Stop It

I asked the same question (Am I supposed to leave this house?) I dreamt that after taking a shower, and turning off the wall heater unit, I heard the switch move back and forth. I said, “Stop it!” I then heard what sounded like a cat jumping off my bed on to the floor.

(The bathroom is a Jack and Jill design. The heater was where the pocket door is for the other room, on the right, being in the dark.)

I dreamt that Amy was naked, covered some, on my bed, to my left. Micalanne was there, on her right. I remembered that I saw Mic walk in as I was walking to my room. Everything in the room, except Mic’s clothes, is white.

I dreamt that Wendy was saying something about putting the orange and white tabby outside because of something to do with (the) food. I nonchalantly said, “That’s what you think.” She then said something about my mom (she was going to tell her?). I then said, “As if she’s in charge.”

Someone then came in and commented about how I had said the cat was narrowly wide.

I dreamt that Kyle (?) shazamed a song that was playing and found out that it was from Queen called, “Creek” (I was looking over my Facebook memories and saw that I shared Creek Stewart’s page, if that’s the connection). I went looking through Greg’s music for it. He said that he didn’t have it.

I dreamt that someone was telling us (family?), outside, how my mom and dad met (different story), using boards. I started crying because I was missing my dad.

(From Dec 28, 2018 Mean)

I dreamt that a man’s wife lost a child. Though this man was down on his belly on the ground, overlooking a hill, I could tell that he was tall and strong. He had long (shoulder / blade) curly brown hair. Someone else may have mistaken him for being mean, or at least, not nice / kind.

(From Dec 26, 2018 Pushy)

I dreamt that I was on a bus, near the front, going on an onramp to the freeway that curved to the right. I was a little frightened, warning the driver about the big trucks, of all kinds, that they’re fast and pushy.

I dreamt that I was in a diner (?), and saw a vehicle coming toward the building that looked like a double decker bus from England. 

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Conflict

I asked, “Should I / Am I supposed to leave this house?” I dreamt that I put in a video to watch, above my head, somewhere in a public place, about taxes (?). I was saying loudly, at the video as if they could hear me, that it was a conflict of interest when / if someone has worked for the company before.

I dreamt that a girl wanted to take a chocolate shower. I was thinking it would be ok because the water would rinse off the chocolate.

I dreamt that I was going to sleep in the addition / back of the house, and someone turned off the back outside lights so that they wouldn’t be seen when coming in. Scared, I started toward Ali’s room, to go tell him.

(From Jan 1, 2018 Leading The Way)

I asked who I was being spiritually connected to. I saw a guy and girl in the dark / at night. They were / had been running, and she fell. He had his arm out to hold her hand when she got up, as he was leading the way. It was the type of scenario where they’re drunk (on love / life) and having a good time.

I dreamt something about a guys feet, and then mine, and whatever he did frustrated me. 

I dreamt that I was at the Waterman chapel in San Bernardino. I was in my 60’s / 70’s, and walking slower, as old people do. 

My calves didn’t have any definition, but were round instead. I didn’t get the feeling that it was because of weight. I was walking from the cultural hall towards the stairs. 

I was able to go up because I didn’t have any questions like the others did, but knew the answers. I was there for some program that some people (community? church?) were doing / putting on.

(From Dec 31, 2017 Little Boy)

I dreamt that a guy was teaching me words of a different language. One of those words was an opening to (a cave) inside a hill. I went inside, and it looked like a mansion made with / of bricks and stones / rocks.

There was a little boy inside with dark hair. He was running all over trying to get away and hide (from who?), but I was able to see him the whole time. I never saw the front of him. Seems he was wearing shorts. I had the impression that he had built all this.

(From Dec 29, 2017 Supported)

I asked who I was being spiritually connected to. I dreamt getting married to an older (50’s / 60’s) guy I sometimes see while walking, and then a boy, about 11 – 12, was calling us aunt and uncle.

We were walking in a grassy area that was foggy / misty. We saw a house that looked like there was no life in it. This guy said something about turning around / going another direction, I think.

I dreamt that we liked the same thing and arrived. I had been sleeping, and decided that it was time to wake up.

I dreamt of Kyle sitting on the floor in front of me, but the crown of his head was bald. 

I had two different dreams where I got married, and then the guy disappeared afterwards.

I dreamt that I was being supported on both sides so that I didn’t touch the ground as we moved.

I dreamt that I took out a small piece of what looked like chicken meat out / from under my right pointer fingernail, and gave it to a dog, who then ate it.

I wondered how good it tasted, that it must’ve been good enough to eat. 

Forgotten

I asked, “God, why are You allowing the negative entities in my room?” I dreamt that I put a bunch of cat food on the floor instead of their bowls. 

There was a door, and I saw a black dog (looked like the one with the gorilla) with half of its face sticking underneath, sniffing / smelling the food. I realized that I had totally forgotten about the dog. 

I dreamt that I was getting sick, coughing, and someone told me that it was because of the spirits / entities. I told them that I (already) knew, and that I have had them for a month.

I dreamt that I was ordering a peanut butter and banana smoothie at Starbucks. There were a lot of children / people there. The ordering counter was outside. The tall, thin lady didn’t want to make it, so I ordered a birthday cake smoothie.

A short girl who works there, came out with packages of cake, frosting, and other ingredients, including “snowballs” (coconut covered chocolate balls).

It was all blended and had to be put in several cups because there was so much of it. I was telling some of the other workers that the employee didn’t want to make my initial order. They told me that Kenyans don’t make it because they get laughed at.

I dreamt that I was in a yellow house that was being sold. I was looking down through the floor at the “basement” below. I saw a kitten resting on its back, looking up at me. It then waved at me, then got up and moved / left. Some (goats?) then showed up.

I was walking through the small yellow kitchen. The cupboards had dirty edges. There were two lifted / propped up pillows below the sink, with a couple blankets. I was wondering why they didn’t clean in there. It wouldn’t matter now because it was going to be remodeled.

I dreamt that Kyle took me to get some pants. He teasingly was saying that he wanted me to get some that are full length ones instead of mid calf.

(From Jan 9, 2018 Brought Back)

I asked, “Why did I dream of winning the lottery?” I dreamt that Jay (?) was writing a story, and someone wanted to buy it from him. He said no. I’m guessing that some time had passed because when he was brought back to the table, his hair was white, and he was calm.

There were three ladies there to represent the buyer, one of which had a wide mouth. She was nervous when speaking, so another lady (small) took over.

She stood, mentioning the $50 mil that the buyer was offering. Jay had a friend there, and he started apologizing, saying that he didn’t know that that was the reason why they were here. Jay calmly said yes because he was ready to dump the story.

I dreamt that he was being dropped off at a small cabin / house, out in the woods, that he had bought from the money. His friends were dumbfounded that he would choose something small.

The phrase, “Gilmarines do. Marines don’t.” came to mind .

I dreamt that people, masses, were going to be killed, and I had a knowing that it was going to get worse before it gets better.

I saw a bunch of people crawling on a sidewalk, being watched by at least one man, on the way back to Africa. I was hysterically crying, and joined them for support. My hair was long enough to use as kneepads.

Dying

I asked the same question. I dreamt that mom was going to be “euthanized”. Her right arm was in something similar to a blood pressure cuff, but fitting her whole arm, and in water. 

She was confused as to what was happening, and I didn’t understand why it was happening. She was to fall asleep, and that would be when she passes.

I dreamt that some people (Maine Cabin Masters?) had an old white small dog and were taking it out to a dirt area / field to end its life. I was thinking that I was able to understand when it came to the dog because it had done something where I could see the health was affected.

I dreamt that I was driving on the right side, and wasn’t able to slow down fast enough before hitting a white Tesla that was in front of me. I don’t remember why the traffic was slowing down.

The back of the Tesla did get crunched some, but not too tragically. I was waiting for them to pull over so that we could exchange information. I was concerned because it was Ali’s car.

There was a Tesla dealership up ahead a small distance with a u turn / circular entrance, which the car used to exchange for a newer model, never coming back out, so I continued on.

I dreamt of a young Mexican girl (20’s?) who had married an older (40’s?) man. They had been drinking and she got drunk, having a good time and laughing. He then drove somewhere. As they were going, she had a concerned look on her face for a couple seconds then went back to laughing.

After arriving wherever they were going, he passed out on top of her as she was in the drivers seat. She quickly was driving back home, in that situation with him on her, when he woke / roused for only a couple seconds.

I dreamt of a young Mexican girl (same?) who was on video, new on her job. She may have been a reporter. The ladies behind the cameras were telling her to turn on / push the record button. She wasn’t getting it so one of them came over and did it.

I dreamt something with a heavy rain.

I dreamt that Kyle woke me up for work. He was standing on my right, leaning over me. It was still dark so I had to situate to find his lips to kiss.

I dreamt that the orange and white tabby had a certain job to do.

Beetle

I asked, “Who / What keeps entering my body?” I dreamt that I was out in an open space / field and a black beetle was flying toward me. I first used my hand to block it, but then used a notebook / journal. I didn’t like the feeling / the way the beetle felt on / against my hand.

I dreamt that mom was going to go to the temple (Mic or Amy asked / invited her?) but Micalanne mentioned that maybe she should stay back / home because there was so much to do to get ready. I was wondering if this was a way to keep her from going, or if it was because there was so much to do to get ready.

I dreamt that I was up in the mountains where the hawks gather. There were two that flew straight above me. I then saw a car / truck, with a family, coming toward me, and also a guy on a bike, wearing shades.

I started to get anxious that this guy was supposed to be my husband (the hawks). He came toward me to set his bike, but didn’t further come toward me.

I dreamt that there were a bunch of clouds (?), where I was, with writing on the top of them. Whenever a Russian, of any age, came by, the cloud had to be flipped over so that the Russians wouldn’t see the writing. I was asking someone why. A pre teen (?) boy was jogging past me, from left to right, on smooth rocks / boulders.

I dreamt that I was watching a play. The blonde narrator was off to the left. He would sometimes slightly sing the words. In the beginning (not the play, think Star Wars) Joseph (Mary) had seen / saw something and cringed. I don’t know if it was the beginning before he was with Mary, or if it was the beginning of the relationship.

I dreamt that I was in a school. It wasn’t a typical one. The architecture was like in Harry Potter (?). I was in a classroom, sucking my right breast and fell asleep. I woke when children started filing in. I asked if it was 3 o’clock already. I was wearing a white top where the back was gathered / pulled up  / in together in the middle so that my garment top was shown.

(From Jan 25, 2018 Waiting)

I dreamt that I was lying next to Kyle, on his right side, watching tv. We were discussing a diy show that was just on, called “Bargain Mansions”. Something about her waiting until it gets dark to show it? 

There’s a window in / on the wall to my right, close enough for me to touch the blinds. As we’re talking, we hear noises outside which sound like someone may be (playing) out there with the cats. I attempt to separate the blinds to see what it was, but I’m not able to.

A man then speaks in a (loud) whisper, as if wanting to influence me, asking, “Do you love me, Becky Boo / Buu? Do you love me?” (The second question, I wake up, and realize that it’s coming from a man in my room.)

I dreamt that I was telling my mom about this. This man was trying to push my arms / hands down to my pelvic area. There were dad’s suit coats, so I grabbed on to one so that he wouldn’t have power over me. I wasn’t able to tell mom about hearing his voice because he stopped me / wouldn’t let me. 

(From Jan 24, 201  Fireworks)

I dreamt that I was looking down at some hills a bit in the distance. There were some fireworks going off, but weren’t the usual. Maybe more like electrical fireworks, and the colors were more of pastel / neon / LED. 

I was only wearing my top garment as I was watching. There were several other people there as well. I then excitedly said that I better get dressed, as I walk toward the bedroom. A guy looked over me as I walked past. I wasn’t sure what all he saw.

Relaxed 

(From April 13, 2018)

I dreamt that I decided to get sexual with Ali in my room. I had my shirt off and was sucking him. I started to hesitate, thinking that I was hearing spirit voices by the front door / area. The cats were coming in the room, Ali was getting sleepy / relaxed. 

I then heard Sara’s and mom’s voices out by the dining table. I let Ali go, putting on my shirt so they wouldn’t see me, realizing that the front door had been left unlocked.

After putting my shirt on, Ali slumped on the bed and started to disappear until he was gone. I kept looking, watching, wondering where he went. I was getting emotional.

I started walking to the bedroom door, slowly, still looking back, wondering about him and watching for him. When I got to the door, I saw mom, dad, Amy (?) all in conversation, standing at the right end of the table. Dad looked strong and healthy. 

I stood there, visibly shaken, silently crying outside, hard sobbing inside, waiting for them to notice, still watching him Ali. Mom finally came over to me. I think I may have told her that he disappeared, but not sure.

I dreamt of directly going to him when he comes out of his room. 

(From April 12, 2018 Managed Well)

I dreamt of a young woman being able to afford an expensive apartment (?) because her money had been managed well during her husbands sickness and eventual death. 

I dreamt that Ali was sitting behind me. I pulled my shirt down to expose my breasts. He grabbed them. He then was in front of me, sucking on my right breast. He gave a little of what could have been a disgusted look on his face and let go. My first thought was that he didn’t like the feel of the little bit of hair that I had and thought how Kyle didn’t even notice them until the end. 

I dreamt of a long rectangular warehouse that I think had sections inside. I was outside. Seems one of the sections was a place for go – karts where you could go to lay low. 

Blood 

I asked, “What do I need to do to leave Ali’s house?” I dreamt something about blood.

I dreamt that I was in mom and dad’s bathroom, with another female (girl? woman?). I don’t remember why.

I was standing with my left leg up on the tub (?) and pulled out a full bloody tampon. Some fell on the tiles / grout and a couple drops looked like gel but not as dark. It was like the one used for cakes.

I was concerned about the grout but this female knew how to clean it up and started looking through a top drawer to find what she needed.

(From May 19, 2018 Mother)

I asked, “Who am I?” I was thinking, and feeling, that I’m a mother.

(From May 18, 2018 Book of Scripture)

I dreamt that I was driving the big truck that I want. Dark blue. I was at a corner at a stop light to turn right and I had to make sure that the brakes were working so that I didn’t come out in front of the oncoming traffic.

Amy (and Micalanne?) were waiting for me at an empty lot that was there at the corner. I drove in and stopped the truck.

I dreamt that Kyle was alive again and married to another girl. I had a distaste for him. I don’t know why.

I had a bed in the living room (?). A sofa bed? We may have been living at Amy’s.

(Don’t remember exact order of these next ones.) I was in my bed on Sunday morning, with eyes closed, when I heard this girl walking around and quietly say, “Book of Scripture” and another book that I don’t remember the title but may have been written by one of the church leaders, or / a prophet.

Amy was looking for these books and I made mention to her what I had heard. Either I, or Amy, then said that this girl has things to talk to / with the Bishop.

I was in Kyle and this girls bed. I was on his right. He asked her what she wanted for breakfast and she mentioned a certain type of taco. After he left, still in bed, she had his pills in a cup for him. I asked / said that he still takes his pills. She asked / said something about us not being together anymore. I replied that he had died.

Earlier in the dream she was talking about some people she had had sex with. One of them was her second cousin. She now was coming on to me. Telling me that she wanted me to suck her labia, but she used a different word, so I asked her to repeat it but she said never mind / don’t worry about it.

I was thinking that this would be my chance to see what it was like to be with another female, but I wondered if she was clean. I figured that we could do it the next day, Monday, when Amy was at work.

The Bishop and his wife came over for a visit. This girl asked who they were and then she disappeared.

Mom came back from a Dr appointment. She was standing tall and straight with her long hair. She had her weight spread out on her hips / waist. She was wearing a tank top with her shirt and garment top in her hand (s), as if she didn’t have time to change.

Her right temple of her glasses was broken off of her glasses with her still wearing it. I asked her what happened. I don’t remember.

Either Amy, or mom, brought in the mail. She didn’t have too much in her hands but she did have some for me. When she gave it to me, on the floor, there were tons of pictures in the envelopes that they come in after being developed.

The pictures of life with Kyle and I was so happy that I almost wanted to cry. One of the pictures was of our (dream) house that was two stories and at the corner entrance of the street.

The right side of the house was parallel with the main street (when inside looking front). Seems that the house may have been a subdued yellow. On the sidewalk between side of house and street had several big horses facing me. The front one seems to have been black.

The picture wasn’t totally clear. I had a couple muted broken black and white lines going horizontally across with muted black and white snow (?) covering the whole picture. These were not obscuring the picture but were enough to be seen.

The horses all of a sudden came to life galloping toward me and did this a couple times as if it were a gif. The horses then stopped, and when they did, the horses were sideways with some facing the street and some facing the house with heads down as if feeding.

I dreamt that I was talking to Ali, naming the streets where he lived in the beginning of living here in the states. He had love back then.

I then named a street that I assume was the one when he was at the University of Utah. It was ____ Ranch Rd. I said that he had a child there. I think I may have mentioned the next street. I asked him where the love went / what happened.

I dreamt seeing a (circular?) pergola with those tiny outdoor lights and a bunch of pinecones. I wanted to take a picture but decided not to.

Go Back

I asked, “What is meant by the sex change?” I dreamt that I was in the cultural hall with other people. We were there for an event / program. I don’t remember all, but I ended up front (we were standing, at this point anyway) and was asked to give the closing prayer. I remember thanking Christ and the crucifixion.

There was something about me having a dirty stirring spoon (don’t remember if it had holes / slots) and in line to take it to the back with the other dishes to get cleaned. There was a dishwasher but had white clean dishes, I was told but when I looked, they looked a bit dirty / spotty.

An older man (Starbucks customer in his 50’s) was there. 

Somehow Kyle fit in. We were on a bed, lying on our right sides. I was thinking that it would be the same if we were on our left sides. He was behind me. I don’t remember if he was wearing anything. 

My purse was up on the stage, along with something else, that I went to grab. The stage was like it had been moved / folded back, like in stadiums / auditoriums, with a small ledge sticking out. There were other things surrounding my purse.

As I was walking out to the parking lot, I saw Briana walking with another girl, on her right, toward my direction and to the left. I was wondering why Briana would be here when she doesn’t believe anymore.

This other girl was saying how her brother had beat up their mother the day before and this girl wasn’t / didn’t smile about it.

I also saw Jan sitting on a couch, on my right, by the doors. It had been a while since I last saw her because her family was going to a different ward (Spanish?). I was thinking that I should tell her that I’ve let my hair grow / haven’t cut it (reluctantly). 

When I got outside it was night. I had my Toyota pickup parked next to the wall, by the left entrance (when looking out to the street), by the Hispanic neighbor. The neighbor was digging a hole next to the wall. I don’t remember why. The dirt was thrown over the wall on / by my truck. 

When I got in, I saw that I had a paper with a check (stub) that had a tear / slit in it and said, “Of course (it’s just my luck)”. I also realized that I had forgotten my purse. 

I decided to drive to the center / back of the church to get away from the dirt. There were about 3, or 4 cars entering, so I had to wait for them to pass. 

I dreamt that I was naked and other people were aware, especially a guy who was next to me.

I dreamt that Jon and Julie had divorced and several months later “Jules” and Liz (a friend?) committed suicide by moving a metal detector over their spines. I didn’t see, but was told. I repeatedly said this, 3 times, in a question form, because I was so shocked. I then started balling.

I dreamt of being in San Diego before people settled there. There was a road where the right side was up higher than the left. I didn’t see any heavy machinery but knew that it was being worked on. It went uphill.

I was in a car as a passenger with Barbie driving. I think someone else was there. On the left side of the road there was a heavy machine dumping sand / dirt on / along the road, like a cement truck, but up higher. 

Barbie bravely drove past it anyway, partly because that was the only way. I was surprised that she would do that. There weren’t any other vehicles on the road.

Not As Vivid 

(From July 26, 2018)

I asked for the name of the person Ali is a father of. I dreamt that I was somewhere with rectangular tables that were lined up end to end. I don’t know how many rows. I was there for instruction / education. I had put my stuff on the floor to save my space.

An older man then came and sat to the right of that space, barely giving me any room to sit. I was annoyed at this / him but moved my stuff without grumbling because of his age. 

I had a nice purse (?) under the table (blue handles?) and moved it to the back left corner of the back of D.I. where they had the items stored that were to go out on the floor. 

I dreamt that a young blonde woman (20’s) was getting married. She was taller than me. She was waiting for her husband who I saw but not as vivid as her. She had a belt, and I think eyelets at the bottom of the dress. I don’t remember the sleeves but think they may have been short.

I was wishing that I had gotten married when I was that young. I was thinking that they were getting married that day as it was the last day of the earth and they wanted to be together after death.

I was alone, no family / friends around me, but I wasn’t lonely. I then thought about how I had been married to Kyle and the scriptures about no marriage after death. I then saw cats and other animals / things on top of clouds, on the earth. 

I was starting to feel the vibrations inside the earth getting ready to explode. The animals / things on the clouds then slowly fell below the clouds. Everything / surroundings was white. I was thinking / wondering, “Weren’t we supposed to be lifted up in the sky before this happened?” 

 It was then my turn to fall down. It almost felt like being in a container, though I wasn’t, but I was contained. As I was slowly falling, I was pleading to God, saying, “Oh, God! Oh, God!” I then dropped onto another earth beneath me. 

As soon as I did, Steve went to a / the bathroom and when he did, poop started coming up through all the pipes everywhere, including the toilet that I was on, touching me and I was disgusted by that. I had a box of clothes to the right of me and I was thankful none got on the clothes and as soon as I thought that a little bit ended up on them.

I had ended up in Amy ‘s house when I dropped. Her back screen door slowly opened as if someone small was coming in, but no physical person was there. I watched with trepidation as it opened, swinging open to the left, outward. 

Ali was in one of the back bedrooms, looking like his bedroom, and I heard him make a noise as if being startled awake. I had a sense that he had “awoken” finally.

Puzzle

(From Aug. 5, 2018)

I saw Ali’s front yard cornering on the left instead of the right. There was a fire hydrant, and for some reason, it was moved on / to the street corner.

I dreamt of a blender to be used for smoothies.

I dreamt of watching a black gay guy on tv who was excited about a Barbie type “touchy” doll. 

I dreamt of seeing a newspaper and someone taking apart / running hand down which separated the page into chevron / herringbone shaped pieces. I heard someone ask, “Is this the puzzle?” 

 I dreamt that I changed my Facebook relationship status to “weirdo on the plane”.

(From Aug. 4, 2018 Ghosts)

I dreamt that Kyle was dirty and in my bed and sleeping. I was upset that he was there as he was dirty, but I wasn’t because he was my husband. I think I may have mentioned to him to clean up. 

I dreamt that I was at Barbie’s and she turned the heater on, and up. I was thinking she turned it up because she’s used to having grandma there (she always had it real warm, to us anyway). 

I dreamt that I was at mom’s (?) with a bunch of stuff all over, as if she was getting ready to move. I was wondering how to get in to the middle. I finally found a spot to crawl over. 

Ali had one of his clear storage containers there that has slides of Utah and Somalia in it. It was pushed / moved off of the pile of stuff it was setting / sitting on, as if a ghost had done it. I mentioned this to him, what I saw. 

I dreamt that I was watching Little House on the Prairie and Melissa Gilbert was dressed in mauve (?) off the shoulder dress, going to a dance the day that they are to move cross country.

I dreamt of Zak Bagans, and team from Ghost Adventures, went to a business to investigate the ghosts there. 

Aaron ended up on his own under the business. There were dwarves / midgets there with green skin, like the Emerald City in Wizard of Oz. They were ruled by a bald guy. Edward, from the Twilight Saga was there.