Hard To Comprehend

I asked, “Is there an alternative way, other than marrying Ali, to get rid of that (Utah) girl?” I dreamt of the episode of Ghost Adventures where they go to Ripley’s Believe It or Not in Hollywood and seeing Zak holding the foot of a lady. I dreamt of a drawing/illustration of a blue/purple flower with only the middle part and the top edge of the petals drawn. I dreamt of Ghost Adventures going to a house to investigate. I dreamt of lying in bed with Kyle, who was on my right. He turned over so that I could see … Continue reading Hard To Comprehend

Send A Message

I asked, “What is the meaning of the shungite and obsidian cross?” I dreamt that it was night when Ali & I were walking toward a car that looked like my dad’s that was in a corner by itself. It was facing to the left. There may have been a fence on the passenger side. The hood, which opened by the windshield, was crumpled a bit. I put my stuff in back of the driver seat since I drove the car. There were several people walking from the right, having to go around some mispositioned/misaligned/positioned randomly concrete blocks. They mentioned … Continue reading Send A Message

Time To Go

I dreamt of a tall mirrored high rise building. I dreamt of a gated abandoned house/building with several stories. I dreamt that I had pooped a slightly curved tan “brick”, leaving it on top of the toilet. I had some dark remnants on my right leg on the top of my thigh under my belly. It was Micalanne’s turn to clean. She was poking it with a stick and smelling it, not smelling anything, trying to figure out what it was. I put the brick in a hole above the seat the size of the brick and flushed it. I … Continue reading Time To Go

Go Through

I asked, “What’s the meaning of mountains?” I was dreaming about a video documentary I’ve been watching called “An Open Secret” about child actor sexual abuse. I dreamt that there were some construction guys building a house for a family with an additional section for me and someone else. Someone may have asked the question of what their favorite show was and one of the guys enthusiastically said, “Home Town!” I was thinking that either it was my favorite show also or one that I really liked. I was then crawling on the street the house was on, picking up … Continue reading Go Through

In The Wind

I asked the question, “What is the meaning of Ali’s 4440 address?” I dreamt of videos (?) of where people like to go and eat. The song, “Blowing In the Wind” from Bob Dylan came to mind. (From yesterday) Pointing It Out I asked the same question. (Saturday I noticed this video of racism in China as one of my recommended YouTube videos but I didn’t watch it.) I dreamt that I was watching it. I may have been showing / pointing it out to Ali but not sure. (From Sept. 7, 2019) Open Space I asked the same question. … Continue reading In The Wind

Smooth Ride

I asked, “Am I supposed to have children with Ali?” I dreamt that I had gone back to the roller coaster, with another person, and it was going to be a smooth ride to make up for yesterday. There was something about the other person reminding me to bring (the) keys with me (to get it started?). We were standing up at the top. I dreamt that I was in someone’s house (?) in what may have been their galley kitchen. I was walking, naked, to the top / left (depending on where standing).  There was a teen boy who … Continue reading Smooth Ride

Not Sexually Attracted

Last night I asked “What is Mando’s relationship to me?” I dreamt that Ali said to me, “I’m not sexually attracted”. I was waking up when he said that so I’m not sure if that was the whole sentence. There was more to the dream before this but don’t remember it. I dreamt of Morgan Freeman teaching high school p e class of about 10 girls. The class was in the afternoon. I was wondering if they were here in the afternoon because they had other obligations. (From Sept. 13, 2018 Swallowed This) Spirit Collective came to mind.  (I had … Continue reading Not Sexually Attracted

King of the Mountain / End of the Line

(From June 19, 2015) Some men were over, fixing the SmartTV so that it’ll stop crashing. There was a black box, from inside, that was out, hanging by the cords. The men explained what they were doing, but don’t remember what they said. One man had a small lightbulb under his left nostril. It wasn’t real, and wasn’t touching him. It was more like it had been drawn there. King of the Mountain from Midnight Oil (From June 20, 2015) Flying / going over a mansion in Alaska, that I wouldn’t mind having. There was greenery covering it. It was … Continue reading King of the Mountain / End of the Line

Looking through her eyes 

(From Jan. 26, 2015) Ali, to my left, was walking me through a rectangular shaped building. The floor was white tile with black grout. There were cafe tables along both sides, by the walls. The walls may have had greenery, not sure since I didn’t pay attention to them. Sitting at the tables were Arab men, watching us walk through. I didn’t know it was only for them, so I put my hands up in the air, as if to say, “c’est la vie”. (From Jan. 27, 2015) Judy was working at a radio station, in the offices, which was … Continue reading Looking through her eyes 

Rainbow

(From Dec. 7, 2014) Night before, there was a protest / demonstration, and I asked why I experienced it. I see the right side of a rainbow with black borders, and a black line in between, every two colors (I only saw 6). There is another one in front of it, moving to the right. I’m telling my mom, who is sitting at the table, so she’ll come look, but doesn’t. I tell her that I had taken a picture of a previous one. (Ali’s dream) We were in a line with thousands of people. Obead asked Ali if he … Continue reading Rainbow