Clear Away

I asked, “How do I block the entities from entering the house?” I dreamt that a woman was able to buy a mansion type house (didn’t see) outside of the city center. She was pleased / grateful that she had the money to be able to do so.

There were some overgrown shrubs, along / at the end of a pathway, so she cleared them.

I dreamt that I touched the wrong link on the tablet screen and was frantically trying to stop it so that I could go where I wanted.

I dreamt that a man was coming toward me, giving me a cookie, which represented that I was the one (among others who were there) who had won a / the prize. I knew it was me the closer he got, but wasn’t sure if I should believe it.

I figured that I was the one who won because of what I had written about a guy who once was married to Kim Kardashian. 

I then saw myself, as a passenger, with another woman in between us, in his truck. He was going downhill fast. I asked him how he wanted to die. He slowed down, but not for long.

I think I mentioned / pointed out to the guy, while we were going downhill, how / that he used to be married to Kim Kardashian. I felt as if it wasn’t supposed to be known. As I was saying this, I was envisioning her in a truck with him / another guy. 

There were houses at the end of the street, and he crashed into one. As he was doing so, I was repeatedly telling myself that this was my dream. As he was crashing through, we were crashing through door after door.

The truck finally stopped at the owners bedroom, on top of their bed, which was in the garage. I felt the truck sink into the bed. They were able to get out without being hurt. I was thankful that no one was. I was thinking, “What a way to start a Sunday morning.”

 I went to look at the hole in the house that was made. Neighbors came out to look, and I think there was a young black guy on the phone, telling the other person about it.

(From March 14, 2018 Showed Up)

I dreamt that Ali and I were in an overstuffed, standing room only, fast food restaurant / place for breakfast. I don’t know where he was. I was at the counter ordering French toast that was over $7, and hot chocolate that was over $4. 

As I was finishing my order, Ali showed up to pay. I was calculating the cost of the food, kind of wondering if he would pay. He did so without any fuss.

I dreamt that mom had a 3 year old blonde down syndrome girl on her lap, helping her type on a / the laptop. I think the girl, or my mom, perhaps both, were wearing a bit of pink.

I dreamt something about being at a soccer game, before it started. I don’t care much for it, but I knew Mark does, who was there. It seems I was either down on the field, or in the seats close to the field. I was standing. I think it was in the evening.

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Smooth Ride

I asked, “Am I supposed to have children with Ali?” I dreamt that I had gone back to the roller coaster, with another person, and it was going to be a smooth ride to make up for yesterday. There was something about the other person reminding me to bring (the) keys with me (to get it started?). We were standing up at the top.

I dreamt that I was in someone’s house (?) in what may have been their galley kitchen. I was walking, naked, to the top / left (depending on where standing). 

There was a teen boy who appeared in front of me, looking at me wide eyed, walking past me on my right. Someone else (?) told me that I was (in an area) where I wasn’t to be. I didn’t know that so I started to leave.

I dreamt of a big man (height and weight), with red hair (?), bringing me a suit (b&w?) of clothes. I was wondering if a guy from an earlier dream was a reference to this guy, and if I was supposed to be with him.

(From April 10, 2018 Losing Connection)

I asked if Ali and I are connected by soul love. I dreamt of a computer that kept losing internet connection and the suggestion to use / run on the 12 bandwidth / wavelength kept showing on the screen.

I dreamt that I was watching a tv movie of a wealthy family around Christmas time. The woman was upset because she had lost Christmas cards, that she wanted to send out, nine years ago.

They have a big property so I was thinking that if she can’t find the cards on the perimeter of the house, maybe she had them somewhere out in the property among the trees.

The family had several paintings of stormy / turbulent seas with small fishing boats, empty, no danger, in one of them. 

They had a painting of the lady sitting in a high back chair, looking at her from between the left side and side with her head turned so that her face was seen. I recognized her but couldn’t place where else I had seen her.

Behind her, but in the forefront of the painting on the right, was a black maid / servant woman with an uncertain look on her face as she’s slightly looking in the wealthy woman’s direction.

I dreamt of a line of men (women also?), facing right, outside in the evening. The line curved slightly to the right roughly about midway. There were about 4, or 5, tall men at the bend with long wool / felt coats.

 I don’t remember why / what the occasion was, but one of the men started running / walking fast away from the line to the left. It wasn’t because he was scared or nervous. It feels more like a game to him. I started to go after him to bring him back when he came back on his own.

As he was coming back, on the ground, I saw cartoon bugs / insects, and a reptile (?). This reptile (?) put a dragonfly in his mouth to eat, showing the wings coming out of its mouth. I was saying no, let the dragonfly go, but it got eaten anyway.

I dreamt that I was signing up to be a real estate agent. I was outside and there was a guy in charge. He had blonde hair and was overweight a bit but it was distributed instead of just one place. His desk was facing left.

My info on the paper had been filled in automatically on a computer but I had to fill in my social security number. I was putting the dashes at the top of the numbers instead of the middle.

I didn’t know what phone number was listed and didn’t say that I didn’t have a phone. I figured that if I was accepted that I would get an email.

The area where we were at looked like maybe South Carolina or Florida with the trees having the white / yellow stuff coming / billowing off them. There were some square / rectangle houses behind him. There was a path between the trees. There were lots of pigs, warthogs and another animal but don’t remember what.

He asked me if I knew what the distance had to be between the alligators (didn’t see but thought that there may have been some at the end of the path) and the homes.

I told him that I had had recently seen a show (dream? real?) where they said that it had to be five feet. I was resting my head on his shoulder and felt comfortable and had no problem with his weight. He basically said that I was right, or maybe he just smiled in affirmation. 

Change

I asked, “Who is Ali the father of?” I vaguely dreamt of seeing someone who had a sex change.

(From Aug. 20, 2018 Good Until Morning)

I dreamt of kneeling beside one of the cat litter boxes, looking at it, and seeing / realizing that it’s good / fine until morning.

I dreamt of white bags of their poop inside another bag and trying to keep them from falling out. 

(From Aug. 17, 2018 Same Energy)

I asked why I dream of Mando. I dreamt that I was working at a clothing store. I thought it was D.I. but I was talking with my manager about Eric and that he had the same energy when he was at D.I.

 I was interrupted halfway through the sentence by him being distracted by another person but was able to finish.

 I also mentioned that Eric’s dad had mentioned that he wanted to name Eric “Darth” instead, for Darth Vader. We were walking as I was telling him this. 

At one point, I’m wearing shorts and jog / run in front of him to get where we were headed to. 
He liked to be around me. He was married and knew that he would need to get divorced if there was to be more. I know I know him in real life, but not able to place him.

Inside, there were striped men’s shorts that needed to be placed where they were supposed to be. 

Some clothes were moved off a section of the floor because an event was going to happen there. 

There was a Mexican co-worker who saw some people she knew. Something about the clothes that are hanging up on the wall. 

I had a square watermelon that was rotted / mushy inside. I placed it between some plants that were in a waist high planter. I motioned to a girl to be hush hush about it. 

I dreamt that it was morning but it looked / felt like it was evening. 

I dreamt something about having to wait for approval for my zodiac to be skipped for the past 5, 8, or 9 years. Maybe 9?

Coach

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a girl putting a chicken in the oven. I asked her what time she wanted to eat. She said 8:30. I told her that it was 8:30 and put the clock at the correct time. 

There was something about mom wanting either me or dad to reach something on the top shelves in the kitchen. 

I dreamt that I was a coach of a sport that I didn’t know much about / how to play.

I dreamt about Ali and the Utah girl.

(From Sept. 1, 2018 Excited)

I asked the shaman question.

As I was laying in bed, Ali told me (in my head) that he wished he had a lot of kids. I asked him why and then I snapped out of it.

I dreamt of Patricia Richardson and that she had gained about 10 – 15 pounds, enough to notice that she had gained weight. I think I was watching her in a movie / show. She had pulled down a shelf (she was outside?) that had stuff on it. I wondered how the shelf could be pushed back up without anything falling off / down. There was a gun there. There was a small blue rocking horse toy near the back (bottom when lifted) corner. She seemed a bit agitated, don’t remember why. There was someone with her. 

I dreamt that I was at a hospital in the evening waiting for a doctor who was interested in me. He was a couple / several years older than me. I was in the empty hallway, thinking that anything could happen without anyone knowing. 

A lady worker who was about to leave was talking to me as if I worked there. I told her that I didn’t. 

An older woman, who did work there, wearing a mid thigh blue dress, and another woman, showed up to use the elevator that was across the hall to the right. The woman who was speaking to me was saying something to the woman with the dress. The dress lady got excited, and did a little shake and may have said something back to her.

The doctor came out and he pushed the button for the doors to open. There were young white people, in the elevator, who wanted us to go with them so we did.

The scene turned into a bunch of black people. A Michael Jackson song was playing loud and a guy was animatedly “praying”. I noticed that we were on a grated deck at the top of a stadium. I was concerned about safety. The doctor, or we?, had gone up front and sat with them. 

A rap then came on. I mentioned that I don’t care for that and moved to the back. There was a speaker up front close to where we were. Someone heard me and told someone to change the music / tune. It was then something that I could handle. 

Then for some reason (get away from the speaker?) I went to the back right. There were three black ladies and one was making disparaging remarks / comments about me / white people but I didn’t care because it was her issue. She then tumbled (?) to the right and the other ladies were laughing at her. They had no issues with me / white people. 

I then decided to go out of the room but had first noticed that if something had happened to the deck, it was close to the ground so there wouldn’t be much concern about falling / hitting hard.

After I left I noticed an older couple to my left. She was wearing two (?) inch high flip flops / sandals. I don’t remember what they / he was doing but their fronts were facing me. She was still several inches shorter than him and was standing a step, or two, behind him to his left. They had two young children, boy and girl, both blonde. 

I noticed that I was wearing pointed “punk” black shoes with black and white checked on top.

I dreamt that I was looking in a mirror at a sink (washing my face?). I noticed that hair was starting to grow again on the left side, which was lit. The hair was softer than before but not as soft as it used to be. I noticed a small red pimple slightly appearing above my lips on the right side. I didn’t have my glasses, realizing I had left them, but was still able to see. I didn’t look at my eyes. 

Always stay ahead 

(From April 29, 2015 First flying dream)

I have begun flying, but at first not sure if I should / can. There are people / animals crossing a lake / ocean, crossing on the ground, having an ice tunnel cover them as they go. I am flying to the left of them. I touch, with my hand, the ice. It has a different / interesting / weird feeling to it. There are dolphins swimming ahead of this tunnel. The tunnel gets close to them, but they always stay ahead. 

I don’t look up, knowing that I shouldn’t, and that the dolphins will let me know when. There is a mountain that we’re getting close to, and I know the dolphins will let me know / won’t let me down. 

(From May 3, 2015)
I’m in a car, with family, being driven up a steep hill, in the evening. It’s so steep, I feel as if the car is going to topple over. I’m amazed that people would live here. I’m thinking that they most likely do all, or the majority, of their shopping in one day. Do their brakes wear out faster? I’m also thinking about the workers who built these houses, and the equipment they had to bring up. 

We are going to a church member’s house because there is to be a party there. Their house is just a regular house. The party is outside. The family stays inside, not coming out, doing their own thing. We are the only ones there. I think / say that perhaps others don’t come because this family always stay inside. 

Travis kisses me for several seconds. It feels good, even though I’m still with Ali. 

Not Showing Up 

(From Feb. 15, 2015)

The Siamese dad came back, and looked as if nothing had happened. I pointed him out to Ali, asking if that was(n’t) him. (He was purposely run over.)

At a family gathering, I hit / punched Micalanne in the face, with all my strength, on two separate occasions, causing her to fall back and hit her head. 

Judy was passing a white paper for people to sign for someone’s birthday. Someone else gave it to me to sign. I was surprised that she would allow me to sign, since she’s upset with me. 

After the gathering, I was walking home, and about a block away, I started running. I was upset, saying that it can’t be that my mental capacity is handicapped. 

When arriving at the house (when I was an older teen), I stayed outside, sitting with some others, with the door to my right. 

Mom had brought back some leftover food. I wanted some of the desserts with some chocolate topping. Mom said that Becky (a friend) goes to an Italian church now, and took the chocolate topping with her, to take to work. 

There was a race to be held, and one of the starting points was in our front yard, going to the right, using the lane dividers as used for swimming. Barbie was going to participate, using a wheelchair, and commented how narrow the lanes are. 

(From Feb. 23, 2015)

It was getting dark. Ali had said he would come get me, but he wasn’t showing up, so I started to walk. As I was crossing a street, I was carrying chains (like Marley in The Christmas Carol with Ebenezer Scrooge), slowing down my progress. 

Ali, and I, are at a pregnancy clinic to see why I’m not pregnant yet. The technician(?) talks to us, with paperwork in hand, without taking us to the back (still in waiting area), and says, “Well, it’s here in your notes. You’re not pregnant because you’re not having sex.”

(Ali’s dream)

We were running through water, with lots of other people. I was in front, speeding. Ali was behind me. We were wearing shoes so that our feet wouldn’t get hurt / cut from the rocks. 

Bounce right back up

(From Jan. 30, 2015)

Seems like the 1800’s, Little House on the Prairie / Anne of Green Gables, style. A young girl (10?) is outside of a house, with a table vertical to the house, on the right. A boy has walked away, and (she runs after)

(From Feb. 12, 2015)

A man (Eric Pepin?) is in the house, sitting on the floor. He is showing us that / how he can pull up a person’s name on the SmartTV. He brings up a head shot of an autistic girl, whose name is Cass, with another female beside her. Cass is dangerous. 

It’s soon time to leave, and I mention to someone that the blinds need to be shut (over the glass doors) because it’s dark outside. 

Before Eric leaves, he gives me a hug. He comes to my chest area. We are both surprised at the difference, thinking we were about the same height. I mention that I’m amazed at this. 

I was in the drivers seat of Kyle’s (beat up) station wagon, in an enclosure. There was a boat in front of me, and a vehicle behind, blocking me in. I did see an opening though, behind the vehicle, so I went through. There was a small ditch, wide enough for one person, with water running through, which I was able to cross over. The tire went down, then bounced right back up. 

(From Feb. 13, 2015)

I’m in the garage, with a big black dog, ready to take off for when the police break down the door. 

Ali, and I, have to leave the house. I’m scared. It’s dark outside with some light coming in. On the floor, I see a black shadow, line, appear in the middle. 

Outside, I see two of the Siamese kittens, about a year old, with some lightly colored of Siamese colorings. The Siamese father is in the middle of them, as if watching over them. They look toward me, and their eyes turn white, I take a picture. 

Nothing Is There

(Night before, I asked if we come from different planets, before birth.)

The bathroom is in the hallway, and I see the door open. I walk over to use it. I see that Judy is on the toilet, straight in front of me. She doesn’t see me. I think it odd / strange that she would have / leave the door open.

After a bit, I then see two guys messing around in the shower (nude?). The tub is filled with water, the floor is flooded, all of the hall carpet is soaked.

There are other 20-somethings in the other room. They are all here to party with Judy. One girl, slouching back against the couch, has her breasts covered, but the rest of her is naked. I tell them all to leave, and for the girl to cover herself / put something on.

I then see them outside the window, lowering themselves, using a mountain climbers rope / equipment.

I see them again in another part of the house(?), where there are chairs, and a stage. There are a handful of people in the chairs, watching these people up on the stage, who are lined up, front to back, singing.

Still irritated by them, I walk to the right side side of the stage where the steps are. As I walk up, I am singing for them to leave / go away.

I am standing on a balcony, have a baby bottle (newborn?), filled with milk, and am dripping it on their heads. There is so much milk, that the ground / floor is covered with it. I see to my left, down below, a small boy / small guy, who has slipped and fallen, not moving. The others are walking around him.

I am then sitting on some steps. The cops have been called because of me. I think that they’ve got me now, and will have the connection / link between me and Ali.

They are not dressed in uniform. They are in a circle, talking with some other guys, discussing what to do.

Kyle has an open wound on the inside of his left leg, going from ankle, to halfway up. There is gauze covering it, but is coming off. He has had this wound for a while, waiting for it to close and heal.

He is standing in the kitchen, wanting to cook some food. He had gone where he thought the cupboards were, but nothing was there, only an old yellow wall.

(From Sept. 28, 2014)

(It is evening throughout these dreams, and all at the same place, basically. There were a bunch of small ones, so I picked the most memorable ones.)

I am somewhere with Amy. A church? I never see her, but know she is there. I went out to the parking lot when it was time to leave. She had already gone. I then noticed the parking lot is nearly empty, and I don’t see my car. I start to get scared, and want to start crying. It seems someone came, and walked me to another area, comforting me.

I am outside watching fireworks. There are buildings to my left, and right. I never look at them. In between them is a grassy area. The fireworks are by the building to my right. They were eye level, not up in the sky.

When I first looked at them, they were static / suspended, and I wished I could have taken a picture. They then started moving, after a second, or two. One of the huge ones turned into a man’s face. For some reason, I winked at it. He winked back.

I am in church, in the chapel, walking from front to back, looking for a place to sit. There weren’t benches, but individual seats, along with couches / sofas. I did see one white loveseat, with the curvy back, that was empty, but it was up close to the seats in front of it, so there was no leg room. I finally settled on a couch / chaise in the back, lying down, but with head up. Everyone was there to listen, and learn, but were doing their own thing(s).

On the couch to my left (the front of the room was to my right) was a man, wearing nice black clothes, writing letters to be sent to Paris (I saw Paris on an envelope). His writing was the distinguished 18th century type. I wondered if he was French.

As if reading my mind, he showed me his black attaché(?), speaking with a deep / thick French accent, to where I could only understand him now and then.

His attaché had an embossed picture on it of a nature scene, close up, as if you were there. This man explained that the artist had incorporated his name at the bottom, so people would know who the artist is / was.

After he speaks to me, I see a dog lying on me, resting. I am thinking it might have been a wolf. It is fluffy, and I am petting / stroking it. I ask it if it needs to go pee, since it had been resting there for a while. With slow, small movements, he shook his head no.

A young black girl, sitting in a chair, by a coffee table, at home, with her single mom, and younger brother. Her mom, with lots of long tiny braids, pinned up, is holding the brother, cleaning the table. The girl tells her mom that she’s funny.

Not Sure What To Do

Kyle has come back (from where? Are we still married?), nicely dressed, and walking around normal (his nerves were becoming pinched the last few years of his life). I had the knowledge that he still had his sore / wound in back.

He has brought back a woman with him. He had had sex with her, and was now paying her, giving her 3, or 4, bundles of money. I’m upset, and say to him that he has never given me anything, knowing that he did give me a few things. He doesn’t respond.

I tell this woman, several times, almost pleading, that she doesn’t have to do this. I mention to her that she’s 38, and still wants children. She seems unsure of what to do.

Kyle is sitting outside, talking to someone. The family has gathered inside. As he is walking towards the house to come inside, the door is open, and calling out for Mark. I’m thinking to myself that he isn’t here.

Kyle, me, and another lady, are naked, getting into a sleeping bag(?) big enough for all of us. He wants to be in the middle, facing her. I leave, taking a blanket (that I used to have) with me, going into another room. I lay down between two beds, covering myself, “hiding” from him.

It Takes Time

Cher is living in an old warehouse / industrial building turned apartments. I’m standing outside her apartment with a woman, and young lady. The wall, and door is vertically to my right, with these ladies standing between me and the apartment. The door is to the right.

This girl is going to be Cher’s roommate, but wanted to come check it out to see if she likes it before making a commitment.

Cher comes out, and the girl excitedly, almost running, goes inside to see.

There are some young guys, local(?) musicians, fooling around on the roof. Something happened to cause a part of Cher’s ceiling to come down, covering a tall spiral(?) sculpture.

I’m sitting, with a man and woman in front of me, to my left. The man is on the left. They both have long grey hair. His is to his butt, hers is to her calves, tapered on the edges a bit. She is wearing a long light blue dress.

She is then standing on the other side of him, facing him. I started to ask her something, then realized she may not know I was talking to her, so I touched her hip.

I ask her how much time it takes to take care of her hair. She smiles, chuckles a bit, then said that it takes time. I ask if she washes all at once. She said she washes in sections, every other day.

Ali is squatting, to the left of me, doing something. I’m paying attention to the fact that he has hair. It is “molded” so that it looks like a Sheiks turban.

(From Sept. 22, 2014)

Someone brings the newborn tabby kittens in a cage. I wonder where the mother is / why she wasn’t brought. (We have week old kittens. The tabby’s were born in April.)

(Ali’s dream)

Driveway on a hill. We are on the sidewalk. I tell him we should go to the left, instead of the right, because there is chaos in the other direction.

(From Sept. 21, 2014)

I am sitting in the front row in a class(?) room (no desks). There are some girls to my right talking about a black guy, who has money. I’m facing these girls, and mention that Briana had been dating him. I then face front, and see her next to me, on my left. I say, “Oh.”

In the evening, I’m walking somewhere (between buildings?), and see him. His name is Kivin. He tells me to tell Briana that he’s still willing to give her a loan. I want to teasingly say that I’ll take a loan, but stop myself because the thought came, what if I can’t repay the loan.