Touching On It

Last night I asked, “The answers to the tests are in what book?” I dreamt that a video of energy clearing on YouTube I was listening to was on the tv as it was connected to my tablet (iPod originally). 

I dreamt that we were about to say a prayer before eating and someone told a teenager boy that he didn’t need to be there. He got excited when he was told this and went back to what he was doing.  I spoke up and said that whoever is going to eat needs to be there. Amy got upset at me. I don’t remember if she said anything. I then got upset at her and said something to the effect of, “Would you rather he go on his own, or would you rather he be guided?” 

I also commented that I wouldn’t be surprised if she were to live as to lose her soul. I was thinking that if she were thin, she would probably do what a girl in Utah did with / to Ali. 

I dreamt of being on a freeway / highway with the fast lane(s) being slowed down because someone was premiering a green & yellow (h.s. colors) slinky bodied dog. People were interested in it and wanting to take pictures. I said something about the existence of the animals, implying that they were going to go extinct because of this dog. 

There were a couple b&w ufo / futuristic type vehicles there. 

I was standing over by the slow lanes and was wanting to go back and realizing that I wouldn’t be able to on this side.

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Seeing Green

Last night I asked, “What is a hustle?” 

 The word Solashae came to me. I think it was supposed to be a form of Nicole. 

I dreamt of a man saying that he has seen green all of his life.

I dreamt of seeing a U.S. Navy paper (don’t know what else to call it) on the back of a car where the license plate should be.

I dreamt of pictures being found at a guy’s apartment / art studio. They were of his friends out on the water on a huge inflatable. The one with the slide. I don’t know if he was on it also. 

I dreamt of seeing prototypes of old cars driving on a road, showing off what they could do. One of them looked like a Chevy SS (?) that would eventually burn a (plastic?) part. 

I dreamt of being at an event (?). I was topless. Travis was there watching me with interest. At first I was worried / nervous but I decided to relax and be ok with it. My breasts were up and firm. 

I dreamt of being at a store, or maybe farmer’s market. The items for sale were on tables. I don’t remember what was being sold. I was telling someone (seller?) that I’m a Taurus because of the possibility of being overstimulated. 

Before waking up, I saw a row of Amazon warriors looking at / toward me.

Quickly

Last night I asked again who my husband is. I dreamt that I was deleting old tweets. One of them is from Marilyn Alauria.

I dreamt that I was using a photo editing software to delete old pictures that I had downloaded, and also duplicates. The pictures were on the top left in a row. Below them it said something about me not arriving at this point (a certain way)and was giving me the option to go back.

I dreamt that I had a physical picture of Heidi (where I used to work). There wasn’t any name or identification on the back so I decided to write it down so that I wouldn’t forget.

I dreamt of seeing a pen outline of two bodies. The outlines were several lines, instead of just one. The first one was a man. He was sitting, facing away from me, leaning on his arms. His knees were bent. He slowly opened his legs, inviting the other person, a woman, in. As she gets closer, he quickly flies / scoots back. This happens several times.

I dreamt of an old RV (80’s?). It was brown and white stripes. The padding / siding was coming loose. I was looking at the passenger side.There was a small tv on / in the outside of the door. It may have been 4 inches, maybe a little bigger. (I’m not good at measurements.) There was a stack of electronics on / in the side / inside. The top ones tumbled forward, falling down.

I dreamt that I was in an RV (same? different?) in the back. It was dark outside. The RV started going in circles, clockwise, fast. I went to the front and adamantly said, “If this is a spirit, then stop!” I then noticed a man behind me to the right. He had a gun pointing at me. He was holding something else, but I’m not sure since I was focused on the gun.I was able to get to the door across from me and get out. I then pushed the door back so that he wouldn’t get out but eventually he did. He pointed the gun at me. I was mildly scared, thinking that if this was the way I was to go then so be it. He shot. I saw a flash / spark then heard a buzz (best way to describe it) next to my left ear. I then thought, “What happened?” I then saw several vertical rows of numbers (like in the Matrix). Some of them coming together to make bigger size numbers. They then turned into a man looking through a window, walking away from me. I then thought that I was able to manipulate these numbers and decided that I wanted to see a Siamese cat that was recently killed (within last two months). The numbers then disappeared. I don’t know the outcome of what happened to me.

I dreamt something about being at a school and having to leave at the end of the day. There was a door locked that I wanted to use so I had to go up front to get out.

I dreamt that I needed to move my parents car back.It was parked on dirt / land along with other people. There was a car parked on either side. There was a guy going that way anyway so he offered to move it. I say in the back, a bit squished up against the passenger seat with the door not closed tight. I was wearing a dress. After he moved the car, I thanked him. He was friendly, and May have been holding a skateboard. He asked if I knew Linda (from Hallmark movies). I excitedly said that I know the name and asked if she acted. He said no, that she was shy (and that she stayed in the background?) . He also said that she was his aunt.

We Don’t Have 

(From June 1, 2015)

I was at the top of a stadium, where the offices are, in a blonde performer guy’s room / office, which wasn’t small. There were some church members, from my teenage years, who were there as well. Rillene(sp?) said that they come every year. I’m doing / cleaning some dishes, because I want to. The performer is standing next to me, on my left, and asks what I’m going to do with my life. I tell him, “Nothing “, then think to myself, “because Ali (who is sitting in a chair up against a wall behind us) takes care of me “, though I didn’t finish the sentence. I was wearing a skirt, and he had his hand on my right butt cheek. I sheepishly pushed it down because of Ali. He was looking down at something, so I don’t know if he saw. 

(From June 2, 2015)

The neighborhood cats all were coming / came over, on the left side of the house. The “momma” grey cat even came back (she went missing a day or two prior). She had with her our young b&w kitten (black with white face). As I was waking up, I realized that we don’t have a b&w kitten. 

(From June 3, 2015)

Woke up with song “Young Manhood” by (The) Wild Swans 

(From June 14, 2015)

I have small breasts, and even though I’m wearing a shirt / covered up, I squeeze them, expecting something to come out, but nothing does. 

(Ali’s dream)

We are hiking up colored / painted steps (purple, etc.). There is a decorated wall up at the top. I do the Rocky stance, arms up, and people are taking pictures. I was about to leave when one guy says for me to wait because he hasn’t gotten a picture yet. I wait for him, doing the stance again so he can get a picture. Others also came around again to get one also.  

What Is, Is

My top left tooth, next to my “fang”, came out. I was initially worried about someone (Ali?) seeing me this way, assuming this was the start of losing my teeth from getting older, but soon shrugged it off, thinking, what is, is.

(From Nov. 14, 2014 Ali’s dream)

He opened the door, to go out to do something. I told him to close it, because people steal. I kept after him to be more aware of security. He said he was only going to be a couple of minutes.

When he got back, most of his things were gone. I kept reminding him of what I had told him.

We walked for about a mile when we found his things in a corner bush. We took it all back home, then I told him to bring his guitar to Universal Studios with us.

We had been there for a while, half a day(?), when he wanted to go back home. I wanted to stay, and was telling him that I could drive in the dark.

(From Nov. 13, 2014)

A man was standing on a platform / plank, overseeing a big pond / small lake, that was a bit milky looking. He was pointing to it, and telling others, with him, that this is where the power comes from (for the city / town).

(From Nov. 12, 2014)

I went to Wal-Mart to look for something (don’t remember what), but they didn’t have it. There was a tall black man there with two young sons / boys. Wal-Mart was built so that each department had its own section, like Victoria’s Secret, and the sections were diagonal, going from left to right.

(From Nov. 11, 2014)

I had white, edible worms, mixed with mud / dirt, stuck to my right hand / palm, holding them for Briana. After a while, I couldn’t handle them on me anymore, so I scraped them off, telling her that I did

I was walking with a young Steve (9 / 10?). We crossed a street as a red luxury sports car was waiting to turn right (his). After we crossed, I realized that he was taking us back to our old home we lived in during the 80’s. I told him that mom didn’t live there anymore. He got upset as I turned him around, and I may even have had to pick him up so we could go in a different direction.

(From Nov. 10, 2014)

Watching the Simpsons with a child(?), and realizing that it’s a rerun of the last episode, so I mention it.

I’m about to cut my hair, raising the middle part above my head, but decided against it because it would have been to short for Ali. Seems I may have had a thick pink line going across my hair, about the area above my ears.

Someone is showing us the positions of everyone from the recently / previously ended war, using planes and such.

Ali asks if he should buy the “peacock” house (because the people who lived there had one). Thinking that I would, I told him that it was up to him.

(From Nov. 9, 2014)

I’m at a bus station. Amy, and Micalanne, are there also. Mic came separately. I think Amy and I came together. We’re going to our parents house, at least I think Mic is going also. I didn’t ask.

Everyone has to lay out their things first, upon arrival. I did, and after I pack it all back up, wish I hadn’t, as I keep looking over everything still out, making sure I got all my stuff back.

I don’t buy a ticket, deciding to wait for the bus to arrive. It does, and people get on, including Amy. Before going to buy the ticket, I ask a man (driver / worker) if there’s a seat left / any room. He says out loud, for everyone to hear, that it’s full (but uses a different word). Upon hearing this, I become worried that I don’t / won’t have money for a ticket, but then remembered that mom had given me $60.

I’m wondering when the next bus leaves, and so ask Mic when she’s going. She says her bus doesn’t get there until 2 a.m. I incredulously repeat the time.

(From Nov. 8, 2014)

I was at a store, and returned the ends of a loaf of bread, in the bag, for a refund. I was surprised that they gave me the full amount, and not just the amount for the ends.

Ali is outside, sitting on something, about waist-high. He is 6’4″, and built. Not too much, but enough to notice.

Briana was at a friend’s house for Christmas, with her daughters, but not husband. The friends had two trees in the same room, near each other, at an angle. This room was huge. As I was watching the girls have fun, I was thinking that at least they had room to move.

Briana was attempting to take pictures of the trees, with her daughters in the, but there was a ray / glare of sun shining through in front of the trees, so she couldn’t get a good picture.

There was a man on the phone, wanting to talk to the youngest daughter, people saying that it’s her dad, but she wouldn’t talk. The man on the phone is a tall man, with some extra weight. Her dad isn’t so tall, and is thin (last I knew).

No Late Fees

(Last night, and night before, I asked how I can permanently stop menstruating)

Turning into evening. At grandma Fessler’s house, outside. Seems I am in a car, with a couple other people. We see her Waterford(?) crystal vases. She doesn’t want us to see them, but I tell her that we have seen them lots of times. She gets angry, swearing.

There is a pond out back. A couple of guys walk through, wearing waders. There may have been thrushes. There is a rusted swing set frame in the back of the pond that they are walking to. There are tons of gnats as they walk, getting in their face and lips. The gnats are less at the swing set frame.

To their right, when looking to the back, is Ben, standing, looking forward, being “taught” by a neighbor. There may have been a wall there, a couple of feet in front of him. The neighbor was sitting next to him on his right.

There are many ways to be connected. One way to die.

Grandma has pictures of the bottom of a gate / lock that is down by some water.

No late fees.

(From Sept. 17, 2014)

Before going to sleep, I see a person / child without fingers, or toes. I then see that the eyes are shut closed. I then figure that it’s a fetus.

Bombay wheels

(From Sept. 16, 2014)

(Night before I asked for the meaning of the barbed wire fence dream. )

We create our own pain.

I’m in a car with family, driving along a street from my teenage years. Seems there was snow. I see light blue tube lights hanging from the lampposts. Some are up high, and some are down lower.

(From Sept. 15, 2014)

I’m in a mall(?), and see a young woman wearing what looks like a white lace head covering. At first, I thought it was a hijab, but as I got closer, I realized it was her own covering.

(In the past, I have seen a picture of a horse with the middle of the body cropped out.) I see this horse going from left to right, with a child on top. Surprised, I think to myself that this animal is real.

Then along came a man, and woman, “skooching” along some fringy/ fluffy ottomans. The last one was pink.

I saw some palm plants for sale. Each one was colored royal / indigo blue, black, and white. I wanted the blue and black leaves. I went in to the Asian store, and told them what I wanted. I then see that they a pair of blue glasses have been brought out. I didn’t say anything.

I put them on to get them fitted. They are $.45, so I put a quarter and some nickels on the counter.

The person helping me then goes to help someone else, to my right. I tell myself that if a pair of black glasses are brought out, then I would speak up that I wanted the plants.

While I am waiting for the glasses to be brought back out, I go outside and I see lots of people from different ethnicities.

A young boy is by me, speaking with a Russian(?) accent. My dad is sitting nearby, perturbed that this boy wasn’t speaking proper English. I mention that I thought he said he needed help with his hands.

Big Rolls

(Didn’t get up to write the first one when I awoke, so…)

Lorelei, and kittens. I wanted to make sure the kittens didn’t get out.

Page of different pictures of “roly poly” fat people (people with big rolls).

Candles on a table

Lady, without car, was driven to unlock something, then left. She was then given a car.

Ali, and I, were looking for something, and were at apartments / condos(?). There were some underground, or below the top ones (like when built on a hill). I went to the bottom ones, Ali staying up top, ending up in one of them. I saw two jacuzzi’s, side by side, shaped like a domino, in the front room. A woman was in each, facing front, where there was a large screen tv. I said, “Oh”, expecting there to be a path that passed in front of them, and there not being one. I told them I was expecting to see that. The neighboring residence was empty.

Man with glasses

 

(From June 18, 2014)

 

Young black girl, with separated braids, sitting with a white polygamist family. Something about incest with this family.

 

In the morning, they go from one room, into another, for Christmas presents, and because of the positioning of the doors, wondering how they did this.

Didn’t See

(Night before asked the same question as previous because I wasn’t sure I had an answer)

I was buying something, and the female cashier handed back to me my picture id (DL?), asking for another. I wanted to ask why the one I gave her wasn’t ok but didn’t. Looking in my wallet purse, I saw tons of different cards, organized in slots, but didn’t see one with a picture / that would work.

At someone’s house with a gathering of people. Travis is there, dresses nice, just having gotten out from being locked up. We talked a little, he being somewhat distracted at times from others (children?) around.

I had a bottle of perfume I was holding (shaped like a candy pumpkin, but not as round). Somehow the lid came off and spilled about a third of it. I kinda sheepishly mentioned to Travis that this is why I wasn’t able to smell it, but others could, and a lady came over to smell it.

There was a small news crew, who arrived, to interview a tough female who also had recently just been let out from being locked up. The reporter was female. They were sitting in front of a green screen, the girl to the reporter’s right. The girl’s chin kept protruding out, somewhat like Pinocchio, but not as long, and would curl up at the end. It only came out when she would feel a certain way, and she would be able to push it back in. I had seen her chin protruding, then flat at another time. I then saw her pushing her chin back in, and I thought to myself, “aha! I knew it!”

I had brought a basketball with me, which I think Travis had been playing with. He left, so I asked where it was. Someone told me it was in one of the bathroom’s, so I went and checked. The inside of the house was in a circle, so I went around, not finding it. There were stairs to upstairs, with a door, but didn’t go up.

Stuck in Quicksand

On a bus with three rows of seats. The middle row is three, or four, seats wide. Amy is driving. The doors open, and water crashes through the opening.

There is a dirt path with chain link (?) fences on either side. The path is wide enough for two cars. I have parked some type of car somewhere along the path, going in opposite direction of another car that was parked. There were some cops who passed by, not worried about this, until one came, and gave me a ticket. I told him about the others who let me be, and that Larry (ex boss who is passed, in dream not remembering his last name), had even been through (he being a high-profile person).

Steve

Driving / riding (on same bus?) through downtown San Bernardino, and mentioning that the street we were on was dangerous.

(This gets interesting, and will do my best.)

A huge sphere, about two – story height, lands in someone’s house (a friend, boyfriend?). Where it lands, looks like a New York loft. It lands close to the windows. There is a line going around the middle, and is situated diagonally so that the higher side is on the left. Coming out of this line are electric blue energy streaks, with a slight wave / squiggle to them, hitting the floor.

I was with some people, and said I was going to go there because the owner had wanted to go back there to save his place (?).

I found myself standing in an elevator, with the doors stuck open, on the ground floor in this house, on the other side of this sphere, away from the windows. I could see the blue lines coming out of the sphere. I decided I had better step out if the elevator in case the doors were to close, and I not being able to get out.

There was a horse outside in the back, seen through the windows. It’s rear, to middle, was stuck in quicksand. One of the invaders (somewhat like Zorg?from Toy Story), from that sphere, standing behind, sent a blue mist / fog energy towards the horse to get it out. This being did so so that the horse could take it around town. I didn’t see, but had a knowing, that the horse had only walked around this house, and so that’s what it did.

A lady smoker had ended up in this house , somehow, across from the elevator. Another one of these beings, a female, had a cigarette, and slowly moved it toward the smoker, mesmerizing her, at her mouth level. This being was exchanging energy between the two, cigarette not reaching the lady’s mouth. There was again the blue mist / fog surrounding (just the cigarette, or the smoker’s body?).

All of a sudden, this lady went through the walls, to her right (she had been facing the windows), leaving outlines of her body. There was a long stretch that she went through.

I was with Greg, and other people, waiting out these intruders(?). I had a book I was looking through, coffee table size, with more width, and saw a picture of a person, in black, with a creature, having the same electric blue in /on it, resting on this persons head. I took the book over to show him.

Sometime during this, Greg and I were passionately kissing.

(From May 18, 2014 Ali’s Dream)

He was out in the garage working out, sitting on a workout bench. There were people with him, some of which were my family. I came out, dressed with blue sweats, red top with cut sleeves (like Rocky), and a red bandana around my head. I started giving orders, telling them to stop sitting around, and start walking. I was walking in circles as I was saying this. I then went inside the house, and came back out, and continued. Ali was wanting to hold me down, but decided against it. I told him that he also needs to walk. I mentioned something about not being able to do this / lose weight when old, so do it now.

(My 234th post)

Don’t Burn Without Looking

(Night before, asked if we leave our bodies while dreaming)

I was up in the air, in a plane ?, looking down at the earth, and was told not to burn a piece / plot without looking at the whole plot. The land I was looking at was 4, or 5, plot squares, next to each other in a vertical line. The “burning” was at the bottom plot. (I thought of Ali’s dream, below, either while dreaming, or after waking up after dreaming this.)

There was an Asian couple at a restaurant, always there, but never eating, sitting at one of the small square tables. He always had a hand-held dictionary to read, while she was doing something else. At one point, he got up to do something, and I grabbed the dictionary. He saw me when he came back, and calmly asked me what I was doing. I responded that I was just looking at it, setting it back down.

In Relief Society, it was announced that my parents had invited everyone to come eat (after church). At the house, no one showed up.

My mom asked if it had been announced, and she was told that, yes it was, but had been sort of in passing. (As if it had been remembered right before starting, and was half-rushed.)

My mom suggested we might as well eat since the time had passed to start. There was a rectangular table with a tablecloth. The food, covered, along with the dishes, and drinks are, was on the left side of the table. I sat at the right end, being able to see out the open front door.

I saw a big white van (the kind used for evil deeds 🙂 ) driving toward the house. I announced that Bro. and Sis. Walker were here. He carried with him, holding the top, an empty oxygen tank, tall like a helium tank. I told him he would need a license to use that, and that my mom could fill it up.

Back at church, same day ? different day ?, there were several girls talking all about a certain guy who was in the same Sunday school class. I didn’t think he was gorgeous, like they thought, but he was ok. He was in his late 20’s / early 30’s.

There was a section of the cultural hall that had been set aside for resting. I laid down to sleep, but ended up only for a short time.

I walked around a bit, topless, crossing my arms. I was thinking that this guy would see the couple of little moles I had on my back.

(I think I asked him how long he had been / lived here.) He told me had been here for 10 years, off and on.

He asked me how old I was, and I asked him what he thought, but before he could answer, he was pulled away. When he got back, I told him, 42, or soon to be (in a month?, but it’s actually in 4 days).

He wanted me to go to the Bishop’s office with him. I was barefoot, my mom had my shoes. He wanted to ask me to marry him, which I was not aware of.

(From May 12, 2014 Night before, asked if we leave our bodies while sleeping)

Different pictures shown in both color, and b&w. Seems I liked both forms.

(From May 11, 2014 Ali’s dream)

He had been invited to help some agricultural people with the laying out, and seeding (seed codes) of some plots of land. He was the only one who knew the information.

He started to go through a couple of miles of bushes, and thorns, on greenish, narrow paths on hilly land. I was warning him not to go that direction, but he kept going.

He then saw bunches of copies / clones of evil-looking warrior type people. They started chasing him, he no longer saw me, because they didn’t want anyone to help with the planting of those plots of land. He was able to elude them through the bushes.

He finally made it, and when he showed up, he saw the people talking to me, thinking I had the information. I then pointed to Ali, saying he was the one with the information.

He gave the people the seed codes, measured, then we all started planting. I was conversing with these people, Ali barely saying anything.