Recipe

I asked, “Do I need a shungite or obsidian cross to get rid of that (Utah) girl?” I dreamt that I was having sex with Ali’s (?) spirit. I dreamt that a guy named Clint van Czeyk had a b&w cartoon on Vimeo. It was showing something dripping from the back of a man’s head. I dreamt of people watching a sport. There was a group of blondes. There was a big guy speaking to me/tv with a German accent. I dreamt of a recipe and one of the ingredients was lumphes. (From yesterday) Play I asked the same question. … Continue reading Recipe

Blow Up

I asked the question, “How do I block that (Utah) girl from entering my body?” I dreamt that I was “hiding” at the end of an overgrown field of weeds (?) from a creepy man who says that he likes me. I dreamt that I was with people somewhere and a leader made me a new light blue jogging suit. I dreamt that there was a young couple who had a stack of blue tube like things on a piece of land next to water. They were going to blow them up. The other people in the area didn’t want … Continue reading Blow Up

Older Woman

I asked, “Do I need to be with Ali?” I dreamt that someone came to me for information. I pointed out an older woman, with white-ish hair, who was sitting at a desk across from me and a little to the left, facing me. I dreamt that I was outside at night. It was raining but I wasn’t getting wet. I was walking (?) up a hill (?) on the right side of the street. There was a fast food restaurant and I saw Sean Connery driving one of those toddler plastic cars with the yellow roof. He was with … Continue reading Older Woman

Came Back

I asked, “When did I need to go?” I dreamt that I had taken pictures with a professional dark blue camera. I then was in church sitting next to Sowin. I wasn’t singing the whole words, or as loud, because of fear of what he might think of my voice. I then was in the back of D.I. I found some red 3-4 in heels with straps over the foot so I put them on and walked around the tables pretending to be a model. Someone took a picture with the camera. Sowin didn’t see me doing that because he … Continue reading Came Back

Darkness

I asked, “Why didn’t anybody (including me) speak up to the woma / en about taking my space?” I saw that the voices had placed a darkness around / over my (late) teenage years. (From May 6, 2019) Still don’t know I asked, “What is the meaning of the fan?” I dreamt that I was in the back of a big rig cab behind the passenger, resting on some of my stuff (mission transfer? going home?). I may have been a missionary. There were two others with me, one in the passenger seat and the other to the left of … Continue reading Darkness

The End

I asked, “Where did I need to go?” Utah came to mind. I dreamt that I was at a church meeting. There were roughly several hundred people. I was sitting on the left. The chairs were the metal folding chairs. I had been asked to say the closing prayer. I was scared because of the amount of people but I did it. After I got up, I stayed back where my seat was instead of going up front, four blonde women came and took my seat and the ones next to it, causing me to eventually taking the seat at … Continue reading The End

Ready

I asked the same question. I saw that I was driving, at night, with Ali. On the left was a vehicle at the left corner, as if waiting to turn right. It looked like a Lincoln Navigator 2019 SUV with LED (?) headlights. In the middle of the street was a girl standing there, facing away from the car. She looked homeless / disoriented. At the other corner was a fast food restaurant (KFC?) with the entrance to the left, with parking around it. Ali asked if the girl had gotten drugs from the people / person in the car, … Continue reading Ready

True

I asked, “Will I leave by getting pregnant from Ali?” I dreamt that some older people who, supposedly, weren’t able to chant while doing something else. I dreamt that there was an article that explains how animals find true North when alone (in the woods). I dreamt that Mariah Carey had come here to introduce something (?). She was only here for a short time. I held her left hand for a short time. It had some feel of a man’s hand to it. I mentioned this to the lady who brought her. I asked her how she was able … Continue reading True

Delphinium

(From Nov 28, 2017) I dreamt that I went up to Utah for the Christmas devotional with mom, Amy, Judy, and Micalanne. We were in a bedroom with a log bunk bed. There was a shelf on the top of the wall for the top bunk to use. Micalanne used it. I was down on the floor near the foot of the beds. The carpet was dark color, and a bit loose. I was making it make little waves. Micalanne asked me how I did that. I either told her, or showed her.  I made a design on a piece … Continue reading Delphinium

Put My Attention On It

I asked, “What is the meaning of ‘Film the Crew’”? I dreamt that I was levitating in the air. There were people around me. I saw a young boy 10?) and grabbed his left hand, and brought him up, a couple feet, with me. It was only for a couple minutes. He may not have had a shirt on. I think I may have jogged / walked fast to get up off the ground. I then went up to the sky. My hair was at least to my shoulders, as I was putting my attention on it. There were rain … Continue reading Put My Attention On It