In The Past

I asked, “What is the mission?” I dreamt something with Drew Scott.

I dreamt that I was lying next to Kyle, on his right side. There was a blanket covering us, or maybe only him. There were other people there, who I didn’t see.

We were all involved doing the same thing. We had to identify the person next to us. I didn’t see Kyle’s face, because of being covered, but I saw his stomach and knew that it was him.

I then saw that his right leg had been amputated at the mid thigh. It still looked open though it was healed. On the sides were thin pieces of skin dangling, as if they were tendrils. He said that it was because it had had a heart attack. He repeated “had had” to emphasize that it had been in the past.

I dreamt of seeing a red car outside with an elongated front. It was facing to the right. It wasn’t moving and I didn’t see any other vehicles. I was thinking that it was a Mercedes but saw the top of the hood that had an “R” with a circle around it, on the middle where the bump / crease / seam is. I then realized that it was a Rolls Royce.

I dreamt that I was wearing nice men’s clothes and I was telling a guy, on my right (or in front?), that they were borrowed.

I dreamt of a cat with newborn kittens nursing, on my right, in front of me. There was a wolf wanting to eat them. I saw that he had already gotten one of them, seeing only the spine.

He had another one in his mouth and I was trying to get it out while I was telling him, “NO!” He didn’t press down on my fingers. I was wondering if this was the way I lost my fingers in a previous dream.

There was also a wildlife cat but wasn’t much involved.

(From April 3, 2019) Spirit

I have been asking, “Who is finishing his mission?” I’ve only been remembering short pieces. I dreamt of seeing a coffin of a girl who had died. I think there was a flower up where the neck would’ve been, with a fabric draped over that section at an angle with the top on the left side. It may have been a shawl(?).

I dreamt that I was taking some of my stuff out (of a house?) and would be back for the rest.

I dreamt something about my spirit being separated from my body, still being alive.

(From March 31, 2019) Spider

I asked the same question. I dreamt of waking up with a cherry size spider bite on the back bottom right side of my neck. I asked someone, standing behind me on my right, if it was white (on top). I then said that when there’s white, I can squeeze it all out.

(From March 30, 2019) Younger Guy

I asked the same question. I dreamt of seeing about 3 small sail boats parked up on the side of a hill in the middle, facing to the right. I commented to someone that the first one reminded me of the men’s dress shoes from the 20’s – 30’s because the tip and front sides, by the tip, were painted a reddish (rust?) type of color.

I dreamt (same dream?) that I was with people inside a church. There was some type of event going on. There were two guys who I felt were interested in me. One of them was Wilhelm (?), and the other was a younger guy who I used to go to the same church with (with Kyle), and worked with at D.I. I was telling someone that, in the end, I would choose the younger guy because there was more of a connection.

A guy brought in a life sized cross for his entry (for whatever was going on) and I was saying that I remembered my mom saying that we don’t use crosses because we worship the living Christ. Pres. Gordon B. Hinckley was there and went to look at the Bishop’s guidebook, that was on the stand to the left, for an answer. The chapel had a dark red color to it, with two narrow stained glass windows with a small section of wall between, in front of us, where he wanted to put the cross.

I hadn’t started my entry because I was helping others and I was thinking that I would be able to do mine afterwards because of the help I was giving.

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Suicide

I asked the question, “What is the meaning of the dead horses?” I got the words, “He committed suicide for the sake of the children.” Seems that there may have been a dream to go along with this but I don’t remember.

I dreamt that I got up to feed the cats and I wasn’t able to turn on the table light. I then realized that I had unplugged it. The sun came / was up, so I didn’t need it.

I dreamt something with John Cena.

I dreamt of watching a movie with Julia Roberts. She had done something correctly, and was excited about it.

On her way home (she was driving a Mercedes), she saw someone driving, on a higher road to her left, who she didn’t want to see, so she continued on the lower road that she was on. As she was driving, there was a pothole or two and it felt like I was actually in the car with her feeling the bumps.

I dreamt that I was watching a Hallmark movie with Danica McKellar being excited over something and then waiting for a guy who had gone through a door to the left.

I dreamt that there was a young(ish) Mexican family sitting on one side of a picnic table. There was a girl who was ready to move to Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania. It was dangerous there and Mexicans were the only ones who wanted to move there.

The word “Azores” was in my mind as I was waking up.

(From yesterday) Looking Forward

I asked the same question. I dreamt of looking at a picture of a baby (may have been twins?) sitting on the right thigh of the mother. Both (all) had four eyes. They were looking forward. There was a guy on my right pointing out the eyes to a guy on my left.

Child

I asked the same question. All I remember is a woman asking a child (girl?) to pick out one of the books, that were up on a shelf, to read.

(From Aug 28, 2017 Bat)

I dreamt that the little Siamese girl we have (used to) caught a bat. She had it on its back and was biting on its head. I couldn’t tell if she punctured through, or not.

I couldn’t handle seeing her do that, so I let the bat go. It flew off so I don’t know if it lived, or if it was injured.

(Misc)

I dreamt that I won the lottery and moved to Dallas.

I dreamt of a dress with black transparent fabric, just enough to know that it’s transparent, from the chest up, and then below mid thigh. In between was black. It was sleeveless. On the black was gold rows of ribbon with wave looking designs going different directions.

I dreamt of a lottery sign with $136 as the potential winnings.

I dreamt that limestone was falling down a hill / mountain.

I dreamt that a tiny cupboard, with the doors that slide back and forth, was opening and closing. I got frustrated with the spirits doing it, so I loudly asked who they were, and what did they want with me. The only answer I got was from a doll, that was hidden, which said, “Wait.”

I dreamt of two short (2 -3 ft) “monsters”, as in Monsters, Inc movie. I was amazed that I could see them. There was a girl behind a door on the left, and a boy behind a door on the right. I asked them what they wanted, but don’t remember if they answered.

Tight Trail

I asked, “What’s the meaning of the gorilla?” I dreamt of a group of people who had to walk on a narrow / tight trail / path around a cliff, to the left, that they had to go on to get where they were going. I was thinking that there must’ve been heavenly help for them so that they wouldn’t fall off. There was a religious woman walking among them.

I dreamt that there was a girl emotionally telling a man that she had a dream about her shoulder(s) hurting.

I dreamt that I was posting an old dream online here about something on a top shelf, and something to do with petite clothes.

I dreamt that there was a white Range Rover at the far left lane behind the only other vehicle that was there. The Rover started going in circles, 3 times, before crossing over the lanes to the right, and continued that direction on the street.

(From Sept 21, 2017 Keep Trying / Asking)

I asked what I need to know about the situation of living with Ali.

I dreamt that I went to a bank to get a loan, even if it was only for $10,000, then I could have roommates help to pay it back. The guy I was working with was older (70’s?), tall, with really broad shoulders. I was able to see his skin through his shirt.

He gave me a paper to fill out. At the top, there was a section for me to put my card info. I kept that part empty since I don’t have any cards, and told him that, when he mentioned it being empty. He said that he’ll look into other sources, then.

I don’t know what time I got there, but he / it took some time. There was something in front of his desk that I could lay on while I waited. There were also some / a couple blankets. I laid there while I waited.

After a while, I noticed that the time was 5:20, close to closing time. I started to get anxious, and getting up / taking the blankets off. At this time, a man somehow appeared between me and the desk, sitting there sideways, the same as me.

I didn’t see his face because he was wearing a hat. He was wearing a nice black suit. I didn’t want to put the blankets on him. I was about to say something to the bank guy when he said that he couldn’t find anything, but if I keep trying / asking, I’ll eventually get the help I need.

I dreamt of being at the end of a cul – de- sac, looking down the street. At the point where the end starts to widen, there was a car wanting to come, but there was a line of fine brown leather furniture in the way.

There was a moving van (or a van the size of a moving / delivery van) to the right where these had come out of to be delivered to the house on the right. I took one of the pieces and rolled it in to the house.

There was a guy there, sitting on another piece of furniture, playing with his two dogs (and laptop tablet?). They were small, with bare skin on their bellies. I got after him about the furniture outside, but to no avail. He mentioned to me that these dogs were Peking Bully’s (? couldn’t quite understand), and that they were found after the war (WWII) by the Jersey Shore.

(From Sept 20, 2017 Still Here)

I asked the same question.

I dreamt something about a house where the posts were about shot, and / but the owners put new posts next to them to keep the house standing. The house was finished, but one day there was a small creak sound from the old posts, I guess to remind us of them still being there.

I dreamt of me waking / getting up a bit early to get my stuff together to take a shower. When the time came to take it, I realized that I had put my stuff in a different white bathroom, which was good to use, but I had wanted to use my parents.

Ready

I asked the same question. I saw that I was driving, at night, with Ali. On the left was a vehicle at the left corner, as if waiting to turn right. It looked like a Lincoln Navigator 2019 SUV with LED (?) headlights.

In the middle of the street was a girl standing there, facing away from the car. She looked homeless / disoriented. At the other corner was a fast food restaurant (KFC?) with the entrance to the left, with parking around it.

Ali asked if the girl had gotten drugs from the people / person in the car, since they both weren’t moving. I said, “I don’t think so” because of her being away from the car.

I saw that I was getting a blessing, being encircled with men (instead of only a couple). Ali was there at the 5 o’clock position. I was holding on to his lingam, but then realized that it was inappropriate at this time, and so let go.

I saw the Utah girl walking right to her front door, after getting out of her grey truck (?), which was backed up to the right side of the garage. She looked like she had come home from church. She was glad to be home, and ready to have sex (with Ali, who was standing at the right front of the yard / lawn).

(From Sept 22, 2017 Strip Mall)

I dreamt that the cats were at a strip mall (?). Seems like I may have taken them there. It was night, and I was gathering them, mostly concentrating on the Siamese cats because of the possibility of someone taking them.

I got them, and then was searching for the male tabby. I didn’t see him, but wasn’t too concerned because I knew that he knew his way home.

I saw the profile of someone’s right hand, (as if) reaching out for me to grab, in white light. I grabbed the hand, and it looked like Jesus. He set me on a bar stool, and then a man came in front of me. I didn’t quite get the face.

I dreamt of Travis, and he was as tall as a door. I was thinking that I like tall guys. He then gave another man a quick kiss.

(Misc) Music

I dreamt that I was told that Ali and I were going to make sweet music.

Coming

I asked, “Am I supposed to get pregnant from Ali to leave this house?” I saw about 5, or 6, motorcycles turning left toward my direction. They all suddenly stopped right before entering the lane.

I dreamt of male (almost?) grown twins, of a famous person, walking toward my direction. There were several people behind them.

I dreamt that I was walking, with several people, outside and was looking up at the sunset. I mentioned that I wished I had my camera to take a picture.

(From Oct 19, 2017 Silver Platter)

I dreamt that I moved in (a house that I had seen was for sale) with Barbie, but forgot my garments (and clothes). I figured that I could wash them when I took a shower.

 I only brought the Siamese cat with me. Barbie had made some waffles, and gave a four square piece, with a bit of peanut butter, to her. She was looking for a place to eat it. 

When she finally set it back down, in the kitchen (?), I mentioned that the piece might be a little too big for her. Instead of cutting it to make it smaller, Barbie gave her another 2 square piece.

I dreamt that a man had brought some treats on a silver platter for me, and several other people who were there. One of them was a box of black red vines licorice. 

I thought about the previous dream, not sure if I should take them. I ended up taking a chocolate treat instead. All the other treats were soon gone.

I dreamt that I was looking at some flowers, and mentioned to whoever was with me, that I missed the vibrant colors of the flowers on my mission back East.

(From Oct 18, 2017 Secret Door)

I dreamt that I walked upon a hunting lodge in the city on a hill. It had a tinted big picture window. A man walked past from left to right. Even so, I went up to the house / steps to feel.

I was inside. It was spacious, with three families there. I saw a small skull hung up on the wall. I don’t recall if there were others. I loved it there.

It was time for me to go, but couldn’t find the door. There was a certain spot where the walls were painted abstractedly. The man then pushed half of it up, and half down, and that was a secret door.

(From Oct 16, 2017 Agitated Soul)

I dreamt that I was driving up a steep dirt hill, I think in the 4Runner. I wasn’t sure if I would make it because of how steep it was, but I made it. There were people with me.

I dreamt that I was playing with someone else’s little biracial girl. 

I dreamt that I gave some black licorice to a guy to try. He wasn’t disgusted by it, but he didn’t care for it.

I dreamt that my soul was agitated, and that I was writing about it here (journal). It woke me up. 

(Misc dream) Swallowed Up

I dreamt that I was swallowed up by the ocean, and it had dropped me off on a beach. To my right was a high, and long, pier. The beach went up to a hill. 

On the hill was a path, with a man walking away from me to the right. He looked like an islander, with a skirt / wrap on. I wondered if I was in Tahiti.

Go

I asked, “Do I have to physically die to leave this house?” I dreamt that I was at a church function, or a function at a church. I remember a pretty girl / lady, with long blonde hair (shoulder blades), with her jaw and neck darkened as if she shaved. 

She was talking to another blonde female as I walked past. She watched me because I have blonde hair also, and she figured that I have the same problem and wanted to see what I do. 

After the function was over I decided to go outside and look around while I wait to be picked up to be taken home. It got dark while I was waiting. I didn’t want to leave in case someone showed up. No one came.

As I was outside, there was a tour group that I was listening to. There was a centuries old coin in the (cobblestone?) gutter and the guide mentioned that it acted as / represented 911. 

The people who had it were safe / had a way to call for help. I was thinking about it being similar to the monopoly game and the coin was a “get out of jail” / go directly to Go pass.

(From Nov 6, 2017 My Turn)

I dreamt that the streets here are (getting) dirty and dangerous, just like Los Angeles. There was a man who looked like he was either Arab / Middle Eastern, or looked like he had some in him.I had a feeling that he would be dangerous.

There was a small square area with 3 rows of 3 spots where people stood, and gave their opinion of something that was on tv. At first, I didn’t want to, but after I saw a girl do it, I went over to a spot waiting for my turn.

To my right was a box with Hilary written on it. I quietly let someone know that it was empty. 

(From Nov 5, 2017 Come Back)

I dreamt that Barbie had come back and would sit in grandma’s chair, which was brought out from the corner. When she wanted to rest, she would lay across the foot of grandma’s bed.

(From Nov 4, 2017 Lighting)

I dreamt that I was telling someone about an earlier dream that I had about lighting that’s shaped like an ax. (Filaments in the handle)

(From Nov 3, 2017 Better Life)

I dreamt something about having a better life. It wasn’t a scene, but something that was written.

I dreamt that I saluted to Hitler just to see if I would get a reaction.

What You Want

I asked, “Am I supposed to get pregnant to leave this house?” I dreamt of being on water that was a bit rocky. I don’t remember what I said, but, crying, I pleaded to God for help. 

I then saw an image of a young man, not seeing his head, standing in front of me a little ways. He was wearing swim trunks. I knew that it was my dad.

(Same dream?) I dreamt something with a blonde / white lab under water. It may have been in a huge white cloth with other things. It wasn’t being harmed.

I dreamt that I was lying down, in a bedroom (?), with bunk beds behind and to my right. Someone from the family was sitting (?) on the top. 

There was a married woman lying on top of me, sucking my nipples. I was wearing a red top and there was a blanket covering us. I didn’t want whoever was on the bunk to see.  Seems that her husband was on top of her, not doing anything, but was just there. I didn’t feel the weight. She said something to me, but don’t remember what.

I dreamt that Alex Rodriguez passed away. I saw a tweet, that a  young famous female had retweeted, with her own comment about the people we’ve lost, having small square pictures of them.

She had retweeted about someone famous being part of the funeral. I checked the time (in dream) and it was close to 9, with it being still light outside.

I dreamt that two (boss?) ladies were at D. I. One of them (or both?) was cleaning / wiping the shelves. She wasn’t able to reach the backs of the top ones. I was thinking that I had just cleaned them recently.

I dreamt that a lady was holding a baby girl (1 – 2 years), facing her. There was another lady next to her on her right. The girl told them that an angel had clearly given her a message while she was sleeping. She said what it was, but I don’t remember.

I dreamt that I started seeing something crawling across the tablet screen, from left to right. It was a virus that looked like a spider with 5 – 7 heads. 

I saw someone squeezing another one in the middle so that it looked like a pipe cleaner spider. They, or someone else, said, “Don’t get rid of the virus. Have it do what you want.”

(From Nov 9, 2017 Bank)

I dreamt that I drove Ali somewhere, and when he got out of the car, he left the window open, even though I want it closed because of the danger that’s around, so I nervously had to roll up the window.

I dreamt that the missionaries were at a bank.

(From Nov 8, 2017 See Better)

I dreamt that I was sitting at the bottom of bleachers which were full of people. We were watching a movie made by Eric Pepin showing us the powers that we have. At times though, it didn’t look like him.

As it went on, people left. At one point, it showed a couple of people walking away, and a man with the huge weapon that has an ax on both sides. He threw it at them, not to be mean, but more as a demonstration. It landed behind them.

I was sitting somewhere in the middle and the people to my right had left. A lady sitting next to me, on my left, rubbed my back. I don’t know why. I then moved over to the right, not because of that, but so that anyone who might be behind me could see better.

A black man was shaken by that scene. He had on his left arm, side of his biceps, what looked like what may have been a gunshot, or perhaps chicken pox. He said that Splenda “slipped” one of his friends.

Prayer

I asked again if Ali is my husband who will take me to the temple. The words, “Verbal abuse notwithstanding” came to mind, and also the song “The Prayer”.

I dreamt that a girl (works at Starbucks), with short blonde hair, was walking to work, at Target, at night in the rain. She had two children with her (boy and girl? 8 – 10?). I was in a parking lot that she was walking next to. She was walking from right to left.

The entrance to the lot wasn’t a straightforward entrance, but looked more like an on / off ramp of a freeway, with one lane curved, which was was across from me on my left. I decided to give her a ride to work.

As I turned and waited for my turn to go, she crossed the street, going to a house that looks like an old small craftsman style. The paint was white, and chipped. A front window had been smashed / broken in pieces outside. She was sweeping it up. She angrily said something but don’t remember what.

I dreamt that I was telling Stephanie that lately I was waking up feeling like I had had sex.

(From Nov 26, 2017 Deloitte and Touche)

I dreamt that the old man neighbor was turning gay. He was wearing wedge (?) shoes (the one with cork), and a shirt / coat that had pink stripes / blocks. When he wore these shoes, he had to look further down on his wife.

As for her, when I heard her voice, but couldn’t see, her voice sounded fake. 

The tax firm Deloitte and Touche keeps coming to mind.

I dreamt about a couch behind a fireplace that was mostly hidden, only being able to see the right end of it. It was a place to go when wanting to “get away from it all”, but still being visible in case of being needed.

(From Nov 22, 2017 Devil In Me)

I dreamt that when someone touched me, they could feel a sensation of the devil in me. I was giving some type of drink to get rid of it / him. It may have been some type of egg mixture (?). 

As I drank it, I could see that there was a bit of powder at the bottom that didn’t get mixed in. I was able to get it loose somehow. I didn’t hate the drink, it wasn’t horrible, but it wasn’t great either. It was tolerable. I could start to feel my body doing something shortly after drinking.

(From Nov 19, 2017 Complete)

I dreamt that there was a Christmas present missing under the tree. Someone put one there, and then it (Christmas?) was complete.

Dots

I asked, “What is the relationship of Yonny to me?” I dreamt that people from Nepal / Mongolia were being massacred here in the states. I kept looking for places to escape to. I did see who was doing the killing, but forgot.

I was walking by a fence that was on my left. I saw ahead of me a royal procession coming around the corner from the left, all in white, with a female from the royalty.

There were horses, on my right, leading the way. The first two, or three, fell down / apart, like ones used in movies / mechanical. I was grateful that they weren’t real. A white horse then showed up next to me, looking forward along with me. An Arabian?

A young girl walked passed me. She had both sides of her nose pierced. I was saddened that she wasn’t going to be here for long / wouldn’t survive.

There were some black birds flying in the air. Some were shot, from all the shootings, and then turned into spirits. One of them came toward me and turned into numbers. 529 was on top and 5179 was below that.

I dreamt of being in outer space, with other people, in some type of enclosure. We were dressed normally. There was a young woman on a screen and having fun that I wasn’t using the Morse code that was being used. I was looking at the dots and asking someone how to use it.

Carla (Starbucks customer) was there. I was telling her how weird it is that when we walk out the door, we were in space. Someone was called to go back home.

I dreamt something about a lady having fun telling someone that West is on the left and East is on the right.

I dreamt that I was standing at the border between Ali’s and the old man’s house. There were lemon trees lined up.

The old man and his wife were standing outside, by the back door, inside the indented space where the door is. They were waiting, and watching what I was doing. 

They were wanting to go somewhere. They finally decided to come out. I was pretending to look at the lemons.

(From Nov 30, 2017)

I dreamt that I was driving in a parking lot and Briana was in the passenger seat. She wasn’t doing anything, she was just there. 

The lot had aisles where you could only go one way. There was a row of empty spaces, with a handicapped space as the first one. I wanted the space next to it. For some reason, I was having a hard time parking. The spaces were at an angle. I even drove the wrong way to get to that space.

Next thing I knew, I was in back behind Briana. Up front, there were two birds (seagulls?) flying directly toward us. One was on top of the other, with their wings covering the eyes of the one beneath. I was upset that I was in the back, and not in the front with / where my camera (was).

When they got close enough, I was able to touch them, and the wings of the top bird moved enough for the bottom one to see. There was also a pig flying, holding a bird underneath.

I dreamt something about townhomes with fancy architectural fronts. There were four of them together, with two in front and two in back. I was looking at the direction the doors went. The last one I saw was white.

There was a young family living there. One, or two, of the children were playing outside by the front door. The husband put out a child’s pink drum set, and a couple other things for people to take, but they were still there at the end of the day.

I dreamt that I had to use the restroom. I was inside, and was by a bedroom, dark, fake wooden look, and couldn’t remember if it was Judy’s, but believed it to be. I went in. 

There was a queen / king bed to the right. It was dark inside because of the brown colors. In front of me, and to the left a little, was the bathroom. There was a towel laid out in front of the door. 

I assumed that this was her way of finding out if someone had been there. I realized different when I opened the door. There was urine, and some toilet paper in the toilet with the bottom lid up. 

I had the impression that maybe the toilet was stuck, but decided to give it a shot anyway. I started to bring the bottom lid down, and urine flowed down. I touched a drop of it when I touched the lid. I then decided that I didn’t want to mess with it.

I dreamt something about an Asian Australian family who spoke with the Australian accent, as though they grew up there.