Lottery Could Be Added

Last night I asked the same question as yesterday. I dreamt something about basketballs and the lottery. I saw three men sitting. Two on the left were facing to the right. The first guy threw a basketball over the head of the guy in the middle. 

There was a separate guy who was agitated saying something about the lottery could be added. I think to some contest that was going on.

(From Sept. 10, 2018 Looking In A Mirror)

I asked who the voices are. I dreamt that I had a 10 year old blonde girl and we were both looking in a mirror. Her hair was cut in a “bob”, like mine. I was a little saddened by this because I didn’t want her to be (exactly) like me but to have her own path. 

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Shadows of Life

Last night I asked, “What is the date that my husband knows about?” I dreamt of seeing someone’s Tumblr conversation about a book called “Shadows of Life”. I didn’t read the conversation. At the end, someone else sarcastically said, “Oh, look. You’re reading the Shadows of Life” book, as a jab at the other person.

I then was reading a poem about the book.

(From Sept. 11, 2018 Look Like Relatives)

I asked about the voices (have talked to Ali since he was little). I dreamt that I was looking through eyes which I thought were the old man’s from Kundalini Yoga Live videos. This person was walking on a stage with a transparent screen. There were lots of people here to do yoga. When this person didn’t start talking, and the people below weren’t paying attention to this person, I realized that it was me.

They started doing yoga but then they were goofing off and not taking it seriously. I left. 

I dreamt that a woman was looking at my left big toenail. She started to take off the last of the top layer (it stops growing and grows a new one underneath. The right one has only done it once or twice before.) I tell her that it happens a lot. She eventually gets the layer off. I see multiple layers and don’t remember if I mentioned these to her or not.

I dreamt of a young couple (30’s?) with 6 or 7 young children. There is also an older man there. They are at a park (?). She is sitting in the back / trunk of the car (like a station wagon / hatchback) looking out. 

She and her husband don’t get to spend a lot of time together. The old man stands between them and us (me and another woman, hispanic(?)). This woman next to me, on my right, overweight, asks the older man if it’s biological, meaning the young couple.

He doesn’t answer, or does he say “no” ? She’s disappointed. I want to ask what she means, but don’t in case she is referring to incest.

The wife is overweight. The couple have sex for about 5 minutes and then the older man moves, revealing the couple. 

I dreamt of a girl crossing a street, coming to my side, but over to my right. There are two other girls still across the street. The girl on my left, from across the street, is singing about love to the girl who is crossing, as if they know each other. They look like sisters / relatives but may not have been. The girl on my side looks back at her but doesn’t react.

I dreamt something about being in a church.

I dreamt that the cats friend was outside laying down with them.

Smooth Path

Last night I asked again “What does my husband know?” I dreamt that I was missing the cats who were at a kennel (vet?) for several days and wasn’t sure if they were being fed.

I dreamt that Ali(?) and I were somewhere, don’t remember the details, where we were sitting. I was in front of him wearing something that showed my body. He was intently looking at me. 

I dreamt that I was with Barbie, and several others, walking somewhere on a smooth path. Seems it was in nature somewhere. There may have been some trees. There were a couple guys standing at each end of a vehicle. Barbie was leading?

I dreamt that there was a contest (?) to spend a week at a sectioned off part of the White House, like a hotel.

I dreamt something about birthday and danger (ous).

Husband Would Know

(From Sept. 12, 2018)

Last night I asked if my guides were aligned (in alignment?) with the gospel. I dreamt that I got a blessing and I was told that the floor creeks my room are from spirits who are comfortable with me. I was also told that my husband would know.

After getting the blessing, there was a white rectangular, vertical, room that I was still scared to go in.

As I was waking, I was thinking that if Schult didn’t get it then maybe I can. 

I dreamt something about listening to music on a circular radio. I needed help at first to find the radio. The electronic system(whatever it’s called) was kept in the dark instead of having it where I was. The cord though was exposed.

I dreamt that a guy, on my right, was talking to me (who gave the blessing?), as I was sitting, and I was conscious of my belly but I didn’t cover it with my shirt. Maybe I was waiting until he wasn’t looking? 

A couple nights earlier I dreamt of vague (sex?) dreams from a book I had just finished called “Kedesha”. 

About His Life

(From Sept 15, 2018)

I dreamt of knocking on the door, as if a regular / real person was doing it because there were more than three.

I dreamt of walking out to the hallway and seeing Ali’s door open. I was worried about what he might say / do because of having my door open. I went over to his room and he was fine, or at least he didn’t say anything.

I dreamt that my hair had grown out some and needed to be trimmed. I was showing Ali how to cut my hair. I was looking in a mirror and saw him cut some off on the back right.

(From Sept. 14, 2018)

I asked what does my husband know. I was told that he knows about his life. I was vaguely shown what that means but not sure of the details.

I dreamt that I put Ali’s thumbs on my nipples and then started kissing him. I was thinking that I shouldn’t be doing this because of what I had just learned (about my husband).

I dreamt about Drew and Jonathan Scott and something about removing huge amounts of black sludge. They also had to take off to go somewhere (to deal with the sludge?)

Could Be My Husband

I asked again what the date is. I dreamt of going down an escalator and seeing three men walking my direction. One of them was portraying Joseph Smith. I think one of them was Brigham Young, but not sure. I started to get teary eyed and wanted to cry but didn’t want to cry there. They stopped at the store at the bottom of the escalator, facing the way they came, standing at the right side of the opening, slightly at an angle to the escalator. The other man was closer to the store.

When I got down I went over and hugged him, putting my head on his left shoulder. He said that he wasn’t allowed to do that so I brought my head up a bit. After several seconds he relaxed and gently put my head back down on his shoulder. He had put his hand on my jaw and I wondered if he felt any hair. We were the same height. 

I was thinking of asking him about “being” with Emma and the loss of the twins. I knew that was an inappropriate question and wasn’t really going to ask. 

I wanted to hug him longer but was consciously aware of his time and that there were probably others who wanted to see him. I was thinking that maybe he “could” be my husband.

I dreamt of the word “Lahuna” . I don’t remember if it was a name of a person or thing, or if it just was there.

I dreamt of a starship (if that’s what it’s called). I don’t know if it’s from Star Trek or Star Wars. It’s round in the back and has “pinchers” in front . There was a satellite coming at me and others who were there. It was night. Instead of hitting us, it stayed in the sky above us. This other spacecraft was there. 

I dreamt of telling someone to “Respect them because they chose to live”. I was writing this on a black leather (?) bracelet (?), going down instead of across. I made the R a little too big and was wondering how I would get the whole word on. I don’t remember the beginning of the dream that got me to this point. 

I dreamt something about the family getting together for a celebration. Val was there with a baby. I asked her what it was like to have a baby at her age. I don’t remember her answer. 

I dreamt that puss came out of my left (?) ear piercing. 

The Date

Last night I asked “What does my husband know?” I dreamt that it was night and I was riding a bike up and down a hilly street. There were a couple others riding their bikes as well. They either lived on that street, or nearby. One time when I was going downhill there were car’s behind me so I moved over to the grass. My last round I think I said “bye” to one of the cyclists. 

I dreamt that Amy was in charge of a Halloween party at the church. Only about 5 or 6 people showed up, including a young Hispanic couple with a baby and another Hispanic man and woman. I asked Amy, making sure, if this was a multi ward activity. She affirmed that it was.

I was sitting, watching the other people. The young woman was nursing her baby on the left side, in the open. The other woman was standing at a table across from her, on the other side, looking at the young woman. She was doing something but don’t know what. The man was sitting on the woman’s right, young woman’s left. He was saying something and then the woman by the table mentioned something about him knowing what date it is, as if it was specific about something that had happened in the family, or friends, and that only they knew.

The young woman finished nursing and the other woman came to make sure her breast was dry and good before covering back up.

I noticed about 10 people, dressed in black, sitting on pews (in the chapel?). I mentioned that Carla, a regular party attender, was there, along with several others. Some of them joined us, or some of the females. I commented, sarcastically, that they weren’t going to come / join us. A girl attempted to make an excuse so I said it again and she guiltily said yes.

 I was looking out the big window in the kitchen. 

I mentioned that it had been about 3 years since Briana and I had spoken (it’s been longer). I may have been wearing a dress. 

There was a young woman who decided to cut a circle in the kitchen counter while waiting for people to show up. I don’t know what she was going to do with the hole.

I dreamt that I was at the store with my parents. The cashier was checking us out. My mom had about 6 cake mixes, along other products. The cashier was able to turn something on for the car to cool down before we got there. Dad was impressed.

Trash

Last night I said to show me a clarifying dream of who my husband is.

I dreamt of being at El Pollo Loco and seeing that Ali had left his trash / empty red cup to the right of my tray.

I dreamt of us going to a house that is for sale (we went to the open house) to check out the backyard. We drove up the driveway to where we could see it. The shape resembled the backyard of a house in San Bernardino I lived in with Kyle. We were still in the car when a young woman (20’s?) came out, wearing a lab coat(?). There was a gated fence around the property. She looked like she was intelligent enough to know the basics of her job, not much more. She was plain looking with shoulder length (?) brown hair. She told us that it was illegal to look at the back.

I then was inside and saw that it was being used as a day school for senior citizens. It was near time for them to be picked up. I asked a couple questions to a couple of them, figuring out if this would be a good fit for me to buy. I was thinking that maybe I could bring my mom so that she would have someone to talk to. Ali started getting after me for us to leave. I don’t know when / if I left with him.

Night time. I’m at the end of a road that curves to the left. There are what look like tall corn stalks on the edges of the road. I see cats in between them and I start to count them. There were about 5 or 6? I’m wanting to get a hold of them? They scattered as I get closer.I was holding a cat who also scattered when I let / put it down.

One Last Load

I said to give me a clarifying dream of who my husband is. Before falling asleep I saw a woman nursing a baby on her left breast / giving her breast to the baby to nurse. 

I don’t remember the chronology of these dreams so I’m writing as they come to mind.

I saw a wet black dog lying on the ground. Seems it was during “cowboy” days as there was one several yards away, with a horse, in back of the dog. I mentioned something about the dog being wet, then noticed some water to my left that was several feet(?) deep. As when it rains and the ground isn’t able to soak it up. 

I dreamt of a short Asian lady spirit going in clockwise circles around a round table. There was something about a seance (even though nobody was there) and someone’s relatives. I started walking to her, making strange noises, speaking weird words, to get her to leave. She never acknowledged me until I got to the table. 

I was telling Ali about a dream I had (I’m still dreaming) about him having rifles and one was hanging on a door. It had one last live round that needed to be shot. (I think the spirit lady said that it needed to be shot.) He also had a couple single rounds on their own out in the open. One of them he accidentally dropped.

I dreamt that I was watching Chesapeake Shores (Hallmark). The family was sitting around the table reciting a poem. They did this every so often because they love the poem, and so they wouldn’t forget it. 

The girls of one of the characters, along with their grandmas (great also?), were down below on another part of the property. Either one of them, or someone from the rest of the family, mentioned something about eclectic. The two parties were close enough to hear the others conversation. 

I dreamt that I was married to an older man (60’s / 70’s). I was sitting and he was standing in front of me, on my right. I undid his zipper and slowly pulled his pants down. He took hold of my breasts. I saw what looked like a thread pulling away from his penis. I smelled urine, and saw a bit on his underwear or his pocket. He was small and shriveled. He made fun of this. I didn’t want to go any further after smelling the pee. 

I dreamt something about Mando at work and then using the restroom.

Mark wanted the family to go to Utah to say goodbye to his family. I was thinking that I could get off work somehow so that I could go. We were by the restroom where Mando was. I reminded them of this and they became quieter.

Quickly

Last night I asked again who my husband is. I dreamt that I was deleting old tweets. One of them is from Marilyn Alauria.

I dreamt that I was using a photo editing software to delete old pictures that I had downloaded, and also duplicates. The pictures were on the top left in a row. Below them it said something about me not arriving at this point (a certain way)and was giving me the option to go back.

I dreamt that I had a physical picture of Heidi (where I used to work). There wasn’t any name or identification on the back so I decided to write it down so that I wouldn’t forget.

I dreamt of seeing a pen outline of two bodies. The outlines were several lines, instead of just one. The first one was a man. He was sitting, facing away from me, leaning on his arms. His knees were bent. He slowly opened his legs, inviting the other person, a woman, in. As she gets closer, he quickly flies / scoots back. This happens several times.

I dreamt of an old RV (80’s?). It was brown and white stripes. The padding / siding was coming loose. I was looking at the passenger side.There was a small tv on / in the outside of the door. It may have been 4 inches, maybe a little bigger. (I’m not good at measurements.) There was a stack of electronics on / in the side / inside. The top ones tumbled forward, falling down.

I dreamt that I was in an RV (same? different?) in the back. It was dark outside. The RV started going in circles, clockwise, fast. I went to the front and adamantly said, “If this is a spirit, then stop!” I then noticed a man behind me to the right. He had a gun pointing at me. He was holding something else, but I’m not sure since I was focused on the gun.I was able to get to the door across from me and get out. I then pushed the door back so that he wouldn’t get out but eventually he did. He pointed the gun at me. I was mildly scared, thinking that if this was the way I was to go then so be it. He shot. I saw a flash / spark then heard a buzz (best way to describe it) next to my left ear. I then thought, “What happened?” I then saw several vertical rows of numbers (like in the Matrix). Some of them coming together to make bigger size numbers. They then turned into a man looking through a window, walking away from me. I then thought that I was able to manipulate these numbers and decided that I wanted to see a Siamese cat that was recently killed (within last two months). The numbers then disappeared. I don’t know the outcome of what happened to me.

I dreamt something about being at a school and having to leave at the end of the day. There was a door locked that I wanted to use so I had to go up front to get out.

I dreamt that I needed to move my parents car back.It was parked on dirt / land along with other people. There was a car parked on either side. There was a guy going that way anyway so he offered to move it. I say in the back, a bit squished up against the passenger seat with the door not closed tight. I was wearing a dress. After he moved the car, I thanked him. He was friendly, and May have been holding a skateboard. He asked if I knew Linda (from Hallmark movies). I excitedly said that I know the name and asked if she acted. He said no, that she was shy (and that she stayed in the background?) . He also said that she was his aunt.