The End

I asked, “When is the date?” I dreamt that there was a window in my bedroom to the basement below. I saw a guy, who had set up an office, standing and talking on the phone. He was facing my direction. I yelled at him to leave and then called out to my dad.

I dreamt that I was watching a show as if I was there. There was a group of people at the end of a long strip of narrow road (on a bridge?). Some of them were lined up going across the road to block whoever they were expecting (government?).

I was thinking that I wished they showed these people walking down the road to the other side. I then saw them walking down having fun. They looked like they were part of a bumper cars video game.

(From yesterday) Way Out

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was in Fontana (?) at night on the outskirts. There was a long white building (built somewhat similar to WalMart) in the short distance in front of me to the right a bit. There was another building attached to it on the right.

A girl by my left side was saying that it had something to do with meditation. To the right of it I could see another city’s lights. I was thinking that there’s got to be a way/path to get out of here (city). It was as if the people were locked in the city, but actually weren’t.

I dreamt that I was sitting/lying down with head to the left. I don’t know where I was. There was a girl sitting in front of me backed up to me. There was a lady with white hair pinned up in a french twist sitting with her right side to us. She was facing as if looking at the 4 or 5 o’clock position.

This lady did the sign of the cross in front of the girl in front of me. When it was my turn I told her that I don’t do the cross. She was fine with that, saying “ok”.

I was walking behind her frantically trying to keep up. She wouldn’t let me pass as she kept moving sideways as I tried to do so. I asked her, “What if I take the cross?”

(From Nov. 19, 2019) Retired

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was at Danny DeVito and Rhea Perlman’s house. I don’t know how I got there. (There was more before this but don’t remember it.) Danny looked like Steve DiSchiavi (I’m pretty sure) and was also a retired cop/detective. I think a tall daughter with shoulder length dark hair was there as well.

The house had a weird configuration with a scalene triangle (?) room on the left (when entering) of the entrance. I also saw the dining table. I was thinking about how it was like for the daughter to grow up in this weird configuration.

I was in a purple (curtains?) room that wasn’t (being) used. I was thinking that I could come here and rent out the room but then I remembered that earlier in the dream Danny was complaining about the shapes of the rooms and not having space when family comes to visit.

Rhea had baked a huge sheet birthday cake for their dog. It wasn’t cooked all the way in some spots because she used Pam spray instead of butter/oil. I wanted to say that all this food isn’t healthy for the dog (and that it might kill him?).

There was a dead man sitting in a suit. He had been dead for a long time. He had stitching that went from hairline to hairline across his eyes. For some reason I started pulling it out on his left side. I stopped after I got past his eyes, realizing what I had just done.

The top of his head slowly started to pull away, showing the dark matter/space inside. I frantically pushed it back down. Some stuff came out. It was warm even though being dead for so long.

I was then walking outside at night with Danny to the left of me. I kept apologizing for what I had done. He didn’t seem fazed by it.

Before undoing the stitching, I saw some old family history books up on a shelf. They looked like the old leather type. I saw the name Benjamin (don’t remember middle) Melton. The name could possibly have been on the man’s forehead on the side as well.

I was excited to see that and was wanting to look through to see how, and if, Danny and I were related.

Somewhere in there, Danny and Rhea were repeating Access Consciousness questions/phrases and I wanted to ask them if they repeat these a certain amount of times.

(From Nov. 18, 2019) Naked

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was taking a break from driving a big rig. It must’ve been like a bus because there were other people with me. At one point I was walking naked and didn’t care if people saw. I was walking up to the open driver’s door to get in.

We were waiting for some people who were still sitting at the tables there. They had with them some slow developmentally people.

At one point I was clothed and lying down on the street by the curb looking at the shops that were there. I think my head was on the curb.

One of the ladies with me came out of an ice cream (?) shop eating from a sample and holding a bouquet of ice cream balloons. I smiled when I saw this.

I was teaching someone how to turn on the (high beam) lights as we were driving along a lone highway at night when a couple cars started coming our way. They had to turn the end of the left wand (if that’s what it’s called) to do so.

Someone had left the group. I wasn’t surprised about this and kind of expected it.

There was something fogging the windshield so I moved the truck from the right turn lane in the street to the parking lot where we were.

I dreamt that I was with people who had a name tag label with their name and either pink or blue to indicate what gender they were. One girl had both colors. I wanted to ask her, “Is that true?”

(From Nov. 17, 2019) Take Care

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was at a clothing store. I was next to the right, and behind a little, one of those circular racks with clothes on them.

There was a lady standing between me and this circular rack, holding a black shirt, and looking for something without flannel. I think a worker who was helping her said that flannel is basically in everything, I mentioned that my shirt doesn’t. I then thought of the possibility of sharing on social media the clothes I have that don’t have flannel.

I dreamt that I was at someone’s workplace. They worked in an open space/room with the other employees. At the end to the right was the meeting room. The door was flaps of hard plastic.

The workers outside of that room could hear cookies being thrown away. This happened with each consecutive meeting but gradually less amounts each time. One of the female workers went over there to mention this (?).

I dreamt that I asked Kyle(?) where Bear (his dog) had been since I hadn’t seen him for several days. Kyle said Bear was in a kennel because he wasn’t sure I would take care of Bear.

(From Nov. 16, 2019) Sleeping Here

I asked the same question. All I remember is me, or someone else, asking another person, “Are you sleeping here?”

Delete A Song

I asked, “How do I add more heat?” I dreamt that I deleted a song I had been listening to, which was sung by Shania Twain about a friend, because Giuseppe didn’t like it.

He was wearing all black. I pleaded with him to be able to listen to it, maybe even grabbing his clothes (?), as he was standing in front of me. I know that I will get it back and be able to listen to it again after he leaves because he won’t be coming back.

I dreamt that I was at work at the end of the day. I was sitting at a counter (?), kinda squished with Travis sitting on my right. His mom may have been there also (?).

I am wearing red sweats that were cut to be made into shorts. He put his left hand on my thigh. I don’t remember why.

A lady came and told me to hurry (?) and follow her. As I was doing so, I was thinking of Travis and wondering what he was thinking.

I was then in a room with a handful of people. These people were here because someone of their family / they knew had died. I was told that Ali had died because of the high blood pressure he’s had recently. I was waiting and watching for him to come and show himself to me. He never did.

A young girl was telling us how to prepare ourselves for when someone dies, getting emotional as she was talking. One by one, families of these people came to take them home.

I was then walking to the parking lot with all the other workers to go home. A younger version of Amy, a girl from my teenage years, was standing on my right and had to get my attention before telling me that she was here to take me home.

(From yesterday) Branch Out

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Lorelei had shown up at the door with a short tree branch with short branched out limbs. There was some orange moss on the stem.

She was eating the bark without any trouble chewing. She said that the orange and white tabby can’t eat the moss because both of them are from Sweden / Swedish.

(From Sept. 17, 2019) Still Conscious

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was in an airplane, standing in front of the pilot, who was seated, not in the cockpit. There was a lady behind him to the left. The area was shaped like a rainbow, as if on a spaceship.

For some reason I punched him in the nose, turning it purple, causing him to lean to the left. Thinking he became unconscious, I frantically asked the lady behind him if she could fly a plane. I then saw that he was still conscious.

(From Sept. 16, 2019) Long Inhales

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was hiding in a corner among people so that no one would see me smoking. I was taking long inhales to get it over with, so I wouldn’t get caught, but still enjoying the experience. I would then puff out circles.

I dreamt (same?) that I was watching a transgender on tv, standing behind a pulpit. This person was wearing white and the pulpit may have been white, talking about some guy who had said something about gays. This person on tv was saying how s/he didn’t like that, repeating it several times. After she said that, the audience made some noise. I was thinking, “So what. That person has the right to say what he wants, and by saying you don’t like what he said, you don’t have the right to censor him.”

The scene closed in on the face and I could see that it was a woman wanting to be a male. It was obvious that she shaves. She was wearing glasses and had short dark hair. Her name was Dawn.

This show was game show where she would do monologues in between. After saying this, she went back to the participants, calling them by their family names, as it was family against family. She was getting them ready for their next assignment.

They were in a warehouse setting and had to do warehouse jobs the fastest. I didn’t see much of them but saw their movements.

Someone said, ” I barely caught that” before I woke.

(From Sept. 15, 2019) Guide People

I asked the same question. I dreamt something about being in line and turning around to go somewhere else. I had to walk past a guy with mental disabilities who was just standing there, with his back to me, not moving.

A lady who was with him had to help him move. I walked past him on the left.

I dreamt about being at General Conference when people are coming in to get their seats. Pres. Nelson tells them to sit so there’ll be time for questions (?).

There’s an overweight man trying to guide the people. I see him later sitting next to a thin woman as they’re paying attention to a short film that being shown. I was thinking something about her loving him despite his size.

My dad is sitting, talking loudly at the screen. I don’t remember what he’s saying. It’s semi applicable to what is being shown. The family / I’m worried that he might continue and say something that wasn’t relevant.

I dreamt something about being at grandma’s house, waiting for someone who’s birthday it is (?). There’s a young Mexican boy who is in charge of the card. He puts it in the side of a nightstand / side table that had pockets on the sides, among some magazines.

It’s around 5:30 and some people who showed up won’t be able to stay until 6:30, when the party is supposed to happen. The guy hugs another older man who is sitting because he isn’t able to stand well because of his back bones. He’s hunched over / twisted.

I’m walking out of grandma’s room into the kitchen and see Steve sitting in front of me doing something. I don’t know if I should acknowledge him as I walk past him to the right.

Someone puts music (?) on the tv. I’m wanting a piece of the cake, which is chocolate and is underneath the tv. I grab it and see that there’s no frosting, and someone has sliced off some of the edges instead of cutting a regular piece.

I dreamt that I’m on a bus (?) with a wide aisle. There’s a young black girl who works for the company, standing in the aisle, and is naked. She is naked for a reason, but don’t remember why.

She has a wide butt. As I’m walking off, I mention to someone who is behind me to my left, that if I had that body I wouldn’t be naked.

I dreamt (same?) that I was concerned at first whether I was on the correct route for going home. I then was able to see that I was.

I dreamt that Amy kept wanting her Emily, as a 3-4 yr old, to be the one giving the prayers, even when she doesn’t want to. I was wanting someone to tell her that if Emily is the only one saying the prayer, she’ll turn against it as she gets older.

I dreamt that there was a group of teenagers in a band practicing. It was obvious one of the guys, playing one of the guitars, was high. One of the girls was discouraged about this. He mentioned that that he wanted to go to a certain place after practice that was known for getting drugs.

There was a new restaurant that had just opened recently with only the female owner working there. These teenagers wanted to go there to get jobs to help. The area looked to be in the mountains, or only resembled being in the mountains.

Inside the restaurant was a wood singular bar counter circling another one that jutted out in the middle. There were picnic like tables outside. This new restaurant was next to the one the teens used to be regulars at.

Someone ordered meat slices. After several minutes, they left their food and took off, planning to come back. While waiting, I saw some other teens who were into punk walking past and behind me to my left. One of them had long blonde hair that was shaved on the sides. Another one had knee high black boots with buckles.

I was walking back to the restaurant and saw some of my clothes folded and on the ground next / under the tables. They may have been some rust colored ones I used to have.

The teens came back high with another man who was also high.

There was an older black man who used a walker. He seemed to be a regular. There was a rope (?) bordering the tables. The owner knew he wanted to duck under the rope to get in so she called out for someone to help him in.

Sudden

I asked, “What is the meaning of lottery?” I dreamt that a black guy showed up suddenly who was a relative of mine. He had two young sons. I either only saw one of their faces, or neither of them. I’m not sure if his wife was Hispanic or something else.

As I was passing them, a lady brought them to my attention but I didn’t have time to talk. I was carrying a white dress with small flowers, towards the right. The wife was holding some pajamas that looked similar but had something else than flowers.

(From Aug. 23, 2019) End Of The Line

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was with someone and we had to drive along a certain short route before going to church but we weren’t in cars. It was more like hang gliders. The route looked similar to a “T” with a sign on the right top of the “T” saying that this was the end of the line. It was uphill a little bit.

Jerry was there and had said something about it but don’t remember. Steve was being obnoxious, repeating what he said, adding something to it that wasn’t said. I either said, or wanted to say, that the extra part was not said.

The “vehicle” that I was using with the other person, I was asking what side I should be on but they weren’t paying attention. The route was away from the city.

I was then in bed at my teenage house. I was waiting to hear Steve say one of the phrases that Jerry had said before I got up to get ready for church. I decided to pull my blanket over my head.

I then heard plastic bags being moved around and then felt a sensation on my head. I was thinking it was Jesus, or other spiritual beings, putting their hands on my head. I then felt the sensation move to my body and knew that it was the Utah girl. I rushed to get up, saying loudly for anyone who might be by my door to hear, “In the name of Jesus Christ, leave me alone!” She then left and I laid back down to sleep.

I dreamt that I was at grandma’s house. She was in bed, lying on her right side up against the wall in the hospital bed she had at the end. She was being obstinate (?). It was night.

I told dad that I wanted to go home. He said to wait for either him or Amy. I didn’t want to want to wait because I didn’t know how long they would be so I started walking. Dad asked Amy if I would be safe and she told him that I would be.

Somewhere in there, I was naked and then only had a top garment on when I left. There was a girl outside. I think she was waiting for me. She got excited when I came out because of what I was(n’t) wearing, I assumed.

I dreamt that I was at a conference (?). I’m not sure if it was for a couple days, or one day. There was a guy there wearing a grey suit who I knew I knew but couldn’t place.

I was then sitting behind Tony Robbins, with him in the seat in the front right of me. He was leaning back against his chair, facing left. He was holding in his hands one of his books that had a black background cover.

To the left of me, about 3 or 4 seats away, was Bryan Adams with the seats in between empty. Each time I looked over at him, whether it was one day or several, he got closer to me until he was right next to me so that we were touching. He wanted to sit next to me.

I then decided to tell him about my poems and that I thought some of them could be songs. I also mentioned that I hadn’t written any for a while / long time. I don’t remember if he responded. I then heard the announcer/M.C. announce Lou Ferrigno as the next speaker. I then mentioned out loud that I finally recognized who he was.

I dreamt something about Rebec(c) being a Spanish word for something.

(From Aug. 22, 2019) Date

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a group of business workers/owners got together for an outing. Their families showed up after school got out.

They were standing around listening to the lady who had set this up. They continued to listen when their families arrived, with all the noise that was made.

Everyone was then sitting. Bob Denver (Gilligan’s Island) showed up as candy was being passed around. I was sitting on his left. He stuffed it all in his vest. We had to tell him to only take a couple and then pass the rest.

I wanted to ask him if the guy who played Gomer Pyle was still alive, but didn’t.

I found a small black square digital stopwatch (?) inside some papers. The date was either 14/5/19 or 15/4/19 and above that, the time was 4:44, or had just turned. I was thinking that maybe someone had forgotten it.

There was a girl squatting down at a ground bbq making/grilling hamburgers. She was saying that they need to be cooked on both sides like the lottery.

(From Aug. 20, 2019) Gone

I dreamt that a guy wasn’t using his real eyes to see, but had some drawn on his eyelids that he was using. Feels like this was around medieval times, or shortly after. He was part of the king’s court (?).

I don’t remember what the king had done but these two men were standing face to face with the king on the left.

The guy with drawn on eyes then said that he was actually a king and that he was going to imprison the other one because of what he did. The king with open eyes then fled with the other one following.

The king with closed eyes was then running toward the castle (?) that had big decorative iron gates. To rescue a girl (?). He was surrounded by the other king’s men. I was thinking about how this king was outnumbered, even though these men weren’t attacking him. He was wearing red.

When he opened the gates, he only found a landscape of desert. Everything was gone except (?) the door.

I dreamt that Mark had put a full round carton of ice cream in the freezer without the lid. It was still soft. The top of it looked like the topping of coffee cake.

(From Aug. 17, 2019) Hide

I asked, “What do I do with the limes to block that girl?” I dreamt that I had to hide under / by a big window on the right from someone who was entering through a door that was to the left of the window.

I dreamt something about a doll with red in her clothes and then seeing a girl show up dressed as the doll. I commented to someone that I had just read about this doll.

I dreamt that I had let the cats in in the morning to feed them. I then saw a tabby walking back and forth in front of the glass doors outside. I knew that I had already let the outside boy in, so I went to check who this was.

I saw that it was a nursing mother, or recently nursing, as her nipples were hanging down like a dog’s does. She stood so that I could see all of them.

I then saw the black cat sitting behind her on all four legs, facing left. He had a small area on his chest that was white.

(From Aug. 18, 2019) Eating

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a young, trim, sighted Stevie Wonder was a Bishop and wanted Ali to help him with something.

We were at a dinner in one of the meeting rooms at church. Stevie was sitting in front of me. Ali may have been on my left. Stevie’s wife may have been at the end on the right. I didn’t see her but knew she was there.

I was eating liver as if it was corn on the cob. A piece on the left hadn’t been cooked all the way so I spit it out and mentioned it to Stevie. By this time, he was standing with Ali standing next to him on his right.

Stevie had started talking about what he wanted Ali to do when I spoke up. Stevie then accused me of not eating it so I showed him.

There was a stuffed animal hanging on the wall on the right. A spirit started making it move in circles, going faster each round. I was getting after the spirit to stop, which it finally did.

The animal was able to speak so I told the spirit to make it speak. I don’t remember what it said.

I dreamt that I was with a girl, making something and when we finished, we rushed outside and ran on grass to where we could see the bottom of the sky. We had just missed the pinks and oranges of the sunset so I mentioned that there was lightning in between trees in the distance that were about in the 1 o’clock position.

The lightning then came over to us, going in circles, almost hitting us. It left squiggly lines on the ground. I said that we need to get back inside before it does get us.

I dreamt that a chubby lady, sitting on my left, was talking to me and Bryce, who was sitting on my right. They were facing each other.

She was happily telling us about a movie she had recently seen where the children used some language. Straight faced, I asked her why was it funny and didn’t she listen this past Sunday about not using language.

Bryce then said something then she came back at him about him saying something when he had been doing something he shouldn’t.

Clues

I dreamt that I was in England, but also in Provo.

I was walking past Prince Charles, dressed in his kilt and singing, and three other men who were with him. They were on grass formed in a square next to each other. Prince Charles was looking at me, happy.

There was an older couple in a wagon, being driven to the left. They looked as if it was Winter, or the beginning of it. She wanted to give her husband a kiss but they weren’t allowed to show PDA.

I’m in Provo, Utah with a group of people, though I’m not always with them. We’re on a tour (?) of some sort of a building. I’m not sure where we are. The people involved have some sort of mystery game (?) going on during the tour, though it doesn’t finish (maybe because I was woken up?). As I walk about, I see “clues” that I’m not sure / don’t remember if I was supposed to see, or not.

There are a couple older women who have been cutting up strawberries for our lunches. I walk up behind them and see that the last couple deep red ones, in a grocery bag, were huge (hand size). Someone then somehow takes the top off of the one closest to the woman on the left. It exposed that there were three moldy spots and that it was mushy / no good.

I’m then (or before the strawberries) with the group and we’re sitting interspersed on a balcony, on the right (?), of a theater. There’s a hefty / broad old man to the left, behind me. Someone in front looked back, and after a bit, jokingly said to him that he makes a good curtain. I was thinking it was because no one see behind him.

I don’t remember why we were there. There may have been someone talking to us. Someone got up at the end to give a closing prayer, facing us in front of us. They started speaking and a couple people in front of me must not have heard and continued talking. They eventually quieted when they heard the prayer being said.

The theater was a 70’s light blue. The old man mentioned something about being married in Provo. I wondered if it had anything to do with me. I mentioned that when I was a teenager, I wanted to be married in the Provo temple until when I was able to go inside and saw that it still looked like it was the 70’s. I then thought that there was a possibility of it being updated.

In another part of the building, a man came up to me and was mentioning that they wanted me to come back on 3/1, which happened to be the next month. He was saying something about church and E.O.C. I silently told him that I hadn’t been to church this year.

After he left, I said, “Job”. I was thinking that the people who heard me may have thought something wrong about me finally working at this age.

I mentioned to several people about me coming back and they suggested that maybe I was to be their spokesperson. I happily said, “Maybe”.

At the end, we were outside and I saw a table on the middle of the grass, barely shaded. Our bag lunches were on the table. There were some tables to the right up by the building there for us to sit while eating.

I walked over to the lunches, wondering why no one else had gone over. The others followed me. I was looking in one of the bags to check what kind / type the sub sandwich was. As I was doing so, I asked Ali what one he wanted. I decided to take the one I had without seeing exactly what it was.

A short down syndrome girl showed up and when she was about to check the bags, said that when she was about to eat her mom shows up. I was thinking that she must’ve heard a car engine that she recognized.

As I was waking, someone said, “Income.”

(From June 28, 2019) Jesus and Me

I asked, “What is the meaning of the answer key?” I dreamt that I saw four posts from YouTube / social media from someone who covered this answer / wrote their dreams and their username was Jesusandme. I don’t remember the capitalization of the name.

I dreamt that I was in a restroom of a business. I don’t know what kind. It was big with two or three toilets without stalls, in front of me with space between. The door was on the left, sink was on the right on the same wall as the door. This wasn’t used much so it wasn’t cleaned much. There were about two grey garbage bins over by the sinks.

The Siamese boy was there, sitting in front of me at the opening of the door. The toilet seat covers, and the majority of the toilet paper, was strewn all over on the floor. I asked him if he had done this. I then was looking for a hook to put my (shopping?) bag so that I didn’t have to put it on the floor. I think I did see one by / behind the door.

(From June 27, 2019) Bloody

I asked the same question. I dreamt that my bottom garment was bloody from starting my period.

I dreamt than an overweight man was using the women’s restroom. He was using the stall on the right, with two others to the left between him and the door. There were no doors on the stalls.

He was facing left, doing something between his legs for a couple seconds, as if he was uncomfortable, then faced to the wall that was behind him on his right.

I dreamt something with Barbie and grandma.

I dreamt (or same?) something with Allison, in front of me a distance. I was telling someone that she didn’t feel worthy of something.

(From June 26, 2019) Kill

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a guy (at a hospital?) had ordered a tuna sub sandwich but hadn’t eaten it. He left it on a table when a chaplain (?) entered, thinking the chaplain would eat it and kill him.

I dreamt something about police showing up at the same place as Ali and I. I mentioned to the cop that he was able to do that because there was a tracker on the car.

I dreamt about the women’s group from church having started gospel conversation’s on Wednesday’s beginning the first of the year after the church schedule had changed.

Darkness

I asked, “Why didn’t anybody (including me) speak up to the woma / en about taking my space?” I saw that the voices had placed a darkness around / over my (late) teenage years.

(From May 6, 2019) Still don’t know

I asked, “What is the meaning of the fan?” I dreamt that I was in the back of a big rig cab behind the passenger, resting on some of my stuff (mission transfer? going home?). I may have been a missionary.

There were two others with me, one in the passenger seat and the other to the left of me behind the driver, though I didn’t see them.

The driver was taking us to a fast food place to eat. He was talking but all I remember him saying was that he was the only one asking questions, wherever he had been at, because I was thinking.

I was looking out the window, watching the scene change. Most, if not all, of the buildings were white. I was thinking that after eating, someone else would pick us up to bring / take us back to where we needed to go / came from.

Either on the way, or when I was walking through the aisle with the bench / booth seating on my left (I saw myself walking toward me as if I was above), I was wondering if the driver was going to pay for all of us or if we had to pay our way, because of the cost.

I dreamt that there were several thin people who wanted to gain weight so that they could go to where only fat / heavy people go. I was thinking that they could just wear bodysuits because the weight might be hard to come off.

(From May 4, 2019) Severed

I asked, “What is the meaning of the blood?” I dreamt of a lady who called herself a severed Jew / “Severed Jew” because she knew a storm was coming.

Present

I asked the same question. Before falling asleep, I saw my dad’s hands on the shoulders of a young boy in front of him. Keeping his hands there, he pushed the boy forward, presenting him to me. I didn’t see the boy’s face as I was concentrating on my dad’s hands. The name David then came to mind.

I dreamt that I had an open glass (?) door in my room to the backyard with a closed screen. The mother cat and the orange tabby were there. I opened the screen from the left and the mother came in while the orange stayed out for a bit before coming in.

(From May 11, 2019) Stay

I asked, “Why am I still here in this house?” I dreamt that I was with a female I knew, in the dream. We were on the third floor / level. We got in an elevator. I was to stay on this level, which I was thankful for.

The elevator slowly went up and down and I couldn’t understand why. I finally realized that I hadn’t pushed the button. I either did or was about to when I woke up.

I dreamt that I was at Golden Valley jr high and the students were outside and some were fighting. I saw a woman employee sitting at a patio area, facing to the left of me, talking with someone (student?). Some of her face was covered with small pieces of shadows, as if she were sitting by a tree and the leaves were shading her.

There was a lady that was saying she was a “Tralioner”, incorporating the lion mascot (we were the knights) into the word “trainer”. I recognized her from her picture when we were going to school here.

(From May 10, 2019) Fresh Meat

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Mr. Rogers came in through the door on the left, throwing (?) a buffalo hide to the right. He then had his back mostly toward me.

His wife was in the kitchen (?), standing on the right, with her back also mostly toward me. She asked him if he had skinned the buffalo. He said no (Of course not because of his kindness and tenderness. This was known in the dream.) and named off some names of his friends.

There were then two young blonde surfer (?) guys who found a bite size of fresh meat with one of them eating it. I think I asked them something and they responded. I then asked if they were on vacation and they responded that they were in the Philippines.

I dreamt that I was at my parents house collecting the old sponges, with the green scrubber, from the storage / utility closet / pantry on a top shelf. Mom asked me to do something but I continued with what I was doing.

Before my dad died (in dream), he took a random picture of Steve while he was walking. Steve ended up being blurry at an angle on the bottom right corner with his head near the middle, facing left. He was wearing a dark blue shirt / sweater.

I dreamt that I was drinking through a straw tasting samples of different drinks. I was thinking that the people there were wondering what I was doing.

I then was outside and barely saw a long snake on a tree I was about to pass. It seemed to be about 6 – 8 ft long. It’s head area was wrapped around a branch on the right with the body going up the tree.

I was about to get ready to take a picture when a tall man, dressed in scrubs walking from right to left, grabbed it and took a big bite out of it. I didn’t watch him as he was walking so I don’t know what he did after taking the bite. I had a feeling that he chewed it.

Be Ok 

(From Dec 11, 2017)

I dreamt that the Siamese boy got out after eating in the morning. It was dark outside since I usually feed them between 5 – 6. I was worried about him, he was still in sight, because of us going out to walk, and he wouldn’t be able to get back in. The thought came that he would be ok. 

I dreamt that Samuel, a guy online, sent me a video of his cat and dog in the kitchen (?), and the dog was smearing a small mess that was on the floor. He had a white vacuum next to him to clean it up.

He then showed (accidentally?) the carpet as he walked somewhere else. There were a couple old faded spots from the animals. He was saying something, but I couldn’t hear.

I dreamt that I was in Australia, because that’s where he lived. It’s summer there now. I was outside, and mentioned to someone that I didn’t feel the heart, and even put a sweater (b&w stripe?) on.

I dreamt that I was in the house where he lived, with his roommates. One guy looked to be about 6’5″ with dark hair. We were in the kitchen, and this tall guy was saying something about the food that the other roommates buy / bought. 

Samuel was away at work on assignment. I was standing with my back to the kitchen sink, and the table was several feet in front of me. There was a laptop there. He came on video, this tall guy walking back and forth in front of him.

Samuel could see that there was another person there, and asked to see who it was. I got nervous not wanting him to see me yet, so I laid down on my stomach, on the floor with my head to the left next to the table. 

I realized that I needed to get over this fear, and so I stood. When he saw me, he gasped, (good) surprised that I would be there. I teasingly called him Christopher. His roommates were looking at me weird, not knowing the story behind the name. When his tall roommate spoke, he spoke American English, and I supposed that not everyone has an Australian accent.

(From Dec 9, 2017 Pushed)

I dreamt about a $30 mil mansion in Los Angeles. Someone was trying to take it over, but they were pushed out. 

(From Dec 7, 2017 Broke)

I dreamt that the crown, on my tooth, broke apart.

Finished Eating 

(From March 21, 2018)

I dreamt that a black guy had one of his arms up next to my left cheek, as if I was hugging it. I was concerned that he would feel the hair on my face, but I didn’t move. 

I dreamt that I had finished eating at a food place / restaurant with someone else. Amy then invited us to eat there with her, and some other relatives (?). We agreed, deciding to only have water / minimal food. 

(From March 20, 2018 Puffed Up)

I dreamt about an older Adam West, and food. 

I dreamt of a not nice woman in a dress that was puffed up like a down coat.

(From March 19, 2018 Left Behind)

I dreamt that I was on the edge of a freeway (?) with bicycles coming toward me from both directions and I was wanting to go on a path / trail that I thought would take me where I wanted but it didn’t.

I dreamt that I was home / at mom’s, and she was turning off the lights because she / we needed to go. I was crying because I didn’t want to be left behind.

I didn’t have my bra on, so I started up the stairs to get it. I was thinking that it was ok for me to be crying at this age. 

I dreamt that I was looking at a picture I had taken long ago of a backyard, on the right side. There was a loosely shaped kidney pool with what looked like a carport at the end of the house, but I don’t think it opened to the front. There was greenery on both sides of the yard / pool.

I dreamt that I had returned home after being away for a while. It was dark. Mom was about to go to work with a guy who came to pick her up. I asked (?) why she was working again, and someone said that dad was making her. 

When the guy came to pick her up, he went off to do something, so I warned her about him that I didn’t feel right about him. I’m not sure if she was paying attention because she didn’t acknowledge that I was speaking to her. 

A door was open and I closed it so no strangers (or something unwanted) would get in. Someone opened it again.

I dreamt that I was looking at a murder story book that Hallmark had made into a movie. Mark was acting as  / like the scared person (not in the movie). 

I dreamt that the house was dark inside and I thought I saw the neighbor cat inside, but it was something else.

Down Below 

(From March 26, 2018)

I dreamt that I was driving on a freeway, on the way to work, near the fast lane. The cars started to slow down because there had been an accident up ahead and from what I could see, all the lanes were blocked with emergency vehicles.

For some reason, I checked to see if I was wearing my bra and said to myself, “Of course I’m wearing one”. I was wearing a white padded one. 

Before reaching the slowing / stopped traffic, I started to reach down for something and was still able to slow down / put on the brakes while looking out the window.

I dreamt that I had arrived at work around lunch time, so I ate my lunch. After eating, my manager / supervisor talked to me about that, though not harshly. 

He then was telling me, and showing, about an area with toys to be organized. I either said out loud, or thought, that I work down below. 

(From March 25, 2018 Legs Open)

I dreamt that there was a house that a family moved into that might be haunted. The house also may have been used for military at one time. I was thinking that for me, the night will come and go, but for them, who knows what will happen. The house was shaped as if someone had their legs open.

I then found myself across the way, with water in between. I wanted to cross back over, and saw a row of ice steps. I started to cross, and when I was almost to the other side, I started to fall. I think I said, “God, help me”, and then I was going through the air to where I could stand.

As I was walking away from the house, I wanted to say that I would be back (with others) but then thought that I better not in case I may provoke the spirits there.

I dreamt that my fingers, and the top of my thumb of my left hand, were cut off and the pads on my palm were a dark red.  I was frantic about it, and I was showing someone, maybe Ali. 

I dreamt of a young Asian girl quickly sketching a face and I was so impressed how quick and easy it came to her. She then showed me her sketchbook that she had made. One of the faces didn’t have a mouth and when I pointed it out, she said it was because she didn’t have a voice.

The conversation turned to candles, with several of them that had burnt lopsided. I then pointed out that 3 wick candles (behind us) were better because they melted evenly.

Blood 

I asked, “What do I need to do to leave Ali’s house?” I dreamt something about blood.

I dreamt that I was in mom and dad’s bathroom, with another female (girl? woman?). I don’t remember why.

I was standing with my left leg up on the tub (?) and pulled out a full bloody tampon. Some fell on the tiles / grout and a couple drops looked like gel but not as dark. It was like the one used for cakes.

I was concerned about the grout but this female knew how to clean it up and started looking through a top drawer to find what she needed.

(From May 19, 2018 Mother)

I asked, “Who am I?” I was thinking, and feeling, that I’m a mother.

(From May 18, 2018 Book of Scripture)

I dreamt that I was driving the big truck that I want. Dark blue. I was at a corner at a stop light to turn right and I had to make sure that the brakes were working so that I didn’t come out in front of the oncoming traffic.

Amy (and Micalanne?) were waiting for me at an empty lot that was there at the corner. I drove in and stopped the truck.

I dreamt that Kyle was alive again and married to another girl. I had a distaste for him. I don’t know why.

I had a bed in the living room (?). A sofa bed? We may have been living at Amy’s.

(Don’t remember exact order of these next ones.) I was in my bed on Sunday morning, with eyes closed, when I heard this girl walking around and quietly say, “Book of Scripture” and another book that I don’t remember the title but may have been written by one of the church leaders, or / a prophet.

Amy was looking for these books and I made mention to her what I had heard. Either I, or Amy, then said that this girl has things to talk to / with the Bishop.

I was in Kyle and this girls bed. I was on his right. He asked her what she wanted for breakfast and she mentioned a certain type of taco. After he left, still in bed, she had his pills in a cup for him. I asked / said that he still takes his pills. She asked / said something about us not being together anymore. I replied that he had died.

Earlier in the dream she was talking about some people she had had sex with. One of them was her second cousin. She now was coming on to me. Telling me that she wanted me to suck her labia, but she used a different word, so I asked her to repeat it but she said never mind / don’t worry about it.

I was thinking that this would be my chance to see what it was like to be with another female, but I wondered if she was clean. I figured that we could do it the next day, Monday, when Amy was at work.

The Bishop and his wife came over for a visit. This girl asked who they were and then she disappeared.

Mom came back from a Dr appointment. She was standing tall and straight with her long hair. She had her weight spread out on her hips / waist. She was wearing a tank top with her shirt and garment top in her hand (s), as if she didn’t have time to change.

Her right temple of her glasses was broken off of her glasses with her still wearing it. I asked her what happened. I don’t remember.

Either Amy, or mom, brought in the mail. She didn’t have too much in her hands but she did have some for me. When she gave it to me, on the floor, there were tons of pictures in the envelopes that they come in after being developed.

The pictures of life with Kyle and I was so happy that I almost wanted to cry. One of the pictures was of our (dream) house that was two stories and at the corner entrance of the street.

The right side of the house was parallel with the main street (when inside looking front). Seems that the house may have been a subdued yellow. On the sidewalk between side of house and street had several big horses facing me. The front one seems to have been black.

The picture wasn’t totally clear. I had a couple muted broken black and white lines going horizontally across with muted black and white snow (?) covering the whole picture. These were not obscuring the picture but were enough to be seen.

The horses all of a sudden came to life galloping toward me and did this a couple times as if it were a gif. The horses then stopped, and when they did, the horses were sideways with some facing the street and some facing the house with heads down as if feeding.

I dreamt that I was talking to Ali, naming the streets where he lived in the beginning of living here in the states. He had love back then.

I then named a street that I assume was the one when he was at the University of Utah. It was ____ Ranch Rd. I said that he had a child there. I think I may have mentioned the next street. I asked him where the love went / what happened.

I dreamt seeing a (circular?) pergola with those tiny outdoor lights and a bunch of pinecones. I wanted to take a picture but decided not to.