Burial

I asked, ” Why was the whale inside the dead fish?” I dreamt that mom & me slept in front of a burial wall/wall burial and with a blanket and were now getting up. (I think that’s what happened.) I dreamt that I was on a bus with (some of) the family. I don’t know/remember where we were going. We were in the mountains. I was in the back looking to the left, and then the back, as we were passing a train museum. Greg was next to me. The building had a long row of windows in front showing … Continue reading Burial

Naked

I asked, “What is the meaning of the nose ring?” I dreamt that I walked out of Ali’s bedroom naked. To my right was Micalanne and my mom lying on a couch and both reading. I was worried that they would see me. I then had on a red shirt with a towel wrapped around me. I then was in my bedroom with rust colored shorts that were made from pants that I used to have. I was lying on the floor looking at some guys in front of me, who were members of the church, on a stage who … Continue reading Naked

Transition

I asked, “What is the meaning of the nose piercing?” I dreamt that I went to the church to help clean. I parked the car so that it was facing the street. I wasn’t looking at the street but the movements of the vehicle. Someone was with me. There was a camper that belonged to a lady I used to work with at D.I. who was there to help clean also. Briana was there. She was saying that the pieces of paper on the floor that were lined up on both sides by the walls was all that was left. … Continue reading Transition

Started

I asked, “How do I have children if/since Ali doesn’t want to get married?” I dreamt that Barry Manilow had been invited to a gathering at someone’s house. I was wondering how the person in charge was able to get him to come. I then remembered that they knew each other. I was thinking that I would’ve thought this would be at the church instead of at someone’s house. There was an overweight twenty-something girl (Hispanic?Mixed?) wearing a dress with the back exposed. She was waiting for someone. She had another girl touch her a little bit to get her … Continue reading Started

Living The Gospel

I dreamt of a guy who was Mitt Romney’s son who liked me. I was telling him something about his dad not living the gospel anymore. (From yesterday) Exposed I dreamt that my breasts were exposed and I was with/going to show Ali and thinking, ” I might as well” or something like that. I dreamt that his closet was full of tunics from Ethiopia. I was thinking that he’s allowed to wear them since he looks similar to them. (From Feb. 26, 2020) Drink Quickly I dreamt that there were people who would go to cemeteries and dig up … Continue reading Living The Gospel

Death

I asked, “The end of what?” I dreamt that people had gotten the coronavirus. They were getting their stuff together and getting ready to die, including me. I was thinking about the inside of the body shutting down and eventual death. I then remembered that I had been told in my patriarchal blessing that I would bring children into mortality. A man in a dark suit with a briefcase then showed up on the left, walking to the right. I knew he was from the church but wasn’t sure if he was a leader or just a regular member. I … Continue reading Death

Send A Message

I asked, “What is the meaning of the shungite and obsidian cross?” I dreamt that it was night when Ali & I were walking toward a car that looked like my dad’s that was in a corner by itself. It was facing to the left. There may have been a fence on the passenger side. The hood, which opened by the windshield, was crumpled a bit. I put my stuff in back of the driver seat since I drove the car. There were several people walking from the right, having to go around some mispositioned/misaligned/positioned randomly concrete blocks. They mentioned … Continue reading Send A Message

Time To Go

I dreamt of a tall mirrored high rise building. I dreamt of a gated abandoned house/building with several stories. I dreamt that I had pooped a slightly curved tan “brick”, leaving it on top of the toilet. I had some dark remnants on my right leg on the top of my thigh under my belly. It was Micalanne’s turn to clean. She was poking it with a stick and smelling it, not smelling anything, trying to figure out what it was. I put the brick in a hole above the seat the size of the brick and flushed it. I … Continue reading Time To Go

Get Away

I asked, “Do I need to go to a Catholic priest to get her (Utah girl) expelled from my body?” I dreamt that Ali was driving us out of a parking lot. There was a man walking beside Ali. I couldn’t see his head. I was telling Ali that we need to get away from this man. I dreamt that I was with a handful of people outside, along with two male church members. For some reason, I didn’t fully trust these men. They were dressed with trench coats, like criminals wear. They were trying to sell something to us. … Continue reading Get Away

Must Be Finished

I asked, “Is being a mother the next project?” I dreamt that I found out a girl bad been taking my mission newsletters all these years since I’ve been back. I took the one she was holding and she began to cry. I got so angry that I cursed at her and wanted to punch her but refrained. I then figured it doesn’t really matter now because I wouldn’t know/understand what’s going on. I dreamt that I was with Kyle, or someone similar, who was lying naked on the floor with his head to the right. I was looking at … Continue reading Must Be Finished