Orchestrating

I asked, “How do I let go?” I dreamt that Ali and I were walking across a big (?) dirt and gravel lot / field between businesses that I didn’t see but knew were there. There were some chain link fences separating some (of the) areas.

In one area that we were about to walk through, two homeless looking guys were there. The guy on the left was standing, facing us. He was skinny with grey dreadlocks about shoulder length or several inches below. He only had his left arm which he was waving around, as if orchestrating. He was wearing a long sleeve shirt. We weren’t close enough for me to see what the design was but it seemed it had flowers of different sizes with a dark blue background.

The other guy was crouching / kneeling to his left. I didn’t look at him but it seems he was wearing a white shirt and had a white bucket in front of him for drumming.

Ali mentioned about the one arm guy, saying that he was dancing. He may not have noticed that the guy only had one arm.

Ali was either right next to me on my right, or was a couple steps behind (as he usually is when we walk). I was trying to get him to notice the uneasiness these guys were emitting. I either said, “Fiiri badan” (Somali = look a lot), meaning that the guy kept looking, or I only was wanting to say it.

Shortly after we passed them I noticed that they started following us. We were then out by the street, with it to our right. There was no traffic. I asked, “Where are the cops?” The traffic then showed up on the other side with a cop car in front passing us.

I turned around and saw two rows of cars within two lines of the fences with one line facing us and the other behind them facing the other way. There was a cop car in both rows.

I dreamt that I said hello to a black girl at the place where I worked. We were then somewhere where the employees had gathered to have lunch / dinner. She was there and so I figured that I had to say hello because I had said hello earlier and that I was now a part of the group.

We were in the back, or near the back. There were several rectangular tables to the right with a square table on the left. My female boss (?) was getting them ready to eat.

My parents showed up. My mom sat at the square table and seeing corn on the table, said that she likes corn. I noticed that she had gained weight in her upper part of her legs which caused her to sit higher on the chair.

I was disheartened when I had to tell her that this was for us. My dad had already gone up front to find another place to sit.

(From yesterday) Avec Moi

I asked the same question. I dreamt of the singer of Poets of the Fall, Marko Saaresto, singing Partir Avec Moi.

(From June 11, 2019) Dead

I asked the same question. I dreamt something with Steve DiSchiavi from the Dead Files tv show.

I dreamt something about the DNA of other people.

(June 10, 2019) From within

I asked the same question. I dreamt of being part of a class but not in a traditional classroom. I was doing paperwork but don’t remember what it was. It was only one piece of paper.

The teacher’s black wife (?) and a girl were doing word puzzles / games to the right of me. I was thinking how they may have finished their work already and that I would rather be doing that instead but knew I had to finish my work first. (I’m not sure if these were the exact thoughts.)

The wife’s cheekbone area was shiny from being clean and a light shining on her. I knew it wasn’t coming from within.

When I finished my work I had to put my name on the back of the paper because there wasn’t room on the front. I also dated it 6-7-19, which was a Monday.

After, the teacher who was white, was talking about a music group from the ’80’s called Camper van Beethoven, as one of their calmer songs played (I only know of “Pictures of Matchstick”), with some of the other students. I was overhearing so I mentioned that I thought they had a song where the singer held his breath for a bit.

(From June 9, 2019) Before

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was walking to the right on a dirt path on a hill with a small group of people. I asked a girl who was on my left if she had been this way before.

I dreamt that an older lady was letting me borrow some / one of her clothes (for church?). I saw that I didn’t have my garment bottom on and so was going to use hers but then saw that I was wearing mine and so would use mine.

I woke with the song, “Tonight I Celebrate My Love” from Peabo Bryson and Roberta Flack.

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What You Want

I asked, “Am I supposed to get pregnant to leave this house?” I dreamt of being on water that was a bit rocky. I don’t remember what I said, but, crying, I pleaded to God for help. 

I then saw an image of a young man, not seeing his head, standing in front of me a little ways. He was wearing swim trunks. I knew that it was my dad.

(Same dream?) I dreamt something with a blonde / white lab under water. It may have been in a huge white cloth with other things. It wasn’t being harmed.

I dreamt that I was lying down, in a bedroom (?), with bunk beds behind and to my right. Someone from the family was sitting (?) on the top. 

There was a married woman lying on top of me, sucking my nipples. I was wearing a red top and there was a blanket covering us. I didn’t want whoever was on the bunk to see.  Seems that her husband was on top of her, not doing anything, but was just there. I didn’t feel the weight. She said something to me, but don’t remember what.

I dreamt that Alex Rodriguez passed away. I saw a tweet, that a  young famous female had retweeted, with her own comment about the people we’ve lost, having small square pictures of them.

She had retweeted about someone famous being part of the funeral. I checked the time (in dream) and it was close to 9, with it being still light outside.

I dreamt that two (boss?) ladies were at D. I. One of them (or both?) was cleaning / wiping the shelves. She wasn’t able to reach the backs of the top ones. I was thinking that I had just cleaned them recently.

I dreamt that a lady was holding a baby girl (1 – 2 years), facing her. There was another lady next to her on her right. The girl told them that an angel had clearly given her a message while she was sleeping. She said what it was, but I don’t remember.

I dreamt that I started seeing something crawling across the tablet screen, from left to right. It was a virus that looked like a spider with 5 – 7 heads. 

I saw someone squeezing another one in the middle so that it looked like a pipe cleaner spider. They, or someone else, said, “Don’t get rid of the virus. Have it do what you want.”

(From Nov 9, 2017 Bank)

I dreamt that I drove Ali somewhere, and when he got out of the car, he left the window open, even though I want it closed because of the danger that’s around, so I nervously had to roll up the window.

I dreamt that the missionaries were at a bank.

(From Nov 8, 2017 See Better)

I dreamt that I was sitting at the bottom of bleachers which were full of people. We were watching a movie made by Eric Pepin showing us the powers that we have. At times though, it didn’t look like him.

As it went on, people left. At one point, it showed a couple of people walking away, and a man with the huge weapon that has an ax on both sides. He threw it at them, not to be mean, but more as a demonstration. It landed behind them.

I was sitting somewhere in the middle and the people to my right had left. A lady sitting next to me, on my left, rubbed my back. I don’t know why. I then moved over to the right, not because of that, but so that anyone who might be behind me could see better.

A black man was shaken by that scene. He had on his left arm, side of his biceps, what looked like what may have been a gunshot, or perhaps chicken pox. He said that Splenda “slipped” one of his friends.

Delphinium

(From Nov 28, 2017)

I dreamt that I went up to Utah for the Christmas devotional with mom, Amy, Judy, and Micalanne. We were in a bedroom with a log bunk bed. There was a shelf on the top of the wall for the top bunk to use. Micalanne used it.

I was down on the floor near the foot of the beds. The carpet was dark color, and a bit loose. I was making it make little waves. Micalanne asked me how I did that. I either told her, or showed her. 

I made a design on a piece of paper with rows of small squares that had blue, red, and I think some other colors so that they almost looked brown. Micalanne got upset at me for using those colors. I told her that it was because it was made for me. She kept going on.

It was lightly snowing outside. I decided why not take some pictures for the people back home. There were some silver candlesticks (?) on a table near the window, so I decided to take a picture of those. I used one of the settings I had recently found, then was looking for to turn the flash off looking through the other settings. 

At the devotional, one of the apostles has his scriptures, which are thick, and is talking about books in the bible that I had never heard before. A group of pages on the right side of his scriptures are folded up, starting from the middle. He puts them down, smooths them down. This is before the program starts. 

Mom is sitting with these additional books, in large print. She had them mailed there, so it arrived in the box, while she was sitting there. It was as big as her lap. She had to move what she had on her lap. It seems as though one of the additional books was named Delphinium.

I had a bit of red polish on. I started putting clear on top, and the red went away, so I reapplied the red. I accidentally smudged it a bit, but it still looked good, and I reapplied the clear to seal it.

(From Nov 27, 2017 Closure)

I dreamt that dad had done some grocery shopping. I don’t know where mom was. He had gotten some meat patties, and some other form of meat I think, but don’t remember, and some cut and trimmed celery sticks, and cubed butter / margarine.

He also got some food from a fast food place, I think, but don’t know where, and don’t remember what. He didn’t put the food away. I found it still out the next day. I took the clear bag with celery and butter and started putting the celery in the freezer, out of the bag.

I dreamt about Tony Curtis and his first wife (don’t know how many he had) had recently split and their two children (both girls?) were feeling the affects of the split. His wife was slowly pacing in / by front of the front door, crying beside herself. She finally decided to meet with him for closure, and peace.

I dreamt that a girl was on a skateboard coming down a hill so steep that vehicles couldn’t drive up. I was worried for her not knowing how she could stop. 

She was actually behind the skateboard trying to catch it and get on. She finally made it to the bottom where it was level. I didn’t see how she got there.

I dreamt that the Ghost Adventures crew were up in the mountains. I saw the mountains lit up from the headlights of the cars, which were few. There was a flat spot, and Zak Bagans was there wearing a white shirt.

He was standing behind / next to a podium (?). He was praying that the crew would be safe as they did their investigation. There was a headlight on the ground with something attached to it (like an antenna) from an old car.

One of the guys stuck it in a hole in the front right by the bumper. They eventually took it out in case someone who knew where it had come from saw it and c/would’ve gotten upset that they had it.

Finally Came

I dreamt that I was watching a movie, with Kenny Rogers and John Schneider, from the 70’s / 80’s, but they were their age that they are now. I was telling someone that I really liked one of the songs. 

John was telling someone that they could call him dad. Kenny was up on the (balcony) roof with someone else.

I dreamt about Integars, as a last name (?).

I dreamt about trying to find a woman (who was in a picture(s)?), and that she finally came / showed up.

(From Jan 23, 2018 Melt For You )

I dreamt that I was inside, and told not to go outside because people were being killed, and it was raining. 

I dreamt that several women (tho/ese?) were driving (in one car) to Miami with their grandmothers for vacation. The grandmothers were acting as if they were those motion things that some people stick to their dashboard.

I dreamt of a guy singing, “I’ll melt for you.” This was his own song, and not the one from the 80’s called, “I’ll melt with you.”

(From Jan 22, 2018 Children)

I dreamt that I was in a shirt and underwear. I opened the door to look outside. I was above the other homes, and thought that they might be able to see me like this, so I closed the door.

I dreamt of a tall black man who dealt with a lot of children (perhaps like a community mentor?).

(From Jan 21, 2018 Given Away)

I dreamt that the cats were going to be given away, and I was crying to mom to not let them. She said that Steve’s (?) turtles (doesn’t have irl) were also going to be given away, and I said that that’s different because they’re just turtles.

(From Jan 19, 2018 Married)

I dreamt that I, and another girl, got married to guys that we didn’t know, at least I didn’t. We were to stay together, as a group, and as companions. As we were walking out to the car, I was holding the key, and wondering if I should drive.

I was wearing the white skirt with ____ that I like to wear. I suppose that the guy I married ended up driving since that part was skipped. (After we arrived at our destination) I was tired, so I went to bed. 

(In the morning?) When I woke up, I realized that he was young, good looking, with short red hair. He told me that he had sex with me while I was sleeping. I wondered if I had snored. He seemed to be ok with the experience.

I dreamt that the other girl had her stuff together in the car. I had to go back home to get mine. I hadn’t brushed my teeth, and still had a dirty mouth. My face still felt relatively smooth, but still wanted to work on it. 

At some point after getting back home, they took off without me, forgetting about me. My mom said something about calling those three, but I said that because they had forgotten about me, maybe that means that I’m not ready.

When I got home, several apostles / leaders of the church came, with a tall woman. She was wearing a dress. I didn’t see their faces, only their suits.

I don’t know how tall this woman was since I didn’t stand next to her. She went in the kitchen, and started to get some food ready for them. The kitchen island was a tad bit short, but workable. She pulled out the cutting board that was in the island. I think she had cucumbers. 

Here It Comes

I dreamt something about the size of a window opening for (my?) spirit to come / go through.

I dreamt that I was looking outside, from inside the house, and seeing a guy from church (in the dream) walk past, from right to left. There were (somewhat) open blinds.

He saw me looking at him. I may have smiled, to be friendly. I either thought, or said out loud, that we still can’t always trust people we “know”, as I was locking the door, by flipping down the lever that is used.

Mom had gone to take a shower. While she was in the bathroom, I could feel an uneasiness concerning that guy. There was a small hallway where the bathroom was, which was on the right (in the middle?). I hid in there at the entrance, hearing the cat / dog door moving, knowing that it was him. I said, “Here It Comes”.

I dreamt that I was slowly touching / feeling my right breast, with my left hand, twisting my shirt, while writing a story. I was trying to do it without being seen.

(From March 15, 2018 Still Cold)

I dreamt that I was inside a house, naked, but with shoes on. I was looking out back and saw a bunch of different animals pass by from right to left. They were huge.There were birds, and I think maybe deer. I don’t remember all. 

I then went to a different part of the house to the left. It was morning, dark outside, and I was wondering what happened to all the animals / why did they disappear?

The tabby cat was outside, on the left, and started to come toward me to come back inside because it was still a bit cold out there. There was a small area to the left with dirt and small (palm?) trees. The Siamese boy’s mother was laying amongst them, and when she saw the tabby coming, she got up as well.

I dreamt that I was at some sort of conference with several hundred people. In the middle, or maybe near the back (I didn’t look behind me), there was an open row for people who wanted to stand. I saw women there, not sure if any men were standing.

There were some pictures being shown on a screen up front. I was a row or two behind the standing people, to the right. One picture was of a guy with a funky display of his tie. 

The man in charge (?), up in front of everyone, was then asking about some sort of computer program which was then being shown (the cover of the program, not the program itself). The color chosen was a brownish color. 

No one was answering him so I said out loud, “I have the program but my computer isn’t / doesn’t work(ing).” I didn’t make myself known that I was the one who spoke, and no one asked. 

I dreamt that I saw a house up on a hill and wondered if they saw me, but thought that they couldn’t.

Blood 

I asked, “What do I need to do to leave Ali’s house?” I dreamt something about blood.

I dreamt that I was in mom and dad’s bathroom, with another female (girl? woman?). I don’t remember why.

I was standing with my left leg up on the tub (?) and pulled out a full bloody tampon. Some fell on the tiles / grout and a couple drops looked like gel but not as dark. It was like the one used for cakes.

I was concerned about the grout but this female knew how to clean it up and started looking through a top drawer to find what she needed.

(From May 19, 2018 Mother)

I asked, “Who am I?” I was thinking, and feeling, that I’m a mother.

(From May 18, 2018 Book of Scripture)

I dreamt that I was driving the big truck that I want. Dark blue. I was at a corner at a stop light to turn right and I had to make sure that the brakes were working so that I didn’t come out in front of the oncoming traffic.

Amy (and Micalanne?) were waiting for me at an empty lot that was there at the corner. I drove in and stopped the truck.

I dreamt that Kyle was alive again and married to another girl. I had a distaste for him. I don’t know why.

I had a bed in the living room (?). A sofa bed? We may have been living at Amy’s.

(Don’t remember exact order of these next ones.) I was in my bed on Sunday morning, with eyes closed, when I heard this girl walking around and quietly say, “Book of Scripture” and another book that I don’t remember the title but may have been written by one of the church leaders, or / a prophet.

Amy was looking for these books and I made mention to her what I had heard. Either I, or Amy, then said that this girl has things to talk to / with the Bishop.

I was in Kyle and this girls bed. I was on his right. He asked her what she wanted for breakfast and she mentioned a certain type of taco. After he left, still in bed, she had his pills in a cup for him. I asked / said that he still takes his pills. She asked / said something about us not being together anymore. I replied that he had died.

Earlier in the dream she was talking about some people she had had sex with. One of them was her second cousin. She now was coming on to me. Telling me that she wanted me to suck her labia, but she used a different word, so I asked her to repeat it but she said never mind / don’t worry about it.

I was thinking that this would be my chance to see what it was like to be with another female, but I wondered if she was clean. I figured that we could do it the next day, Monday, when Amy was at work.

The Bishop and his wife came over for a visit. This girl asked who they were and then she disappeared.

Mom came back from a Dr appointment. She was standing tall and straight with her long hair. She had her weight spread out on her hips / waist. She was wearing a tank top with her shirt and garment top in her hand (s), as if she didn’t have time to change.

Her right temple of her glasses was broken off of her glasses with her still wearing it. I asked her what happened. I don’t remember.

Either Amy, or mom, brought in the mail. She didn’t have too much in her hands but she did have some for me. When she gave it to me, on the floor, there were tons of pictures in the envelopes that they come in after being developed.

The pictures of life with Kyle and I was so happy that I almost wanted to cry. One of the pictures was of our (dream) house that was two stories and at the corner entrance of the street.

The right side of the house was parallel with the main street (when inside looking front). Seems that the house may have been a subdued yellow. On the sidewalk between side of house and street had several big horses facing me. The front one seems to have been black.

The picture wasn’t totally clear. I had a couple muted broken black and white lines going horizontally across with muted black and white snow (?) covering the whole picture. These were not obscuring the picture but were enough to be seen.

The horses all of a sudden came to life galloping toward me and did this a couple times as if it were a gif. The horses then stopped, and when they did, the horses were sideways with some facing the street and some facing the house with heads down as if feeding.

I dreamt that I was talking to Ali, naming the streets where he lived in the beginning of living here in the states. He had love back then.

I then named a street that I assume was the one when he was at the University of Utah. It was ____ Ranch Rd. I said that he had a child there. I think I may have mentioned the next street. I asked him where the love went / what happened.

I dreamt seeing a (circular?) pergola with those tiny outdoor lights and a bunch of pinecones. I wanted to take a picture but decided not to.

Bigger and Better

(From May 26, 2018)

I dreamt that I attract people who need healing. As one guy was talking to me, I thought that I don’t need to heal him. (I had recently read about healers who attract these people.)

I dreamt that Stephanie was going on to bigger and better places / things. 

I dreamt that I was somewhere where there was chocolate / ice cream / desserts. I didn’t want / need at the time but as I was leaving, I decided to grab a couple for later. 

I dreamt that I grabbed a Riesen chocolate because I had wanted to try it.

(From May 23, 2018 Big Deal)

I saw a man handing me a black baby boy.

I dreamt that Zak was a toddler / baby and he whispered that my name is no big deal (not famous).

(From May 22, 2018 On Time)

Two thoughts came to me : 1) my mom and I just broke up, 2) Arrival – on time 

(From May 21, 2018 Doing It Right)

The thought, “(The) white goat has turned black.”

 The lyrics, “I found love in you. Doing it right. Doing it right.” from the Oh Wonder song, “Lifetimes” keep going through my head.

(From May 20, 2018 Able To Pay)

I asked, “Who am I?” I dreamt that mom was talking to Sara about Jana. Sara said that Jana isn’t who we think she is, and got up to get some pictures / documents (don’t remember which) to show. 

Sara said that Jana had gotten drunk in Denmark and (I think was locked up) was able to pay in full so that she wouldn’t miss her flight back home. I was then having a regular conversation with dad with me on his and mom’s bed.

I dreamt of walking past a bedroom and seeing two small brown tattooed hands on the bed moving. I was about to keep going but stopped to see who it was. 

It was a short Mexican man who I had seen in here for the past couple of weeks who somehow gets in to sleep then leaves before people see him. Someone said that he’s a bartender. He scared me because he isn’t supposed to be here.

I dreamt of a grid of illustrated children. There may have been 12 squares but I’m not sure. 

The thought came to me that macular degeneration takes away our power.

Steve

I asked, “Who keeps entering my body?” I don’t remember the beginning but I was in the back of a car (two rows?) on / behind the drivers side. There was an older man (50’s – 60 (‘s)) sitting next to me. It was dark. At night? 

A cold kidney shaped “balloon” showed up between the front of us. I sternly asked, several times, “Who are you?” It moved to the seat in front of us / older man, and turned into a guy who looked like Aaron Goodwin, but had a mustache that grew down both sides of his mouth, reaching down to his chin. He may also have had a tiny triangle under his bottom lip.

I could only see him visibly enough to see what he looked like. He had died earlier in the dream, not in a good / pleasant way. He was someone who used to be our coworker.

It looked like he was wearing a casual dress shirt (if that’s what they’re called), short sleeve, plaid style with bigger squares (?).

I told the older man that it was Steve. The old man responded, “My wife?” So I asked him, “Is your wife’s name Steve?” 

I wanted to ask “Steve” how it felt when he was dying but was woken up by a cat. 

I dreamt something about being in a backyard of a house that was for sale. I was standing on the right side looking to the left. There was a pool next to the house. The right wall was curved up, like the luge. For some reason, I felt dizzy while looking at it.

Next to the pool was a small golf course that ran along the length of the pool.  The lot size was the same as Ali’s. He may have been there also? I was thinking that if this lot was big enough for these, then they would fit in Ali’s yard.

I dreamt something of turning right and having traffic coming at me, as if I was in England. I maneuvered to the right of them to the dirt edge and was thinking, “I hate it when they’re driving / going the wrong way.” No one honked, or got upset at me.

There was something about people wearing purple.

(From June 17, 2018 Bubbles)

I asked who my husband is, as in / with the power couple. I had several dreams but I started doing something when I woke so all I remember is huge bubbles, like soap bubbles.

(From June 16, 2018 No Big Deal)

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was running up a hill with someone. I don’t remember if I knew who it was, or if I saw the face. I was a little slower than him and I was saying to myself, “Come on body.” 

I dreamt that Mando was holding my hand. There were other people around. I didn’t let go until I went to do something else.

I dreamt that married Hispanic couples were at the park taking pictures. I was thinking that there were still other couples getting married and will arrive shortly after. I was wondering why they were getting married when / if they’re related.

I dreamt that I was in a building and there were other people there. I was telling a blonde guy (famous?), without him saying / asking anything first, that I shaved my head because I felt like it, and also, because I was upset. I don’t remember what he said but it was to the effect that it’s no big deal.

A female showed up and then I was saying that I like it because I can just get up and go (and was thinking that it’ll take longer after it grows / I’ll have to take care of it). 

I was in a hallway with a sign with yoga (written / or poses?) on it. Some guys passed by, back / behind to front, and I told them that I like doing it, and the feeling I get after doing it. They didn’t believe that I did it / could do it.

Before waking, I was told / heard the words, “You’ll receive (an) ailment after 9 years.” 

Lot Of Change

(From July 3, 2018)

I dreamt that I was putting / stuffing a lot of coins in my little blue coin purse and I said, “I like a lot of change.” I may have added a little too much so that I had to take some out so I could close the purse.

There was a covered up dumbbell and a lady asked if it was that, or a bone. 

I was trying to remember what to say to expel evil. I think I finally did remember what to say.

I saw the Utah girl sitting on a toilet and nothing coming out.

(From July 2, 2018 Different Dates)

I dreamt something about different dates for the Taurus sign (they’re not always consistent). 

I saw a bird and knew that it always showed up after Ali and the Utah girl had sex. I knew what type it was when I saw it, but don’t remember. The bird was a sign that they shouldn’t be doing what they did. 

(From July 1, 2018 Job Done)

I dreamt that my vehicle (Buick Park Ave?) was submerged in water and I had to push it out so that I could drive it. 

I dreamt something about Judy in a car and being excited to see her and showing someone that she was (t)here. 

I dreamt about a guy needing to trim his hair. I took him to the bathroom(s) we had in the main level (and above?) but they weren’t sufficient so I took him to the basement and that was white and all clean and big enough to get the job done. 

(From June 29, 2018 11:11)

I dreamt that there was a big man inside a / the house wanting to hurt people so we all got out. After a while, after he had left, I went back inside and there was calming music playing that he had put on. I thought that odd.

I dreamt that I was in the / a house with other people. I think Joe Vitale was there. I saw that the time was 11:11 so I showed it to him, giving him a look as if to say, “You know what they say about 11:11.” 

 I then saw a Siamese cat pacing back and forth by the sliding glass doors to outside. Joe started walking over to let it out and I told him the cat’s name is “Samaria” ( Sam a ria). The cat hid under a coffee table that was there but soon came out when it saw it was going to be let out.

I dreamt that I was in Greece, looking down at the coastline. In the right the coast came out like a triangle tip. There was “netting” over the tip that was a cream color. I think it was made out of plants / nature. 

I then (don’t remember exact order of events) was on the ground and saw a fire across the water. People were saying how pretty it looked. I was disturbed by this and said / thought that there were homes over there.

Coming out of the smoke / clouds I saw a formation of Jesus. I wanted to get a picture of it with my iPod so I started taking pictures but the formation was gone as soon as it showed up.

I then saw a woman walking toward me, on my right, wearing a horizontally striped shirt / outfit. As she passed me, I half loudly said, “Thanks for showing your nipples” because they were coming out from between the stripes. Her breasts were fallen half way down.

Finishing His Mission

I asked for the meaning of the sex change. I dreamt that something was an emergency.

I dreamt of family, and others, gathering for an event. I saw a young guy sitting who had the build of an islander. His hair was dark and “fluffy” and about to the top of his ears.

I was thinking that he had grown his hair out after finishing his mission. I then saw his tag and so figured that he was growing it out because he was close to finishing his mission.

(From July 4, 2018 Believed I Knew)

I asked if Ali is a parent (different wording). I dreamt something about trash and something about digging. I don’t remember if it was one dream, or two.

I dreamt that Ali and I were about to go to a steak (?) restaurant. I read a paragraph from a newspaper to him first. It mentioned Hëssey, and had some words that I didn’t know. He had to help me pronounce at least one, and one of the words he pronounced differently than me (tomato, route, etc…). 

I knew the way to the restaurant, believed I knew, but decided to bring the newspaper anyway because it had the address.

Before leaving, I was looking inside a drawer and it had a couple rolled up newspapers (a bit yellowed?). I’m not sure why I kept / was keeping them. As I was finishing reading, I think I started playing around with my voice and Ali was laughing at me, telling me that I should be a (actress? comic?).

As I was going out to the car, there was a blonde woman. She had short bangs and all I noticed about the length was that it looked about shoulder length. 

She was putting bobby pins on the top of her head from the back to front so that it looked like a net. She was going to sleep with it like that. I asked her what it does, and she responded, “nothing”. 

For other people I think it makes a sort of design? I was about to leave but asked her why she does it and she said she felt a need (?). She didn’t do her hair like this all the time, only when she felt like doing something different, though it didn’t do anything for her. 

She finished while I was there and gave a sigh of relief because her arms were tired. I gave a look of acknowledgement and I may have said that I know how that feels. As she was putting the pins in, I never saw her pick them up.

I dreamt of Shauna giving a talk at church but it wasn’t at a church. At the end, she had a board with (a) picture(s) and had a picture of a colorful butterfly (cutout). 

She put the butterfly on the board and then put a white string over it, and the board, to keep it there. It fell. She didn’t notice, so the people in back were saying, “It didn’t stick” several times. I was up front.

I then saw her outside in the front of her family’s car, sitting next to / on the lap of her dad. The others were there but didn’t look at them. I was going to tell her about the butterfly, but didn’t (maybe her dad scared me a bit? made me unsure?) so instead I gave her a thumbs up for her talk (the window was up). 

I dreamt that I was in the back of my small white Toyota pickup, sitting on the floor, looking up at the front. The truck was going backwards a bit fast and I was worried about the other vehicles. 

I saw that Mark was driving and in control but still may have mentioned to him about my worries. Val may have been sitting up front also. 

I dreamt about a girl sitting in a truck with some space between her and another person. Either just her, or both of them, were singing. 

I dreamt that a girl had lost weight and had two red stretch mark lines down her body / abdomen, one on either side of her belly button. Another girl was asking what those were but the first was understanding / paying attention.

I looked at the second girl and gave her a look, telling her not to say anything about the lines. The girl who lost the weight had lifted up her shirt (to show her body?) and that’s how I saw the lines. This was at the building / church where Shauna spoke.

I dreamt of a woman in an office in this building. Her door was open. She was wearing a dress (it was Sunday?). To the left (when looking at her) was a girl waving a multi layered “fan” of cheese (?), wondering who it belonged to. 

Three other women showed up. One (or another?) wanted to speak with the one in the office. I was going to close the door some, but then thought that the conversation was supposed to be in private so let the door close.