Not As Vivid 

(From July 26, 2018)

I asked for the name of the person Ali is a father of. I dreamt that I was somewhere with rectangular tables that were lined up end to end. I don’t know how many rows. I was there for instruction / education. I had put my stuff on the floor to save my space.

An older man then came and sat to the right of that space, barely giving me any room to sit. I was annoyed at this / him but moved my stuff without grumbling because of his age. 

I had a nice purse (?) under the table (blue handles?) and moved it to the back left corner of the back of D.I. where they had the items stored that were to go out on the floor. 

I dreamt that a young blonde woman (20’s) was getting married. She was taller than me. She was waiting for her husband who I saw but not as vivid as her. She had a belt, and I think eyelets at the bottom of the dress. I don’t remember the sleeves but think they may have been short.

I was wishing that I had gotten married when I was that young. I was thinking that they were getting married that day as it was the last day of the earth and they wanted to be together after death.

I was alone, no family / friends around me, but I wasn’t lonely. I then thought about how I had been married to Kyle and the scriptures about no marriage after death. I then saw cats and other animals / things on top of clouds, on the earth. 

I was starting to feel the vibrations inside the earth getting ready to explode. The animals / things on the clouds then slowly fell below the clouds. Everything / surroundings was white. I was thinking / wondering, “Weren’t we supposed to be lifted up in the sky before this happened?” 

 It was then my turn to fall down. It almost felt like being in a container, though I wasn’t, but I was contained. As I was slowly falling, I was pleading to God, saying, “Oh, God! Oh, God!” I then dropped onto another earth beneath me. 

As soon as I did, Steve went to a / the bathroom and when he did, poop started coming up through all the pipes everywhere, including the toilet that I was on, touching me and I was disgusted by that. I had a box of clothes to the right of me and I was thankful none got on the clothes and as soon as I thought that a little bit ended up on them.

I had ended up in Amy ‘s house when I dropped. Her back screen door slowly opened as if someone small was coming in, but no physical person was there. I watched with trepidation as it opened, swinging open to the left, outward. 

Ali was in one of the back bedrooms, looking like his bedroom, and I heard him make a noise as if being startled awake. I had a sense that he had “awoken” finally.

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Puzzle

(From Aug. 5, 2018)

I saw Ali’s front yard cornering on the left instead of the right. There was a fire hydrant, and for some reason, it was moved on / to the street corner.

I dreamt of a blender to be used for smoothies.

I dreamt of watching a black gay guy on tv who was excited about a Barbie type “touchy” doll. 

I dreamt of seeing a newspaper and someone taking apart / running hand down which separated the page into chevron / herringbone shaped pieces. I heard someone ask, “Is this the puzzle?” 

 I dreamt that I changed my Facebook relationship status to “weirdo on the plane”.

(From Aug. 4, 2018 Ghosts)

I dreamt that Kyle was dirty and in my bed and sleeping. I was upset that he was there as he was dirty, but I wasn’t because he was my husband. I think I may have mentioned to him to clean up. 

I dreamt that I was at Barbie’s and she turned the heater on, and up. I was thinking she turned it up because she’s used to having grandma there (she always had it real warm, to us anyway). 

I dreamt that I was at mom’s (?) with a bunch of stuff all over, as if she was getting ready to move. I was wondering how to get in to the middle. I finally found a spot to crawl over. 

Ali had one of his clear storage containers there that has slides of Utah and Somalia in it. It was pushed / moved off of the pile of stuff it was setting / sitting on, as if a ghost had done it. I mentioned this to him, what I saw. 

I dreamt that I was watching Little House on the Prairie and Melissa Gilbert was dressed in mauve (?) off the shoulder dress, going to a dance the day that they are to move cross country.

I dreamt of Zak Bagans, and team from Ghost Adventures, went to a business to investigate the ghosts there. 

Aaron ended up on his own under the business. There were dwarves / midgets there with green skin, like the Emerald City in Wizard of Oz. They were ruled by a bald guy. Edward, from the Twilight Saga was there.

Stuck

I asked, “Were the voices involved in my (poor) performance in school?” The song “Stuck on you” by Lionel Richie came to mind.

I dreamt of lying down, being covered with a blanket on a couch, my head to the left. I may have slept there. Two boys were standing several feet in front of me, playing with their model / toy trucks.

I was worried that I may have been naked so I checked and saw that I was wearing my garments. I was relieved.

I dreamt that I was driving, not sure if Ali was with me. There was a road that merged into where I was, on my right. A car / pickup came from behind, cutting in front of me.

The traffic stopped, so I slowly got up close enough to lightly tap / bump the car. An undercover cop was nearby. He got out of his car, wearing clothes with white. He started walking towards me. I was thinking that I was in trouble but he went to someone else.

(From Aug. 13, 2018 Path)

I asked for the meaning of Mando. I saw a path between two rows of thin trees. I saw other paths, but this is the one I remember.

I dreamt of a pile of grass. I was by it (to check it out?) and got caught inside. It was high enough, and heavy enough, that I needed help to get out. 

There was a lady, who had a rope, and some other things, inside. I got tied in / with the rope. She was planning on killing me. I was crying out for help (to God?). A lady on the outside pulled me out.

I dreamt of an older couple in a hospital. The wife had stopped breathing. The husband soon died after. Several minutes passed and the wife started breathing again and (was) back to normal.

OK With It

I asked, “Can I go back in time?” I dreamt that I was on top of a grassy knoll / hill that had a paved path down a slope. There were two other girls. Something about another girl’s song. I got after one of these two girls about it. She was telling me that the other girl was ok with whatever was being done with the song.

There was a horrendous black beetle, that grew dark / purple grapes on the end of it’s body, on the path. I had tongs, trying to pick it up, bursting / squishing one of the grapes. I finally got a hold, dumping it into a sink of filmy bubbly water that was there, turning on the faucet to help it go down.

I dreamt of being in a clothing store with another woman. Another woman was asking about a swimsuit she wanted to buy, wanting to know if her husband would like it. I told her that he would. 

I then saw that I had been naked. I was holding a dark blue dress, in front of me, that was tightly laced up (front? back?) and thinking I could loosen it up (no one could fit in without loosening it). I wanted to put it on before they realized that I was naked.

I dreamt that I was at a guy’s place that is near where Briana used to live in San Bernardino. He lived in single story apartments (?). I was there with another guy. 

There was a window in front of us and the guy who lived there kept looking out, as if being on guard / nervous. He told us to watch out for the neighbor on the left. He had used two other words before saying “neighbor”. I wasn’t sure if he dealt in drugs, or if he had a lot of money.

I knew that the people who (used to) live across from him were black. The windows had curtains covering them so I don’t know if they were still there. There were two windows on the right and the door was to the left. The left window was broken at the bottom with a hole, as if a rock had been thrown in. The other window was gone, the curtain slightly blowing. 

There was a path in between these apartments. The people across the way had two car seats lying on their backs with the head on the left. The door between them. It looked like the one on the left was angled into the path, but I saw that there was enough room to pass through.

The path was inside, but it was outside, with me being able to see the streets / neighborhood to the right of the building.

Inside the guy’s place I saw several cats run out past us from under some blankets that were covering couches.

I dreamt that there were people “locked up”. I saw Lorelei there in her own area. The others were in a big room free to roam. They were only there for a limited time. 

There was a tall slim girl with long blonde hair who had gotten it dampened. There were some beaters / mixers hanging from the ceiling and she was going to put her hair in them. I’m not sure why. Some people were suggesting not to do it because it could pull some hair out. As she was about to do it I closed my eyes and didn’t hear anything so I don’t know if she went through with it. I only saw the back of her.

Someone mentioned that people who “go down” fast ( into mysteries of the universe / God) is similar to being locked up.

I dreamt about an overweight Mexican man and woman. She started speaking Italian to him as he was grabbing something from her. He then repeated what she said but in Spanish. 

I dreamt of a man getting two gold Lexus’s, saying that he wanted two at the max. I saw them parked diagonally, pointing to the right. This man may have been the Mexican man.

I dreamt about the Siamese cat outside, sitting, but as I kept looking, I wasn’t sure if it was her, or a cat who looked like her.

Reverse

I asked if Ali is the father of someone who had a sex change. I dreamt that I was going in reverse in a truck having to go carefully slow because it curved to the left with not much space.

I dreamt of a lady about to turn right when her vehicle (80’s Jeep Grand Cherokee?) stopped. I was about two cars behind her. Cars were lining up behind us while she was waiting for help to arrive. They were getting upset. No one, including me, offered to help move her vehicle.

I dreamt of accidentally turning up the car radio volume up to around 22. I turned it down because I didn’t want to be like those who blare their music. I’m not sure if this was in the same dream, or separate.

I dreamt of trying on a black dominatrix boot on my right leg. It was so long / tall / big that I could only fit 2/3 in. I made a comment, to whoever I was with, that the boot feels / felt heavy. I didn’t see / notice any laces / lacing. 

(From Aug 2 16, 2018 Started To Change)

I asked the same question. I dreamt Briana didn’t want anything to do with me. 

I dreamt that I didn’t want to go somewhere / do something. Paul was wearing a suit. He went into a dressing room. 

A couple ladies went in there shortly after, not realizing he was there. They started to change, not getting far, when I told them to stop. They then saw Paul and that he had started to change out of his suit. He also hadn’t gotten far.

(From Aug. 15, 2018 African)

I asked who my power couple husband is. I saw a white guy introducing an African (?) guy. His name wasn’t pronounced but I took it as Robi / Robby Rochester. 

I dreamt of something being modified.

I dreamt of someone writing on plastic instead of the paper below. (Similar to the child art things where you draw on a plastic and then lift it up to draw something else.)

Next To Each Other

I asked, “What connection was lost?” I dreamt of a couple who had moved into a new home. After a while there was a wall that started exposing patches of bricks, eventually looking dilapidated. The wife was questioning what was going on. I then saw that this was being caused by a father, of another lady, time traveling. This lady even had several paint samples in a circle on the wall for her father to choose from. I’m not sure if the exposing bricks are from time passing on, or how the house looked before the father started fixing it up. 

I dreamt of two couples, me being part of one, by a lake at night. I was standing on the drivers side, and my husband was on the other. The other couple were in front of the car.

 There were two shooting stars, next to each other, going from right to left. I was telling the other couple to look because they were looking down at something (phones?). The man said that he already saw, and was going to tell me, but I had said some word so he wasn’t sure if he should say something.

My husband was somehow time traveling, bringing back photos. I emotionally asked him to being back photos of our baby, who we had not had yet. He brought back a picture of the feet. I never saw any of these, but knew what they were. 

Close(r) To Each Other

I asked, “What does my husband know?” I dreamt of letting the kitchen sink water run, filling a small plastic container, getting rid of the green stale water that was in it. 

I dreamt that someone had my dad’s scriptures, adding their own notes, and had put my scriptures, open, in place of them. I was upset.

I dreamt that Ali and I had moved to a different part of town where the houses are closer to each other / together. We sometimes would drive down this road. It was getting dark from the Sun going down.

The house across the street, and to the left, had a chimney. It looked like Batman was sitting on it, shaped from an Italian Cypress Tree. He was looking my direction, bent over with his right elbow on the left knee. As I kept looking, I saw that it was just the top of the tree (on the roof?). The house on their right had Autumn decorations on the roof. 

There was a neighbor (didn’t see) who was pretending to be friendly, but was actually waiting to kill me. I don’t remember the details of how they were going to trap me, but it might have been them wanting to show me something.

(From Aug. 27, 2018 Twisted Sister)

I dreamt that I was at Amy’s. Kyle had come back from the hospital the day before. 

I woke up from sleeping / nap and realized that I had left the glass door open in the back, exposing the screen. This frightened me, thinking that Ali was right about the cats being able to get out. Luckily I looked around and saw them inside. Their outside friend was eating.

There was music playing on a radio. It was a bit loud so I turned it down. As I did so, white noise was playing. I was too tired to adjust it, thinking that I would hear voices, but never did. It finally went back to the music.

A doctor showed up to check on Kyle. He brought two sons with him. He had Kyle sit on my lap with his back facing me. I saw that his wound had healed but still a bit nasty looking. 

Kyle then went to the bathroom. He had an erection, which Amy saw. When he came out, he kept saying that it wasn’t fair, having fun with the situation. I was thinking that there wouldn’t have been much to see.

Kyle got dressed to go somewhere. He was standing, wearing sweats. I noticed that his weight had gone down, and maybe less than when we met. 

He was dirty but didn’t smell. I either said out loud, or just thought, that he needed to clean up before going out. 

I had a couple wounds that had healed, but I could still see the layers of skin, as if stadium seating. One was on the middle of the inside of my right foot. Seems the other was on my chest. 

Amy mentioned something about letting Kyle and I stay a little bit longer because of our situation, not having children. She was also letting us stay until we decided what we were going to do.

Something about going to dad to ask him something and I was going to call him “Papa”. 

There was a bottle of Martinelli’s on the kitchen counter left over from New Year’s. I took the top off, and some spilled on the counter. 

The doctor’s boys were standing by the spill. Luckily there were napkins and other paper products on the table to soak it up. Bubbles were then rising out of the bottle after I picked it up. I was watching them as if it had been champagne. 

The doctor asked how much it cost. I told him that I didn’t remember but was thinking that I may have gotten it at the .99¢ store. 

I looked down at my chest and saw something white on my left breast cleavage area. It looked like a scab / ash. I picked at it and a tube started to come out, as if being able to connect / plug me into something, so I left it alone, not knowing what it was / how far / where it went.

I went to see the doctor, who was still there and looking at a book at the table, to ask him about it. I noticed that I was wearing a shirt with snaps instead of buttons and the top 3, or 4, were undone.

I dreamt of Oprah wearing a light blue puffy jacket even though the weather was warm. She was helping children out of a school bus.

I dreamt that of telling people / person to take the (bullet?) train because it’s quicker and a straight shot. 

I dreamt of a guy who I asked if he was related to Dee Snyder from the music group Twisted Sister. 

Excited To See What Happens

I asked, “What should powerful parents know?” I dreamt something about being at a church function, and when I sat down at the end, noticed that I was naked when I was about to put on my garments and clothes.

I dreamt about a lady driving a lime green muscle cop car, from left to right, into the backyard. She got halfway and stopped. I was already out there, facing the house, then turned when she showed up. 

She had brown curled shoulder (blades) length, from what I could see, hair. I bent down up next to the passenger door, asking (verbally and non) her what she wanted, tapping on the windows. 

The Sun was starting to go down. I thought that I had seen a crow fly from the middle of the yard to the left, but also thought that there wasn’t one. I kind of pointed it out to her, asking if she had seen it, with no response. The windows were getting dark with the Sun going down and she started looking more creepy. 

I then saw the Siamese boy come bounding in the backyard, realized that I hadn’t heard or seen him for awhile. I was surprised that no one had taken him, and that he wasn’t harmed. I was wondering how to get him back in. I opened the back door, or got it ready, without being able to let the others out. He started to run past me and I was able to grab him without him hurting me.

The lady in the car then said something, as if something tragic had happened when she grew up here and then started to leave.

Her car then turned into a tow truck, or a truck from a towing company, like AAA. I was trying to determine the numbers behind the passenger door so that I could report her. I remember the first number was 5. 

She then ended up inside, driving same direction, stopping halfway to let her husband, holding a small cake / dessert, get in. Mom was sitting there, facing front, doing something, looking down, until I cleared my throat and she looked up. Dad sitting next to her right?

I dreamt that I was writing an apology on a plastic bag (that food comes in), with brown / rust color to a lady for my dad for an accident he caused.

I dreamt that Micalanne had filled a bathroom with all of her stuff, even though I was there first. I was talking with a guy about getting shelves put in for me. 

I dreamt that I was naked with a young (10 / 11?) Steve. I was leaning my breasts over him as he was sitting / lying down, like I did with Kyle.

I dreamt that I was with a young guy (18 – 22) with strawberry red hair. He said that he hadn’t been with someone who was bigger (weight) and was excited to see what happens. I then remembered that I had some toilet paper that I was using in place of a pad and mentioned that I needed to check, even though I pretty much knew it was clean. He then felt saddened by this. 

Lost Connection

I asked, “What does my husband know?” I dreamt that I was in a somewhat darkened room with other people and the wall in front of me was full of tv’s all showing the top portions of 4(?) people. Obama was the last one on the right. They were able to see us. I quickly waved my hand at Obama. The connection was then lost and the tv’s shut down / off. I don’t remember what we did after.

I dreamt that I was in a classroom with two young (10?) boys. One of them was at the chalkboard in front of me with (pre?) algebra problems on it. 

The other boy was at the door to the right. He had a bit of weight to him. The boy at the chalkboard called him stupid. I told him not to say that and asked him how he feels when someone says / calls him that.

I mentioned that I liked doing these / this math when I was in school. The boy at the chalkboard then started erasing the math problems.

I dreamt that I had a tampon in past the time allotted and I had to keep reminding myself that I needed to take it out, because I couldn’t feel it.

Before I woke, I was looking at a piece of paper. I was trying to force myself to read, and remember, what it says. All I remember is the beginning of it which read, “All powerful parents need to know this.” It then explained but I didn’t get that far. 

I think I saw mermaids as I was being told something else.

Step Up

Last night I asked the question, “What does my husband know?” I dreamt that I was outside in back with Ali over by the old man neighbors house. We were by the brick wall and I asked him if he had looked over recently. He said that he hadn’t. The wall was tall to where we had to step on something to see over. 

I stepped up so I could see. There was a wooden fence on the border of the space between our yards. There was a wire fence next to it on our side of the wood fence which used to have ivy but was now dead and gone. 

At his gate leading to the front, at the end of these fences, were two lines of clothes lines stringing from his side to ours. There were only three shirts, side by side, because that was all the room there was. (There’s actually less. And no fences.) 

(From Aug. 30, 2018 Large)

I asked, “What type of shaman am I?” I dreamt that there was a small house for sale for $65,000. It was located on top of the small / low point /  part of the Rockies (mountains). A guy took me there to meet with a Bishop (?) about the possibility of buying it. 

There was water nearby in the front. 

The guy who brought me (?) turned on a large / big screen with a football game going on, to make a point. One of the teams scored and their score was 111. He continued to keep the game on, not knowing why. 

The floor was tilted / slanted down to the left. 

I sat down on the tub instead of the chairs that were there, with the Bishop on my left. 

I was going through the things / stuff that had been left behind. 

I dreamt that there were two black ladies there, in line for lunch, talking with white women they were with. I was thinking / remembering where I knew them and realized that one of them was from college and the others are from high school, and why wouldn’t they come here when the high school is just right here. 

The one from college was from the transcription office, I think. She was big and tall with big pointed breasts (think of Madonna in that black thing she wore). Her hair was straight and curled at the end, like in the 60’s. She had big glasses. Seems she was a single mother. She was friendly.

Not sure if I was dreaming, or awake, but I was surrounded by Mexicans.