In The Past

I asked, “What is the mission?” I dreamt something with Drew Scott.

I dreamt that I was lying next to Kyle, on his right side. There was a blanket covering us, or maybe only him. There were other people there, who I didn’t see.

We were all involved doing the same thing. We had to identify the person next to us. I didn’t see Kyle’s face, because of being covered, but I saw his stomach and knew that it was him.

I then saw that his right leg had been amputated at the mid thigh. It still looked open though it was healed. On the sides were thin pieces of skin dangling, as if they were tendrils. He said that it was because it had had a heart attack. He repeated “had had” to emphasize that it had been in the past.

I dreamt of seeing a red car outside with an elongated front. It was facing to the right. It wasn’t moving and I didn’t see any other vehicles. I was thinking that it was a Mercedes but saw the top of the hood that had an “R” with a circle around it, on the middle where the bump / crease / seam is. I then realized that it was a Rolls Royce.

I dreamt that I was wearing nice men’s clothes and I was telling a guy, on my right (or in front?), that they were borrowed.

I dreamt of a cat with newborn kittens nursing, on my right, in front of me. There was a wolf wanting to eat them. I saw that he had already gotten one of them, seeing only the spine.

He had another one in his mouth and I was trying to get it out while I was telling him, “NO!” He didn’t press down on my fingers. I was wondering if this was the way I lost my fingers in a previous dream.

There was also a wildlife cat but wasn’t much involved.

(From April 3, 2019) Spirit

I have been asking, “Who is finishing his mission?” I’ve only been remembering short pieces. I dreamt of seeing a coffin of a girl who had died. I think there was a flower up where the neck would’ve been, with a fabric draped over that section at an angle with the top on the left side. It may have been a shawl(?).

I dreamt that I was taking some of my stuff out (of a house?) and would be back for the rest.

I dreamt something about my spirit being separated from my body, still being alive.

(From March 31, 2019) Spider

I asked the same question. I dreamt of waking up with a cherry size spider bite on the back bottom right side of my neck. I asked someone, standing behind me on my right, if it was white (on top). I then said that when there’s white, I can squeeze it all out.

(From March 30, 2019) Younger Guy

I asked the same question. I dreamt of seeing about 3 small sail boats parked up on the side of a hill in the middle, facing to the right. I commented to someone that the first one reminded me of the men’s dress shoes from the 20’s – 30’s because the tip and front sides, by the tip, were painted a reddish (rust?) type of color.

I dreamt (same dream?) that I was with people inside a church. There was some type of event going on. There were two guys who I felt were interested in me. One of them was Wilhelm (?), and the other was a younger guy who I used to go to the same church with (with Kyle), and worked with at D.I. I was telling someone that, in the end, I would choose the younger guy because there was more of a connection.

A guy brought in a life sized cross for his entry (for whatever was going on) and I was saying that I remembered my mom saying that we don’t use crosses because we worship the living Christ. Pres. Gordon B. Hinckley was there and went to look at the Bishop’s guidebook, that was on the stand to the left, for an answer. The chapel had a dark red color to it, with two narrow stained glass windows with a small section of wall between, in front of us, where he wanted to put the cross.

I hadn’t started my entry because I was helping others and I was thinking that I would be able to do mine afterwards because of the help I was giving.

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Dark Side

(From yesterday)

I asked, “What is the meaning of the gorilla?” I dreamt that I went to my mom’s (?) workplace to visit and spend the night. There were two men, an in-house / onsite doctor, and a guy who was responsible for the legal stuff, who had the dark look to them, but I don’t think they were / did’t get that impression.

After I laid down to sleep, one of them (?) came in and gave me a soft kiss near the top left of my lips, then walked out. I was wanting to open my eyes so that I could see who it was, but they stuck together.

The next day, I saw them going about their business, not paying attention to me. The legal guy was helping someone, wearing what looked like UGG boots that went up to his mid shin / calf.

I asked a woman if the doctor ever goes to the room that I slept in. She said that he goes there almost every day.

(From Sept 14, 2017) Travis

I dreamt something about Travis.

(From Sept 7, 2017 Raise the Roof)

I dreamt that all the past landscapes that / where I’ve been/ walked were all fake, and that when I leave the house, all the landscapes / places that I’ve dreamed of will be outside, knowing where they are all / knowing how to get there on a map.

I dreamt (same dream?) of a bunch of 4’s, and that I would understand all those dreams. When I went outside, I looked at the front of the house, and saw that it did look like it was from 1942 (someone had made a comment earlier?). At first, the house had a vintage look to it.

It was long from left to right, and kind of resembled the houses back East, with the two chimneys, but it was only one – story. I asked about being able to raise the roof, and I was told that it would cost extra ($5 – 8k?). I was disappointed a bit, and the house started to flatten out.

(Misc) Life’s Mission

I dreamt that a guy was coming at me with a knife. I wasn’t scared. I figured that if it was to be, it would happen. I said to him (?) that I needed to do something first, as if it was my life’s mission to do this before I die.

I dreamt of 4 grown children, who were mine, sitting at the end / edge of a dock / pier. From left to right was a male built like a footballer, a slim female, a slim male with hair growth like Prince William, and then a thin female who looked like me. The first three had darker skin.

Tight Trail

I asked, “What’s the meaning of the gorilla?” I dreamt of a group of people who had to walk on a narrow / tight trail / path around a cliff, to the left, that they had to go on to get where they were going. I was thinking that there must’ve been heavenly help for them so that they wouldn’t fall off. There was a religious woman walking among them.

I dreamt that there was a girl emotionally telling a man that she had a dream about her shoulder(s) hurting.

I dreamt that I was posting an old dream online here about something on a top shelf, and something to do with petite clothes.

I dreamt that there was a white Range Rover at the far left lane behind the only other vehicle that was there. The Rover started going in circles, 3 times, before crossing over the lanes to the right, and continued that direction on the street.

(From Sept 21, 2017 Keep Trying / Asking)

I asked what I need to know about the situation of living with Ali.

I dreamt that I went to a bank to get a loan, even if it was only for $10,000, then I could have roommates help to pay it back. The guy I was working with was older (70’s?), tall, with really broad shoulders. I was able to see his skin through his shirt.

He gave me a paper to fill out. At the top, there was a section for me to put my card info. I kept that part empty since I don’t have any cards, and told him that, when he mentioned it being empty. He said that he’ll look into other sources, then.

I don’t know what time I got there, but he / it took some time. There was something in front of his desk that I could lay on while I waited. There were also some / a couple blankets. I laid there while I waited.

After a while, I noticed that the time was 5:20, close to closing time. I started to get anxious, and getting up / taking the blankets off. At this time, a man somehow appeared between me and the desk, sitting there sideways, the same as me.

I didn’t see his face because he was wearing a hat. He was wearing a nice black suit. I didn’t want to put the blankets on him. I was about to say something to the bank guy when he said that he couldn’t find anything, but if I keep trying / asking, I’ll eventually get the help I need.

I dreamt of being at the end of a cul – de- sac, looking down the street. At the point where the end starts to widen, there was a car wanting to come, but there was a line of fine brown leather furniture in the way.

There was a moving van (or a van the size of a moving / delivery van) to the right where these had come out of to be delivered to the house on the right. I took one of the pieces and rolled it in to the house.

There was a guy there, sitting on another piece of furniture, playing with his two dogs (and laptop tablet?). They were small, with bare skin on their bellies. I got after him about the furniture outside, but to no avail. He mentioned to me that these dogs were Peking Bully’s (? couldn’t quite understand), and that they were found after the war (WWII) by the Jersey Shore.

(From Sept 20, 2017 Still Here)

I asked the same question.

I dreamt something about a house where the posts were about shot, and / but the owners put new posts next to them to keep the house standing. The house was finished, but one day there was a small creak sound from the old posts, I guess to remind us of them still being there.

I dreamt of me waking / getting up a bit early to get my stuff together to take a shower. When the time came to take it, I realized that I had put my stuff in a different white bathroom, which was good to use, but I had wanted to use my parents.

Light Shining

I asked, “Will Yonny (a guy online) add value to my life?” I dreamt that I was in a house of a killer / scary guy. I positioned a ceiling light to shine on a hallway where he would be coming from. The ceiling needed repairs, and I was thinking that I would fix it up / remodel / change the layout if I owned the house.

(From Dec 19, 2017 New Controller)

I dreamt about caribou and their antlers. There was a vessel / cup (like a stein, without the lid) made from the antlers, and at / near the top was a baby that hadn’t had a chance to fully develop. 

On a shelf was a vase with a unique shape, and colors. There was a caribou inside squared off fencing (like a kennel). I went in and brought it out.

I dreamt that I was playing a video game, the players going around a circle. I don’t know what I did, but one of them stopped and looked at me wondering why I did whatever it was.

Cameron was there, as a boy. My controller had one of the directional pieces loose by its wires. I told Cameron to tell his dad, no, Santa, that he needs a new controller.

I dreamt that I was invited to a wedding, and it turns out that it was meant for me.

(From Dec 18, 2017 Dead Goat)

I dreamt that Satan was being chased out of here, in the sky. He was a huge black / dark dragon. There was lightning behind him. There were a bunch of people / angels in the sky doing the chasing.

It didn’t scare me, and I even had the idea to take a picture, but then everyone went into the earth, passing below me. I could see as they passed, as the ground was clear, like glass. I was wondering how Satan knew his way underneath without hitting into anything.

I dreamt that Amy had seen a dead goat on the street. She was blabbering something about the head / neck area. It really shook her.

She was sitting at a table, with others around her. I was in the kitchen, opening the fridge. I was getting annoyed by her, so I somewhat coldly told her to get over it. I don’t know if she heard because of her going on, and the other people around her.

I dreamt that the dog, of a guy online, was wearing a b&w plaid blanket, like horses do under the saddle. I was thinking that it looked like one that a racehorse would wear. The dog was small / medium terrier white type.

(From Dec 16, 2017 Leader)

I dreamt that I was somewhere inside with other people. I was helping sweep the floor. Next I knew, I was talking to Bishop Powers (?), telling him that I’m just a person with a broom. He said no, and that I’m a leader.

I’m then in the house, back by the windows. They’re open enough for the cats to come and go. I see a hawk flying toward the house, thinking it’s similar to a dream I had (one with mom).

It then flys in and grabs my right shoulder blade, in the middle, with its beak, without breaking skin. It stays there for about 5 – 10 seconds. I ask it, “What does it mean?” The hawk then flys away.

I see the outside cat food at the opening of the windows / doors, still outside. There are bowls on either side, but don’t notice what is inside. 

The doors are closed, and a boy is telling me that they’re unlocked, so I go to lock them. At some point during this, the Siamese is wanting outside. 

Be Solid

I asked, “What do I have to do to leave this house?” The words, “Be solid” came to mind.

 I dreamt that a female told me that she saw Greg using crack. I halfway believed it, but kept saying, “No, no, no.” She said to look under his car seat.

I dreamt that mom had a light brown comforter and asked me to help situate it on the bed. It was wide enough for 2, or 3 king size beds, and about as long.

I dreamt that we saw some luggage pieces that were stacked, and on the bottom were a couple pieces, on each side, that we thought were gone. I don’t remember if they were all the same, but the one I saw was pink with a gingham style design with big fancy letters, with curls, spelling “Dad.” The word was going from the left side to the top.

I dreamt that I was on a type of bike, at night, with someone sitting behind me, and we were trying to get up a hill. We got halfway up, but were having a difficult time going the rest of the way / getting to the top, where people were.

I was afraid that the gears were going to get stripped because of the difficult time / difficulty we were having.

I dreamt something about being instructed on using a clickable pen for using drugs. A guy was saying something about when you click the pen open (and let go?), to use the end part (that goes inside), which looked like a blade.

I dreamt of being in an exercise class with some visiting acrobats. The female teacher asked them to show us a small performance on the rectangular trampolines that were there.

I dreamt (or in same dream) of a girl telling the teacher / instructor that there weren’t enough men in the class. They were using the stretch / rubber bands. Some of them were up against a wall.

I dreamt about a woman, and her golden retriever, going home, at night, using a dirt path at the right end of the street / block. She was on a bike. There was a field up front, and the houses were in back. 

Someone covered a couple deep lines that were in the dirt that looked like a slanted 11. I was telling a lady (Starbucks customer who does jazzercise?) about this lady. (I watched a Ted x talk about death and dying. 11 weeks until death, dreams and visions of the deceased are increased. I don’t know if that is a connection.)

The word, “Vukuraba” came to mind, which is the Bantu language of Shona, which means “Find out.”

I dreamt of a huge baby (parade balloon size) with transparent skin so that the organs could be seen. It fell through a second story (?) inside a building. 

There were several people there, two women and a man, who seemed to have been doing an experiment / research on the baby. It died after it fell through. 

The women, facing me, almost looked like twins, with short dark hair. The one on the right had a chin like Greg, and had about 4 staples on the bottom of the white of her eyes. I was concerned that if it had gone into the iris (colored part) that she would’ve lost her sight. There was something about them that made me feel uneasy.

Faulty 

I asked, “What do I need to do to leave this (Ali) house?” I dreamt that Barry Manilow’s house, back in the ’70’s / ’80’s, was surrounded by flat land. Part of the house had caught fire because of something faulty inside.

I dreamt something about the Little People (show).

I dreamt that I had dreamt about something being a perfect fit.

(From March 6, 2018 Back On)

I dreamt that I was naked in bed. Briana was there also. I don’t know why she was there, but only for several seconds. 

Ali came in, but he was white. He was straddling me, taking his clothes off. I was asking him what he was doing. The wall in front of me had a window(s) facing the front so that people could see in as they walked by. Ali knew this, but perhaps hadn’t been thinking of it. 

Some people walked by, and the next thing I saw was Ali sitting in a chair under the window with his clothes back on, looking at a book, as if he didn’t want those people to see him.

I dreamt of a lady who had to leave her young family and so she showed her breasts and leaned over them so that they could feel her skin.

I dreamt of a guy who was naked in front of me and I was holding onto him, remembering how good it feels.

(From March 4, 2018 Breakdown)

I dreamt that Ali was washing some dishes and I crouched down next to a wall about to have a nervous breakdown. Ali was talking about having sex while he was doing the dishes. 

I was going to have a breakdown because I didn’t want to worry about getting my garments “dirty” again after being clean these past years.

I dreamt that Frida’s song, “There’s something about you” was actually named “If water could bomb.” (Actually, the song is called “I know there’s something going on”, and Level 42 sings the song “Something about you.” )

(From March 3, 2018 Cut Open)

I dreamt that there was a guy and two women holding down (?) a crying baby on a white table. They had poured boiling water over the baby and were wanting to cut open the skin. I don’t know why.

 I don’t know if I said it out loud, or it was just a thought, but I was saying that the baby needed to be dead before being cut open. (Before falling asleep, I was thinking about one of the ghost shows I watch where sometime in the past, a woman had put a baby / toddler in a bath and poured boiling water over it.)

I dreamt that I saw this baby lying still in a bed of flowers (?) with two other children above on either side. I was crying hysterically when the baby finally woke up.

I dreamt something about rice, and something in it.

I dreamt that I picked up, to look at, a stem of a pumpkin plant with tiny tiny pumpkins growing on both sides. 

I dreamt that a blue worm crawled up the back of my shirt and I was anxiously telling the others around me to get rid of it. No one was paying attention, doing their own thing.

 I think I grabbed the bottom of it (someone did) to take it off and only the end of it came off. I don’t know why the worm was there, and I don’t know if it was going to do anything. I just didn’t want it on me.

(From March 2, 2018 Frustrated)

I dreamt that Ali was laying next to me on my bed on my left side and I was holding on to his dick. I was thinking, “He actually did it / came in”, or something to that effect, and I was a bit frustrated at him for disturbing my sleep.

I dreamt that I was at some kind of camp and the people I was with made crafts during the week, but I didn’t because I didn’t know what they were for. At the end of the week, a husband of one of the ladies came with one of their babies, and this lady took the baby out of his (?) arms as she passed.

Amusement

I asked, “Are the voices involved with the negative entities who come in to my room?” I dreamt of being at what all I can think of describing as an amusement park. I was not amused. 

There was an area where I wanted to go to another area that was below me. The only way I could see to get there was going over a wall that was in front of me. I was thinking that I might be able to make it if I hang over the edge then it would only be a short distance to drop, I assumed.

There were some guys behind me on a slight uphill grassy slope, talking something about their family / friends who were athletes who could make it, over the wall.

There was another area with a roller coaster with steep up and down. I think I got on because I covered my eyes. It may have split off to the left up on top, and that there was a man there.

There was a different section of walking up stairs (?). There was a friendly brown bear we had to pass, that was on the right side facing us. I didn’t see the face because of all the people in front of me.

I was scared but trying to calm myself by thinking of Anastasia from the Ringing Cedars books and her saying that they’re helpers. By the time I got up close to it though, it turned and was walking the other direction. I was relieved.

There was something about wearing my bottom garment and a shirt. It was open so that my skin was showing. I wasn’t wearing my top garment and didn’t know why, and was frantically searching for it.

I saw some rolled up white fabric, on the floor, that I thought was it, but I’m not sure if it was. I don’t remember if I ever found it.

I dreamt something about the cats all clustered in one room because the earth was trembling. It was different from an earthquake. It was as if the top layer was separating from the bottom / rest.

(From April 11, 2018 Daily Farmer)

I asked who the voices are that are talking to Ali. I dreamt of a book called, “The Daily Farmer”. The lettering was black (?) and was on a white background. I also saw the author but don’t remember the name. I only saw the top of the cover. It looked like it may have been written in the 70’s / 80’s. 

I dreamt of two women standing with a man with a desk between them. The women facing me. The woman on the right side was rubbing the other woman’s palm out of nervousness and asked the man if that was ok and he said yes. 

Either something was said first about needing to ask more, or they moved to the side of the desk opposite the man, but after these events, the woman rubbing the palm of the other looked beyond the man and saw some other woman and was shocked to where she almost fainted. I think she was called “Medium Mary”.

One Way 

(From June 3, 2018)

I asked why I met Ali. I dreamt something about coming out of a parking lot about to go on the street. There was a median in the middle so you could only go one way. There may have been an opening to go the other way. I contemplated using it, but decided against it.

(From June 2, 2018 I Nudged It)

I asked the same question. I dreamt something about I was in a room and the right front tooth being loose and I think I nudged it (?) but it came out. 

When I looked at it, it looked like one of my back teeth. I started to sob / cry / ball about it coming out. I was thinking that one of my back teeth on my bottom left had recently (?) come out. I don’t know if had been replaced or not. There was family in another room waiting for me. They started to hear me crying.

I dreamt that the gardener (older Mexican man) was at the house in regular clothes wearing shorts. I don’t remember why he was there. Ali was telling him to leave (?). The gardener wouldn’t budge, so Ali was getting ready to fight him. I went over to Ali and told him not to do it. 

(From June 1, 2018 Wasn’t Good)

I asked why Ali met the Utah girl. I saw a man from above his knees to about his belly button, maybe a little below. He was wearing sky blue (?) / turquoise Speedos. His skin was tanned to the point of if he had been in the sun a couple more weeks, it would’ve looked gross. 

I dreamt of seeing a cracker box laying flat on the ground so that the top was facing / towards me. On the right laying next to it were three dark brown / black oval mound type things. They weren’t food, they weren’t poop, but they weren’t good.

(From May 31, 2018 Quick)

I dreamt Travis had white blonde hair and wearing a wedding ring. He was in a different room (?) than me but the door was open so that he was looking / watching me.

I dreamt that I was walking between parked cars where they would be left while the owners went and did whatever they came for. Some cars were in covered parking spaces with other cars behind them.

I was rolling a dolly toward the cars with covering. There was a part where the ground was slippery but I was quick to get where there was traction and get stable. 

The car I was going to was mine / my family’s / Ali’s. There was a grey haired man inside. I didn’t know why. He then came out. I don’t remember my initial reaction. Curiosity? 

I then thought that maybe I could have sex with him since I wasn’t getting it elsewhere (with Ali?). I asked him where Ray was. I then figured, and said out loud, that he must be at the other house fixing it up.

I then was lying down on a bed and this man said to me something about the pain I’ve been through. I started to get emotional and wanted to cry. At one point, I don’t remember when, I noticed that when I was standing, my stature was a lot bigger than this guy. 

Limited Time

I asked the same question. I dreamt of being in a store in a mall with a couple other girls, whose dad / uncle owned. We were supposed to be working but were messing around instead. Their dad / uncle showed up in the store. I was sitting / kneeling in front of a fabric chair and put my head down to hide.

One of the girls started coughing a “sickness” cough. We decided that she needed to get checked out. She found out that she was close to dying. I was wondering what that feels like, to know that your time is limited. I then found out that I was in the same situation.

I dreamt that Stacy had married Trisha’s brother, but Trisha’s last name was Jones. 

I dreamt that I was at a church thing, and after it had ended, I went to the back of the cultural hall. Trisha and Stacy were there and were both pregnant. Trisha was still pretty, but looked a bit beat up. Her belly was lower than Stacy’s, as she was closer to delivering / giving birth. 

I wanted to say something to her about this, having fun with it, but decided not to because I wanted to tell them the dream I had.

I dreamt of watching a movie. A man had his legs lifted and they were being scorched by another man with a flame thrower / torch. He didn’t seem / wasn’t showing any pain. This other guy was using something sharp to cut / slice through the skin, which easily fell off. The man being tortured was talking to the other with concern / worry.

I dreamt of being in front of a wealthy hotel with a tv news cameraman. A man had been murdered in one of the rooms. I saw a Bentley drive past from left to right, and made note of it in my mind.

As I walked inside, there was one girl who had some snobbery to her who was also walking in. She went her way. 

As the cameraman and I were getting on the elevator, another short girl with dark hair, was coming up to me as if she knew me, starting to say hello. She didn’t continue talking (realized that she doesn’t know me?) but she continued to be friendly.

To the left of the door was a small couch with a small office behind it to the left of it. In front of the couch was an oval table, coming out almost to the middle of the space. 

I saw copies of People magazine, and other, more “intelligent” ones. I think there were some newspapers there also. There was also a guy for when someone wanted to talk about their financial investments.

When I was outside, I envisioned a couple female reporters, not physically being there. They were sitting (at the news station?). The one on the left had her hair darkened in an oval on the top of her head. I was wondering how they felt having to report false news. These women had been reporters for several decades and were well known.

Do It / Doit

I asked, “What does it mean when I’m naked?” I dreamt of a tiny oval pin, that when looked at a certain angle, reads “Do it” . It was white with black letters.

I dreamt of being in a bathroom and having to go. The door wasn’t closed all the way, but the piece on the side of the door was touching the wall. I debated on whether to risk it anyway. I decided to go ahead, and shortly after, Mark Steines came through. He came to get something that was at / by the sink. He was older, with grey hair, and some extra weight, enough for his stomach to overlap his belt. Thankfully I hadn’t exposed anything.

I dreamt of both Amy and I being naked. I don’t remember what was going on.

(From July 31, 2018 Same Direction)

I asked for the meaning of Mando. I dreamt of the Roman goddess Diana on 7 postage stamps on a manila envelope.

I dreamt of seeing a dinosaur skull and a fish fossil that were about the length of a basketball court (?). Instead of being scared at seeing these, I was more awestruck. There were a couple archeologists there as well.

I dreamt of a colorful butterfly that was about as big as a polyphemus moth. It was flying in front of me, on my right, as if flying away from me / same direction as me. I asked it what it was telling me.

I dreamt of being in a house (?). There was a girl with her (grand?) parents. She had a book with her in Russian. She read a little bit to me. She was sitting on my lap (?).

 Her mother was wearing a loose black top with two spaghetti straps on both sides. The side on the right was open, showing her skin from front to back. She realized that she hadn’t changed before she left wherever she came from, slightly embarrassed, but not enough to go change. 

They had stopped here before moving on. There was water somewhere. The cats were there.