Pregnancy

I asked, “How do I find a way out?” I dreamt that I was in the beginning (within 4 months) of being pregnant and some liquids / fluids were coming / leaking out of me, which was normal (for pregnant women), and a little bit of green diarrhea. I was grossed out by it and was (almost) crying. 

I dreamt that I was pregnant (same duration) in Bible times (area, Rome? felt like it) at night, but I was wearing modern clothes. 

There was a diagonal opening, between two walls (?), to the left (like on the freeway). The one on the left had some glowy turquoise (?) color at the end, as if it had been dipped. The color was the color identity of the people on that side. 

I started to leave, and got about a football field length away. The people were frantically searching for “the” baby. I decided to go back.

I showed, what looked like a hospital bracelet that I had on my left wrist, to one of the searchers. I either mentioned, or it was written on the bracelet, that this baby had traveled / will have traveled the most miles. This was significant as it put the baby on the same level of importance as Christ.

I dreamt that I was outside at night at someone’s house (?) looking up at the sky and it looked like a bunch of orbs covering the sky. The wife, who was inside, had a name for it but don’t remember. Orb was in the name.

I dreamt that I was in a bed next to the right of another two person bed. I don’t know if it was big enough to be a queen. A young Steve was lying on the left side of that bed. 

I was looking at a gif of a forest / nature scene that had a black oval / thumbprint shape, tilted / leaning a bit to the left, show up in the front middle of the scene. It was there for several seconds then left.

Mom, and Steve (as he is now) came in. Mom was wearing a (black?) robe, covering herself, not wearing garments. I was thinking of asking Steve for a blessing, and that way the family w /could find out about the pregnancy. They left with me forgetting to ask.

The young Steve then moved over to my side of that bed and I was pushing him back over.

I dreamt of bike riding (the last of it) with a black guy and we decided to sit and rest / take a break where some people were. 

I then was holding only the frame of my bike, to set it down. After doing so, and turning back around to sit, I noticed that the guy was sitting in front of me. 

I started to get up to move forward to be next to him, on his left. He then raised up some money, with his right hand, telling me to get a drink. I asked him if he wanted anything and he skittishly said no.

I dreamt that I was in water (mid calf?) with a bunch of frogs. I didn’t want to touch them, and didn’t want them to touch me. I wanted out of there.

I dreamt that I was in an inexpensive store, with a couple other people. As we were leaving, or going to another section, to the left, I noticed several suitcases piled on their side on the floor. I thought that they looked like temple bags / cases.

I dreamt that I was in a store (same?) that had car rides (like the train rides) for the children while the parents were shopping. I may have been pregnant again. I was sitting in line, up front, with the other children. 

There were some already seated, waiting for the ride to begin. They didn’t seem bothered by the wait. While waiting, I saw (in mind?) a real vehicle driving, and seeing the bumps / vibrations from it moving (like in a movie / show).

Up ahead, to the right, was a doorway / opening to go to a different section. I saw lights beaming in to the store on the other side. It was from parents coming to pick up their child / children. I then wondered if that was so, or if someone / thing was going to walk in where I was, with the lights. No one / thing did.

A lady then showed up, walking from behind me on my left, to the aisle in front of me where the children were waiting, walking to the left, to pick up her daughter (didn’t see), saying that it was the second day of freedom everlasting. I assumed that she meant from her husband and that they would always have money so that she didn’t have to work.

I dreamt of seeing a girl in a shopping cart (same store?) looking back to the space behind the cart, and talking. She was in front of me to my right. I wanted to ask her who she was talking to but didn’t know if I should.

She then saw me looking at her and froze for a couple seconds then started back up again. I figured that whoever she was talking with told her that I’m ok and won’t think that she’s crazy.

Heaven

I asked if Ali has any mortal children. I saw 4 young children placing green sturdy / durable plastic stars in my (left?) hand. I didn’t look at them much, but they were holding the stars in the middle, as if there was a small handle / bridge for them to hold on to. There also may have been a string attached.

I dreamt of an 80’s band who re -released an album because it wasn’t popular the first time. There was a song on it called “Heaven”. 

I was reading something about them and it mentioned the lead singers name. It was something like Ozy, or Ozilund / Osilund.

I was also watching the video for the song which was about a brother / bandmate who had died.

I dreamt that I was eating a big piece of chocolate cake that had an extra / different flavor to it.

I dreamt that I had come back (from Vegas?) from a vacation. Briana wanted to take me somewhere. She was anxiously / frantically searching for two other people to go with us (because of our ages?). I had the impression that she wanted to have sex with me.

The word “Kalaliel” came to mind while I was sleeping.

Puzzle

(From Aug. 5, 2018)

I saw Ali’s front yard cornering on the left instead of the right. There was a fire hydrant, and for some reason, it was moved on / to the street corner.

I dreamt of a blender to be used for smoothies.

I dreamt of watching a black gay guy on tv who was excited about a Barbie type “touchy” doll. 

I dreamt of seeing a newspaper and someone taking apart / running hand down which separated the page into chevron / herringbone shaped pieces. I heard someone ask, “Is this the puzzle?” 

 I dreamt that I changed my Facebook relationship status to “weirdo on the plane”.

(From Aug. 4, 2018 Ghosts)

I dreamt that Kyle was dirty and in my bed and sleeping. I was upset that he was there as he was dirty, but I wasn’t because he was my husband. I think I may have mentioned to him to clean up. 

I dreamt that I was at Barbie’s and she turned the heater on, and up. I was thinking she turned it up because she’s used to having grandma there (she always had it real warm, to us anyway). 

I dreamt that I was at mom’s (?) with a bunch of stuff all over, as if she was getting ready to move. I was wondering how to get in to the middle. I finally found a spot to crawl over. 

Ali had one of his clear storage containers there that has slides of Utah and Somalia in it. It was pushed / moved off of the pile of stuff it was setting / sitting on, as if a ghost had done it. I mentioned this to him, what I saw. 

I dreamt that I was watching Little House on the Prairie and Melissa Gilbert was dressed in mauve (?) off the shoulder dress, going to a dance the day that they are to move cross country.

I dreamt of Zak Bagans, and team from Ghost Adventures, went to a business to investigate the ghosts there. 

Aaron ended up on his own under the business. There were dwarves / midgets there with green skin, like the Emerald City in Wizard of Oz. They were ruled by a bald guy. Edward, from the Twilight Saga was there.

Open Palm

I asked the same question. I dreamt something about a man who hadn’t taken time to be with his family but then changed and decided to be with them more.

He was looking at a note that he was given that said, “You don’t get a (?). You get a life.”

I saw a hand sculpture up on a (file?) cabinet / storage (?). It was the left hand and wrist. The hand was bent back with the palm open.

I dreamt of being in Los Angeles at night at a Greyhound bus stop (not the station). There was a college behind it, shaped like the beginning building at the Rose Parade, up on a hill.

I saw a guy / character between the college and the street. He was standing on the steps / platform and then walked up to the right, back to the college.

He was taller than normal (on stilts?), wearing a ground / ankle length robe, and a mask over his head. He looked like someone who would be at the Bohemian Grove.

There were then people walking down from the college, coming out from church services.

Barbie was walking past me, so I asked her the name of the school. I don’t remember what it was.

I don’t remember why I was at the bus stop. Something involving Ali. I was on the bus, talking to someone (?). I was about to get off when it started to move. It had those strips to push when wanting to get off, so I did, not sure how far I would have to wait for the bus to stop. The bus was going North.

The driver was a bald black man. He was driving fast, not slowing down for turns, almost tipping the bus over. At this time I was standing and the people in front of me were on the floor doing something. I said out loud, “God help me” , or to that effect, addressing God. The bus became quiet and the people looked at me as if I had said something wrong.

I was then off the bus. The area was around Valley College in San Bernardino, but was in Los Angeles. I knew I could walk to where Ali was but didn’t think it would be safe, as it was (getting) late at night. I had no way to communicate with him.

I dreamt of looking at pictures of a black panther. One of the pictures was of him behind a green frond. His yellow eyes stood out in all of the pictures. I think I was talking to him, saying that I can see him.

Left Behind

I asked, “What connection was lost?” I was being told something about being left behind.

I dreamt of being at a wood / log lodge with other people, on the way from somewhere, staying a couple days (or week) on the way home. It was Sunday. 

There were two guys in charge who were brothers. One was taller with a stronger build. The taller brother had planned something that he didn’t want the others to know (not sure what but not bad). The other brother told his wife, who got upset at the plan. The taller brother got upset at his brother that his plan had been revealed.

I was lying on a log / wood couch by the front door when they came in. The taller brother was getting after the brother for leaking the plan, and then left.

 I said something, scaring this other brother, who had a lean frame. I then apologized, saying that I thought they had seen me. I then brought up the couple who had gotten together because of being here, and not knowing how long it would’ve taken them if it weren’t for this excursion. I also mentioned that to the taller brother, becoming emotional as I was talking.

I had looked for some Christian music on the radio there because of it being Sunday, but didn’t find much to listen to.

I was sitting outside without a skirt, but did have a slip. I was thinking about my dreams where I was not ready to leave, so I told myself that I needed to get up and get ready.

I went over to the group, who were outside. Some of my cousins were there. I asked Micalanne where something of mine was. She would tell me different items where to look, in of them green, and asking her, “What (name of item)?

Close(r) To Each Other

I asked, “What does my husband know?” I dreamt of letting the kitchen sink water run, filling a small plastic container, getting rid of the green stale water that was in it. 

I dreamt that someone had my dad’s scriptures, adding their own notes, and had put my scriptures, open, in place of them. I was upset.

I dreamt that Ali and I had moved to a different part of town where the houses are closer to each other / together. We sometimes would drive down this road. It was getting dark from the Sun going down.

The house across the street, and to the left, had a chimney. It looked like Batman was sitting on it, shaped from an Italian Cypress Tree. He was looking my direction, bent over with his right elbow on the left knee. As I kept looking, I saw that it was just the top of the tree (on the roof?). The house on their right had Autumn decorations on the roof. 

There was a neighbor (didn’t see) who was pretending to be friendly, but was actually waiting to kill me. I don’t remember the details of how they were going to trap me, but it might have been them wanting to show me something.

(From Aug. 27, 2018 Twisted Sister)

I dreamt that I was at Amy’s. Kyle had come back from the hospital the day before. 

I woke up from sleeping / nap and realized that I had left the glass door open in the back, exposing the screen. This frightened me, thinking that Ali was right about the cats being able to get out. Luckily I looked around and saw them inside. Their outside friend was eating.

There was music playing on a radio. It was a bit loud so I turned it down. As I did so, white noise was playing. I was too tired to adjust it, thinking that I would hear voices, but never did. It finally went back to the music.

A doctor showed up to check on Kyle. He brought two sons with him. He had Kyle sit on my lap with his back facing me. I saw that his wound had healed but still a bit nasty looking. 

Kyle then went to the bathroom. He had an erection, which Amy saw. When he came out, he kept saying that it wasn’t fair, having fun with the situation. I was thinking that there wouldn’t have been much to see.

Kyle got dressed to go somewhere. He was standing, wearing sweats. I noticed that his weight had gone down, and maybe less than when we met. 

He was dirty but didn’t smell. I either said out loud, or just thought, that he needed to clean up before going out. 

I had a couple wounds that had healed, but I could still see the layers of skin, as if stadium seating. One was on the middle of the inside of my right foot. Seems the other was on my chest. 

Amy mentioned something about letting Kyle and I stay a little bit longer because of our situation, not having children. She was also letting us stay until we decided what we were going to do.

Something about going to dad to ask him something and I was going to call him “Papa”. 

There was a bottle of Martinelli’s on the kitchen counter left over from New Year’s. I took the top off, and some spilled on the counter. 

The doctor’s boys were standing by the spill. Luckily there were napkins and other paper products on the table to soak it up. Bubbles were then rising out of the bottle after I picked it up. I was watching them as if it had been champagne. 

The doctor asked how much it cost. I told him that I didn’t remember but was thinking that I may have gotten it at the .99¢ store. 

I looked down at my chest and saw something white on my left breast cleavage area. It looked like a scab / ash. I picked at it and a tube started to come out, as if being able to connect / plug me into something, so I left it alone, not knowing what it was / how far / where it went.

I went to see the doctor, who was still there and looking at a book at the table, to ask him about it. I noticed that I was wearing a shirt with snaps instead of buttons and the top 3, or 4, were undone.

I dreamt of Oprah wearing a light blue puffy jacket even though the weather was warm. She was helping children out of a school bus.

I dreamt that of telling people / person to take the (bullet?) train because it’s quicker and a straight shot. 

I dreamt of a guy who I asked if he was related to Dee Snyder from the music group Twisted Sister. 

Excited To See What Happens

I asked, “What should powerful parents know?” I dreamt something about being at a church function, and when I sat down at the end, noticed that I was naked when I was about to put on my garments and clothes.

I dreamt about a lady driving a lime green muscle cop car, from left to right, into the backyard. She got halfway and stopped. I was already out there, facing the house, then turned when she showed up. 

She had brown curled shoulder (blades) length, from what I could see, hair. I bent down up next to the passenger door, asking (verbally and non) her what she wanted, tapping on the windows. 

The Sun was starting to go down. I thought that I had seen a crow fly from the middle of the yard to the left, but also thought that there wasn’t one. I kind of pointed it out to her, asking if she had seen it, with no response. The windows were getting dark with the Sun going down and she started looking more creepy. 

I then saw the Siamese boy come bounding in the backyard, realized that I hadn’t heard or seen him for awhile. I was surprised that no one had taken him, and that he wasn’t harmed. I was wondering how to get him back in. I opened the back door, or got it ready, without being able to let the others out. He started to run past me and I was able to grab him without him hurting me.

The lady in the car then said something, as if something tragic had happened when she grew up here and then started to leave.

Her car then turned into a tow truck, or a truck from a towing company, like AAA. I was trying to determine the numbers behind the passenger door so that I could report her. I remember the first number was 5. 

She then ended up inside, driving same direction, stopping halfway to let her husband, holding a small cake / dessert, get in. Mom was sitting there, facing front, doing something, looking down, until I cleared my throat and she looked up. Dad sitting next to her right?

I dreamt that I was writing an apology on a plastic bag (that food comes in), with brown / rust color to a lady for my dad for an accident he caused.

I dreamt that Micalanne had filled a bathroom with all of her stuff, even though I was there first. I was talking with a guy about getting shelves put in for me. 

I dreamt that I was naked with a young (10 / 11?) Steve. I was leaning my breasts over him as he was sitting / lying down, like I did with Kyle.

I dreamt that I was with a young guy (18 – 22) with strawberry red hair. He said that he hadn’t been with someone who was bigger (weight) and was excited to see what happens. I then remembered that I had some toilet paper that I was using in place of a pad and mentioned that I needed to check, even though I pretty much knew it was clean. He then felt saddened by this. 

Touching On It

Last night I asked, “The answers to the tests are in what book?” I dreamt that a video of energy clearing on YouTube I was listening to was on the tv as it was connected to my tablet (iPod originally). 

I dreamt that we were about to say a prayer before eating and someone told a teenager boy that he didn’t need to be there. He got excited when he was told this and went back to what he was doing.  I spoke up and said that whoever is going to eat needs to be there. Amy got upset at me. I don’t remember if she said anything. I then got upset at her and said something to the effect of, “Would you rather he go on his own, or would you rather he be guided?” 

I also commented that I wouldn’t be surprised if she were to live as to lose her soul. I was thinking that if she were thin, she would probably do what a girl in Utah did with / to Ali. 

I dreamt of being on a freeway / highway with the fast lane(s) being slowed down because someone was premiering a green & yellow (h.s. colors) slinky bodied dog. People were interested in it and wanting to take pictures. I said something about the existence of the animals, implying that they were going to go extinct because of this dog. 

There were a couple b&w ufo / futuristic type vehicles there. 

I was standing over by the slow lanes and was wanting to go back and realizing that I wouldn’t be able to on this side.

Seeing Green

Last night I asked, “What is a hustle?” 

 The word Solashae came to me. I think it was supposed to be a form of Nicole. 

I dreamt of a man saying that he has seen green all of his life.

I dreamt of seeing a U.S. Navy paper (don’t know what else to call it) on the back of a car where the license plate should be.

I dreamt of pictures being found at a guy’s apartment / art studio. They were of his friends out on the water on a huge inflatable. The one with the slide. I don’t know if he was on it also. 

I dreamt of seeing prototypes of old cars driving on a road, showing off what they could do. One of them looked like a Chevy SS (?) that would eventually burn a (plastic?) part. 

I dreamt of being at an event (?). I was topless. Travis was there watching me with interest. At first I was worried / nervous but I decided to relax and be ok with it. My breasts were up and firm. 

I dreamt of being at a store, or maybe farmer’s market. The items for sale were on tables. I don’t remember what was being sold. I was telling someone (seller?) that I’m a Taurus because of the possibility of being overstimulated. 

Before waking up, I saw a row of Amazon warriors looking at / toward me.

Going Home 

(From March 27, 2015)

Theresa Caputo was here at RCC. A boy was also, I think. Her dad, and film crew were here. The college buildings looked more like a university. We were waiting to go in a building. I wasn’t sure whether to go up to her, or not, to ask a question, but I finally did. I asked her if we dream about something, water, does it always mean the same? She said yes.

We were finally able to get in. There was a small stairway to the right, with a wall around it, to get upstairs. I went over to use them, but it was a tight squeeze, so I didn’t use them (I had to go sideways).

We were in a theater auditorium to watch a production. There were people sitting in the first several rows in front of the stage. There was then a divider space for people to walk. There was caution tape blocking / reserving the first few rows of the seats behind the space, so I sat in the seat to very right, behind the sectioned off ones. Theresa hadn’t sat yet, and was telling me to move up. I wanted to say that I didn’t have a loud voice like hers (what does that have to do with moving seats?).

There were children (sitting behind me) with goodie bags from whatever was going on at the school.

There was a pond of dark water, with green moss(?) on top. A dolphin suddenly appeared, but didn’t bring its head up and out. Theresa, and a boy, jumped in.

(From April 21, 2015)

I’m a missionary, but I’m with either Baptists or Born Again Christian’s. My mission is coming to an end. I’m going home in May.

(From April 24, 2015)

Sasha Denton (don’t know anyone with this name)