Portal

I asked, “Can I go back in my past?” There was something about my knee(s).

I dreamt that me, Amy, my mom and dad (didn’t see them but knew were there) recently moved to a new place. There were some open near empty boxes of cereal lying down, couple of them on the side, on a top shelf. I think one of them was Life. There were some saltine crackers, along with open wrappers / packaging. I was thinking that dad was the one to eat the cereal. I had eaten breakfast and was feeling to eat some crackers with peanut butter, but didn’t.

Back in the bedroom, I was lying across the end of my bed, which was against the right wall. There was a dresser between my bed and Amy’s bed on the left, and a dresser at the end of her bed. She put a garment under her mattress where other dirty laundry was. She said something as she was doing so, but don’t remember.

She then was standing at the end of her bed and said something about that area. I responded, “Like a portal.” She agreed.

She had put a short brown extension cord under, and through, the bottom of the dresser between the beds, saying something about it being there / the placement of it, and about power (?). 

I was holding a water bottle shaped like a jug. Even though I was feeling a bit sick / ill I got up to refill it because there was a bit of cleaning to do in the house. The lid / cap was on the floor at the end of the bed.

As I got up, the front left leg of the silver tabby (neighbor messed with her back claws earlier this year) was “stuck” to the Siamese as she was walking. The tabby was acting as if it hurt a little. She finally got “unstuck” and I picked her up to rub her leg.

(From Aug. 11, 2018 Red Storm)

I saw 4 African guys / men at / in a restaurant (El Pollo Loco?) walking to a table. I was thinking, “If I was to go to Africa,” not finishing the thought. 

I dreamt that I was watching tv (?). I (?) was able to choose what scenario the people were in.

I then am calling out, barely at first, “Heavenly Father, help me so that I can live (my?) life.” I kept repeating this until I was loud enough for Ali to hear me (in the dream).

Zach River band

I dreamt that I was in a chapel, up by / in the stand, on the right of the microphone. Obama was sitting on the Bishop’s right side. He looked intently at me, and sinisterly said, “There’s going to be a red storm.”

The small congregation was black. There may have been one, or two white people / families? There were only about between 50 – 100 people. The people were standing? The words to the song / hymn they were singing were only “blah blah blah.” 

 I dreamt of a young black lady with small children (part of the congregation?) I was telling her that she needs to tell her girl (less than 8?) that she’s mixed because she’s going to find out. I then saw her toddler boy, with shorts, with chubby legs.

I dreamt that I was out in the (church?) parking lot. It was dark / night time. I was standing looking for my car, not finding it. I think I finally saw it but there were big cats there and I would have to pass them but was too scared to.

There were lions. I don’t remember the other ones. The lions weren’t paying attention to me. I only saw one but knew that there were others. The other one was intent on me.

I told myself to stay calm, that these were God’s cats (I think) and also remembering what Anastasia (Ringing Cedars books) said, that they are helpers to us.

This cat walked back and forth in front of me. A couple times I had a finger that would end up in it’s mouth (like when playing with pets), not getting hurt. The cat always stayed ferocious looking but never did anything to harm me.

I dreamt of being on a water ride on an innertube (is that what they’re called?). There were other people there. Judy was there, by herself. We were at the beginning, which was a circular pool that pushed us in circles, going faster each time, before being dropped a steep drop. I decided that I didn’t want to be dropped, and so was able to get to the side to get out. Judy continued on.

I dreamt that I was outside somewhere naked, doing something, bending down. There were others around. I didn’t care enough about them seeing me (as I usually am since the other times I’m usually thinner) to cover up.

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Watched

I dreamt that dad’s demeanor would sometimes change, like Dr. Jekyl and Mr. Hyde, into something evil / sinister.

 One night, he and my mom had gone out on a date. When they got home, mom immediately went to bed and fell asleep. I went in to tell her that dad was trying to kill me. She was too tired  to do anything.

I dreamt something about fossils embedded in a tall rock formation, and an Asian girl there was the winner. I wondered why she was the winner.

I dreamt of a tall girl with long blonde hair whose every move was being watched by an older man. 

She went to an exercise / dance class and the music wasn’t playing. There was some outside / in another room, so they went along / moved to that. The instructor wasn’t there, but they knew the moves.

Looking down from above in the back, this girl is wearing dark blue clothes (knee length sweater / cardigan, and hat). She walks into a darkened theater / auditorium, out through the back doors. She walks back in, going through a door on the right, having to turn to the right to go out. 

She comes back in, and starts to walk up to the back, showing her face for a couple seconds then turning her head to her left, as if to hide. She has short (ear length?) brunette hair.

As she gets closer, we see that it’s actually Paris Hilton with a wig. She gives a brave chuckle at the camera, then gets scared. 

She rushes to some futuristic type “pods” that are several feet in front of her. There were a couple other friends of this blonde girl, who helped her escape, who were waiting in these pods, for Paris. 

These pods were metallic, and were structured similar to theme park rides where a (door / gate?) comes in front of you and then a piece on top so that you’re covered / hidden. The pods are on their own individual tracks.

After they take off, to the left, a police car, in his own type of pod that shows the sides of the car, shows up, slowly passing through from left to right. 

I then realize that I had been watching a movie when the original girl is shown, wearing Amish type clothes, without the hat (bonnet?). Her hair was shoulder length brunette. Utah girl?

See

I asked the same question. The phrase “Author sackers” came to mind.There was something before that but don’t remember. 

I was asked the question, “What do you still see in the (snow covered) mountains?”

 I dreamt that I was at an event / party and a young female named Sis. Doyle (knew her first name but forget) asked if I could go somewhere with her (again, forget the location). I told her yes.

When she got home later, she called, a woman answering and calling out to / for me. I was thinking of the Sis. Doyle I knew as a teen when this woman was telling me who called. When I got to the phone, Sis. Doyle reminded me that she had spoken to me (I then remembered who she was) and was confirming that I could go with her. I affirmed that I could go.

I dreamt of Val (at the same place?) with her hair cut short on the sides above her ears and touching her back in a point / arrow. She was conditioning her hair in sections, starting on the left, while standing.  

Mark was saying that she was going to Greece and getting ready for it. She frequently went there because of a guy, staying at a girl friend’s place while there.

I heard a guy say, “I’m young and 20.”

 (From Aug. 14, 2018 Look alike)

I asked why I dream of Mando. Ali was just wondering (about what?). 

I dreamt of a party (at a bar / cafe) that had old – time celebrity look alikes. There was a young guy sitting at a cafe table, by himself, looking forlorn (?) / no expression, who looked like Michael Jackson when he first went solo. He was on my left, looking behind me.

There was a poster on the wall, on the left, behind him, of Muhammad Ali and Joe Frazier. Their look alikes stood in front of it so someone could take a picture.

I dreamt that I worked the night shift (at a witchery place?). I went out front at closing time. The businesses were in a row, all looking the same, as if they were warehouses with metal doors (garage looking). There were gates in front of all of them by the sidewalk.

I crossed the street, seeing no traffic / activity. I (didn’t) (find) found what I was looking for and decided to turn back around, returning to the job. 

I realized that a light had been left on. When I got to the door, a manager (?), anxious type, was coming out. I asked him a question (don’t remember), and he said, sure. 

I turned the lights off and got on my bike to go home. I started to go left, fog blocking my view. I realized I was going the wrong direction and so turned around. (The gates were all closed except the one where I worked.) 

The sidewalk, and the street area next to it, were broken up. There were heavy machinery vehicles on the street to continue the job in the morning.

I dreamt something about using a tablet.

I dreamt something about tables inside a building (where I worked?), and a guy moving them, upset a little (?).

OK With It

I asked, “Can I go back in time?” I dreamt that I was on top of a grassy knoll / hill that had a paved path down a slope. There were two other girls. Something about another girl’s song. I got after one of these two girls about it. She was telling me that the other girl was ok with whatever was being done with the song.

There was a horrendous black beetle, that grew dark / purple grapes on the end of it’s body, on the path. I had tongs, trying to pick it up, bursting / squishing one of the grapes. I finally got a hold, dumping it into a sink of filmy bubbly water that was there, turning on the faucet to help it go down.

I dreamt of being in a clothing store with another woman. Another woman was asking about a swimsuit she wanted to buy, wanting to know if her husband would like it. I told her that he would. 

I then saw that I had been naked. I was holding a dark blue dress, in front of me, that was tightly laced up (front? back?) and thinking I could loosen it up (no one could fit in without loosening it). I wanted to put it on before they realized that I was naked.

I dreamt that I was at a guy’s place that is near where Briana used to live in San Bernardino. He lived in single story apartments (?). I was there with another guy. 

There was a window in front of us and the guy who lived there kept looking out, as if being on guard / nervous. He told us to watch out for the neighbor on the left. He had used two other words before saying “neighbor”. I wasn’t sure if he dealt in drugs, or if he had a lot of money.

I knew that the people who (used to) live across from him were black. The windows had curtains covering them so I don’t know if they were still there. There were two windows on the right and the door was to the left. The left window was broken at the bottom with a hole, as if a rock had been thrown in. The other window was gone, the curtain slightly blowing. 

There was a path in between these apartments. The people across the way had two car seats lying on their backs with the head on the left. The door between them. It looked like the one on the left was angled into the path, but I saw that there was enough room to pass through.

The path was inside, but it was outside, with me being able to see the streets / neighborhood to the right of the building.

Inside the guy’s place I saw several cats run out past us from under some blankets that were covering couches.

I dreamt that there were people “locked up”. I saw Lorelei there in her own area. The others were in a big room free to roam. They were only there for a limited time. 

There was a tall slim girl with long blonde hair who had gotten it dampened. There were some beaters / mixers hanging from the ceiling and she was going to put her hair in them. I’m not sure why. Some people were suggesting not to do it because it could pull some hair out. As she was about to do it I closed my eyes and didn’t hear anything so I don’t know if she went through with it. I only saw the back of her.

Someone mentioned that people who “go down” fast ( into mysteries of the universe / God) is similar to being locked up.

I dreamt about an overweight Mexican man and woman. She started speaking Italian to him as he was grabbing something from her. He then repeated what she said but in Spanish. 

I dreamt of a man getting two gold Lexus’s, saying that he wanted two at the max. I saw them parked diagonally, pointing to the right. This man may have been the Mexican man.

I dreamt about the Siamese cat outside, sitting, but as I kept looking, I wasn’t sure if it was her, or a cat who looked like her.

Up To You

I asked, “Why do I keep seeing 69?” I dreamt that I was naked and I wanted to drive home before the other people I was with woke up. I was making sure that I had enough gas.

I dreamt that Kyle was waiting inside a partly mechanical animal, facing right, for the disabled bus to pick him and take him back to Riverside (California). I asked a guy if Kyle needed a subscription / card to use the bus and the guy said no.

I dreamt of cats giving me a quizzical / doubting look as I went to do something else, even though I let them know that I would be back.

I was told that it’s up to me.

(From Aug. 25, 2018 Gay)

I asked the shaman question again. I dreamt that my mom (?) told me that Micalanne had turned gay. I mentioned that I figured because of a comment she had made earlier (she had said something about a girl). 

(From Aug. 24, 2018 Slow Descent)

I dreamt that I was in a land that the Munster’s and Addams Family would feel comfortable being in. One scene was of being in a family bus (?) with others (family?) and going off a cliff. I was scared at first but realized it was supposed to happen that way and the descent was slow. 

I was seeing children everywhere, some doing schoolwork on desks not lined up, or level on ground. A boy had a tattoo on one of his arms that looked like a necklace, or just the chain, going from elbow to wrist. 

At a school cafeteria there was a young girl in line to get food, which looked like this girls hair. Her hair was like Shirley Temple, but instead of curls, they were like tubes, jelly like transparent / opaque. I commented to someone about this girl eating her hair. 

How To Pick A Partner 

I asked the question, “What should powerful moms (or was it parents?)  know?” I dreamt of a young (3 / 4) blonde girl walking on my right, going ahead of me. She was wearing shorts and I was noticing her long legs. I was wishing that I could go back in time and start over.

I dreamt of an old man, going deaf (only in the right?), asking if I would consider him. I don’t remember my response. He then gave me advice on how to pick a partner. 

I dreamt of Madonna as part of a British tv show. 

I dreamt of watching one of her music videos. She was skating down a street. I only saw the top half of her but knew that she was skating. Something caught her eye on her right. I remember seeing her eyeliner. I was wondering what it would be like to be her and to see what she sees.

I dreamt something about 4 (?) black young adults (2 male, 2 female?) leaning back in the trunk of a car, with it closed a bit. They left (don’t remember why) but had come back later. 

I mentioned to them that I didn’t think / wasn’t expecting for them to come back. The females were wearing wavy (relaxed wave) striped pants with a dark background. For some reason I asked one of them if those were animal prints, or just prints. She said that it was just a print.

Ali told me to only speak Spanish to him. I told him “No”.

Coach

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a girl putting a chicken in the oven. I asked her what time she wanted to eat. She said 8:30. I told her that it was 8:30 and put the clock at the correct time. 

There was something about mom wanting either me or dad to reach something on the top shelves in the kitchen. 

I dreamt that I was a coach of a sport that I didn’t know much about / how to play.

I dreamt about Ali and the Utah girl.

(From Sept. 1, 2018 Excited)

I asked the shaman question.

As I was laying in bed, Ali told me (in my head) that he wished he had a lot of kids. I asked him why and then I snapped out of it.

I dreamt of Patricia Richardson and that she had gained about 10 – 15 pounds, enough to notice that she had gained weight. I think I was watching her in a movie / show. She had pulled down a shelf (she was outside?) that had stuff on it. I wondered how the shelf could be pushed back up without anything falling off / down. There was a gun there. There was a small blue rocking horse toy near the back (bottom when lifted) corner. She seemed a bit agitated, don’t remember why. There was someone with her. 

I dreamt that I was at a hospital in the evening waiting for a doctor who was interested in me. He was a couple / several years older than me. I was in the empty hallway, thinking that anything could happen without anyone knowing. 

A lady worker who was about to leave was talking to me as if I worked there. I told her that I didn’t. 

An older woman, who did work there, wearing a mid thigh blue dress, and another woman, showed up to use the elevator that was across the hall to the right. The woman who was speaking to me was saying something to the woman with the dress. The dress lady got excited, and did a little shake and may have said something back to her.

The doctor came out and he pushed the button for the doors to open. There were young white people, in the elevator, who wanted us to go with them so we did.

The scene turned into a bunch of black people. A Michael Jackson song was playing loud and a guy was animatedly “praying”. I noticed that we were on a grated deck at the top of a stadium. I was concerned about safety. The doctor, or we?, had gone up front and sat with them. 

A rap then came on. I mentioned that I don’t care for that and moved to the back. There was a speaker up front close to where we were. Someone heard me and told someone to change the music / tune. It was then something that I could handle. 

Then for some reason (get away from the speaker?) I went to the back right. There were three black ladies and one was making disparaging remarks / comments about me / white people but I didn’t care because it was her issue. She then tumbled (?) to the right and the other ladies were laughing at her. They had no issues with me / white people. 

I then decided to go out of the room but had first noticed that if something had happened to the deck, it was close to the ground so there wouldn’t be much concern about falling / hitting hard.

After I left I noticed an older couple to my left. She was wearing two (?) inch high flip flops / sandals. I don’t remember what they / he was doing but their fronts were facing me. She was still several inches shorter than him and was standing a step, or two, behind him to his left. They had two young children, boy and girl, both blonde. 

I noticed that I was wearing pointed “punk” black shoes with black and white checked on top.

I dreamt that I was looking in a mirror at a sink (washing my face?). I noticed that hair was starting to grow again on the left side, which was lit. The hair was softer than before but not as soft as it used to be. I noticed a small red pimple slightly appearing above my lips on the right side. I didn’t have my glasses, realizing I had left them, but was still able to see. I didn’t look at my eyes. 

The Lottery

I asked the same question, “What are the answers to the tests that are in the book? ” I dreamt of a train (?) veering off to the right toward water instead of coming in front of me like I had imagined. 

I was standing above what looked to be a bunch of thick tree roots. They were in a depressed area of land. I think I was by the ocean. Some of them almost looked like a woman stretched out / lying down on her stomach. 

I dreamt that I was at a bank (?). I was with a couple of other people (men?). There was something about writing $2 where the recipient should be. I hadn’t asked for it, but a man had me do it. It had something to do with the lottery. 

Walid was there in a line next to us. Seems he was ahead of us. We eventually caught up to him, and maybe passed him. 

I saw to my right snacks that were being sold. Some of them were from SnackWell products of Mexican sweet breads. 

I dreamt that there was a young girl with a beetle taped to the right side of her head. It was eating away at her. I could only see the legs dangling. I was concerned  for her that this could take her life. She didn’t have a right ear but a flap of skin.

(From Sept. 3, 2018 Bad Hygiene)

I asked about the voices. I dreamt that when I looked out my bedroom window when I got up to feed the cats, one of the cats was outside (she could go until neighbors messed with her toes) and I was wondering how she got there. Their friend was out there waiting as well. He was by the little wall (2 bricks high). I didn’t have my glasses on but I was able to manipulate my vision so that I could make out his coloring.

I dreamt that as I walked out of my room, the a/c was on and realized that I had forgotten to turn it off. 

I dreamt of Travis and him having two young blonde girls. The wife was gone. Dead? Divorced? I think maybe dead because of a comment that was said. 

Something about water.

I dreamt that there were three older men living together. Two had bad hygiene. For some reason I went to their place, expecting a horrible smell but instead smelled banana bread, which the third guy loved. 

I dreamt something about a bird out of its cage and the lady owner said something about people who were amazed at this. 

Still Learning

I asked the same question. All I remember is of some young Asians commenting on my last post. One of them was a female. She used a word that didn’t belong because she was still learning the language.

(From Sept. 5, 2018 Episodes)

I asked about the voices. I dreamt that me and my mom were going to England to get some papers signed by royalty and then directly coming back. I was thinking of the things that I would see, and also that I won’t be able to see much. 

I dreamt of a tv show that was set at the Buckingham Palace. It showed the title of one of the episodes but I don’t remember what it was. It showed one of the ladies coming outside to greet a couple of people (who had business there?). When it showed her walking, it closed in on the dress she was wearing and her flat stomach.

(From Sept. 4, 2018 In Utah / Painted / Fake / Cartoon)

I asked about the voices. I dreamt of Bear (late husbands dog. Someone said that he looks like a dog in the movie “Man’s Best Friend”) as a puppy and realizing that he needs to be fed. He’s over at someone’s house. Part of him is shaven. There’s some dry (Pedigree) dry food folded up with a couple things on top. 

I dreamt that I was in a back room. There were 3 mirrors like that are used for entertainers when putting makeup on. Across from them were Christmas items on the left and perfume imitations, in their boxes, on the right. I was with several other females.

 Deborah ( Deb-or-ah) was also there. She was on a higher level / step up from where we were. She was sitting on a couch doing something with some of the Christmas things. She put over her (sweat)shirt another “shirt” made from wrapping paper. It may have been shining / shiny gold. I was calling her name, and almost had to yell. I don’t know if she heard me but she looked up and started saying something. 

Ashley was also there, sitting against a wall. I asked her what was the difference between a split end and a knot. A girl sitting on her right answered me.

I don’t know what kind of place it was. We had to be out by Dec. 18 which was two weeks / 14 days away. 

I was going to wait until the next week to take my makeup / stuff home. There were 4 Christmas carolers singing, on top of a cabinet (?). I wanted to take those, among other Christmas items, home with me to sell, and keep. Perfume as well, but didn’t know what was going to happen to them. The carolers had painted plastic / rubber type fabric that looked like it was just draped over the mechanisms and stretched / fitted enough to look like the people they were supposed to be. I woke up and imagined seeing a part on the ground. 

I was looking at the carolers and making sure I was correct in how they were made. This time they were bleached flour sacks with cartoon faces singing, as if watching a cartoon on the fabric. 

A man walked by, smiling, then when he passed, he walked in front of us, with no smile. I was thinking that his smile was fake. He walked by again, smiling and talking, being friendly. 

Wilhelm was there. I don’t remember the exact conversation that was going on, but I remember thinking that we would be a good fit because he likes the arts. 

I heard someone singing, “We’ve been waiting for you.” I’m not sure if that’s in the Three’s Company theme song but that was the tune. 

Rebound

Last night I asked the question, “What are the answers to the tests that are in the book?” All I remember is the phrase “a young Betty has rebound(ed).”

(From Sept. 6, 2018 Coming For Us)

I asked about the voices. I dreamt that I was stepping in water that was about 2 inches deep that was around grandmas (maternal) car. It was night time and sprinkling. When I got in the passenger seat, I found an umbrella in a pocket in front of my feet. I didn’t notice a glove box. 

The pocket had a wave shape to it. I have to be careful when pulling out the umbrella because it starts to bend when pulling it out. 

A friend is sitting behind grandma. We’re in a huge parking lot. Part of it is empty. Grandma is driving fast / quick. She doesn’t slow down when a truck starts to back up. I keep telling her to slow down. She holds up a plastic knife as if telling me to be quiet. She hits the truck, moving it a ways but is able to get away. Grandma’s car didn’t get damaged. I don’t know what happened with the truck, or if nothing happened. I pray out loud to God for help. Grandma does go in a circle and I see a bit of light lighting the lot. It calms down after the plea. Ali is looking at the water around grandma’s car and says, almost audibly, “Uh oh.”

 I dreamt / see a man saying, “It’s an owl.”

 I dreamt about a girl becoming zombie like, in a trance. She was plain (plane?) looking. Some c/would call her ugly. Her hair was at least to her shoulders, and brown. 

Dwayne Johnson “The Rock” was a detective. There was a woman involved and when he came to her office, she acted innocent.

 There were holes around the earth that when seen from the sky / space, make out an alien face. Face could also be seen in minds eye. The holes were in front of people’s houses who are involved(?).

Something about Silk almond milk. 

Lady with a boy (son?) on lap asking if he’s ready to go back, as a man (in time? different time?) to be king of Rome. 

Aliens are coming for us.

I opened up some window blinds. I think I was in the same area, and an older black woman closed them because we weren’t allowed to see / participate.

People were being corralled, like animals, if they were outside past 9. Ali got caught because he was out at 9:05. After being corralled, the people weren’t allowed to interact with the “outside” for a month. I’m thinking it was a month because there were two people that I knew that I talked with who had two weeks to go and had already been there for two weeks, which I had no idea they were there until talking with them.

I dreamt that I was in the back of the house looking eastward outside and seeing huge red clouds billowing up that lightened up as the sun came up. I wanted to take a picture. I think I got one.