Forgotten

I asked, “God, why are You allowing the negative entities in my room?” I dreamt that I put a bunch of cat food on the floor instead of their bowls. 

There was a door, and I saw a black dog (looked like the one with the gorilla) with half of its face sticking underneath, sniffing / smelling the food. I realized that I had totally forgotten about the dog. 

I dreamt that I was getting sick, coughing, and someone told me that it was because of the spirits / entities. I told them that I (already) knew, and that I have had them for a month.

I dreamt that I was ordering a peanut butter and banana smoothie at Starbucks. There were a lot of children / people there. The ordering counter was outside. The tall, thin lady didn’t want to make it, so I ordered a birthday cake smoothie.

A short girl who works there, came out with packages of cake, frosting, and other ingredients, including “snowballs” (coconut covered chocolate balls).

It was all blended and had to be put in several cups because there was so much of it. I was telling some of the other workers that the employee didn’t want to make my initial order. They told me that Kenyans don’t make it because they get laughed at.

I dreamt that I was in a yellow house that was being sold. I was looking down through the floor at the “basement” below. I saw a kitten resting on its back, looking up at me. It then waved at me, then got up and moved / left. Some (goats?) then showed up.

I was walking through the small yellow kitchen. The cupboards had dirty edges. There were two lifted / propped up pillows below the sink, with a couple blankets. I was wondering why they didn’t clean in there. It wouldn’t matter now because it was going to be remodeled.

I dreamt that Kyle took me to get some pants. He teasingly was saying that he wanted me to get some that are full length ones instead of mid calf.

(From Jan 9, 2018 Brought Back)

I asked, “Why did I dream of winning the lottery?” I dreamt that Jay (?) was writing a story, and someone wanted to buy it from him. He said no. I’m guessing that some time had passed because when he was brought back to the table, his hair was white, and he was calm.

There were three ladies there to represent the buyer, one of which had a wide mouth. She was nervous when speaking, so another lady (small) took over.

She stood, mentioning the $50 mil that the buyer was offering. Jay had a friend there, and he started apologizing, saying that he didn’t know that that was the reason why they were here. Jay calmly said yes because he was ready to dump the story.

I dreamt that he was being dropped off at a small cabin / house, out in the woods, that he had bought from the money. His friends were dumbfounded that he would choose something small.

The phrase, “Gilmarines do. Marines don’t.” came to mind .

I dreamt that people, masses, were going to be killed, and I had a knowing that it was going to get worse before it gets better.

I saw a bunch of people crawling on a sidewalk, being watched by at least one man, on the way back to Africa. I was hysterically crying, and joined them for support. My hair was long enough to use as kneepads.

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Fixing

I asked, “Am I supposed to have children with Ali? ” I dreamt that Ali and I were living in apartments, on a bottom left corner. Another lady, with dark / brunette hair, asked to move in with us. I sharply said no. I don’t remember what Ali said, if I heard him. I then angrily said, “F…  you!” angrily. He repeated it back.

As I was leaving, in the morning, after she had moved in, I was walking outside to go around a corner to the right. I saw them sitting outside. She had some papers on a table. The top one, she had written issues / problems that needed to be fixed and was discussing these with Ali.

I went over and grabbed a couple of the top papers and tore them up. I was thinking that I could use her dishes after she gets kicked out.

I dreamt something about two guy missionaries, who were caught kissing, and were going to be shipped back home.

(From Jan 28, 2018 Only The Bottom)

I dreamt of being on a small train, like at an amusement park. At one point the track ended and the train had to jump (?) to another one that was about a foot, or two, below, which the beginning of the train  was under water. I was afraid that we were going to go under, but only the bottom half did.

I dreamt that Matt Damon , or someone looking like him, in a movie, had started working for a well – to – do man. Shortly after, this boss was killed, and Matt was accused. He hadn’t done it, and was given a year to prove his innocence.

About a week / couple days before the end of the year, some men were above a bridge near some trees, and saw Matt below, looking like Tom Hanks in Cast Away.

Matt was still busy proving himself, and almost had the answer. He was only passing through that area. These other men mentioned that the place where they needed to be was a ways away, and so needed to get going. They didn’t have a vehicle to get them there.

(From Jan 26, 2018 Allowed)

I dreamt that a Mexican girl, born as a boy, maybe 10 years old, was allowed to come back to see / visit her family / mother who had given her up for adoption / stolen from.

There was another sister who was wary / scared of this one, hiding in the shadows at the top of the stairs. At first, the mother had forgotten about this child until I mentioned about the time that when she had gone to see Theresa Caputo who told her / mentioned about this baby.

Her name now was Raoemon, if I remember correctly the spelling. There was an older girl, or was it her, who was able to fix the roof. When she was up on the roof, she gave a big smile which showed off her bright white teeth.

I dreamt something about a showgirl (?), but not while working. The Mexican’s house had green (to it) inside. The grandmother was there as well.

I dreamt that I was watching a gathering of wealthy women at a hotel (?), outside, and there were a lot of clear plastic (cocktail?) cups filled with all sorts of fruit. 

I dreamt that the cats had eaten almost all their food, so I gave them some more.

I dreamt something about animal communication.

First Distraction

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was listening to one of Briana’s CD’s. She showed up but didn’t say anything. She wanted me to bring her yellow VW bug, that was out in the open, close to the house in the enclosure / behind the gates / fence.

I dreamt that there was a guy, and his friend / assistant were doing an experiment on a new couple. The couple were sitting at a table and the guy noticed a girl walking past. The first two guys excitedly proclaimed, “First Distraction.”

 (From Feb 1, 2018 Go Home)

I dreamt I was on a ride (?) that resembled an amusement park roller coaster. It was about to go down a steep portion and turn right. I was telling whoever was sitting to the right of me that it was just like another dream I had. 

I dreamt that I was inside a building, not sure what kind, and a lady was telling me that I can go home now if I wanted to because I had been there since Monday. I believe this was on a Saturday.

I was thinking it over, not sure I should go yet because of the people who had recently come around. I finally decided that I wanted to cook something before I go. 

I dreamt that a neighbor (to the building I was in?) were away, and wanted to sell their house. There was oil stain(s) on their driveway, and I think that was their motive. I believe they had a German accent. I didn’t see, or hear, them, but knew. Maybe I had seen and heard them before.

(From Jan 31, 2018 Swollen)

I dreamt that my body was swollen and I had bumps all over, and I was looking down at my chest.

I dreamt that I was working with the people from the Maine Cabin Masters tv show. 

I dreamt that I was naked.

(From Jan 29, 2018 Stressing Myself)

I dreamt that Utah had waterways, like the Netherlands, and the animals had to be careful around them. I was either traveling on one of these, or on a road (maybe on a motorcycle?), somewhat in a hurry, to get to where I came from, because there were people behind me, and I was stressing myself over about it.

(From Jan 28, 2018 NYSE)

I dreamt that I was part of a company that had my name, a guy with the name Slater, and I think there was another.

I dreamt something about the NYSE.

Faulty 

I asked, “What do I need to do to leave this (Ali) house?” I dreamt that Barry Manilow’s house, back in the ’70’s / ’80’s, was surrounded by flat land. Part of the house had caught fire because of something faulty inside.

I dreamt something about the Little People (show).

I dreamt that I had dreamt about something being a perfect fit.

(From March 6, 2018 Back On)

I dreamt that I was naked in bed. Briana was there also. I don’t know why she was there, but only for several seconds. 

Ali came in, but he was white. He was straddling me, taking his clothes off. I was asking him what he was doing. The wall in front of me had a window(s) facing the front so that people could see in as they walked by. Ali knew this, but perhaps hadn’t been thinking of it. 

Some people walked by, and the next thing I saw was Ali sitting in a chair under the window with his clothes back on, looking at a book, as if he didn’t want those people to see him.

I dreamt of a lady who had to leave her young family and so she showed her breasts and leaned over them so that they could feel her skin.

I dreamt of a guy who was naked in front of me and I was holding onto him, remembering how good it feels.

(From March 4, 2018 Breakdown)

I dreamt that Ali was washing some dishes and I crouched down next to a wall about to have a nervous breakdown. Ali was talking about having sex while he was doing the dishes. 

I was going to have a breakdown because I didn’t want to worry about getting my garments “dirty” again after being clean these past years.

I dreamt that Frida’s song, “There’s something about you” was actually named “If water could bomb.” (Actually, the song is called “I know there’s something going on”, and Level 42 sings the song “Something about you.” )

(From March 3, 2018 Cut Open)

I dreamt that there was a guy and two women holding down (?) a crying baby on a white table. They had poured boiling water over the baby and were wanting to cut open the skin. I don’t know why.

 I don’t know if I said it out loud, or it was just a thought, but I was saying that the baby needed to be dead before being cut open. (Before falling asleep, I was thinking about one of the ghost shows I watch where sometime in the past, a woman had put a baby / toddler in a bath and poured boiling water over it.)

I dreamt that I saw this baby lying still in a bed of flowers (?) with two other children above on either side. I was crying hysterically when the baby finally woke up.

I dreamt something about rice, and something in it.

I dreamt that I picked up, to look at, a stem of a pumpkin plant with tiny tiny pumpkins growing on both sides. 

I dreamt that a blue worm crawled up the back of my shirt and I was anxiously telling the others around me to get rid of it. No one was paying attention, doing their own thing.

 I think I grabbed the bottom of it (someone did) to take it off and only the end of it came off. I don’t know why the worm was there, and I don’t know if it was going to do anything. I just didn’t want it on me.

(From March 2, 2018 Frustrated)

I dreamt that Ali was laying next to me on my bed on my left side and I was holding on to his dick. I was thinking, “He actually did it / came in”, or something to that effect, and I was a bit frustrated at him for disturbing my sleep.

I dreamt that I was at some kind of camp and the people I was with made crafts during the week, but I didn’t because I didn’t know what they were for. At the end of the week, a husband of one of the ladies came with one of their babies, and this lady took the baby out of his (?) arms as she passed.

Wasn’t Needed 

(From March 23, 2018)

I dreamt that I was able to fly and I was flying over people that I was at a gathering with. No one looked up, and so never saw me. While I was flying, I saw a fast moving car coming from right to left. I was afraid that it would hit the people but it slowed down as it got closer. I finally came back down. A little while later I tried again to fly but wasn’t able to. I figured that it was because it wasn’t needed this time.

I dreamt that I saw a small white a – frame house (about the size of the school / church combo used in the 1800’s) on its right side (on a hill?) surrounded by green grass all over. 

I dreamt I was inside (this building?) and on the right side in front of me, was a small round table with a couple things on it. One of them was a b&w art piece / drawing / illustration of a woman’s face looking slightly to her right with eyes closed with right arm under her chin with her hair flowing down on her right.

(From March 22, 2018 Back To Me)

I dreamt that I was a passenger being driven somewhere. It was dark outside. The guy who was driving was tall and lean and Christian. He may even have had blonde hair. 

On the left, we drove past some businesses (small like a strip mall) and at the end of the building was a residence with the front big window open. There was a table horizontal with the window.

There were people sitting around it. The owner was on the left and his wife on the right. I heard what sounded like mom’s voice and I may have mentioned it out loud because someone acknowledged that she was there. I then saw her sitting between the table and window with her back to me. 

I dreamt that the driver was standing and his shirt (polo type?) was untucked and a bit longer than usual. I was thinking how lucky he was not to have to wear a dress like me.

I dreamt that we were at an event / exhibition / ? where crystals were being shown one in each room. There was a couple there and I knew (?) that they practiced tantric sex to become closer. 

In one room was a crystal, palm size, with a knife size opening on the left. It may have been in the pink family? The lady, in the room, showed how you could still see water inside by placing a knife (like a pocket knife type) in the opening, and somehow was able to bring out some that had formed into a ball mixed with the crystal.

It flew in the air, almost as if in space, into another lady’s mouth, who ate it. 

I woke with the words, “I can’t be who you are” from Linkin Park’s song “Leave Out (All The) Rest”.

Relaxed 

(From April 13, 2018)

I dreamt that I decided to get sexual with Ali in my room. I had my shirt off and was sucking him. I started to hesitate, thinking that I was hearing spirit voices by the front door / area. The cats were coming in the room, Ali was getting sleepy / relaxed. 

I then heard Sara’s and mom’s voices out by the dining table. I let Ali go, putting on my shirt so they wouldn’t see me, realizing that the front door had been left unlocked.

After putting my shirt on, Ali slumped on the bed and started to disappear until he was gone. I kept looking, watching, wondering where he went. I was getting emotional.

I started walking to the bedroom door, slowly, still looking back, wondering about him and watching for him. When I got to the door, I saw mom, dad, Amy (?) all in conversation, standing at the right end of the table. Dad looked strong and healthy. 

I stood there, visibly shaken, silently crying outside, hard sobbing inside, waiting for them to notice, still watching him Ali. Mom finally came over to me. I think I may have told her that he disappeared, but not sure.

I dreamt of directly going to him when he comes out of his room. 

(From April 12, 2018 Managed Well)

I dreamt of a young woman being able to afford an expensive apartment (?) because her money had been managed well during her husbands sickness and eventual death. 

I dreamt that Ali was sitting behind me. I pulled my shirt down to expose my breasts. He grabbed them. He then was in front of me, sucking on my right breast. He gave a little of what could have been a disgusted look on his face and let go. My first thought was that he didn’t like the feel of the little bit of hair that I had and thought how Kyle didn’t even notice them until the end. 

I dreamt of a long rectangular warehouse that I think had sections inside. I was outside. Seems one of the sections was a place for go – karts where you could go to lay low. 

Expecting

(From May 6, 2018)

I dreamt that I was watching the beginning of Murder, She Wrote where it shows the different scenes of the show. It showed on a wall the year 2000 with several names of famous people. They were having a party. 

One of the names I remember was Willa Cather, a poet. I saw her with other people standing around talking. I then saw Jessica Fletcher (Angela Lansbury) with another woman standing behind a rectangular table so that their legs were hidden. I saw an Aladdin’s lamp with shiny liquid in it. I thought it was a candle but maybe not. 

I then was expecting to see commercials but the show continued. I heard a man’s voice talking about a woman. I don’t remember what he was saying but Jessica and this other woman made comments about how this woman was / is needed (?).

I saw myself nursing a baby on my left breast.

(From May 5, 2018 Sarah)

I think a (adult?) daughter came to me and introduced herself as Sarah. I didn’t see her features. 

(From May 2, 2018 Too Late)

I asked, “What is the right situation to regain sight?” The words, ” It’s too late to apologize ” from One Direction popped into my head.

(From April 29, 2018 Let It Happen)

I dreamt that there was a guy in the house and at first was thinking it was Ali. A side door was open and I could see the lady from across the street (who steals cats, even ours, and gives them to others) with a couple other neighbors coming to her. 

This guy was loudly calling out to them, “Hey” because he wanted to know what they were up to. I then realized that this was not Ali and that Ali was in his room. 

These people had made flyers to give out to the neighborhood to bring them together as a community watching out for each other. I then saw the neighbors gathering in the street in front of the house. I never saw what the flyer said / had on it. 

I realized that the lady who organized this (from across street) was not there. Ali was not there either. I sent him a message but didn’t know when / if he would get / see it. I was wondering if this community thing was for real, or a facade.

I then was sitting on a couch and saw a kitten (1 – 2 months, or less) on the right arm next to me. There was a note next to it. I think I looked at it, not remembering if I read it, but knowing the person who wrote it wasn’t able to take care of it. 

The kitten was transparent so as to be able to see the organs inside. I cautiously picked it up, slightly jumbling the organs, thinking of giving it to a shelter because I too didn’t know how to take care of it. 

There suddenly appeared water and an alligator at my feet, wanting to eat the kitten. At first I was going to let it happen, but as the alligator got closer, I decided against it. The alligator was able to slowly pull the tail out of the body (like those books with tabs to move to make parts of the picture move), which was also transparent.

I then put my hand on the alligator’s mouth to keep it away. It took my hand in its mouth. I grabbed / pushed on the inside of the mouth hard enough that I was let loose. 

Make Peace

I asked, “What does the whale mean?” I dreamt that Drew Scott was with the family and they started fighting. I stepped in to make peace / help them calm down.

I dreamt that an older couple were were touring a house to buy and the man didn’t understand why / was irritated that the agent brought them to this one when it needed fixing up and he didn’t want to do any.

(From May 7, 2018 Darkness Inside)

I dreamt that I was in a spaceship (? Whatever the U.S.S. Enterprise from Star Trek is called). One at a time, while standing at the end of a hallway with other people, I saw girls trying to get away from different men’s voices, each of them saying, “Hi / Hello.” 

 The first voice sounded ominous. The others were more neutral but still scary. I then heard voices coming from a vent that was at the bottom of the wall at the end of the hall. It was scary because of being able to see the darkness inside.

The people attached to the voices then showed themselves and it wasn’t scary anymore. 

I dreamt of breakfast of huge pancakes. I was (one of) the last to eat. There was a pitcher filled with juice and water almost overflowing. 

I dreamt that I was standing in the back of a delivery truck (?), dark inside, with the doors open / gone, looking out at Ali on a moped / scooter as we were on the freeway.

We then had switched places with him in the truck and me on the moped / scooter. I don’t know who was driving. I then saw Ali in my / the house looking outside through the big picture window at me on my way in.

I dreamt of being in a city in France with (a) flooded street(s) purposefully. People would come and play in the water at the end of the street(s). 

I dreamt of people at a rectangular table, sitting on the right side (when standing / looking from the end). Someone brought a plate with decorative / decorated rectangular boxes (4, or 5) that may have had food inside (?), putting them / it in front of the man in the middle, celebrating him for being a part of bringing forth into existence the telephone.

Changing

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Ali and I were going to go on a bus ride to Florida. There was another lady with us. I’m not sure her connection. We both won the trip? She had her stuff in a plastic beach looking tote / bag. She had her swimsuit (bikini?) in there. I was thinking that she could fly back, after, if she wanted.

I dreamt that a lady (same?) wanted to catch up with us. I’m not sure where we were. There was a fridge and I changed the air freshener that was inside at the bottom, on the front left, before she arrived.

When she did, she had a couple folded baby clothes and thinking to herself, she said, “Oh well” and stuck them in her purse. One was white (fluffy wool?). 

I dreamt that exhausted, I got out of bed to feed the cats. My hair was at least to my shoulders, and crumpled. I started walking to the door without doing anything with my hair, and not looking up. I left the fan, next to the bed, on. There were two yellow hand towels, one at each end of the bed, as if dragged there.

I went out and closed the door. Not sure if I was wearing my glasses. A couple seconds later I opened the door and saw a man, wearing light blue scrubs, and glasses, standing a couple feet in front of me, looking at me, and then walking to the bathroom to the left. (Jack and Jill design)

I said, after several tries to get any sound out, “Hey! Who are you?” As he walked into the bathroom, he kept walking straight, to the shower (not in waking life). A lady with a diaper size bag suddenly appeared behind him. I couldn’t see her because it was dark. (I get up between 5 – 6.) I asked if that was a portal.

(From June 10, 2018 Dying)

I asked why I was turning black. I dreamt something about a young man racing cars on the street and ended up crashing (with hood facing up and forward) and dying. I then saw him walking with a young boy who I think hadn’t been born yet and the man was giving him some sort of advice.

I dreamt of a man that had built some sort of small round explosive. It wasn’t dangerous. I don’t know what he had planned for it. I saw him at an outside table at a cafe / restaurant, sitting next to a wall. He had placed this explosive up on the wall and accidentally pushed it over. He was one, or two stories up because it dropped a short distance. 

I then saw that it had some powder (yellow? orange?) that had come out in a line at the / an edge of the / a city. 

(From June 9, 2018 Late)

I asked the same question. I saw one of Ali’s photos of him when he was skinny, working out in the field when he was in Utah.

I saw a baby with a huge head / forehead.

I dreamt of a man noticing that I was getting smaller.

I dreamt of Ali and I at a restaurant (fast food?) and I ordered, and then asked for, some toast to go along with it. When I did that, Ali gave me a disagreeable look but I didn’t let it bother me.

I dreamt that the Siamese boy’s mother came back.

I dreamt that someone was telling me that I have intuition.

I dreamt that I shared an apartment at a fancy hotel. It was Christmas time. I had a single string of lights that I hadn’t opened (?) yet. When I did, the sun was coming up. I commented that it was too late. 

We were going / planning to have people over for a party. I was cutting a pizza slice, with pineapple, diagonally into three other pieces. We realized that we weren’t going to have enough food to feed all the people who were coming. Knowing that they were coming because dad was going to be there. 

On the tv was a show / movie with two black men going to a well to do party at a fancy hotel. One of them had some extra weight which was situated in two “rolls / roles”. He was wearing a light colored / fabric sweater, maybe wool type.

The other guy was thin and nicely casually dressed. They both, or at least the first guy, had a white date. They greeted each other by name in a way as to say, “I know you, right?” 

“Every step I take” by the New Kids on the Block came into mind when I woke.

Take A Break 

(From June 11, 2018)

I dreamt that I and family (?) were at nice apartments looking for a place to live. We were there with a real estate agent. We were in one and then he mentioned another that was available. It was on a left corner, possibly upstairs. The door was outside and it was colored black in a classy way.

I was the first to go check it out. When I opened the door, a young man was inside. The place was furnished and he had a desk to the right of the door where he was working.

He was standing when I came in. I told him that the other guy said that this one was available. I then saw him at an office with other workers. They were all wet, sweating from continually working and not taking a break.

I announced that I was going to take a break and rest. The others decided to as well and some of them said that they were going to take a poop (because of not resting). I said, “Gross”. 

Before I saw him in the office, he had a toddler son and newborn girl (within a couple months) show up. The baby had red / strawberry hair. At one point while the son was walking around, he got under a table and bumped his head. The man became concerned at this and we told him that the son had done it on purpose. This relieved him.

At the office, there was an Arab guy who started repeating something (in English? don’t remember). He then started saying it more forcefully and got up to walk around. We were worried that he might become violent. 

I was looking at a reflection in a window within the office near where I was sitting. I saw that there was a security guard on the right side but wasn’t moving toward this guy because there was a another guy there who was ex military.

This guy went up to the scary guy bumping up against some windows in a corner within 20 feet from me. I started to get concerned that they would come over my way and I would get caught up / involved with them. I then calmed myself thinking that I’m safe and whatever happens is meant to be. 

This military guy got a hold of the other guy’s hands with one of his (left) somehow and had the other pushing into his chest, making a fist (?). This was keeping him (scary guy) under control. 

I saw Ali in a delivery truck, standing in the back, being “delivered” to the Utah girl. I didn’t see her, but I knew what was happening.

I dreamt that I was in a room in (a) church (?) with some older people. There were a bunch of canes that were left behind. One of the canes, I was going to take to its owner but he showed up to get it.

Someone was asking where Ethel, an older black woman, was.

I dreamt that there was a young teacher and I was going to have sex with him and have children. At first I was hesitant at showing him my body but then I was ok with.