Orchestrating

I asked, “How do I let go?” I dreamt that Ali and I were walking across a big (?) dirt and gravel lot / field between businesses that I didn’t see but knew were there. There were some chain link fences separating some (of the) areas.

In one area that we were about to walk through, two homeless looking guys were there. The guy on the left was standing, facing us. He was skinny with grey dreadlocks about shoulder length or several inches below. He only had his left arm which he was waving around, as if orchestrating. He was wearing a long sleeve shirt. We weren’t close enough for me to see what the design was but it seemed it had flowers of different sizes with a dark blue background.

The other guy was crouching / kneeling to his left. I didn’t look at him but it seems he was wearing a white shirt and had a white bucket in front of him for drumming.

Ali mentioned about the one arm guy, saying that he was dancing. He may not have noticed that the guy only had one arm.

Ali was either right next to me on my right, or was a couple steps behind (as he usually is when we walk). I was trying to get him to notice the uneasiness these guys were emitting. I either said, “Fiiri badan” (Somali = look a lot), meaning that the guy kept looking, or I only was wanting to say it.

Shortly after we passed them I noticed that they started following us. We were then out by the street, with it to our right. There was no traffic. I asked, “Where are the cops?” The traffic then showed up on the other side with a cop car in front passing us.

I turned around and saw two rows of cars within two lines of the fences with one line facing us and the other behind them facing the other way. There was a cop car in both rows.

I dreamt that I said hello to a black girl at the place where I worked. We were then somewhere where the employees had gathered to have lunch / dinner. She was there and so I figured that I had to say hello because I had said hello earlier and that I was now a part of the group.

We were in the back, or near the back. There were several rectangular tables to the right with a square table on the left. My female boss (?) was getting them ready to eat.

My parents showed up. My mom sat at the square table and seeing corn on the table, said that she likes corn. I noticed that she had gained weight in her upper part of her legs which caused her to sit higher on the chair.

I was disheartened when I had to tell her that this was for us. My dad had already gone up front to find another place to sit.

(From yesterday) Avec Moi

I asked the same question. I dreamt of the singer of Poets of the Fall, Marko Saaresto, singing Partir Avec Moi.

(From June 11, 2019) Dead

I asked the same question. I dreamt something with Steve DiSchiavi from the Dead Files tv show.

I dreamt something about the DNA of other people.

(June 10, 2019) From within

I asked the same question. I dreamt of being part of a class but not in a traditional classroom. I was doing paperwork but don’t remember what it was. It was only one piece of paper.

The teacher’s black wife (?) and a girl were doing word puzzles / games to the right of me. I was thinking how they may have finished their work already and that I would rather be doing that instead but knew I had to finish my work first. (I’m not sure if these were the exact thoughts.)

The wife’s cheekbone area was shiny from being clean and a light shining on her. I knew it wasn’t coming from within.

When I finished my work I had to put my name on the back of the paper because there wasn’t room on the front. I also dated it 6-7-19, which was a Monday.

After, the teacher who was white, was talking about a music group from the ’80’s called Camper van Beethoven, as one of their calmer songs played (I only know of “Pictures of Matchstick”), with some of the other students. I was overhearing so I mentioned that I thought they had a song where the singer held his breath for a bit.

(From June 9, 2019) Before

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was walking to the right on a dirt path on a hill with a small group of people. I asked a girl who was on my left if she had been this way before.

I dreamt that an older lady was letting me borrow some / one of her clothes (for church?). I saw that I didn’t have my garment bottom on and so was going to use hers but then saw that I was wearing mine and so would use mine.

I woke with the song, “Tonight I Celebrate My Love” from Peabo Bryson and Roberta Flack.

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The End

I asked, “Where did I need to go?” Utah came to mind.

I dreamt that I was at a church meeting. There were roughly several hundred people. I was sitting on the left. The chairs were the metal folding chairs. I had been asked to say the closing prayer. I was scared because of the amount of people but I did it.

After I got up, I stayed back where my seat was instead of going up front, four blonde women came and took my seat and the ones next to it, causing me to eventually taking the seat at the end. I couldn’t be upset because the seat was empty from me standing up.

As I was saying the prayer, a guy started speaking over an intercom. I then said into the air, “How can I talk with you talking?” There were also people somewhere walking around doing whatever they were there for.

(From May 9, 2019) Clear

I asked, “What is the meaning of the fan?” I dreamt that I thought I had heard it raining but when I got up, to feed the cats, I saw that it was a clear day.

I dreamt that the sun had come up and I needed to wake up to feed the cats. Seems my mom was there. I was so tired that I sat up on the couch with my eyes closed because I was having a hard time opening them. I finally got up and saw that the cats still had plenty of food.

I dreamt that I was watching a movie (?) of a couple cops outside an apartment building looking for someone. The stairs protruded out and one of them, a lady, was standing on the left side looking up describing about the process of finding this person. She was saying something about them going up to a room up at the top floor. I was anticipating that she was going to say that they found this person had hung himself.

I dreamt that it was still dark outside and I was woken from hearing Ali closing doors loudly in the hallway. I then heard a knock / doorbell and heard someone say something and then said, “Sir”. I thought a neighbor had called the police because they were concerned about all the noise.

The person turned out to be a skinny young black guy. He needed to go back out for something. I knew the door would lock behind him. Before he left I saw two gold watches that he had dropped on the couch. As he turned to walk back out I saw that his shorts were below his butt showing his boxers.

Ali came to me before the guy showed up saying that he was going to go get us some food for breakfast. He said what it was but I don’t remember. He seemed anxious as he was telling me, still getting dressed.

After this guy went back out, I asked Ali who the guy was but don’t think he answered. I don’t remember. I asked Ali who he was and where he was going. He gave me a name but couldn’t understand him because it was mumbled a bit and said that he’s going out to get some sort of rock broccoli. He may have said pizza rock broccoli but I also couldn’t understand him when he said the first word.

After the guy went outside, Ali went back to finish getting ready and I followed. He now looked like Steve and so I told him that after asking the questions and Ali answering. I don’t know if they were separate dreams or if they were intertwined.

I dreamt that there was a guy who had his legs previously disabled from something before I saw him. He had a small private jet/ passenger plane that he spent the majority of his time in up in the air but not as the pilot. He had a small older lady with him who had a ragged weathered face.

I was up with him during one of the trips. I was thinking that maybe he was the one with money who would be the one to take care of me. I was thinking that after awhile it doesn’t feel like being up in the air.

He was across from me relaxing, facing toward the back where the lady was sitting at a desk facing us and maybe talking with us. This trip was one where he comes back down to earth to get supplies from his warehouse, which was in a desert setting.

I then saw him sitting in a chair outside. He had 4 packs of Marlboro cigarettes with him, two on each side. I knew that he was a member of the church and he may have been through the temple. I was wondering about the connection of those but don’t remember. I think it was something about him still being a smoker even though he had gone through the temple
(It’s kinda hazy).

I’m next in a big room with a lot of people. Briana is there. I ask her to say the closing prayer and she’s fine with it. Something happens, or needs to happen first, before she does so.

Son

I asked, “What is the meaning of the blood going up to the nose?” Before falling asleep, I saw myself walking toward me with a man on my right side. We were walking up a slight grassy hill with one of those skinny twig looking trees in front of him. I didn’t see his head.

I was telling him that my (young) son would talk to him. I either then said, or only thought it, that he talks to me in my dreams.

I dreamt that I was spending the night on the floor at Briana’s. She was up late, around midnight, trying to remember a speech / talk for work the next day. She was walking back and forth with the lights on and I wondered why she didn’t do this in her room.

She was slightly hyperventilating because of how stressed she was. I think I wanted to tell her to calm down and breathe slowly. She finally set down on a grey couch with soft fabric that was to my right “above” me.

Her couches looked like the type that you could move around to the shape you wanted (modular?)

I was thinking that this is why I don’t like spending the night here and that her friend’s probably don’t have any problems since they probably stay up with her.

I didn’t have much of my stuff with me so I was tempted to get up and leave, even though it was so late at night, but I stayed.

She was also talking to someone who I couldn’t see. I was thinking that her young daughter must be with her ex husband’s. I then saw her daughter, with blonde curly hair, come out.

As I was laying there, Kyle, or someone who looked like him, showed up next to me, shirtless, on my left. He had darkish red hair (?). He had scoliosis, wanting me to massage his back. I was only able to handle doing it a short time and then stopped.

The next day, I was holding two shiny silver blue “canes” with handles looking like dolphins. I was thinking that they resembled some vibrators that I had seen online earlier that day (I had). The one on my left was bigger and longer than the one on my right.

I don’t know where I was but I was outside among some short one story buildings that had concrete pathways and maybe a bench or two. I was using the canes to walk without touching the ground. There were people there watching me “walk” and made a comment about me not touching the ground.

I was looking at the handles and it had something written about them being witch’s fly catchers. I’m not sure how, but I assumed the mouth had something to do with it.

The tabby cat was there also. I don’t remember why.

There were some women from church that I knew, in the dream. Briana was there also, but not as part of them.

There were some women who were witches. One of them was older than me and may have had white hair. She thought I was also a witch because of the canes / fly catchers I had. She asked something about them being candy canes.

We were then inside and I saw a sign by conference (?) room type doors about a witches meeting (?) and I saw that it mentioned candy canes.

People, shorter than me, started walking in from left to right, through the hallway that I was standing in along with the church ladies, who were across from me.

These people were dressed as pirates, adding their own twist / spin to the costume. The last one to come through was someone dressed as the devil in a mascot costume, with the big head. This person walked along fine but not with the confidence / surety that one might think this person should have.

I was thinking about the connection between the devil and the witches and wondered if they truly understood. The glances that the church women were giving him, I assumed that they were thinking the same.

Tight Trail

I asked, “What’s the meaning of the gorilla?” I dreamt of a group of people who had to walk on a narrow / tight trail / path around a cliff, to the left, that they had to go on to get where they were going. I was thinking that there must’ve been heavenly help for them so that they wouldn’t fall off. There was a religious woman walking among them.

I dreamt that there was a girl emotionally telling a man that she had a dream about her shoulder(s) hurting.

I dreamt that I was posting an old dream online here about something on a top shelf, and something to do with petite clothes.

I dreamt that there was a white Range Rover at the far left lane behind the only other vehicle that was there. The Rover started going in circles, 3 times, before crossing over the lanes to the right, and continued that direction on the street.

(From Sept 21, 2017 Keep Trying / Asking)

I asked what I need to know about the situation of living with Ali.

I dreamt that I went to a bank to get a loan, even if it was only for $10,000, then I could have roommates help to pay it back. The guy I was working with was older (70’s?), tall, with really broad shoulders. I was able to see his skin through his shirt.

He gave me a paper to fill out. At the top, there was a section for me to put my card info. I kept that part empty since I don’t have any cards, and told him that, when he mentioned it being empty. He said that he’ll look into other sources, then.

I don’t know what time I got there, but he / it took some time. There was something in front of his desk that I could lay on while I waited. There were also some / a couple blankets. I laid there while I waited.

After a while, I noticed that the time was 5:20, close to closing time. I started to get anxious, and getting up / taking the blankets off. At this time, a man somehow appeared between me and the desk, sitting there sideways, the same as me.

I didn’t see his face because he was wearing a hat. He was wearing a nice black suit. I didn’t want to put the blankets on him. I was about to say something to the bank guy when he said that he couldn’t find anything, but if I keep trying / asking, I’ll eventually get the help I need.

I dreamt of being at the end of a cul – de- sac, looking down the street. At the point where the end starts to widen, there was a car wanting to come, but there was a line of fine brown leather furniture in the way.

There was a moving van (or a van the size of a moving / delivery van) to the right where these had come out of to be delivered to the house on the right. I took one of the pieces and rolled it in to the house.

There was a guy there, sitting on another piece of furniture, playing with his two dogs (and laptop tablet?). They were small, with bare skin on their bellies. I got after him about the furniture outside, but to no avail. He mentioned to me that these dogs were Peking Bully’s (? couldn’t quite understand), and that they were found after the war (WWII) by the Jersey Shore.

(From Sept 20, 2017 Still Here)

I asked the same question.

I dreamt something about a house where the posts were about shot, and / but the owners put new posts next to them to keep the house standing. The house was finished, but one day there was a small creak sound from the old posts, I guess to remind us of them still being there.

I dreamt of me waking / getting up a bit early to get my stuff together to take a shower. When the time came to take it, I realized that I had put my stuff in a different white bathroom, which was good to use, but I had wanted to use my parents.

Door Is Open

I asked the same question. I dreamt that mom was spending time with another guy out in the garage. I think the door was open. 

Inside the house, late at night, I looked out back and realized that I had forgotten to bring the cat food in. I saw a fawn and raccoon, along with the Siamese and orange cat. I don’t remember how they had gotten out there. I opened the door enough to grab the Siamese.

I then saw the cats and fawn fall down, along with the other animals, with their heads to the windows. I saw a red dot on their ears. I realized that they had been shot from a guy who was outside the front door and police were demanding him to put his hands up (?).

I started yelling, “No!” like Superman did for Lois Lane. No one came to see why. Before going to where the family was, I noticed the cats move. I don’t know if it was because they were still alive, or if it was from them dying.

When I got to the family, I wasn’t able to speak, my nose was congested, so I motioned to Amy, since the others weren’t looking, a gunshot (and animals?). Someone may have asked how many cats we have. I was then able to say that we were again left with 4. 

Amy said that that had been a big (drug) deal for the guy outside. Earlier, I had peeked around a wall, that was to the left of the door, to see what was going on, but couldn’t see much because the door was frosted glass.

(From Nov 1, 2017 Appointment)

I dreamt that a lady, who I was spending the day with, had a visiting teaching appointment in the afternoon, but wanted to do it earlier in the day because she was going to help with temple work for the Indians later, and wanted to make sure that she would be there in time for that. She also had some of her photography equipment with her.

(Misc dreams)

I dreamt that I received a profit of $250k from stocks.

I dreamt something about me being 54.

I dreamt about Marilyn Monroe, and how she would walk on the beach when things weren’t so good between her and Joe DiMaggio. 

She had a Jag with bifoldable doors. I only saw the tail end of the car, but knew that it had those type of door.

I dreamt about tons of candy set out for people to buy that wasn’t in a store. A lady had a big bag and filled it up. I asked her if she had enough money to buy all of that candy, and she said yes. A lady next to me nudged me for asking her that question.

I dreamt of people in the hallways of a church. The blacks were separated from everyone else so that they could listen to their “own” (Jamaican) music. Oprah was there.

I dreamt that Ivana Trump was pregnant.

Be Ok 

(From Dec 11, 2017)

I dreamt that the Siamese boy got out after eating in the morning. It was dark outside since I usually feed them between 5 – 6. I was worried about him, he was still in sight, because of us going out to walk, and he wouldn’t be able to get back in. The thought came that he would be ok. 

I dreamt that Samuel, a guy online, sent me a video of his cat and dog in the kitchen (?), and the dog was smearing a small mess that was on the floor. He had a white vacuum next to him to clean it up.

He then showed (accidentally?) the carpet as he walked somewhere else. There were a couple old faded spots from the animals. He was saying something, but I couldn’t hear.

I dreamt that I was in Australia, because that’s where he lived. It’s summer there now. I was outside, and mentioned to someone that I didn’t feel the heart, and even put a sweater (b&w stripe?) on.

I dreamt that I was in the house where he lived, with his roommates. One guy looked to be about 6’5″ with dark hair. We were in the kitchen, and this tall guy was saying something about the food that the other roommates buy / bought. 

Samuel was away at work on assignment. I was standing with my back to the kitchen sink, and the table was several feet in front of me. There was a laptop there. He came on video, this tall guy walking back and forth in front of him.

Samuel could see that there was another person there, and asked to see who it was. I got nervous not wanting him to see me yet, so I laid down on my stomach, on the floor with my head to the left next to the table. 

I realized that I needed to get over this fear, and so I stood. When he saw me, he gasped, (good) surprised that I would be there. I teasingly called him Christopher. His roommates were looking at me weird, not knowing the story behind the name. When his tall roommate spoke, he spoke American English, and I supposed that not everyone has an Australian accent.

(From Dec 9, 2017 Pushed)

I dreamt about a $30 mil mansion in Los Angeles. Someone was trying to take it over, but they were pushed out. 

(From Dec 7, 2017 Broke)

I dreamt that the crown, on my tooth, broke apart.

Beetle

I asked, “Who / What keeps entering my body?” I dreamt that I was out in an open space / field and a black beetle was flying toward me. I first used my hand to block it, but then used a notebook / journal. I didn’t like the feeling / the way the beetle felt on / against my hand.

I dreamt that mom was going to go to the temple (Mic or Amy asked / invited her?) but Micalanne mentioned that maybe she should stay back / home because there was so much to do to get ready. I was wondering if this was a way to keep her from going, or if it was because there was so much to do to get ready.

I dreamt that I was up in the mountains where the hawks gather. There were two that flew straight above me. I then saw a car / truck, with a family, coming toward me, and also a guy on a bike, wearing shades.

I started to get anxious that this guy was supposed to be my husband (the hawks). He came toward me to set his bike, but didn’t further come toward me.

I dreamt that there were a bunch of clouds (?), where I was, with writing on the top of them. Whenever a Russian, of any age, came by, the cloud had to be flipped over so that the Russians wouldn’t see the writing. I was asking someone why. A pre teen (?) boy was jogging past me, from left to right, on smooth rocks / boulders.

I dreamt that I was watching a play. The blonde narrator was off to the left. He would sometimes slightly sing the words. In the beginning (not the play, think Star Wars) Joseph (Mary) had seen / saw something and cringed. I don’t know if it was the beginning before he was with Mary, or if it was the beginning of the relationship.

I dreamt that I was in a school. It wasn’t a typical one. The architecture was like in Harry Potter (?). I was in a classroom, sucking my right breast and fell asleep. I woke when children started filing in. I asked if it was 3 o’clock already. I was wearing a white top where the back was gathered / pulled up  / in together in the middle so that my garment top was shown.

(From Jan 25, 2018 Waiting)

I dreamt that I was lying next to Kyle, on his right side, watching tv. We were discussing a diy show that was just on, called “Bargain Mansions”. Something about her waiting until it gets dark to show it? 

There’s a window in / on the wall to my right, close enough for me to touch the blinds. As we’re talking, we hear noises outside which sound like someone may be (playing) out there with the cats. I attempt to separate the blinds to see what it was, but I’m not able to.

A man then speaks in a (loud) whisper, as if wanting to influence me, asking, “Do you love me, Becky Boo / Buu? Do you love me?” (The second question, I wake up, and realize that it’s coming from a man in my room.)

I dreamt that I was telling my mom about this. This man was trying to push my arms / hands down to my pelvic area. There were dad’s suit coats, so I grabbed on to one so that he wouldn’t have power over me. I wasn’t able to tell mom about hearing his voice because he stopped me / wouldn’t let me. 

(From Jan 24, 201  Fireworks)

I dreamt that I was looking down at some hills a bit in the distance. There were some fireworks going off, but weren’t the usual. Maybe more like electrical fireworks, and the colors were more of pastel / neon / LED. 

I was only wearing my top garment as I was watching. There were several other people there as well. I then excitedly said that I better get dressed, as I walk toward the bedroom. A guy looked over me as I walked past. I wasn’t sure what all he saw.

Here It Comes

I dreamt something about the size of a window opening for (my?) spirit to come / go through.

I dreamt that I was looking outside, from inside the house, and seeing a guy from church (in the dream) walk past, from right to left. There were (somewhat) open blinds.

He saw me looking at him. I may have smiled, to be friendly. I either thought, or said out loud, that we still can’t always trust people we “know”, as I was locking the door, by flipping down the lever that is used.

Mom had gone to take a shower. While she was in the bathroom, I could feel an uneasiness concerning that guy. There was a small hallway where the bathroom was, which was on the right (in the middle?). I hid in there at the entrance, hearing the cat / dog door moving, knowing that it was him. I said, “Here It Comes”.

I dreamt that I was slowly touching / feeling my right breast, with my left hand, twisting my shirt, while writing a story. I was trying to do it without being seen.

(From March 15, 2018 Still Cold)

I dreamt that I was inside a house, naked, but with shoes on. I was looking out back and saw a bunch of different animals pass by from right to left. They were huge.There were birds, and I think maybe deer. I don’t remember all. 

I then went to a different part of the house to the left. It was morning, dark outside, and I was wondering what happened to all the animals / why did they disappear?

The tabby cat was outside, on the left, and started to come toward me to come back inside because it was still a bit cold out there. There was a small area to the left with dirt and small (palm?) trees. The Siamese boy’s mother was laying amongst them, and when she saw the tabby coming, she got up as well.

I dreamt that I was at some sort of conference with several hundred people. In the middle, or maybe near the back (I didn’t look behind me), there was an open row for people who wanted to stand. I saw women there, not sure if any men were standing.

There were some pictures being shown on a screen up front. I was a row or two behind the standing people, to the right. One picture was of a guy with a funky display of his tie. 

The man in charge (?), up in front of everyone, was then asking about some sort of computer program which was then being shown (the cover of the program, not the program itself). The color chosen was a brownish color. 

No one was answering him so I said out loud, “I have the program but my computer isn’t / doesn’t work(ing).” I didn’t make myself known that I was the one who spoke, and no one asked. 

I dreamt that I saw a house up on a hill and wondered if they saw me, but thought that they couldn’t.

Spray

I asked, “How do I protect myself from the entity?” I dreamt that I was in a shop. Holly Robinson Peete was there. I was looking at some perfume and sprayed a little in front of a small fan so that I can smell it. I don’t remember the name of it but the bottle was pink glass. It was a circular / oval type shape.

I dreamt that I was in a college dorm (same dream?). There was a blonde guy there that I was warning others that he was going to set off a small bomb. It was 3:00 when I was warning them. No one questioned how I knew. I had been through the same scene / scenario before. 

There was a big room across and down the hallway, to the left, from his room.There were two sets of wood accordion doors that a lady closed. Someone was getting impatient, wanting to leave. I convinced them to stay.

At 3:15 the bomb went off. The bomb squad had come and gone, wrapping up salvageable items in the rooms with clear plastic. We still had to be careful in some places where we walked because of the softness of the floor.

I dreamt that I was in bed and all the cats were in there as well, even the outside boy, who was under the bed.

Mando was in an extension of the room that was to the right, in front several feet. It felt like being on a train. He was sitting on a bench, which was facing left, but he was looking at me.

He was writing but it was bumpy because the “train” was moving. I got up to close the door, and was naked.

(From April 18, 2018 Separate)

I asked who the spirit lady is. I had several dreams having the same theme, showing me that this lady and I are two separate beings.

(From April 15, 2018 Spam)

I asked the same question. The thought came to me to do a heart scan.

I dreamt that I was working at a church store (?) and I was by myself in a little darkened room and it was my job to organize cans of spam. There weren’t a whole lot where I was. 

There was a door to my right that was next to me. People would walk through as they passed but I never did. I finally walked through and saw Larry sitting at a curved desk facing what would be the 10:11 position on a clock.

There was something on the desk that had the wrappers to go over the covers on the cans to keep them in place. Larry reminded / told me that it was 8:00 and that my shift was over. I stayed a little longer wanting to work / test this contraption myself. Four wrappers came up but I only took one since that was all I needed, all the cans needed.

I dreamt that Jon was there with a couple other people and discussing how he liked one of the other bosses named Jim (?) because he would calmly express how he feels instead of going off.

I dreamt something about a gay guy and how he would hook up other guys who had aids and had less than six months to live. 

I dreamt about Suzanne and Zelma and was telling them about a female I saw who looked like Micalanne.

I dreamt something about b&w cakes / desserts.

Pregnancy

I asked, “How do I find a way out?” I dreamt that I was in the beginning (within 4 months) of being pregnant and some liquids / fluids were coming / leaking out of me, which was normal (for pregnant women), and a little bit of green diarrhea. I was grossed out by it and was (almost) crying. 

I dreamt that I was pregnant (same duration) in Bible times (area, Rome? felt like it) at night, but I was wearing modern clothes. 

There was a diagonal opening, between two walls (?), to the left (like on the freeway). The one on the left had some glowy turquoise (?) color at the end, as if it had been dipped. The color was the color identity of the people on that side. 

I started to leave, and got about a football field length away. The people were frantically searching for “the” baby. I decided to go back.

I showed, what looked like a hospital bracelet that I had on my left wrist, to one of the searchers. I either mentioned, or it was written on the bracelet, that this baby had traveled / will have traveled the most miles. This was significant as it put the baby on the same level of importance as Christ.

I dreamt that I was outside at night at someone’s house (?) looking up at the sky and it looked like a bunch of orbs covering the sky. The wife, who was inside, had a name for it but don’t remember. Orb was in the name.

I dreamt that I was in a bed next to the right of another two person bed. I don’t know if it was big enough to be a queen. A young Steve was lying on the left side of that bed. 

I was looking at a gif of a forest / nature scene that had a black oval / thumbprint shape, tilted / leaning a bit to the left, show up in the front middle of the scene. It was there for several seconds then left.

Mom, and Steve (as he is now) came in. Mom was wearing a (black?) robe, covering herself, not wearing garments. I was thinking of asking Steve for a blessing, and that way the family w /could find out about the pregnancy. They left with me forgetting to ask.

The young Steve then moved over to my side of that bed and I was pushing him back over.

I dreamt of bike riding (the last of it) with a black guy and we decided to sit and rest / take a break where some people were. 

I then was holding only the frame of my bike, to set it down. After doing so, and turning back around to sit, I noticed that the guy was sitting in front of me. 

I started to get up to move forward to be next to him, on his left. He then raised up some money, with his right hand, telling me to get a drink. I asked him if he wanted anything and he skittishly said no.

I dreamt that I was in water (mid calf?) with a bunch of frogs. I didn’t want to touch them, and didn’t want them to touch me. I wanted out of there.

I dreamt that I was in an inexpensive store, with a couple other people. As we were leaving, or going to another section, to the left, I noticed several suitcases piled on their side on the floor. I thought that they looked like temple bags / cases.

I dreamt that I was in a store (same?) that had car rides (like the train rides) for the children while the parents were shopping. I may have been pregnant again. I was sitting in line, up front, with the other children. 

There were some already seated, waiting for the ride to begin. They didn’t seem bothered by the wait. While waiting, I saw (in mind?) a real vehicle driving, and seeing the bumps / vibrations from it moving (like in a movie / show).

Up ahead, to the right, was a doorway / opening to go to a different section. I saw lights beaming in to the store on the other side. It was from parents coming to pick up their child / children. I then wondered if that was so, or if someone / thing was going to walk in where I was, with the lights. No one / thing did.

A lady then showed up, walking from behind me on my left, to the aisle in front of me where the children were waiting, walking to the left, to pick up her daughter (didn’t see), saying that it was the second day of freedom everlasting. I assumed that she meant from her husband and that they would always have money so that she didn’t have to work.

I dreamt of seeing a girl in a shopping cart (same store?) looking back to the space behind the cart, and talking. She was in front of me to my right. I wanted to ask her who she was talking to but didn’t know if I should.

She then saw me looking at her and froze for a couple seconds then started back up again. I figured that whoever she was talking with told her that I’m ok and won’t think that she’s crazy.