Let Him Go

I asked, “How do I teleport?” (Several years ago I dreamt that I was floating up in space, looking back at me, with a tunnel in back of me to my left. I knew that I was able to teleport.)

I dreamt that I was outside in Nevada with Amy, and others. I’m not sure why we were there. I saw an older lady with short grey (?) hair standing on the right corner of her lawn, watering (?) it. She was looking back at us as we passed her, going to the left.

I pointed her out to Amy and said that she looked familiar. Amy agreed and was trying to gather her thoughts (and was) saying that she was from when we lived here in Vegas.

I asked a guy where Vegas was and he pointed to the North, which was in front of us and slightly to the right. It was below some mountains / tall hills. I was able to see over the cities, seeing all the lights on, even though it was daytime.

There was a point when I was in the mountains looking at newly built houses that were in a row, across the street from me. They all had big windows in the front and were made with / light wood. The house at the end on the right was bigger and taller than the others.

I dreamt (same?) that a crow picked up a hawk from the ground, causing the hawk to make a noise / squeal, flying off with it. A gang then came around, surrounding them. One of the gang was able to steal the hawk away, flying off with it.

It flew low enough for me to reach up (jumping?) and slap the hawk / crows feet so that the hawk would be released. I yelled / said loudly, “Let him go!” They flew off to the right and behind me so I don’t know what happened.

(From yesterday) Looking Back

I asked the same question. I saw someone in a canoe (?) out in stormy water.

I dreamt that I was in the back middle of a car that wasn’t moving. Sara was to my left and Barbie (?) was to my right. Looking out the front window, I saw an older lady (profile looking like grandma when she was able to drive), looking to her left, driving past us a ways from left to right.

It looked like grandma’s car but with an extended platform (?) going around / extending from the car, at least in front and back and on passenger side. The back had stacked white plastic cups, as if for a party. I didn’t notice what the other things were.

I excitedly exclaimed, “That’s grandma’s car!” several times. Sara then started to get emotional and so I figured that I should also and was saying something about missing her, and I think that there was something that reminded me of her.

Grandma then appeared in the passenger seat, looking back at us. She was asking what I was saying. Looking at Sara, I shrugged a little, hesitating to say anything because of her bad hearing. Eventually, I told her about the car. She just said, “Oh.”

I dreamt of two bald, or nearly bald, men, and then seeing them back in the ’70’s. They were standing up on desks (?) in a newsroom. The one on the right had curly blonde hair. He was talking but don’t remember what he was saying.

A guy then showed up on my left and as he was passing me, matter of factly said that (blonde guy) Bernie’s (Sanders) pants were dirty in the back and to clean them in a month. I was wondering what was in a month and then realized that it was July 4th.

(From June 4, 2019) In The Light

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I saw a blonde dog with a couple of baby red foxes. I later saw them next to my bedroom door (opened to the left), in the dark. The dog (head next to the door) was nursing the foxes, looking up at me. I realized it was the foxes because of seeing the red and white tail of the left one in the light and remembering that I had seen them earlier.

I dreamt of the Property Brothers at the house of their clients. Drew was standing to the right of Jonathan and the husband was standing to the right of his wife.

Drew was wearing a light jacket and trying to get the bottom of the zipper undone. As he was doing so, the husband mentioned to Drew that he looked nice, as a compliment and not creepy. Drew then gave up, and said, “I don’t know why I even bother”, zipping it back up a little.

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Son

I asked, “What is the meaning of the blood going up to the nose?” Before falling asleep, I saw myself walking toward me with a man on my right side. We were walking up a slight grassy hill with one of those skinny twig looking trees in front of him. I didn’t see his head.

I was telling him that my (young) son would talk to him. I either then said, or only thought it, that he talks to me in my dreams.

I dreamt that I was spending the night on the floor at Briana’s. She was up late, around midnight, trying to remember a speech / talk for work the next day. She was walking back and forth with the lights on and I wondered why she didn’t do this in her room.

She was slightly hyperventilating because of how stressed she was. I think I wanted to tell her to calm down and breathe slowly. She finally set down on a grey couch with soft fabric that was to my right “above” me.

Her couches looked like the type that you could move around to the shape you wanted (modular?)

I was thinking that this is why I don’t like spending the night here and that her friend’s probably don’t have any problems since they probably stay up with her.

I didn’t have much of my stuff with me so I was tempted to get up and leave, even though it was so late at night, but I stayed.

She was also talking to someone who I couldn’t see. I was thinking that her young daughter must be with her ex husband’s. I then saw her daughter, with blonde curly hair, come out.

As I was laying there, Kyle, or someone who looked like him, showed up next to me, shirtless, on my left. He had darkish red hair (?). He had scoliosis, wanting me to massage his back. I was only able to handle doing it a short time and then stopped.

The next day, I was holding two shiny silver blue “canes” with handles looking like dolphins. I was thinking that they resembled some vibrators that I had seen online earlier that day (I had). The one on my left was bigger and longer than the one on my right.

I don’t know where I was but I was outside among some short one story buildings that had concrete pathways and maybe a bench or two. I was using the canes to walk without touching the ground. There were people there watching me “walk” and made a comment about me not touching the ground.

I was looking at the handles and it had something written about them being witch’s fly catchers. I’m not sure how, but I assumed the mouth had something to do with it.

The tabby cat was there also. I don’t remember why.

There were some women from church that I knew, in the dream. Briana was there also, but not as part of them.

There were some women who were witches. One of them was older than me and may have had white hair. She thought I was also a witch because of the canes / fly catchers I had. She asked something about them being candy canes.

We were then inside and I saw a sign by conference (?) room type doors about a witches meeting (?) and I saw that it mentioned candy canes.

People, shorter than me, started walking in from left to right, through the hallway that I was standing in along with the church ladies, who were across from me.

These people were dressed as pirates, adding their own twist / spin to the costume. The last one to come through was someone dressed as the devil in a mascot costume, with the big head. This person walked along fine but not with the confidence / surety that one might think this person should have.

I was thinking about the connection between the devil and the witches and wondered if they truly understood. The glances that the church women were giving him, I assumed that they were thinking the same.

What You Want

I asked, “Am I supposed to get pregnant to leave this house?” I dreamt of being on water that was a bit rocky. I don’t remember what I said, but, crying, I pleaded to God for help. 

I then saw an image of a young man, not seeing his head, standing in front of me a little ways. He was wearing swim trunks. I knew that it was my dad.

(Same dream?) I dreamt something with a blonde / white lab under water. It may have been in a huge white cloth with other things. It wasn’t being harmed.

I dreamt that I was lying down, in a bedroom (?), with bunk beds behind and to my right. Someone from the family was sitting (?) on the top. 

There was a married woman lying on top of me, sucking my nipples. I was wearing a red top and there was a blanket covering us. I didn’t want whoever was on the bunk to see.  Seems that her husband was on top of her, not doing anything, but was just there. I didn’t feel the weight. She said something to me, but don’t remember what.

I dreamt that Alex Rodriguez passed away. I saw a tweet, that a  young famous female had retweeted, with her own comment about the people we’ve lost, having small square pictures of them.

She had retweeted about someone famous being part of the funeral. I checked the time (in dream) and it was close to 9, with it being still light outside.

I dreamt that two (boss?) ladies were at D. I. One of them (or both?) was cleaning / wiping the shelves. She wasn’t able to reach the backs of the top ones. I was thinking that I had just cleaned them recently.

I dreamt that a lady was holding a baby girl (1 – 2 years), facing her. There was another lady next to her on her right. The girl told them that an angel had clearly given her a message while she was sleeping. She said what it was, but I don’t remember.

I dreamt that I started seeing something crawling across the tablet screen, from left to right. It was a virus that looked like a spider with 5 – 7 heads. 

I saw someone squeezing another one in the middle so that it looked like a pipe cleaner spider. They, or someone else, said, “Don’t get rid of the virus. Have it do what you want.”

(From Nov 9, 2017 Bank)

I dreamt that I drove Ali somewhere, and when he got out of the car, he left the window open, even though I want it closed because of the danger that’s around, so I nervously had to roll up the window.

I dreamt that the missionaries were at a bank.

(From Nov 8, 2017 See Better)

I dreamt that I was sitting at the bottom of bleachers which were full of people. We were watching a movie made by Eric Pepin showing us the powers that we have. At times though, it didn’t look like him.

As it went on, people left. At one point, it showed a couple of people walking away, and a man with the huge weapon that has an ax on both sides. He threw it at them, not to be mean, but more as a demonstration. It landed behind them.

I was sitting somewhere in the middle and the people to my right had left. A lady sitting next to me, on my left, rubbed my back. I don’t know why. I then moved over to the right, not because of that, but so that anyone who might be behind me could see better.

A black man was shaken by that scene. He had on his left arm, side of his biceps, what looked like what may have been a gunshot, or perhaps chicken pox. He said that Splenda “slipped” one of his friends.

Prayer

I asked again if Ali is my husband who will take me to the temple. The words, “Verbal abuse notwithstanding” came to mind, and also the song “The Prayer”.

I dreamt that a girl (works at Starbucks), with short blonde hair, was walking to work, at Target, at night in the rain. She had two children with her (boy and girl? 8 – 10?). I was in a parking lot that she was walking next to. She was walking from right to left.

The entrance to the lot wasn’t a straightforward entrance, but looked more like an on / off ramp of a freeway, with one lane curved, which was was across from me on my left. I decided to give her a ride to work.

As I turned and waited for my turn to go, she crossed the street, going to a house that looks like an old small craftsman style. The paint was white, and chipped. A front window had been smashed / broken in pieces outside. She was sweeping it up. She angrily said something but don’t remember what.

I dreamt that I was telling Stephanie that lately I was waking up feeling like I had had sex.

(From Nov 26, 2017 Deloitte and Touche)

I dreamt that the old man neighbor was turning gay. He was wearing wedge (?) shoes (the one with cork), and a shirt / coat that had pink stripes / blocks. When he wore these shoes, he had to look further down on his wife.

As for her, when I heard her voice, but couldn’t see, her voice sounded fake. 

The tax firm Deloitte and Touche keeps coming to mind.

I dreamt about a couch behind a fireplace that was mostly hidden, only being able to see the right end of it. It was a place to go when wanting to “get away from it all”, but still being visible in case of being needed.

(From Nov 22, 2017 Devil In Me)

I dreamt that when someone touched me, they could feel a sensation of the devil in me. I was giving some type of drink to get rid of it / him. It may have been some type of egg mixture (?). 

As I drank it, I could see that there was a bit of powder at the bottom that didn’t get mixed in. I was able to get it loose somehow. I didn’t hate the drink, it wasn’t horrible, but it wasn’t great either. It was tolerable. I could start to feel my body doing something shortly after drinking.

(From Nov 19, 2017 Complete)

I dreamt that there was a Christmas present missing under the tree. Someone put one there, and then it (Christmas?) was complete.

Dots

I asked, “What is the relationship of Yonny to me?” I dreamt that people from Nepal / Mongolia were being massacred here in the states. I kept looking for places to escape to. I did see who was doing the killing, but forgot.

I was walking by a fence that was on my left. I saw ahead of me a royal procession coming around the corner from the left, all in white, with a female from the royalty.

There were horses, on my right, leading the way. The first two, or three, fell down / apart, like ones used in movies / mechanical. I was grateful that they weren’t real. A white horse then showed up next to me, looking forward along with me. An Arabian?

A young girl walked passed me. She had both sides of her nose pierced. I was saddened that she wasn’t going to be here for long / wouldn’t survive.

There were some black birds flying in the air. Some were shot, from all the shootings, and then turned into spirits. One of them came toward me and turned into numbers. 529 was on top and 5179 was below that.

I dreamt of being in outer space, with other people, in some type of enclosure. We were dressed normally. There was a young woman on a screen and having fun that I wasn’t using the Morse code that was being used. I was looking at the dots and asking someone how to use it.

Carla (Starbucks customer) was there. I was telling her how weird it is that when we walk out the door, we were in space. Someone was called to go back home.

I dreamt something about a lady having fun telling someone that West is on the left and East is on the right.

I dreamt that I was standing at the border between Ali’s and the old man’s house. There were lemon trees lined up.

The old man and his wife were standing outside, by the back door, inside the indented space where the door is. They were waiting, and watching what I was doing. 

They were wanting to go somewhere. They finally decided to come out. I was pretending to look at the lemons.

(From Nov 30, 2017)

I dreamt that I was driving in a parking lot and Briana was in the passenger seat. She wasn’t doing anything, she was just there. 

The lot had aisles where you could only go one way. There was a row of empty spaces, with a handicapped space as the first one. I wanted the space next to it. For some reason, I was having a hard time parking. The spaces were at an angle. I even drove the wrong way to get to that space.

Next thing I knew, I was in back behind Briana. Up front, there were two birds (seagulls?) flying directly toward us. One was on top of the other, with their wings covering the eyes of the one beneath. I was upset that I was in the back, and not in the front with / where my camera (was).

When they got close enough, I was able to touch them, and the wings of the top bird moved enough for the bottom one to see. There was also a pig flying, holding a bird underneath.

I dreamt something about townhomes with fancy architectural fronts. There were four of them together, with two in front and two in back. I was looking at the direction the doors went. The last one I saw was white.

There was a young family living there. One, or two, of the children were playing outside by the front door. The husband put out a child’s pink drum set, and a couple other things for people to take, but they were still there at the end of the day.

I dreamt that I had to use the restroom. I was inside, and was by a bedroom, dark, fake wooden look, and couldn’t remember if it was Judy’s, but believed it to be. I went in. 

There was a queen / king bed to the right. It was dark inside because of the brown colors. In front of me, and to the left a little, was the bathroom. There was a towel laid out in front of the door. 

I assumed that this was her way of finding out if someone had been there. I realized different when I opened the door. There was urine, and some toilet paper in the toilet with the bottom lid up. 

I had the impression that maybe the toilet was stuck, but decided to give it a shot anyway. I started to bring the bottom lid down, and urine flowed down. I touched a drop of it when I touched the lid. I then decided that I didn’t want to mess with it.

I dreamt something about an Asian Australian family who spoke with the Australian accent, as though they grew up there. 

Married 

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I had gotten married to a guy from online that I had only known a short time. He lived in Utah (wasn’t excited about that) in an apartment / condo. He had some money because his family owned a farm, which he quit shortly before we had gotten married, and now worked for a blinds company. 

The first several days I slept on the couch. I had wondered about him feeling the hairs on my face. He would walk past me in the morning, while I was sleeping, getting ready for work. He did mention something about that, but don’t remember what. The weekend after being there, I hadn’t taken a shower the night before, and I still had my shoes on. 

I had taken the orange and white tabby cat with me. That night, my husband was in the bedroom and told me to come get the cat. On my way, I noticed that he had two black dogs. 

He was lying on his left side, facing away from me, on the bed, which was in front to my left. He only had white sheets on. The tabby was on the other side of him.

In the morning, his son and daughter and mom showed up. I wasn’t wearing any bottom pj’s. I didn’t get up until after they had come in, and started talking. There was a quilt that I started folding, pretending that I was interested in.

His son asked him why he quit the farm. I don’t remember if he responded.

He and his mom ended up in the kitchen (?). I could hear her tell him that if we had any children that they would need to go with him to church (seemed he was a different religion) because of me being from the lower class. When they came back, I creepily asked her if I scared her, and then started to tell her that what she thinks of me is only a reflection of her. I didn’t get it all the way out because someone else (husband?) started talking.

My husband then called me “B’s / Bees”. I looked down at my shirt and saw that it was black and yellow horizontal stripes. I don’t know if that was why he called me that, or if he was just having fun with my name.

I then was sitting on the couch, in the middle, and my husband then came over and sat by me, on my right. He said something about gum. I mentioned that I hadn’t had any for years, for 10 years. He was shocked. I had a feeling that this was also the first time I talked, and that I had kept closed up until now.

I saw the family farm house, looking at the front, and noticed a bunch of white vehicles to the right, on the other side of a fence. I figured they belonged to all of the family. I don’t know if I was actually there, or if it was a vision within the dream.

Somewhere, there was something about each time I did an action, it would be forgotten, as if God would forget it.

The family all gathered together that night for a celebration outside. Someone was announcing the names of the people who showed up, like royalty do. When my name was called, only one person asked who I was. The other people were busy involved in the celebrations.

I saw about six white open cases, vertically lined up, for sunglasses, with them inside. I must’ve taken one because when my name was called, I had a bit of fun when I took them off. I was thinking that my husband must be thinking how pretty I was / am.

I didn’t see him, but saw a guy talking loudly, in front of me, surrounded by the people there. I moved to my left a little in case I was blocking the way for anyone behind me, and sat down on the lawn.

I then heard singing, and looking in front of me, I saw my husband on the other side of the crowd, facing my direction. He was singing, with a guitar, for his daughters (had at least three it felt like), so that they could record it and use for their ring tone. Seems they were cheerleaders, or something similar.

He then started singing the ending, and a lady then started singing her song for the same reason, but for everyone.

I then saw Cari walking, from left to right, with Amy and Micalanne walking a short distance behind her. Amy and Micalanne were telling Cari what a great person I am. Cari, never looking back, playfully acted as if she didn’t know who I was, knowing that Mic and Amy didn’t believe what they were saying.

Wings

I asked the same question. The name of Sharon Smith, who is an architect of freeways / bridges in water, came to mind. I was seeing a bridge that was shaped like a sea serpent / dragon / snake, going up and down.

The thought, “My wings” came to mind.

I dreamt that Tinker Bell was flying around me, up by my head and shoulders. When she was up behind my right shoulder I asked her if I could feel what she feels like, and so she came in front of me on my hand. I could feel the vibrations of the batteries inside her.

I dreamt that I was a missionary again, in the beginning of the mission. I was thinking that I didn’t want to do this again / be a missionary because I didn’t want to have to go out and talk to people.

I dreamt that I had invited a Mexican couple to sleep in my room. They had put their pillows by the footboard (don’t have), and I was confused why they would do that. I was also wondering where I now was going to sleep. She had big, pointy breasts.

I dreamt that we were walking, with another shorter Mexican lady / girl, to a parking lot (?). She was behind us, and stopped because there were small ducks in the middle of the area where we were walking in an enclosure (they were on our left), and she said that they were talking.

(From Jan 17, 2018 Mr. Smith)

I dreamt that I had just written about a plane that had crashed, and was thankful for being able to go home to my husband, Mr. Smith.

(From Jan 16, 2018 Smart)

I dreamt (didn’t see, but knew) that a couple was selling their house. The house was initially built as a smart home, but they wanted it to be a traditional home.

I think I was saying to someone, “Who’s (Whose?) ground is (in) me?”

(From Jan 15, 2018 Oprah)

I dreamt something about Oprah being in a movie with a lot of children. 

(From Jan 14, 2018 Celebration)

I dreamt that wherever I was, as I was getting up, my breasts brushed against a tall, thin African man, purposely.

I dreamt that the family (?) was gathering for some celebration, and Micalanne came over by / behind me, talking with whoever was there. I decided that I was going to move because of the things that she had said about me to Ali.

I dreamt that Ali and I were somewhere, and we were laughing. Because we were laughing, we started farting, which in turn made us to laugh even more, which caused us to fart, and so on.

Beetle

I asked, “Who / What keeps entering my body?” I dreamt that I was out in an open space / field and a black beetle was flying toward me. I first used my hand to block it, but then used a notebook / journal. I didn’t like the feeling / the way the beetle felt on / against my hand.

I dreamt that mom was going to go to the temple (Mic or Amy asked / invited her?) but Micalanne mentioned that maybe she should stay back / home because there was so much to do to get ready. I was wondering if this was a way to keep her from going, or if it was because there was so much to do to get ready.

I dreamt that I was up in the mountains where the hawks gather. There were two that flew straight above me. I then saw a car / truck, with a family, coming toward me, and also a guy on a bike, wearing shades.

I started to get anxious that this guy was supposed to be my husband (the hawks). He came toward me to set his bike, but didn’t further come toward me.

I dreamt that there were a bunch of clouds (?), where I was, with writing on the top of them. Whenever a Russian, of any age, came by, the cloud had to be flipped over so that the Russians wouldn’t see the writing. I was asking someone why. A pre teen (?) boy was jogging past me, from left to right, on smooth rocks / boulders.

I dreamt that I was watching a play. The blonde narrator was off to the left. He would sometimes slightly sing the words. In the beginning (not the play, think Star Wars) Joseph (Mary) had seen / saw something and cringed. I don’t know if it was the beginning before he was with Mary, or if it was the beginning of the relationship.

I dreamt that I was in a school. It wasn’t a typical one. The architecture was like in Harry Potter (?). I was in a classroom, sucking my right breast and fell asleep. I woke when children started filing in. I asked if it was 3 o’clock already. I was wearing a white top where the back was gathered / pulled up  / in together in the middle so that my garment top was shown.

(From Jan 25, 2018 Waiting)

I dreamt that I was lying next to Kyle, on his right side, watching tv. We were discussing a diy show that was just on, called “Bargain Mansions”. Something about her waiting until it gets dark to show it? 

There’s a window in / on the wall to my right, close enough for me to touch the blinds. As we’re talking, we hear noises outside which sound like someone may be (playing) out there with the cats. I attempt to separate the blinds to see what it was, but I’m not able to.

A man then speaks in a (loud) whisper, as if wanting to influence me, asking, “Do you love me, Becky Boo / Buu? Do you love me?” (The second question, I wake up, and realize that it’s coming from a man in my room.)

I dreamt that I was telling my mom about this. This man was trying to push my arms / hands down to my pelvic area. There were dad’s suit coats, so I grabbed on to one so that he wouldn’t have power over me. I wasn’t able to tell mom about hearing his voice because he stopped me / wouldn’t let me. 

(From Jan 24, 201  Fireworks)

I dreamt that I was looking down at some hills a bit in the distance. There were some fireworks going off, but weren’t the usual. Maybe more like electrical fireworks, and the colors were more of pastel / neon / LED. 

I was only wearing my top garment as I was watching. There were several other people there as well. I then excitedly said that I better get dressed, as I walk toward the bedroom. A guy looked over me as I walked past. I wasn’t sure what all he saw.

Faulty 

I asked, “What do I need to do to leave this (Ali) house?” I dreamt that Barry Manilow’s house, back in the ’70’s / ’80’s, was surrounded by flat land. Part of the house had caught fire because of something faulty inside.

I dreamt something about the Little People (show).

I dreamt that I had dreamt about something being a perfect fit.

(From March 6, 2018 Back On)

I dreamt that I was naked in bed. Briana was there also. I don’t know why she was there, but only for several seconds. 

Ali came in, but he was white. He was straddling me, taking his clothes off. I was asking him what he was doing. The wall in front of me had a window(s) facing the front so that people could see in as they walked by. Ali knew this, but perhaps hadn’t been thinking of it. 

Some people walked by, and the next thing I saw was Ali sitting in a chair under the window with his clothes back on, looking at a book, as if he didn’t want those people to see him.

I dreamt of a lady who had to leave her young family and so she showed her breasts and leaned over them so that they could feel her skin.

I dreamt of a guy who was naked in front of me and I was holding onto him, remembering how good it feels.

(From March 4, 2018 Breakdown)

I dreamt that Ali was washing some dishes and I crouched down next to a wall about to have a nervous breakdown. Ali was talking about having sex while he was doing the dishes. 

I was going to have a breakdown because I didn’t want to worry about getting my garments “dirty” again after being clean these past years.

I dreamt that Frida’s song, “There’s something about you” was actually named “If water could bomb.” (Actually, the song is called “I know there’s something going on”, and Level 42 sings the song “Something about you.” )

(From March 3, 2018 Cut Open)

I dreamt that there was a guy and two women holding down (?) a crying baby on a white table. They had poured boiling water over the baby and were wanting to cut open the skin. I don’t know why.

 I don’t know if I said it out loud, or it was just a thought, but I was saying that the baby needed to be dead before being cut open. (Before falling asleep, I was thinking about one of the ghost shows I watch where sometime in the past, a woman had put a baby / toddler in a bath and poured boiling water over it.)

I dreamt that I saw this baby lying still in a bed of flowers (?) with two other children above on either side. I was crying hysterically when the baby finally woke up.

I dreamt something about rice, and something in it.

I dreamt that I picked up, to look at, a stem of a pumpkin plant with tiny tiny pumpkins growing on both sides. 

I dreamt that a blue worm crawled up the back of my shirt and I was anxiously telling the others around me to get rid of it. No one was paying attention, doing their own thing.

 I think I grabbed the bottom of it (someone did) to take it off and only the end of it came off. I don’t know why the worm was there, and I don’t know if it was going to do anything. I just didn’t want it on me.

(From March 2, 2018 Frustrated)

I dreamt that Ali was laying next to me on my bed on my left side and I was holding on to his dick. I was thinking, “He actually did it / came in”, or something to that effect, and I was a bit frustrated at him for disturbing my sleep.

I dreamt that I was at some kind of camp and the people I was with made crafts during the week, but I didn’t because I didn’t know what they were for. At the end of the week, a husband of one of the ladies came with one of their babies, and this lady took the baby out of his (?) arms as she passed.

No One Came

I asked, “Did my spirit visit Ali while he was in Africa?” ( last year the voices told him that I had.) I dreamt that some relatives of the neighbor had moved in with him and his wife. Ali’s house belonged to my parents instead of him.

The relatives had a bedroom facing mine. Everyone was trying to figure out how to situate the rooms (my family in my room) so that we’re not looking at each other. I told my mom, between whisper and normal, that I was here first (meaning that I shouldn’t have to reconfigure my room).

I dreamt that the family was in the garage. I don’t remember why. Judy swore, and then a little later, said that Zac was averse (used that word?) to religion. I almost said, “You are too”, but decided not to.

The family went back inside the house, closing the door, which was a regular size (or a little bigger), but had the garage door “crinkly” look. I don’t know why I stayed behind / didn’t go in.

After the door closed, walls started to appear all over, and closing in. I started loudly crying, figuring that they should have heard me since they had just walked in. No one came.

I banged on the door. Still, no one came / showed up. I cried so hard that my voice was getting hoarse, making it hard to cry / make noise. I started becoming conscious at the end of being enveloped in.

I dreamt that I was lying down, in a (semi?) public area, inside. A bearded man (husband?) was there. I teasingly asked him if he wanted to look below. He started to enter me a couple times. He was just long enough to fit.

The woman was then someone else, and I was out of the (somewhat) secluded narrow (like in the e r) room that we were in (no door). They were having sex to have a baby. They had two older children (boy and girl 6 – 8), and maybe a baby inside with them. The boy and girl were standing at the doorway, sometimes looking in at what they were doing.

(From March 24, 2018 Covering My Heart)

I dreamt that I was wearing a brace around my body / chest covering my heart. I would only wear this when I went to bed at night. I was listening to loud, on the dark side, music while looking for the cord that plugs into the brace.

I was looking in the cupboards above the counters in the kitchen where it’s usually kept, but couldn’t find it. I’m thinking that perhaps mom had put it somewhere else, though I wasn’t able to do a thorough check because some giant “monsters” (think Andre the giant) appeared because of the music.

I then frantically tried to remotely change the music to something calmer. I may have finally been able to do it before rushing away, but not sure.

One of the giants said something to me, but I didn’t respond. I ran upstairs to my bedroom, closing the door and hiding in the closet where I had one of my crocheted afghans.

I started to get the afghan ready to cover and hide when I heard a knock on the door. When I didn’t respond, they left. The good thing about this dream is that they weren’t attacking me.

I dreamt that I was seeing a tall building on a green hill that looked to be about two windows wide. This was a house for sale and there were two young people standing outside in front wanting to look inside to see about buying it. I realized that this was part of a reality show.

I dreamt that those two people had won the lottery and it was now showing them back home in a trailer park. Their trailer was so run down outside that it about looked like a shack.

Inside were these two (in their 20’s), their baby (not yet a year but not newborn), and a friend of his and a friend of hers. His friend was sitting next to the baby, saying something to me. The baby was sitting near a window, moving the curtains to look outside. Watching this, I realized that I had seen this episode before.

Outside, the baby’s mother came out upset, walking with white shorts that had an opening on the right side showing where her butt touches her leg. She walked over to the trailer next to them on the right. They (she & friends) were trying to persuade her husband / boyfriend to cash the lottery check so that they (he & family) could get some food and move into a better place.

I was standing to the right of the door to go inside, looking past it in the direction the girl had gone. A set of parents (his?) came over to see if they could convince him. They were both skinny, weathered and with long hair (seems he had).

I dreamt that the people / producers of the show had put up some writing on the screen at / after the last scene describing something about making this show for 15 years and learning from it (there was more to it). I was at an angle on the right front of the tv so that I didn’t get all of what it said. 

I dreamt that the girls friend was wearing what looked like a black bra / tube top barely covering on the bottom. She had a fishnet type thing over it. The black thing underneath kept moving up. She was looking at someone across the way debating on whether to go over. She finally did.

I dreamt that this young guy was walking around naked in a mall. I only saw from the back. Everyone was looking at him, shocked to see him there like that. 

I saw the girl, and her friend, walking from one end to the other as if going to see someone. She had her hands covering her breasts (? I was behind) as she walked. She was wearing a top with spaghetti straps that were down on her arms.

I was wondering why she didn’t pick up her straps to fix her shirt so that she wouldn’t have to keep her hands on her chest, but then I realized I didn’t know the situation since I was in back of them.

I dreamt that I was talking with Jay Leno, who happened to look young, asking him what was the first car he bought. I think he may have said Nissan, and he was giving the details.

There was someone else there with me, but not sure who (young Steve maybe?). He then was comparing the age of the car to me and I told him that I was born in 1972. 

I then wasn’t sure to ask more questions, but then the thought came to me that I need to “ask one to be one.” I then asked if he still buys , and I think he said yes. I wanted to ask how often, but I started waking up.