Dying

I asked the same question. I dreamt that mom was going to be “euthanized”. Her right arm was in something similar to a blood pressure cuff, but fitting her whole arm, and in water. 

She was confused as to what was happening, and I didn’t understand why it was happening. She was to fall asleep, and that would be when she passes.

I dreamt that some people (Maine Cabin Masters?) had an old white small dog and were taking it out to a dirt area / field to end its life. I was thinking that I was able to understand when it came to the dog because it had done something where I could see the health was affected.

I dreamt that I was driving on the right side, and wasn’t able to slow down fast enough before hitting a white Tesla that was in front of me. I don’t remember why the traffic was slowing down.

The back of the Tesla did get crunched some, but not too tragically. I was waiting for them to pull over so that we could exchange information. I was concerned because it was Ali’s car.

There was a Tesla dealership up ahead a small distance with a u turn / circular entrance, which the car used to exchange for a newer model, never coming back out, so I continued on.

I dreamt of a young Mexican girl (20’s?) who had married an older (40’s?) man. They had been drinking and she got drunk, having a good time and laughing. He then drove somewhere. As they were going, she had a concerned look on her face for a couple seconds then went back to laughing.

After arriving wherever they were going, he passed out on top of her as she was in the drivers seat. She quickly was driving back home, in that situation with him on her, when he woke / roused for only a couple seconds.

I dreamt of a young Mexican girl (same?) who was on video, new on her job. She may have been a reporter. The ladies behind the cameras were telling her to turn on / push the record button. She wasn’t getting it so one of them came over and did it.

I dreamt something with a heavy rain.

I dreamt that Kyle woke me up for work. He was standing on my right, leaning over me. It was still dark so I had to situate to find his lips to kiss.

I dreamt that the orange and white tabby had a certain job to do.

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Governator Responsible

I asked, “Why are the negative entities allowed in my room?” The words “Camelot” and “Cheating” came to mind.

I dreamt that I had written a dream in one long paragraph that I needed to separate into sections. I was expecting to have this dream given to me to write when I woke up.

I dreamt that I arrived to a town where a massacre had just ended. The air had a red tint to it. I was told that the Governator was responsible for it.

I dreamt that there were cows in stalls, getting ready to sleep for the night. There was a calf that was under water, which was a normal thing to see. They were then covered, and hidden, with dirt.

I dreamt that wood beams under a bed were taken away by a guy so that there was no support while sleeping.

I dreamt something about with pigs, and the Mexican couple who had them, had a toddler who came over to sit on my lap. S/he (don’t remember) had a sister, around 6 or 7, who was wearing one piece PJ’s that had a Christian saying about the Lord, who walked over and past us on my right.

Down on the ground on my right, were a couple big silver coins. They were about as big as Susan B. Anthony coins, but may have been a little bigger. They didn’t look American.

(From Jan 12, 2018 Don’t Want To Hear)

I asked where the “little one” (cat) had gone. I dreamt that I heard baby / little children calling me mom, and I didn’t want to hear it.

(From Jan 11, 2018 In Garage)

I dreamt that she was in the garage, on her right side, with a brick on top of her (spine). I balled in anguish. 

I dreamt that Zac was part of a talent (?) show, but somehow I missed it even though I was there. I knew that he had grown older, but for some reason he still looked short / small like a 10 year old boy.

There was a guy who came up to me, and I was anxious wondering if he was going to give me a kiss, either kind. He never did (maybe because I didn’t finish the dream?). 

He mentioned that my pants (grey jogging / track pants that were actually tight) were baggy on me. I told him that they were men’s, and he just said, “Oh.”

I dreamt that mom (?) had taken the cats, and even though there was an open door for them to come and go, they were not hers for taking. I picked up about 4, and left, and had to go back for the others, including the tabby.

Be Solid

I asked, “What do I have to do to leave this house?” The words, “Be solid” came to mind.

 I dreamt that a female told me that she saw Greg using crack. I halfway believed it, but kept saying, “No, no, no.” She said to look under his car seat.

I dreamt that mom had a light brown comforter and asked me to help situate it on the bed. It was wide enough for 2, or 3 king size beds, and about as long.

I dreamt that we saw some luggage pieces that were stacked, and on the bottom were a couple pieces, on each side, that we thought were gone. I don’t remember if they were all the same, but the one I saw was pink with a gingham style design with big fancy letters, with curls, spelling “Dad.” The word was going from the left side to the top.

I dreamt that I was on a type of bike, at night, with someone sitting behind me, and we were trying to get up a hill. We got halfway up, but were having a difficult time going the rest of the way / getting to the top, where people were.

I was afraid that the gears were going to get stripped because of the difficult time / difficulty we were having.

I dreamt something about being instructed on using a clickable pen for using drugs. A guy was saying something about when you click the pen open (and let go?), to use the end part (that goes inside), which looked like a blade.

I dreamt of being in an exercise class with some visiting acrobats. The female teacher asked them to show us a small performance on the rectangular trampolines that were there.

I dreamt (or in same dream) of a girl telling the teacher / instructor that there weren’t enough men in the class. They were using the stretch / rubber bands. Some of them were up against a wall.

I dreamt about a woman, and her golden retriever, going home, at night, using a dirt path at the right end of the street / block. She was on a bike. There was a field up front, and the houses were in back. 

Someone covered a couple deep lines that were in the dirt that looked like a slanted 11. I was telling a lady (Starbucks customer who does jazzercise?) about this lady. (I watched a Ted x talk about death and dying. 11 weeks until death, dreams and visions of the deceased are increased. I don’t know if that is a connection.)

The word, “Vukuraba” came to mind, which is the Bantu language of Shona, which means “Find out.”

I dreamt of a huge baby (parade balloon size) with transparent skin so that the organs could be seen. It fell through a second story (?) inside a building. 

There were several people there, two women and a man, who seemed to have been doing an experiment / research on the baby. It died after it fell through. 

The women, facing me, almost looked like twins, with short dark hair. The one on the right had a chin like Greg, and had about 4 staples on the bottom of the white of her eyes. I was concerned that if it had gone into the iris (colored part) that she would’ve lost her sight. There was something about them that made me feel uneasy.

Child

I asked, “What is the meaning of the gorilla?” I saw me playing with the face of a child.

I dreamt that I was a missionary. A bunch of us had gathered for some fun activities / games. James Garner was sitting in one of the chairs for one of the games. We were divided into 4’s, with numbers on screens / dividers that were separating us.

I wanted to ask him when he became / how long has he been a member of the church but I never got up enough courage.

The missionaries then went home, but I was told to stay because / since I was going home. 

I dreamt that I was in water (ocean?) and there was a black missile headed toward me, as if programmed. Coming from above, from behind, and then leveling. I was able to turn it around before it exploded.

When it did, underneath something that I didn’t see, I thought that I needed to duck under the water for protection but then saw that I was far enough away that I wouldn’t be affected by the blast.

(From Jan 18, 2018 Blocking)

I asked if Ali and I are supposed to have children. I dreamt of an electric train. As it was going along, among mountains (?), it was supposed to turn left on the tracks, but there was a regular train already there, blocking the way. 

After the electric train was to turn left, there was a fork, and it was to take the right side. The regular train did back up enough to let the electric train go on its way. 

I dreamt that I was with people, and there was a guy smiling at me. I was thinking that I don’t have to hide because he already sees me. 

I dreamt that I thought mom had disappeared / I lost her, but a woman told me where to find her (in a store?). She said it almost in a way as if asking herself / myself how could I be so reckless. I think there were clothes involved, and maybe a princess dress.

I dreamt that I was walking on an uphill street, on the left side. It was dark, as if night, but people were going on as usual. I was naked, and thought that I should’ve worn that (princess) dress. I was unsure of myself a little about people seeing me. 

There were some guys across the street playing baseball in a baseball field, and was a bit concerned about them seeing me, but they were busy / caught up doing their own thing.

I saw ahead of me city workers working along the sidewalk, with children, teaching them. I figured that I could continue since I wasn’t in a car. One of the workers told me that I couldn’t, so I crossed over to the other side.

I dreamt that I had climbed straight up a hill (?), and at the top were the grass like plants / reeds, and I was grabbing on to them, hoping that they wouldn’t come out of the ground / I would pull them up so that I could get to the top and on my feet. I was praying aloud, asking God to help me. As far as I know, He didn’t, but let me go at it alone. 

I then saw Asian people sitting on the ground at the top, so I was asking / pleading for them to help. None of them moved, continuing to look past me. I did finally make it up. I then sarcastically said to them, “Thank you for helping me.” 

Beetle

I asked, “Who / What keeps entering my body?” I dreamt that I was out in an open space / field and a black beetle was flying toward me. I first used my hand to block it, but then used a notebook / journal. I didn’t like the feeling / the way the beetle felt on / against my hand.

I dreamt that mom was going to go to the temple (Mic or Amy asked / invited her?) but Micalanne mentioned that maybe she should stay back / home because there was so much to do to get ready. I was wondering if this was a way to keep her from going, or if it was because there was so much to do to get ready.

I dreamt that I was up in the mountains where the hawks gather. There were two that flew straight above me. I then saw a car / truck, with a family, coming toward me, and also a guy on a bike, wearing shades.

I started to get anxious that this guy was supposed to be my husband (the hawks). He came toward me to set his bike, but didn’t further come toward me.

I dreamt that there were a bunch of clouds (?), where I was, with writing on the top of them. Whenever a Russian, of any age, came by, the cloud had to be flipped over so that the Russians wouldn’t see the writing. I was asking someone why. A pre teen (?) boy was jogging past me, from left to right, on smooth rocks / boulders.

I dreamt that I was watching a play. The blonde narrator was off to the left. He would sometimes slightly sing the words. In the beginning (not the play, think Star Wars) Joseph (Mary) had seen / saw something and cringed. I don’t know if it was the beginning before he was with Mary, or if it was the beginning of the relationship.

I dreamt that I was in a school. It wasn’t a typical one. The architecture was like in Harry Potter (?). I was in a classroom, sucking my right breast and fell asleep. I woke when children started filing in. I asked if it was 3 o’clock already. I was wearing a white top where the back was gathered / pulled up  / in together in the middle so that my garment top was shown.

(From Jan 25, 2018 Waiting)

I dreamt that I was lying next to Kyle, on his right side, watching tv. We were discussing a diy show that was just on, called “Bargain Mansions”. Something about her waiting until it gets dark to show it? 

There’s a window in / on the wall to my right, close enough for me to touch the blinds. As we’re talking, we hear noises outside which sound like someone may be (playing) out there with the cats. I attempt to separate the blinds to see what it was, but I’m not able to.

A man then speaks in a (loud) whisper, as if wanting to influence me, asking, “Do you love me, Becky Boo / Buu? Do you love me?” (The second question, I wake up, and realize that it’s coming from a man in my room.)

I dreamt that I was telling my mom about this. This man was trying to push my arms / hands down to my pelvic area. There were dad’s suit coats, so I grabbed on to one so that he wouldn’t have power over me. I wasn’t able to tell mom about hearing his voice because he stopped me / wouldn’t let me. 

(From Jan 24, 201  Fireworks)

I dreamt that I was looking down at some hills a bit in the distance. There were some fireworks going off, but weren’t the usual. Maybe more like electrical fireworks, and the colors were more of pastel / neon / LED. 

I was only wearing my top garment as I was watching. There were several other people there as well. I then excitedly said that I better get dressed, as I walk toward the bedroom. A guy looked over me as I walked past. I wasn’t sure what all he saw.

Fixing

I asked, “Am I supposed to have children with Ali? ” I dreamt that Ali and I were living in apartments, on a bottom left corner. Another lady, with dark / brunette hair, asked to move in with us. I sharply said no. I don’t remember what Ali said, if I heard him. I then angrily said, “F…  you!” angrily. He repeated it back.

As I was leaving, in the morning, after she had moved in, I was walking outside to go around a corner to the right. I saw them sitting outside. She had some papers on a table. The top one, she had written issues / problems that needed to be fixed and was discussing these with Ali.

I went over and grabbed a couple of the top papers and tore them up. I was thinking that I could use her dishes after she gets kicked out.

I dreamt something about two guy missionaries, who were caught kissing, and were going to be shipped back home.

(From Jan 28, 2018 Only The Bottom)

I dreamt of being on a small train, like at an amusement park. At one point the track ended and the train had to jump (?) to another one that was about a foot, or two, below, which the beginning of the train  was under water. I was afraid that we were going to go under, but only the bottom half did.

I dreamt that Matt Damon , or someone looking like him, in a movie, had started working for a well – to – do man. Shortly after, this boss was killed, and Matt was accused. He hadn’t done it, and was given a year to prove his innocence.

About a week / couple days before the end of the year, some men were above a bridge near some trees, and saw Matt below, looking like Tom Hanks in Cast Away.

Matt was still busy proving himself, and almost had the answer. He was only passing through that area. These other men mentioned that the place where they needed to be was a ways away, and so needed to get going. They didn’t have a vehicle to get them there.

(From Jan 26, 2018 Allowed)

I dreamt that a Mexican girl, born as a boy, maybe 10 years old, was allowed to come back to see / visit her family / mother who had given her up for adoption / stolen from.

There was another sister who was wary / scared of this one, hiding in the shadows at the top of the stairs. At first, the mother had forgotten about this child until I mentioned about the time that when she had gone to see Theresa Caputo who told her / mentioned about this baby.

Her name now was Raoemon, if I remember correctly the spelling. There was an older girl, or was it her, who was able to fix the roof. When she was up on the roof, she gave a big smile which showed off her bright white teeth.

I dreamt something about a showgirl (?), but not while working. The Mexican’s house had green (to it) inside. The grandmother was there as well.

I dreamt that I was watching a gathering of wealthy women at a hotel (?), outside, and there were a lot of clear plastic (cocktail?) cups filled with all sorts of fruit. 

I dreamt that the cats had eaten almost all their food, so I gave them some more.

I dreamt something about animal communication.

Torn Down

I asked, “Who is masquerading as me?” I dreamt that Pete Burns had bought some property / island that had a torn down building (didn’t see, only sensed). There was also a bridge (?) that only crossed over half way (his side? mainland?).

I dreamt that I was married to a young Steve and having sex. We were on a couch in the front (?) room where a / the big window is. I was on top and doing the “pumping”, looking at the size of his dick as I was doing so. Somehow he was able to bend his head down to my vulva.

I dreamt about being close to a tree and there were two owls that had flown there, close enough for me to touch. It was dark / night.

I dreamt about people at (the) church. There were a lot of events happening. Someone had returned home from their mission (to a third world country?).

A guy mentioned that he had heard one of the leaders, of the church, talk, in person (?). I asked, “What’s his name?” He didn’t / couldn’t give an answer (?). Didn’t remember the name?

I dreamt (same dream?) that a guy had returned from war. His right leg, from knee to ankle, was bandaged up several inches. He had been riddled with pellets. 

He had to return to get 4, or 5, more out of his ankle area. He was reluctant because of having to take all that wrapping off and having surgery again, but eventually was persuaded to go.

There was a tray with all the other pellets that had been taken out. A female nurse was counting them. She got to the teens then stopped because there were so many of them.

I dreamt (same dream?) that I was watching an old MTV show and three sisters from junior high were on it. I pointed them out to the people I was with.

I dreamt that a guy asked me if I wanted to go get some beer after church. I told him, “No. You know that we’re not supposed to drink beer.” I was going to say that I’ll have some root beer, but didn’t say anything.

(From Feb 5, 2018 Personality)

I dreamt of a couple who had won the lottery and had kept their fun personalities. 

(From Feb 4, 2018 Royalty)

I dreamt something about that the Royals (royalty) had killed each other.

(From Feb 3, 2018 Scary Place)

I asked if Ali and I are supposed to have children. I dreamt that I was with a couple people (guy and girl?), and it had something to do with going into a scary place. 

The girl made some type of arrow thing in the shape of a square. She made two for both arms.

I dreamt of white studios / 1 bedroom apartments on a strip of land in a row. They were in the shape of a ‘P’ but with corners. I was standing across the street from them, and I made a comment, questioning that someone had called the road (?) in between a hallway. I only saw two end pieces, so I’m speculating that there was a space between the second and third.

(I read a story about an interracial couple in Texas who looking at a house that was being built, getting out of their car to look around. When they were in the back of the house, they heard the windows of their car being broken. There was a white lady doing it because she didn’t want them there.)

I dreamt that I was walking, and on my left, there was a man mowing (?) his lawn that was on a hill. I told him that I heard what happened (his wife of a different race though I didn’t see her), and that I was sorry. He replied, but don’t remember what he said.

His wife had gone to the airport to get their daughter who had been in Yemen. When the daughter arrived, I was holding her on my back, and excitedly told her that there were visitors inside the house, and asked if she wanted to see. She didn’t give an answer, but had a bit of a wary look.

The mother had gone away again to get their younger son who was in Africa. I still had not seen her. 

(From Feb 2, 2018)

I dreamt of a book named “Mercare”. There was a subtitle, but don’t remember it.

Edga

Made It

I dreamt that there was a guy sitting / lounging, and I had to step over him. After I did, I told him that I made it. 

I dreamt that I was staying / visiting at Amy’s. I couldn’t remember which bedroom, at the end of the hall, that I was using. I went to the one on the right.

Amy was lying naked on the bed, which was in the back left corner. She had a blanket, or something, covering the top of her, draping down to the floor. She was touching / playing with herself. She saw me, and I hurriedly closed the door.

(From Feb 20, 2018 On My Way Out)

I dreamt that I was looking at different scenes from the Maine Cabin Masters tv show, of different cabins in the demo stage on the inside. 

I dreamt that I had driven down a dirt road / path, and water was starting to come in. It seems that someone else was with me. My mom?

I then turned around, and there was a fence bordering this area, and a Mexican girl at the gate getting ready to close it up when she saw me, and I waved at her from inside the car to let her know that I was on my way out.

I dreamt of Amy driving on a freeway with wide lanes. They were wide enough that she moved over to the right to let the car behind pass, but then she decided against it and moved back over. 

The freeway had holes here and there, but not too bad. There were about a handful of cars on the road.

(From Feb 19, 2018 Loves Me)

There was a guy on LinkedIn who messaged me a couple times. I dreamt that he wrote me, telling me that he loves me.

(From Feb 17, 2018 Wet The Bear)

I dreamt that I was laying in bed and nursing a cat. Later in the dream, the cat didn’t want to. 

I dreamt that I was nursing a baby. 

The words, “Wet the Bear” came into my head.

(From Feb 16, 2018 Blocking)

I dreamt that there were some people / family moving in at the end of a cul – de – sac. Instead of using a moving truck, they used train cars, and had several of them lining up on the right side of the street. I don’t know if there were any blocking driveways since I was across the street looking in.

(From Feb 12, 2018 Clean Up)

I dreamt that I hadn’t taken care of the hair on my chin. There was a young guy in front of me, to the right. I was in (the) light and he didn’t seem bothered, but then I wasn’t sure what he was able to see.

I dreamt that I had taken off a scab on my right cheek and a girl told me not to do that.

I dreamt that Robin Williams was walking in the middle behind two guys and I pointed him out to someone. 

I dreamt that I was at Jenny’s house (before she married). I was going to go to church with her. I got there around 6 am, sleeping on the stairs at the entrance that are in front of the door, somewhat like as if you were going to go up in an attic.

When she finally came out, dressed up, she turned into Briana, and said that she wasn’t going, but was spending the weekend with two other people.

When I was there, I hadn’t even showered yet, needing to go back home to clean up.

(From Feb 11, 2018 Lottery)

I dreamt that I was watching a big screen tv about the width size of a theater screen, and perhaps half the height. A young boy won the lottery when it was in the $200’s. I don’t remember exactly how much, but it was less than $250.

After he won, I won when it was $532. 

I dreamt that I was watching The Simpson’s, and they were jogging / running somewhere and they were singing / having a good time full of breath.

One guy swore, trying to disguise it. I thought, “Don’t they know that children are watching?” 

 I dreamt that I was flying (?) above a group of people, going somewhere, and I was joyfully singing in a different language.

I dreamt that there was a group of people, in different groups, involved in different activities. At the end, there was a girl who’s left leg was stripped to the bone from the knee down.

She kept calm, and I praised her for it. I don’t remember how it happened, but I let out a scream (?) / became loud so that the others stopped what they were doing, and came over.

I dreamt about a guy having a bloody ear, and people in a frenzy wanting to know where his heart was to find it.

(From Feb 10, 2018 The Devil)

I dreamt that there was flooding caused by the devil. There were papers under a clear storage container, that was low and flat. I got anxious about them getting wet so hurriedly picked them up.

Clear Away

I asked, “How do I block the entities from entering the house?” I dreamt that a woman was able to buy a mansion type house (didn’t see) outside of the city center. She was pleased / grateful that she had the money to be able to do so.

There were some overgrown shrubs, along / at the end of a pathway, so she cleared them.

I dreamt that I touched the wrong link on the tablet screen and was frantically trying to stop it so that I could go where I wanted.

I dreamt that a man was coming toward me, giving me a cookie, which represented that I was the one (among others who were there) who had won a / the prize. I knew it was me the closer he got, but wasn’t sure if I should believe it.

I figured that I was the one who won because of what I had written about a guy who once was married to Kim Kardashian. 

I then saw myself, as a passenger, with another woman in between us, in his truck. He was going downhill fast. I asked him how he wanted to die. He slowed down, but not for long.

I think I mentioned / pointed out to the guy, while we were going downhill, how / that he used to be married to Kim Kardashian. I felt as if it wasn’t supposed to be known. As I was saying this, I was envisioning her in a truck with him / another guy. 

There were houses at the end of the street, and he crashed into one. As he was doing so, I was repeatedly telling myself that this was my dream. As he was crashing through, we were crashing through door after door.

The truck finally stopped at the owners bedroom, on top of their bed, which was in the garage. I felt the truck sink into the bed. They were able to get out without being hurt. I was thankful that no one was. I was thinking, “What a way to start a Sunday morning.”

 I went to look at the hole in the house that was made. Neighbors came out to look, and I think there was a young black guy on the phone, telling the other person about it.

(From March 14, 2018 Showed Up)

I dreamt that Ali and I were in an overstuffed, standing room only, fast food restaurant / place for breakfast. I don’t know where he was. I was at the counter ordering French toast that was over $7, and hot chocolate that was over $4. 

As I was finishing my order, Ali showed up to pay. I was calculating the cost of the food, kind of wondering if he would pay. He did so without any fuss.

I dreamt that mom had a 3 year old blonde down syndrome girl on her lap, helping her type on a / the laptop. I think the girl, or my mom, perhaps both, were wearing a bit of pink.

I dreamt something about being at a soccer game, before it started. I don’t care much for it, but I knew Mark does, who was there. It seems I was either down on the field, or in the seats close to the field. I was standing. I think it was in the evening.

Same Weight

(From March 17, 2018)

(I don’t remember the exact order of these dreams.)

I dreamt that I had returned, from a mission, to live with mom and dad. We went to church. The Relief Society door had been moved to the left a couple feet. I was thinking that the ladies would notice my age and that I’m still the same weight.

 I dreamt that I was on a fast roller coaster, in the dark / at night, that wound through on the streets. I made a comment, to the lady next to me, something about imagining living in the houses with the roller coaster right outside.

There was a car pulling out as we passed. I also mentioned that I didn’t like roller coasters and that I was on one every day while on my mission and that there were steep rises and drops at the beginning but that it leveled out near the end with minor bumps here and there.

I dreamt that I was at a thrift store (D. I.?) with mom. I saw a sweater that I had seen on a previous occasion when I was there with Ali. It had wide vertical stripes of varying colors of brown / tan / cream. The top part was long enough to fold over and drape the shoulders to elbow. I mentioned to mom that I had tried it on but didn’t buy it because I didn’t like the fit. 

While walking through, I walked through the blue books. I commented how Ali wouldn’t even buy me one even with it being so cheap / inexpensive. Mom did go to the counter to buy something but don’t remember what. 

I dreamt of being at a recreational event (at a park?) . Micalanne was with me. We stopped where there was a tic tac toe game where you throw bean bags. 

There were people / children in the spaces. One of the beings came out. She wasn’t a person, per se, the body was round like a caterpillar, but was only about 1 – 2 feet (small enough to hold in my hand) and was a bit furry / hairy (not too long).

She said my name and I was surprised that she remembered since it had been a while since we had seen each other last. I had her in my hand and introduced her to Micalanne, without saying her name, only saying that she was my sister. 

I dreamt something about the country (side?).