No One Came

I asked, “Did my spirit visit Ali while he was in Africa?” ( last year the voices told him that I had.) I dreamt that some relatives of the neighbor had moved in with him and his wife. Ali’s house belonged to my parents instead of him.

The relatives had a bedroom facing mine. Everyone was trying to figure out how to situate the rooms (my family in my room) so that we’re not looking at each other. I told my mom, between whisper and normal, that I was here first (meaning that I shouldn’t have to reconfigure my room).

I dreamt that the family was in the garage. I don’t remember why. Judy swore, and then a little later, said that Zac was averse (used that word?) to religion. I almost said, “You are too”, but decided not to.

The family went back inside the house, closing the door, which was a regular size (or a little bigger), but had the garage door “crinkly” look. I don’t know why I stayed behind / didn’t go in.

After the door closed, walls started to appear all over, and closing in. I started loudly crying, figuring that they should have heard me since they had just walked in. No one came.

I banged on the door. Still, no one came / showed up. I cried so hard that my voice was getting hoarse, making it hard to cry / make noise. I started becoming conscious at the end of being enveloped in.

I dreamt that I was lying down, in a (semi?) public area, inside. A bearded man (husband?) was there. I teasingly asked him if he wanted to look below. He started to enter me a couple times. He was just long enough to fit.

The woman was then someone else, and I was out of the (somewhat) secluded narrow (like in the e r) room that we were in (no door). They were having sex to have a baby. They had two older children (boy and girl 6 – 8), and maybe a baby inside with them. The boy and girl were standing at the doorway, sometimes looking in at what they were doing.

(From March 24, 2018 Covering My Heart)

I dreamt that I was wearing a brace around my body / chest covering my heart. I would only wear this when I went to bed at night. I was listening to loud, on the dark side, music while looking for the cord that plugs into the brace.

I was looking in the cupboards above the counters in the kitchen where it’s usually kept, but couldn’t find it. I’m thinking that perhaps mom had put it somewhere else, though I wasn’t able to do a thorough check because some giant “monsters” (think Andre the giant) appeared because of the music.

I then frantically tried to remotely change the music to something calmer. I may have finally been able to do it before rushing away, but not sure.

One of the giants said something to me, but I didn’t respond. I ran upstairs to my bedroom, closing the door and hiding in the closet where I had one of my crocheted afghans.

I started to get the afghan ready to cover and hide when I heard a knock on the door. When I didn’t respond, they left. The good thing about this dream is that they weren’t attacking me.

I dreamt that I was seeing a tall building on a green hill that looked to be about two windows wide. This was a house for sale and there were two young people standing outside in front wanting to look inside to see about buying it. I realized that this was part of a reality show.

I dreamt that those two people had won the lottery and it was now showing them back home in a trailer park. Their trailer was so run down outside that it about looked like a shack.

Inside were these two (in their 20’s), their baby (not yet a year but not newborn), and a friend of his and a friend of hers. His friend was sitting next to the baby, saying something to me. The baby was sitting near a window, moving the curtains to look outside. Watching this, I realized that I had seen this episode before.

Outside, the baby’s mother came out upset, walking with white shorts that had an opening on the right side showing where her butt touches her leg. She walked over to the trailer next to them on the right. They (she & friends) were trying to persuade her husband / boyfriend to cash the lottery check so that they (he & family) could get some food and move into a better place.

I was standing to the right of the door to go inside, looking past it in the direction the girl had gone. A set of parents (his?) came over to see if they could convince him. They were both skinny, weathered and with long hair (seems he had).

I dreamt that the people / producers of the show had put up some writing on the screen at / after the last scene describing something about making this show for 15 years and learning from it (there was more to it). I was at an angle on the right front of the tv so that I didn’t get all of what it said. 

I dreamt that the girls friend was wearing what looked like a black bra / tube top barely covering on the bottom. She had a fishnet type thing over it. The black thing underneath kept moving up. She was looking at someone across the way debating on whether to go over. She finally did.

I dreamt that this young guy was walking around naked in a mall. I only saw from the back. Everyone was looking at him, shocked to see him there like that. 

I saw the girl, and her friend, walking from one end to the other as if going to see someone. She had her hands covering her breasts (? I was behind) as she walked. She was wearing a top with spaghetti straps that were down on her arms.

I was wondering why she didn’t pick up her straps to fix her shirt so that she wouldn’t have to keep her hands on her chest, but then I realized I didn’t know the situation since I was in back of them.

I dreamt that I was talking with Jay Leno, who happened to look young, asking him what was the first car he bought. I think he may have said Nissan, and he was giving the details.

There was someone else there with me, but not sure who (young Steve maybe?). He then was comparing the age of the car to me and I told him that I was born in 1972. 

I then wasn’t sure to ask more questions, but then the thought came to me that I need to “ask one to be one.” I then asked if he still buys , and I think he said yes. I wanted to ask how often, but I started waking up.

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Down Below 

(From March 26, 2018)

I dreamt that I was driving on a freeway, on the way to work, near the fast lane. The cars started to slow down because there had been an accident up ahead and from what I could see, all the lanes were blocked with emergency vehicles.

For some reason, I checked to see if I was wearing my bra and said to myself, “Of course I’m wearing one”. I was wearing a white padded one. 

Before reaching the slowing / stopped traffic, I started to reach down for something and was still able to slow down / put on the brakes while looking out the window.

I dreamt that I had arrived at work around lunch time, so I ate my lunch. After eating, my manager / supervisor talked to me about that, though not harshly. 

He then was telling me, and showing, about an area with toys to be organized. I either said out loud, or thought, that I work down below. 

(From March 25, 2018 Legs Open)

I dreamt that there was a house that a family moved into that might be haunted. The house also may have been used for military at one time. I was thinking that for me, the night will come and go, but for them, who knows what will happen. The house was shaped as if someone had their legs open.

I then found myself across the way, with water in between. I wanted to cross back over, and saw a row of ice steps. I started to cross, and when I was almost to the other side, I started to fall. I think I said, “God, help me”, and then I was going through the air to where I could stand.

As I was walking away from the house, I wanted to say that I would be back (with others) but then thought that I better not in case I may provoke the spirits there.

I dreamt that my fingers, and the top of my thumb of my left hand, were cut off and the pads on my palm were a dark red.  I was frantic about it, and I was showing someone, maybe Ali. 

I dreamt of a young Asian girl quickly sketching a face and I was so impressed how quick and easy it came to her. She then showed me her sketchbook that she had made. One of the faces didn’t have a mouth and when I pointed it out, she said it was because she didn’t have a voice.

The conversation turned to candles, with several of them that had burnt lopsided. I then pointed out that 3 wick candles (behind us) were better because they melted evenly.

Make Out 

I dreamt that a family had a 12 year old girl, named Becky, who they were taking to the hospital for a check up, before the sun comes up. Someone had thought that it was me. I didn’t see her get in the car.

I dreamt that Zak Bagans and crew (Ghost Adventures) were in a small Mexican town / village to do some investigating. They were going to go to two places, but the second one backed out. Zak was fine with that because the first one had given them plenty of material to work with.

It was late at night / early morning and Aaron was having fun as he was coming down the empty street to the “shack” they were staying at. Zak had found something there and sold it online. He quietly told one of the guys that he got $50 for it, not wanting Aaron to know the amount he got. (Zak had told him a lower price?)

There was a Peter Tosh song playing. I think I asked, for affirmation, if it was him. One of the guys told me Peter sings in Swedish (because he’s from Sweden).

Someone mentioned that there was a ghost outside, to the left, in front (within football field distance). A slight vapor could be seen. I then saw a person in a muted black / grey pinstripe suit and hat in front of the shack, about the same distance. Felt like he was at a ditch. I was trying to get Zak’s attention. It took a bit but he finally came over.

I could make out that this ghost looked to be from the first couple decades of the early 1900’s. As I got closer, I could see that it was a dress instead. I got close enough to see that it was a man so I asked him why he was in a dress. He never answered why. I told him that I liked his suit. I also asked him what year it was. I don’t remember his answer.

The guys weren’t able to see him so I placed my left hand at different places of his body (as he was sitting?) while showing the guys on my body with my right hand. When I got to his legs, I felt some flesh and it creeped me out, so I didn’t think about it more.

This man started walking (shaken?) to the left to leave because he missed the people back in his time. It also felt like he was disguising himself from someone / thing. 

I was still talking to him, being able to ask if being visible took / used his energy. He said yes as he was going through some type of door, opening on the left, that had appeared. 

(From April 7, 2018 See Again)

I dreamt that I was a passenger and Amanda was driving. At first, I didn’t think anything of it, but then realized, how can she drive when she’s blind. 

I don’t know if someone spoke, or if the thought came to me, but it was saying that when a sighted person is isolated in a corner behind a (half) wall, there’s the potential of going blind and when put in the right circumstances, can see again. 

Her father had come, bringing her baby (less than a year). The baby had gotten (put her head) between my seat and the seatbelt. Amanda gave her a pink crayon, pointy side first, to suck on. It seemed normal at the time, but after I woke, I was thinking that that was dangerous.It seems that maybe mom was in the back.

I saw that we were at the top of Del Rosa (St? Ave?) in San Bernardino, and I said (?) that I forgot to say where I live and thought that I don’t live here anymore.

I dreamt about a tall guy and slapped him on the left of his back and then rubbed it because I thought I may have done it too hard. When I slapped him, it had a hollow feeling to it.

I dreamt something about child’s writing. 

Pregnancy

I asked, “How do I find a way out?” I dreamt that I was in the beginning (within 4 months) of being pregnant and some liquids / fluids were coming / leaking out of me, which was normal (for pregnant women), and a little bit of green diarrhea. I was grossed out by it and was (almost) crying. 

I dreamt that I was pregnant (same duration) in Bible times (area, Rome? felt like it) at night, but I was wearing modern clothes. 

There was a diagonal opening, between two walls (?), to the left (like on the freeway). The one on the left had some glowy turquoise (?) color at the end, as if it had been dipped. The color was the color identity of the people on that side. 

I started to leave, and got about a football field length away. The people were frantically searching for “the” baby. I decided to go back.

I showed, what looked like a hospital bracelet that I had on my left wrist, to one of the searchers. I either mentioned, or it was written on the bracelet, that this baby had traveled / will have traveled the most miles. This was significant as it put the baby on the same level of importance as Christ.

I dreamt that I was outside at night at someone’s house (?) looking up at the sky and it looked like a bunch of orbs covering the sky. The wife, who was inside, had a name for it but don’t remember. Orb was in the name.

I dreamt that I was in a bed next to the right of another two person bed. I don’t know if it was big enough to be a queen. A young Steve was lying on the left side of that bed. 

I was looking at a gif of a forest / nature scene that had a black oval / thumbprint shape, tilted / leaning a bit to the left, show up in the front middle of the scene. It was there for several seconds then left.

Mom, and Steve (as he is now) came in. Mom was wearing a (black?) robe, covering herself, not wearing garments. I was thinking of asking Steve for a blessing, and that way the family w /could find out about the pregnancy. They left with me forgetting to ask.

The young Steve then moved over to my side of that bed and I was pushing him back over.

I dreamt of bike riding (the last of it) with a black guy and we decided to sit and rest / take a break where some people were. 

I then was holding only the frame of my bike, to set it down. After doing so, and turning back around to sit, I noticed that the guy was sitting in front of me. 

I started to get up to move forward to be next to him, on his left. He then raised up some money, with his right hand, telling me to get a drink. I asked him if he wanted anything and he skittishly said no.

I dreamt that I was in water (mid calf?) with a bunch of frogs. I didn’t want to touch them, and didn’t want them to touch me. I wanted out of there.

I dreamt that I was in an inexpensive store, with a couple other people. As we were leaving, or going to another section, to the left, I noticed several suitcases piled on their side on the floor. I thought that they looked like temple bags / cases.

I dreamt that I was in a store (same?) that had car rides (like the train rides) for the children while the parents were shopping. I may have been pregnant again. I was sitting in line, up front, with the other children. 

There were some already seated, waiting for the ride to begin. They didn’t seem bothered by the wait. While waiting, I saw (in mind?) a real vehicle driving, and seeing the bumps / vibrations from it moving (like in a movie / show).

Up ahead, to the right, was a doorway / opening to go to a different section. I saw lights beaming in to the store on the other side. It was from parents coming to pick up their child / children. I then wondered if that was so, or if someone / thing was going to walk in where I was, with the lights. No one / thing did.

A lady then showed up, walking from behind me on my left, to the aisle in front of me where the children were waiting, walking to the left, to pick up her daughter (didn’t see), saying that it was the second day of freedom everlasting. I assumed that she meant from her husband and that they would always have money so that she didn’t have to work.

I dreamt of seeing a girl in a shopping cart (same store?) looking back to the space behind the cart, and talking. She was in front of me to my right. I wanted to ask her who she was talking to but didn’t know if I should.

She then saw me looking at her and froze for a couple seconds then started back up again. I figured that whoever she was talking with told her that I’m ok and won’t think that she’s crazy.

Prepared

(From May 17, 2018)

The thought came to me, “I am prepared.”

(From May 13, 2018 Children)

All dreams were vague but I had the impression that it’s time to start having children.

(From May 11, 2018 Grateful)

I dreamt of a woman, talking to someone else?, mentioning that I wanted children. 

I dreamt that mom shaved her arms.

I dreamt that I was talking to Ali on the phone, and after he finished talking, he played a love song for me (not his). I think the beginning said something about being grateful that I was in his life. I thought that was sweet of him.

(From May 9, 2018 True)

I asked if Ali had a child. I dreamt of two females fighting and I had to pull them apart. The one that I took hold of had a knife and was trying to cut me. 

The words from the movie Princess Bride when the king presented Princess Buttercup to the people and the old woman started saying “Boo” and then mentioned something about true love.

I saw an older black woman (60’s?) with hair down past her shoulders. She was a little ways back. I then saw a 6, or 7, year old skinny black girl sit in front of me. Her hair was in ringlets. It was about to her ears, and was fluffed out. I then had the feeling that it was time to have children.

I saw a one year old (?) sitting motionless in a stroller (one person, like for dolls). I saw what I felt was the hand of Christ, cover the baby with a black blanket, as if it were dead. 

I saw a black woman statue, or a woman made from black material. I didn’t see her head, hands, or below her knees. Her arms were outstretched like a scarecrow. She had an oblong hole in / at her stomach. A computer ribbon was coming out and the other side was attached to the bottom of a flat carton of a dozen eggs.

Change 

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was on the / a top bunk, with clothes still on because I was too tired to change, waiting for the lights to go out / be turned off. Something started happening with my body. Pain? Ill? I don’t remember.

I dreamt that the cats were still outside late at night, seeing the Siamese, and I was wondering how I was going to get them back in. They eventually did come back in except for the “outside” boy because he likes to be out during the night.

I dreamt that I was at a hospital, don’t remember why. The beginning had something to do with a girl who came to see a guy she used to date, (who is a doctor)? His hair was between blonde and strawberry. Fair / light colored. 

She went to do something and he told a coworker that he’ll (dr) have to wait to take her to his house because it’ll be awkward with his (ex?) wife there.

I then was looking for a seat and saw a row of four connected seats, with a lesbian at the left end, so I took the right end, moving a magazine. She was with another lesbian, who was standing somewhere else, and was a little “off”. 

The one standing came over to me asking if I had seen a medicine bottle. I looked behind the seats and saw a bottle, with the last of it (red), in the trash so I told her no. After telling her no, she said something else before leaving. I later saw this bottle / medicine in the middle inside a cake.

I dreamt that I was looking at a picture (in a book? with her?) of a fetus (she pronounced it differently), and animated slowly to show what was happening as it was growing. (It was cut in half?)

I dreamt that I was to be on one of those home shows at 2 / 2:30, where the people look for a house and then fix it up. I was watching one of the shows where a woman was inside a house that had a lowered portion of the kitchen island (?) in front of the sinks that had an outlet on the right side. That was pointed out to her, not remembering what was said.

The house looked like it may have been on the outskirts of the city / town. The roads weren’t paved, that I noticed, and the house was situated on a lot that was at / on an angle. She was excited that there wasn’t room for extra parking (for uninvited guests?). 

This may have been the show that came on before mine, which was supposed to be in real time. I went to the people involved with the show as I wasn’t there when the show was to start, and wondering how it was to go on without me there. I don’t remember the / my outcome of me not being there.

The show before mine was repeated. I then came back and showed them the contract where it showed, in two places, that I would be given a reminder, but I had received none.

Blood 

I asked, “What do I need to do to leave Ali’s house?” I dreamt something about blood.

I dreamt that I was in mom and dad’s bathroom, with another female (girl? woman?). I don’t remember why.

I was standing with my left leg up on the tub (?) and pulled out a full bloody tampon. Some fell on the tiles / grout and a couple drops looked like gel but not as dark. It was like the one used for cakes.

I was concerned about the grout but this female knew how to clean it up and started looking through a top drawer to find what she needed.

(From May 19, 2018 Mother)

I asked, “Who am I?” I was thinking, and feeling, that I’m a mother.

(From May 18, 2018 Book of Scripture)

I dreamt that I was driving the big truck that I want. Dark blue. I was at a corner at a stop light to turn right and I had to make sure that the brakes were working so that I didn’t come out in front of the oncoming traffic.

Amy (and Micalanne?) were waiting for me at an empty lot that was there at the corner. I drove in and stopped the truck.

I dreamt that Kyle was alive again and married to another girl. I had a distaste for him. I don’t know why.

I had a bed in the living room (?). A sofa bed? We may have been living at Amy’s.

(Don’t remember exact order of these next ones.) I was in my bed on Sunday morning, with eyes closed, when I heard this girl walking around and quietly say, “Book of Scripture” and another book that I don’t remember the title but may have been written by one of the church leaders, or / a prophet.

Amy was looking for these books and I made mention to her what I had heard. Either I, or Amy, then said that this girl has things to talk to / with the Bishop.

I was in Kyle and this girls bed. I was on his right. He asked her what she wanted for breakfast and she mentioned a certain type of taco. After he left, still in bed, she had his pills in a cup for him. I asked / said that he still takes his pills. She asked / said something about us not being together anymore. I replied that he had died.

Earlier in the dream she was talking about some people she had had sex with. One of them was her second cousin. She now was coming on to me. Telling me that she wanted me to suck her labia, but she used a different word, so I asked her to repeat it but she said never mind / don’t worry about it.

I was thinking that this would be my chance to see what it was like to be with another female, but I wondered if she was clean. I figured that we could do it the next day, Monday, when Amy was at work.

The Bishop and his wife came over for a visit. This girl asked who they were and then she disappeared.

Mom came back from a Dr appointment. She was standing tall and straight with her long hair. She had her weight spread out on her hips / waist. She was wearing a tank top with her shirt and garment top in her hand (s), as if she didn’t have time to change.

Her right temple of her glasses was broken off of her glasses with her still wearing it. I asked her what happened. I don’t remember.

Either Amy, or mom, brought in the mail. She didn’t have too much in her hands but she did have some for me. When she gave it to me, on the floor, there were tons of pictures in the envelopes that they come in after being developed.

The pictures of life with Kyle and I was so happy that I almost wanted to cry. One of the pictures was of our (dream) house that was two stories and at the corner entrance of the street.

The right side of the house was parallel with the main street (when inside looking front). Seems that the house may have been a subdued yellow. On the sidewalk between side of house and street had several big horses facing me. The front one seems to have been black.

The picture wasn’t totally clear. I had a couple muted broken black and white lines going horizontally across with muted black and white snow (?) covering the whole picture. These were not obscuring the picture but were enough to be seen.

The horses all of a sudden came to life galloping toward me and did this a couple times as if it were a gif. The horses then stopped, and when they did, the horses were sideways with some facing the street and some facing the house with heads down as if feeding.

I dreamt that I was talking to Ali, naming the streets where he lived in the beginning of living here in the states. He had love back then.

I then named a street that I assume was the one when he was at the University of Utah. It was ____ Ranch Rd. I said that he had a child there. I think I may have mentioned the next street. I asked him where the love went / what happened.

I dreamt seeing a (circular?) pergola with those tiny outdoor lights and a bunch of pinecones. I wanted to take a picture but decided not to.

Take A Break 

(From June 11, 2018)

I dreamt that I and family (?) were at nice apartments looking for a place to live. We were there with a real estate agent. We were in one and then he mentioned another that was available. It was on a left corner, possibly upstairs. The door was outside and it was colored black in a classy way.

I was the first to go check it out. When I opened the door, a young man was inside. The place was furnished and he had a desk to the right of the door where he was working.

He was standing when I came in. I told him that the other guy said that this one was available. I then saw him at an office with other workers. They were all wet, sweating from continually working and not taking a break.

I announced that I was going to take a break and rest. The others decided to as well and some of them said that they were going to take a poop (because of not resting). I said, “Gross”. 

Before I saw him in the office, he had a toddler son and newborn girl (within a couple months) show up. The baby had red / strawberry hair. At one point while the son was walking around, he got under a table and bumped his head. The man became concerned at this and we told him that the son had done it on purpose. This relieved him.

At the office, there was an Arab guy who started repeating something (in English? don’t remember). He then started saying it more forcefully and got up to walk around. We were worried that he might become violent. 

I was looking at a reflection in a window within the office near where I was sitting. I saw that there was a security guard on the right side but wasn’t moving toward this guy because there was a another guy there who was ex military.

This guy went up to the scary guy bumping up against some windows in a corner within 20 feet from me. I started to get concerned that they would come over my way and I would get caught up / involved with them. I then calmed myself thinking that I’m safe and whatever happens is meant to be. 

This military guy got a hold of the other guy’s hands with one of his (left) somehow and had the other pushing into his chest, making a fist (?). This was keeping him (scary guy) under control. 

I saw Ali in a delivery truck, standing in the back, being “delivered” to the Utah girl. I didn’t see her, but I knew what was happening.

I dreamt that I was in a room in (a) church (?) with some older people. There were a bunch of canes that were left behind. One of the canes, I was going to take to its owner but he showed up to get it.

Someone was asking where Ethel, an older black woman, was.

I dreamt that there was a young teacher and I was going to have sex with him and have children. At first I was hesitant at showing him my body but then I was ok with. 

Recording

I asked, “Why does the entity keep entering me?” I dreamt of being in a classroom after the class, in church. I think I was in England because all, or mostly all, had the accent. 

There were quite a few pregnant women, and a young tall one with long blonde hair, just above the hips, who looked like she was still a teenager.

There was a tall woman who I recognized (from the streets?) who had two boys (teens?). She was standing by the door, facing right, talking to another woman. She had cut her short brunette hair so that the back and sides were close to the head.

I dreamt something about listening to (somewhat) loud music on a Sunday, and thinking how I get after others (in my head) for doing so. 

Ali was there, another female, and others (?). I was listening to the Thompson Twins on a record. Ali was saying something about the quality / thinking it was bad / poor, and suggesting ways to make it better. We told him that it wasn’t a recording / wasn’t recorded.

I dreamt that I was in France, staying with a woman. I asked her when I was going back home. She said that I was going back (on) May 28. I repeated that several times, asking her, to make sure I heard correctly because I had thought that I was only going to be there for two weeks.

(From June 13, 2018 Staying Away)

I dreamt that I was in a glass booth / room / office with a robot who was playing music. There were other people there, outside of the booth. He may have been playing for them, or not. 

I was asking him what he wanted. He wasn’t answering so Michelle Obama and Joe Biden’s wife showed up, walking through a door on the outside on the other side on the left. They were humbly coming to ask forgiveness (?) of / from this robot.

A baby boy suddenly appeared on the robot’s left side, in a suit, and slid across a bench into a small seat where another baby was sitting. The baby looked like Bryce.

I started becoming emotional when I realized that the robot wanted me to have a child so this other baby could have a friend. 

In my head I then heard two knocks on my door and a man telling me, “We’ll guide / glide you into it.” 

I dreamt that Ali suggested going to Utah, and I said, “No. I’m staying away from that state because of her.” 

 I dreamt that the Utah girl’s breasts were smaller than mine.

Add More Water

I asked, “How do I block the entity from entering my body?” I dreamt that the family, extended as well, got back from a celebration for my dad. The driveway (area) was curved up by the house, with plenty of space, and covered, like how wealthy people have. 

I saw that the cat’s water bowl was low and that I needed to add some more water. 

Dad was complaining about the shape / outline of the lawn. Knowing that it was shaped like that when we moved in, I snapped back, “Don’t blame me for the shape of it!” I wasn’t standing by him.

I then was in my room. Briana was sitting on the edge (upper right?) facing the wall (?). A couple extended family members were there as well. It was dark enough to turn on a light, but it was not. 

In the middle of changing, I was topless and stood / placed myself where the outside light would hit / light up my breasts, wanting to show them to Briana, without letting the others see / trying to hide my breasts from them so they wouldn’t see. 

I dreamt that I was in a successful man’s house. He had a lot of children (all girls?). I was standing in a corner of a white hallway, looking to the right. The walls had white painted wood, looking like big picture frames (don’t know what the design is called). I was staring at them, thinking / wondering if this is the house I see in my dreams.

The girls each had their own room. Their doors were decorative, with a small lamp on the front of the door. 

One of the older girls worked at home. She was on her computer, talking to a small toy size colorful robot looking man who was her boss. She was sharing her screen with him, showing that a YouTube video continually becomes staticy. People had been complaining about it.

He told her to get something from stepped plastic that was in the middle of a hallway. As she got it, I realized that the plastic was separate from the house, and not actual steps to a second floor / story, as I was wondering how I was going to walk up them.

(From June 15, 2018 Sex)

I asked what I was prepared for. I saw myself with lots of money and part of a “power couple” . 

I dreamt of sex. 

I dreamt of being at the 99¢ store, looking for toothpaste. The store looked like Bed, Bath and Beyond. I found a white metal bin with toothpaste. I was going to get Aquafresh, but I saw some light brown toothpaste instead. I don’t remember the name of it. The tube was clear.

The bin of toothpaste was at the left end of the aisle. On the other end were sponges attached to clear tubes meant for washing dishes. The sponges had been used and some were barely there. Amy, and Judy were there, and I think other family members.

I saw a list of benefits of consensual sex. I didn’t see all of them. I’m not sure if healing was one of them, or if I put it there.