Be Shown

I asked, “How do I go back and change my past?” I dreamt that I was with a group of people and we were waiting for a beluga whale to come and be shown to us. There was a guy up front, right corner, singing his songs, playing his guitar, while we were sitting and waiting. Seems that Michelle and Suzanne were there.

The people weren’t paying too much attention, though they heard. I was saying, to a couple of them, that it’s because there isn’t any feeling / passion, and they agreed.

Behind us were two “cages” to go in if we wanted when the whale got here. There were also a line of metal things in front of them, in different sizes (to show / measure different sizes?). 

As it got closer for the whale to show, I got emotional and started crying, wanting to be protected in a cage. 

There was a line of some of the guys, who were mentally slower, who were going in to the cage on the right (when looking forward to where the whale would be). Philip was at the end wanting to get in, not because he was scared.

As I was walking in, I was thinking how I’m almost 47, and I’m this emotional and crying, but then thought that it’s ok because of how big the whale is (I was feeling like it was as big as a humpback whale). When it arrived, there was a “pool” of water going horizontally in front of us, only big / wide enough to fit him.

I was in the cage and a handsome man, with dark hair, came walking toward me ( cage protection is now gone) with the whale walking, on his right, on his tail. When the man was on my left, and the whale on his left, he asked if I (lived with any?) complaints. I immediately told him no.

As he was walking toward me, someone said blue, as if saying “blue – ga whale”. 

There was something about showing his round nose.

I dreamt that I was talking with Briana and telling her about this dream, emphasizing that I was emotional. I was naked while I was telling her. I kept getting interrupted by mom and dad, who were in another room, saying that the whale is coming / appearing soon.

Toluca (used to be my mom’s black lab guide dog) even came in to my room and excitedly grabbed a pink bath sponge / pouf, threw it up in the air, and then left. I then went out, and had my garments on.

I dreamt that I wasn’t able to download a ticket to go see the whale because I didn’t have a computer. I was saying this to a young (teen?) skinny boy, thinking he would catch on to my dilemma and help out, but he didn’t, for either.

I then was at a four – way stop, and for some reason, wasn’t able to go the direction I wanted, at first, but eventually did. It felt chaotic as to not being able to get where I wanted.

When I finally got to where I was headed (crossing the street), there was a Christian / religious (?) man there, as if waiting for me, who smiled at me and then left.

I saw a hill (?) to my right and climbed it. There were small trees / branches (?). I grabbed one and threw it down, saying that it was mine. It may have glowed? This was to be my ticket.

I dreamt of someone putting “butter” (I think it’s called) down in a shower for putting in tiles. A guy there didn’t want to touch / get involved with it.

The thought came to me that Ray is the boozy way.

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Adding Layers

I asked, “Why does the entity keep entering my body?” I dreamt that workers were fixing up an eave on a house. It had been dark and worn down. They kept adding / repeating the same layers of material, one of them blue, until they were satisfied.

I dreamt that mom was wearing a Cary Cooper watch on her right wrist. We were watching an old movie of a high rise nearly being finished being built. 

Two men were standing on the top. One of them accidentally pushed something off and instinctively went to grab it. Fortunately, he landed on a landing (? couldn’t tell). When I saw his face, I recognized that it was Gary Cooper, the same man on mom’s watch.

I dreamt that I was with a couple guys. One was Sowin (?). There was an Asian guy, eating buttered bread. He then started acting like he was a gorilla, making a face, and swinging his arms, to a guy sitting in front of him, with a window between them (?). 

He was facing my direction, sitting in front of me, to my left. Sowin was sitting on my left. I said that I used to eat that when I was young(er). The guys didn’t seem to hear, so I started to get up to leave. Sowin put his arm on my leg (to keep me there?) so I stayed.

I saw a girl kneeling at the end of a bed, topless, bending over with her torso and arms on the bed. She was facing away from me. She had dark / brunette hair, up by her head, laid out. Her pants looked like they matched the blanket. I didn’t see her breasts, so I’m thinking that she didn’t have much.

(From June 5, 2018 Save Her)

I dreamt of seeing a guy physically torturing a young woman. I was with someone and we were trying to stay hidden, but also figuring out a way that we could save her.

I dreamt of Gene playing a musical instrument sitting down. It was long like a piano. It seems that I knew the name of it but don’t remember. The sounds were actually coming from someone behind him playing the piano.

I dreamt something about people at the / a house outside. I was doing something inside and was coming out when they started to leave.

 I told them that I thought they were going to stay and play in the water (pool / sprinkler that goes back and forth). A guy said no, that they weren’t.

(From June 4, 2018 Tarantula)

I asked why I met Ali. I dreamt something about a colored tarantula (like) spider.

I dreamt that I was walking around naked when I was with my family. 

I dreamt that I was seeing Ali and the Utah girl having sex on surveillance. I was hearing the words, “Wear (?) white so I can show the world” . 

I was told that I have intuition.

I was told that there’s no (not enough?) room for Obama.

Steve

I asked, “Who keeps entering my body?” I don’t remember the beginning but I was in the back of a car (two rows?) on / behind the drivers side. There was an older man (50’s – 60 (‘s)) sitting next to me. It was dark. At night? 

A cold kidney shaped “balloon” showed up between the front of us. I sternly asked, several times, “Who are you?” It moved to the seat in front of us / older man, and turned into a guy who looked like Aaron Goodwin, but had a mustache that grew down both sides of his mouth, reaching down to his chin. He may also have had a tiny triangle under his bottom lip.

I could only see him visibly enough to see what he looked like. He had died earlier in the dream, not in a good / pleasant way. He was someone who used to be our coworker.

It looked like he was wearing a casual dress shirt (if that’s what they’re called), short sleeve, plaid style with bigger squares (?).

I told the older man that it was Steve. The old man responded, “My wife?” So I asked him, “Is your wife’s name Steve?” 

I wanted to ask “Steve” how it felt when he was dying but was woken up by a cat. 

I dreamt something about being in a backyard of a house that was for sale. I was standing on the right side looking to the left. There was a pool next to the house. The right wall was curved up, like the luge. For some reason, I felt dizzy while looking at it.

Next to the pool was a small golf course that ran along the length of the pool.  The lot size was the same as Ali’s. He may have been there also? I was thinking that if this lot was big enough for these, then they would fit in Ali’s yard.

I dreamt something of turning right and having traffic coming at me, as if I was in England. I maneuvered to the right of them to the dirt edge and was thinking, “I hate it when they’re driving / going the wrong way.” No one honked, or got upset at me.

There was something about people wearing purple.

(From June 17, 2018 Bubbles)

I asked who my husband is, as in / with the power couple. I had several dreams but I started doing something when I woke so all I remember is huge bubbles, like soap bubbles.

(From June 16, 2018 No Big Deal)

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was running up a hill with someone. I don’t remember if I knew who it was, or if I saw the face. I was a little slower than him and I was saying to myself, “Come on body.” 

I dreamt that Mando was holding my hand. There were other people around. I didn’t let go until I went to do something else.

I dreamt that married Hispanic couples were at the park taking pictures. I was thinking that there were still other couples getting married and will arrive shortly after. I was wondering why they were getting married when / if they’re related.

I dreamt that I was in a building and there were other people there. I was telling a blonde guy (famous?), without him saying / asking anything first, that I shaved my head because I felt like it, and also, because I was upset. I don’t remember what he said but it was to the effect that it’s no big deal.

A female showed up and then I was saying that I like it because I can just get up and go (and was thinking that it’ll take longer after it grows / I’ll have to take care of it). 

I was in a hallway with a sign with yoga (written / or poses?) on it. Some guys passed by, back / behind to front, and I told them that I like doing it, and the feeling I get after doing it. They didn’t believe that I did it / could do it.

Before waking, I was told / heard the words, “You’ll receive (an) ailment after 9 years.” 

Shouldn’t Be Bundled

(From June 23, 2018)

I asked the same question. I dreamt about cable companies shouldn’t (?) be bundled. 

I dreamt about William Faulkner. 

I dreamt about a young guy being with me. I asked him if he had a job and he said no. I wondered how he got his money. He didn’t look homeless. 

We were hugging each other in the top of an empty brick water well. We were floating slowly, going in circles. I saw water coming in but didn’t see it going down and wondered why.

I saw a spider / cobweb going across the top half of the entrance and the water was falling onto that. I broke the web so the water could go / fall down. I no longer saw the water and don’t know how deep the well was.

The guy starts kissing me with his full lips. I start to resist because of Ali but then I think about what I told Ali (in waking life) a day or two ago. (Referencing an earlier dream, I thought that maybe the grown children I saw on a dock, the female who looked like me, maybe she comes from someone else first and then the other three come from Ali.)

After I think of this, I stop resisting and enjoy the kiss. I then see two white outlined people drop down, one a bit higher than the other, and am thinking they are my children from this young guy. 

I think he told me that I was a certain type of shaman. That type left me when I started waking.

(From June 22, 2018 Close To Going Home)

I saw a rainbow.

I dreamt of a dirt “pool” that was empty. It was as long as a ship and as deep as one and as wide. It then was filled with water and I told the people that it had been filled again. A guy jumped in to swim. 

It was above ground. On one of the sides was a shell of a Viking ship. I only saw the walls, so not sure if there was anything inside. It was stationary but was able to shake / move / sway back and forth as if someone jumping in the middle to get it to move. 

I dreamt of motorcycles on a street and one of them making a left turn right in front of some other motorcycles. 

I dreamt that I was a missionary. Everyone was going to a building for something. The Elders, some, were talking about sex. I kinda gave them a look (I was in front of them?) but I don’t think they noticed / cared. 

There was a line divider for the females to go to the left and the guys to go to the right. There were some guys there that I was surprised at first to see because they had been there for a while but then figured that they must be close to going home. 

I was at the last to go in with two others. Seems maybe we had to wait a bit before going in? I walked in front of them. As I started to walk into a hallway to the area we were all meeting, there was a black man facing me with his right arm stretched out to his side. 

I thought he was telling me to go on so I did. I soon realized that he was stretching his arm out for his toddler (?) girl. He didn’t say anything to me so I kept going. 

When I entered the area where everyone was, there were tables lined up horizontally on my right where they were sitting. I don’t remember if there were some on my left. Everyone stood as I walked past them. 

Once a year (?) someone was appointed (?) / chosen as Queen. I knew I was the one chosen and still walking past toward the front. I was then given a large white cardboard / paper with a poem on it about the worth of a person who had been chosen.

Before reading, I kinda sang out, “I knew that I was a Queen, yeah, yeah, yeah” twice, a little bit slowly. 

I dreamt of children dancing, putting on a show. There was a group of five year old girls having a lot of fun. They had makeup on. One of them didn’t have the foundation smoothed in along the jaw line. It looked like soap suds would look like.

(June 22, or 23 The Change)

I dreamt that I was at the register with mom. I was buying something that was .25¢ but I only had .20¢ so I was asking mom for the other .5¢. She was also buying some things so maybe I included mine in with hers? 

In the middle of this, as I was going through the change (it was all coins), dad asked me to help him with his transaction outside of the store, so I had one foot in and one foot out. 

I helped him with beginning his transaction with his change then went back inside to finish mine and mom’s transaction.

Me?

I asked, “Mando has the same energy as who?” I dreamt something about genealogy. I was telling someone / someone was being told that they’re not living up to Mrs. Brown.

I dreamt that I was backstage to see Madonna and U-2. “Madge”, as someone called her, said that she was sick, throwing up all night. I said that if she ate healthier foods, she wouldn’t be so sick.

I saw a line of people, facing left, standing outside, waiting to get in. I saw Ali excitedly walking by these people because he was excited to be there, and he saw a couple former students.

There was an opening to go through to get to the concert. I made sure that I grabbed a bunch of bundled pencils before going through. 

There was a female in front of me taking her time. A lady behind me was getting frustrated at me for not moving so I told her that I can’t go forward when there’s someone in front of me / until this girl moves.

(From Aug. 3, 2018 Rescuer)

I asked for the name and meaning of the Lamanite statue. I dreamt that I was on some stairs that went in a square circle. 

Some firefighters / “rescuers” came to get me. There was a rope against the wall that I held onto. I only had on my garments. I was able to stay ahead of them enough that they didn’t see me. I was able to stop at a point where I could hide in an “enclave” of the stairs. 

Somehow they talked to mom, not finding me, and she convinced them to leave. I saw their truck, with an old man driving. There was a word on the ladder, but don’t remember what. 

I dreamt of walking with dad across dangerous / poisonous water that had huge rocks / stones and open scriptures in the water. 

Dad wasn’t taking it as serious as he should, getting one of his legs in the water and stepping on a set of open scriptures. I got him out, showing him that the scriptures edges were coming off because he stepped on it.

I dreamt that I was only wearing an unbuttoned shirt, being able to see stretch marks on my chest when the shirt is open. 

I was at a theatre, watching a rehearsal of a musical version of Cinderella, in plain clothes. I didn’t know who was who. A lady came on stage who I assumed to be the wicked stepmother. Her face was tan and her hair was up. 

There was a pool where the orchestra should be, with people in it. 

I was up in the balcony area with a bunch of guys. I saw some older teens / young 20’s guys smoking and was impressed that there wasn’t a smell so I went over to check it out. They were “smoking” plastic straws, only being able to go little by little as the ends didn’t stay lit.

One of the men I was with picked me up so that I was “sitting” in his arms . He wanted to show off what I was (n’t) wearing. I told him that I would die if he did that. 

He was walking across the balcony area. I told him that he was either very strong, or it was from endorphins. The guys acted as if I had said estrogen. 

I was sitting with my legs stretched out when the guy who carried me noticed that I had some blood coming up through my jeans that I was now wearing. He slowly peeled the strips of pant away. There were two layers / levels. One of them, I told him to be gentle because it hurt. 

I saw what looked like a snake in my right shin / calf, with my body / skin mushy and coming apart. I said that there was a snake, and it moved, wanting to cover itself in my leg.

 I had to say this a couple of times before the guy, who was on my left, grabbed it and took it out, letting it go. I said that it was a salamander and that it was the third I’ve seen in two years. It was huge like a komodo dragon. My leg looked nasty.

Wait

I asked, “How do I go back to my past?” I dreamt that mom, Amy, and Carla (Starbucks customer) all had cancer and had to wait for New Year’s for the results.

I dreamt of a house behind a black iron fence. There was a huge boulder (mountain / hill) to the left of it, and a pool to the left of that. There was a space in front of all of these for people to walk through.

I dreamt of being in a church. There was an African family and they had been given an old African song to sing. They weren’t sitting next to each other. When they were singing, I could feel the power of their voices.

(From Aug. 7, 2018 Danger)

I dreamt that I was sleeping during different flights to different states though the last one I was awake at the end of the flight. 

I dreamt that there was a rectangular hole in the second floor of a house (?). A young guy took away an iron gate that was by it. I was worried that there was nothing to warn others of the danger of falling through.

(From Aug. 6, 2018 Gather My Thoughts)

I dreamt of an overweight youngish black lady with newborn twins on a tv commercial. 

I dreamt of Tracy in a gymnasium, asking if she’s seen Steve. She asks what he looks like. I say that he has blonde, Marine style hair, short. She says that I can stop remembering there. I don’t remember if she had seen him or not. 

We’re going to Mark and Val’s baby blessing. I was in a bit of a hurry to get going. 

I had two different, but almost the same, blankets for two different beds. 

There was something about (a) toy train tracks?

I dreamt of newborn kittens dieing and seeing a mother eating a kitten, with the head in her mouth. 

I dreamt of little girls singing and watching them with other people. There was a guy there with black hair, shoulder length, with his son (pre – teen?). I thought this guy might have an interest in me but I wasn’t sure.

I dreamt of dropping some papers and the top one had a religious poem that I had copied. I was a little anxious at people seeing it, that they may have thought I had written it. I didn’t do anything, watching to see what happens. A lady gathered some of my papers and put them on top, helping me gather my thoughts (?).

Portal

I asked, “Can I go back in my past?” There was something about my knee(s).

I dreamt that me, Amy, my mom and dad (didn’t see them but knew were there) recently moved to a new place. There were some open near empty boxes of cereal lying down, couple of them on the side, on a top shelf. I think one of them was Life. There were some saltine crackers, along with open wrappers / packaging. I was thinking that dad was the one to eat the cereal. I had eaten breakfast and was feeling to eat some crackers with peanut butter, but didn’t.

Back in the bedroom, I was lying across the end of my bed, which was against the right wall. There was a dresser between my bed and Amy’s bed on the left, and a dresser at the end of her bed. She put a garment under her mattress where other dirty laundry was. She said something as she was doing so, but don’t remember.

She then was standing at the end of her bed and said something about that area. I responded, “Like a portal.” She agreed.

She had put a short brown extension cord under, and through, the bottom of the dresser between the beds, saying something about it being there / the placement of it, and about power (?). 

I was holding a water bottle shaped like a jug. Even though I was feeling a bit sick / ill I got up to refill it because there was a bit of cleaning to do in the house. The lid / cap was on the floor at the end of the bed.

As I got up, the front left leg of the silver tabby (neighbor messed with her back claws earlier this year) was “stuck” to the Siamese as she was walking. The tabby was acting as if it hurt a little. She finally got “unstuck” and I picked her up to rub her leg.

(From Aug. 11, 2018 Red Storm)

I saw 4 African guys / men at / in a restaurant (El Pollo Loco?) walking to a table. I was thinking, “If I was to go to Africa,” not finishing the thought. 

I dreamt that I was watching tv (?). I (?) was able to choose what scenario the people were in.

I then am calling out, barely at first, “Heavenly Father, help me so that I can live (my?) life.” I kept repeating this until I was loud enough for Ali to hear me (in the dream).

Zach River band

I dreamt that I was in a chapel, up by / in the stand, on the right of the microphone. Obama was sitting on the Bishop’s right side. He looked intently at me, and sinisterly said, “There’s going to be a red storm.”

The small congregation was black. There may have been one, or two white people / families? There were only about between 50 – 100 people. The people were standing? The words to the song / hymn they were singing were only “blah blah blah.” 

 I dreamt of a young black lady with small children (part of the congregation?) I was telling her that she needs to tell her girl (less than 8?) that she’s mixed because she’s going to find out. I then saw her toddler boy, with shorts, with chubby legs.

I dreamt that I was out in the (church?) parking lot. It was dark / night time. I was standing looking for my car, not finding it. I think I finally saw it but there were big cats there and I would have to pass them but was too scared to.

There were lions. I don’t remember the other ones. The lions weren’t paying attention to me. I only saw one but knew that there were others. The other one was intent on me.

I told myself to stay calm, that these were God’s cats (I think) and also remembering what Anastasia (Ringing Cedars books) said, that they are helpers to us.

This cat walked back and forth in front of me. A couple times I had a finger that would end up in it’s mouth (like when playing with pets), not getting hurt. The cat always stayed ferocious looking but never did anything to harm me.

I dreamt of being on a water ride on an innertube (is that what they’re called?). There were other people there. Judy was there, by herself. We were at the beginning, which was a circular pool that pushed us in circles, going faster each time, before being dropped a steep drop. I decided that I didn’t want to be dropped, and so was able to get to the side to get out. Judy continued on.

I dreamt that I was outside somewhere naked, doing something, bending down. There were others around. I didn’t care enough about them seeing me (as I usually am since the other times I’m usually thinner) to cover up.

Stability of the Building 

(From March 11, 2015)

I am lying next to a man, naked, on a bed. I am on the right side. He slowly starts to roll over to get on top of me. I say no, and immediately get up and dressed. 

I am holding someone’s baby, and need to give it a bath. 

There is a pool of water that is cleaning itself. 

I am in a building, not sure what floor, maybe top?, and I’m thinking it wasn’t made all too well. I’m not sure how long it’ll stand, even though the others have no problem walking around. 

There is a guy who has a cough, like a lingering cough. He wants to go to get it checked out. He has to wait, but he eventually does. I’m thinking that when he goes, he could mention the stability of the building. I don’t say it. 

Deborah (pronounce each syllable, ex coworker) is there. 

I mention to someone that if my hairs ( on my arm) were gone, my arm would look like a white snake. 

(From March 19, 2015)

I’m driving a car, speeding down a hill, brakes not working. I don’t hit anyone, or get in an accident, but others on the road do. 

The road finally evens w, but I’m still speeding. At one point, I can’t see what’s ahead, as if I was continually going around a bend. 

There’s a field that I’m finally able to go to to slow down. 

I Keep Going 

(From Jan. 17, 2015)

I was sleeping in bed. My mom comes next to me, and tells me that it’s time to go to bed. I don’t open my eyes. I want to continue sleeping. She turns off the small fan I have beside me. 

She then wants to show me a newspaper with an article about Oprah, who had brought an older (70’s?) black lady on her show (when she had it), who had taken care of three (at different times) returned vets. Oprah had brought one of them to the show as a surprise. When he started walking out, on the left, audience to his right, she ran over to him to give him a hug. (I was on set, watching.)

Deion Sanders was there, lying on his left side, propped on his elbow, facing facing forward, and to his right. The audience was to his left. He was wearing a tan /creme suit. The audience was chuckling at something, then he said, “No, serious, I’m / It’s not very pretty”, alluding that he had also gone to war, and come back disfigured. I couldn’t see anything different about him. 

(From Jan. 18, 2015)

Kyle was in water, some kind of pool?, and wanted to see if he could touch the bottom. It was a bit dark, but could still see. He wasn’t able to get to the bottom because of his wound on his stomach still healing. I was also in / under the water, and wanted to say something to him, thinking I might be able, as he was coming back up, but I wasn’t able to. 

While still dreaming, I was describing / attempting this dream to someone. 

The family went to visit Judy, who was in the hospital. She was in the right corner room. I didn’t want to go inside, since she isn’t connecting with me at the moment. I turned around, and saw Amy, facing Judy, there, as a patient. I didn’t realize she would be there, so I sat out there, with her, on a couch that was between her and the wall. She was hoping to be able to get out later that day. There were other beds around, with people in them, kinda like the e. r. 

She was watching a movie that had Emma Thompson (?). It was obvious, to me, that this was a recent movie, and not made when she was younger, as she had horizontal lines across her face, not too deep, but enough to notice. 

Emma had something hit her left side of the head, showing a red ribbon falling down the front. She said she was ok, then blood started coming out. Another scene, after time had passed, the blood had suddenly stopped previously, but then started back up again, getting all over the walls / place, which scared her. I told Amy I wasn’t going to watch. 

There was a path / road in between fences (?). I was driving the small white Toyota pickup I used to have (didn’t see), and stopped behind a semi without the trailer. I got out to ask the driver, who was standing outside, if I could make it, because there was a short distance that’s burning from the sun (temperature). He told me that, yes, I could, but that I (end up) keep going (not telling me, but acknowledging that that’s what I (usually) do). I decided to add water anyway so that the engine wouldn’t overheat. I then looked up, and saw the path / road going up a mountain to a castle at the top (like in movies). 

I was talking with someone, at my parents house, with Amy, mom (?), and I think others. We hear my dad punishing Steve, hitting, in another room. I firmly tell my mom to go stop him. We all go there, and I tell my dad, firmly and adamantly, to leave the house. I wasn’t sure I was going to have breath to speak, but I did, and I was surprised. 

Without a border

(From Dec. 23, 2014)

There was a steep concrete ditch without a border to keep anything from falling in. Ali, and I, were walking by it, where there were pebbles all over the ground. He was talking to a couple other women, enjoying being with them, more than me. I lied down, waiting for him to pay attention to me. Eventually he came over.

Kyle, and I, were going to get married, as also another couple. We had to be shipped off to a different state to do so. I don’t remember where the other couple went, but we were to go to Oregon, which was at the bottom of the states, to the left of Texas.

Some of my cousins came down for it. While waiting to be shipped off, I was participating in the different activities taking place. I was in a pool, and Joy showed me a hole on the top side where air / steam / water was coming out, and she told me that it was warm.

(Ali’s dream)

We were at Amy’s, and I told him to come down to mom and dad’s area so that I could give him a bj. He didn’t want to at first because of the family being there. After he finally did come down, my mom called out to me.

(From Dec. 30, 2014 Ali’s dream)

There were two police impersonators here who wanted to handcuff Ali. We were telling them that they can’t do this. Ali asked where their badges were. I said something about having them on video. They left, and we were going to report them. I said that I needed to get one of my shoes.