Finally Came

I dreamt that I was watching a movie, with Kenny Rogers and John Schneider, from the 70’s / 80’s, but they were their age that they are now. I was telling someone that I really liked one of the songs. 

John was telling someone that they could call him dad. Kenny was up on the (balcony) roof with someone else.

I dreamt about Integars, as a last name (?).

I dreamt about trying to find a woman (who was in a picture(s)?), and that she finally came / showed up.

(From Jan 23, 2018 Melt For You )

I dreamt that I was inside, and told not to go outside because people were being killed, and it was raining. 

I dreamt that several women (tho/ese?) were driving (in one car) to Miami with their grandmothers for vacation. The grandmothers were acting as if they were those motion things that some people stick to their dashboard.

I dreamt of a guy singing, “I’ll melt for you.” This was his own song, and not the one from the 80’s called, “I’ll melt with you.”

(From Jan 22, 2018 Children)

I dreamt that I was in a shirt and underwear. I opened the door to look outside. I was above the other homes, and thought that they might be able to see me like this, so I closed the door.

I dreamt of a tall black man who dealt with a lot of children (perhaps like a community mentor?).

(From Jan 21, 2018 Given Away)

I dreamt that the cats were going to be given away, and I was crying to mom to not let them. She said that Steve’s (?) turtles (doesn’t have irl) were also going to be given away, and I said that that’s different because they’re just turtles.

(From Jan 19, 2018 Married)

I dreamt that I, and another girl, got married to guys that we didn’t know, at least I didn’t. We were to stay together, as a group, and as companions. As we were walking out to the car, I was holding the key, and wondering if I should drive.

I was wearing the white skirt with ____ that I like to wear. I suppose that the guy I married ended up driving since that part was skipped. (After we arrived at our destination) I was tired, so I went to bed. 

(In the morning?) When I woke up, I realized that he was young, good looking, with short red hair. He told me that he had sex with me while I was sleeping. I wondered if I had snored. He seemed to be ok with the experience.

I dreamt that the other girl had her stuff together in the car. I had to go back home to get mine. I hadn’t brushed my teeth, and still had a dirty mouth. My face still felt relatively smooth, but still wanted to work on it. 

At some point after getting back home, they took off without me, forgetting about me. My mom said something about calling those three, but I said that because they had forgotten about me, maybe that means that I’m not ready.

When I got home, several apostles / leaders of the church came, with a tall woman. She was wearing a dress. I didn’t see their faces, only their suits.

I don’t know how tall this woman was since I didn’t stand next to her. She went in the kitchen, and started to get some food ready for them. The kitchen island was a tad bit short, but workable. She pulled out the cutting board that was in the island. I think she had cucumbers. 

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Here It Comes

I dreamt something about the size of a window opening for (my?) spirit to come / go through.

I dreamt that I was looking outside, from inside the house, and seeing a guy from church (in the dream) walk past, from right to left. There were (somewhat) open blinds.

He saw me looking at him. I may have smiled, to be friendly. I either thought, or said out loud, that we still can’t always trust people we “know”, as I was locking the door, by flipping down the lever that is used.

Mom had gone to take a shower. While she was in the bathroom, I could feel an uneasiness concerning that guy. There was a small hallway where the bathroom was, which was on the right (in the middle?). I hid in there at the entrance, hearing the cat / dog door moving, knowing that it was him. I said, “Here It Comes”.

I dreamt that I was slowly touching / feeling my right breast, with my left hand, twisting my shirt, while writing a story. I was trying to do it without being seen.

(From March 15, 2018 Still Cold)

I dreamt that I was inside a house, naked, but with shoes on. I was looking out back and saw a bunch of different animals pass by from right to left. They were huge.There were birds, and I think maybe deer. I don’t remember all. 

I then went to a different part of the house to the left. It was morning, dark outside, and I was wondering what happened to all the animals / why did they disappear?

The tabby cat was outside, on the left, and started to come toward me to come back inside because it was still a bit cold out there. There was a small area to the left with dirt and small (palm?) trees. The Siamese boy’s mother was laying amongst them, and when she saw the tabby coming, she got up as well.

I dreamt that I was at some sort of conference with several hundred people. In the middle, or maybe near the back (I didn’t look behind me), there was an open row for people who wanted to stand. I saw women there, not sure if any men were standing.

There were some pictures being shown on a screen up front. I was a row or two behind the standing people, to the right. One picture was of a guy with a funky display of his tie. 

The man in charge (?), up in front of everyone, was then asking about some sort of computer program which was then being shown (the cover of the program, not the program itself). The color chosen was a brownish color. 

No one was answering him so I said out loud, “I have the program but my computer isn’t / doesn’t work(ing).” I didn’t make myself known that I was the one who spoke, and no one asked. 

I dreamt that I saw a house up on a hill and wondered if they saw me, but thought that they couldn’t.

Blood 

I asked, “What do I need to do to leave Ali’s house?” I dreamt something about blood.

I dreamt that I was in mom and dad’s bathroom, with another female (girl? woman?). I don’t remember why.

I was standing with my left leg up on the tub (?) and pulled out a full bloody tampon. Some fell on the tiles / grout and a couple drops looked like gel but not as dark. It was like the one used for cakes.

I was concerned about the grout but this female knew how to clean it up and started looking through a top drawer to find what she needed.

(From May 19, 2018 Mother)

I asked, “Who am I?” I was thinking, and feeling, that I’m a mother.

(From May 18, 2018 Book of Scripture)

I dreamt that I was driving the big truck that I want. Dark blue. I was at a corner at a stop light to turn right and I had to make sure that the brakes were working so that I didn’t come out in front of the oncoming traffic.

Amy (and Micalanne?) were waiting for me at an empty lot that was there at the corner. I drove in and stopped the truck.

I dreamt that Kyle was alive again and married to another girl. I had a distaste for him. I don’t know why.

I had a bed in the living room (?). A sofa bed? We may have been living at Amy’s.

(Don’t remember exact order of these next ones.) I was in my bed on Sunday morning, with eyes closed, when I heard this girl walking around and quietly say, “Book of Scripture” and another book that I don’t remember the title but may have been written by one of the church leaders, or / a prophet.

Amy was looking for these books and I made mention to her what I had heard. Either I, or Amy, then said that this girl has things to talk to / with the Bishop.

I was in Kyle and this girls bed. I was on his right. He asked her what she wanted for breakfast and she mentioned a certain type of taco. After he left, still in bed, she had his pills in a cup for him. I asked / said that he still takes his pills. She asked / said something about us not being together anymore. I replied that he had died.

Earlier in the dream she was talking about some people she had had sex with. One of them was her second cousin. She now was coming on to me. Telling me that she wanted me to suck her labia, but she used a different word, so I asked her to repeat it but she said never mind / don’t worry about it.

I was thinking that this would be my chance to see what it was like to be with another female, but I wondered if she was clean. I figured that we could do it the next day, Monday, when Amy was at work.

The Bishop and his wife came over for a visit. This girl asked who they were and then she disappeared.

Mom came back from a Dr appointment. She was standing tall and straight with her long hair. She had her weight spread out on her hips / waist. She was wearing a tank top with her shirt and garment top in her hand (s), as if she didn’t have time to change.

Her right temple of her glasses was broken off of her glasses with her still wearing it. I asked her what happened. I don’t remember.

Either Amy, or mom, brought in the mail. She didn’t have too much in her hands but she did have some for me. When she gave it to me, on the floor, there were tons of pictures in the envelopes that they come in after being developed.

The pictures of life with Kyle and I was so happy that I almost wanted to cry. One of the pictures was of our (dream) house that was two stories and at the corner entrance of the street.

The right side of the house was parallel with the main street (when inside looking front). Seems that the house may have been a subdued yellow. On the sidewalk between side of house and street had several big horses facing me. The front one seems to have been black.

The picture wasn’t totally clear. I had a couple muted broken black and white lines going horizontally across with muted black and white snow (?) covering the whole picture. These were not obscuring the picture but were enough to be seen.

The horses all of a sudden came to life galloping toward me and did this a couple times as if it were a gif. The horses then stopped, and when they did, the horses were sideways with some facing the street and some facing the house with heads down as if feeding.

I dreamt that I was talking to Ali, naming the streets where he lived in the beginning of living here in the states. He had love back then.

I then named a street that I assume was the one when he was at the University of Utah. It was ____ Ranch Rd. I said that he had a child there. I think I may have mentioned the next street. I asked him where the love went / what happened.

I dreamt seeing a (circular?) pergola with those tiny outdoor lights and a bunch of pinecones. I wanted to take a picture but decided not to.

Bigger and Better

(From May 26, 2018)

I dreamt that I attract people who need healing. As one guy was talking to me, I thought that I don’t need to heal him. (I had recently read about healers who attract these people.)

I dreamt that Stephanie was going on to bigger and better places / things. 

I dreamt that I was somewhere where there was chocolate / ice cream / desserts. I didn’t want / need at the time but as I was leaving, I decided to grab a couple for later. 

I dreamt that I grabbed a Riesen chocolate because I had wanted to try it.

(From May 23, 2018 Big Deal)

I saw a man handing me a black baby boy.

I dreamt that Zak was a toddler / baby and he whispered that my name is no big deal (not famous).

(From May 22, 2018 On Time)

Two thoughts came to me : 1) my mom and I just broke up, 2) Arrival – on time 

(From May 21, 2018 Doing It Right)

The thought, “(The) white goat has turned black.”

 The lyrics, “I found love in you. Doing it right. Doing it right.” from the Oh Wonder song, “Lifetimes” keep going through my head.

(From May 20, 2018 Able To Pay)

I asked, “Who am I?” I dreamt that mom was talking to Sara about Jana. Sara said that Jana isn’t who we think she is, and got up to get some pictures / documents (don’t remember which) to show. 

Sara said that Jana had gotten drunk in Denmark and (I think was locked up) was able to pay in full so that she wouldn’t miss her flight back home. I was then having a regular conversation with dad with me on his and mom’s bed.

I dreamt of walking past a bedroom and seeing two small brown tattooed hands on the bed moving. I was about to keep going but stopped to see who it was. 

It was a short Mexican man who I had seen in here for the past couple of weeks who somehow gets in to sleep then leaves before people see him. Someone said that he’s a bartender. He scared me because he isn’t supposed to be here.

I dreamt of a grid of illustrated children. There may have been 12 squares but I’m not sure. 

The thought came to me that macular degeneration takes away our power.

Steve

I asked, “Who keeps entering my body?” I don’t remember the beginning but I was in the back of a car (two rows?) on / behind the drivers side. There was an older man (50’s – 60 (‘s)) sitting next to me. It was dark. At night? 

A cold kidney shaped “balloon” showed up between the front of us. I sternly asked, several times, “Who are you?” It moved to the seat in front of us / older man, and turned into a guy who looked like Aaron Goodwin, but had a mustache that grew down both sides of his mouth, reaching down to his chin. He may also have had a tiny triangle under his bottom lip.

I could only see him visibly enough to see what he looked like. He had died earlier in the dream, not in a good / pleasant way. He was someone who used to be our coworker.

It looked like he was wearing a casual dress shirt (if that’s what they’re called), short sleeve, plaid style with bigger squares (?).

I told the older man that it was Steve. The old man responded, “My wife?” So I asked him, “Is your wife’s name Steve?” 

I wanted to ask “Steve” how it felt when he was dying but was woken up by a cat. 

I dreamt something about being in a backyard of a house that was for sale. I was standing on the right side looking to the left. There was a pool next to the house. The right wall was curved up, like the luge. For some reason, I felt dizzy while looking at it.

Next to the pool was a small golf course that ran along the length of the pool.  The lot size was the same as Ali’s. He may have been there also? I was thinking that if this lot was big enough for these, then they would fit in Ali’s yard.

I dreamt something of turning right and having traffic coming at me, as if I was in England. I maneuvered to the right of them to the dirt edge and was thinking, “I hate it when they’re driving / going the wrong way.” No one honked, or got upset at me.

There was something about people wearing purple.

(From June 17, 2018 Bubbles)

I asked who my husband is, as in / with the power couple. I had several dreams but I started doing something when I woke so all I remember is huge bubbles, like soap bubbles.

(From June 16, 2018 No Big Deal)

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was running up a hill with someone. I don’t remember if I knew who it was, or if I saw the face. I was a little slower than him and I was saying to myself, “Come on body.” 

I dreamt that Mando was holding my hand. There were other people around. I didn’t let go until I went to do something else.

I dreamt that married Hispanic couples were at the park taking pictures. I was thinking that there were still other couples getting married and will arrive shortly after. I was wondering why they were getting married when / if they’re related.

I dreamt that I was in a building and there were other people there. I was telling a blonde guy (famous?), without him saying / asking anything first, that I shaved my head because I felt like it, and also, because I was upset. I don’t remember what he said but it was to the effect that it’s no big deal.

A female showed up and then I was saying that I like it because I can just get up and go (and was thinking that it’ll take longer after it grows / I’ll have to take care of it). 

I was in a hallway with a sign with yoga (written / or poses?) on it. Some guys passed by, back / behind to front, and I told them that I like doing it, and the feeling I get after doing it. They didn’t believe that I did it / could do it.

Before waking, I was told / heard the words, “You’ll receive (an) ailment after 9 years.” 

Lot Of Change

(From July 3, 2018)

I dreamt that I was putting / stuffing a lot of coins in my little blue coin purse and I said, “I like a lot of change.” I may have added a little too much so that I had to take some out so I could close the purse.

There was a covered up dumbbell and a lady asked if it was that, or a bone. 

I was trying to remember what to say to expel evil. I think I finally did remember what to say.

I saw the Utah girl sitting on a toilet and nothing coming out.

(From July 2, 2018 Different Dates)

I dreamt something about different dates for the Taurus sign (they’re not always consistent). 

I saw a bird and knew that it always showed up after Ali and the Utah girl had sex. I knew what type it was when I saw it, but don’t remember. The bird was a sign that they shouldn’t be doing what they did. 

(From July 1, 2018 Job Done)

I dreamt that my vehicle (Buick Park Ave?) was submerged in water and I had to push it out so that I could drive it. 

I dreamt something about Judy in a car and being excited to see her and showing someone that she was (t)here. 

I dreamt about a guy needing to trim his hair. I took him to the bathroom(s) we had in the main level (and above?) but they weren’t sufficient so I took him to the basement and that was white and all clean and big enough to get the job done. 

(From June 29, 2018 11:11)

I dreamt that there was a big man inside a / the house wanting to hurt people so we all got out. After a while, after he had left, I went back inside and there was calming music playing that he had put on. I thought that odd.

I dreamt that I was in the / a house with other people. I think Joe Vitale was there. I saw that the time was 11:11 so I showed it to him, giving him a look as if to say, “You know what they say about 11:11.” 

 I then saw a Siamese cat pacing back and forth by the sliding glass doors to outside. Joe started walking over to let it out and I told him the cat’s name is “Samaria” ( Sam a ria). The cat hid under a coffee table that was there but soon came out when it saw it was going to be let out.

I dreamt that I was in Greece, looking down at the coastline. In the right the coast came out like a triangle tip. There was “netting” over the tip that was a cream color. I think it was made out of plants / nature. 

I then (don’t remember exact order of events) was on the ground and saw a fire across the water. People were saying how pretty it looked. I was disturbed by this and said / thought that there were homes over there.

Coming out of the smoke / clouds I saw a formation of Jesus. I wanted to get a picture of it with my iPod so I started taking pictures but the formation was gone as soon as it showed up.

I then saw a woman walking toward me, on my right, wearing a horizontally striped shirt / outfit. As she passed me, I half loudly said, “Thanks for showing your nipples” because they were coming out from between the stripes. Her breasts were fallen half way down.

Finishing His Mission

I asked for the meaning of the sex change. I dreamt that something was an emergency.

I dreamt of family, and others, gathering for an event. I saw a young guy sitting who had the build of an islander. His hair was dark and “fluffy” and about to the top of his ears.

I was thinking that he had grown his hair out after finishing his mission. I then saw his tag and so figured that he was growing it out because he was close to finishing his mission.

(From July 4, 2018 Believed I Knew)

I asked if Ali is a parent (different wording). I dreamt something about trash and something about digging. I don’t remember if it was one dream, or two.

I dreamt that Ali and I were about to go to a steak (?) restaurant. I read a paragraph from a newspaper to him first. It mentioned Hëssey, and had some words that I didn’t know. He had to help me pronounce at least one, and one of the words he pronounced differently than me (tomato, route, etc…). 

I knew the way to the restaurant, believed I knew, but decided to bring the newspaper anyway because it had the address.

Before leaving, I was looking inside a drawer and it had a couple rolled up newspapers (a bit yellowed?). I’m not sure why I kept / was keeping them. As I was finishing reading, I think I started playing around with my voice and Ali was laughing at me, telling me that I should be a (actress? comic?).

As I was going out to the car, there was a blonde woman. She had short bangs and all I noticed about the length was that it looked about shoulder length. 

She was putting bobby pins on the top of her head from the back to front so that it looked like a net. She was going to sleep with it like that. I asked her what it does, and she responded, “nothing”. 

For other people I think it makes a sort of design? I was about to leave but asked her why she does it and she said she felt a need (?). She didn’t do her hair like this all the time, only when she felt like doing something different, though it didn’t do anything for her. 

She finished while I was there and gave a sigh of relief because her arms were tired. I gave a look of acknowledgement and I may have said that I know how that feels. As she was putting the pins in, I never saw her pick them up.

I dreamt of Shauna giving a talk at church but it wasn’t at a church. At the end, she had a board with (a) picture(s) and had a picture of a colorful butterfly (cutout). 

She put the butterfly on the board and then put a white string over it, and the board, to keep it there. It fell. She didn’t notice, so the people in back were saying, “It didn’t stick” several times. I was up front.

I then saw her outside in the front of her family’s car, sitting next to / on the lap of her dad. The others were there but didn’t look at them. I was going to tell her about the butterfly, but didn’t (maybe her dad scared me a bit? made me unsure?) so instead I gave her a thumbs up for her talk (the window was up). 

I dreamt that I was in the back of my small white Toyota pickup, sitting on the floor, looking up at the front. The truck was going backwards a bit fast and I was worried about the other vehicles. 

I saw that Mark was driving and in control but still may have mentioned to him about my worries. Val may have been sitting up front also. 

I dreamt about a girl sitting in a truck with some space between her and another person. Either just her, or both of them, were singing. 

I dreamt that a girl had lost weight and had two red stretch mark lines down her body / abdomen, one on either side of her belly button. Another girl was asking what those were but the first was understanding / paying attention.

I looked at the second girl and gave her a look, telling her not to say anything about the lines. The girl who lost the weight had lifted up her shirt (to show her body?) and that’s how I saw the lines. This was at the building / church where Shauna spoke.

I dreamt of a woman in an office in this building. Her door was open. She was wearing a dress (it was Sunday?). To the left (when looking at her) was a girl waving a multi layered “fan” of cheese (?), wondering who it belonged to. 

Three other women showed up. One (or another?) wanted to speak with the one in the office. I was going to close the door some, but then thought that the conversation was supposed to be in private so let the door close.

Puzzle

(From Aug. 5, 2018)

I saw Ali’s front yard cornering on the left instead of the right. There was a fire hydrant, and for some reason, it was moved on / to the street corner.

I dreamt of a blender to be used for smoothies.

I dreamt of watching a black gay guy on tv who was excited about a Barbie type “touchy” doll. 

I dreamt of seeing a newspaper and someone taking apart / running hand down which separated the page into chevron / herringbone shaped pieces. I heard someone ask, “Is this the puzzle?” 

 I dreamt that I changed my Facebook relationship status to “weirdo on the plane”.

(From Aug. 4, 2018 Ghosts)

I dreamt that Kyle was dirty and in my bed and sleeping. I was upset that he was there as he was dirty, but I wasn’t because he was my husband. I think I may have mentioned to him to clean up. 

I dreamt that I was at Barbie’s and she turned the heater on, and up. I was thinking she turned it up because she’s used to having grandma there (she always had it real warm, to us anyway). 

I dreamt that I was at mom’s (?) with a bunch of stuff all over, as if she was getting ready to move. I was wondering how to get in to the middle. I finally found a spot to crawl over. 

Ali had one of his clear storage containers there that has slides of Utah and Somalia in it. It was pushed / moved off of the pile of stuff it was setting / sitting on, as if a ghost had done it. I mentioned this to him, what I saw. 

I dreamt that I was watching Little House on the Prairie and Melissa Gilbert was dressed in mauve (?) off the shoulder dress, going to a dance the day that they are to move cross country.

I dreamt of Zak Bagans, and team from Ghost Adventures, went to a business to investigate the ghosts there. 

Aaron ended up on his own under the business. There were dwarves / midgets there with green skin, like the Emerald City in Wizard of Oz. They were ruled by a bald guy. Edward, from the Twilight Saga was there.

Open Palm

I asked the same question. I dreamt something about a man who hadn’t taken time to be with his family but then changed and decided to be with them more.

He was looking at a note that he was given that said, “You don’t get a (?). You get a life.”

I saw a hand sculpture up on a (file?) cabinet / storage (?). It was the left hand and wrist. The hand was bent back with the palm open.

I dreamt of being in Los Angeles at night at a Greyhound bus stop (not the station). There was a college behind it, shaped like the beginning building at the Rose Parade, up on a hill.

I saw a guy / character between the college and the street. He was standing on the steps / platform and then walked up to the right, back to the college.

He was taller than normal (on stilts?), wearing a ground / ankle length robe, and a mask over his head. He looked like someone who would be at the Bohemian Grove.

There were then people walking down from the college, coming out from church services.

Barbie was walking past me, so I asked her the name of the school. I don’t remember what it was.

I don’t remember why I was at the bus stop. Something involving Ali. I was on the bus, talking to someone (?). I was about to get off when it started to move. It had those strips to push when wanting to get off, so I did, not sure how far I would have to wait for the bus to stop. The bus was going North.

The driver was a bald black man. He was driving fast, not slowing down for turns, almost tipping the bus over. At this time I was standing and the people in front of me were on the floor doing something. I said out loud, “God help me” , or to that effect, addressing God. The bus became quiet and the people looked at me as if I had said something wrong.

I was then off the bus. The area was around Valley College in San Bernardino, but was in Los Angeles. I knew I could walk to where Ali was but didn’t think it would be safe, as it was (getting) late at night. I had no way to communicate with him.

I dreamt of looking at pictures of a black panther. One of the pictures was of him behind a green frond. His yellow eyes stood out in all of the pictures. I think I was talking to him, saying that I can see him.

Next To Each Other

I asked, “What connection was lost?” I dreamt of a couple who had moved into a new home. After a while there was a wall that started exposing patches of bricks, eventually looking dilapidated. The wife was questioning what was going on. I then saw that this was being caused by a father, of another lady, time traveling. This lady even had several paint samples in a circle on the wall for her father to choose from. I’m not sure if the exposing bricks are from time passing on, or how the house looked before the father started fixing it up. 

I dreamt of two couples, me being part of one, by a lake at night. I was standing on the drivers side, and my husband was on the other. The other couple were in front of the car.

 There were two shooting stars, next to each other, going from right to left. I was telling the other couple to look because they were looking down at something (phones?). The man said that he already saw, and was going to tell me, but I had said some word so he wasn’t sure if he should say something.

My husband was somehow time traveling, bringing back photos. I emotionally asked him to being back photos of our baby, who we had not had yet. He brought back a picture of the feet. I never saw any of these, but knew what they were.