Blurry

I asked, “Do I need to have children from Ali?” I dreamt that Briana had taken a picture while on the road of some small pillars (?) with what looked like an outline of a dog’s face on them. The picture was blurry from rain but clear enough to see what it was.

I dreamt that I was at the bottom of a ladder in a submarine (?). I was asking if I could come up. I was told I could. Someone with me said, “Be careful. They don’t let just anyone up” as if I might not be able to. I responded, “That’s why I asked.”

I dreamt that I was using a professional (?) digital weight scale. The number changed several times from the 500’s, 400’s, and around 150. I said to mom, “See, it’s 150.” She pointed out that that wasn’t what it was and that I wasn’t looking at the top of the numbers correctly.

I dreamt that I was being asked where my money went. I don’t remember who was asking.

I dreamt that I mentioned to someone that they still had the last two Costco / Sam’s Club chocolate muffins in the packaging on the tray.

I dreamt that I was with Greg, Mark, Judy (?), and Amy. There was another female there with down syndrome (?). I don’t remember where we were but I was hysterical that there was a man’s ghost head in a cupboard (twice the size of kitchen) that had some books in it. Greg was saying that by not seeing the ghost, that person (me) doesn’t have a normal brain.

They were also saying something about the house on the avocado street. (We had a house with a tree in back.)

(From yesterday) Held

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Sara was pregnant and when she held her belly, it looked like she already had the baby. Her stomach was in the form of a newborn baby. The head was to her left. She was wearing black.

I dreamt that a thin naked (Russian?) lady came to me when I was in a building with sweets against the wall in front of me. She was on my right asking me which option I wanted something from her. I don’t remember what I was getting, or the options.

Out of my peripheral vision I was noticing how she kept herself clean shaven. I was thinking how she takes the time to do that.

There was an office (?) to the left of the sweets that I was put in charge of while the owner was away. There were stairs to get up to it.

There was a chocolate (cookie?) with the sweets that I tasted. There was also some loose sugar on a cookie sheet.

I dreamt that Walid (online guy) sent me a voice clip of him drunk and singing a love song to me. It may have been in French, or partly. I was thinking that I liked his voice.

I think I had a dream with Kim Kardashian.

I also may have had a dream that had something to do with pictures on a camera disk.

(From July 13, 2019) Found It Funny

I asked the same question. I dreamt that it was Christmas time. There was something about the Mary Tyler Moore show. There was also something about a tv channel.

I dreamt that I put my hair in a ponytail. The front of my hair became red and fluffy, like a Southern lady. It was combed over to the left. I thought it looked funny because it looked like a wig.

I dreamt that the water for the cats was low and that I needed to give them some more.

(From July 12, 2019) Dumped

I asked the same question. I dreamt the orange cat was outside and I was scared for him because of the wolves out there.

I dreamt that an overweight girl was looking for change from the container that she dumped on a car.

I dreamt that the family moved into an older couple’s home while they were still there. Before we got there (?) they had left the house for a short time because of the floor being worked on.

I mentioned that the man’s hair moved in a way that looked like he was under water.

A short time after moving in, the couple decided to move. I said to the man that it would’ve been easier for them to move when the floors were being done.

They had some paintings that were leaned up against a wall where it would be easy to pick them up and take.

At night time I saw a black post, that is used for the “For Sale” signs, staked in the front right corner of the yard. I said that the sign would most likely be there on Sunday.

We were going to take over the mortgage. I mentioned to the man that it would be easier to take them over while they were still alive rather than dead.

I dreamt something with a black mustang vehicle. It was either backing up or out.

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Clues

I dreamt that I was in England, but also in Provo.

I was walking past Prince Charles, dressed in his kilt and singing, and three other men who were with him. They were on grass formed in a square next to each other. Prince Charles was looking at me, happy.

There was an older couple in a wagon, being driven to the left. They looked as if it was Winter, or the beginning of it. She wanted to give her husband a kiss but they weren’t allowed to show PDA.

I’m in Provo, Utah with a group of people, though I’m not always with them. We’re on a tour (?) of some sort of a building. I’m not sure where we are. The people involved have some sort of mystery game (?) going on during the tour, though it doesn’t finish (maybe because I was woken up?). As I walk about, I see “clues” that I’m not sure / don’t remember if I was supposed to see, or not.

There are a couple older women who have been cutting up strawberries for our lunches. I walk up behind them and see that the last couple deep red ones, in a grocery bag, were huge (hand size). Someone then somehow takes the top off of the one closest to the woman on the left. It exposed that there were three moldy spots and that it was mushy / no good.

I’m then (or before the strawberries) with the group and we’re sitting interspersed on a balcony, on the right (?), of a theater. There’s a hefty / broad old man to the left, behind me. Someone in front looked back, and after a bit, jokingly said to him that he makes a good curtain. I was thinking it was because no one see behind him.

I don’t remember why we were there. There may have been someone talking to us. Someone got up at the end to give a closing prayer, facing us in front of us. They started speaking and a couple people in front of me must not have heard and continued talking. They eventually quieted when they heard the prayer being said.

The theater was a 70’s light blue. The old man mentioned something about being married in Provo. I wondered if it had anything to do with me. I mentioned that when I was a teenager, I wanted to be married in the Provo temple until when I was able to go inside and saw that it still looked like it was the 70’s. I then thought that there was a possibility of it being updated.

In another part of the building, a man came up to me and was mentioning that they wanted me to come back on 3/1, which happened to be the next month. He was saying something about church and E.O.C. I silently told him that I hadn’t been to church this year.

After he left, I said, “Job”. I was thinking that the people who heard me may have thought something wrong about me finally working at this age.

I mentioned to several people about me coming back and they suggested that maybe I was to be their spokesperson. I happily said, “Maybe”.

At the end, we were outside and I saw a table on the middle of the grass, barely shaded. Our bag lunches were on the table. There were some tables to the right up by the building there for us to sit while eating.

I walked over to the lunches, wondering why no one else had gone over. The others followed me. I was looking in one of the bags to check what kind / type the sub sandwich was. As I was doing so, I asked Ali what one he wanted. I decided to take the one I had without seeing exactly what it was.

A short down syndrome girl showed up and when she was about to check the bags, said that when she was about to eat her mom shows up. I was thinking that she must’ve heard a car engine that she recognized.

As I was waking, someone said, “Income.”

(From June 28, 2019) Jesus and Me

I asked, “What is the meaning of the answer key?” I dreamt that I saw four posts from YouTube / social media from someone who covered this answer / wrote their dreams and their username was Jesusandme. I don’t remember the capitalization of the name.

I dreamt that I was in a restroom of a business. I don’t know what kind. It was big with two or three toilets without stalls, in front of me with space between. The door was on the left, sink was on the right on the same wall as the door. This wasn’t used much so it wasn’t cleaned much. There were about two grey garbage bins over by the sinks.

The Siamese boy was there, sitting in front of me at the opening of the door. The toilet seat covers, and the majority of the toilet paper, was strewn all over on the floor. I asked him if he had done this. I then was looking for a hook to put my (shopping?) bag so that I didn’t have to put it on the floor. I think I did see one by / behind the door.

(From June 27, 2019) Bloody

I asked the same question. I dreamt that my bottom garment was bloody from starting my period.

I dreamt than an overweight man was using the women’s restroom. He was using the stall on the right, with two others to the left between him and the door. There were no doors on the stalls.

He was facing left, doing something between his legs for a couple seconds, as if he was uncomfortable, then faced to the wall that was behind him on his right.

I dreamt something with Barbie and grandma.

I dreamt (or same?) something with Allison, in front of me a distance. I was telling someone that she didn’t feel worthy of something.

(From June 26, 2019) Kill

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a guy (at a hospital?) had ordered a tuna sub sandwich but hadn’t eaten it. He left it on a table when a chaplain (?) entered, thinking the chaplain would eat it and kill him.

I dreamt something about police showing up at the same place as Ali and I. I mentioned to the cop that he was able to do that because there was a tracker on the car.

I dreamt about the women’s group from church having started gospel conversation’s on Wednesday’s beginning the first of the year after the church schedule had changed.

Wedding

I asked, “Is time travel physical or spiritually?” I dreamt something about living as a spirit. it was at the beginning of doing so and I was questioning it, like when at your first day at work and taken on a tour of what is involved / how things work.

I dreamt that a lady was telling me to get an answer key. It would be locked, but it would have all the answers that I needed. I didn’t ask her to clarify about the lock, and wanted to ask her if she was going to get it because I didn’t have the money, but she was about to go somewhere. I figured that it was locked to other people, and initially pictured that it had mathematical answers.

I dreamt that I was with a couple other girls, in dresses. We ended up at someone’s outside wedding reception, near the ending of it. These people looked to have some wealth to them. The theme may have been about sailing. We sat at one of the tables, facing left. We may have been waiting to use the space. I suggested that we help to clean up.

I started piling up the white dishes and utensils in my arms. As I was doing so, a lady asked me about children. I told her that I will be 50 in a couple years so it probably isn’t possible / won’t be happening. There were some 20ish girls who I thought was surprised when I said my age, thinking that I was younger. I didn’t look up at them so I don’t know if they were.

There was a young guy sitting at one of the tables and I asked him if he was blind because his eyes looked like he was. I told him not to give me a philosophical answer, thinking he would be one to do that, but to say yes or no.

I saw a small rectangular small pocked silver bar that was bendable. I only bent the top of it slightly because the fear of breaking it, and I still had all the dishes in my arms. I was asking these people if it was silver. A tall man appeared behind me close enough for us to touch, which we did for a minute. I also asked him if it was silver.

As I was walking to the kitchen (?) area, which was a short distance away, I dropped a (serving?) utensil / knife in to a small puddle. I wasn’t able to bend down to get it and decided to come back for it, worrying that a child might pick it up.

I passed by the bride , on my left, facing right, getting fun pictures with others who were there. There was also a family picture taken with all of the people there, who it seemed were about 100. There was a Mexican family taking over the tables that were behind them for their own celebration / gathering.

A small group was about to watch, to the right, a documentary about slavery. I wanted to mention about the blacks nowadays wanting reparations and that there were some slave owners who were black but I didn’t.

I was trying to stand between two of the girls there, not wanting to block their view.

(From yesterday) Showing

I asked the same question. I dreamt something to do with ghost fingerprints showing up on the steamy shower door.

I dreamt that I was sitting at the foot of a bed and urinated a bunch, as if I had been holding it in. I didn’t have my pants pulled down so I don’t know how I was able to do it.

There was a cardboard that was on the floor the length of the bed which the urine landed on, which I was grateful for, though there was some of the last portion that ended up on the carpet. I was wondering how much I would be able to clean up.

I dreamt something about the pyramids (?) at Giza being below the arrowhead at Lake Arrowhead in San Bernardino.

(From June 21, 2019) Look

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I went to a library to look for books about oppression. A lady there had a young blonde girl search for me. She found a book with 8×10 (?) pages width wise that I flipped through. It was about Russians so I told them that it wasn’t it.

I dreamt that I was feeding chocolate candy bar squares to a guy who was facing left, sitting on my right in front of me. He said that he was on a strict diet but he took them anyway. I told him when I was giving him the last squares.

I dreamt that two white hawks were flying around me and Ali as we were sitting on a grassy hill and he was lounging back. I don’t remember if the grass was green or dry. Ali was sitting above me to my left. I was facing to his left. Downhill on my right.

One of the hawks eventually came down and was at the right side of his head, maybe even slightly touching it. I wanted to take out my camera to take a picture but didn’t want to scare the hawk away.

There was a Starbucks a distance away from us, in front of me, within sight. He had been in there earlier and told me that he had found some cash.

I dreamt that there was a group of dressed up women, in dresses, in a convertible car that was sitting / parked at the corner to turn right. It was sprinkling so I was trying to get them to come inside for fear they were going to be hit by lightning.

(From June 20, 2019) Connected

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was picturing a Clydesdale and wagon above me and the group of people I was with. I also saw the foot of the Clydesdale. I knew they were going to fall through the ceiling because of the weight so I moved closer to the right / back wall hoping I wouldn’t get hit.

As the ceiling started to give way, I was telling the others to look, to warn them. When the horse and wagon fell through, they were miniatures instead of being real.

I made mention that Obama, Biden, and I think Hilary (?) had left, in different cars. Sure, they could’ve been going to different places but it was highly unlikely.

Val had pictures that were connected, like an accordion, of a place there that she went to, that had a story about ghost children and seeing their fingerprints on a steamed up car window. The pictures were a bit blurry but could still see clearly enough what the picture was.

Orchestrating

I asked, “How do I let go?” I dreamt that Ali and I were walking across a big (?) dirt and gravel lot / field between businesses that I didn’t see but knew were there. There were some chain link fences separating some (of the) areas.

In one area that we were about to walk through, two homeless looking guys were there. The guy on the left was standing, facing us. He was skinny with grey dreadlocks about shoulder length or several inches below. He only had his left arm which he was waving around, as if orchestrating. He was wearing a long sleeve shirt. We weren’t close enough for me to see what the design was but it seemed it had flowers of different sizes with a dark blue background.

The other guy was crouching / kneeling to his left. I didn’t look at him but it seems he was wearing a white shirt and had a white bucket in front of him for drumming.

Ali mentioned about the one arm guy, saying that he was dancing. He may not have noticed that the guy only had one arm.

Ali was either right next to me on my right, or was a couple steps behind (as he usually is when we walk). I was trying to get him to notice the uneasiness these guys were emitting. I either said, “Fiiri badan” (Somali = look a lot), meaning that the guy kept looking, or I only was wanting to say it.

Shortly after we passed them I noticed that they started following us. We were then out by the street, with it to our right. There was no traffic. I asked, “Where are the cops?” The traffic then showed up on the other side with a cop car in front passing us.

I turned around and saw two rows of cars within two lines of the fences with one line facing us and the other behind them facing the other way. There was a cop car in both rows.

I dreamt that I said hello to a black girl at the place where I worked. We were then somewhere where the employees had gathered to have lunch / dinner. She was there and so I figured that I had to say hello because I had said hello earlier and that I was now a part of the group.

We were in the back, or near the back. There were several rectangular tables to the right with a square table on the left. My female boss (?) was getting them ready to eat.

My parents showed up. My mom sat at the square table and seeing corn on the table, said that she likes corn. I noticed that she had gained weight in her upper part of her legs which caused her to sit higher on the chair.

I was disheartened when I had to tell her that this was for us. My dad had already gone up front to find another place to sit.

(From yesterday) Avec Moi

I asked the same question. I dreamt of the singer of Poets of the Fall, Marko Saaresto, singing Partir Avec Moi.

(From June 11, 2019) Dead

I asked the same question. I dreamt something with Steve DiSchiavi from the Dead Files tv show.

I dreamt something about the DNA of other people.

(June 10, 2019) From within

I asked the same question. I dreamt of being part of a class but not in a traditional classroom. I was doing paperwork but don’t remember what it was. It was only one piece of paper.

The teacher’s black wife (?) and a girl were doing word puzzles / games to the right of me. I was thinking how they may have finished their work already and that I would rather be doing that instead but knew I had to finish my work first. (I’m not sure if these were the exact thoughts.)

The wife’s cheekbone area was shiny from being clean and a light shining on her. I knew it wasn’t coming from within.

When I finished my work I had to put my name on the back of the paper because there wasn’t room on the front. I also dated it 6-7-19, which was a Monday.

After, the teacher who was white, was talking about a music group from the ’80’s called Camper van Beethoven, as one of their calmer songs played (I only know of “Pictures of Matchstick”), with some of the other students. I was overhearing so I mentioned that I thought they had a song where the singer held his breath for a bit.

(From June 9, 2019) Before

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was walking to the right on a dirt path on a hill with a small group of people. I asked a girl who was on my left if she had been this way before.

I dreamt that an older lady was letting me borrow some / one of her clothes (for church?). I saw that I didn’t have my garment bottom on and so was going to use hers but then saw that I was wearing mine and so would use mine.

I woke with the song, “Tonight I Celebrate My Love” from Peabo Bryson and Roberta Flack.

Mountains

(From May 31, 2019)

I asked, “What is the portal?” I envisioned that I was about to go to congratulate Ali and the Utah girl on their marriage / wedding.

I dreamt that I was in the mountains, or a hilly part of town, riding a bike to church with the family. When we got to a corner to turn right, I went back, without knowing the rest of the way, because there was some time left before it started. I got out of my dress and relaxed sideways across my (full?) bed on my back for a bit.

As time got closer, I went to where some people were outside and asked a guy what the other modes of transportation were, having to repeat the beginning of the sentence first, for getting to church, because it was getting cold and stormy / cloudy, otherwise I would take my bike.

(From June 1, 2019) Utah

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was at one of the ends in a white sports complex (in Utah at U of U?) with a lot of people. There either had been a basketball game played, or I knew that it was played here.

There was a Middle Eastern (?) man who kept having to move to different spaces to pray because of the amount of people. Seems that he settled in front of some tall doors.

There was a table there (?) in a separate room (?) that was a little too long, so the end was cut off. A lady came and was shown what had happened. She seemed OK with it.

I dreamt that a lady had gone to her rural area garden at dusk, with a friend, to harvest (?). It may have been in France. There was a street in front of it without any traffic on it.

She had horses, or only one, and was calling out to them / him while she was standing. A horse came running from the right side.

There was an African guy waiting to be picked up (bus?). I was in a high vehicle in the back (?) and said an African word to him. I think he got in and either was here to help or agreed to do so.

I dreamt that I was somewhere on the left of a man and woman who were playing a board game. She had a hamburger that had somehow gotten behind her on the right having come apart. They mentioned that a huge fly had landed on the meat before she got it back together.

They asked if I would like to join them and I did. I may have had a bite of her hamburger or one of my own (?).

I dreamt that I was spending the night at Briana’s. She was in bed with her dad, with her head at the other end. She mentioned to me about pulling the grey ends of the sheets / bedding at the corner because she was getting cold (?) / feeling a breeze. I helped smooth it out.

During the night, I went to use the restroom, not closing the door because I was used to keeping it open. I heard a couple knocks at the door, thinking it odd at this time of night, and got up to close the door, that was to the left of me, as her dad went to get the door.

I dreamt that a lady was telling me to go find the Utah girl and I flat out told her no.

(From June 2, 2019) Snow

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was outside with other people. Seems we were waiting for someone / thing. There was a small layer of snow of the ground that wasn’t old but also wasn’t new. I picked up a ball of some that had some dried grass blades (?) in it. A girl told me not to eat it. I was thinking that I could if I wanted to. I don’t remember what I did with it.

Someone threw up some fairy dust up in the air, or saw it there, and mentioned it to everyone. The colors I remember were soft pink on top and purple on bottom.

There was a girl there who was shorter than me, heavy, semi long light brunette hair. Her facial features were on the borderline of being down syndrome. She was able to make herself invisible. There was an older man there who wanted to be with her, going after her. She found a couch around a corner to the left of where this guy was. She decided to lounge there to rest away from him. I gave her a questioning look about whether that would / could be a good place.

The guy finally found the couch and this girl relented and decided to let him see and touch her.

I dreamt that there was a giant couch made of concrete in the middle of a body of water between Canada and the states. It was facing the states. It was a reminder for us to be friendly with each other.

(From June 3, 2019) Already Dead

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a guy was pressing a gun to the left side of a guy who was laying on his side. I don’t remember what the guy with the gun was initially supposed to do but he shot a couple rounds into the other guy’s body, saying a word or two as he did so. The words I woke with the words “File” and Folder” though those weren’t the words he was saying.

The guy being shot had an x over his lips like bullets have. I don’t remember if he was already dead or not. Possible he was.

There was a different reason why the shooter was there with the body but he was evil and turned it into something sinister.

I dreamt that a guy was underneath a commercial BMW lawnmower but it wasn’t hurting him. I was looking at the guy through the perspective of the lawnmower, as if I was it. The view shifted slightly so that I could see it to the left of me, showing the “nose” end of it. It was grey.

At first it was the open kind with the seat on top of a disc but then it changed so that it had a “door” (?) like a dune buggy.

I dreamt that I was somewhere with mom and Micalanne. I pronounced Mic’s name as “Mecalawn” with a slight accent (?). It had something to do with painting / dying nylons. I didn’t see hers but some people who were also there were laughing at hers because of the way she drew her line. Someone showed her how simple it was to make a straight line, as in a graph. Seems it was pointing down at an angle.

I dreamt something to do with Candace Cameron Bure and that she had been invited to go somewhere during the holidays. She talked to the people at the Hallmark channel to see if they wanted to document her journey there.

There was a 2-3 ft. gnome (?) that rotated, sitting / setting on top of a table, doing something with its arms. It was black and the background was also black / dark so it was hard to see much of the details. I’m not sure if it was in her house, where she went to, or where it was. It was a Christmas decoration.

Hold My Hand

I asked the same question. I woke up with the song “Hold My Hand from Michael Jackson and Akon.

(From yesterday) Simple

I asked the same question. I dreamt that there was a guy who had dated a model and it was her who had wanted out.

They were both at an event and he spent time with / close to her. She was wearing a long light fabric yellow swing coat. She was at a distance so I only got the basics of it. It could’ve been sheer, or close to it.

He had previously made something with wood of her Aries (?) sign in honor of her. It had been attached to something. At the end, a guy came and took it because he said that since it was of her sign, it belonged to her. It had been hidden during the dream and I realized that I had forgotten about it. Someone told this guy to let the girl go.

I dreamt of seeing my dream of the Asian restaurant written. It was showing that the phrases up top had individually been turned / combined / condensed / simplified into one word at the bottom.

(From April 22, 2019) Looks Like

I asked, “Is that (Utah) girl the snake?” I dreamt that Micalanne (or a dream sister) was wearing a dress that was barely long enough to cover her pubic / butt area. I told her that she looks like a tramp. She tried to get back at me saying that I also do. I responded that at least I was wearing pants. She then stormed off.

Mom and dad were standing there so I said that she wouldn’t look like that if she went to church (and applied what she learned – my waking thought).

(From April 15, 2019) Go To Work

I asked, “What is the meaning of the Jerusalem and Sweden dream?” I dreamt that Kyle hasn’t gone to work but was still home when I woke up around noon.

(From April 14, 2019) Gift

I asked the same question. I dreamt that someone was saying that it was a gift.

Secret

I asked, “Is time travel possible?” I dreamt that someone was being told that something was dead and not to go there, wherever they wanted to go.

I dreamt something about something having to do with secret combinations.

(From April 29,2019) Toxic

I dreamt of someone saying, “Remember (?), the water is toxic.”

I dreamt of being up on a public (enclosed?) platform (?) / balcony (?) and someone needing to cut a hole in a wall, with some windows, (window wall) to make a passageway to the other side.

(Prior week(end)) One Episode Left

I dreamt of a lady on one of those home remodeling shows. When I first saw her, she was Marie but then I saw her happily having fun walking backwards on the left side of the street by a corner, as a different person, and then vanished because there was only one more episode left of the show.

I dreamt that grandma was putting on a purple felt type hat (fedora?) as the family were walking past some stores (?) on the left. After she took it off, the color stayed on the top of her hair.

(From April 23, 2019) Different Name

I asked, “How do I block the negative entities from entering the house?’ The words “Use (?) a different name” were going through my head.

I dreamt that I wouldn’t help the family with my things / stuff (?). I told them no.

There were several boys (7-10?), maybe a girl (?), and they had some fish in a tank. One was (almost?) transparent. I wondered where it came from.

I dreamt that I went to an Asian restaurant, putting the ice I had in several cups into one cup and then throwing the others away. I remembered about seeing / reading to use soda to bring flowers back to life. I was going to fill the cup but there were men there around the soda machine so I didn’t want to get any.

The restaurant had double doors and there was a short man cleaning the space between the doors. There was some of the sponge floor, the type with holes that are used for standing on, missing. The man was cleaning that section. I stepped over it and he questioningly said (something to that effect), “Isn’t it great to have the other parts (?) of the floor?”

I dreamt that I was walking home at night. I was thinking that the route was almost similar to Waterman in San Bernardino by the church and Golden Valley and if someone were to pick me up, I would ask them if they knew that area so that they would have an understanding of where I was going / needed to go.

I then see a shadow on the sidewalk in front of me on my right. I turned around and saw an older man with a raised fork, with chocolate cake remnants, in his right hand. I wasn’t scared, telling myself that Heavenly Father had my back, knowing my life was in God’s hands and whatever happened was as it should be.

He lunged the fork at me but didn’t touch me. He did this a couple times then grabbed me. I then became “scared”. (I thought that this was what I was supposed to do and feel. I was also thinking how Ali had had a dream, or something, where he saw this happening and that’s another reason why I wasn’t scared.) There was a church on my right with several people outside by the door.

I tried yelling to get their attention but wasn’t able to make any noise. They were going inside but I kept trying. Finally, before the last one, a man, went in, I made some noise which got his attention. I think I was trying to say “Heavenly Father”.

Lithuania came to mind.

I dreamt that I was hugging Kyle and I was taller than him.

I dreamt that there were some people from the North countries (from several centuries ago?) showed up. They were dressed in all white for early Winter. Their boots were felt / wool moccasin type boots without (the) laces. They were about mid calf height / ankle boots, also white / creme. They may have been fur lined.

I dreamt that I had to leave but I didn’t right away. There was a guy with curly hair and glasses. He was standing to my left next to me. There were other people there. I was in the early stages of pregnancy. I told him, “It is” so that he would know that the baby was his without letting the others know.

I was then sitting at a table, talking to the other people. My legs were open and I started to feel something underneath when I felt a tongue stick inside my vulva / vagina. It was this guy.

I dreamt something about a group of people who must’ve been part of a non-denominational church. A female passed out the “sacrament”. I saw her bringing it in to the group. There was something about having to drink tea and eat certain food to be a part of the group. I wasn’t sure if I wanted to do that.

I was given a collage of women’s faces (from the 80’s) that I had to choose one of them and lick. I was hesitant because of not knowing who else had done this before me. There was a blonde woman near the top on the right side so I chose her.

The guy with the curly hair may have been part of the group. There was a lady who walked past me on my left from back to front. She was wearing a black string leotard thing with a sheer black lingerie kimono over it. As she walked by, I was asking myself, “Whaaaat…is she wearing?”

Basketball

I asked, “What is the meaning of the woma/en taking my space?” I saw a vague face missing a nose.

I remember one of the dreams had something to do with basketball. (Ali first met the Utah girl while playing.)

(From May 18, 2019) School

I asked, “Where did I need to go?” I dreamt that Ali and I were driving to a male student’s house of his to take him a peanut butter cookie. I didn’t see Ali but knew that he was there. This student lived up in the mountains.

As I was driving the roads to get up there, my vision / awareness was as if I was looking drowsily out of a back side window. My driving was a little erratic but I was able to stay in control.

There was a short part that was a steep climb up. I had to go at it full force. I thought we were going to topple over because of the angle but we made it. Shortly / right after that there was a small dip before the road leveled out.

When we got up to the beginning (?) of the town there was a fork in the road that went to the right, passing a school. Some people were standing outside. We continued on, passing it.

We finally made it to the house, with it being on our right, looking like a regular house instead of a “mountain” house. It may have been (starting to get) dark when we got there.

The student had just returned home from a bike ride, and looked like it. I had two cookies that were sealed individually in the same plastic. He took his cookie out and took a bite when he noticed that he had unsealed the other cookie (chocolate?) and tried to seal it back up. I told him not to worry about it.

I wondered why we brought him the cookie instead of him getting one here in town.

Before I woke up I saw four entertainer ladies standing side by side each holding a microphone. They were singing short lyrics of different songs before the show started that they were here for. The last one was, “Bring me home”, sung in a happy tune.

(From May 17, 2019) Return

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I had returned to my mission area because I missed being with the guys. One of the names started with an “A” and was short. There was a down syndrome missionary who liked to draw.

I dreamt (same dream?) that there was a restaurant that was more expensive than the casual / family dining restaurants. I saw it on the right side with the door facing to the left, as if in a strip mall. The food was good but didn’t take long to eat / the experience didn’t last long.

I saw some people walking out. One of them was a tall older man who comes to Starbucks now and then with his wife. At some point he told me that a strand of my hair had touched him first ( while he was walking?).

I then was talking to a girl that was across from me telling her about the restaurant but couldn’t remember the name, or the pizza place next to it. She commented that my memory was fading.

I dreamt that I was at a restaurant and we were given small black purse like pockets that you squeeze to open, with another pocket on the side, to put our trash in. I was looking in the one I was given and kept finding dimes. I felt like I was “lucky”.

One Picture

I asked, “Why am I still here in this house?” I dreamt that Ali’s address was 4440. I reminded him of that when he saw a check that my mom got that had those numbers. He rubbed it on his left (?) arm.

He was checking himself in a mirror, which was facing left, to see how he looked in his white shirt and black slacks. I was thinking that he looked good but that didn’t mean anything because of the way he treated me / people.

I saw a b&w picture of a girl with about shoulder length hair, that I could see. The bangs were clipped straight back on top of the head. Her hair looked to have some wave to it. The picture looked to be from the 50’s but she looked to be more recent. It was only of a head shot. I didn’t see it up close as it was in the middle of two dark things that I couldn’t see what they were.

I also saw small head shots of me and Ali next to each other making one picture. We each had our individual border. One was black and the other was white.

I was at someone’s house. My mom’s? There were two levels that were only several steps. I was on the lower looking at my mom and seeing Judy opening a picture wrapped in brown paper that was leaning against the right wall. It was either a sand beach scene or the word “beach”. I didn’t see but knew.

My mom(?) (and dad?) were going to visit another country. Asian? Not Japan or China.

I dreamt that Erin was going to the MTC a couple days before New Year’s Eve. She lived close enough that she could drive the day that she was to report.

(These may have all been one dream. They’re hazy.)

Lust

I asked, “What is the meaning of the toxic water?” I saw Ali at a table across from the Utah girl. He was getting up to go on his way. She was lusting after him to have sex because he was black and African.

I dreamt something about rolled up receipts (?), knowing that I had seen money inside. Turning it around several times, I finally saw the money and saying to myself that I knew it was there.

I dreamt about people in Ireland. There was a girl who had cancer (?). There was a different girl who finally realized what another girl (or one with cancer?) had done (several) years prior. She solemnly said, “She hung herself.”

(From yesterday) Weight

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Johnny Depp picked me up and took me to another spot in the room we were in. As he was doing so I worried that my weight would be too much for him. He only gave a slight indication that it was but continued on.

(From May 1, 2019) Crumbling

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was a passenger in a car. I’m not sure if my mom or a random lady was driving. We were driving in an area that was (all) lit up with bright colors. I told her to watch where she was going because she wasn’t paying attention to the road.

We ended up going over a cliff but stayed level. We then were without the car and falling on our own. I was scared because I didn’t know what we were going to land on because there was a blanket (?) beneath us covering our view / vision.

When we landed, though, I don’t remember seeing the other woman but she may still have been there. We landed on solid ground inside a home. There was a small cat figurine, made from / out of felt (?), from the 1950’s, pointing to the right.

Someone was touching the head on the right side and it started to crumble. I think I was telling someone to be careful when touching it.

(From April 30, 2019)

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I had a sore below my lips on my right side. I knew that I would sometimes pick at the scab. This time there was a bump underneath.

When I picked it this time the blood was thick and a maroon / plum color. Instead of flowing down, it flowed under my lips to the left and then up to my nose. It stopped above my nostril, resting on it.