Send A Message

I asked, “What is the meaning of the shungite and obsidian cross?” I dreamt that it was night when Ali & I were walking toward a car that looked like my dad’s that was in a corner by itself. It was facing to the left. There may have been a fence on the passenger side. The hood, which opened by the windshield, was crumpled a bit. I put my stuff in back of the driver seat since I drove the car. There were several people walking from the right, having to go around some mispositioned/misaligned/positioned randomly concrete blocks. They mentioned … Continue reading Send A Message

Growing Up

I asked the question, “What is that (Utah) girl’s kryptonite?” I dreamt that a girl (Ariana Grande?) had sung a song about growing up. The picture had a Pokemon ball hanging. I dreamt that work was over and I wanted to take a shower before leaving. I was naked and trying to hurry to open my locker before the guys showed up. The first number I could remember was 97 but the locks don’t go that high so I was frantically trying to remember the combination. I heard some people so I used to yellow washcloths that I had to … Continue reading Growing Up

Worker

I asked, “Why am I black?” I dreamt that mom had gone to a medical facility to have a procedure done. I asked one of the workers about the paperwork. They hadn’t looked at it yet. (From yesterday) Woman I asked the same question. I dreamt that on a Friday Amy timidly said that she was going to dinner. I said ok. When she got back I realized that she had gone to the dinner that had been set up by Judy and Sara (?) for mom. I had forgotten about it because Amy didn’t say where she was going. … Continue reading Worker

Time To Go

I dreamt of a tall mirrored high rise building. I dreamt of a gated abandoned house/building with several stories. I dreamt that I had pooped a slightly curved tan “brick”, leaving it on top of the toilet. I had some dark remnants on my right leg on the top of my thigh under my belly. It was Micalanne’s turn to clean. She was poking it with a stick and smelling it, not smelling anything, trying to figure out what it was. I put the brick in a hole above the seat the size of the brick and flushed it. I … Continue reading Time To Go

Get Away

I asked, “Do I need to go to a Catholic priest to get her (Utah girl) expelled from my body?” I dreamt that Ali was driving us out of a parking lot. There was a man walking beside Ali. I couldn’t see his head. I was telling Ali that we need to get away from this man. I dreamt that I was with a handful of people outside, along with two male church members. For some reason, I didn’t fully trust these men. They were dressed with trench coats, like criminals wear. They were trying to sell something to us. … Continue reading Get Away

Make A Structure

I dreamt that I was watching a preview of a movie about a boy who visits his girlfriend from another country (Asian?). The sun is setting. She is wearing a black bustier. He pulls the top down from her left breast to suck on it. This is her first time being sexual with him. I see a jolt of energy/electricity go through her. They are then sitting outside next to each other on a different day. There is a small space between them with her on the right. She is holding some of the letters she received from him. She … Continue reading Make A Structure

Needing

I asked, “Do I need to marry Ali to get rid of that (Utah) girl?” I dreamt that Amy said I’m supposed to drink champagne if I have a split tooth. I dreamt that Drew Barrymore was part of my password for debt removal. I dreamt of wind blowing a small section of grass toward me. It stopped in front of me and was in the shape of a rabbit. He asked me to help him. I asked him how. He said something about 7 fishes (?). He was then directing me where to get them. I dreamt that I … Continue reading Needing

Still Alive

I dreamt that dad was driving us home on a route that always scared me because there was a part of the road that was steep going down. I dreamt that I was in a dug out tightly compacted dirt square with a white dog who was just lying there in front of me. There may have been a small section in the left top corner that was wet. Ali was standing above on the left top corner with a shovel. He had picked up the dog. I told him that the dog was still alive. He slightly threw up … Continue reading Still Alive

With Fire

I asked, “Will getting pregnant get rid of that (Utah) girl?’ I dreamt that I was in the backyard looking at the old man’s house on the left. The house was dark except for a section in the back where a door was slightly open. I was wondering if they were having an orgy with other people who were there but I didn’t want to look long enough to find out. I dreamt something about being in a pizza place and trying to get the attention of a female worker on my right behind the counter to let her know … Continue reading With Fire

Must Be Finished

I asked, “Is being a mother the next project?” I dreamt that I found out a girl bad been taking my mission newsletters all these years since I’ve been back. I took the one she was holding and she began to cry. I got so angry that I cursed at her and wanted to punch her but refrained. I then figured it doesn’t really matter now because I wouldn’t know/understand what’s going on. I dreamt that I was with Kyle, or someone similar, who was lying naked on the floor with his head to the right. I was looking at … Continue reading Must Be Finished