Orchestrating

I asked, “How do I let go?” I dreamt that Ali and I were walking across a big (?) dirt and gravel lot / field between businesses that I didn’t see but knew were there. There were some chain link fences separating some (of the) areas.

In one area that we were about to walk through, two homeless looking guys were there. The guy on the left was standing, facing us. He was skinny with grey dreadlocks about shoulder length or several inches below. He only had his left arm which he was waving around, as if orchestrating. He was wearing a long sleeve shirt. We weren’t close enough for me to see what the design was but it seemed it had flowers of different sizes with a dark blue background.

The other guy was crouching / kneeling to his left. I didn’t look at him but it seems he was wearing a white shirt and had a white bucket in front of him for drumming.

Ali mentioned about the one arm guy, saying that he was dancing. He may not have noticed that the guy only had one arm.

Ali was either right next to me on my right, or was a couple steps behind (as he usually is when we walk). I was trying to get him to notice the uneasiness these guys were emitting. I either said, “Fiiri badan” (Somali = look a lot), meaning that the guy kept looking, or I only was wanting to say it.

Shortly after we passed them I noticed that they started following us. We were then out by the street, with it to our right. There was no traffic. I asked, “Where are the cops?” The traffic then showed up on the other side with a cop car in front passing us.

I turned around and saw two rows of cars within two lines of the fences with one line facing us and the other behind them facing the other way. There was a cop car in both rows.

I dreamt that I said hello to a black girl at the place where I worked. We were then somewhere where the employees had gathered to have lunch / dinner. She was there and so I figured that I had to say hello because I had said hello earlier and that I was now a part of the group.

We were in the back, or near the back. There were several rectangular tables to the right with a square table on the left. My female boss (?) was getting them ready to eat.

My parents showed up. My mom sat at the square table and seeing corn on the table, said that she likes corn. I noticed that she had gained weight in her upper part of her legs which caused her to sit higher on the chair.

I was disheartened when I had to tell her that this was for us. My dad had already gone up front to find another place to sit.

(From yesterday) Avec Moi

I asked the same question. I dreamt of the singer of Poets of the Fall, Marko Saaresto, singing Partir Avec Moi.

(From June 11, 2019) Dead

I asked the same question. I dreamt something with Steve DiSchiavi from the Dead Files tv show.

I dreamt something about the DNA of other people.

(June 10, 2019) From within

I asked the same question. I dreamt of being part of a class but not in a traditional classroom. I was doing paperwork but don’t remember what it was. It was only one piece of paper.

The teacher’s black wife (?) and a girl were doing word puzzles / games to the right of me. I was thinking how they may have finished their work already and that I would rather be doing that instead but knew I had to finish my work first. (I’m not sure if these were the exact thoughts.)

The wife’s cheekbone area was shiny from being clean and a light shining on her. I knew it wasn’t coming from within.

When I finished my work I had to put my name on the back of the paper because there wasn’t room on the front. I also dated it 6-7-19, which was a Monday.

After, the teacher who was white, was talking about a music group from the ’80’s called Camper van Beethoven, as one of their calmer songs played (I only know of “Pictures of Matchstick”), with some of the other students. I was overhearing so I mentioned that I thought they had a song where the singer held his breath for a bit.

(From June 9, 2019) Before

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was walking to the right on a dirt path on a hill with a small group of people. I asked a girl who was on my left if she had been this way before.

I dreamt that an older lady was letting me borrow some / one of her clothes (for church?). I saw that I didn’t have my garment bottom on and so was going to use hers but then saw that I was wearing mine and so would use mine.

I woke with the song, “Tonight I Celebrate My Love” from Peabo Bryson and Roberta Flack.

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Let Him Go

I asked, “How do I teleport?” (Several years ago I dreamt that I was floating up in space, looking back at me, with a tunnel in back of me to my left. I knew that I was able to teleport.)

I dreamt that I was outside in Nevada with Amy, and others. I’m not sure why we were there. I saw an older lady with short grey (?) hair standing on the right corner of her lawn, watering (?) it. She was looking back at us as we passed her, going to the left.

I pointed her out to Amy and said that she looked familiar. Amy agreed and was trying to gather her thoughts (and was) saying that she was from when we lived here in Vegas.

I asked a guy where Vegas was and he pointed to the North, which was in front of us and slightly to the right. It was below some mountains / tall hills. I was able to see over the cities, seeing all the lights on, even though it was daytime.

There was a point when I was in the mountains looking at newly built houses that were in a row, across the street from me. They all had big windows in the front and were made with / light wood. The house at the end on the right was bigger and taller than the others.

I dreamt (same?) that a crow picked up a hawk from the ground, causing the hawk to make a noise / squeal, flying off with it. A gang then came around, surrounding them. One of the gang was able to steal the hawk away, flying off with it.

It flew low enough for me to reach up (jumping?) and slap the hawk / crows feet so that the hawk would be released. I yelled / said loudly, “Let him go!” They flew off to the right and behind me so I don’t know what happened.

(From yesterday) Looking Back

I asked the same question. I saw someone in a canoe (?) out in stormy water.

I dreamt that I was in the back middle of a car that wasn’t moving. Sara was to my left and Barbie (?) was to my right. Looking out the front window, I saw an older lady (profile looking like grandma when she was able to drive), looking to her left, driving past us a ways from left to right.

It looked like grandma’s car but with an extended platform (?) going around / extending from the car, at least in front and back and on passenger side. The back had stacked white plastic cups, as if for a party. I didn’t notice what the other things were.

I excitedly exclaimed, “That’s grandma’s car!” several times. Sara then started to get emotional and so I figured that I should also and was saying something about missing her, and I think that there was something that reminded me of her.

Grandma then appeared in the passenger seat, looking back at us. She was asking what I was saying. Looking at Sara, I shrugged a little, hesitating to say anything because of her bad hearing. Eventually, I told her about the car. She just said, “Oh.”

I dreamt of two bald, or nearly bald, men, and then seeing them back in the ’70’s. They were standing up on desks (?) in a newsroom. The one on the right had curly blonde hair. He was talking but don’t remember what he was saying.

A guy then showed up on my left and as he was passing me, matter of factly said that (blonde guy) Bernie’s (Sanders) pants were dirty in the back and to clean them in a month. I was wondering what was in a month and then realized that it was July 4th.

(From June 4, 2019) In The Light

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I saw a blonde dog with a couple of baby red foxes. I later saw them next to my bedroom door (opened to the left), in the dark. The dog (head next to the door) was nursing the foxes, looking up at me. I realized it was the foxes because of seeing the red and white tail of the left one in the light and remembering that I had seen them earlier.

I dreamt of the Property Brothers at the house of their clients. Drew was standing to the right of Jonathan and the husband was standing to the right of his wife.

Drew was wearing a light jacket and trying to get the bottom of the zipper undone. As he was doing so, the husband mentioned to Drew that he looked nice, as a compliment and not creepy. Drew then gave up, and said, “I don’t know why I even bother”, zipping it back up a little.

Mountains

(From May 31, 2019)

I asked, “What is the portal?” I envisioned that I was about to go to congratulate Ali and the Utah girl on their marriage / wedding.

I dreamt that I was in the mountains, or a hilly part of town, riding a bike to church with the family. When we got to a corner to turn right, I went back, without knowing the rest of the way, because there was some time left before it started. I got out of my dress and relaxed sideways across my (full?) bed on my back for a bit.

As time got closer, I went to where some people were outside and asked a guy what the other modes of transportation were, having to repeat the beginning of the sentence first, for getting to church, because it was getting cold and stormy / cloudy, otherwise I would take my bike.

(From June 1, 2019) Utah

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was at one of the ends in a white sports complex (in Utah at U of U?) with a lot of people. There either had been a basketball game played, or I knew that it was played here.

There was a Middle Eastern (?) man who kept having to move to different spaces to pray because of the amount of people. Seems that he settled in front of some tall doors.

There was a table there (?) in a separate room (?) that was a little too long, so the end was cut off. A lady came and was shown what had happened. She seemed OK with it.

I dreamt that a lady had gone to her rural area garden at dusk, with a friend, to harvest (?). It may have been in France. There was a street in front of it without any traffic on it.

She had horses, or only one, and was calling out to them / him while she was standing. A horse came running from the right side.

There was an African guy waiting to be picked up (bus?). I was in a high vehicle in the back (?) and said an African word to him. I think he got in and either was here to help or agreed to do so.

I dreamt that I was somewhere on the left of a man and woman who were playing a board game. She had a hamburger that had somehow gotten behind her on the right having come apart. They mentioned that a huge fly had landed on the meat before she got it back together.

They asked if I would like to join them and I did. I may have had a bite of her hamburger or one of my own (?).

I dreamt that I was spending the night at Briana’s. She was in bed with her dad, with her head at the other end. She mentioned to me about pulling the grey ends of the sheets / bedding at the corner because she was getting cold (?) / feeling a breeze. I helped smooth it out.

During the night, I went to use the restroom, not closing the door because I was used to keeping it open. I heard a couple knocks at the door, thinking it odd at this time of night, and got up to close the door, that was to the left of me, as her dad went to get the door.

I dreamt that a lady was telling me to go find the Utah girl and I flat out told her no.

(From June 2, 2019) Snow

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was outside with other people. Seems we were waiting for someone / thing. There was a small layer of snow of the ground that wasn’t old but also wasn’t new. I picked up a ball of some that had some dried grass blades (?) in it. A girl told me not to eat it. I was thinking that I could if I wanted to. I don’t remember what I did with it.

Someone threw up some fairy dust up in the air, or saw it there, and mentioned it to everyone. The colors I remember were soft pink on top and purple on bottom.

There was a girl there who was shorter than me, heavy, semi long light brunette hair. Her facial features were on the borderline of being down syndrome. She was able to make herself invisible. There was an older man there who wanted to be with her, going after her. She found a couch around a corner to the left of where this guy was. She decided to lounge there to rest away from him. I gave her a questioning look about whether that would / could be a good place.

The guy finally found the couch and this girl relented and decided to let him see and touch her.

I dreamt that there was a giant couch made of concrete in the middle of a body of water between Canada and the states. It was facing the states. It was a reminder for us to be friendly with each other.

(From June 3, 2019) Already Dead

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a guy was pressing a gun to the left side of a guy who was laying on his side. I don’t remember what the guy with the gun was initially supposed to do but he shot a couple rounds into the other guy’s body, saying a word or two as he did so. The words I woke with the words “File” and Folder” though those weren’t the words he was saying.

The guy being shot had an x over his lips like bullets have. I don’t remember if he was already dead or not. Possible he was.

There was a different reason why the shooter was there with the body but he was evil and turned it into something sinister.

I dreamt that a guy was underneath a commercial BMW lawnmower but it wasn’t hurting him. I was looking at the guy through the perspective of the lawnmower, as if I was it. The view shifted slightly so that I could see it to the left of me, showing the “nose” end of it. It was grey.

At first it was the open kind with the seat on top of a disc but then it changed so that it had a “door” (?) like a dune buggy.

I dreamt that I was somewhere with mom and Micalanne. I pronounced Mic’s name as “Mecalawn” with a slight accent (?). It had something to do with painting / dying nylons. I didn’t see hers but some people who were also there were laughing at hers because of the way she drew her line. Someone showed her how simple it was to make a straight line, as in a graph. Seems it was pointing down at an angle.

I dreamt something to do with Candace Cameron Bure and that she had been invited to go somewhere during the holidays. She talked to the people at the Hallmark channel to see if they wanted to document her journey there.

There was a 2-3 ft. gnome (?) that rotated, sitting / setting on top of a table, doing something with its arms. It was black and the background was also black / dark so it was hard to see much of the details. I’m not sure if it was in her house, where she went to, or where it was. It was a Christmas decoration.

Secret

I asked, “Is time travel possible?” I dreamt that someone was being told that something was dead and not to go there, wherever they wanted to go.

I dreamt something about something having to do with secret combinations.

(From April 29,2019) Toxic

I dreamt of someone saying, “Remember (?), the water is toxic.”

I dreamt of being up on a public (enclosed?) platform (?) / balcony (?) and someone needing to cut a hole in a wall, with some windows, (window wall) to make a passageway to the other side.

(Prior week(end)) One Episode Left

I dreamt of a lady on one of those home remodeling shows. When I first saw her, she was Marie but then I saw her happily having fun walking backwards on the left side of the street by a corner, as a different person, and then vanished because there was only one more episode left of the show.

I dreamt that grandma was putting on a purple felt type hat (fedora?) as the family were walking past some stores (?) on the left. After she took it off, the color stayed on the top of her hair.

(From April 23, 2019) Different Name

I asked, “How do I block the negative entities from entering the house?’ The words “Use (?) a different name” were going through my head.

I dreamt that I wouldn’t help the family with my things / stuff (?). I told them no.

There were several boys (7-10?), maybe a girl (?), and they had some fish in a tank. One was (almost?) transparent. I wondered where it came from.

I dreamt that I went to an Asian restaurant, putting the ice I had in several cups into one cup and then throwing the others away. I remembered about seeing / reading to use soda to bring flowers back to life. I was going to fill the cup but there were men there around the soda machine so I didn’t want to get any.

The restaurant had double doors and there was a short man cleaning the space between the doors. There was some of the sponge floor, the type with holes that are used for standing on, missing. The man was cleaning that section. I stepped over it and he questioningly said (something to that effect), “Isn’t it great to have the other parts (?) of the floor?”

I dreamt that I was walking home at night. I was thinking that the route was almost similar to Waterman in San Bernardino by the church and Golden Valley and if someone were to pick me up, I would ask them if they knew that area so that they would have an understanding of where I was going / needed to go.

I then see a shadow on the sidewalk in front of me on my right. I turned around and saw an older man with a raised fork, with chocolate cake remnants, in his right hand. I wasn’t scared, telling myself that Heavenly Father had my back, knowing my life was in God’s hands and whatever happened was as it should be.

He lunged the fork at me but didn’t touch me. He did this a couple times then grabbed me. I then became “scared”. (I thought that this was what I was supposed to do and feel. I was also thinking how Ali had had a dream, or something, where he saw this happening and that’s another reason why I wasn’t scared.) There was a church on my right with several people outside by the door.

I tried yelling to get their attention but wasn’t able to make any noise. They were going inside but I kept trying. Finally, before the last one, a man, went in, I made some noise which got his attention. I think I was trying to say “Heavenly Father”.

Lithuania came to mind.

I dreamt that I was hugging Kyle and I was taller than him.

I dreamt that there were some people from the North countries (from several centuries ago?) showed up. They were dressed in all white for early Winter. Their boots were felt / wool moccasin type boots without (the) laces. They were about mid calf height / ankle boots, also white / creme. They may have been fur lined.

I dreamt that I had to leave but I didn’t right away. There was a guy with curly hair and glasses. He was standing to my left next to me. There were other people there. I was in the early stages of pregnancy. I told him, “It is” so that he would know that the baby was his without letting the others know.

I was then sitting at a table, talking to the other people. My legs were open and I started to feel something underneath when I felt a tongue stick inside my vulva / vagina. It was this guy.

I dreamt something about a group of people who must’ve been part of a non-denominational church. A female passed out the “sacrament”. I saw her bringing it in to the group. There was something about having to drink tea and eat certain food to be a part of the group. I wasn’t sure if I wanted to do that.

I was given a collage of women’s faces (from the 80’s) that I had to choose one of them and lick. I was hesitant because of not knowing who else had done this before me. There was a blonde woman near the top on the right side so I chose her.

The guy with the curly hair may have been part of the group. There was a lady who walked past me on my left from back to front. She was wearing a black string leotard thing with a sheer black lingerie kimono over it. As she walked by, I was asking myself, “Whaaaat…is she wearing?”

College

I asked the same question. I saw my emerald backpack, with my stuff inside, that I had used for college.

I saw students walking through a white hallway at a University.

I saw a head shot of the Utah girl (though I don’t actually know what she looks like).

(From yesterday) Regret

I asked the same question. I saw the top right page of a journal I had when I was a teenager. There was a warning for me to watch / be aware of my actions or in the future I’ll regret what I did(n’t) do. I dismissed it, not paying too much attention to it.

Present day, I see the cat friend of the outside boy jumping from the two left facing concrete steps and running away to the side front, passing the left side of the detached garage.

(From May 8, 2019) Dying

I asked, “What is the meaning of the fan?” As I was sleeping, I was thinking of the Utah girl and how I hated her. I dreamt that a female enemy was operating within the states. I knew that she had taken X-rays of a friend of mine and then killed her.

I was somewhere with Stephanie. I saw on a shelf a couple hand sized white stocking shaped toys of hers that looked like the maze with a ball inside but these didn’t have the maze or ball. They were upside down with the toes facing left. I mentioned to her how cute they were as I picked the top one up and placed it right side up.

I was then in a room with the enemy lady. She had another lady come in and take X-rays, while I was lying on my left side, from the backside.

As she was doing this I was saying that I had a letter from my mission president stating how I was supposed to have died but was able to keep going.

I then was sleeping on my left side when I felt a jolt and electricity going through my body. The enemy lady had a welding / soldering tool touching my spine. I was crying out “NO!” as the sounds were fading several times while swaying my torso back and forth to stop the transition of dying.

(From May 7, 2019) Don’t know

I asked the same question. I dreamt of being in a vehicle with other people. We went to go pick up Liz from her house. Her house was on the left, at the end. When we got there, we parked across the street. I asked, “This is Liz’s house?” in a positive way.

The garage was open with some black (?) people there. Someone had a hairstylist station there in the middle front. There was a female on the left facing right.

Liz was inside. We ended up inside. She was taking pies out of the oven and placing them to cool (?).

There was an area where she had metal shelves with candy to sell. I noticed an open bag of dark tootsie rolls, thinking they might taste like licorice, so I took one, shrugging (?) to the others that Liz wouldn’t mind.

I then took some and put them on a platter (?). There were some toys on top. One was an airplane (?). Liz said, or someone else, that we were only to have six pieces. I took off the toys because they weren’t mine. I was left with my six, or a little over that amount.

Tight Trail

I asked, “What’s the meaning of the gorilla?” I dreamt of a group of people who had to walk on a narrow / tight trail / path around a cliff, to the left, that they had to go on to get where they were going. I was thinking that there must’ve been heavenly help for them so that they wouldn’t fall off. There was a religious woman walking among them.

I dreamt that there was a girl emotionally telling a man that she had a dream about her shoulder(s) hurting.

I dreamt that I was posting an old dream online here about something on a top shelf, and something to do with petite clothes.

I dreamt that there was a white Range Rover at the far left lane behind the only other vehicle that was there. The Rover started going in circles, 3 times, before crossing over the lanes to the right, and continued that direction on the street.

(From Sept 21, 2017 Keep Trying / Asking)

I asked what I need to know about the situation of living with Ali.

I dreamt that I went to a bank to get a loan, even if it was only for $10,000, then I could have roommates help to pay it back. The guy I was working with was older (70’s?), tall, with really broad shoulders. I was able to see his skin through his shirt.

He gave me a paper to fill out. At the top, there was a section for me to put my card info. I kept that part empty since I don’t have any cards, and told him that, when he mentioned it being empty. He said that he’ll look into other sources, then.

I don’t know what time I got there, but he / it took some time. There was something in front of his desk that I could lay on while I waited. There were also some / a couple blankets. I laid there while I waited.

After a while, I noticed that the time was 5:20, close to closing time. I started to get anxious, and getting up / taking the blankets off. At this time, a man somehow appeared between me and the desk, sitting there sideways, the same as me.

I didn’t see his face because he was wearing a hat. He was wearing a nice black suit. I didn’t want to put the blankets on him. I was about to say something to the bank guy when he said that he couldn’t find anything, but if I keep trying / asking, I’ll eventually get the help I need.

I dreamt of being at the end of a cul – de- sac, looking down the street. At the point where the end starts to widen, there was a car wanting to come, but there was a line of fine brown leather furniture in the way.

There was a moving van (or a van the size of a moving / delivery van) to the right where these had come out of to be delivered to the house on the right. I took one of the pieces and rolled it in to the house.

There was a guy there, sitting on another piece of furniture, playing with his two dogs (and laptop tablet?). They were small, with bare skin on their bellies. I got after him about the furniture outside, but to no avail. He mentioned to me that these dogs were Peking Bully’s (? couldn’t quite understand), and that they were found after the war (WWII) by the Jersey Shore.

(From Sept 20, 2017 Still Here)

I asked the same question.

I dreamt something about a house where the posts were about shot, and / but the owners put new posts next to them to keep the house standing. The house was finished, but one day there was a small creak sound from the old posts, I guess to remind us of them still being there.

I dreamt of me waking / getting up a bit early to get my stuff together to take a shower. When the time came to take it, I realized that I had put my stuff in a different white bathroom, which was good to use, but I had wanted to use my parents.

Ready

I asked the same question. I saw that I was driving, at night, with Ali. On the left was a vehicle at the left corner, as if waiting to turn right. It looked like a Lincoln Navigator 2019 SUV with LED (?) headlights.

In the middle of the street was a girl standing there, facing away from the car. She looked homeless / disoriented. At the other corner was a fast food restaurant (KFC?) with the entrance to the left, with parking around it.

Ali asked if the girl had gotten drugs from the people / person in the car, since they both weren’t moving. I said, “I don’t think so” because of her being away from the car.

I saw that I was getting a blessing, being encircled with men (instead of only a couple). Ali was there at the 5 o’clock position. I was holding on to his lingam, but then realized that it was inappropriate at this time, and so let go.

I saw the Utah girl walking right to her front door, after getting out of her grey truck (?), which was backed up to the right side of the garage. She looked like she had come home from church. She was glad to be home, and ready to have sex (with Ali, who was standing at the right front of the yard / lawn).

(From Sept 22, 2017 Strip Mall)

I dreamt that the cats were at a strip mall (?). Seems like I may have taken them there. It was night, and I was gathering them, mostly concentrating on the Siamese cats because of the possibility of someone taking them.

I got them, and then was searching for the male tabby. I didn’t see him, but wasn’t too concerned because I knew that he knew his way home.

I saw the profile of someone’s right hand, (as if) reaching out for me to grab, in white light. I grabbed the hand, and it looked like Jesus. He set me on a bar stool, and then a man came in front of me. I didn’t quite get the face.

I dreamt of Travis, and he was as tall as a door. I was thinking that I like tall guys. He then gave another man a quick kiss.

(Misc) Music

I dreamt that I was told that Ali and I were going to make sweet music.

Stop Thinking

I asked, “Will getting pregnant get rid of the negative entities?” I dreamt that the kitchen was 2, or 3, steps above the family room. As I was walking down, I thought that I saw a spirit to my right, which kind of scared me, but realized that I didn’t. I told myself to stop thinking of seeing something, or else I would. 

I then saw, standing behind the couch, parallel to the sliding glass doors to my left, aliens waiting to take me.

(From Nov 18, 2017 Sexual)

I dreamt that Amy, Sara, and I think Kim, let sexual things happen to babies.

(From Nov 17, 2017 Keep Originals)

I dreamt that a girl had taken one of my notebooks, and was writing / drawing on my drawings. I angrily told her to give it to me, and I think I grabbed it from her.

Trump then told me that that’s why he only gives copies and keeps the originals, in case someone made changes.

(From Nov 16, 2017 Blue Line)

I dreamt that there was a hurricane / tornado / duet devil at the local airport, lifting all of the planes. They swirled there for a couple rounds, then came toward me. I was in a concrete (?) building without windows. 

One of the jets (less than 50?)  flew several yards in front of me, from left to right. I was noticing how big it was. I think there was a blue stripe / line on the bottom half.

(From Nov 15, 2017 Delivery)

I dreamt of a truck with Malin + Goetz on the side. Windows were down. Little girls were inside. It was dark. It was driving away, to the left, from a delivery dock.

I woke up with the song, “Journal of Ardency” from Class Actress.

(From Nov 14, 2017 Lotus)

I dreamt that I had found my (community) “family”, and that I was home. 

I dreamt that I was in a big van, the kind with the row of windows, with (some) parents going along in taking their children to school. I was up near the front (behind the driver?). There was a lane in the middle. 

The community looked newly built, and / but still needed landscaping. The driver, a woman, called out, as we were about to pass some buildings, that this was the new school the students were going to. As we passed, though, they were one story homes from this community having dirt all around still.

Finally, we arrived at the school. A couple (older?) got off because their car was there, parked on the left, at a diagonal. They were walking in the middle of the street, since there weren’t any other cars.

They were nicely dressed, as though they had money. When they got off, I wondered why, and then saw the car. It was a small coupe, about the size of a Mazda Miata, but wasn’t. It could have been a Lotus.

When I saw how they had parked the car, I wondered why they would park like that instead of parallel to the curb. The street, where they were walking, was wet, as if it had rained, but no where else.

There had been a garbage truck, and an RV, and a couple other cars behind us. As we got to the school, the garbage truck went to the left of the street, driving over a dirt hill, to get to the houses garbage bins. The RV had stopped behind us. 

After the students got off, all the parents moved forward. I had my own seat, with my left leg bent up on the seat. I was wearing shorts. 

A lady sat next to me, and looked at my leg. I don’t know if she noticed my scar, and the fact that I had a bit of hair from not shaving. 

As we started to leave, we went in a circle right there before going on. I wondered why. I don’t know why I was there, since I didn’t have any children.

Prayer

I asked again if Ali is my husband who will take me to the temple. The words, “Verbal abuse notwithstanding” came to mind, and also the song “The Prayer”.

I dreamt that a girl (works at Starbucks), with short blonde hair, was walking to work, at Target, at night in the rain. She had two children with her (boy and girl? 8 – 10?). I was in a parking lot that she was walking next to. She was walking from right to left.

The entrance to the lot wasn’t a straightforward entrance, but looked more like an on / off ramp of a freeway, with one lane curved, which was was across from me on my left. I decided to give her a ride to work.

As I turned and waited for my turn to go, she crossed the street, going to a house that looks like an old small craftsman style. The paint was white, and chipped. A front window had been smashed / broken in pieces outside. She was sweeping it up. She angrily said something but don’t remember what.

I dreamt that I was telling Stephanie that lately I was waking up feeling like I had had sex.

(From Nov 26, 2017 Deloitte and Touche)

I dreamt that the old man neighbor was turning gay. He was wearing wedge (?) shoes (the one with cork), and a shirt / coat that had pink stripes / blocks. When he wore these shoes, he had to look further down on his wife.

As for her, when I heard her voice, but couldn’t see, her voice sounded fake. 

The tax firm Deloitte and Touche keeps coming to mind.

I dreamt about a couch behind a fireplace that was mostly hidden, only being able to see the right end of it. It was a place to go when wanting to “get away from it all”, but still being visible in case of being needed.

(From Nov 22, 2017 Devil In Me)

I dreamt that when someone touched me, they could feel a sensation of the devil in me. I was giving some type of drink to get rid of it / him. It may have been some type of egg mixture (?). 

As I drank it, I could see that there was a bit of powder at the bottom that didn’t get mixed in. I was able to get it loose somehow. I didn’t hate the drink, it wasn’t horrible, but it wasn’t great either. It was tolerable. I could start to feel my body doing something shortly after drinking.

(From Nov 19, 2017 Complete)

I dreamt that there was a Christmas present missing under the tree. Someone put one there, and then it (Christmas?) was complete.