Orchestrating

I asked, “How do I let go?” I dreamt that Ali and I were walking across a big (?) dirt and gravel lot / field between businesses that I didn’t see but knew were there. There were some chain link fences separating some (of the) areas.

In one area that we were about to walk through, two homeless looking guys were there. The guy on the left was standing, facing us. He was skinny with grey dreadlocks about shoulder length or several inches below. He only had his left arm which he was waving around, as if orchestrating. He was wearing a long sleeve shirt. We weren’t close enough for me to see what the design was but it seemed it had flowers of different sizes with a dark blue background.

The other guy was crouching / kneeling to his left. I didn’t look at him but it seems he was wearing a white shirt and had a white bucket in front of him for drumming.

Ali mentioned about the one arm guy, saying that he was dancing. He may not have noticed that the guy only had one arm.

Ali was either right next to me on my right, or was a couple steps behind (as he usually is when we walk). I was trying to get him to notice the uneasiness these guys were emitting. I either said, “Fiiri badan” (Somali = look a lot), meaning that the guy kept looking, or I only was wanting to say it.

Shortly after we passed them I noticed that they started following us. We were then out by the street, with it to our right. There was no traffic. I asked, “Where are the cops?” The traffic then showed up on the other side with a cop car in front passing us.

I turned around and saw two rows of cars within two lines of the fences with one line facing us and the other behind them facing the other way. There was a cop car in both rows.

I dreamt that I said hello to a black girl at the place where I worked. We were then somewhere where the employees had gathered to have lunch / dinner. She was there and so I figured that I had to say hello because I had said hello earlier and that I was now a part of the group.

We were in the back, or near the back. There were several rectangular tables to the right with a square table on the left. My female boss (?) was getting them ready to eat.

My parents showed up. My mom sat at the square table and seeing corn on the table, said that she likes corn. I noticed that she had gained weight in her upper part of her legs which caused her to sit higher on the chair.

I was disheartened when I had to tell her that this was for us. My dad had already gone up front to find another place to sit.

(From yesterday) Avec Moi

I asked the same question. I dreamt of the singer of Poets of the Fall, Marko Saaresto, singing Partir Avec Moi.

(From June 11, 2019) Dead

I asked the same question. I dreamt something with Steve DiSchiavi from the Dead Files tv show.

I dreamt something about the DNA of other people.

(June 10, 2019) From within

I asked the same question. I dreamt of being part of a class but not in a traditional classroom. I was doing paperwork but don’t remember what it was. It was only one piece of paper.

The teacher’s black wife (?) and a girl were doing word puzzles / games to the right of me. I was thinking how they may have finished their work already and that I would rather be doing that instead but knew I had to finish my work first. (I’m not sure if these were the exact thoughts.)

The wife’s cheekbone area was shiny from being clean and a light shining on her. I knew it wasn’t coming from within.

When I finished my work I had to put my name on the back of the paper because there wasn’t room on the front. I also dated it 6-7-19, which was a Monday.

After, the teacher who was white, was talking about a music group from the ’80’s called Camper van Beethoven, as one of their calmer songs played (I only know of “Pictures of Matchstick”), with some of the other students. I was overhearing so I mentioned that I thought they had a song where the singer held his breath for a bit.

(From June 9, 2019) Before

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was walking to the right on a dirt path on a hill with a small group of people. I asked a girl who was on my left if she had been this way before.

I dreamt that an older lady was letting me borrow some / one of her clothes (for church?). I saw that I didn’t have my garment bottom on and so was going to use hers but then saw that I was wearing mine and so would use mine.

I woke with the song, “Tonight I Celebrate My Love” from Peabo Bryson and Roberta Flack.

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Mommy

I asked, “Where is the portal?” I dreamt that a couple were house hunting. I was on top of some framing in / by a shower of a bathroom that was being renovated when they came to the house I was in. This shower was as tall as I was on the framing and the shower head was facing left. It had dark gray (?) tiles. They based their decision on a shower. I don’t remember if it was this one or another one.

The framing had a blanket covering it along with something shorter on the left side. I then was holding a kangaroo in my right arm. Scared, I was calling out to mom for help in getting down because I was worried that I could fall and hurt myself / break my ankles. I was calling her, “Mommy”.

I dreamt that I was at a small Starbucks with two girls, on my left. One of them ordered a venti green tea. I asked her if she had tried the matcha frappucino and she said no. I think I bought that one. As I was asking her, I was also thinking about the grasshopper (added java chips).

There was only one guy working. He was wanting to process my card / payment through a small black (travel size?) bag that he was holding up by the counter in front of us.

As he was doing so, a line started to form behind us that was long enough to go around the workstation and back up against the wall so that it formed a question mark. I didn’t notice any impatience among them.

This guy wasn’t able to complete the transaction so he went over to the register which was on the right, to complete it.

I dreamt that I was at a pool where there was a swim meet. I was at the finish side on the right. The swimmers were on the other side of the diving board and their faces were blocked / obscured. There was a winner’s podium on that side as well. It was also blocked so as not to be able to see who the winners were but sensed there were some girls.

After the race, I farted and saw it floating past in front of me. Fortunately there was no smell to it.

I sat down and clipped my right big toe toenail. There was some lint looking stuff in the corner so I cleaned it out. There may have been someone on my left as I was doing so who was a little disgusted that I would be doing that here.

(From yesterday) New Real Estate

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Tony Shalhoub was a new college professor. In the beginning, he was timid but started relaxing as time went on. One day (the next year?) when he came in (I’m seeing through his eyes) there was a fan behind him (didn’t see) blowing a folder that was on his desk so he put something on it to weigh it down / keep it from blowing away.

He then sat in his chair and still a bit timid talking to them, asked the class about moving to new real estate, to get a discussion started / going.

There were two adults sitting on his left. One was a woman who whispered to the other who was on her left, that he was still having trouble getting the students to open up. They may have been from administration.

As he was asking this question, he was flipping through a newspaper for something. A couple of the pages had comics on them. On the left side was a square one panel comic of a parent sitting on the floor, facing right, looking at an open book with a child standing in front of them. The book had written on it something about other ideas, which was also written below the square.

I dreamt that Mark had gone to see the Phantom of the Opera and I wished that I had gone. At the end of dream, a lady gave me a present of a bunch of travel size body wash gels wrapped up in cellophane. I mentioned to mom that I didn’t need to worry about getting any for a long time, only toothpaste and toothbrush.

(From May 27, 2019) Lap

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I had my laptop on my lap when it suddenly turned off.

I dreamt that Lowe’s was at the top of a steep dirt hill. It was then turned into a shopping center. Mark and I went to check it out, taking separate vehicles. After I parked, I didn’t see Mark’s car so figured he parked elsewhere.

Gwen and Val were there. One of them was a giant. I’m thinking it may have been Gwen.

I was telling a girl / lady that she should buy an expensive white knee length dress for an upcoming festival (?). It may have been two pieces.

Mark had a young family there who were waiting / looking for him so that they could leave. I found him lounging doing his own thing.

Outside Mark showed up was a more beat up version of Kyle’s station wagon. The hood was up, in reverse, and the driver seat was pushed up. I was about to climb in with the engine when I realized what I was doing / about to do.

I dreamt that I took a crafter’s sponge paintbrush and stuck it up in my vagina.

I dreamt that two cats were in the back walking toward the house to come in. I asked Ali how the Siamese had gotten out. As they got closer, I realized that it was the cross eyed looking one instead.

(From May 26, 2019) Lottery

I asked the same question. Lottery came to mind.

I dreamt about a blonde guy that I was dating. He was carrying me inside and I was thinking how weird it was for him to look at me and realize that he liked me.

He was then preparing dinner / food while I was across the room having fun with other people. I stopped for a bit and wondered if I should help him but then thought that I didn’t want to be someone who I wasn’t so I continued with what I was doing.

Son

I asked, “What is the meaning of the blood going up to the nose?” Before falling asleep, I saw myself walking toward me with a man on my right side. We were walking up a slight grassy hill with one of those skinny twig looking trees in front of him. I didn’t see his head.

I was telling him that my (young) son would talk to him. I either then said, or only thought it, that he talks to me in my dreams.

I dreamt that I was spending the night on the floor at Briana’s. She was up late, around midnight, trying to remember a speech / talk for work the next day. She was walking back and forth with the lights on and I wondered why she didn’t do this in her room.

She was slightly hyperventilating because of how stressed she was. I think I wanted to tell her to calm down and breathe slowly. She finally set down on a grey couch with soft fabric that was to my right “above” me.

Her couches looked like the type that you could move around to the shape you wanted (modular?)

I was thinking that this is why I don’t like spending the night here and that her friend’s probably don’t have any problems since they probably stay up with her.

I didn’t have much of my stuff with me so I was tempted to get up and leave, even though it was so late at night, but I stayed.

She was also talking to someone who I couldn’t see. I was thinking that her young daughter must be with her ex husband’s. I then saw her daughter, with blonde curly hair, come out.

As I was laying there, Kyle, or someone who looked like him, showed up next to me, shirtless, on my left. He had darkish red hair (?). He had scoliosis, wanting me to massage his back. I was only able to handle doing it a short time and then stopped.

The next day, I was holding two shiny silver blue “canes” with handles looking like dolphins. I was thinking that they resembled some vibrators that I had seen online earlier that day (I had). The one on my left was bigger and longer than the one on my right.

I don’t know where I was but I was outside among some short one story buildings that had concrete pathways and maybe a bench or two. I was using the canes to walk without touching the ground. There were people there watching me “walk” and made a comment about me not touching the ground.

I was looking at the handles and it had something written about them being witch’s fly catchers. I’m not sure how, but I assumed the mouth had something to do with it.

The tabby cat was there also. I don’t remember why.

There were some women from church that I knew, in the dream. Briana was there also, but not as part of them.

There were some women who were witches. One of them was older than me and may have had white hair. She thought I was also a witch because of the canes / fly catchers I had. She asked something about them being candy canes.

We were then inside and I saw a sign by conference (?) room type doors about a witches meeting (?) and I saw that it mentioned candy canes.

People, shorter than me, started walking in from left to right, through the hallway that I was standing in along with the church ladies, who were across from me.

These people were dressed as pirates, adding their own twist / spin to the costume. The last one to come through was someone dressed as the devil in a mascot costume, with the big head. This person walked along fine but not with the confidence / surety that one might think this person should have.

I was thinking about the connection between the devil and the witches and wondered if they truly understood. The glances that the church women were giving him, I assumed that they were thinking the same.

In The Past

I asked, “What is the mission?” I dreamt something with Drew Scott.

I dreamt that I was lying next to Kyle, on his right side. There was a blanket covering us, or maybe only him. There were other people there, who I didn’t see.

We were all involved doing the same thing. We had to identify the person next to us. I didn’t see Kyle’s face, because of being covered, but I saw his stomach and knew that it was him.

I then saw that his right leg had been amputated at the mid thigh. It still looked open though it was healed. On the sides were thin pieces of skin dangling, as if they were tendrils. He said that it was because it had had a heart attack. He repeated “had had” to emphasize that it had been in the past.

I dreamt of seeing a red car outside with an elongated front. It was facing to the right. It wasn’t moving and I didn’t see any other vehicles. I was thinking that it was a Mercedes but saw the top of the hood that had an “R” with a circle around it, on the middle where the bump / crease / seam is. I then realized that it was a Rolls Royce.

I dreamt that I was wearing nice men’s clothes and I was telling a guy, on my right (or in front?), that they were borrowed.

I dreamt of a cat with newborn kittens nursing, on my right, in front of me. There was a wolf wanting to eat them. I saw that he had already gotten one of them, seeing only the spine.

He had another one in his mouth and I was trying to get it out while I was telling him, “NO!” He didn’t press down on my fingers. I was wondering if this was the way I lost my fingers in a previous dream.

There was also a wildlife cat but wasn’t much involved.

(From April 3, 2019) Spirit

I have been asking, “Who is finishing his mission?” I’ve only been remembering short pieces. I dreamt of seeing a coffin of a girl who had died. I think there was a flower up where the neck would’ve been, with a fabric draped over that section at an angle with the top on the left side. It may have been a shawl(?).

I dreamt that I was taking some of my stuff out (of a house?) and would be back for the rest.

I dreamt something about my spirit being separated from my body, still being alive.

(From March 31, 2019) Spider

I asked the same question. I dreamt of waking up with a cherry size spider bite on the back bottom right side of my neck. I asked someone, standing behind me on my right, if it was white (on top). I then said that when there’s white, I can squeeze it all out.

(From March 30, 2019) Younger Guy

I asked the same question. I dreamt of seeing about 3 small sail boats parked up on the side of a hill in the middle, facing to the right. I commented to someone that the first one reminded me of the men’s dress shoes from the 20’s – 30’s because the tip and front sides, by the tip, were painted a reddish (rust?) type of color.

I dreamt (same dream?) that I was with people inside a church. There was some type of event going on. There were two guys who I felt were interested in me. One of them was Wilhelm (?), and the other was a younger guy who I used to go to the same church with (with Kyle), and worked with at D.I. I was telling someone that, in the end, I would choose the younger guy because there was more of a connection.

A guy brought in a life sized cross for his entry (for whatever was going on) and I was saying that I remembered my mom saying that we don’t use crosses because we worship the living Christ. Pres. Gordon B. Hinckley was there and went to look at the Bishop’s guidebook, that was on the stand to the left, for an answer. The chapel had a dark red color to it, with two narrow stained glass windows with a small section of wall between, in front of us, where he wanted to put the cross.

I hadn’t started my entry because I was helping others and I was thinking that I would be able to do mine afterwards because of the help I was giving.

Ali

I asked, ” Who is finishing his mission?” Ali came to mind as I was asking the question.

I dreamt of watching a YouTube video. Comments could only be made while watching. You couldn’t go back, or forward, to other videos, and couldn’t see who made the comments.

The video was of a couple involved in a competition. He was standing on her left. They were both facing forward. There was a cake in front of them. They weren’t supposed to touch the cake / each other / both (?).

He poked holes in the top. She put on the frosting (?). They switched places, which was a surprise move because the other teams hadn’t thought of doing this.

I dreamt of placing a guy’s wallet in front of him, on a counter in a store, without him noticing.

I dreamt about an older black man (50’s?) who I was going to marry. There was something about a young tall, thin black minister, with braids, excitedly running to a big body of water (pool?) to act (?) out a baptism with this older man. I was wondering if he was actually going to baptize him.

The older man was uncertain about it, contemplating and looking at me. I gave him a slight shrug and smile. I heard the minister, behind us in the middle of the water, say something about this man becoming a part of the Mormon community if he went through with this, as if to warn / caution him.

I found a lopsided heart rock nearby.

I dreamt that I was standing up on a hill (?) looking down at the roads below. There were two roads on the left, with the far left specifically for big rigs, and a road that continued from those, going vertically across the bottom of the hill. There was a big rig that came from the left, turning toward the two lanes to use the far left one.

The road that went vertically was the road to take to go toward Los Angeles. I was telling someone that that road was a shortcut to getting back home.

Child

I asked the same question. All I remember is a woman asking a child (girl?) to pick out one of the books, that were up on a shelf, to read.

(From Aug 28, 2017 Bat)

I dreamt that the little Siamese girl we have (used to) caught a bat. She had it on its back and was biting on its head. I couldn’t tell if she punctured through, or not.

I couldn’t handle seeing her do that, so I let the bat go. It flew off so I don’t know if it lived, or if it was injured.

(Misc)

I dreamt that I won the lottery and moved to Dallas.

I dreamt of a dress with black transparent fabric, just enough to know that it’s transparent, from the chest up, and then below mid thigh. In between was black. It was sleeveless. On the black was gold rows of ribbon with wave looking designs going different directions.

I dreamt of a lottery sign with $136 as the potential winnings.

I dreamt that limestone was falling down a hill / mountain.

I dreamt that a tiny cupboard, with the doors that slide back and forth, was opening and closing. I got frustrated with the spirits doing it, so I loudly asked who they were, and what did they want with me. The only answer I got was from a doll, that was hidden, which said, “Wait.”

I dreamt of two short (2 -3 ft) “monsters”, as in Monsters, Inc movie. I was amazed that I could see them. There was a girl behind a door on the left, and a boy behind a door on the right. I asked them what they wanted, but don’t remember if they answered.

Coming

I asked, “Am I supposed to get pregnant from Ali to leave this house?” I saw about 5, or 6, motorcycles turning left toward my direction. They all suddenly stopped right before entering the lane.

I dreamt of male (almost?) grown twins, of a famous person, walking toward my direction. There were several people behind them.

I dreamt that I was walking, with several people, outside and was looking up at the sunset. I mentioned that I wished I had my camera to take a picture.

(From Oct 19, 2017 Silver Platter)

I dreamt that I moved in (a house that I had seen was for sale) with Barbie, but forgot my garments (and clothes). I figured that I could wash them when I took a shower.

 I only brought the Siamese cat with me. Barbie had made some waffles, and gave a four square piece, with a bit of peanut butter, to her. She was looking for a place to eat it. 

When she finally set it back down, in the kitchen (?), I mentioned that the piece might be a little too big for her. Instead of cutting it to make it smaller, Barbie gave her another 2 square piece.

I dreamt that a man had brought some treats on a silver platter for me, and several other people who were there. One of them was a box of black red vines licorice. 

I thought about the previous dream, not sure if I should take them. I ended up taking a chocolate treat instead. All the other treats were soon gone.

I dreamt that I was looking at some flowers, and mentioned to whoever was with me, that I missed the vibrant colors of the flowers on my mission back East.

(From Oct 18, 2017 Secret Door)

I dreamt that I walked upon a hunting lodge in the city on a hill. It had a tinted big picture window. A man walked past from left to right. Even so, I went up to the house / steps to feel.

I was inside. It was spacious, with three families there. I saw a small skull hung up on the wall. I don’t recall if there were others. I loved it there.

It was time for me to go, but couldn’t find the door. There was a certain spot where the walls were painted abstractedly. The man then pushed half of it up, and half down, and that was a secret door.

(From Oct 16, 2017 Agitated Soul)

I dreamt that I was driving up a steep dirt hill, I think in the 4Runner. I wasn’t sure if I would make it because of how steep it was, but I made it. There were people with me.

I dreamt that I was playing with someone else’s little biracial girl. 

I dreamt that I gave some black licorice to a guy to try. He wasn’t disgusted by it, but he didn’t care for it.

I dreamt that my soul was agitated, and that I was writing about it here (journal). It woke me up. 

(Misc dream) Swallowed Up

I dreamt that I was swallowed up by the ocean, and it had dropped me off on a beach. To my right was a high, and long, pier. The beach went up to a hill. 

On the hill was a path, with a man walking away from me to the right. He looked like an islander, with a skirt / wrap on. I wondered if I was in Tahiti.

Pants Off

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I wasn’t wearing my pants.

I dreamt that the mother cat let me, cautiously pet her, on her right hip area as she is lying down, vertically, on a mound / hill that is a foot, or two, higher than me. She is also lying down horizontally, at the same time, to the right of the first position. She growled a little bit while I was petting her, and I thought that she was going to bite, but she didn’t.

There was a boxing match going on at the bottom of the other end of the mound, between two black men. They were partially hidden / blocked by their managers. A guy, who was with the people I was around, yelled at the mangers, “Stop it! You’re killing him!” The boxer on the left could barely speak, becoming confused.

I dreamt of hearing a song playing, called, “Dancing with the devil”. There was a guy, and maybe some other people. In front of me, a short distance away (50 yards?) was a guy, dressed as Spiderman, dancing like a go – go dancer, with horns that came up and of his head.

I dreamt that I was at a building with cobwebs up in the vaulted ceiling. I was the tallest, among those around me, so I took care of them. The woman in charge happily decided to give me a job there.

There were books pressed (open?) against the ceiling. The woman said that it’s time to get the bugs out. I was thinking about all the spiders that could be hiding up there, and them multiplying.

I dreamt of wearing a blue form fitting dress with short sleeves. It had a zipper on the right side of the right thigh, going from knee to hip / waist. I saw myself zipping it up.

I then was watching another lady, wearing the dress, who had flabby biceps. She tried to hide them by pushing them back with her hands. Later, she wore the dress to a restaurant where her friends, waiting for her, and perhaps a man she was wanting to see.

(From Oct 20, 2017 In The Cup)

I dreamt that I was a passenger, in front, of a car. My mom, and Steve were there also. The female driver was a friend (?). It was at night, and there was a black truck / rig (similar to those that transport vehicles?) in front of us, stopped at a light in the far left lane.

Instead of stopping, (my) driver continued, going to the left of this rig. The car went into the air, then came down, front first (in a ditch?). I ended up out of the car, breathing rapidly. 

A lady showed up to my left to check on me. I saw mom in front of me, walking toward me, out of the ditch. She had a scratch on her forehead.

Within (a couple) minutes, a fire truck showed up, coming from a (side) road to the right. 

Zac showed up, holding a cup / tumbler, worried about losing Steve. I assured him that Steve was in the cup, and well.

I dreamt about a red, and black train, with one end (being) separated, and a couple guys taking it back to reconnect. The director lived close by.

I dreamt about talking to Travis, and asking him, “Remember back in Ms. Reynolds class (jr high) when you asked me to go out with you, and I said no (never would have said that)? Well, it was because I didn’t think that you were serious.”

Stop Thinking

I asked, “Will getting pregnant get rid of the negative entities?” I dreamt that the kitchen was 2, or 3, steps above the family room. As I was walking down, I thought that I saw a spirit to my right, which kind of scared me, but realized that I didn’t. I told myself to stop thinking of seeing something, or else I would. 

I then saw, standing behind the couch, parallel to the sliding glass doors to my left, aliens waiting to take me.

(From Nov 18, 2017 Sexual)

I dreamt that Amy, Sara, and I think Kim, let sexual things happen to babies.

(From Nov 17, 2017 Keep Originals)

I dreamt that a girl had taken one of my notebooks, and was writing / drawing on my drawings. I angrily told her to give it to me, and I think I grabbed it from her.

Trump then told me that that’s why he only gives copies and keeps the originals, in case someone made changes.

(From Nov 16, 2017 Blue Line)

I dreamt that there was a hurricane / tornado / duet devil at the local airport, lifting all of the planes. They swirled there for a couple rounds, then came toward me. I was in a concrete (?) building without windows. 

One of the jets (less than 50?)  flew several yards in front of me, from left to right. I was noticing how big it was. I think there was a blue stripe / line on the bottom half.

(From Nov 15, 2017 Delivery)

I dreamt of a truck with Malin + Goetz on the side. Windows were down. Little girls were inside. It was dark. It was driving away, to the left, from a delivery dock.

I woke up with the song, “Journal of Ardency” from Class Actress.

(From Nov 14, 2017 Lotus)

I dreamt that I had found my (community) “family”, and that I was home. 

I dreamt that I was in a big van, the kind with the row of windows, with (some) parents going along in taking their children to school. I was up near the front (behind the driver?). There was a lane in the middle. 

The community looked newly built, and / but still needed landscaping. The driver, a woman, called out, as we were about to pass some buildings, that this was the new school the students were going to. As we passed, though, they were one story homes from this community having dirt all around still.

Finally, we arrived at the school. A couple (older?) got off because their car was there, parked on the left, at a diagonal. They were walking in the middle of the street, since there weren’t any other cars.

They were nicely dressed, as though they had money. When they got off, I wondered why, and then saw the car. It was a small coupe, about the size of a Mazda Miata, but wasn’t. It could have been a Lotus.

When I saw how they had parked the car, I wondered why they would park like that instead of parallel to the curb. The street, where they were walking, was wet, as if it had rained, but no where else.

There had been a garbage truck, and an RV, and a couple other cars behind us. As we got to the school, the garbage truck went to the left of the street, driving over a dirt hill, to get to the houses garbage bins. The RV had stopped behind us. 

After the students got off, all the parents moved forward. I had my own seat, with my left leg bent up on the seat. I was wearing shorts. 

A lady sat next to me, and looked at my leg. I don’t know if she noticed my scar, and the fact that I had a bit of hair from not shaving. 

As we started to leave, we went in a circle right there before going on. I wondered why. I don’t know why I was there, since I didn’t have any children.

Delphinium

(From Nov 28, 2017)

I dreamt that I went up to Utah for the Christmas devotional with mom, Amy, Judy, and Micalanne. We were in a bedroom with a log bunk bed. There was a shelf on the top of the wall for the top bunk to use. Micalanne used it.

I was down on the floor near the foot of the beds. The carpet was dark color, and a bit loose. I was making it make little waves. Micalanne asked me how I did that. I either told her, or showed her. 

I made a design on a piece of paper with rows of small squares that had blue, red, and I think some other colors so that they almost looked brown. Micalanne got upset at me for using those colors. I told her that it was because it was made for me. She kept going on.

It was lightly snowing outside. I decided why not take some pictures for the people back home. There were some silver candlesticks (?) on a table near the window, so I decided to take a picture of those. I used one of the settings I had recently found, then was looking for to turn the flash off looking through the other settings. 

At the devotional, one of the apostles has his scriptures, which are thick, and is talking about books in the bible that I had never heard before. A group of pages on the right side of his scriptures are folded up, starting from the middle. He puts them down, smooths them down. This is before the program starts. 

Mom is sitting with these additional books, in large print. She had them mailed there, so it arrived in the box, while she was sitting there. It was as big as her lap. She had to move what she had on her lap. It seems as though one of the additional books was named Delphinium.

I had a bit of red polish on. I started putting clear on top, and the red went away, so I reapplied the red. I accidentally smudged it a bit, but it still looked good, and I reapplied the clear to seal it.

(From Nov 27, 2017 Closure)

I dreamt that dad had done some grocery shopping. I don’t know where mom was. He had gotten some meat patties, and some other form of meat I think, but don’t remember, and some cut and trimmed celery sticks, and cubed butter / margarine.

He also got some food from a fast food place, I think, but don’t know where, and don’t remember what. He didn’t put the food away. I found it still out the next day. I took the clear bag with celery and butter and started putting the celery in the freezer, out of the bag.

I dreamt about Tony Curtis and his first wife (don’t know how many he had) had recently split and their two children (both girls?) were feeling the affects of the split. His wife was slowly pacing in / by front of the front door, crying beside herself. She finally decided to meet with him for closure, and peace.

I dreamt that a girl was on a skateboard coming down a hill so steep that vehicles couldn’t drive up. I was worried for her not knowing how she could stop. 

She was actually behind the skateboard trying to catch it and get on. She finally made it to the bottom where it was level. I didn’t see how she got there.

I dreamt that the Ghost Adventures crew were up in the mountains. I saw the mountains lit up from the headlights of the cars, which were few. There was a flat spot, and Zak Bagans was there wearing a white shirt.

He was standing behind / next to a podium (?). He was praying that the crew would be safe as they did their investigation. There was a headlight on the ground with something attached to it (like an antenna) from an old car.

One of the guys stuck it in a hole in the front right by the bumper. They eventually took it out in case someone who knew where it had come from saw it and c/would’ve gotten upset that they had it.