Be Solid

I asked, “What do I have to do to leave this house?” The words, “Be solid” came to mind.

 I dreamt that a female told me that she saw Greg using crack. I halfway believed it, but kept saying, “No, no, no.” She said to look under his car seat.

I dreamt that mom had a light brown comforter and asked me to help situate it on the bed. It was wide enough for 2, or 3 king size beds, and about as long.

I dreamt that we saw some luggage pieces that were stacked, and on the bottom were a couple pieces, on each side, that we thought were gone. I don’t remember if they were all the same, but the one I saw was pink with a gingham style design with big fancy letters, with curls, spelling “Dad.” The word was going from the left side to the top.

I dreamt that I was on a type of bike, at night, with someone sitting behind me, and we were trying to get up a hill. We got halfway up, but were having a difficult time going the rest of the way / getting to the top, where people were.

I was afraid that the gears were going to get stripped because of the difficult time / difficulty we were having.

I dreamt something about being instructed on using a clickable pen for using drugs. A guy was saying something about when you click the pen open (and let go?), to use the end part (that goes inside), which looked like a blade.

I dreamt of being in an exercise class with some visiting acrobats. The female teacher asked them to show us a small performance on the rectangular trampolines that were there.

I dreamt (or in same dream) of a girl telling the teacher / instructor that there weren’t enough men in the class. They were using the stretch / rubber bands. Some of them were up against a wall.

I dreamt about a woman, and her golden retriever, going home, at night, using a dirt path at the right end of the street / block. She was on a bike. There was a field up front, and the houses were in back. 

Someone covered a couple deep lines that were in the dirt that looked like a slanted 11. I was telling a lady (Starbucks customer who does jazzercise?) about this lady. (I watched a Ted x talk about death and dying. 11 weeks until death, dreams and visions of the deceased are increased. I don’t know if that is a connection.)

The word, “Vukuraba” came to mind, which is the Bantu language of Shona, which means “Find out.”

I dreamt of a huge baby (parade balloon size) with transparent skin so that the organs could be seen. It fell through a second story (?) inside a building. 

There were several people there, two women and a man, who seemed to have been doing an experiment / research on the baby. It died after it fell through. 

The women, facing me, almost looked like twins, with short dark hair. The one on the right had a chin like Greg, and had about 4 staples on the bottom of the white of her eyes. I was concerned that if it had gone into the iris (colored part) that she would’ve lost her sight. There was something about them that made me feel uneasy.

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Child

I asked, “What is the meaning of the gorilla?” I saw me playing with the face of a child.

I dreamt that I was a missionary. A bunch of us had gathered for some fun activities / games. James Garner was sitting in one of the chairs for one of the games. We were divided into 4’s, with numbers on screens / dividers that were separating us.

I wanted to ask him when he became / how long has he been a member of the church but I never got up enough courage.

The missionaries then went home, but I was told to stay because / since I was going home. 

I dreamt that I was in water (ocean?) and there was a black missile headed toward me, as if programmed. Coming from above, from behind, and then leveling. I was able to turn it around before it exploded.

When it did, underneath something that I didn’t see, I thought that I needed to duck under the water for protection but then saw that I was far enough away that I wouldn’t be affected by the blast.

(From Jan 18, 2018 Blocking)

I asked if Ali and I are supposed to have children. I dreamt of an electric train. As it was going along, among mountains (?), it was supposed to turn left on the tracks, but there was a regular train already there, blocking the way. 

After the electric train was to turn left, there was a fork, and it was to take the right side. The regular train did back up enough to let the electric train go on its way. 

I dreamt that I was with people, and there was a guy smiling at me. I was thinking that I don’t have to hide because he already sees me. 

I dreamt that I thought mom had disappeared / I lost her, but a woman told me where to find her (in a store?). She said it almost in a way as if asking herself / myself how could I be so reckless. I think there were clothes involved, and maybe a princess dress.

I dreamt that I was walking on an uphill street, on the left side. It was dark, as if night, but people were going on as usual. I was naked, and thought that I should’ve worn that (princess) dress. I was unsure of myself a little about people seeing me. 

There were some guys across the street playing baseball in a baseball field, and was a bit concerned about them seeing me, but they were busy / caught up doing their own thing.

I saw ahead of me city workers working along the sidewalk, with children, teaching them. I figured that I could continue since I wasn’t in a car. One of the workers told me that I couldn’t, so I crossed over to the other side.

I dreamt that I had climbed straight up a hill (?), and at the top were the grass like plants / reeds, and I was grabbing on to them, hoping that they wouldn’t come out of the ground / I would pull them up so that I could get to the top and on my feet. I was praying aloud, asking God to help me. As far as I know, He didn’t, but let me go at it alone. 

I then saw Asian people sitting on the ground at the top, so I was asking / pleading for them to help. None of them moved, continuing to look past me. I did finally make it up. I then sarcastically said to them, “Thank you for helping me.” 

Torn Down

I asked, “Who is masquerading as me?” I dreamt that Pete Burns had bought some property / island that had a torn down building (didn’t see, only sensed). There was also a bridge (?) that only crossed over half way (his side? mainland?).

I dreamt that I was married to a young Steve and having sex. We were on a couch in the front (?) room where a / the big window is. I was on top and doing the “pumping”, looking at the size of his dick as I was doing so. Somehow he was able to bend his head down to my vulva.

I dreamt about being close to a tree and there were two owls that had flown there, close enough for me to touch. It was dark / night.

I dreamt about people at (the) church. There were a lot of events happening. Someone had returned home from their mission (to a third world country?).

A guy mentioned that he had heard one of the leaders, of the church, talk, in person (?). I asked, “What’s his name?” He didn’t / couldn’t give an answer (?). Didn’t remember the name?

I dreamt (same dream?) that a guy had returned from war. His right leg, from knee to ankle, was bandaged up several inches. He had been riddled with pellets. 

He had to return to get 4, or 5, more out of his ankle area. He was reluctant because of having to take all that wrapping off and having surgery again, but eventually was persuaded to go.

There was a tray with all the other pellets that had been taken out. A female nurse was counting them. She got to the teens then stopped because there were so many of them.

I dreamt (same dream?) that I was watching an old MTV show and three sisters from junior high were on it. I pointed them out to the people I was with.

I dreamt that a guy asked me if I wanted to go get some beer after church. I told him, “No. You know that we’re not supposed to drink beer.” I was going to say that I’ll have some root beer, but didn’t say anything.

(From Feb 5, 2018 Personality)

I dreamt of a couple who had won the lottery and had kept their fun personalities. 

(From Feb 4, 2018 Royalty)

I dreamt something about that the Royals (royalty) had killed each other.

(From Feb 3, 2018 Scary Place)

I asked if Ali and I are supposed to have children. I dreamt that I was with a couple people (guy and girl?), and it had something to do with going into a scary place. 

The girl made some type of arrow thing in the shape of a square. She made two for both arms.

I dreamt of white studios / 1 bedroom apartments on a strip of land in a row. They were in the shape of a ‘P’ but with corners. I was standing across the street from them, and I made a comment, questioning that someone had called the road (?) in between a hallway. I only saw two end pieces, so I’m speculating that there was a space between the second and third.

(I read a story about an interracial couple in Texas who looking at a house that was being built, getting out of their car to look around. When they were in the back of the house, they heard the windows of their car being broken. There was a white lady doing it because she didn’t want them there.)

I dreamt that I was walking, and on my left, there was a man mowing (?) his lawn that was on a hill. I told him that I heard what happened (his wife of a different race though I didn’t see her), and that I was sorry. He replied, but don’t remember what he said.

His wife had gone to the airport to get their daughter who had been in Yemen. When the daughter arrived, I was holding her on my back, and excitedly told her that there were visitors inside the house, and asked if she wanted to see. She didn’t give an answer, but had a bit of a wary look.

The mother had gone away again to get their younger son who was in Africa. I still had not seen her. 

(From Feb 2, 2018)

I dreamt of a book named “Mercare”. There was a subtitle, but don’t remember it.

Edga

Made It

I dreamt that there was a guy sitting / lounging, and I had to step over him. After I did, I told him that I made it. 

I dreamt that I was staying / visiting at Amy’s. I couldn’t remember which bedroom, at the end of the hall, that I was using. I went to the one on the right.

Amy was lying naked on the bed, which was in the back left corner. She had a blanket, or something, covering the top of her, draping down to the floor. She was touching / playing with herself. She saw me, and I hurriedly closed the door.

(From Feb 20, 2018 On My Way Out)

I dreamt that I was looking at different scenes from the Maine Cabin Masters tv show, of different cabins in the demo stage on the inside. 

I dreamt that I had driven down a dirt road / path, and water was starting to come in. It seems that someone else was with me. My mom?

I then turned around, and there was a fence bordering this area, and a Mexican girl at the gate getting ready to close it up when she saw me, and I waved at her from inside the car to let her know that I was on my way out.

I dreamt of Amy driving on a freeway with wide lanes. They were wide enough that she moved over to the right to let the car behind pass, but then she decided against it and moved back over. 

The freeway had holes here and there, but not too bad. There were about a handful of cars on the road.

(From Feb 19, 2018 Loves Me)

There was a guy on LinkedIn who messaged me a couple times. I dreamt that he wrote me, telling me that he loves me.

(From Feb 17, 2018 Wet The Bear)

I dreamt that I was laying in bed and nursing a cat. Later in the dream, the cat didn’t want to. 

I dreamt that I was nursing a baby. 

The words, “Wet the Bear” came into my head.

(From Feb 16, 2018 Blocking)

I dreamt that there were some people / family moving in at the end of a cul – de – sac. Instead of using a moving truck, they used train cars, and had several of them lining up on the right side of the street. I don’t know if there were any blocking driveways since I was across the street looking in.

(From Feb 12, 2018 Clean Up)

I dreamt that I hadn’t taken care of the hair on my chin. There was a young guy in front of me, to the right. I was in (the) light and he didn’t seem bothered, but then I wasn’t sure what he was able to see.

I dreamt that I had taken off a scab on my right cheek and a girl told me not to do that.

I dreamt that Robin Williams was walking in the middle behind two guys and I pointed him out to someone. 

I dreamt that I was at Jenny’s house (before she married). I was going to go to church with her. I got there around 6 am, sleeping on the stairs at the entrance that are in front of the door, somewhat like as if you were going to go up in an attic.

When she finally came out, dressed up, she turned into Briana, and said that she wasn’t going, but was spending the weekend with two other people.

When I was there, I hadn’t even showered yet, needing to go back home to clean up.

(From Feb 11, 2018 Lottery)

I dreamt that I was watching a big screen tv about the width size of a theater screen, and perhaps half the height. A young boy won the lottery when it was in the $200’s. I don’t remember exactly how much, but it was less than $250.

After he won, I won when it was $532. 

I dreamt that I was watching The Simpson’s, and they were jogging / running somewhere and they were singing / having a good time full of breath.

One guy swore, trying to disguise it. I thought, “Don’t they know that children are watching?” 

 I dreamt that I was flying (?) above a group of people, going somewhere, and I was joyfully singing in a different language.

I dreamt that there was a group of people, in different groups, involved in different activities. At the end, there was a girl who’s left leg was stripped to the bone from the knee down.

She kept calm, and I praised her for it. I don’t remember how it happened, but I let out a scream (?) / became loud so that the others stopped what they were doing, and came over.

I dreamt about a guy having a bloody ear, and people in a frenzy wanting to know where his heart was to find it.

(From Feb 10, 2018 The Devil)

I dreamt that there was flooding caused by the devil. There were papers under a clear storage container, that was low and flat. I got anxious about them getting wet so hurriedly picked them up.

Close The Drapes

I asked, “Did my spirit visit Ali while he was in Utah?” (The voices told him that I did.) I dreamt that it was (late?) night and I was inside with several family (?). I / we was / were looking out back and a big raccoon suddenly appeared, coming from the back left.

Something about it scared me (wasn’t expecting?). I then was on the right side of the window, frightened, and hurriedly told someone to close the drapes.

I dreamt that I was inside church, with dad sitting (in the back?) in the chapel. I was watching someone’s boy, so gave him to dad while I went to do something else.

I dreamt that I was singing / hearing a song with the words, “I want to hear you – oo – oo.”

 (From March 1, 2018 Trying To Get Out)

I dreamt that it was windy outside and there were 3 of the cats out there, so I wanted to bring them in so that they wouldn’t get blown away.

I dreamt that the houses past grandma’s (they were only on her side) were dry and bland. I was standing on the street at the end of her driveway, talking to another woman (didn’t see her) and holding a lock of blonde hair that belonged to another woman who was in my grandma’s house.

I dreamt of frogs and snakes and snake skins. There was one frog in the folds of my right sock. I didn’t want it there, but I wasn’t doing anything to get rid of it, and it wasn’t moving / trying to get out.

(From Feb 28, 2018 Ready)

I dreamt that the tabby cat was outside, ready to come inside.

(From Feb 27, 2018 Sex Club)

I dreamt that I recently became a member of a sex club, and I was getting a tour by a black man.

(From Feb 26, 2018 Growth Growing)

I dreamt of seeing women (with their daughters?) with my patterns / designs as wallpaper / fabric that they had bought. 

I dreamt of having some kind of growth growing on my right forearm in the middle. I could see something moving around, but couldn’t tell what it was because of all the liquid. I then pierced the bottom (having to push it a bit because it is skin) for it to drain.

(From Feb 23, 2018 Chocolate Chip Cookie)

I dreamt of a chocolate chip cookie floor.

(From Feb 22, 2018 Not So Bad)

I dreamt that I was inside a house that was for sale in the Los Angeles area. Everything was white. I then was out back by the pool and wicker lounge chairs, looking out at the downtown area.

I dreamt that I started nursing, on my left breast, a tiny baby and thought that it wasn’t so bad, that it didn’t hurt like how I’ve read. I was able to do something else while doing this.

I dreamt that I went in to a house that I used to live in, but not through the door. I don’t remember if it was through a window, or wall, or whatever else it may have been.

There were 3 guys living there, and when I came in, without seeing him, I told one of the guys that I was there and where I came in from. He responded ok both times. I then started walking toward the front door because I wasn’t sure what I would see as they walked through. 

The guy who I had just talked to came out from a room that was behind me, crawling. I told him to stand up so that it wouldn’t look awkward.

I dreamt that I was in a shower room (after the dream, or later?) with two other women. I only saw three showers against the (left?) wall. I was at the first one, to the left.

The showerhead was twice as high, and I was standing higher than the others.

I dreamt that I was outside the open screened front door, looking in. There must’ve been steps up to the door because I was locking in through the bottom, on the left.

There was a white cat sitting inside who looked like the “Little One”, but couldn’t quite see if there were the two lines on the temples that she had.

I then opened the door, and took the cat, expecting to take it home with me. When I brought the cat out, it turned into a newborn with the eyes still closed.

The guys came to the door expecting to see me take off with the cat, but I was still there.

(From Feb 21, 2018 Restored)

I dreamt that I was looking at Leann Ford and her brother from their show, “Restored By The Fords”. 

Clear Away

I asked, “How do I block the entities from entering the house?” I dreamt that a woman was able to buy a mansion type house (didn’t see) outside of the city center. She was pleased / grateful that she had the money to be able to do so.

There were some overgrown shrubs, along / at the end of a pathway, so she cleared them.

I dreamt that I touched the wrong link on the tablet screen and was frantically trying to stop it so that I could go where I wanted.

I dreamt that a man was coming toward me, giving me a cookie, which represented that I was the one (among others who were there) who had won a / the prize. I knew it was me the closer he got, but wasn’t sure if I should believe it.

I figured that I was the one who won because of what I had written about a guy who once was married to Kim Kardashian. 

I then saw myself, as a passenger, with another woman in between us, in his truck. He was going downhill fast. I asked him how he wanted to die. He slowed down, but not for long.

I think I mentioned / pointed out to the guy, while we were going downhill, how / that he used to be married to Kim Kardashian. I felt as if it wasn’t supposed to be known. As I was saying this, I was envisioning her in a truck with him / another guy. 

There were houses at the end of the street, and he crashed into one. As he was doing so, I was repeatedly telling myself that this was my dream. As he was crashing through, we were crashing through door after door.

The truck finally stopped at the owners bedroom, on top of their bed, which was in the garage. I felt the truck sink into the bed. They were able to get out without being hurt. I was thankful that no one was. I was thinking, “What a way to start a Sunday morning.”

 I went to look at the hole in the house that was made. Neighbors came out to look, and I think there was a young black guy on the phone, telling the other person about it.

(From March 14, 2018 Showed Up)

I dreamt that Ali and I were in an overstuffed, standing room only, fast food restaurant / place for breakfast. I don’t know where he was. I was at the counter ordering French toast that was over $7, and hot chocolate that was over $4. 

As I was finishing my order, Ali showed up to pay. I was calculating the cost of the food, kind of wondering if he would pay. He did so without any fuss.

I dreamt that mom had a 3 year old blonde down syndrome girl on her lap, helping her type on a / the laptop. I think the girl, or my mom, perhaps both, were wearing a bit of pink.

I dreamt something about being at a soccer game, before it started. I don’t care much for it, but I knew Mark does, who was there. It seems I was either down on the field, or in the seats close to the field. I was standing. I think it was in the evening.

Make Out 

I dreamt that a family had a 12 year old girl, named Becky, who they were taking to the hospital for a check up, before the sun comes up. Someone had thought that it was me. I didn’t see her get in the car.

I dreamt that Zak Bagans and crew (Ghost Adventures) were in a small Mexican town / village to do some investigating. They were going to go to two places, but the second one backed out. Zak was fine with that because the first one had given them plenty of material to work with.

It was late at night / early morning and Aaron was having fun as he was coming down the empty street to the “shack” they were staying at. Zak had found something there and sold it online. He quietly told one of the guys that he got $50 for it, not wanting Aaron to know the amount he got. (Zak had told him a lower price?)

There was a Peter Tosh song playing. I think I asked, for affirmation, if it was him. One of the guys told me Peter sings in Swedish (because he’s from Sweden).

Someone mentioned that there was a ghost outside, to the left, in front (within football field distance). A slight vapor could be seen. I then saw a person in a muted black / grey pinstripe suit and hat in front of the shack, about the same distance. Felt like he was at a ditch. I was trying to get Zak’s attention. It took a bit but he finally came over.

I could make out that this ghost looked to be from the first couple decades of the early 1900’s. As I got closer, I could see that it was a dress instead. I got close enough to see that it was a man so I asked him why he was in a dress. He never answered why. I told him that I liked his suit. I also asked him what year it was. I don’t remember his answer.

The guys weren’t able to see him so I placed my left hand at different places of his body (as he was sitting?) while showing the guys on my body with my right hand. When I got to his legs, I felt some flesh and it creeped me out, so I didn’t think about it more.

This man started walking (shaken?) to the left to leave because he missed the people back in his time. It also felt like he was disguising himself from someone / thing. 

I was still talking to him, being able to ask if being visible took / used his energy. He said yes as he was going through some type of door, opening on the left, that had appeared. 

(From April 7, 2018 See Again)

I dreamt that I was a passenger and Amanda was driving. At first, I didn’t think anything of it, but then realized, how can she drive when she’s blind. 

I don’t know if someone spoke, or if the thought came to me, but it was saying that when a sighted person is isolated in a corner behind a (half) wall, there’s the potential of going blind and when put in the right circumstances, can see again. 

Her father had come, bringing her baby (less than a year). The baby had gotten (put her head) between my seat and the seatbelt. Amanda gave her a pink crayon, pointy side first, to suck on. It seemed normal at the time, but after I woke, I was thinking that that was dangerous.It seems that maybe mom was in the back.

I saw that we were at the top of Del Rosa (St? Ave?) in San Bernardino, and I said (?) that I forgot to say where I live and thought that I don’t live here anymore.

I dreamt about a tall guy and slapped him on the left of his back and then rubbed it because I thought I may have done it too hard. When I slapped him, it had a hollow feeling to it.

I dreamt something about child’s writing. 

Pressure

(From April 19, 2018)

I asked who the spirit lady is, and asked what her purpose is. I dreamt something about me being pressured to do something.

I dreamt something about being an old soul.

I dreamt of a sandstorm coming on me from behind, but I had a blanket to cover me. 

I dreamt about reading a scripture that was one, or two verses long that was an answer to a guy’s question, mentioning something about writing. 

The thought came to me about being ready for summer.

(From April 18, 2018 Shave It)

I dreamt that I was driving him on some back streets to the back of Stater Bros. (grocery store). The houses looked different. I saw an older couple, from church, walking up their driveway to the house. 

On the sidewalk was a young lady who I thought looked like one of Ali’s past students. A few feet behind her was a tall guy, who had mental problems, wearing headphones and jumping up and down, dancing to the music. Both of these were mixed race. I mentioned to Ali that they looked like his students. 

I drove up the beginning of the parking lot, with there being a little hill / bump to drive over. It took some slow power to get over it but I knew the lot would be smooth after.

Ali told me to “Shave it baby, Shave it”, meaning about my pubic area.

(From April 17, 2018 Let Him Hear)

I dreamt of a grey long bed truck with a woman driver. 

I dreamt that I was crossing a street with water on it. There were three cars waiting for me to cross. The first one got impatient and went in front of me, turning left. I was slipping a couple times on the water but never fell, always managing to keep my balance.

I dreamt that I was with other people having a fun time (?) when I heard a man quietly say that it was time to go (to another fun place?). 

The scripture, “He who hath ears to hear, let him hear” came to me.

Still Here 

(From May 26, 2018)

I dreamt about having children before marriage? I realized that I’m still (t)here.

I dreamt something about how I like to play games.

(From May 24, 2018 On The Way Out)

I asked if Ali is the husband who will take me to the temple. He wasn’t in my dream, but I heard (beautiful?) music.

I dreamt that I was in someone’s house and was on my way out. One of my flowery (brown) shirts (I used to have) was on the top of a coat hanger thing with other clothes. I took it, knowing, in case, I may need it later. 

As I was about to leave, I heard someone to my left become horrified at some type of creature by them. It was dark outside and I got into Judy’s small car to take home, knowing she could walk to come get it. I was living in the house, I think, with Ali.

The road in front of the house was narrow and there were a couple cars going either direction. I was going right, slowly moving so that I wouldn’t get hit and that I wouldn’t hit anyone / thing.

The house was only a couple blocks away on the right side at the end of the street. For some reason, I was going fast. There were two dogs in front of me with exaggerated rounded bodies. They didn’t move and I didn’t slow down.

One, and then the other, came up the hood, hitting the windshield, but not getting hurt. When I saw them on the street, they looked mean, almost as if they had rabies. 

There was a brick wall at the end of the street with a person sized opening in the middle. Some of the cats were out and luckily I didn’t hit them after the dogs. I was able to stop the car before hitting the wall. 

(From May 23, 2018 Blindfolded)

I asked the same question. I dreamt of him being a white dwarf / midget. 

I dreamt of him wearing a tux, facing right with a blindfold on, standing next to a wedding dress. 

Expecting

(From May 6, 2018)

I dreamt that I was watching the beginning of Murder, She Wrote where it shows the different scenes of the show. It showed on a wall the year 2000 with several names of famous people. They were having a party. 

One of the names I remember was Willa Cather, a poet. I saw her with other people standing around talking. I then saw Jessica Fletcher (Angela Lansbury) with another woman standing behind a rectangular table so that their legs were hidden. I saw an Aladdin’s lamp with shiny liquid in it. I thought it was a candle but maybe not. 

I then was expecting to see commercials but the show continued. I heard a man’s voice talking about a woman. I don’t remember what he was saying but Jessica and this other woman made comments about how this woman was / is needed (?).

I saw myself nursing a baby on my left breast.

(From May 5, 2018 Sarah)

I think a (adult?) daughter came to me and introduced herself as Sarah. I didn’t see her features. 

(From May 2, 2018 Too Late)

I asked, “What is the right situation to regain sight?” The words, ” It’s too late to apologize ” from One Direction popped into my head.

(From April 29, 2018 Let It Happen)

I dreamt that there was a guy in the house and at first was thinking it was Ali. A side door was open and I could see the lady from across the street (who steals cats, even ours, and gives them to others) with a couple other neighbors coming to her. 

This guy was loudly calling out to them, “Hey” because he wanted to know what they were up to. I then realized that this was not Ali and that Ali was in his room. 

These people had made flyers to give out to the neighborhood to bring them together as a community watching out for each other. I then saw the neighbors gathering in the street in front of the house. I never saw what the flyer said / had on it. 

I realized that the lady who organized this (from across street) was not there. Ali was not there either. I sent him a message but didn’t know when / if he would get / see it. I was wondering if this community thing was for real, or a facade.

I then was sitting on a couch and saw a kitten (1 – 2 months, or less) on the right arm next to me. There was a note next to it. I think I looked at it, not remembering if I read it, but knowing the person who wrote it wasn’t able to take care of it. 

The kitten was transparent so as to be able to see the organs inside. I cautiously picked it up, slightly jumbling the organs, thinking of giving it to a shelter because I too didn’t know how to take care of it. 

There suddenly appeared water and an alligator at my feet, wanting to eat the kitten. At first I was going to let it happen, but as the alligator got closer, I decided against it. The alligator was able to slowly pull the tail out of the body (like those books with tabs to move to make parts of the picture move), which was also transparent.

I then put my hand on the alligator’s mouth to keep it away. It took my hand in its mouth. I grabbed / pushed on the inside of the mouth hard enough that I was let loose.