Mommy

I asked, “Where is the portal?” I dreamt that a couple were house hunting. I was on top of some framing in / by a shower of a bathroom that was being renovated when they came to the house I was in. This shower was as tall as I was on the framing and the shower head was facing left. It had dark gray (?) tiles. They based their decision on a shower. I don’t remember if it was this one or another one.

The framing had a blanket covering it along with something shorter on the left side. I then was holding a kangaroo in my right arm. Scared, I was calling out to mom for help in getting down because I was worried that I could fall and hurt myself / break my ankles. I was calling her, “Mommy”.

I dreamt that I was at a small Starbucks with two girls, on my left. One of them ordered a venti green tea. I asked her if she had tried the matcha frappucino and she said no. I think I bought that one. As I was asking her, I was also thinking about the grasshopper (added java chips).

There was only one guy working. He was wanting to process my card / payment through a small black (travel size?) bag that he was holding up by the counter in front of us.

As he was doing so, a line started to form behind us that was long enough to go around the workstation and back up against the wall so that it formed a question mark. I didn’t notice any impatience among them.

This guy wasn’t able to complete the transaction so he went over to the register which was on the right, to complete it.

I dreamt that I was at a pool where there was a swim meet. I was at the finish side on the right. The swimmers were on the other side of the diving board and their faces were blocked / obscured. There was a winner’s podium on that side as well. It was also blocked so as not to be able to see who the winners were but sensed there were some girls.

After the race, I farted and saw it floating past in front of me. Fortunately there was no smell to it.

I sat down and clipped my right big toe toenail. There was some lint looking stuff in the corner so I cleaned it out. There may have been someone on my left as I was doing so who was a little disgusted that I would be doing that here.

(From yesterday) New Real Estate

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Tony Shalhoub was a new college professor. In the beginning, he was timid but started relaxing as time went on. One day (the next year?) when he came in (I’m seeing through his eyes) there was a fan behind him (didn’t see) blowing a folder that was on his desk so he put something on it to weigh it down / keep it from blowing away.

He then sat in his chair and still a bit timid talking to them, asked the class about moving to new real estate, to get a discussion started / going.

There were two adults sitting on his left. One was a woman who whispered to the other who was on her left, that he was still having trouble getting the students to open up. They may have been from administration.

As he was asking this question, he was flipping through a newspaper for something. A couple of the pages had comics on them. On the left side was a square one panel comic of a parent sitting on the floor, facing right, looking at an open book with a child standing in front of them. The book had written on it something about other ideas, which was also written below the square.

I dreamt that Mark had gone to see the Phantom of the Opera and I wished that I had gone. At the end of dream, a lady gave me a present of a bunch of travel size body wash gels wrapped up in cellophane. I mentioned to mom that I didn’t need to worry about getting any for a long time, only toothpaste and toothbrush.

(From May 27, 2019) Lap

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I had my laptop on my lap when it suddenly turned off.

I dreamt that Lowe’s was at the top of a steep dirt hill. It was then turned into a shopping center. Mark and I went to check it out, taking separate vehicles. After I parked, I didn’t see Mark’s car so figured he parked elsewhere.

Gwen and Val were there. One of them was a giant. I’m thinking it may have been Gwen.

I was telling a girl / lady that she should buy an expensive white knee length dress for an upcoming festival (?). It may have been two pieces.

Mark had a young family there who were waiting / looking for him so that they could leave. I found him lounging doing his own thing.

Outside Mark showed up was a more beat up version of Kyle’s station wagon. The hood was up, in reverse, and the driver seat was pushed up. I was about to climb in with the engine when I realized what I was doing / about to do.

I dreamt that I took a crafter’s sponge paintbrush and stuck it up in my vagina.

I dreamt that two cats were in the back walking toward the house to come in. I asked Ali how the Siamese had gotten out. As they got closer, I realized that it was the cross eyed looking one instead.

(From May 26, 2019) Lottery

I asked the same question. Lottery came to mind.

I dreamt about a blonde guy that I was dating. He was carrying me inside and I was thinking how weird it was for him to look at me and realize that he liked me.

He was then preparing dinner / food while I was across the room having fun with other people. I stopped for a bit and wondered if I should help him but then thought that I didn’t want to be someone who I wasn’t so I continued with what I was doing.

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Secret

I asked, “Is time travel possible?” I dreamt that someone was being told that something was dead and not to go there, wherever they wanted to go.

I dreamt something about something having to do with secret combinations.

(From April 29,2019) Toxic

I dreamt of someone saying, “Remember (?), the water is toxic.”

I dreamt of being up on a public (enclosed?) platform (?) / balcony (?) and someone needing to cut a hole in a wall, with some windows, (window wall) to make a passageway to the other side.

(Prior week(end)) One Episode Left

I dreamt of a lady on one of those home remodeling shows. When I first saw her, she was Marie but then I saw her happily having fun walking backwards on the left side of the street by a corner, as a different person, and then vanished because there was only one more episode left of the show.

I dreamt that grandma was putting on a purple felt type hat (fedora?) as the family were walking past some stores (?) on the left. After she took it off, the color stayed on the top of her hair.

(From April 23, 2019) Different Name

I asked, “How do I block the negative entities from entering the house?’ The words “Use (?) a different name” were going through my head.

I dreamt that I wouldn’t help the family with my things / stuff (?). I told them no.

There were several boys (7-10?), maybe a girl (?), and they had some fish in a tank. One was (almost?) transparent. I wondered where it came from.

I dreamt that I went to an Asian restaurant, putting the ice I had in several cups into one cup and then throwing the others away. I remembered about seeing / reading to use soda to bring flowers back to life. I was going to fill the cup but there were men there around the soda machine so I didn’t want to get any.

The restaurant had double doors and there was a short man cleaning the space between the doors. There was some of the sponge floor, the type with holes that are used for standing on, missing. The man was cleaning that section. I stepped over it and he questioningly said (something to that effect), “Isn’t it great to have the other parts (?) of the floor?”

I dreamt that I was walking home at night. I was thinking that the route was almost similar to Waterman in San Bernardino by the church and Golden Valley and if someone were to pick me up, I would ask them if they knew that area so that they would have an understanding of where I was going / needed to go.

I then see a shadow on the sidewalk in front of me on my right. I turned around and saw an older man with a raised fork, with chocolate cake remnants, in his right hand. I wasn’t scared, telling myself that Heavenly Father had my back, knowing my life was in God’s hands and whatever happened was as it should be.

He lunged the fork at me but didn’t touch me. He did this a couple times then grabbed me. I then became “scared”. (I thought that this was what I was supposed to do and feel. I was also thinking how Ali had had a dream, or something, where he saw this happening and that’s another reason why I wasn’t scared.) There was a church on my right with several people outside by the door.

I tried yelling to get their attention but wasn’t able to make any noise. They were going inside but I kept trying. Finally, before the last one, a man, went in, I made some noise which got his attention. I think I was trying to say “Heavenly Father”.

Lithuania came to mind.

I dreamt that I was hugging Kyle and I was taller than him.

I dreamt that there were some people from the North countries (from several centuries ago?) showed up. They were dressed in all white for early Winter. Their boots were felt / wool moccasin type boots without (the) laces. They were about mid calf height / ankle boots, also white / creme. They may have been fur lined.

I dreamt that I had to leave but I didn’t right away. There was a guy with curly hair and glasses. He was standing to my left next to me. There were other people there. I was in the early stages of pregnancy. I told him, “It is” so that he would know that the baby was his without letting the others know.

I was then sitting at a table, talking to the other people. My legs were open and I started to feel something underneath when I felt a tongue stick inside my vulva / vagina. It was this guy.

I dreamt something about a group of people who must’ve been part of a non-denominational church. A female passed out the “sacrament”. I saw her bringing it in to the group. There was something about having to drink tea and eat certain food to be a part of the group. I wasn’t sure if I wanted to do that.

I was given a collage of women’s faces (from the 80’s) that I had to choose one of them and lick. I was hesitant because of not knowing who else had done this before me. There was a blonde woman near the top on the right side so I chose her.

The guy with the curly hair may have been part of the group. There was a lady who walked past me on my left from back to front. She was wearing a black string leotard thing with a sheer black lingerie kimono over it. As she walked by, I was asking myself, “Whaaaat…is she wearing?”

The End

I asked, “Where did I need to go?” Utah came to mind.

I dreamt that I was at a church meeting. There were roughly several hundred people. I was sitting on the left. The chairs were the metal folding chairs. I had been asked to say the closing prayer. I was scared because of the amount of people but I did it.

After I got up, I stayed back where my seat was instead of going up front, four blonde women came and took my seat and the ones next to it, causing me to eventually taking the seat at the end. I couldn’t be upset because the seat was empty from me standing up.

As I was saying the prayer, a guy started speaking over an intercom. I then said into the air, “How can I talk with you talking?” There were also people somewhere walking around doing whatever they were there for.

(From May 9, 2019) Clear

I asked, “What is the meaning of the fan?” I dreamt that I thought I had heard it raining but when I got up, to feed the cats, I saw that it was a clear day.

I dreamt that the sun had come up and I needed to wake up to feed the cats. Seems my mom was there. I was so tired that I sat up on the couch with my eyes closed because I was having a hard time opening them. I finally got up and saw that the cats still had plenty of food.

I dreamt that I was watching a movie (?) of a couple cops outside an apartment building looking for someone. The stairs protruded out and one of them, a lady, was standing on the left side looking up describing about the process of finding this person. She was saying something about them going up to a room up at the top floor. I was anticipating that she was going to say that they found this person had hung himself.

I dreamt that it was still dark outside and I was woken from hearing Ali closing doors loudly in the hallway. I then heard a knock / doorbell and heard someone say something and then said, “Sir”. I thought a neighbor had called the police because they were concerned about all the noise.

The person turned out to be a skinny young black guy. He needed to go back out for something. I knew the door would lock behind him. Before he left I saw two gold watches that he had dropped on the couch. As he turned to walk back out I saw that his shorts were below his butt showing his boxers.

Ali came to me before the guy showed up saying that he was going to go get us some food for breakfast. He said what it was but I don’t remember. He seemed anxious as he was telling me, still getting dressed.

After this guy went back out, I asked Ali who the guy was but don’t think he answered. I don’t remember. I asked Ali who he was and where he was going. He gave me a name but couldn’t understand him because it was mumbled a bit and said that he’s going out to get some sort of rock broccoli. He may have said pizza rock broccoli but I also couldn’t understand him when he said the first word.

After the guy went outside, Ali went back to finish getting ready and I followed. He now looked like Steve and so I told him that after asking the questions and Ali answering. I don’t know if they were separate dreams or if they were intertwined.

I dreamt that there was a guy who had his legs previously disabled from something before I saw him. He had a small private jet/ passenger plane that he spent the majority of his time in up in the air but not as the pilot. He had a small older lady with him who had a ragged weathered face.

I was up with him during one of the trips. I was thinking that maybe he was the one with money who would be the one to take care of me. I was thinking that after awhile it doesn’t feel like being up in the air.

He was across from me relaxing, facing toward the back where the lady was sitting at a desk facing us and maybe talking with us. This trip was one where he comes back down to earth to get supplies from his warehouse, which was in a desert setting.

I then saw him sitting in a chair outside. He had 4 packs of Marlboro cigarettes with him, two on each side. I knew that he was a member of the church and he may have been through the temple. I was wondering about the connection of those but don’t remember. I think it was something about him still being a smoker even though he had gone through the temple
(It’s kinda hazy).

I’m next in a big room with a lot of people. Briana is there. I ask her to say the closing prayer and she’s fine with it. Something happens, or needs to happen first, before she does so.

Present

I asked the same question. Before falling asleep, I saw my dad’s hands on the shoulders of a young boy in front of him. Keeping his hands there, he pushed the boy forward, presenting him to me. I didn’t see the boy’s face as I was concentrating on my dad’s hands. The name David then came to mind.

I dreamt that I had an open glass (?) door in my room to the backyard with a closed screen. The mother cat and the orange tabby were there. I opened the screen from the left and the mother came in while the orange stayed out for a bit before coming in.

(From May 11, 2019) Stay

I asked, “Why am I still here in this house?” I dreamt that I was with a female I knew, in the dream. We were on the third floor / level. We got in an elevator. I was to stay on this level, which I was thankful for.

The elevator slowly went up and down and I couldn’t understand why. I finally realized that I hadn’t pushed the button. I either did or was about to when I woke up.

I dreamt that I was at Golden Valley jr high and the students were outside and some were fighting. I saw a woman employee sitting at a patio area, facing to the left of me, talking with someone (student?). Some of her face was covered with small pieces of shadows, as if she were sitting by a tree and the leaves were shading her.

There was a lady that was saying she was a “Tralioner”, incorporating the lion mascot (we were the knights) into the word “trainer”. I recognized her from her picture when we were going to school here.

(From May 10, 2019) Fresh Meat

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Mr. Rogers came in through the door on the left, throwing (?) a buffalo hide to the right. He then had his back mostly toward me.

His wife was in the kitchen (?), standing on the right, with her back also mostly toward me. She asked him if he had skinned the buffalo. He said no (Of course not because of his kindness and tenderness. This was known in the dream.) and named off some names of his friends.

There were then two young blonde surfer (?) guys who found a bite size of fresh meat with one of them eating it. I think I asked them something and they responded. I then asked if they were on vacation and they responded that they were in the Philippines.

I dreamt that I was at my parents house collecting the old sponges, with the green scrubber, from the storage / utility closet / pantry on a top shelf. Mom asked me to do something but I continued with what I was doing.

Before my dad died (in dream), he took a random picture of Steve while he was walking. Steve ended up being blurry at an angle on the bottom right corner with his head near the middle, facing left. He was wearing a dark blue shirt / sweater.

I dreamt that I was drinking through a straw tasting samples of different drinks. I was thinking that the people there were wondering what I was doing.

I then was outside and barely saw a long snake on a tree I was about to pass. It seemed to be about 6 – 8 ft long. It’s head area was wrapped around a branch on the right with the body going up the tree.

I was about to get ready to take a picture when a tall man, dressed in scrubs walking from right to left, grabbed it and took a big bite out of it. I didn’t watch him as he was walking so I don’t know what he did after taking the bite. I had a feeling that he chewed it.

Son

I asked, “What is the meaning of the blood going up to the nose?” Before falling asleep, I saw myself walking toward me with a man on my right side. We were walking up a slight grassy hill with one of those skinny twig looking trees in front of him. I didn’t see his head.

I was telling him that my (young) son would talk to him. I either then said, or only thought it, that he talks to me in my dreams.

I dreamt that I was spending the night on the floor at Briana’s. She was up late, around midnight, trying to remember a speech / talk for work the next day. She was walking back and forth with the lights on and I wondered why she didn’t do this in her room.

She was slightly hyperventilating because of how stressed she was. I think I wanted to tell her to calm down and breathe slowly. She finally set down on a grey couch with soft fabric that was to my right “above” me.

Her couches looked like the type that you could move around to the shape you wanted (modular?)

I was thinking that this is why I don’t like spending the night here and that her friend’s probably don’t have any problems since they probably stay up with her.

I didn’t have much of my stuff with me so I was tempted to get up and leave, even though it was so late at night, but I stayed.

She was also talking to someone who I couldn’t see. I was thinking that her young daughter must be with her ex husband’s. I then saw her daughter, with blonde curly hair, come out.

As I was laying there, Kyle, or someone who looked like him, showed up next to me, shirtless, on my left. He had darkish red hair (?). He had scoliosis, wanting me to massage his back. I was only able to handle doing it a short time and then stopped.

The next day, I was holding two shiny silver blue “canes” with handles looking like dolphins. I was thinking that they resembled some vibrators that I had seen online earlier that day (I had). The one on my left was bigger and longer than the one on my right.

I don’t know where I was but I was outside among some short one story buildings that had concrete pathways and maybe a bench or two. I was using the canes to walk without touching the ground. There were people there watching me “walk” and made a comment about me not touching the ground.

I was looking at the handles and it had something written about them being witch’s fly catchers. I’m not sure how, but I assumed the mouth had something to do with it.

The tabby cat was there also. I don’t remember why.

There were some women from church that I knew, in the dream. Briana was there also, but not as part of them.

There were some women who were witches. One of them was older than me and may have had white hair. She thought I was also a witch because of the canes / fly catchers I had. She asked something about them being candy canes.

We were then inside and I saw a sign by conference (?) room type doors about a witches meeting (?) and I saw that it mentioned candy canes.

People, shorter than me, started walking in from left to right, through the hallway that I was standing in along with the church ladies, who were across from me.

These people were dressed as pirates, adding their own twist / spin to the costume. The last one to come through was someone dressed as the devil in a mascot costume, with the big head. This person walked along fine but not with the confidence / surety that one might think this person should have.

I was thinking about the connection between the devil and the witches and wondered if they truly understood. The glances that the church women were giving him, I assumed that they were thinking the same.

Another Man

I sked, “Is Ali the one who is finishing his mission?” I dreamt of dad, Greg, and the head of Brigham Young, a dog, and maybe another guy or two (?). They were in a hall in a church (by the kitchen?). Brigham’s head was on something. Shelf? Counter? Dad moved it to the floor where the others were, sitting in a circle. Mom may have been there on/to my right (?). Greg had regained his priesthood abilities.

Greg was at the bottom left. The dog was to his left, licking/cleaning himself, with his back to me. Dad was at the top right. Dad asked Brigham if he would say the prayer. Dad was anxiously waiting for someone/thing to arrive so that the prayer could be given.

I dreamt that I was watching tv. It was showing a slightly darkened smoky orange sky, panning down (or maybe I was able to do that). There was a man speaking (didn’t see), saying something about a lanyard. I either heard another man’s voice, or only knew that there was another man.

At the top of the screen, somewhat in the middle right, appeared a tiny white light. It moved to the right corner, growing as it did so, showing itself to be a light bulb. Underneath, it said, “(Another?) Bright Idea”. Seems this was in England.

Getting Ready

I asked the same question. As I was falling asleep, I saw Stephanie & AJ (Married at First Sight) inside a house. She was on the first floor looking up at a square hole in the ceiling. AJ was above looking down. He was saying, “This is mommy’s room.” Seems the room may have been pink, or some in it. There was a downward slanted wall next to / above the hole.

I dreamt that a lady was moving in to a new house and was going through one of the clear storage containers of her things. There were lots of papers, lined up, with a couple envelopes of letters (?) that she took and hid behind her back.

The owner / manager of the moving company was standing among the boxes, overseeing everything and sometimes helping out.

I dreamt that the family was moving in to a new house. Us women were going through a clear storage container of our old stuff. There were some ankle boots that were Judy’s and I commented that they were like the ones that Spice (Girls) wears. The price was still on them. They cost over $500 ($584?), on sale.

I saw something of mine in there as well (journal?).

Mom was trying on a dark blue top and skirt that had some white in it. The skirt was a little too short in the back. We mentioned that maybe she could pull it down some.

I was getting hungry and remembered that mom had some big reclosable bags of big gold wrapped kisses so I went to grab some.

I dreamt that I was sitting and telling mom something, who was standing in front a short distance from me, doing her own thing. As I was talking I broke down crying. I don’t know if she was paying attention to me.

I dreamt that a monk was getting ready for a class discussion later on about bloodletting. There was something dividing the space in the back, with a window sized opening to the right. I was on the other side.

I got his attention and started asking him what the difference was between a monk and another religious type person but couldn’t remember the name / title of what the other person was.

I then was looking in the back of the bible in the topical guide for bloodletting so that I could find some scriptures to show him that admonish against it. I couldn’t find it / it wasn’t there.

Being Worked On

I asked, “Am I supposed to marry Ali?” I dreamt that mom was in charge of fixing a house for a girl who had bought it. The girl stayed in half of the house while the other half was being worked on.

There were black spots throughout. Mom painted white over them instead of checking if they were rotten. I told her, “I wouldn’t have done that!”

I dreamt of writing down that dream (?).

(From yesterday) Able

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was telling someone, “No way!”

I dreamt of something that was being made, that said, “Lakers” on it in the middle. It might have been a little fluffy / fringy (?). It could have been a towel.

I dreamt that I saw the tail ends, of the left side, of several airplanes that were docked at the airport.

I dreamt that I was wearing a white dress, and that I was wondering what Ali (?) was thinking of me, seeing me in all white.

I dreamt of circular stairs, to the right, in a public building, and the stairs had “floating” huge books, all the same, on them. I was on the next floor, crouching and looking down at them, and accidentally made a couple of them fall.

I dreamt of being in a public restroom and the toilets were triangular shaped, and backed in to the corner. The “stalls” were open, without doors. I was waiting (?) for someone / thing so that I could use one, or there was water surrounding them. There was grass right outside, and I was saying that I could just go on the grass.

I dreamt of some ballerina guys who were hanging around, waiting for the performance (?), which was to start later. They were wearing regular clothes. One of them was taller and stockier.

One of them sat next to my left, facing left. I noticed that he was wearing his ballet shoes, which I was surprised to see. I asked him how tall he is, and he asked me why I wanted to know. I told him it was because he looked taller than the others.

Seems that there was an insinuation that he was the same height as me. He showed me his hands, and I put my right hand up next to his left. His hand was bigger and thicker.

There was a female with them, and I started floating, to show them what I could do. I was thinking that the guys might be impressed when they saw me doing it.

I showed her how to float. There was a dark pole with “limbs”. Some of them looked like what electricians use. I got up to the top, or up high, and I started to doubt myself, not sure if I could still feel the ability / power to float up in the air.

I wanted to tell this female to be careful about getting too high, for fear that she could fall, but she was able to float down, and was out of earshot for me to say anything.

True

I asked, “Will I leave by getting pregnant from Ali?” I dreamt that some older people who, supposedly, weren’t able to chant while doing something else.

I dreamt that there was an article that explains how animals find true North when alone (in the woods).

I dreamt that Mariah Carey had come here to introduce something (?). She was only here for a short time. I held her left hand for a short time. It had some feel of a man’s hand to it.

I mentioned this to the lady who brought her. I asked her how she was able to get Mariah to come here. The rest of the dream is hazy / vague, but I don’t think I got a response.

(From Oct 14, 2017 Took My Place)

I dreamt of a guy, with folded garments, asking me why they don’t belong on the ground. I told him that it was because they’re garments. He placed them on the ground / floor anyway as I answer.

I dreamt that I was a missionary in Russia. It was my first day, on Sunday, at church, and I didn’t know the language. I was confused partly because I didn’t know where my companion was.

I was looking for a seat in the back, behind the benches, and thought that I saw one, but it was a counter / shelf.

Before going to the church, there was a guy kissing my hand (?). 

Before that, I had been staying at some house, and when I left my room, someone else came in and took my place.

(Misc) Uncertain 

I dreamt that I was to cross a road, but there was a fast flowing water. I didn’t dare cross because I didn’t know how safe it would be. A truck drove past, and I could see that the water wasn’t deep, but I was still uncertain.

I dreamt that someone told me that I was God’s superhero.

New Follower

I asked, “Am I supposed to stop thinking about entities, or pregnancy?” The thought, “You have a new follower” came to mind.

I dreamt that I was watching David and Hilary Farr (HGTV Love It or List It) riding up a mountain, coming around a corner from the right. I was facing them. They were using a motorcycle with a sidecar. David was on the motorcycle.

As they were turning the corner, the motorcycle broke off with David staying at the corner while Hilary kept going. She didn’t realize it until she was about 50 yards (?) away. I think she went / turned back. 

I dreamt that something caused a volcano crater to show up under a house, in the kitchen (?). The floor was shaky, so had to be careful when walking in there.

(From Nov 10, 2017 All Was Well)

I dreamt that I found a nickel (?). 

I dreamt about pink cactus that gets more water when shaken.

I dreamt about a family, from my teenage years, visiting the Philippines often.

I dreamt about Lunchables with only sweets in them, and I had to decide which one I wanted.

I dreamt that the Creation painting was on a family’s ceiling and the scene moved to where rabbits were the people, but in a classy way.

I dreamt that I was only in the front part of the house, and there were bookshelves / walls blocking my view into the rest of the house, but I knew that it was built in a mezzo style. I was wondering how it would look if it was remodeled to be open view. 

I dreamt that I had a double mastectomy, and didn’t like how it looked because a bit of the bottom portion of each breast could still be seen. The mother of this house also had it done. Their word for thank you was “danck”, and I mentioned that in German, the word was “danke”.

I dreamt about Jared going inactive after coming home from his mission.

I dreamt about a lady from my teenage years. I asked her if she had adopted Cynthia. She said no. I wanted to ask her about Amy, her daughter who became gay, but didn’t know if that would upset her.

She had an empty house that she was going to sell (?), and I think someone mentioned about giving it to me.

I dreamt that I was afraid of the bears and wildlife outside, and was afraid that they might get in. My mom went outside, and all was well.