Hold On

I asked, “How can I remember more of my dreams?” I dreamt that I was visiting Mark/Greg and his family. I was at the church outside the chapel with his young daughter and son. They went inside. I wasn’t too sure about it because of so few people there and I wasn’t sure that it was Sunday. I did eventually go in. The family was on the second middle row from the front. As I was moving down the row to the right, to take a seat, I was thinking that the members there would know who I’m related to. … Continue reading Hold On

Future

I asked, “The truth about who?” I dreamt that I was walking on a dirt area that flowed up and down. There were some people to my right. As I walked, I made some noise/there was noise being made. The people were looking at me and wondering. I dreamt that I was with Kyle. We were outside in a makeshift sectioned off area with a curtain divider on our right. He was lying in a hospital (?) bed. There were a couple guys putting up other curtains on our left with space between them. The curtain on the left had … Continue reading Future

Worker

I asked, “Why am I black?” I dreamt that mom had gone to a medical facility to have a procedure done. I asked one of the workers about the paperwork. They hadn’t looked at it yet. (From yesterday) Woman I asked the same question. I dreamt that on a Friday Amy timidly said that she was going to dinner. I said ok. When she got back I realized that she had gone to the dinner that had been set up by Judy and Sara (?) for mom. I had forgotten about it because Amy didn’t say where she was going. … Continue reading Worker

Time To Go

I dreamt of a tall mirrored high rise building. I dreamt of a gated abandoned house/building with several stories. I dreamt that I had pooped a slightly curved tan “brick”, leaving it on top of the toilet. I had some dark remnants on my right leg on the top of my thigh under my belly. It was Micalanne’s turn to clean. She was poking it with a stick and smelling it, not smelling anything, trying to figure out what it was. I put the brick in a hole above the seat the size of the brick and flushed it. I … Continue reading Time To Go

Must Be Finished

I asked, “Is being a mother the next project?” I dreamt that I found out a girl bad been taking my mission newsletters all these years since I’ve been back. I took the one she was holding and she began to cry. I got so angry that I cursed at her and wanted to punch her but refrained. I then figured it doesn’t really matter now because I wouldn’t know/understand what’s going on. I dreamt that I was with Kyle, or someone similar, who was lying naked on the floor with his head to the right. I was looking at … Continue reading Must Be Finished

Survived

I dreamt that a young Steve dropped a short distance through some things that were close together with a hole in the middle. I was worried that he died because he hit his head and then bent over at his neck but he survived. I dreamt that I was with someone who was driving through an entrance to exit. I was worried that someone might show who wanted to enter. (From Oct. 28, 2019) Pay For It I dreamt that I was out in the living room after feeding the cats then sitting at the table. I heard a man … Continue reading Survived

Wasn’t Much Left

I dreamt that I was standing in the bathroom and inserting a tampon, having a little fun with it first. Thinking of Ali, I think I told someone who was there that I didn’t know why I was using it since there wasn’t much left. I dreamt that he had something in the garage for me and wanted me to go with him to look. I dreamt that while I was looking at the black neighborhood cat outside, I was thinking that if there are any new cats who come around that they will stay outside so that I won’t … Continue reading Wasn’t Much Left

Open Ends

I dreamt that I had a small mound of mold growing between my right thumb and finger. After a couple days I was able to peel it off. Underneath were clear plastic tubes with open ends. I think there was someone (Amy?) there I wanted to show but they were either not interested or not paying attention. (From yesterday) Felt Something (A lady from a Facebook group told me that she saw a girl with brown hair and blue eyes wearing blue/brown clothes and that her name is Elizabeth Mary.) I asked, “Is the Utah girl disguised as Elizabeth Mary?” … Continue reading Open Ends

The End

I asked, “When is the date?” I dreamt that there was a window in my bedroom to the basement below. I saw a guy, who had set up an office, standing and talking on the phone. He was facing my direction. I yelled at him to leave and then called out to my dad. I dreamt that I was watching a show as if I was there. There was a group of people at the end of a long strip of narrow road (on a bridge?). Some of them were lined up going across the road to block whoever they … Continue reading The End

Show Up

(From yesterday) I dreamt that I was telling Amy and Judy about that girl showing up last night and that in addition to what she usually does, I felt warmth next to my left ear. She also started doing something with my brain to make it start to heat up. (From Oct.6, 2019)) Lost I dreamt that I was in a conference room type space with a stage in front of me to the right. Drew Scott had come from work, holding his baby that he picked up on the way. He was standing at the stage looking at something. … Continue reading Show Up