Daughter

I asked, “How many children does Ali have from that girl?” I dreamt something about trying to let the mother cat outside without letting her daughter.

I dreamt of a boy looking in a mirror, holding a uniform hat that he had bought. The top of the brim was dirty. A guy (husband? friend?), irritated a bit,  came to take it because of the dirt but relented and gave it back. 

As he walked past me (I was sitting against a wall with a hallway ahead of me on my right where the boy was), I said to him that he can’t take (what’s been paid for, implied). He went inside a room in front of my left. 

(From July 9, 2018 Wasn’t Expecting Her)

I asked if the Utah girl gave birth to a baby. I dreamt that I was laying down and I think I was about to get up to feed the cats. The female raccoon who has been coming around came up on my chest on my left side. 

She startled me because I wasn’t expecting her. She grabbed my hand in her mouth like the cats do. I was afraid that she was going to hurt me but she was gentle.

I dreamt that I was at an older teachers house with a medium sized group of people. He had something that we were to convince someone else to buy (?). I think I gave him a look of me wanting to try / give it a go. 

I saw a note from him saying that he had the best sex he had when he was 35 (?) as he’s having now in his 60’s. I was envious of him that he was having it and I kind of wanted to have it with him.

He was tall / thin mysterious type. There was something about food and he had / showed us / me some garlic / french bread in the bag. 

I dreamt that Ali and I were going to a place to eat up on / by University St. / Rd. We were passing different places showing the lotto number signs. There were three games on the bottom (top games are millions, bottom are thousands). 

The bottom left, top middle, bottom right were blacked out. Ali and I were panicking and anxious that someone else had won those. Finally we passed a place where the numbers were showing up / coming back. We were relieved that we still had a chance. 

We got to the place we were going to. I think it was a grocery store that had its own eatery as there were several (3?) ice refrigerated units (where they have ice for sale).There was a table next to / in front of the first (L – R) ice unit and another table next to / in front of that one.

I saw that Amy was at the table next to the ice, sitting next to the ice. I was standing in front of the kiosk (?) and was pointing out Amy to Ali. He couldn’t see her at first because there were people at her table and the one next to her. I said to him “table”. He waved, knowing that she wasn’t looking. 

He went behind the lady / girl behind the kiosk to order / talk to her. At first she didn’t turn around. She finally, perturbed, told him that he needed to come in front to talk to her. I gave her a look as if to say that he always does this. She wasn’t looking.

Amy finally came over, to my left. She told me that she was going to send me a message the day before but hadn’t gotten to it but now she was here. She told me that people / family members weren’t going to bring the leftover food from the funeral in Brea back to mom. 

I was thinking / hoping that she was going to tell me that she / mom weren’t going to go to Utah. (She had planned on going.) I asked her why, questioningly not understanding why not. She said it was because that they had (their own) health issues. I said ok. 

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Allen

(From July 20, 2018)

I asked for the name of the Jewish neighbor. I dreamt something about a rectangular plastic table that we had to previously take paper off that had been glued (?) on. 

A lady sitting at the table was saying something to us about taking a shower. In time for something?

I dreamt that Mark (& Val?) had a baby (up to a year old?). Some milk spilled on to the carpet from a / the bottle. Not sure if it was noticed because something was placed on top of it. 

Some children (5 & under?) were dressed as if it was Halloween. One boy was dressed as if he was “riding” a unicorn. His name was Allen?

(From July 19, 2018 Finished Washing)

I dreamt that a guy was telling me that my laundry was finished washing.

I dreamt of inflatable houses in the ocean, with people in them.

I saw a cell tower, shaped a bit like the Eiffel tower, that had come from France, bobbing in the water like a buoy. It would tip on its side now and then and sometimes go a bit under the water but would always come back up.

(From July 18, 2018 Feel Good)

As I was falling asleep, the thought of a tv show called “I Found My Father” came to mind. 

The thought of a Buick Cudero also came to mind.

I dreamt that I was with a blonde guy. We were outside and somehow I was jumping / leaping going up into the sky and then coming back down.

I was looking at the clouds and saw a 3, along with some letters and other numbers. I was looking to see if it was a dollar amount, but it wasn’t.

I then saw the guy looking at me, close up. I was lying down. He asked me if I wanted him to take care of me, or if I had any training. At first I wasn’t sure what kind of training he was referring to but then realized that he meant for working. I told him that I had some training. He then told me that he would take care of me well and for me to feel good.

This was the first time seeing this guy but I felt comfortable with him and knew that I would be taken care of. His clothes were normal, not giving any indication of how much money he had.

There was another guy there wearing different shoes and socks and one of the shoes (left?) was a black high heel shoe.

Blocking

I asked, “What was the purpose of the Utah girl?” I dreamt of seeing young people / guys on short stilts, walking around a crowd of people. I saw one of the guys from the back with the top part of his boxers showing. He took off to join the group that was at the (upper) right. I then realized that they weren’t on stilts, but skates.

I dreamt that I was driving on a dark neighborhood street, toward the left. As I was looking behind me on my right so that I could move over / turn right, another car came driving up and past me, causing / making me to swerve / (correct) course to the left. As I did this, another car on the left was coming toward me.

I dreamt that I wanted to turn right onto a side street. There were girls / young ladies in the middle, blocking the entrance. Seems that they may have had a big vehicle of some sort with them, on the right side. 

As we were passing, on the left, Ali said something about them needing to move. One of them had short dark hair who responded with something snarky. I looked back and responded by saying that Ali wouldn’t have said anything if he didn’t care.

(From July 24, 2018 Going Home)

I asked, “What is the name of the person Ali is a father of?” I dreamt that I was in Vegas with my mom and Amy and other family members and non – family. I don’t remember why we were there. 

Lauren was there and I asked her if Ashley had decided what she’s going to do with the baby. It was the day before we were to go back home.

There were some family members from dad’s side. I asked about Lana, or was it Jana (?), who lived there in Vegas (?).

I was thinking that it would’ve been nice to visit with the family there but that we weren’t able because of going home. They were so close but yet so far. I was making sure that I had my stuff together, seeing my toothbrush and paste. 

There was a young black family renting the house next door to the right (when looking at backyard). The Siamese was there, along with other animals. The man moved the Siamese, so that she would go over the back wall, not knowing who she belonged to. I grabbed her while I had the chance.

I saw a small black dog in a kennel in the middle of the yard. I was wondering why s/he was in there while the other animals were free. S/he was facing to the right. I then saw an opening on the back side of the kennel and felt relieved.

I saw the man sitting at the table in the kitchen with the woman. I saw that they had four young children, thinking they were all girls, but saw that one was a boy.

The woman was getting after the man that they had to have sex (I think she used the other word) after breakfast so that she would get pregnant and they could get on welfare. The man stayed silent. I then saw a grandpa sitting to the right of the man, enjoying the children and not getting involved with the woman.

Open

I asked the same question. I dreamt that the house was on a slight hill. The garage was open and empty. Ali was in the car, just outside garage, waiting for me. I was going to close the door then go out the back door, which is on the left. I don’t remember why I didn’t.

I went out to the car and tell Ali what I had wanted to do. The car was turned off. He wanted to back the car to the right where there are rocks / gravel. I wondered how he could do that with the car not turned on but he was able to do so somehow. He then said that he wanted to think about it.

I dreamt something with a manager / owner of a food place next to Starbucks. We were sitting at a rectangular table at the left side. There was someone on his right, and someone on my left. As they were talking, he leaned across the table, looking at them. I thought, “Ok, whatever.”

 I dreamt something about technologists creating digital / projection versions of ourselves, which cost $99 / day, and that was the cheaper / inexpensive version.

(From July 30, 2018 Snare)

I asked for the meaning of Mando. I was told that the relationship between Ali and the Utah girl was a snare.

I dreamt something about Amy wanted to take something from me. 

I was thinking that Lauren and Ashley belonged to Val, then realized that they didn’t.

(From July 29, 2018 Protesting)

I asked when Ali is going to “wake up” to who the Utah girl really was. I dreamt of people lined up on a sidewalk protesting. I don’t remember what for. 

I was across the street at the crosswalk / intersection, on the left. Walid (Facebook) was there speaking to someone, on my left who I didn’t see, in a different language, thinking that he was speaking to me, then realizing that he wasn’t.

Ali crossed the street to where those people were. The light was changing, so I waited until next time. I don’t know if I crossed.

I dreamt of Mando wearing black shorts, standing in front of me with his back towards me. 

Amy lifted them up somehow from the bottom, as if he was wearing a skort. She was saying something about me wearing them and that I was the same size. 

I dreamt that Ali was seductively whispering in my ear, “Pussy is the loneliest number.” 

Portal

I asked, “Can I go back in my past?” There was something about my knee(s).

I dreamt that me, Amy, my mom and dad (didn’t see them but knew were there) recently moved to a new place. There were some open near empty boxes of cereal lying down, couple of them on the side, on a top shelf. I think one of them was Life. There were some saltine crackers, along with open wrappers / packaging. I was thinking that dad was the one to eat the cereal. I had eaten breakfast and was feeling to eat some crackers with peanut butter, but didn’t.

Back in the bedroom, I was lying across the end of my bed, which was against the right wall. There was a dresser between my bed and Amy’s bed on the left, and a dresser at the end of her bed. She put a garment under her mattress where other dirty laundry was. She said something as she was doing so, but don’t remember.

She then was standing at the end of her bed and said something about that area. I responded, “Like a portal.” She agreed.

She had put a short brown extension cord under, and through, the bottom of the dresser between the beds, saying something about it being there / the placement of it, and about power (?). 

I was holding a water bottle shaped like a jug. Even though I was feeling a bit sick / ill I got up to refill it because there was a bit of cleaning to do in the house. The lid / cap was on the floor at the end of the bed.

As I got up, the front left leg of the silver tabby (neighbor messed with her back claws earlier this year) was “stuck” to the Siamese as she was walking. The tabby was acting as if it hurt a little. She finally got “unstuck” and I picked her up to rub her leg.

(From Aug. 11, 2018 Red Storm)

I saw 4 African guys / men at / in a restaurant (El Pollo Loco?) walking to a table. I was thinking, “If I was to go to Africa,” not finishing the thought. 

I dreamt that I was watching tv (?). I (?) was able to choose what scenario the people were in.

I then am calling out, barely at first, “Heavenly Father, help me so that I can live (my?) life.” I kept repeating this until I was loud enough for Ali to hear me (in the dream).

Zach River band

I dreamt that I was in a chapel, up by / in the stand, on the right of the microphone. Obama was sitting on the Bishop’s right side. He looked intently at me, and sinisterly said, “There’s going to be a red storm.”

The small congregation was black. There may have been one, or two white people / families? There were only about between 50 – 100 people. The people were standing? The words to the song / hymn they were singing were only “blah blah blah.” 

 I dreamt of a young black lady with small children (part of the congregation?) I was telling her that she needs to tell her girl (less than 8?) that she’s mixed because she’s going to find out. I then saw her toddler boy, with shorts, with chubby legs.

I dreamt that I was out in the (church?) parking lot. It was dark / night time. I was standing looking for my car, not finding it. I think I finally saw it but there were big cats there and I would have to pass them but was too scared to.

There were lions. I don’t remember the other ones. The lions weren’t paying attention to me. I only saw one but knew that there were others. The other one was intent on me.

I told myself to stay calm, that these were God’s cats (I think) and also remembering what Anastasia (Ringing Cedars books) said, that they are helpers to us.

This cat walked back and forth in front of me. A couple times I had a finger that would end up in it’s mouth (like when playing with pets), not getting hurt. The cat always stayed ferocious looking but never did anything to harm me.

I dreamt of being on a water ride on an innertube (is that what they’re called?). There were other people there. Judy was there, by herself. We were at the beginning, which was a circular pool that pushed us in circles, going faster each time, before being dropped a steep drop. I decided that I didn’t want to be dropped, and so was able to get to the side to get out. Judy continued on.

I dreamt that I was outside somewhere naked, doing something, bending down. There were others around. I didn’t care enough about them seeing me (as I usually am since the other times I’m usually thinner) to cover up.

See

I asked the same question. The phrase “Author sackers” came to mind.There was something before that but don’t remember. 

I was asked the question, “What do you still see in the (snow covered) mountains?”

 I dreamt that I was at an event / party and a young female named Sis. Doyle (knew her first name but forget) asked if I could go somewhere with her (again, forget the location). I told her yes.

When she got home later, she called, a woman answering and calling out to / for me. I was thinking of the Sis. Doyle I knew as a teen when this woman was telling me who called. When I got to the phone, Sis. Doyle reminded me that she had spoken to me (I then remembered who she was) and was confirming that I could go with her. I affirmed that I could go.

I dreamt of Val (at the same place?) with her hair cut short on the sides above her ears and touching her back in a point / arrow. She was conditioning her hair in sections, starting on the left, while standing.  

Mark was saying that she was going to Greece and getting ready for it. She frequently went there because of a guy, staying at a girl friend’s place while there.

I heard a guy say, “I’m young and 20.”

 (From Aug. 14, 2018 Look alike)

I asked why I dream of Mando. Ali was just wondering (about what?). 

I dreamt of a party (at a bar / cafe) that had old – time celebrity look alikes. There was a young guy sitting at a cafe table, by himself, looking forlorn (?) / no expression, who looked like Michael Jackson when he first went solo. He was on my left, looking behind me.

There was a poster on the wall, on the left, behind him, of Muhammad Ali and Joe Frazier. Their look alikes stood in front of it so someone could take a picture.

I dreamt that I worked the night shift (at a witchery place?). I went out front at closing time. The businesses were in a row, all looking the same, as if they were warehouses with metal doors (garage looking). There were gates in front of all of them by the sidewalk.

I crossed the street, seeing no traffic / activity. I (didn’t) (find) found what I was looking for and decided to turn back around, returning to the job. 

I realized that a light had been left on. When I got to the door, a manager (?), anxious type, was coming out. I asked him a question (don’t remember), and he said, sure. 

I turned the lights off and got on my bike to go home. I started to go left, fog blocking my view. I realized I was going the wrong direction and so turned around. (The gates were all closed except the one where I worked.) 

The sidewalk, and the street area next to it, were broken up. There were heavy machinery vehicles on the street to continue the job in the morning.

I dreamt something about using a tablet.

I dreamt something about tables inside a building (where I worked?), and a guy moving them, upset a little (?).

Mosiah Country

I asked, “How do I go back in time?” ( At 2:36 a.m. I heard a knock in the wall.) I dreamt of the Haunted Live host carrying a basket (farm type, square with ends angled up, and openings for handles) of apples (didn’t see but sensed) toward me. He stopped and placed the basket on his leg / fence / truck and said, “Let’s investigate it in Mosiah country” , implying the knock.

I dreamt of Freddie Mercury in his white tank top leaning on his right arm. I’m above him? I’m wondering what he didn’t like about his country. I also wondered what effect happens when a regular person is in the vicinity of a talented famous person.

I dreamt of telling someone about this dream.

I dreamt of being on a ship. (I don’t remember all the details so I’ll do my best.) There was something about a man making us choose between two political parties. Whatever was chosen, there was still a consequence. 

I saw something about a person’s huge pencil being cut in half, and the bottom sharpened as with a knife, and seeing a bit of blood coming out.

When it came to my turn, I was quick to choose neither. People (family? those around me) told me that they were amazed at how quick I made my decision because the others took their time, and they’ve never seen me think quickly.

The man in charge was going after the people. I don’t know how. 

I walked through a room full of men lying on beds on their stomachs. Half of them were naked, trying to hide (?) from this man. Kyle was there, on the right, in a blanket. He told me that there was an empty room ahead, next to this one. I went there, waiting for him.

I dreamt of being at an empty fast food restaurant with white walls. The dining area was in a single area without walls, or dividers. I started to walk to the back right table. I saw Mando sitting at the table in front of it, facing toward me. I see the right half of his face. There was a guy sitting across from him at the table with his back to me. 

Close(r) To Each Other

I asked, “What does my husband know?” I dreamt of letting the kitchen sink water run, filling a small plastic container, getting rid of the green stale water that was in it. 

I dreamt that someone had my dad’s scriptures, adding their own notes, and had put my scriptures, open, in place of them. I was upset.

I dreamt that Ali and I had moved to a different part of town where the houses are closer to each other / together. We sometimes would drive down this road. It was getting dark from the Sun going down.

The house across the street, and to the left, had a chimney. It looked like Batman was sitting on it, shaped from an Italian Cypress Tree. He was looking my direction, bent over with his right elbow on the left knee. As I kept looking, I saw that it was just the top of the tree (on the roof?). The house on their right had Autumn decorations on the roof. 

There was a neighbor (didn’t see) who was pretending to be friendly, but was actually waiting to kill me. I don’t remember the details of how they were going to trap me, but it might have been them wanting to show me something.

(From Aug. 27, 2018 Twisted Sister)

I dreamt that I was at Amy’s. Kyle had come back from the hospital the day before. 

I woke up from sleeping / nap and realized that I had left the glass door open in the back, exposing the screen. This frightened me, thinking that Ali was right about the cats being able to get out. Luckily I looked around and saw them inside. Their outside friend was eating.

There was music playing on a radio. It was a bit loud so I turned it down. As I did so, white noise was playing. I was too tired to adjust it, thinking that I would hear voices, but never did. It finally went back to the music.

A doctor showed up to check on Kyle. He brought two sons with him. He had Kyle sit on my lap with his back facing me. I saw that his wound had healed but still a bit nasty looking. 

Kyle then went to the bathroom. He had an erection, which Amy saw. When he came out, he kept saying that it wasn’t fair, having fun with the situation. I was thinking that there wouldn’t have been much to see.

Kyle got dressed to go somewhere. He was standing, wearing sweats. I noticed that his weight had gone down, and maybe less than when we met. 

He was dirty but didn’t smell. I either said out loud, or just thought, that he needed to clean up before going out. 

I had a couple wounds that had healed, but I could still see the layers of skin, as if stadium seating. One was on the middle of the inside of my right foot. Seems the other was on my chest. 

Amy mentioned something about letting Kyle and I stay a little bit longer because of our situation, not having children. She was also letting us stay until we decided what we were going to do.

Something about going to dad to ask him something and I was going to call him “Papa”. 

There was a bottle of Martinelli’s on the kitchen counter left over from New Year’s. I took the top off, and some spilled on the counter. 

The doctor’s boys were standing by the spill. Luckily there were napkins and other paper products on the table to soak it up. Bubbles were then rising out of the bottle after I picked it up. I was watching them as if it had been champagne. 

The doctor asked how much it cost. I told him that I didn’t remember but was thinking that I may have gotten it at the .99¢ store. 

I looked down at my chest and saw something white on my left breast cleavage area. It looked like a scab / ash. I picked at it and a tube started to come out, as if being able to connect / plug me into something, so I left it alone, not knowing what it was / how far / where it went.

I went to see the doctor, who was still there and looking at a book at the table, to ask him about it. I noticed that I was wearing a shirt with snaps instead of buttons and the top 3, or 4, were undone.

I dreamt of Oprah wearing a light blue puffy jacket even though the weather was warm. She was helping children out of a school bus.

I dreamt that of telling people / person to take the (bullet?) train because it’s quicker and a straight shot. 

I dreamt of a guy who I asked if he was related to Dee Snyder from the music group Twisted Sister. 

Take Out The Trash

Last night I asked, “What is in the middle?” My attention went to my stomach and fallopian tubes also came to mind.

I dreamt that I was in a house and there was a man directing people to move things out (?). I told him that this wasn’t his house. I think it was recently sold, or about to be? I saw some couches standing on end and wrapped and realized that they were Amy’s, so I was ok with that.

He also had two blonde wood chairs with spindles on the back that were given to me from the church. There were two other chairs and table that went along with those chairs but those were still where they are supposed to be. I may have told him that those chairs were mine?

I dreamt that I was somewhere with other people where Mando was also. He was on the back of a black truck, looking forward through slats that were behind the cab on the bed.

I hadn’t put on my red lipstick yet but was trying to figure a way for him to notice that I was there. It was then time for him to take out the trash.

I dreamt something about a woman buying $62(0) worth of bowls and other stuff. As she was paying, she kept saying that it’s a bunch of sh–. She was to leave those behind for others to use.