No One Came

I asked, “Did my spirit visit Ali while he was in Africa?” ( last year the voices told him that I had.) I dreamt that some relatives of the neighbor had moved in with him and his wife. Ali’s house belonged to my parents instead of him.

The relatives had a bedroom facing mine. Everyone was trying to figure out how to situate the rooms (my family in my room) so that we’re not looking at each other. I told my mom, between whisper and normal, that I was here first (meaning that I shouldn’t have to reconfigure my room).

I dreamt that the family was in the garage. I don’t remember why. Judy swore, and then a little later, said that Zac was averse (used that word?) to religion. I almost said, “You are too”, but decided not to.

The family went back inside the house, closing the door, which was a regular size (or a little bigger), but had the garage door “crinkly” look. I don’t know why I stayed behind / didn’t go in.

After the door closed, walls started to appear all over, and closing in. I started loudly crying, figuring that they should have heard me since they had just walked in. No one came.

I banged on the door. Still, no one came / showed up. I cried so hard that my voice was getting hoarse, making it hard to cry / make noise. I started becoming conscious at the end of being enveloped in.

I dreamt that I was lying down, in a (semi?) public area, inside. A bearded man (husband?) was there. I teasingly asked him if he wanted to look below. He started to enter me a couple times. He was just long enough to fit.

The woman was then someone else, and I was out of the (somewhat) secluded narrow (like in the e r) room that we were in (no door). They were having sex to have a baby. They had two older children (boy and girl 6 – 8), and maybe a baby inside with them. The boy and girl were standing at the doorway, sometimes looking in at what they were doing.

(From March 24, 2018 Covering My Heart)

I dreamt that I was wearing a brace around my body / chest covering my heart. I would only wear this when I went to bed at night. I was listening to loud, on the dark side, music while looking for the cord that plugs into the brace.

I was looking in the cupboards above the counters in the kitchen where it’s usually kept, but couldn’t find it. I’m thinking that perhaps mom had put it somewhere else, though I wasn’t able to do a thorough check because some giant “monsters” (think Andre the giant) appeared because of the music.

I then frantically tried to remotely change the music to something calmer. I may have finally been able to do it before rushing away, but not sure.

One of the giants said something to me, but I didn’t respond. I ran upstairs to my bedroom, closing the door and hiding in the closet where I had one of my crocheted afghans.

I started to get the afghan ready to cover and hide when I heard a knock on the door. When I didn’t respond, they left. The good thing about this dream is that they weren’t attacking me.

I dreamt that I was seeing a tall building on a green hill that looked to be about two windows wide. This was a house for sale and there were two young people standing outside in front wanting to look inside to see about buying it. I realized that this was part of a reality show.

I dreamt that those two people had won the lottery and it was now showing them back home in a trailer park. Their trailer was so run down outside that it about looked like a shack.

Inside were these two (in their 20’s), their baby (not yet a year but not newborn), and a friend of his and a friend of hers. His friend was sitting next to the baby, saying something to me. The baby was sitting near a window, moving the curtains to look outside. Watching this, I realized that I had seen this episode before.

Outside, the baby’s mother came out upset, walking with white shorts that had an opening on the right side showing where her butt touches her leg. She walked over to the trailer next to them on the right. They (she & friends) were trying to persuade her husband / boyfriend to cash the lottery check so that they (he & family) could get some food and move into a better place.

I was standing to the right of the door to go inside, looking past it in the direction the girl had gone. A set of parents (his?) came over to see if they could convince him. They were both skinny, weathered and with long hair (seems he had).

I dreamt that the people / producers of the show had put up some writing on the screen at / after the last scene describing something about making this show for 15 years and learning from it (there was more to it). I was at an angle on the right front of the tv so that I didn’t get all of what it said. 

I dreamt that the girls friend was wearing what looked like a black bra / tube top barely covering on the bottom. She had a fishnet type thing over it. The black thing underneath kept moving up. She was looking at someone across the way debating on whether to go over. She finally did.

I dreamt that this young guy was walking around naked in a mall. I only saw from the back. Everyone was looking at him, shocked to see him there like that. 

I saw the girl, and her friend, walking from one end to the other as if going to see someone. She had her hands covering her breasts (? I was behind) as she walked. She was wearing a top with spaghetti straps that were down on her arms.

I was wondering why she didn’t pick up her straps to fix her shirt so that she wouldn’t have to keep her hands on her chest, but then I realized I didn’t know the situation since I was in back of them.

I dreamt that I was talking with Jay Leno, who happened to look young, asking him what was the first car he bought. I think he may have said Nissan, and he was giving the details.

There was someone else there with me, but not sure who (young Steve maybe?). He then was comparing the age of the car to me and I told him that I was born in 1972. 

I then wasn’t sure to ask more questions, but then the thought came to me that I need to “ask one to be one.” I then asked if he still buys , and I think he said yes. I wanted to ask how often, but I started waking up.

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Pressure

(From April 19, 2018)

I asked who the spirit lady is, and asked what her purpose is. I dreamt something about me being pressured to do something.

I dreamt something about being an old soul.

I dreamt of a sandstorm coming on me from behind, but I had a blanket to cover me. 

I dreamt about reading a scripture that was one, or two verses long that was an answer to a guy’s question, mentioning something about writing. 

The thought came to me about being ready for summer.

(From April 18, 2018 Shave It)

I dreamt that I was driving him on some back streets to the back of Stater Bros. (grocery store). The houses looked different. I saw an older couple, from church, walking up their driveway to the house. 

On the sidewalk was a young lady who I thought looked like one of Ali’s past students. A few feet behind her was a tall guy, who had mental problems, wearing headphones and jumping up and down, dancing to the music. Both of these were mixed race. I mentioned to Ali that they looked like his students. 

I drove up the beginning of the parking lot, with there being a little hill / bump to drive over. It took some slow power to get over it but I knew the lot would be smooth after.

Ali told me to “Shave it baby, Shave it”, meaning about my pubic area.

(From April 17, 2018 Let Him Hear)

I dreamt of a grey long bed truck with a woman driver. 

I dreamt that I was crossing a street with water on it. There were three cars waiting for me to cross. The first one got impatient and went in front of me, turning left. I was slipping a couple times on the water but never fell, always managing to keep my balance.

I dreamt that I was with other people having a fun time (?) when I heard a man quietly say that it was time to go (to another fun place?). 

The scripture, “He who hath ears to hear, let him hear” came to me.

Still Here 

(From May 26, 2018)

I dreamt about having children before marriage? I realized that I’m still (t)here.

I dreamt something about how I like to play games.

(From May 24, 2018 On The Way Out)

I asked if Ali is the husband who will take me to the temple. He wasn’t in my dream, but I heard (beautiful?) music.

I dreamt that I was in someone’s house and was on my way out. One of my flowery (brown) shirts (I used to have) was on the top of a coat hanger thing with other clothes. I took it, knowing, in case, I may need it later. 

As I was about to leave, I heard someone to my left become horrified at some type of creature by them. It was dark outside and I got into Judy’s small car to take home, knowing she could walk to come get it. I was living in the house, I think, with Ali.

The road in front of the house was narrow and there were a couple cars going either direction. I was going right, slowly moving so that I wouldn’t get hit and that I wouldn’t hit anyone / thing.

The house was only a couple blocks away on the right side at the end of the street. For some reason, I was going fast. There were two dogs in front of me with exaggerated rounded bodies. They didn’t move and I didn’t slow down.

One, and then the other, came up the hood, hitting the windshield, but not getting hurt. When I saw them on the street, they looked mean, almost as if they had rabies. 

There was a brick wall at the end of the street with a person sized opening in the middle. Some of the cats were out and luckily I didn’t hit them after the dogs. I was able to stop the car before hitting the wall. 

(From May 23, 2018 Blindfolded)

I asked the same question. I dreamt of him being a white dwarf / midget. 

I dreamt of him wearing a tux, facing right with a blindfold on, standing next to a wedding dress. 

Bigger and Better

(From May 26, 2018)

I dreamt that I attract people who need healing. As one guy was talking to me, I thought that I don’t need to heal him. (I had recently read about healers who attract these people.)

I dreamt that Stephanie was going on to bigger and better places / things. 

I dreamt that I was somewhere where there was chocolate / ice cream / desserts. I didn’t want / need at the time but as I was leaving, I decided to grab a couple for later. 

I dreamt that I grabbed a Riesen chocolate because I had wanted to try it.

(From May 23, 2018 Big Deal)

I saw a man handing me a black baby boy.

I dreamt that Zak was a toddler / baby and he whispered that my name is no big deal (not famous).

(From May 22, 2018 On Time)

Two thoughts came to me : 1) my mom and I just broke up, 2) Arrival – on time 

(From May 21, 2018 Doing It Right)

The thought, “(The) white goat has turned black.”

 The lyrics, “I found love in you. Doing it right. Doing it right.” from the Oh Wonder song, “Lifetimes” keep going through my head.

(From May 20, 2018 Able To Pay)

I asked, “Who am I?” I dreamt that mom was talking to Sara about Jana. Sara said that Jana isn’t who we think she is, and got up to get some pictures / documents (don’t remember which) to show. 

Sara said that Jana had gotten drunk in Denmark and (I think was locked up) was able to pay in full so that she wouldn’t miss her flight back home. I was then having a regular conversation with dad with me on his and mom’s bed.

I dreamt of walking past a bedroom and seeing two small brown tattooed hands on the bed moving. I was about to keep going but stopped to see who it was. 

It was a short Mexican man who I had seen in here for the past couple of weeks who somehow gets in to sleep then leaves before people see him. Someone said that he’s a bartender. He scared me because he isn’t supposed to be here.

I dreamt of a grid of illustrated children. There may have been 12 squares but I’m not sure. 

The thought came to me that macular degeneration takes away our power.

Recording

I asked, “Why does the entity keep entering me?” I dreamt of being in a classroom after the class, in church. I think I was in England because all, or mostly all, had the accent. 

There were quite a few pregnant women, and a young tall one with long blonde hair, just above the hips, who looked like she was still a teenager.

There was a tall woman who I recognized (from the streets?) who had two boys (teens?). She was standing by the door, facing right, talking to another woman. She had cut her short brunette hair so that the back and sides were close to the head.

I dreamt something about listening to (somewhat) loud music on a Sunday, and thinking how I get after others (in my head) for doing so. 

Ali was there, another female, and others (?). I was listening to the Thompson Twins on a record. Ali was saying something about the quality / thinking it was bad / poor, and suggesting ways to make it better. We told him that it wasn’t a recording / wasn’t recorded.

I dreamt that I was in France, staying with a woman. I asked her when I was going back home. She said that I was going back (on) May 28. I repeated that several times, asking her, to make sure I heard correctly because I had thought that I was only going to be there for two weeks.

(From June 13, 2018 Staying Away)

I dreamt that I was in a glass booth / room / office with a robot who was playing music. There were other people there, outside of the booth. He may have been playing for them, or not. 

I was asking him what he wanted. He wasn’t answering so Michelle Obama and Joe Biden’s wife showed up, walking through a door on the outside on the other side on the left. They were humbly coming to ask forgiveness (?) of / from this robot.

A baby boy suddenly appeared on the robot’s left side, in a suit, and slid across a bench into a small seat where another baby was sitting. The baby looked like Bryce.

I started becoming emotional when I realized that the robot wanted me to have a child so this other baby could have a friend. 

In my head I then heard two knocks on my door and a man telling me, “We’ll guide / glide you into it.” 

I dreamt that Ali suggested going to Utah, and I said, “No. I’m staying away from that state because of her.” 

 I dreamt that the Utah girl’s breasts were smaller than mine.

Lot Of Change

(From July 3, 2018)

I dreamt that I was putting / stuffing a lot of coins in my little blue coin purse and I said, “I like a lot of change.” I may have added a little too much so that I had to take some out so I could close the purse.

There was a covered up dumbbell and a lady asked if it was that, or a bone. 

I was trying to remember what to say to expel evil. I think I finally did remember what to say.

I saw the Utah girl sitting on a toilet and nothing coming out.

(From July 2, 2018 Different Dates)

I dreamt something about different dates for the Taurus sign (they’re not always consistent). 

I saw a bird and knew that it always showed up after Ali and the Utah girl had sex. I knew what type it was when I saw it, but don’t remember. The bird was a sign that they shouldn’t be doing what they did. 

(From July 1, 2018 Job Done)

I dreamt that my vehicle (Buick Park Ave?) was submerged in water and I had to push it out so that I could drive it. 

I dreamt something about Judy in a car and being excited to see her and showing someone that she was (t)here. 

I dreamt about a guy needing to trim his hair. I took him to the bathroom(s) we had in the main level (and above?) but they weren’t sufficient so I took him to the basement and that was white and all clean and big enough to get the job done. 

(From June 29, 2018 11:11)

I dreamt that there was a big man inside a / the house wanting to hurt people so we all got out. After a while, after he had left, I went back inside and there was calming music playing that he had put on. I thought that odd.

I dreamt that I was in the / a house with other people. I think Joe Vitale was there. I saw that the time was 11:11 so I showed it to him, giving him a look as if to say, “You know what they say about 11:11.” 

 I then saw a Siamese cat pacing back and forth by the sliding glass doors to outside. Joe started walking over to let it out and I told him the cat’s name is “Samaria” ( Sam a ria). The cat hid under a coffee table that was there but soon came out when it saw it was going to be let out.

I dreamt that I was in Greece, looking down at the coastline. In the right the coast came out like a triangle tip. There was “netting” over the tip that was a cream color. I think it was made out of plants / nature. 

I then (don’t remember exact order of events) was on the ground and saw a fire across the water. People were saying how pretty it looked. I was disturbed by this and said / thought that there were homes over there.

Coming out of the smoke / clouds I saw a formation of Jesus. I wanted to get a picture of it with my iPod so I started taking pictures but the formation was gone as soon as it showed up.

I then saw a woman walking toward me, on my right, wearing a horizontally striped shirt / outfit. As she passed me, I half loudly said, “Thanks for showing your nipples” because they were coming out from between the stripes. Her breasts were fallen half way down.

12 Days

(From July 8, 2018)

I dreamt that Mark and I were laying in bed, me on the right, and I bent down to give him a bj. I knew that it was Mark but it had been so long since I’ve had any and I was enjoying it. It seems that at some point he became Ali. I started playing with his balls. He said something to me but don’t remember. 

I dreamt that the tarot cards with the cups were bending backwards for me. 

I dreamt that people were bringing me gifts from 12 Days of Christmas, similar to how people b(r)ought gifts to Solomon. 

(From July 7, 2018 Backwards)

I asked if the Utah girl gave birth to a baby. I think I saw Oprah and her name was spelled backwards.

(From July 6, 2018 Red and White)

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a lady had moved to the mountains and saying how everything is so expensive. I reminded her that she lived in the mountains and that everything is more expensive, well, almost everything (I’m sure that there are some small things that aren’t). 

We were inside a building with others for an event / gathering. Either she, or another lady, had gotten 3 discs / circles (seemed flat like a sticker). Two of them were red and white and about the size of a dime / penny, maybe a bit smaller. These had the number 100 on them. The other one was bigger, about the size of a quarter (?). I don’t remember the number on that one, or the color(s). Maybe the same but different look? 

She placed these on a counter in front of a couple guys. She didn’t know what they were. The guys saw them but didn’t think much of them at first but then saw the 100’s, and then got a little excited.

She then took them and went over to a slot machine (weren’t a lot there). I explained to her that whatever winnings she got, she could use one of the 100’s and multiply by that number. 

I had then gone to look in a conference size room where a guy and two ladies had gone. I was telling this lady (?) that I saw him (“that” guy), grimacing and looking down, with his shirt off and that he better had not been screwing with me (that they were having sex).

I dreamt that someone (in a blacked out vehicle, motorcycle?) was playing Imagine Dragons. I started to tell someone that the singer is LDS but I don’t think they were paying attention because there was a bunch of things going on. I was also going to say that I saw a picture of him at a concert with his shirt off.

I was sitting on a bench, at a church (?), and saw a vision of a dark wooden (?) sculpture / statue of a Lamanite man. I only saw the back of him. His hair was at least to his shoulders. I don’t remember if it was any longer. He had a couple individual braids with a couple of them tied (?) together. I was noticing how intricate the braids were. I saw what he was wearing but don’t remember. Seems a robe, but not sure. Seems like this man was at the end of the Book of Mormon.

As I was looking at him, he seemed to breathe for a couple seconds and I may have seen a little of the life back then.

There was a young girl and guy sitting on my right. I asked them if they knew this man (using his name but don’t remember it). After a couple seconds the boy looked him up and then told me. I then said that if they had to look him up then they don’t know him. I earnestly told them that they need to learn about him. I don’t know if they were going to, or just brush it off. 

I dreamt of a guy with a blonde girl and telling me her name was Lecithin and was saying something about her story. (I didn’t go over / reflect on this dream because I wanted to remember her name.)

Heaven

I asked if Ali has any mortal children. I saw 4 young children placing green sturdy / durable plastic stars in my (left?) hand. I didn’t look at them much, but they were holding the stars in the middle, as if there was a small handle / bridge for them to hold on to. There also may have been a string attached.

I dreamt of an 80’s band who re -released an album because it wasn’t popular the first time. There was a song on it called “Heaven”. 

I was reading something about them and it mentioned the lead singers name. It was something like Ozy, or Ozilund / Osilund.

I was also watching the video for the song which was about a brother / bandmate who had died.

I dreamt that I was eating a big piece of chocolate cake that had an extra / different flavor to it.

I dreamt that I had come back (from Vegas?) from a vacation. Briana wanted to take me somewhere. She was anxiously / frantically searching for two other people to go with us (because of our ages?). I had the impression that she wanted to have sex with me.

The word “Kalaliel” came to mind while I was sleeping.

Death / Darkness 

I asked again if the Utah girl was the spirit lady. I was being shown how they both said, and did, the same things (from what Ali told me).

I dreamt of a b&w kitten in a filled up glass measuring cup of water. I was showing it to someone(s). I realized that it had died because of the water, but then remembered that it was barely breathing to begin with. I was saddened by this but I wasn’t devastated.

 I dreamt of watching a movie called “Darkness”. I saw death, as a normal person, “chasing” a girl, who wasn’t able to outrun him. She finally exhausted herself and gave up.

 I then saw his right arm slowly lift and point, as if he was the camera. He had skeleton fingers like the Ghost of Christmas Future in A Christmas Carol. I then saw the girl wrapped in burlap (?) and dropped to the ground.

I dreamt that McDonald’s had started offering healthy /ier foods, which helped a location in a bad neighborhood, to be more successful. I asked a lady something about the owner, who was there helping out. She may have been his wife.

I dreamt of being at the church and needing to use the restroom. I went to the hallway on the right. I couldn’t find it. I walked up and down the hallway to make sure I didn’t walk too fast and miss it. I finally saw a door that said it used to be the Bishop’s (?) office.

I dreamt that I wasn’t wearing my glasses and my vision was blurry but clear enough to get around. They were in a room with my purse. I was searching for my glasses everywhere but where they were.

I dreamt of being in the chapel and the choir was going to sing. Someone said that if anyone wanted to come up and join them, they could. A group of women, holding the words, got up. 

There was a black guy, and family / wife, sitting up front, more to the right, in the congregation. He was in his 50’s / late 40’s, with some weight on him. He was wearing a lavender (?) shirt.

 He asked one of the guys sitting up on the stand, the McDonald’s owner, something but I don’t remember. He smiled and nodded. I was thinking that the black guy was either a new member, or he was just investigating.

I was sitting in the back behind the pews. There were two women standing, in my left, facing me, both nursing on their right breasts, covered. I was thinking that they were tall, or looked tall because I was sitting. The one on the left may have had long blonde hair. 

There was a couch / loveseat in front of me, facing me. There was another lady lying on it, with her head on the left. She also was covered, nursing a baby.

I wondered if I would see her breast when the baby let go, but she stayed covered. She then rolled on to her left side, cuddling up to someone else.

I dreamt that the wife on The Little People (TLC) was related to a guy in the 80’s group “El Dido”. She said how, but I couldn’t understand her.

I dreamt of a being with some women / girls. A wealthy lady came over, showing us some of her rings that she had in a jewelry box. She was letting us take one to keep.

I took one, and then a little later, I took another one that was wood with a design / carving on it. I was deciding which finger to put it on. The others gasped, were shocked when I took it.

Lock Him Up

I asked the same question. I saw the image of Ali being handcuffed, to later being locked up.

I dreamt something about with Aaron Goodwin being a bit irritated at something. The way something was written / not written?

(From July 23, 2018 Moved)

I asked the name of the Jewish neighbor. I dreamt of being at a parking lot at night, or when it was becoming night. I saw a blonde girl in a black Mercedes with the curved back, but was a different model from what I’ve seen before.

I then saw a black vehicle slowly leaving the lot, coming toward me and then to the left. I was thinking that it was this girl but saw that the vehicle was a heavy duty truck. I thought that I had been mistaken. I had said that I would like that car, the Mercedes, when I saw it. After the truck left, I saw that the Mercedes was still there and that I wasn’t wrong / mistaken, and I was relieved. 

I dreamt that I was in a living / family room and some foods / items from the / a party were moved to under the / a window in front of me. I was (going) to sleep in that area instead of a bedroom. 

I didn’t like the arrangement and a girl asked me about it. I told her that I didn’t mind those items being ordered as they were but didn’t like them in front of me in case of an earthquake or something else.

To the left of me was a black stereo. There was another room in back and to the left of me. Esther Hicks was in there holding the remote for the stereo. The room was a bit darkened but still light enough to be able to see. Someone could turn the music to their liking but if Esther didn’t like it, she could change it.

I dreamt that I was sitting outside in front of a strip mall. There was a grassy hill in front of me. There were female black Americans and black Africans. There was an American black girl sitting next to me on my left. My back was to the building. In front of me were walking several very tall (7ft?) and very thin African men. They wore turbans and tunics / African attire. 

As they came by us, one stopped, looked at me and the girl next to me. One of the tall men, and this girl, both spit, showing disgust for each other. The tall man continued on, with several others showing up as well. I asked this girl how does she expect peace in the world if they continue to do this.

I mentioned, so everyone could hear, that these men looked like they were from Ethiopia or somewhere close. The Africans there also said the same and mentioned several other countries but don’t remember which ones.

These men had come to be healed, or at least one / few of them. I wondered out loud whether the owner of the business that they went in to (last one on the left) purposely came to Riverside to get away from Ethiopia, or wherever he came from, or if he just happened to end up here. The doors to his business were open. No one went inside to see what was happening and these men didn’t come out.

I dreamt of a baby elephant, small enough to fit in my hand. There were no tusks but one was slowly coming / growing out. There was only supposed to be one. While it was transitioning, there were two for a couple seconds and then went back to one. 

I was asking the elephant about the tusks (why he didn’t have them / it yet?). He responded but I don’t remember the answer.

 The elephant then wanted to lay down. There was a small covered area that looked like a tunnel. There were several cats in there. The elephant went in there, growing to look like an alligator / crocodile, displacing the cats.