Turn Into Dust

I didn’t ask a question last night. I dreamt that Ali would make people’s (sleeping) dreams turn into dust. (That’s what the Utah girl does to mine.)

I dreamt that I was standing out past right field of a baseball field. There were other people as well. I was thinking that if the ball hit my glasses I could get some new ones. Shortly after thinking this, a ball did hit the bottom of my right lens, breaking and shattering it. Amy cleaned it up. I didn’t move.

I dreamt that a short silver horse trailer was standing on the front end on top of some dirt. It loosely looked like there was a horse buried next to it. I didn’t want to get a shovel and touch it to find out because it would’ve creeped me out if there was one.

I dreamt that some young boys were talking about how they were able to escape WWII by hiding among trees in the dark and keeping still until it was safe to move. They were finally able to make it here to one of the states but don’t remember which one.

I dreamt that there was thin chocolate (nutrition?) bar in the fridge that I had put in there the week prior that I had forgotten about.

I dreamt that there was an author in Norway who looked like my brother. I was wondering if it was him living under a different identity. He was wearing a white shirt. I was finally able to see his eyes close enough to know it wasn’t him.

(From yesterday) No Food

I asked, “What is Ali’s relationship to me?” I dreamt that mom got a call in the middle of the night letting her know that I don’t have any food. She woke up Judy to take her shopping. Judy was upset about having to go. Mom mentioned getting a pancake mix. Judy asked whether I was able to make it and mom said that I could.

I got up and started stomping on Judy as she was lying on the floor on her left side with her head to the left. I didn’t care if I broke any bones. I then picked her up and flipped her, feet over head, out through the bedroom doorway to the left without her hitting the hallway wall. I didn’t care how she landed, not looking.

I dreamt something about setting off firecrackers in the street at the end of the driveway without the Mexican neighbors finding out it was me.

I dreamt of looking at the time that was on the left of the bed, and seeing that the time was 2:41. I’ve been sleeping in a family size room with horror movie characters sitting a short distance away from me in the front of me at a rectangular table. They are only lit by outside lights. I only noticed the first couple of them on the left.

I was crying out, “Mommy” but not loud enough for her to hear me from her room. (I’ve never called her that.) I was telling myself that I could handle this for two more hours until I got up to feed the cats. I was also praying to God for protection.

I started hearing a man, as if a commercial, saying, “Do you have to watch your back?” I saw a picture (unless he was part of the mannequins in front of me) of a dark/shadow man walking through a front door to the left.

I dreamt that I was lying in bed on the left side, peeking out of the blanket over my face. Someone was next to me, telling me to get rid of the beetle that was casually walking to the door to the right at the end of the bed. I didn’t see it but knew it was there.

I was thinking that it shouldn’t have been there since the VibesUp pad I have is supposed to raise the vibrations of the environment and that the two can’t coexist.

I dreamt that Judy’s name was instead Amy and I was thinking that there are two Amy’s in the family.

I dreamt that there was a toddler boy who walked out of a public bathroom with his dark blue pants down to his ankles. I was in front of him. I picked him up to take him back to clean him up.

There were several water streams spraying up so I playfully touched his butt to a couple of them, asking him if it was cold. He had a little bit of poop still that the water rinsed off.

I dreamt that Micalanne was frustrated and said something about different things going wrong as a sign that she wasn’t supposed to buy a house that she was interested in.

There was a short roller coaster that was our way to the house. There was only one side of the track. Mom, Micalanne, Amy and I were in it. I noticed down below that there was a light colored bag, that looked like a doctor’s bag, was under water. I mentioned this to them but they weren’t paying attention to me.

Bethany was under mom’s seat as mom was sitting there, and Micalanne got after her, calling out her name.

The roller coaster started moving and after it got to the end, kept going, flying in the air. I mentioned this and they acknowledged that they already knew.

I dreamt that I was on the KFC website, looking at the nutrition page (?) wanting to search for something. Instead of typing it in, I clicked on the button with 48 on it.

(From August 13, 2019) Exposed

I asked the same question. 222 views/subscribers came to mind.

The thought that some of my pictures have been turned into a luna, which means a video/compilation, came to mind.

I dreamt about Kyle speeding in his station wagon. We were already where we were supposed to be/going.

There were a couple other people with us and there was something about not wanting the neighbors to hear the doors close. As one of them closed a door, there was a sound and they jokingly said that the neighbors heard it.

I dreamt something about wearing something that had my back exposed.

The thought that I would be guided through this pregnancy and that I would be near came to mind.

(From August 12, 2019) Lopsided

I asked the same question. I dreamt something about a most lopsided room.

I dreamt that Amy wanted me to ask a lady how to get somewhere. Her house was square based and open on the left side. This lady told me to follow (route) 57. She was hopeful that we would reach our destination and that she would be able to move away from that area.

I dreamt of seeing billionaires walking up some steps that were on a couple sides of a “pyramid” that was flat on top. There was a huge white billboard size thing for engraving/carving. There was only space enough for this and the people standing so it had to be lowered there after the work was done. It was a face of a man looking to the left.

As the people were walking up, I was noticing their clothes and thinking how it must be nice not to have to worry about being able to buy them.

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Explosive

I asked, “What is the meaning of the numbers coming from the bird?” I dreamt that I was lying down on some grass. There was a small explosive ball chained with a short chain to my left (?) leg. I knew that I had been through this two persons ago, dying. I was thinking about my consciousness and what it would be like after I died / was gone.

There was a fire down to the explosive below my knee but never made it there. There was an open fence on my right and some friends / family drove through when they saw that nothing happened. I frantically waved them back in case something did happen.

(From yesterday) Future

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was with Greg and mom. The space reminded me of the garage area from the San Bernardino teenage house. Greg’s military boots are on the floor. The right one, which is placed on the left with the toe facing me as I’m on the floor, has a crack on the inside side up top.

A guy passes us, stopping on the way to check the boots out first. He says he would like them but we tell him about the crack and that otherwise I would have taken them for my future children. He then leaves.

Water comes flooding in and rising. I’m lying down on a bed trying to ignore it and get to sleep but it keeps rising. I ask mom something about it and then started crying because of her answer.

I dreamt (same?) that I forgot to pick up my glasses when I got up in the morning and am now walking around looking for them. I’m dressed except for a shirt. I’m thinking I need to put one on because my dad is there. I have to walk around different things on the floor, as if moving in / out, such as a short dark bookcase.

There’s a room in the middle where a guy has a bedroom, that I need to walk through. He has the doors closed, so I open them. He is lying on the bed and says that he is having a hard time getting back to sleep. I tell him that I hate it when that happens. I wanted to tell him about the leg lifts I do to help me get to sleep but decide not to.

He is walking and smiling at me. I look in the mirror and notice a few pieces of spices / herbs around my mouth area from the last time I ate. I assumed that he didn’t tell me because he thought it was cute.

He is now up and wearing a suit, excited to show me his Trump doll with a pull string that he has. It doesn’t work as he is showing it to me.

We are in New York state and he is saying something about Queens. I get excited when he says that it’s only half an hour away.

I saw a chalkboard on the wall to the right. I see written that there’s a show I used to watch is coming back and the premiere is next Tuesday. There is a website listed.

I hear a guy talking, trying to sound like a woman. I turn and see a tall broad man with dark hair to a little past his shoulders. He is talking to dad who is sitting on his right. They are both facing away from me, in front of me.

I dreamt that I’m awake and editing the dream with mom and Greg on a plastic bag (?), adding Amy’s name to it.

The lyric, “She’s got it. Yeah, Baby, she’s got it” from Bananarama’s Venus song comes to mind.

I dreamt that I’m awake and telling someone that I remember a dream where I’m driving on a two lane road at night that turns into a one lane road on the left. It looks like a mountain road.

I stopped right where the lane on the right ends, before merging to the left, and cried. Someone was in the car with me.

Before stopping, I drove over another car coming my direction, like Inspector Gadget, though I didn’t see when I dd. The car could’ve been a reddish maroon.

I dreamt that I was looking up at a building to a height this is roughly where a door would’ve been. There are three sculptures on the building of men. The one on the left is facing right (?). I’m asking if the (Utah) girl is finally gone. As the guy on the left is about to answer, some people show up, interrupting him.

(From August 5, 2019) Expecting

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was in a backyard, looking right, singing the words, “Can you hear me Major Tom? Can you HEAR me?” from David Bowie. I was thinking of Sowin, and expecting to see him.

I dreamt something about having papers in / on my left arm and blood on top. There wasn’t actual blood though. I was mentioning to a guy how ironic it is that there’s blood on top and bottom.

Give More Heat

I asked, “What do I do with the limes?” I saw a black family coming through a door to visit one of the females. The door opened to the right with the female standing at the end. One of the guys stopped in front of her and kissed her face, having fun. His hair was about to the nape of his neck and was twisted / spiraled / curled.

I dreamt that I was with someone and we were finding coins outside by a grate. I mostly was finding pennies but occasionally found dimes. One of the coins I found said, “Queen of S—–“. I think there were A’s in the name. There may also have been a profile.

I dreamt that I was in the kitchen of a Mexican family (don’t know why) on the other side of the sink and microwave, which was in the right corner. There was a girl who was upset that her slice of yam wasn’t soft / cooked enough to eat. I said to give it more heat. I don’t know if she heard.

I dreamt that I was overwhelmed with water and I was crying out loud, asking God for help. I don’t remember what I said.

(From yesterday) Got The Girl

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I didn’t know where I was.

I dreamt that I was looking at a newspaper and a square on the right page played a short film about Ali and the Utah girl. It showed some guys passing him on his right as he was facing forward in my direction. One of the guys said to Ali that Ali got the girl.

Ali then turned around and there were several girls at a distance sitting on a concrete step. The scene closed in and I saw the girl on the left. She had blonde hair darker than mine that was just below the shoulders. She had the top part up in a ponytail. She then gets up and walks over to Ali. Her nose had the beginning of a pig’s nose. I think to myself that she isn’t as ugly as I thought but she sure isn’t pretty. I still don’t understand why he would have sex with her. I also realize that this is the girl who keeps bothering me and entering me.

I then see her lying on a beach, at dusk?, behind another girl on the left, facing to the right. They are lightly / softly singing a song about the guys in their lives. They are both clothed. The area where they are looks secluded, from what I see.

I dreamt that I was exhausted and a family wanted me to see a baby monkey they had. I wasn’t up to it, though it was there and I saw it. It had tan hair.

(From July 31, 2019) Feed the Bear

I asked the same question. I got the phrase, “Feed the Bear”. I saw that a college guy wasn’t in class so his classmates went to check on him. They found him lying beside his bed on the left, when looking down. He is then in a hospital bed with his classmates on either side of the bed.

I dreamt that Mina (Good Bones tv show) and a black girl have been “comparing” their lives as business owners. The black girl suggests to Mina to take the buyers to the neighborhood 100 houses down and around the corner where there’s a dark feeling, then bring them to a safer area to show them the difference.

Terence Howard was walking on dirt, holding the black girl upside down / folded over with head down, bouncing her head on the ground for fun. She didn’t see any harm, or didn’t want to complain. I was marking / making notes of when he abused her to show her later.

I dreamt that I was writing something on the inside bottom of a bathtub about a guy who was there with me.

The words “Roniga” and “Tamalawaxalaweel” came to mind. I don’t know the last four letters of the second word, so it could also be “wiel” or “weal”.

Misogynist

I asked, “What is the language?” I dreamt that a neighbor was known to take all the limes before I moved in. I was on a top bunk that was next to a window. The neighbor was in his house that was next to the window. The window was to my left, with someone in between. There was someone else, or more, on the bottom bunk. I had the limes up on the bed with me.

Someone entered through the door on the right. I didn’t see who it was but felt it was the neighbor. I then felt the bottom of the bed pressed up against my left leg. I then felt shocks coming up to my leg which were caused by a stun gun. It was kept there for several minutes. I woke with it still there.

Amy had gone out before this. When she came back, she said that she had met a guy and that they had “gotten fresh”, meaning that they had taken their shoes off. I think they were going to get married.

I dreamt something with Greg.

I dreamt that I was sitting with Steve when Greg came from behind and said something about me calling him a homo. I went over to him and he started squeezing my left arm so I pressed a pencil into his.

The word “Misogyny” came to mind.

I dreamt that I was looking for a space to park in a near empty parking lot. The spaces were diagonal to the left. There were some black people there.

I was then in a warehouse that was there. Near the entrance, I was on top of a stack of designed maroon low carpet floor tiles. I was hopping back and forth from side to side having fun on top of them.

There was a guy older than me outside who saw my head through the top windows and grinning, wondered what I was doing. He came in to check me out but also because he had ordered some tiles.

The ones he had ordered weren’t all there so a girl was subtly trying to suggest the ones I was on. He was paying more attention to me than to her.

(From yesterday) Killer

I asked the same question. I dreamt that people were hurriedly trying to get out of a building because a lady who was a killer was on the loose.

(From July 28, 2019) Turn On The Heat

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was inside a white garage with Ali. I think there were others as well. There was a section on the left that was an open path to the inside of the house.

I went there to turn on the heat for inside the house but not quite as high as usual because Ali didn’t want it.

There was an intercom in the wall. I yelled to the spirits to leave the house. Ali may have warned / cautioned me before I did so.

The words “If I were a bird” came to mind.

I dreamt that Shane and another guy are getting / going to get married. There was a big black dog who wanted inside the house.

The phrase “I wanted you to experience the new me” came to mind. I don’t know if it was part of the dream, or on it’s own since it came directly after.

I think I dreamt that the Siamese got outside.

I think I dreamt of being in an earlier era with a woman.

I dreamt that I was sitting on the right side of a lady older than me who had a bob. She may have had blonde hair. She felt like she was taller than me. She had gone / was getting her ring back after getting it resized. I don’t remember if she said it was a 7 or 8 but I was thinking how it was the same as me. It’s possible that we were sitting at a jewelry store.

I dreamt that I was in Cape Cod at night , or near nighttime, with a bunch of people. Someone mentioned that the trees needed to have those stringy things hanging on them (like down South) for fear that something bad would happen otherwise.

Someone was asking about mountains and I said that there were some in front of us and pointed them to a spot on the left and on the right. Both spots were tall hills instead.

I then showed an area in the distance in front of us and said that that’s where they are. There were mountains but were only slightly visible because of the smog.

I then saw a couple giant structures in front of me to my right with power lines in between me and them. The one closest to me was of open cement squares on top of each other. They were stacked slightly in differnt directions / angles. I may have said out loud that depending on how the earth shook, would depend on our safety from getting hit or not.

Dwayne Wade was there. He was wearing makeup and acting gayish, as if he was bi. I knew that he would act this way off season but would act manly during the season.

I was walking, with other people, behind a blonde couple. The guy was on the right. He wouldn’t let anyone get in front of him. I got upset and was asking why he was more important than us. I finally got in front and was telling him that he would have to pay for nor letting us in front. I later found out that he had become paralyzed from the waist down.

I saw from friends and tiredly laid down on a blanket that was there. They knew that it was because of what I went through during the day with my own family. I was thinking that meant that I had twins, or a bigger multiple birth.

I looked behind me and saw about 7 – 8 mixed race children from the ages of preteen to young adult. They were walking my direction in a bunch. I knew that they were mine and was hoping the father wasn’t Ali. I’m not sure if the father was there or not, even though I was looking. I noticed that the girl who looked like me who I had seen in a previous dream wasn’t there.

Flow Energy

I asked, “How do I block unwelcome entities from entering the house?’ I dreamt that it was Halloween. Inside the house was bright white. The sun hadn’t gone down yet.

Greg was in his room doing something with his music with his door closed. It was dinner time. I noticed that his place setting was at a different table so I asked why. Mom said that his could be brought over with the others.

We had a white rabbit hopping around a flat Easter bunny that was on the floor, ending up facing away from me toward the dinner table. I told someone to make sure not to let it out.

As I went to knock on Greg’s door, I saw two young children walking up the driveway on the left for trick – or – treating. I had turned on the porch light on earlier.

I knocked on his door to let him know that dinner was ready and he started to make a snoring sound so I let him be.

As I was walking back, I noticed a short older witch looking woman standing at the left end of the porch on the driveway. She was looking at the porch and saying something about the house not being taken care of like when she was younger, even though it was bright white out there.

I wasn’t going to pass out any candy but on the way back to the table, I decided that I would. The two children were walking away by then. I noticed that there were several other children across the street. The older lady was the only adult I saw.

Before waking, the words “Stagnant energy” came to mind and that the energy needs to move.

I dreamt that as I was letting one of the outside cats out, I also let the Siamese out. They both walked to the right alongside the house.

(From July 17, 2019) Open Space

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a pregnant woman who was at the end of her pregnancy. She was on the outside middle of a two / three story building. There was an open space in the middle where she was standing. It was dark (?). She was wanting to jump. She then slid down on a rope.

I was telling her not to do it and to think of the baby. I asked her if she was going to keep the baby and she said yes. I then mentioned something about what it would be like for the child without a mother.

I dreamt that there was a house that had been robbed. Karen and Mina (Good Bones tv show) decided to catch the thief.

For some reason, Karen wanted to take a look at the house that had been robbed, which was on the left, at night. She was saying something to Mina as she was standing in the driveway afterwards.

They then both heard a tap across the street. A man appeared, coming out to the front of a house. He was wearing dark colored clothes. His hair was short with the purposefully disheveled look.

Karen started making siren noises and he rushed to his ’80’s black Bronco (?) which was facing forward away from me. Mina had a VW Beetle / Bug. She was parked behind him and drove up next to him on the left, blocking him in. (I was woken so I don’t know how it would’ve ended. He could’ve backed up.)

(From July 16, 2019) Persevere

I asked the same question. The words “Hold on” “Persevere” and “Stay Strong” came to mind. Also to know the meaning and language.

Blurry

I asked, “Do I need to have children from Ali?” I dreamt that Briana had taken a picture while on the road of some small pillars (?) with what looked like an outline of a dog’s face on them. The picture was blurry from rain but clear enough to see what it was.

I dreamt that I was at the bottom of a ladder in a submarine (?). I was asking if I could come up. I was told I could. Someone with me said, “Be careful. They don’t let just anyone up” as if I might not be able to. I responded, “That’s why I asked.”

I dreamt that I was using a professional (?) digital weight scale. The number changed several times from the 500’s, 400’s, and around 150. I said to mom, “See, it’s 150.” She pointed out that that wasn’t what it was and that I wasn’t looking at the top of the numbers correctly.

I dreamt that I was being asked where my money went. I don’t remember who was asking.

I dreamt that I mentioned to someone that they still had the last two Costco / Sam’s Club chocolate muffins in the packaging on the tray.

I dreamt that I was with Greg, Mark, Judy (?), and Amy. There was another female there with down syndrome (?). I don’t remember where we were but I was hysterical that there was a man’s ghost head in a cupboard (twice the size of kitchen) that had some books in it. Greg was saying that by not seeing the ghost, that person (me) doesn’t have a normal brain.

They were also saying something about the house on the avocado street. (We had a house with a tree in back.)

(From yesterday) Held

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Sara was pregnant and when she held her belly, it looked like she already had the baby. Her stomach was in the form of a newborn baby. The head was to her left. She was wearing black.

I dreamt that a thin naked (Russian?) lady came to me when I was in a building with sweets against the wall in front of me. She was on my right asking me which option I wanted something from her. I don’t remember what I was getting, or the options.

Out of my peripheral vision I was noticing how she kept herself clean shaven. I was thinking how she takes the time to do that.

There was an office (?) to the left of the sweets that I was put in charge of while the owner was away. There were stairs to get up to it.

There was a chocolate (cookie?) with the sweets that I tasted. There was also some loose sugar on a cookie sheet.

I dreamt that Walid (online guy) sent me a voice clip of him drunk and singing a love song to me. It may have been in French, or partly. I was thinking that I liked his voice.

I think I had a dream with Kim Kardashian.

I also may have had a dream that had something to do with pictures on a camera disk.

(From July 13, 2019) Found It Funny

I asked the same question. I dreamt that it was Christmas time. There was something about the Mary Tyler Moore show. There was also something about a tv channel.

I dreamt that I put my hair in a ponytail. The front of my hair became red and fluffy, like a Southern lady. It was combed over to the left. I thought it looked funny because it looked like a wig.

I dreamt that the water for the cats was low and that I needed to give them some more.

(From July 12, 2019) Dumped

I asked the same question. I dreamt the orange cat was outside and I was scared for him because of the wolves out there.

I dreamt that an overweight girl was looking for change from the container that she dumped on a car.

I dreamt that the family moved into an older couple’s home while they were still there. Before we got there (?) they had left the house for a short time because of the floor being worked on.

I mentioned that the man’s hair moved in a way that looked like he was under water.

A short time after moving in, the couple decided to move. I said to the man that it would’ve been easier for them to move when the floors were being done.

They had some paintings that were leaned up against a wall where it would be easy to pick them up and take.

At night time I saw a black post, that is used for the “For Sale” signs, staked in the front right corner of the yard. I said that the sign would most likely be there on Sunday.

We were going to take over the mortgage. I mentioned to the man that it would be easier to take them over while they were still alive rather than dead.

I dreamt something with a black mustang vehicle. It was either backing up or out.

Older Woman

I asked, “Do I need to be with Ali?” I dreamt that someone came to me for information. I pointed out an older woman, with white-ish hair, who was sitting at a desk across from me and a little to the left, facing me.

I dreamt that I was outside at night. It was raining but I wasn’t getting wet. I was walking (?) up a hill (?) on the right side of the street. There was a fast food restaurant and I saw Sean Connery driving one of those toddler plastic cars with the yellow roof. He was with his grandson, going to the drive-thru for food.

(From yesterday) Scared

I asked the same question. I dreamt that as I was walking upstairs at night to go to bed, there was a knock at the door, which scared me. I don’t remember who was with me, but they pushed on the door to make sure that it was shut and locked.

There had been pictures taken of me with a model looking guy. I was standing in front to the side of him. I looked happy. When they were shown, so that people could see, I felt like a fake because of the circumstances behind how and why the pictures came to be.

I dreamt that I was at grandma Fessler’s funeral (?). There were either pictures of a boat, or people were talking about one that she had. I was saying to someone that I never knew about it until she died. I then went and mentioned it to mom. Amy (?) said that there were pictures of me on it when I was young. She was saying it as if I should have known.

I then started cleaning the area where the coffin (?) was and crying.

There was a lady there who had a certain type of glasses that she had me put on. I could see something about me marrying a certain person so I hurriedly gave them back to her. She was excited that she would be able to live on, signifying that something of her had passed on to me.

I dreamt that I was flying a stationary helicopter above some houses in a neighborhood. The street may have been circular, bending toward me. I was looking at the houses on the left bend.

There was a white sedan (big hood and trunk) parked on the right side of the driveway. There was a lifted white truck parked on the left side of the house to the right with the driver side of the truck over the sedan a bit. I was thinking that the people living at one of the houses would’ve moved by now, but seeing the car, it looked as if they were still there.

As I was looking down, I was thinking how amazing it was that I was flying a helicopter as if it had been a long time before doing so. As I was thinking this, I was about to lose control but was able to hold on.

(From July 9, 2019) Preston

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a young guy wearing a black sweatshirt with mens names on it. I saw the name Preston.

I dreamt that I was listening to songs sung by an older woman.

Someone tells me, “She’s always been here.” I then see a woman with a white shirt with black sleeves (?) with 1617 on it.

I dreamt that Obama had big full lips and was taking a nap during the day with his suit on. He wasn’t lying straight. He was on the right side when looking down at the bed. I was noticing his ring finger was growing from the pads on the palm and out a little ways, like as if on a spring. This was normal.

I was also on the bed, below him. There was a guy with me and possibly another. I was positioned with my head towards the foot of the bed, also not lying straight.

I was naked, on my left side, on the side of the bed, with the covers covering the front of me. I was wondering what Obama would think if he saw me like this. Someone was on the bed with their shoes on. I was wondering what Michelle (?) would think about that.

We had to pay to be able to be there. It was only for half an hour. The guys were discussing what date we could be here and I said that it was July 10. I looked at the ticket and it had 7/10. The amount of time we were scheduled for may have been 29 minutes.

Clues

I dreamt that I was in England, but also in Provo.

I was walking past Prince Charles, dressed in his kilt and singing, and three other men who were with him. They were on grass formed in a square next to each other. Prince Charles was looking at me, happy.

There was an older couple in a wagon, being driven to the left. They looked as if it was Winter, or the beginning of it. She wanted to give her husband a kiss but they weren’t allowed to show PDA.

I’m in Provo, Utah with a group of people, though I’m not always with them. We’re on a tour (?) of some sort of a building. I’m not sure where we are. The people involved have some sort of mystery game (?) going on during the tour, though it doesn’t finish (maybe because I was woken up?). As I walk about, I see “clues” that I’m not sure / don’t remember if I was supposed to see, or not.

There are a couple older women who have been cutting up strawberries for our lunches. I walk up behind them and see that the last couple deep red ones, in a grocery bag, were huge (hand size). Someone then somehow takes the top off of the one closest to the woman on the left. It exposed that there were three moldy spots and that it was mushy / no good.

I’m then (or before the strawberries) with the group and we’re sitting interspersed on a balcony, on the right (?), of a theater. There’s a hefty / broad old man to the left, behind me. Someone in front looked back, and after a bit, jokingly said to him that he makes a good curtain. I was thinking it was because no one see behind him.

I don’t remember why we were there. There may have been someone talking to us. Someone got up at the end to give a closing prayer, facing us in front of us. They started speaking and a couple people in front of me must not have heard and continued talking. They eventually quieted when they heard the prayer being said.

The theater was a 70’s light blue. The old man mentioned something about being married in Provo. I wondered if it had anything to do with me. I mentioned that when I was a teenager, I wanted to be married in the Provo temple until when I was able to go inside and saw that it still looked like it was the 70’s. I then thought that there was a possibility of it being updated.

In another part of the building, a man came up to me and was mentioning that they wanted me to come back on 3/1, which happened to be the next month. He was saying something about church and E.O.C. I silently told him that I hadn’t been to church this year.

After he left, I said, “Job”. I was thinking that the people who heard me may have thought something wrong about me finally working at this age.

I mentioned to several people about me coming back and they suggested that maybe I was to be their spokesperson. I happily said, “Maybe”.

At the end, we were outside and I saw a table on the middle of the grass, barely shaded. Our bag lunches were on the table. There were some tables to the right up by the building there for us to sit while eating.

I walked over to the lunches, wondering why no one else had gone over. The others followed me. I was looking in one of the bags to check what kind / type the sub sandwich was. As I was doing so, I asked Ali what one he wanted. I decided to take the one I had without seeing exactly what it was.

A short down syndrome girl showed up and when she was about to check the bags, said that when she was about to eat her mom shows up. I was thinking that she must’ve heard a car engine that she recognized.

As I was waking, someone said, “Income.”

(From June 28, 2019) Jesus and Me

I asked, “What is the meaning of the answer key?” I dreamt that I saw four posts from YouTube / social media from someone who covered this answer / wrote their dreams and their username was Jesusandme. I don’t remember the capitalization of the name.

I dreamt that I was in a restroom of a business. I don’t know what kind. It was big with two or three toilets without stalls, in front of me with space between. The door was on the left, sink was on the right on the same wall as the door. This wasn’t used much so it wasn’t cleaned much. There were about two grey garbage bins over by the sinks.

The Siamese boy was there, sitting in front of me at the opening of the door. The toilet seat covers, and the majority of the toilet paper, was strewn all over on the floor. I asked him if he had done this. I then was looking for a hook to put my (shopping?) bag so that I didn’t have to put it on the floor. I think I did see one by / behind the door.

(From June 27, 2019) Bloody

I asked the same question. I dreamt that my bottom garment was bloody from starting my period.

I dreamt than an overweight man was using the women’s restroom. He was using the stall on the right, with two others to the left between him and the door. There were no doors on the stalls.

He was facing left, doing something between his legs for a couple seconds, as if he was uncomfortable, then faced to the wall that was behind him on his right.

I dreamt something with Barbie and grandma.

I dreamt (or same?) something with Allison, in front of me a distance. I was telling someone that she didn’t feel worthy of something.

(From June 26, 2019) Kill

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a guy (at a hospital?) had ordered a tuna sub sandwich but hadn’t eaten it. He left it on a table when a chaplain (?) entered, thinking the chaplain would eat it and kill him.

I dreamt something about police showing up at the same place as Ali and I. I mentioned to the cop that he was able to do that because there was a tracker on the car.

I dreamt about the women’s group from church having started gospel conversation’s on Wednesday’s beginning the first of the year after the church schedule had changed.

Orchestrating

I asked, “How do I let go?” I dreamt that Ali and I were walking across a big (?) dirt and gravel lot / field between businesses that I didn’t see but knew were there. There were some chain link fences separating some (of the) areas.

In one area that we were about to walk through, two homeless looking guys were there. The guy on the left was standing, facing us. He was skinny with grey dreadlocks about shoulder length or several inches below. He only had his left arm which he was waving around, as if orchestrating. He was wearing a long sleeve shirt. We weren’t close enough for me to see what the design was but it seemed it had flowers of different sizes with a dark blue background.

The other guy was crouching / kneeling to his left. I didn’t look at him but it seems he was wearing a white shirt and had a white bucket in front of him for drumming.

Ali mentioned about the one arm guy, saying that he was dancing. He may not have noticed that the guy only had one arm.

Ali was either right next to me on my right, or was a couple steps behind (as he usually is when we walk). I was trying to get him to notice the uneasiness these guys were emitting. I either said, “Fiiri badan” (Somali = look a lot), meaning that the guy kept looking, or I only was wanting to say it.

Shortly after we passed them I noticed that they started following us. We were then out by the street, with it to our right. There was no traffic. I asked, “Where are the cops?” The traffic then showed up on the other side with a cop car in front passing us.

I turned around and saw two rows of cars within two lines of the fences with one line facing us and the other behind them facing the other way. There was a cop car in both rows.

I dreamt that I said hello to a black girl at the place where I worked. We were then somewhere where the employees had gathered to have lunch / dinner. She was there and so I figured that I had to say hello because I had said hello earlier and that I was now a part of the group.

We were in the back, or near the back. There were several rectangular tables to the right with a square table on the left. My female boss (?) was getting them ready to eat.

My parents showed up. My mom sat at the square table and seeing corn on the table, said that she likes corn. I noticed that she had gained weight in her upper part of her legs which caused her to sit higher on the chair.

I was disheartened when I had to tell her that this was for us. My dad had already gone up front to find another place to sit.

(From yesterday) Avec Moi

I asked the same question. I dreamt of the singer of Poets of the Fall, Marko Saaresto, singing Partir Avec Moi.

(From June 11, 2019) Dead

I asked the same question. I dreamt something with Steve DiSchiavi from the Dead Files tv show.

I dreamt something about the DNA of other people.

(June 10, 2019) From within

I asked the same question. I dreamt of being part of a class but not in a traditional classroom. I was doing paperwork but don’t remember what it was. It was only one piece of paper.

The teacher’s black wife (?) and a girl were doing word puzzles / games to the right of me. I was thinking how they may have finished their work already and that I would rather be doing that instead but knew I had to finish my work first. (I’m not sure if these were the exact thoughts.)

The wife’s cheekbone area was shiny from being clean and a light shining on her. I knew it wasn’t coming from within.

When I finished my work I had to put my name on the back of the paper because there wasn’t room on the front. I also dated it 6-7-19, which was a Monday.

After, the teacher who was white, was talking about a music group from the ’80’s called Camper van Beethoven, as one of their calmer songs played (I only know of “Pictures of Matchstick”), with some of the other students. I was overhearing so I mentioned that I thought they had a song where the singer held his breath for a bit.

(From June 9, 2019) Before

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was walking to the right on a dirt path on a hill with a small group of people. I asked a girl who was on my left if she had been this way before.

I dreamt that an older lady was letting me borrow some / one of her clothes (for church?). I saw that I didn’t have my garment bottom on and so was going to use hers but then saw that I was wearing mine and so would use mine.

I woke with the song, “Tonight I Celebrate My Love” from Peabo Bryson and Roberta Flack.

Let Him Go

I asked, “How do I teleport?” (Several years ago I dreamt that I was floating up in space, looking back at me, with a tunnel in back of me to my left. I knew that I was able to teleport.)

I dreamt that I was outside in Nevada with Amy, and others. I’m not sure why we were there. I saw an older lady with short grey (?) hair standing on the right corner of her lawn, watering (?) it. She was looking back at us as we passed her, going to the left.

I pointed her out to Amy and said that she looked familiar. Amy agreed and was trying to gather her thoughts (and was) saying that she was from when we lived here in Vegas.

I asked a guy where Vegas was and he pointed to the North, which was in front of us and slightly to the right. It was below some mountains / tall hills. I was able to see over the cities, seeing all the lights on, even though it was daytime.

There was a point when I was in the mountains looking at newly built houses that were in a row, across the street from me. They all had big windows in the front and were made with / light wood. The house at the end on the right was bigger and taller than the others.

I dreamt (same?) that a crow picked up a hawk from the ground, causing the hawk to make a noise / squeal, flying off with it. A gang then came around, surrounding them. One of the gang was able to steal the hawk away, flying off with it.

It flew low enough for me to reach up (jumping?) and slap the hawk / crows feet so that the hawk would be released. I yelled / said loudly, “Let him go!” They flew off to the right and behind me so I don’t know what happened.

(From yesterday) Looking Back

I asked the same question. I saw someone in a canoe (?) out in stormy water.

I dreamt that I was in the back middle of a car that wasn’t moving. Sara was to my left and Barbie (?) was to my right. Looking out the front window, I saw an older lady (profile looking like grandma when she was able to drive), looking to her left, driving past us a ways from left to right.

It looked like grandma’s car but with an extended platform (?) going around / extending from the car, at least in front and back and on passenger side. The back had stacked white plastic cups, as if for a party. I didn’t notice what the other things were.

I excitedly exclaimed, “That’s grandma’s car!” several times. Sara then started to get emotional and so I figured that I should also and was saying something about missing her, and I think that there was something that reminded me of her.

Grandma then appeared in the passenger seat, looking back at us. She was asking what I was saying. Looking at Sara, I shrugged a little, hesitating to say anything because of her bad hearing. Eventually, I told her about the car. She just said, “Oh.”

I dreamt of two bald, or nearly bald, men, and then seeing them back in the ’70’s. They were standing up on desks (?) in a newsroom. The one on the right had curly blonde hair. He was talking but don’t remember what he was saying.

A guy then showed up on my left and as he was passing me, matter of factly said that (blonde guy) Bernie’s (Sanders) pants were dirty in the back and to clean them in a month. I was wondering what was in a month and then realized that it was July 4th.

(From June 4, 2019) In The Light

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I saw a blonde dog with a couple of baby red foxes. I later saw them next to my bedroom door (opened to the left), in the dark. The dog (head next to the door) was nursing the foxes, looking up at me. I realized it was the foxes because of seeing the red and white tail of the left one in the light and remembering that I had seen them earlier.

I dreamt of the Property Brothers at the house of their clients. Drew was standing to the right of Jonathan and the husband was standing to the right of his wife.

Drew was wearing a light jacket and trying to get the bottom of the zipper undone. As he was doing so, the husband mentioned to Drew that he looked nice, as a compliment and not creepy. Drew then gave up, and said, “I don’t know why I even bother”, zipping it back up a little.