Left Behind

I asked, “What connection was lost?” I was being told something about being left behind.

I dreamt of being at a wood / log lodge with other people, on the way from somewhere, staying a couple days (or week) on the way home. It was Sunday. 

There were two guys in charge who were brothers. One was taller with a stronger build. The taller brother had planned something that he didn’t want the others to know (not sure what but not bad). The other brother told his wife, who got upset at the plan. The taller brother got upset at his brother that his plan had been revealed.

I was lying on a log / wood couch by the front door when they came in. The taller brother was getting after the brother for leaking the plan, and then left.

 I said something, scaring this other brother, who had a lean frame. I then apologized, saying that I thought they had seen me. I then brought up the couple who had gotten together because of being here, and not knowing how long it would’ve taken them if it weren’t for this excursion. I also mentioned that to the taller brother, becoming emotional as I was talking.

I had looked for some Christian music on the radio there because of it being Sunday, but didn’t find much to listen to.

I was sitting outside without a skirt, but did have a slip. I was thinking about my dreams where I was not ready to leave, so I told myself that I needed to get up and get ready.

I went over to the group, who were outside. Some of my cousins were there. I asked Micalanne where something of mine was. She would tell me different items where to look, in of them green, and asking her, “What (name of item)?

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Close(r) To Each Other

I asked, “What does my husband know?” I dreamt of letting the kitchen sink water run, filling a small plastic container, getting rid of the green stale water that was in it. 

I dreamt that someone had my dad’s scriptures, adding their own notes, and had put my scriptures, open, in place of them. I was upset.

I dreamt that Ali and I had moved to a different part of town where the houses are closer to each other / together. We sometimes would drive down this road. It was getting dark from the Sun going down.

The house across the street, and to the left, had a chimney. It looked like Batman was sitting on it, shaped from an Italian Cypress Tree. He was looking my direction, bent over with his right elbow on the left knee. As I kept looking, I saw that it was just the top of the tree (on the roof?). The house on their right had Autumn decorations on the roof. 

There was a neighbor (didn’t see) who was pretending to be friendly, but was actually waiting to kill me. I don’t remember the details of how they were going to trap me, but it might have been them wanting to show me something.

(From Aug. 27, 2018 Twisted Sister)

I dreamt that I was at Amy’s. Kyle had come back from the hospital the day before. 

I woke up from sleeping / nap and realized that I had left the glass door open in the back, exposing the screen. This frightened me, thinking that Ali was right about the cats being able to get out. Luckily I looked around and saw them inside. Their outside friend was eating.

There was music playing on a radio. It was a bit loud so I turned it down. As I did so, white noise was playing. I was too tired to adjust it, thinking that I would hear voices, but never did. It finally went back to the music.

A doctor showed up to check on Kyle. He brought two sons with him. He had Kyle sit on my lap with his back facing me. I saw that his wound had healed but still a bit nasty looking. 

Kyle then went to the bathroom. He had an erection, which Amy saw. When he came out, he kept saying that it wasn’t fair, having fun with the situation. I was thinking that there wouldn’t have been much to see.

Kyle got dressed to go somewhere. He was standing, wearing sweats. I noticed that his weight had gone down, and maybe less than when we met. 

He was dirty but didn’t smell. I either said out loud, or just thought, that he needed to clean up before going out. 

I had a couple wounds that had healed, but I could still see the layers of skin, as if stadium seating. One was on the middle of the inside of my right foot. Seems the other was on my chest. 

Amy mentioned something about letting Kyle and I stay a little bit longer because of our situation, not having children. She was also letting us stay until we decided what we were going to do.

Something about going to dad to ask him something and I was going to call him “Papa”. 

There was a bottle of Martinelli’s on the kitchen counter left over from New Year’s. I took the top off, and some spilled on the counter. 

The doctor’s boys were standing by the spill. Luckily there were napkins and other paper products on the table to soak it up. Bubbles were then rising out of the bottle after I picked it up. I was watching them as if it had been champagne. 

The doctor asked how much it cost. I told him that I didn’t remember but was thinking that I may have gotten it at the .99¢ store. 

I looked down at my chest and saw something white on my left breast cleavage area. It looked like a scab / ash. I picked at it and a tube started to come out, as if being able to connect / plug me into something, so I left it alone, not knowing what it was / how far / where it went.

I went to see the doctor, who was still there and looking at a book at the table, to ask him about it. I noticed that I was wearing a shirt with snaps instead of buttons and the top 3, or 4, were undone.

I dreamt of Oprah wearing a light blue puffy jacket even though the weather was warm. She was helping children out of a school bus.

I dreamt that of telling people / person to take the (bullet?) train because it’s quicker and a straight shot. 

I dreamt of a guy who I asked if he was related to Dee Snyder from the music group Twisted Sister. 

Keep In Touch

I asked, “How do I get rid of the attached spirits?” I dreamt that I found out that Hollywood was going to pick me, but chose Beyonce instead.

I was with a couple other females looking in my mom’s bright white bathroom mirror getting ready for something.

My peach fuzz was back, with a little extra so that it was more noticeable / moveable.

One of the girls was asking me if I wanted her to write down something that I had been told (another blessing?) and I told her yes.

I then left the bathroom, letting mom know that I was finished.

I dreamt that I was in the city where there was a concrete ramp (?) that went down and curved to the right. There was greenery all around. There was a level area at the top. I was with a young guy and girl who were nicely dressed and playing around with a soccer ball.

He asked me about my pictures and I told him that I have them on several websites. He suggested I take sport(s) pictures.

I dreamt that I was with some people and they were talking about when there was a serial killer in Idaho who would first kidnap his victims. Everyone had to keep in touch every day.

I dreamt of physically watching the making of a Talking Heads video for “Psycho Killer” (?). There was a moveable model of David Byrne that was a stand in for him.

I dreamt of Ali negatively pointing out an overlapping stomach on a female.

I dreamt of being told of being divorced after 3 (years?).

I dreamt of being in (the back of?) someone’s car with one, or two, other people.There were train tracks parallel to our left and another lane on the other side. There was a line of cars ahead of us, moving slow, and then stopped (?). This guy was going a little fast and hit the car in front of him, not being able to stop in time, which hit the car ahead of them.

The car in front of us crossed over the tracks, to the left, into a dirt field, waiting for us. His car turned into a dune buggy when he crossed over. Cars kept coming on the other side, same direction as us, so we weren’t able to cross. The other guy then decided to come back over, behind the line of cars behind us.

I dreamt something about / with Drew and Jonathan Scott.

Excited To See What Happens

I asked, “What should powerful parents know?” I dreamt something about being at a church function, and when I sat down at the end, noticed that I was naked when I was about to put on my garments and clothes.

I dreamt about a lady driving a lime green muscle cop car, from left to right, into the backyard. She got halfway and stopped. I was already out there, facing the house, then turned when she showed up. 

She had brown curled shoulder (blades) length, from what I could see, hair. I bent down up next to the passenger door, asking (verbally and non) her what she wanted, tapping on the windows. 

The Sun was starting to go down. I thought that I had seen a crow fly from the middle of the yard to the left, but also thought that there wasn’t one. I kind of pointed it out to her, asking if she had seen it, with no response. The windows were getting dark with the Sun going down and she started looking more creepy. 

I then saw the Siamese boy come bounding in the backyard, realized that I hadn’t heard or seen him for awhile. I was surprised that no one had taken him, and that he wasn’t harmed. I was wondering how to get him back in. I opened the back door, or got it ready, without being able to let the others out. He started to run past me and I was able to grab him without him hurting me.

The lady in the car then said something, as if something tragic had happened when she grew up here and then started to leave.

Her car then turned into a tow truck, or a truck from a towing company, like AAA. I was trying to determine the numbers behind the passenger door so that I could report her. I remember the first number was 5. 

She then ended up inside, driving same direction, stopping halfway to let her husband, holding a small cake / dessert, get in. Mom was sitting there, facing front, doing something, looking down, until I cleared my throat and she looked up. Dad sitting next to her right?

I dreamt that I was writing an apology on a plastic bag (that food comes in), with brown / rust color to a lady for my dad for an accident he caused.

I dreamt that Micalanne had filled a bathroom with all of her stuff, even though I was there first. I was talking with a guy about getting shelves put in for me. 

I dreamt that I was naked with a young (10 / 11?) Steve. I was leaning my breasts over him as he was sitting / lying down, like I did with Kyle.

I dreamt that I was with a young guy (18 – 22) with strawberry red hair. He said that he hadn’t been with someone who was bigger (weight) and was excited to see what happens. I then remembered that I had some toilet paper that I was using in place of a pad and mentioned that I needed to check, even though I pretty much knew it was clean. He then felt saddened by this. 

How To Pick A Partner 

I asked the question, “What should powerful moms (or was it parents?)  know?” I dreamt of a young (3 / 4) blonde girl walking on my right, going ahead of me. She was wearing shorts and I was noticing her long legs. I was wishing that I could go back in time and start over.

I dreamt of an old man, going deaf (only in the right?), asking if I would consider him. I don’t remember my response. He then gave me advice on how to pick a partner. 

I dreamt of Madonna as part of a British tv show. 

I dreamt of watching one of her music videos. She was skating down a street. I only saw the top half of her but knew that she was skating. Something caught her eye on her right. I remember seeing her eyeliner. I was wondering what it would be like to be her and to see what she sees.

I dreamt something about 4 (?) black young adults (2 male, 2 female?) leaning back in the trunk of a car, with it closed a bit. They left (don’t remember why) but had come back later. 

I mentioned to them that I didn’t think / wasn’t expecting for them to come back. The females were wearing wavy (relaxed wave) striped pants with a dark background. For some reason I asked one of them if those were animal prints, or just prints. She said that it was just a print.

Ali told me to only speak Spanish to him. I told him “No”.

Lost Connection

I asked, “What does my husband know?” I dreamt that I was in a somewhat darkened room with other people and the wall in front of me was full of tv’s all showing the top portions of 4(?) people. Obama was the last one on the right. They were able to see us. I quickly waved my hand at Obama. The connection was then lost and the tv’s shut down / off. I don’t remember what we did after.

I dreamt that I was in a classroom with two young (10?) boys. One of them was at the chalkboard in front of me with (pre?) algebra problems on it. 

The other boy was at the door to the right. He had a bit of weight to him. The boy at the chalkboard called him stupid. I told him not to say that and asked him how he feels when someone says / calls him that.

I mentioned that I liked doing these / this math when I was in school. The boy at the chalkboard then started erasing the math problems.

I dreamt that I had a tampon in past the time allotted and I had to keep reminding myself that I needed to take it out, because I couldn’t feel it.

Before I woke, I was looking at a piece of paper. I was trying to force myself to read, and remember, what it says. All I remember is the beginning of it which read, “All powerful parents need to know this.” It then explained but I didn’t get that far. 

I think I saw mermaids as I was being told something else.

Demanded

(From Aug. 29, 2018)

I asked the shaman question again. I dreamt that it was demanded of me to wake up, and the guy wasn’t mean, but he wasn’t nice. 

I dreamt that I had a type of spider on my left shoulder digging in / had dug in. I was wearing a short sleeve shirt. I was with some people and I must’ve said something about feeling pressure because a couple people checked to see what was going on. I didn’t see the spider. They were figuring out how to get rid of it. I woke a little and could feel the same pressure.

I dreamt that I was at a black person’s home. As she was walking me through (to the back?), I noticed that the walls were painted purple. I either thought, or spoke (to Ali?), that black people sure (do) like purple. 

I dreamt of a black butterfly with a touch of white by the tip of the wing(s) flying around. I asked it what it was trying to tell me. I put my hand out wanting it to land, not really expecting it to, and it did! 

(From Aug. 28, 2018 Royalty)

I dreamt of Muhammad Ali married to “royalty” (ultra wealthy person).

I dreamt that my mom was the one who was gone (dad passed in May). The family had rode together somewhere and I was thinking that mom should have been there and I started crying.

I dreamt that two young guys, wearing white tops that were a mix between waiter and chef, got locked up. I convinced the sheriff to let them go so that they wouldn’t be in there all day. 

One of the guys, or both?, started walking out but then turned back to hug the sheriff.

I dreamt that I was in a car / truck and we saw Phillip (regular customer at Starbucks) walking on the left and decided to pick him up and take him home. It must’ve been done before because he started coming toward us.

Getting Over It

I dreamt of bringing my red winter pj’s in my room from the drying rack.

I dreamt of hearing Christmas music after Halloween.

I dreamt that the concrete backyard was connected with the cat thief lady across the street. She let the orange and white (tabby?) cat out and he came over to eat, as if he was famished. The bowl was close to the border of both properties. I stood by him.

She had a friend over who told her about the cat eating. The thief lady came out, or only peeked out. Her house was flat with sliding glass doors. I gave a look at the friend, or said, or both, “Don’t even (think about?) coming over / touching this property.” I then said to the thief lady, “Karma.” And a couple seconds later, “That’s why your car was stolen.” They were both back inside at this point, and I could hear noise as if their nerves were rattled.

I dreamt that I was in line for an (amusement park?) ride, which curved a bit to the right up front. There were about 20 + / – shoes in the front, which were on a couple steps up.

The line was moving slowly and knew it would be a while for my turn to come. 3 hours? I was a little bit worried about how long the people (Amy?) I came with would wait for me. Still, I stayed, in case the line picked up.

I dreamt of sitting (stationary? in a bus?) with Coley (sister ex) in front of me, and a lady sitting on his right. She had an open notebook with “cancer” written on the left page. She had / has it and had gotten / is getting over it. She was upbeat about it. 

I was looking at Coley’s shirts (two layers) and was noticing what looked like a woman’s garment top. I wanted to tell him that he didn’t need to wear it anymore (because of his lifestyle), but didn’t.

I dreamt something about turning on an old tv, that’s used for video games, and turning on a video game. I was with a couple people. I realized that I didn’t know how to move the player, and took a while to figure out how to turn off the tv, mentioning that I didn’t know / wasn’t sure how to turn it off. 

I dreamt something about driving over a puddle.

Step Up

Last night I asked the question, “What does my husband know?” I dreamt that I was outside in back with Ali over by the old man neighbors house. We were by the brick wall and I asked him if he had looked over recently. He said that he hadn’t. The wall was tall to where we had to step on something to see over. 

I stepped up so I could see. There was a wooden fence on the border of the space between our yards. There was a wire fence next to it on our side of the wood fence which used to have ivy but was now dead and gone. 

At his gate leading to the front, at the end of these fences, were two lines of clothes lines stringing from his side to ours. There were only three shirts, side by side, because that was all the room there was. (There’s actually less. And no fences.) 

(From Aug. 30, 2018 Large)

I asked, “What type of shaman am I?” I dreamt that there was a small house for sale for $65,000. It was located on top of the small / low point /  part of the Rockies (mountains). A guy took me there to meet with a Bishop (?) about the possibility of buying it. 

There was water nearby in the front. 

The guy who brought me (?) turned on a large / big screen with a football game going on, to make a point. One of the teams scored and their score was 111. He continued to keep the game on, not knowing why. 

The floor was tilted / slanted down to the left. 

I sat down on the tub instead of the chairs that were there, with the Bishop on my left. 

I was going through the things / stuff that had been left behind. 

I dreamt that there were two black ladies there, in line for lunch, talking with white women they were with. I was thinking / remembering where I knew them and realized that one of them was from college and the others are from high school, and why wouldn’t they come here when the high school is just right here. 

The one from college was from the transcription office, I think. She was big and tall with big pointed breasts (think of Madonna in that black thing she wore). Her hair was straight and curled at the end, like in the 60’s. She had big glasses. Seems she was a single mother. She was friendly.

Not sure if I was dreaming, or awake, but I was surrounded by Mexicans.

Sinking

I asked the same question. All I remember is one of Ali’s black leather couch cushions falling into murky water, though the top was clear. 

There were two cars that were trying to drive through / in this water, with only the top half showing, knowing that there was stuff below to hold them up.

There was a pink 60’s Cadillac type vehicle that slowly sunk below, front first. I’m not sure if the female driver was still in the car, or not. I only saw the top of it. There was a man standing in front of me.

I dreamt of two females getting naked on their way to wherever they were going. I then became one of them, squeezing the small breasts of the other woman, who had her back to me. 

They  / we were in a darkened area, going to where there would be people. She then suggested to go to her house, which was across the street. I asked, or wanted to, which house was hers.

I dreamt something about four men excitedly wearing the top half of a sport costume.

(From Aug. 31, 2018 Rising)

I asked the shaman question. I dreamt that I was with a couple of people. I don’t remember the beginning but we went deep in water (ocean?) to be with the animals / creatures down there. 

I swam past the eye of a whale (humpback?). I thought it would scare me to be up so close, but it didn’t. It was looking at me as I passed. 

We went down there to be with the spirits. It didn’t dawn on me at first until we had come back up out of the water and then back down that that meant to die.

I dreamt that Ali and I were walking on a rising sidewalk (?) along a street that curved, such as when in the mountains. We were on the right side. It was dark out. The traffic started coming over by me, as if wanting to hit me. A big rig was the last vehicle that I saw. 

A black guy was walking / following (?) behind us. We had to stop at the curve / turn, which went to the left. There were emergency vehicles plus others in front of those that I didn’t recognize / get a good look at, whether civilian or otherwise. There must have been an opening up against the mountain wall for the vehicles to go through. A firefighter was walking away from the congestion with his head just slightly bent.

Ali was to my right with a (wool?) big dark blanket on. This black guy comes up to him and puts his hands inside the bottom. I was concerned about what he was planning to do. I then heard a lighter and realized that he was lighting a cigarette and didn’t want it to get blown out. He then walked up somewhere to the middle of the congestion. I told Ali to make sure his blanket wasn’t on fire. 

There were two men behind Ali, one directly and the other slightly on his right next to the other. They each had their own fire(s) going. I didn’t concentrate on them so don’t know more detail about them. 

The black guy was talking excitedly, trying to rile up the people that were there. I couldn’t see who was there but heard him. I anxiously told Ali that we had to leave and that I was warned. I repeated myself, a little louder so that the fireman could hear (why?), adding that I had a dream (did I?) that warned me, and thinking about this dream as I say this.

We hurriedly get down the street to where there is a curved path, again, slightly to the left between a stone (?) wall and stone (?) building. The pathway we came to was just wide enough for one person to comfortably go through. (Like in a castle.) Right after the curve / turn, there was an opening on the right that we could escape into. 

As we were walking through the path, I was in back, finding it hard / sluggish to move and I was wondering why it was hard to move. (I had recently read an article about this.)

As we were coming down the street, I could still hear the black guy and another man crying out, “Nooo”, as if being slowly tortured, or seeing someone else being tortured. I thought that maybe the black guy had followed us but didn’t want to check / look in fear that he would find us.

I dreamt something about mom sitting at a desk and holding up a small blue office phone and asking, “What is this?” ( Why was it there.)

The phrase “Temple of Love” came to mind.