Mountains

(From May 31, 2019)

I asked, “What is the portal?” I envisioned that I was about to go to congratulate Ali and the Utah girl on their marriage / wedding.

I dreamt that I was in the mountains, or a hilly part of town, riding a bike to church with the family. When we got to a corner to turn right, I went back, without knowing the rest of the way, because there was some time left before it started. I got out of my dress and relaxed sideways across my (full?) bed on my back for a bit.

As time got closer, I went to where some people were outside and asked a guy what the other modes of transportation were, having to repeat the beginning of the sentence first, for getting to church, because it was getting cold and stormy / cloudy, otherwise I would take my bike.

(From June 1, 2019) Utah

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was at one of the ends in a white sports complex (in Utah at U of U?) with a lot of people. There either had been a basketball game played, or I knew that it was played here.

There was a Middle Eastern (?) man who kept having to move to different spaces to pray because of the amount of people. Seems that he settled in front of some tall doors.

There was a table there (?) in a separate room (?) that was a little too long, so the end was cut off. A lady came and was shown what had happened. She seemed OK with it.

I dreamt that a lady had gone to her rural area garden at dusk, with a friend, to harvest (?). It may have been in France. There was a street in front of it without any traffic on it.

She had horses, or only one, and was calling out to them / him while she was standing. A horse came running from the right side.

There was an African guy waiting to be picked up (bus?). I was in a high vehicle in the back (?) and said an African word to him. I think he got in and either was here to help or agreed to do so.

I dreamt that I was somewhere on the left of a man and woman who were playing a board game. She had a hamburger that had somehow gotten behind her on the right having come apart. They mentioned that a huge fly had landed on the meat before she got it back together.

They asked if I would like to join them and I did. I may have had a bite of her hamburger or one of my own (?).

I dreamt that I was spending the night at Briana’s. She was in bed with her dad, with her head at the other end. She mentioned to me about pulling the grey ends of the sheets / bedding at the corner because she was getting cold (?) / feeling a breeze. I helped smooth it out.

During the night, I went to use the restroom, not closing the door because I was used to keeping it open. I heard a couple knocks at the door, thinking it odd at this time of night, and got up to close the door, that was to the left of me, as her dad went to get the door.

I dreamt that a lady was telling me to go find the Utah girl and I flat out told her no.

(From June 2, 2019) Snow

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was outside with other people. Seems we were waiting for someone / thing. There was a small layer of snow of the ground that wasn’t old but also wasn’t new. I picked up a ball of some that had some dried grass blades (?) in it. A girl told me not to eat it. I was thinking that I could if I wanted to. I don’t remember what I did with it.

Someone threw up some fairy dust up in the air, or saw it there, and mentioned it to everyone. The colors I remember were soft pink on top and purple on bottom.

There was a girl there who was shorter than me, heavy, semi long light brunette hair. Her facial features were on the borderline of being down syndrome. She was able to make herself invisible. There was an older man there who wanted to be with her, going after her. She found a couch around a corner to the left of where this guy was. She decided to lounge there to rest away from him. I gave her a questioning look about whether that would / could be a good place.

The guy finally found the couch and this girl relented and decided to let him see and touch her.

I dreamt that there was a giant couch made of concrete in the middle of a body of water between Canada and the states. It was facing the states. It was a reminder for us to be friendly with each other.

(From June 3, 2019) Already Dead

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a guy was pressing a gun to the left side of a guy who was laying on his side. I don’t remember what the guy with the gun was initially supposed to do but he shot a couple rounds into the other guy’s body, saying a word or two as he did so. The words I woke with the words “File” and Folder” though those weren’t the words he was saying.

The guy being shot had an x over his lips like bullets have. I don’t remember if he was already dead or not. Possible he was.

There was a different reason why the shooter was there with the body but he was evil and turned it into something sinister.

I dreamt that a guy was underneath a commercial BMW lawnmower but it wasn’t hurting him. I was looking at the guy through the perspective of the lawnmower, as if I was it. The view shifted slightly so that I could see it to the left of me, showing the “nose” end of it. It was grey.

At first it was the open kind with the seat on top of a disc but then it changed so that it had a “door” (?) like a dune buggy.

I dreamt that I was somewhere with mom and Micalanne. I pronounced Mic’s name as “Mecalawn” with a slight accent (?). It had something to do with painting / dying nylons. I didn’t see hers but some people who were also there were laughing at hers because of the way she drew her line. Someone showed her how simple it was to make a straight line, as in a graph. Seems it was pointing down at an angle.

I dreamt something to do with Candace Cameron Bure and that she had been invited to go somewhere during the holidays. She talked to the people at the Hallmark channel to see if they wanted to document her journey there.

There was a 2-3 ft. gnome (?) that rotated, sitting / setting on top of a table, doing something with its arms. It was black and the background was also black / dark so it was hard to see much of the details. I’m not sure if it was in her house, where she went to, or where it was. It was a Christmas decoration.

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Wedding

I asked, “What is the meaning of the scorpion?” I dreamt that there was going to be a wedding and shouldn’t wait for family because they bring a whole different energy.

I dreamt that I put my right fingers in the butt of a guy who was on his stomach, and slowly moving them around.

(Dec 21, 2017 Trial)

I dreamt something about going to / through a modern black house as a trial run. 

(From Dec 20, 2017 In The Shadows)

I dreamt that I was hiding from someone, but don’t remember who. Then I was in a bedroom, in the shadows from the sun shining in. I don’t remember what I was doing.

Kyle was then at the window, wanting me to show myself. I didn’t want to just yet. He was getting angry at me, but it didn’t bother me. My head shadow accidentally appeared out of the shadows, but I quickly moved back in.

Kyle was then gone, and a young blonde LDS cop climbed up a ladder to the window to check if I was ok. I told him that I was ok, and that it hadn’t gotten to the point of having to take Kyle away. He is now sitting at the end of the bed with me.

I only have my garments on. He is telling my mom (?) that he’ll take care of me, meaning marriage. He tickles me between the legs for a few seconds. I become conscious of the hair on my chest, and breasts, and cover them up with my arms after pulling my garment top up.

I dreamt that I’m in a car with someone. I realize that we’re going to Utah. I’m worried because I didn’t know, and so didn’t bring anything, and worried about how I was going to take care of my hair on my face. The young cop then shows up. I tell him that I didn’t bring anything, and he says that he’ll take care of it.

I dreamt that Bart drove me to Utah in a blue Mini Cooper. It took him only about 30 minutes. When we were driving along the rocks / hills / mountains, he had a song turned up. I don’t remember what it was. I was sitting behind the passenger seat and thinking that the people in the other cars should be able to hear, and wondering why they don’t.

When we got to Utah, the road then became flooded. There was a lady, and I asked / said something to her about it. I don’t remember what I said, how / what she responded. 

Before (?) we got to that point, there was a young man driving an ’80’s grey / blue Cadillac. He had dark hair, and perhaps a goatee (?). He came around a corner on the left, fast, and bumped the brake light. Bart gave no attention to him, so he drove away to the right. His intentions are to get people’s information by causing “accidents”.

I questioned the people, in the car, making sure that I had my stuff, and they agreed that I did. I was prepared this time, but for what? 

After Bart brought me to Utah, he disappeared, assuming family would take care of me. 

I saw a printing of an article (?) praising this young man on the good he does, with a picture of him. When we got to Utah, where I saw this, I saw the cop again, and told him the real intentions of this guy. I wasn’t sure if I would recognize him, but as he got closer, his strong features assured me that I did recognise him.

I dreamt something about ghosts, and not being able to get to them because of being fenced in.

I dreamt that I was at (a) church in Utah, in one of the rooms. One with an accordion divider? There were three young women (blonde?), each with their own white trash bag. 

They were going to go through trash and keep what they liked. I told them, “Whatever floats your boat.” Someone said that this is what the dairy girls do on the farm.

I dreamt of an older knowing woman ghost, wearing a shirt that says, “Film the crew.” There was something else written.

Married 

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I had gotten married to a guy from online that I had only known a short time. He lived in Utah (wasn’t excited about that) in an apartment / condo. He had some money because his family owned a farm, which he quit shortly before we had gotten married, and now worked for a blinds company. 

The first several days I slept on the couch. I had wondered about him feeling the hairs on my face. He would walk past me in the morning, while I was sleeping, getting ready for work. He did mention something about that, but don’t remember what. The weekend after being there, I hadn’t taken a shower the night before, and I still had my shoes on. 

I had taken the orange and white tabby cat with me. That night, my husband was in the bedroom and told me to come get the cat. On my way, I noticed that he had two black dogs. 

He was lying on his left side, facing away from me, on the bed, which was in front to my left. He only had white sheets on. The tabby was on the other side of him.

In the morning, his son and daughter and mom showed up. I wasn’t wearing any bottom pj’s. I didn’t get up until after they had come in, and started talking. There was a quilt that I started folding, pretending that I was interested in.

His son asked him why he quit the farm. I don’t remember if he responded.

He and his mom ended up in the kitchen (?). I could hear her tell him that if we had any children that they would need to go with him to church (seemed he was a different religion) because of me being from the lower class. When they came back, I creepily asked her if I scared her, and then started to tell her that what she thinks of me is only a reflection of her. I didn’t get it all the way out because someone else (husband?) started talking.

My husband then called me “B’s / Bees”. I looked down at my shirt and saw that it was black and yellow horizontal stripes. I don’t know if that was why he called me that, or if he was just having fun with my name.

I then was sitting on the couch, in the middle, and my husband then came over and sat by me, on my right. He said something about gum. I mentioned that I hadn’t had any for years, for 10 years. He was shocked. I had a feeling that this was also the first time I talked, and that I had kept closed up until now.

I saw the family farm house, looking at the front, and noticed a bunch of white vehicles to the right, on the other side of a fence. I figured they belonged to all of the family. I don’t know if I was actually there, or if it was a vision within the dream.

Somewhere, there was something about each time I did an action, it would be forgotten, as if God would forget it.

The family all gathered together that night for a celebration outside. Someone was announcing the names of the people who showed up, like royalty do. When my name was called, only one person asked who I was. The other people were busy involved in the celebrations.

I saw about six white open cases, vertically lined up, for sunglasses, with them inside. I must’ve taken one because when my name was called, I had a bit of fun when I took them off. I was thinking that my husband must be thinking how pretty I was / am.

I didn’t see him, but saw a guy talking loudly, in front of me, surrounded by the people there. I moved to my left a little in case I was blocking the way for anyone behind me, and sat down on the lawn.

I then heard singing, and looking in front of me, I saw my husband on the other side of the crowd, facing my direction. He was singing, with a guitar, for his daughters (had at least three it felt like), so that they could record it and use for their ring tone. Seems they were cheerleaders, or something similar.

He then started singing the ending, and a lady then started singing her song for the same reason, but for everyone.

I then saw Cari walking, from left to right, with Amy and Micalanne walking a short distance behind her. Amy and Micalanne were telling Cari what a great person I am. Cari, never looking back, playfully acted as if she didn’t know who I was, knowing that Mic and Amy didn’t believe what they were saying.

Still Here 

(From May 26, 2018)

I dreamt about having children before marriage? I realized that I’m still (t)here.

I dreamt something about how I like to play games.

(From May 24, 2018 On The Way Out)

I asked if Ali is the husband who will take me to the temple. He wasn’t in my dream, but I heard (beautiful?) music.

I dreamt that I was in someone’s house and was on my way out. One of my flowery (brown) shirts (I used to have) was on the top of a coat hanger thing with other clothes. I took it, knowing, in case, I may need it later. 

As I was about to leave, I heard someone to my left become horrified at some type of creature by them. It was dark outside and I got into Judy’s small car to take home, knowing she could walk to come get it. I was living in the house, I think, with Ali.

The road in front of the house was narrow and there were a couple cars going either direction. I was going right, slowly moving so that I wouldn’t get hit and that I wouldn’t hit anyone / thing.

The house was only a couple blocks away on the right side at the end of the street. For some reason, I was going fast. There were two dogs in front of me with exaggerated rounded bodies. They didn’t move and I didn’t slow down.

One, and then the other, came up the hood, hitting the windshield, but not getting hurt. When I saw them on the street, they looked mean, almost as if they had rabies. 

There was a brick wall at the end of the street with a person sized opening in the middle. Some of the cats were out and luckily I didn’t hit them after the dogs. I was able to stop the car before hitting the wall. 

(From May 23, 2018 Blindfolded)

I asked the same question. I dreamt of him being a white dwarf / midget. 

I dreamt of him wearing a tux, facing right with a blindfold on, standing next to a wedding dress. 

Add More Water

I asked, “How do I block the entity from entering my body?” I dreamt that the family, extended as well, got back from a celebration for my dad. The driveway (area) was curved up by the house, with plenty of space, and covered, like how wealthy people have. 

I saw that the cat’s water bowl was low and that I needed to add some more water. 

Dad was complaining about the shape / outline of the lawn. Knowing that it was shaped like that when we moved in, I snapped back, “Don’t blame me for the shape of it!” I wasn’t standing by him.

I then was in my room. Briana was sitting on the edge (upper right?) facing the wall (?). A couple extended family members were there as well. It was dark enough to turn on a light, but it was not. 

In the middle of changing, I was topless and stood / placed myself where the outside light would hit / light up my breasts, wanting to show them to Briana, without letting the others see / trying to hide my breasts from them so they wouldn’t see. 

I dreamt that I was in a successful man’s house. He had a lot of children (all girls?). I was standing in a corner of a white hallway, looking to the right. The walls had white painted wood, looking like big picture frames (don’t know what the design is called). I was staring at them, thinking / wondering if this is the house I see in my dreams.

The girls each had their own room. Their doors were decorative, with a small lamp on the front of the door. 

One of the older girls worked at home. She was on her computer, talking to a small toy size colorful robot looking man who was her boss. She was sharing her screen with him, showing that a YouTube video continually becomes staticy. People had been complaining about it.

He told her to get something from stepped plastic that was in the middle of a hallway. As she got it, I realized that the plastic was separate from the house, and not actual steps to a second floor / story, as I was wondering how I was going to walk up them.

(From June 15, 2018 Sex)

I asked what I was prepared for. I saw myself with lots of money and part of a “power couple” . 

I dreamt of sex. 

I dreamt of being at the 99¢ store, looking for toothpaste. The store looked like Bed, Bath and Beyond. I found a white metal bin with toothpaste. I was going to get Aquafresh, but I saw some light brown toothpaste instead. I don’t remember the name of it. The tube was clear.

The bin of toothpaste was at the left end of the aisle. On the other end were sponges attached to clear tubes meant for washing dishes. The sponges had been used and some were barely there. Amy, and Judy were there, and I think other family members.

I saw a list of benefits of consensual sex. I didn’t see all of them. I’m not sure if healing was one of them, or if I put it there.

New Here

I dreamt that I was in a shop, with other women, at the bottom of a Hilton hotel. I saw some (different shades of) blue necklaces hanging on a horizontal pole, maybe a foot above me. They were about navel length.

I then went to other places, to look around. I mentioned to a male worker there that I was new there. I then went back to the necklaces so that I could try one on. They were gone. I walked to other places, looking for them, but not finding them.

I dreamt of a Mexican man, with tattoos. Again, I was with other people. I don’t remember what we were saying but he said that he’s a chiropractor and he was from Oahu.

He had been helping a woman who was homeless and had two boys. He had found her a place to live. I saw her from the back. I noticed that she was wearing expensive winter clothes. I was going to judge her for wearing them but realized that she needs them to stay warm.

(From July 5, 2018 Tell Him )

I asked if Ali is a father. I saw the back of the Utah girl wearing a short / mini skirt with the bottom right lifted up (like when a backpack lifts shirt) showing her underwear. 

I dreamt that I was to marry a guy in the royal family. I was with a couple people discussing it. I then excitedly said, “Let’s go tell him”, so we went.

I dreamt of looking at a younger picture of me (on a screen?) with a couple of people. They were noticing my puffy cheeks.

I dreamt that I asked if some people have sex so that they’ll know what it feels like to have to repent. The answer was yes. 

Not As Vivid 

(From July 26, 2018)

I asked for the name of the person Ali is a father of. I dreamt that I was somewhere with rectangular tables that were lined up end to end. I don’t know how many rows. I was there for instruction / education. I had put my stuff on the floor to save my space.

An older man then came and sat to the right of that space, barely giving me any room to sit. I was annoyed at this / him but moved my stuff without grumbling because of his age. 

I had a nice purse (?) under the table (blue handles?) and moved it to the back left corner of the back of D.I. where they had the items stored that were to go out on the floor. 

I dreamt that a young blonde woman (20’s) was getting married. She was taller than me. She was waiting for her husband who I saw but not as vivid as her. She had a belt, and I think eyelets at the bottom of the dress. I don’t remember the sleeves but think they may have been short.

I was wishing that I had gotten married when I was that young. I was thinking that they were getting married that day as it was the last day of the earth and they wanted to be together after death.

I was alone, no family / friends around me, but I wasn’t lonely. I then thought about how I had been married to Kyle and the scriptures about no marriage after death. I then saw cats and other animals / things on top of clouds, on the earth. 

I was starting to feel the vibrations inside the earth getting ready to explode. The animals / things on the clouds then slowly fell below the clouds. Everything / surroundings was white. I was thinking / wondering, “Weren’t we supposed to be lifted up in the sky before this happened?” 

 It was then my turn to fall down. It almost felt like being in a container, though I wasn’t, but I was contained. As I was slowly falling, I was pleading to God, saying, “Oh, God! Oh, God!” I then dropped onto another earth beneath me. 

As soon as I did, Steve went to a / the bathroom and when he did, poop started coming up through all the pipes everywhere, including the toilet that I was on, touching me and I was disgusted by that. I had a box of clothes to the right of me and I was thankful none got on the clothes and as soon as I thought that a little bit ended up on them.

I had ended up in Amy ‘s house when I dropped. Her back screen door slowly opened as if someone small was coming in, but no physical person was there. I watched with trepidation as it opened, swinging open to the left, outward. 

Ali was in one of the back bedrooms, looking like his bedroom, and I heard him make a noise as if being startled awake. I had a sense that he had “awoken” finally.

Didn’t Want To

I asked, “Is there anything Ali remembers where he questioned the relationship with that girl?” I dreamt that there was a bright light / it was lit up next to my head as I was in bed. I didn’t want to open my eyes / look.

I dreamt of Julia Roberts / Nicole Kidman sitting in front of me on my right, facing the bottom left. She was wearing big 80’s style glasses. The left side frame, and lens, were darker, as if shades / sunglasses. I was thinking that that was interesting. She was talking to a group of people about buying the San Mateo property (which had thousands of acres, in the 5 digits) and something about deductions.

I dreamt of walking into an older man’s office as he was pulling a black (file?) cabinet, on the left, next / near the wall. Seems that he was a counselor at a hospital. I saw that he didn’t have any arms, and thinking that if he can do that, then we with arms have no complaints. Seems he was lying down, and maybe the cabinet, as he was pulling it. I told him, “You know, you could have”, (asked for help, implied). I then saw that he had arms, but his hands weren’t formed correctly.

He then went to lie down on an aluminum chair, where the legs can stretch out. He was dressed as if at the beach. His secretary had big breasts, wearing a bikini top (all I saw). Her breasts were tattooed with big flowers. I was thinking that that must’ve hurt.

We were in a hospital room, don’t remember why. The Siamese cat showed up, and I asked her if she was ready to go. The other cats then showed up, including an orange and white tabby who has adopted us. He was hissing / growling at the man (?). There was also a white and tan / creme dog. The man was telling me something about the animals.

I was thinking about if I was to get together with him, would I have sex before marriage, or would he be ok with waiting until after? How would he react when he saw me?

I dreamt something with John Candy.

One Last Load

I said to give me a clarifying dream of who my husband is. Before falling asleep I saw a woman nursing a baby on her left breast / giving her breast to the baby to nurse. 

I don’t remember the chronology of these dreams so I’m writing as they come to mind.

I saw a wet black dog lying on the ground. Seems it was during “cowboy” days as there was one several yards away, with a horse, in back of the dog. I mentioned something about the dog being wet, then noticed some water to my left that was several feet(?) deep. As when it rains and the ground isn’t able to soak it up. 

I dreamt of a short Asian lady spirit going in clockwise circles around a round table. There was something about a seance (even though nobody was there) and someone’s relatives. I started walking to her, making strange noises, speaking weird words, to get her to leave. She never acknowledged me until I got to the table. 

I was telling Ali about a dream I had (I’m still dreaming) about him having rifles and one was hanging on a door. It had one last live round that needed to be shot. (I think the spirit lady said that it needed to be shot.) He also had a couple single rounds on their own out in the open. One of them he accidentally dropped.

I dreamt that I was watching Chesapeake Shores (Hallmark). The family was sitting around the table reciting a poem. They did this every so often because they love the poem, and so they wouldn’t forget it. 

The girls of one of the characters, along with their grandmas (great also?), were down below on another part of the property. Either one of them, or someone from the rest of the family, mentioned something about eclectic. The two parties were close enough to hear the others conversation. 

I dreamt that I was married to an older man (60’s / 70’s). I was sitting and he was standing in front of me, on my right. I undid his zipper and slowly pulled his pants down. He took hold of my breasts. I saw what looked like a thread pulling away from his penis. I smelled urine, and saw a bit on his underwear or his pocket. He was small and shriveled. He made fun of this. I didn’t want to go any further after smelling the pee. 

I dreamt something about Mando at work and then using the restroom.

Mark wanted the family to go to Utah to say goodbye to his family. I was thinking that I could get off work somehow so that I could go. We were by the restroom where Mando was. I reminded them of this and they became quieter.

Pleading

A couple killed a man (relative?) with a pick while he was sleeping. The woman had the pick laying on his chest then slowly dug it in. I had pleaded for them not to do it. Because of the way it was done, the police believed that it had been done several hours before. The couple were nonchalant about it after. When I woke, I wondered why I didn’t report them.

I dreamt something about a pool cleaning truck driving by, from right to left.

I dreamt something about being in a small plane / jet with Mark. There was room to move around.

I dreamt something about ants crawling over my change.

I keep forgetting about a dream that I had several days ago. I was urinating, and it then turned into (menstrual?) blood, which then seeped out onto the floor. The blood looked like it does when some of it is clear as if it was mixed with egg whites.