broken off of her glasses with her still wearing it. I asked her what happened. I don’t remember.

Either Amy, or mom, brought in the mail. She didn’t have too much in her hands but she did have some for me. When she gave it to me, on the floor, there were tons of pictures in the envelopes that they come in after being developed.

The pictures of life with Kyle and I was so happy that I almost wanted to cry. One of the pictures was of our (dream) house that was two stories and at the corner entrance of the street.

The right side of the house was parallel with the main street (when inside looking front). Seems that the house may have been a subdued yellow. On the sidewalk between side of house and street had several big horses facing me. The front one seems to have been black.

The picture wasn’t totally clear. I had a couple muted broken black and white lines going horizontally across with muted black and white snow (?) covering the whole picture. These were not obscuring the picture but were enough to be seen.

The horses all of a sudden came to life galloping toward me and did this a couple times as if it were a gif. The horses then stopped, and when they did, the horses were sideways with some facing the street and some facing the house with heads down as if feeding.

I dreamt that I was talking to Ali, naming the streets where he lived in the beginning of living here in the states. He had love back then.

I then named a street that I assume was the one when he was at the University of Utah. It was ____ Ranch Rd. I said that he had a child there. I think I may have mentioned the next street. I asked him where the love went / what happened.

I dreamt seeing a (circular?) pergola with those tiny outdoor lights and a bunch of pinecones. I wanted to take a picture but decided not to.

Getting This 

I asked, “What is meant by Wet the Bear?” I dreamt that I pooped so much that it overflowed on to a sheet of hard plastic that I had on the floor (basically enough to fill two toilets). I was thinking how the toilet was going to handle it when flushing. It was gross, but interesting, to look at.

I have an adjustable Velcro black headband that I use as an eye mask. I dreamt that I was so tired that I was trying to figure out how to put it on. Also a shirt.

I dreamt of seeing round / square swings (go in circles). They had a Jacuzzi in them, along with seats on two sides.

I dreamt that a girl’s mother was downhill, yelling up to the girl as the mother was walking to the left, that a certain horse dies young. She repeated this (dies young) several times, as if to say, “Are you getting / understanding this?” 

I dreamt that cows were eating cooked ground beef. I was thinking that there’s got to be something better for them to eat.

I was trying to ask the girl what horse the mother was talking about but I don’t think she was paying attention. I’m not sure if she was Hispanic or Native American.

I saw her showing her boyfriend how she had cut off the bottom inches of hair, but still was long. I don’t think he was paying attention.

I somehow ended up in front of her, lifting my shirt up over my right breast for her to suck on while I fingered her with my right hand, feeling the small bumps she had inside, trying to do what I would like, since I had never done this before.

Heaven

I asked if Ali has any mortal children. I saw 4 young children placing green sturdy / durable plastic stars in my (left?) hand. I didn’t look at them much, but they were holding the stars in the middle, as if there was a small handle / bridge for them to hold on to. There also may have been a string attached.

I dreamt of an 80’s band who re -released an album because it wasn’t popular the first time. There was a song on it called “Heaven”. 

I was reading something about them and it mentioned the lead singers name. It was something like Ozy, or Ozilund / Osilund.

I was also watching the video for the song which was about a brother / bandmate who had died.

I dreamt that I was eating a big piece of chocolate cake that had an extra / different flavor to it.

I dreamt that I had come back (from Vegas?) from a vacation. Briana wanted to take me somewhere. She was anxiously / frantically searching for two other people to go with us (because of our ages?). I had the impression that she wanted to have sex with me.

The word “Kalaliel” came to mind while I was sleeping.

Sketchy

I asked, “What was the purpose of the snare?” I dreamt that I was married to Jay Z and he asked me if I had been walking outside his window the night before. I told him no, and then looked at my pink skechers slipons. 

I dreamt that I was in the car with Judy and she was speedily reversing. Luckily there wasn’t any other traffic. We were in a neighborhood and not on any main streets. I was scared and said something to her, or she said something to me.

I dreamt that I was going to write “happy birthday ” 50 times, to a female. I used a paper that I had previously started a setup for an outline.

For some reason, I was going to use a ruler and draw a line down the page, but then decided not to.

(From July 25, 2018 A Snake)

I asked if the Utah girl was the spirit lady (used to come now and then to visit Ali). I dreamt that I was on a bus, with other people, on my way home. I knew these people. The street in front where we were picked up curved like a snake. 

There were vehicles parked on the left side waiting for the other people. The driver of the bus was going a bit fast and I was worried because she didn’t know what was ahead. It was dark outside. I don’t remember the order of the next events.

She was in the left lane to turn left but at the last minute crossed the lanes to go right. Thankfully there weren’t any other vehicles.

 It started raining and I mentioned to the lady next to me that the driver needs to slow down because the roads may be slick because of the first rain(s). The lady yelled up to the driver to slow down and she did. 

There was a portion of the ride where we were supposed to go over steep steps. (I dreamt of them before?) I was worried about that part but the driver decided, also at the last, to go a different route. 

At one point, the driver mentioned that she was “out of it” / “sleeping” while driving but woke up (not realizing that she had been “sleeping” ?). 

While on the bus, I saw a doe, facing to the right, that had an arrow in its hip. I was thinking that that was a mindless act, and didn’t understand why someone would do that.

I dreamt of being at an elementary school and one of the classes had to come out of the classroom because of a ghost who shows up now and then. The teacher was an older (60’s) black woman with short curly hair. She was sitting but looked to be short.

I was sitting next to the door, my right side facing, with a space in between. The door was open with a girl in a wheelchair in the opening. I, a bit angry, told the ghost to let her go. He did and then the door was shut. 

The teacher said something about this ghost but don’t remember what. Maybe the fact that they have to do this when he shows up? 

I was holding a handicapped (how?) young girl when Liz showed up behind a wall with a window, behind me. I lifted this girl up to say hello. 

A lady had brought a bean (?) pasta for a ghost. He didn’t have a face. He was able to bring it through the wall. He ended up not eating it but gave it to another (female?) ghost. I didn’t see either of them but saw the food container coming through the wall after the food was eaten.

Seems my dad was in one of my dreams.