Started

I asked, “How do I have children if/since Ali doesn’t want to get married?” I dreamt that Barry Manilow had been invited to a gathering at someone’s house. I was wondering how the person in charge was able to get him to come. I then remembered that they knew each other. I was thinking that I would’ve thought this would be at the church instead of at someone’s house. There was an overweight twenty-something girl (Hispanic?Mixed?) wearing a dress with the back exposed. She was waiting for someone. She had another girl touch her a little bit to get her … Continue reading Started

Gone Home

I asked, “Who is the father of those adult children?” I dreamt that someone had a seed catalog/library. I dreamt of someone with/having bipolar. I dreamt of a couple researching places to go to redo their wedding photos. I dreamt of being at work. I was driving one of the heavy machinery with the bucket in front. I was having trouble with it, almost hitting two cats as I was turning right. One of the guys was asking something about working still. I, or someone else, said, “Of course. It’s only 3 o’clock”. I was then in someone’s backyard (?) … Continue reading Gone Home

Trauma

I asked, “What will happen if I don’t marry Ali?” I dreamt that the Beatles were still together and singing songs in the ’70’s. I saw Paul singing. I dreamt that I had recently moved to a new home. Some of the cats were outside in the back. There may have been a wood fence (?). I think it was (getting) dark. I didn’t see “Sneaky” (female Siamese) out there. Cross-eyed (she isn’t but looks like it) may have been inside. I was worried about her going out because of the trauma she had of her back claws. We thought … Continue reading Trauma

Death

I asked, “The end of what?” I dreamt that people had gotten the coronavirus. They were getting their stuff together and getting ready to die, including me. I was thinking about the inside of the body shutting down and eventual death. I then remembered that I had been told in my patriarchal blessing that I would bring children into mortality. A man in a dark suit with a briefcase then showed up on the left, walking to the right. I knew he was from the church but wasn’t sure if he was a leader or just a regular member. I … Continue reading Death

Start With Those

I asked, “Is there an alternative way, other than getting pregnant, to get rid of that girl?” I dreamt something with Trump and seeing the words “Not always perfact”. I dreamt that I started working at a lady’s house that was down the street and around the corner to the left. She had a small bookstore in her house. I had some pocket planners, and regular sized ones. I looked in one of them and saw writing and cut corners. I wasn’t sure what to do with them. I went to the lady to ask what to do with them. … Continue reading Start With Those

Time To Go

I dreamt of a tall mirrored high rise building. I dreamt of a gated abandoned house/building with several stories. I dreamt that I had pooped a slightly curved tan “brick”, leaving it on top of the toilet. I had some dark remnants on my right leg on the top of my thigh under my belly. It was Micalanne’s turn to clean. She was poking it with a stick and smelling it, not smelling anything, trying to figure out what it was. I put the brick in a hole above the seat the size of the brick and flushed it. I … Continue reading Time To Go

Get Away

I asked, “Do I need to go to a Catholic priest to get her (Utah girl) expelled from my body?” I dreamt that Ali was driving us out of a parking lot. There was a man walking beside Ali. I couldn’t see his head. I was telling Ali that we need to get away from this man. I dreamt that I was with a handful of people outside, along with two male church members. For some reason, I didn’t fully trust these men. They were dressed with trench coats, like criminals wear. They were trying to sell something to us. … Continue reading Get Away

Accepted It

I dreamt that there was a pile of dead people on top of the only survivor, who was looking out. I dreamt that the orange and white cat was back (he passed Dec. 23) and at first it threw me off but then I accepted it. (From Oct. 24, 2019) Playing I saw a young Mexican couple with their two young children, boy & girl, who were playing. I dreamt of an insect, bigger than a bee, flying around. There were some of those windows that are in strips, that look similar to blinds, that were open in front of … Continue reading Accepted It

Cleaning It Up

I dreamt that I was getting up from bed with Kyle on my right. Someone dropped small pieces of food (corn?) on the bed by the pillows. I was cleaning it up. I dreamt of being outside (?) and needing to get Kyle’s black loafer shoes that were on the ground a short distance in front of us. I dreamt that new sandals were already coming apart with some of the twine (?) straps coming out/disappearing. I dreamt that I was driving slowly in front of a brown strip mall that was shaped like a “C”. I was at the … Continue reading Cleaning It Up

Boy In Water

I dreamt that a guy killed himself but it was a good thing. There was something about a boy in water. There was a term used and the definition was told to me but I don’t remember them. I dreamt that I was sitting in a circle with Kyle and others. We were having a good time. I think Kyle brought me here to see. (From Nov. 4, 2019) Found I dreamt that I was in a smoke filled room with someone frantically trying to get a door open to get out. I dreamt that the orange cat had either … Continue reading Boy In Water