Not As Vivid 

(From July 26, 2018)

I asked for the name of the person Ali is a father of. I dreamt that I was somewhere with rectangular tables that were lined up end to end. I don’t know how many rows. I was there for instruction / education. I had put my stuff on the floor to save my space.

An older man then came and sat to the right of that space, barely giving me any room to sit. I was annoyed at this / him but moved my stuff without grumbling because of his age. 

I had a nice purse (?) under the table (blue handles?) and moved it to the back left corner of the back of D.I. where they had the items stored that were to go out on the floor. 

I dreamt that a young blonde woman (20’s) was getting married. She was taller than me. She was waiting for her husband who I saw but not as vivid as her. She had a belt, and I think eyelets at the bottom of the dress. I don’t remember the sleeves but think they may have been short.

I was wishing that I had gotten married when I was that young. I was thinking that they were getting married that day as it was the last day of the earth and they wanted to be together after death.

I was alone, no family / friends around me, but I wasn’t lonely. I then thought about how I had been married to Kyle and the scriptures about no marriage after death. I then saw cats and other animals / things on top of clouds, on the earth. 

I was starting to feel the vibrations inside the earth getting ready to explode. The animals / things on the clouds then slowly fell below the clouds. Everything / surroundings was white. I was thinking / wondering, “Weren’t we supposed to be lifted up in the sky before this happened?” 

 It was then my turn to fall down. It almost felt like being in a container, though I wasn’t, but I was contained. As I was slowly falling, I was pleading to God, saying, “Oh, God! Oh, God!” I then dropped onto another earth beneath me. 

As soon as I did, Steve went to a / the bathroom and when he did, poop started coming up through all the pipes everywhere, including the toilet that I was on, touching me and I was disgusted by that. I had a box of clothes to the right of me and I was thankful none got on the clothes and as soon as I thought that a little bit ended up on them.

I had ended up in Amy ‘s house when I dropped. Her back screen door slowly opened as if someone small was coming in, but no physical person was there. I watched with trepidation as it opened, swinging open to the left, outward. 

Ali was in one of the back bedrooms, looking like his bedroom, and I heard him make a noise as if being startled awake. I had a sense that he had “awoken” finally.

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Puzzle

(From Aug. 5, 2018)

I saw Ali’s front yard cornering on the left instead of the right. There was a fire hydrant, and for some reason, it was moved on / to the street corner.

I dreamt of a blender to be used for smoothies.

I dreamt of watching a black gay guy on tv who was excited about a Barbie type “touchy” doll. 

I dreamt of seeing a newspaper and someone taking apart / running hand down which separated the page into chevron / herringbone shaped pieces. I heard someone ask, “Is this the puzzle?” 

 I dreamt that I changed my Facebook relationship status to “weirdo on the plane”.

(From Aug. 4, 2018 Ghosts)

I dreamt that Kyle was dirty and in my bed and sleeping. I was upset that he was there as he was dirty, but I wasn’t because he was my husband. I think I may have mentioned to him to clean up. 

I dreamt that I was at Barbie’s and she turned the heater on, and up. I was thinking she turned it up because she’s used to having grandma there (she always had it real warm, to us anyway). 

I dreamt that I was at mom’s (?) with a bunch of stuff all over, as if she was getting ready to move. I was wondering how to get in to the middle. I finally found a spot to crawl over. 

Ali had one of his clear storage containers there that has slides of Utah and Somalia in it. It was pushed / moved off of the pile of stuff it was setting / sitting on, as if a ghost had done it. I mentioned this to him, what I saw. 

I dreamt that I was watching Little House on the Prairie and Melissa Gilbert was dressed in mauve (?) off the shoulder dress, going to a dance the day that they are to move cross country.

I dreamt of Zak Bagans, and team from Ghost Adventures, went to a business to investigate the ghosts there. 

Aaron ended up on his own under the business. There were dwarves / midgets there with green skin, like the Emerald City in Wizard of Oz. They were ruled by a bald guy. Edward, from the Twilight Saga was there.

Mosiah Country

I asked, “How do I go back in time?” ( At 2:36 a.m. I heard a knock in the wall.) I dreamt of the Haunted Live host carrying a basket (farm type, square with ends angled up, and openings for handles) of apples (didn’t see but sensed) toward me. He stopped and placed the basket on his leg / fence / truck and said, “Let’s investigate it in Mosiah country” , implying the knock.

I dreamt of Freddie Mercury in his white tank top leaning on his right arm. I’m above him? I’m wondering what he didn’t like about his country. I also wondered what effect happens when a regular person is in the vicinity of a talented famous person.

I dreamt of telling someone about this dream.

I dreamt of being on a ship. (I don’t remember all the details so I’ll do my best.) There was something about a man making us choose between two political parties. Whatever was chosen, there was still a consequence. 

I saw something about a person’s huge pencil being cut in half, and the bottom sharpened as with a knife, and seeing a bit of blood coming out.

When it came to my turn, I was quick to choose neither. People (family? those around me) told me that they were amazed at how quick I made my decision because the others took their time, and they’ve never seen me think quickly.

The man in charge was going after the people. I don’t know how. 

I walked through a room full of men lying on beds on their stomachs. Half of them were naked, trying to hide (?) from this man. Kyle was there, on the right, in a blanket. He told me that there was an empty room ahead, next to this one. I went there, waiting for him.

I dreamt of being at an empty fast food restaurant with white walls. The dining area was in a single area without walls, or dividers. I started to walk to the back right table. I saw Mando sitting at the table in front of it, facing toward me. I see the right half of his face. There was a guy sitting across from him at the table with his back to me. 

Up To You

I asked, “Why do I keep seeing 69?” I dreamt that I was naked and I wanted to drive home before the other people I was with woke up. I was making sure that I had enough gas.

I dreamt that Kyle was waiting inside a partly mechanical animal, facing right, for the disabled bus to pick him and take him back to Riverside (California). I asked a guy if Kyle needed a subscription / card to use the bus and the guy said no.

I dreamt of cats giving me a quizzical / doubting look as I went to do something else, even though I let them know that I would be back.

I was told that it’s up to me.

(From Aug. 25, 2018 Gay)

I asked the shaman question again. I dreamt that my mom (?) told me that Micalanne had turned gay. I mentioned that I figured because of a comment she had made earlier (she had said something about a girl). 

(From Aug. 24, 2018 Slow Descent)

I dreamt that I was in a land that the Munster’s and Addams Family would feel comfortable being in. One scene was of being in a family bus (?) with others (family?) and going off a cliff. I was scared at first but realized it was supposed to happen that way and the descent was slow. 

I was seeing children everywhere, some doing schoolwork on desks not lined up, or level on ground. A boy had a tattoo on one of his arms that looked like a necklace, or just the chain, going from elbow to wrist. 

At a school cafeteria there was a young girl in line to get food, which looked like this girls hair. Her hair was like Shirley Temple, but instead of curls, they were like tubes, jelly like transparent / opaque. I commented to someone about this girl eating her hair. 

Close(r) To Each Other

I asked, “What does my husband know?” I dreamt of letting the kitchen sink water run, filling a small plastic container, getting rid of the green stale water that was in it. 

I dreamt that someone had my dad’s scriptures, adding their own notes, and had put my scriptures, open, in place of them. I was upset.

I dreamt that Ali and I had moved to a different part of town where the houses are closer to each other / together. We sometimes would drive down this road. It was getting dark from the Sun going down.

The house across the street, and to the left, had a chimney. It looked like Batman was sitting on it, shaped from an Italian Cypress Tree. He was looking my direction, bent over with his right elbow on the left knee. As I kept looking, I saw that it was just the top of the tree (on the roof?). The house on their right had Autumn decorations on the roof. 

There was a neighbor (didn’t see) who was pretending to be friendly, but was actually waiting to kill me. I don’t remember the details of how they were going to trap me, but it might have been them wanting to show me something.

(From Aug. 27, 2018 Twisted Sister)

I dreamt that I was at Amy’s. Kyle had come back from the hospital the day before. 

I woke up from sleeping / nap and realized that I had left the glass door open in the back, exposing the screen. This frightened me, thinking that Ali was right about the cats being able to get out. Luckily I looked around and saw them inside. Their outside friend was eating.

There was music playing on a radio. It was a bit loud so I turned it down. As I did so, white noise was playing. I was too tired to adjust it, thinking that I would hear voices, but never did. It finally went back to the music.

A doctor showed up to check on Kyle. He brought two sons with him. He had Kyle sit on my lap with his back facing me. I saw that his wound had healed but still a bit nasty looking. 

Kyle then went to the bathroom. He had an erection, which Amy saw. When he came out, he kept saying that it wasn’t fair, having fun with the situation. I was thinking that there wouldn’t have been much to see.

Kyle got dressed to go somewhere. He was standing, wearing sweats. I noticed that his weight had gone down, and maybe less than when we met. 

He was dirty but didn’t smell. I either said out loud, or just thought, that he needed to clean up before going out. 

I had a couple wounds that had healed, but I could still see the layers of skin, as if stadium seating. One was on the middle of the inside of my right foot. Seems the other was on my chest. 

Amy mentioned something about letting Kyle and I stay a little bit longer because of our situation, not having children. She was also letting us stay until we decided what we were going to do.

Something about going to dad to ask him something and I was going to call him “Papa”. 

There was a bottle of Martinelli’s on the kitchen counter left over from New Year’s. I took the top off, and some spilled on the counter. 

The doctor’s boys were standing by the spill. Luckily there were napkins and other paper products on the table to soak it up. Bubbles were then rising out of the bottle after I picked it up. I was watching them as if it had been champagne. 

The doctor asked how much it cost. I told him that I didn’t remember but was thinking that I may have gotten it at the .99¢ store. 

I looked down at my chest and saw something white on my left breast cleavage area. It looked like a scab / ash. I picked at it and a tube started to come out, as if being able to connect / plug me into something, so I left it alone, not knowing what it was / how far / where it went.

I went to see the doctor, who was still there and looking at a book at the table, to ask him about it. I noticed that I was wearing a shirt with snaps instead of buttons and the top 3, or 4, were undone.

I dreamt of Oprah wearing a light blue puffy jacket even though the weather was warm. She was helping children out of a school bus.

I dreamt that of telling people / person to take the (bullet?) train because it’s quicker and a straight shot. 

I dreamt of a guy who I asked if he was related to Dee Snyder from the music group Twisted Sister. 

Hurricane Is Coming

I asked the question, “What is the hustle?” I dreamt that a hurricane was coming. I was in a white building where there were people dancing and having fun. Mando was there. I was on the upper level looking down. I had not heard the song before that was playing. 

The dj was also on the upper level in a room surrounded by windows, shielding him from the weather / environment. 

There was a definite change in the air. Next thing I know, everyone is gone, leaving only one thing behind. It reminded me of the cartoons where the people leave an area so quickly that the one thing left behind is left spinning.

My apartment is located above (?). I crawl in, feet first, so that Klana (cat I had when I was a teenager) wouldn’t get out.

Attivam 

I dreamt something with Kyle.

Talk With Me For A Bit

Last night I asked again what the date is. I dreamt that I was picking up my costume jewelry (and hair stuff?) that was on the floor. A guy who comes to Starbucks, who also goes to the gym but doesn’t work out, only talking to the people there, bends down next to me on my right side, holding up my hair, eventually putting it in a clip. I’m uncomfortable with him and am trying to telepathically send a message to Ali. He doesn’t show up but Mando does. I no longer noticed the other guy. 

Mando is wearing a suit coat / jacket. He tells me that he wanted to talk with me for a bit. I knew that he was on his way somewhere and had taken time out to come see me. 

There was something about being in the back of D.I. We walked across the open floor, like as in an airport, to a hotel room that Ali and I hadn’t been to in a while. His keys were still in the doorknob from the last time we had been there. I wanted to say that Ali does that a lot / often, but didn’t. I think I mentioned that I wanted to put my stuff down so we could talk. I had other things in my arms, among them a bunch of old keys I had put on a keyring, putting them on the bed. 

There were a bunch of my stuff on the floor, including things of Kyle, that I was going through to get rid of that I no longer needed. Some of it was in a row covered with a white sheet. I was looking for a way to get around it. Not finding a way, I decided to step over it.

I dreamt something about the German word “mein(en)” .

I Don’t Know Why I’m Here 

(From July 8, 2015)

I am in the main / family room (with big windows / doors to the backyard), sitting on the floor. Ali is outside. He walks past me (left to right), over to my bedroom (end of house), to knock on the window to let him in. I then wake, and hear a knocking on the window, louder than at other times. 

Kyle, and I, are in the Mexican neighbors house. Kyle is on the floor in front of the TV, unable to move / use his legs. The neighbors are gone, about to come back, having a party. They get back before we can leave. A visitor, for the party, sees me, and I tell him that I don’t know why I’m here. I am finally able to get out without them knowing I was there. I believe Kyle got out also. 

There is a fence between our yards ( our back is against their side, we actually have a brick wall). A car of theirs is in our back, driving through, and down, to theirs (part of their back goes down). I look where the car was, and see that they have made a swirl of steps / stepping stones leading to our back. 

I’m Not a Mother 

(From March 20, 2015)

We had something delivered from a thrift store. Along with it was a blue baby shoe. It had the company’s tag, along with a white tag with 13 on it. 

I wanted to go back to the store to find the other one. (Why didn’t I return the one I had?) When I got to the store, it was at the church. I wanted to start on the right side (chapel in top middle). 

I saw a couple jewelry boxes, and when I opened them, the “diamond” had come off, but still there. 

I found a tool where I could change the opening, at the top (like a monkey wrench). I showed it to John (D. I. ) because I knew he be interested, which he was. 

Someone showed me a pink baby shoe, with silky ribbon for the tie. I mentioned that wasn’t it, but a blue baby shoe that was like it. I didn’t mention that it had a regular tie. 

(Ali’s dream)

I was on a track, having to jump over obstacles. I was in front, Ali behind me. No one else was able to jump, and some black women were complaining about having to jump. 

(From March 21, 2015)

I’m in the cultural hall at church by the stage. There is a curtain semi around me. I am taking a shower, with my underwear on. The ceiling sprinklers come on. No one shows up for a while. A man finally shows up. I’m wondering what took so long for him to show, and the sprinklers came on when there’s no fire. 

I was looking at a black piece of paper, with white writing on it, on both sides with the middle empty. It was about the zodiac sign of Gemini. I heard Cher’s voice reading it. 

(From March 27, 2015)

I’m walking into Relief Society, going to sit by my mom. Excitedly, she said, “Happy birthday! Happy Mothers Day!” I then say, “But, I’m not a mother.” Suzanne (from church when I was a teenager.)

(From March 18, 2015)

Kyle, and I, are lying in (separate?) bed (house in my teenage years). He said something to me about checking the food under the desk. I look, and see a box of food with cockroaches crawling over it. There are some tabby cats under his bed (on the right), at the end, and they also have cockroaches crawling on them. 

I Have Been Training 

(From March 6, 2015)

I was watching tv somewhere, standing. The beginning of a show was starting, and Kyle was there, in it. I commented to someone, “Can you believe it’s been 3 years (since he passed)?” (He passed in ’08.)

(From March 9, 2015)

The old neighbor was going to move to a house on 21st street (which, in the dream, was around the same area) on the 28th. 

(From March 10, 2015)

Tastes like chocolate. Ketchup and lemon pudding (side by side, not mixed together). Only I took a taste. I only tasted the ketchup, so I said so, and that it tastes good. 

Chumbawamba. I say that I have their song on tape. 

(Ali’s dream)

We are in a race. I am in the lead, passing the others at the beginning, speeding so fast that my feet barely touch the ground. Ali is behind me. My hair is in a ponytail. I am wearing a red shirt, blue shorts, and fancy / colorful shoes. 

After we finish, we are barely breathing / breathing normal. After the others finish, they ask how I / we did it. I tell them that I have been training. I also mention food.