Turn Into Dust

I didn’t ask a question last night. I dreamt that Ali would make people’s (sleeping) dreams turn into dust. (That’s what the Utah girl does to mine.)

I dreamt that I was standing out past right field of a baseball field. There were other people as well. I was thinking that if the ball hit my glasses I could get some new ones. Shortly after thinking this, a ball did hit the bottom of my right lens, breaking and shattering it. Amy cleaned it up. I didn’t move.

I dreamt that a short silver horse trailer was standing on the front end on top of some dirt. It loosely looked like there was a horse buried next to it. I didn’t want to get a shovel and touch it to find out because it would’ve creeped me out if there was one.

I dreamt that some young boys were talking about how they were able to escape WWII by hiding among trees in the dark and keeping still until it was safe to move. They were finally able to make it here to one of the states but don’t remember which one.

I dreamt that there was thin chocolate (nutrition?) bar in the fridge that I had put in there the week prior that I had forgotten about.

I dreamt that there was an author in Norway who looked like my brother. I was wondering if it was him living under a different identity. He was wearing a white shirt. I was finally able to see his eyes close enough to know it wasn’t him.

(From yesterday) No Food

I asked, “What is Ali’s relationship to me?” I dreamt that mom got a call in the middle of the night letting her know that I don’t have any food. She woke up Judy to take her shopping. Judy was upset about having to go. Mom mentioned getting a pancake mix. Judy asked whether I was able to make it and mom said that I could.

I got up and started stomping on Judy as she was lying on the floor on her left side with her head to the left. I didn’t care if I broke any bones. I then picked her up and flipped her, feet over head, out through the bedroom doorway to the left without her hitting the hallway wall. I didn’t care how she landed, not looking.

I dreamt something about setting off firecrackers in the street at the end of the driveway without the Mexican neighbors finding out it was me.

I dreamt of looking at the time that was on the left of the bed, and seeing that the time was 2:41. I’ve been sleeping in a family size room with horror movie characters sitting a short distance away from me in the front of me at a rectangular table. They are only lit by outside lights. I only noticed the first couple of them on the left.

I was crying out, “Mommy” but not loud enough for her to hear me from her room. (I’ve never called her that.) I was telling myself that I could handle this for two more hours until I got up to feed the cats. I was also praying to God for protection.

I started hearing a man, as if a commercial, saying, “Do you have to watch your back?” I saw a picture (unless he was part of the mannequins in front of me) of a dark/shadow man walking through a front door to the left.

I dreamt that I was lying in bed on the left side, peeking out of the blanket over my face. Someone was next to me, telling me to get rid of the beetle that was casually walking to the door to the right at the end of the bed. I didn’t see it but knew it was there.

I was thinking that it shouldn’t have been there since the VibesUp pad I have is supposed to raise the vibrations of the environment and that the two can’t coexist.

I dreamt that Judy’s name was instead Amy and I was thinking that there are two Amy’s in the family.

I dreamt that there was a toddler boy who walked out of a public bathroom with his dark blue pants down to his ankles. I was in front of him. I picked him up to take him back to clean him up.

There were several water streams spraying up so I playfully touched his butt to a couple of them, asking him if it was cold. He had a little bit of poop still that the water rinsed off.

I dreamt that Micalanne was frustrated and said something about different things going wrong as a sign that she wasn’t supposed to buy a house that she was interested in.

There was a short roller coaster that was our way to the house. There was only one side of the track. Mom, Micalanne, Amy and I were in it. I noticed down below that there was a light colored bag, that looked like a doctor’s bag, was under water. I mentioned this to them but they weren’t paying attention to me.

Bethany was under mom’s seat as mom was sitting there, and Micalanne got after her, calling out her name.

The roller coaster started moving and after it got to the end, kept going, flying in the air. I mentioned this and they acknowledged that they already knew.

I dreamt that I was on the KFC website, looking at the nutrition page (?) wanting to search for something. Instead of typing it in, I clicked on the button with 48 on it.

(From August 13, 2019) Exposed

I asked the same question. 222 views/subscribers came to mind.

The thought that some of my pictures have been turned into a luna, which means a video/compilation, came to mind.

I dreamt about Kyle speeding in his station wagon. We were already where we were supposed to be/going.

There were a couple other people with us and there was something about not wanting the neighbors to hear the doors close. As one of them closed a door, there was a sound and they jokingly said that the neighbors heard it.

I dreamt something about wearing something that had my back exposed.

The thought that I would be guided through this pregnancy and that I would be near came to mind.

(From August 12, 2019) Lopsided

I asked the same question. I dreamt something about a most lopsided room.

I dreamt that Amy wanted me to ask a lady how to get somewhere. Her house was square based and open on the left side. This lady told me to follow (route) 57. She was hopeful that we would reach our destination and that she would be able to move away from that area.

I dreamt of seeing billionaires walking up some steps that were on a couple sides of a “pyramid” that was flat on top. There was a huge white billboard size thing for engraving/carving. There was only space enough for this and the people standing so it had to be lowered there after the work was done. It was a face of a man looking to the left.

As the people were walking up, I was noticing their clothes and thinking how it must be nice not to have to worry about being able to buy them.

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Explosive

I asked, “What is the meaning of the numbers coming from the bird?” I dreamt that I was lying down on some grass. There was a small explosive ball chained with a short chain to my left (?) leg. I knew that I had been through this two persons ago, dying. I was thinking about my consciousness and what it would be like after I died / was gone.

There was a fire down to the explosive below my knee but never made it there. There was an open fence on my right and some friends / family drove through when they saw that nothing happened. I frantically waved them back in case something did happen.

(From yesterday) Future

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was with Greg and mom. The space reminded me of the garage area from the San Bernardino teenage house. Greg’s military boots are on the floor. The right one, which is placed on the left with the toe facing me as I’m on the floor, has a crack on the inside side up top.

A guy passes us, stopping on the way to check the boots out first. He says he would like them but we tell him about the crack and that otherwise I would have taken them for my future children. He then leaves.

Water comes flooding in and rising. I’m lying down on a bed trying to ignore it and get to sleep but it keeps rising. I ask mom something about it and then started crying because of her answer.

I dreamt (same?) that I forgot to pick up my glasses when I got up in the morning and am now walking around looking for them. I’m dressed except for a shirt. I’m thinking I need to put one on because my dad is there. I have to walk around different things on the floor, as if moving in / out, such as a short dark bookcase.

There’s a room in the middle where a guy has a bedroom, that I need to walk through. He has the doors closed, so I open them. He is lying on the bed and says that he is having a hard time getting back to sleep. I tell him that I hate it when that happens. I wanted to tell him about the leg lifts I do to help me get to sleep but decide not to.

He is walking and smiling at me. I look in the mirror and notice a few pieces of spices / herbs around my mouth area from the last time I ate. I assumed that he didn’t tell me because he thought it was cute.

He is now up and wearing a suit, excited to show me his Trump doll with a pull string that he has. It doesn’t work as he is showing it to me.

We are in New York state and he is saying something about Queens. I get excited when he says that it’s only half an hour away.

I saw a chalkboard on the wall to the right. I see written that there’s a show I used to watch is coming back and the premiere is next Tuesday. There is a website listed.

I hear a guy talking, trying to sound like a woman. I turn and see a tall broad man with dark hair to a little past his shoulders. He is talking to dad who is sitting on his right. They are both facing away from me, in front of me.

I dreamt that I’m awake and editing the dream with mom and Greg on a plastic bag (?), adding Amy’s name to it.

The lyric, “She’s got it. Yeah, Baby, she’s got it” from Bananarama’s Venus song comes to mind.

I dreamt that I’m awake and telling someone that I remember a dream where I’m driving on a two lane road at night that turns into a one lane road on the left. It looks like a mountain road.

I stopped right where the lane on the right ends, before merging to the left, and cried. Someone was in the car with me.

Before stopping, I drove over another car coming my direction, like Inspector Gadget, though I didn’t see when I dd. The car could’ve been a reddish maroon.

I dreamt that I was looking up at a building to a height this is roughly where a door would’ve been. There are three sculptures on the building of men. The one on the left is facing right (?). I’m asking if the (Utah) girl is finally gone. As the guy on the left is about to answer, some people show up, interrupting him.

(From August 5, 2019) Expecting

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was in a backyard, looking right, singing the words, “Can you hear me Major Tom? Can you HEAR me?” from David Bowie. I was thinking of Sowin, and expecting to see him.

I dreamt something about having papers in / on my left arm and blood on top. There wasn’t actual blood though. I was mentioning to a guy how ironic it is that there’s blood on top and bottom.

Misogynist

I asked, “What is the language?” I dreamt that a neighbor was known to take all the limes before I moved in. I was on a top bunk that was next to a window. The neighbor was in his house that was next to the window. The window was to my left, with someone in between. There was someone else, or more, on the bottom bunk. I had the limes up on the bed with me.

Someone entered through the door on the right. I didn’t see who it was but felt it was the neighbor. I then felt the bottom of the bed pressed up against my left leg. I then felt shocks coming up to my leg which were caused by a stun gun. It was kept there for several minutes. I woke with it still there.

Amy had gone out before this. When she came back, she said that she had met a guy and that they had “gotten fresh”, meaning that they had taken their shoes off. I think they were going to get married.

I dreamt something with Greg.

I dreamt that I was sitting with Steve when Greg came from behind and said something about me calling him a homo. I went over to him and he started squeezing my left arm so I pressed a pencil into his.

The word “Misogyny” came to mind.

I dreamt that I was looking for a space to park in a near empty parking lot. The spaces were diagonal to the left. There were some black people there.

I was then in a warehouse that was there. Near the entrance, I was on top of a stack of designed maroon low carpet floor tiles. I was hopping back and forth from side to side having fun on top of them.

There was a guy older than me outside who saw my head through the top windows and grinning, wondered what I was doing. He came in to check me out but also because he had ordered some tiles.

The ones he had ordered weren’t all there so a girl was subtly trying to suggest the ones I was on. He was paying more attention to me than to her.

(From yesterday) Killer

I asked the same question. I dreamt that people were hurriedly trying to get out of a building because a lady who was a killer was on the loose.

(From July 28, 2019) Turn On The Heat

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was inside a white garage with Ali. I think there were others as well. There was a section on the left that was an open path to the inside of the house.

I went there to turn on the heat for inside the house but not quite as high as usual because Ali didn’t want it.

There was an intercom in the wall. I yelled to the spirits to leave the house. Ali may have warned / cautioned me before I did so.

The words “If I were a bird” came to mind.

I dreamt that Shane and another guy are getting / going to get married. There was a big black dog who wanted inside the house.

The phrase “I wanted you to experience the new me” came to mind. I don’t know if it was part of the dream, or on it’s own since it came directly after.

I think I dreamt that the Siamese got outside.

I think I dreamt of being in an earlier era with a woman.

I dreamt that I was sitting on the right side of a lady older than me who had a bob. She may have had blonde hair. She felt like she was taller than me. She had gone / was getting her ring back after getting it resized. I don’t remember if she said it was a 7 or 8 but I was thinking how it was the same as me. It’s possible that we were sitting at a jewelry store.

I dreamt that I was in Cape Cod at night , or near nighttime, with a bunch of people. Someone mentioned that the trees needed to have those stringy things hanging on them (like down South) for fear that something bad would happen otherwise.

Someone was asking about mountains and I said that there were some in front of us and pointed them to a spot on the left and on the right. Both spots were tall hills instead.

I then showed an area in the distance in front of us and said that that’s where they are. There were mountains but were only slightly visible because of the smog.

I then saw a couple giant structures in front of me to my right with power lines in between me and them. The one closest to me was of open cement squares on top of each other. They were stacked slightly in differnt directions / angles. I may have said out loud that depending on how the earth shook, would depend on our safety from getting hit or not.

Dwayne Wade was there. He was wearing makeup and acting gayish, as if he was bi. I knew that he would act this way off season but would act manly during the season.

I was walking, with other people, behind a blonde couple. The guy was on the right. He wouldn’t let anyone get in front of him. I got upset and was asking why he was more important than us. I finally got in front and was telling him that he would have to pay for nor letting us in front. I later found out that he had become paralyzed from the waist down.

I saw from friends and tiredly laid down on a blanket that was there. They knew that it was because of what I went through during the day with my own family. I was thinking that meant that I had twins, or a bigger multiple birth.

I looked behind me and saw about 7 – 8 mixed race children from the ages of preteen to young adult. They were walking my direction in a bunch. I knew that they were mine and was hoping the father wasn’t Ali. I’m not sure if the father was there or not, even though I was looking. I noticed that the girl who looked like me who I had seen in a previous dream wasn’t there.

Cesspool

I asked, “The meaning of what?” I dreamt that Mitt Romney was a part of the Kennedy’s, and looked like them. His wife, different than Ann, of course didn’t look like them.

The word “Cesspool” came to mind.

(From yesterday) Killed

I asked the same question. The word “Hymen” came to mind.

I dreamt that there was a young band who was like the New Kids on the Block, in all ways. They liked their manager(s) because (t)he(y) would stand up to the executives.

One member of the band killed himself. The last place they were supposed to sing at before that happened still expected them to show up and sing or the money would be rescinded / taken back. The management though cared more about the welfare of the band.

The name “Thomas Cole” came to mind.

10:39 came to mind.

I dreamt that the house the family lived in had a sign out front indicating that the house would be coming up for sale soon.

I dreamt that there were kittens in the garage (same dream?) and that the front garage door needed to be closed so the others wouldn’t get out.

(From July 22, 2019) Used

I asked the same question. I dreamt something about the orange cat.

I dreamt something about the rattan ball used in sepak takraw.

I woke up with the phrase “Glades and Glory”.

(From July 21, 2019) Lost Soul

I asked the same question. I dreamt that the (Utah) girl went over / gravitated to a dead guy who also was a lost soul.

I dreamt that they like to enter through different spots.

(From July 20, 2019) Second Story

I dreamt that I was on a top floor / second story of a car shop. George Clooney was there but his name was Apollo.

There was an earthquake while I was there with spots of the floor opening up. Somehow it became known that Apollo also had a car shop which was in England.

The floor opened up where I was, causing me to fall through but I didn’t see or feel the falling. A yellow sedan also fell through, possibly front first. That may have been all that came through.

Apollo was about 50 yards (+-) away in front of me to the right, up near the front. There were two ladies in front to his left side excited to learn his name (not sure how) and told him that he should have told them (from an earlier occasion?).

I was frightened and was calling out to him, asking if I can go outside because I was scared that more vehicles would fall through. I was next to the wall on the left with about 10 – 20 yards (+-) of the shop behind me.

Blurry

I asked, “Do I need to have children from Ali?” I dreamt that Briana had taken a picture while on the road of some small pillars (?) with what looked like an outline of a dog’s face on them. The picture was blurry from rain but clear enough to see what it was.

I dreamt that I was at the bottom of a ladder in a submarine (?). I was asking if I could come up. I was told I could. Someone with me said, “Be careful. They don’t let just anyone up” as if I might not be able to. I responded, “That’s why I asked.”

I dreamt that I was using a professional (?) digital weight scale. The number changed several times from the 500’s, 400’s, and around 150. I said to mom, “See, it’s 150.” She pointed out that that wasn’t what it was and that I wasn’t looking at the top of the numbers correctly.

I dreamt that I was being asked where my money went. I don’t remember who was asking.

I dreamt that I mentioned to someone that they still had the last two Costco / Sam’s Club chocolate muffins in the packaging on the tray.

I dreamt that I was with Greg, Mark, Judy (?), and Amy. There was another female there with down syndrome (?). I don’t remember where we were but I was hysterical that there was a man’s ghost head in a cupboard (twice the size of kitchen) that had some books in it. Greg was saying that by not seeing the ghost, that person (me) doesn’t have a normal brain.

They were also saying something about the house on the avocado street. (We had a house with a tree in back.)

(From yesterday) Held

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Sara was pregnant and when she held her belly, it looked like she already had the baby. Her stomach was in the form of a newborn baby. The head was to her left. She was wearing black.

I dreamt that a thin naked (Russian?) lady came to me when I was in a building with sweets against the wall in front of me. She was on my right asking me which option I wanted something from her. I don’t remember what I was getting, or the options.

Out of my peripheral vision I was noticing how she kept herself clean shaven. I was thinking how she takes the time to do that.

There was an office (?) to the left of the sweets that I was put in charge of while the owner was away. There were stairs to get up to it.

There was a chocolate (cookie?) with the sweets that I tasted. There was also some loose sugar on a cookie sheet.

I dreamt that Walid (online guy) sent me a voice clip of him drunk and singing a love song to me. It may have been in French, or partly. I was thinking that I liked his voice.

I think I had a dream with Kim Kardashian.

I also may have had a dream that had something to do with pictures on a camera disk.

(From July 13, 2019) Found It Funny

I asked the same question. I dreamt that it was Christmas time. There was something about the Mary Tyler Moore show. There was also something about a tv channel.

I dreamt that I put my hair in a ponytail. The front of my hair became red and fluffy, like a Southern lady. It was combed over to the left. I thought it looked funny because it looked like a wig.

I dreamt that the water for the cats was low and that I needed to give them some more.

(From July 12, 2019) Dumped

I asked the same question. I dreamt the orange cat was outside and I was scared for him because of the wolves out there.

I dreamt that an overweight girl was looking for change from the container that she dumped on a car.

I dreamt that the family moved into an older couple’s home while they were still there. Before we got there (?) they had left the house for a short time because of the floor being worked on.

I mentioned that the man’s hair moved in a way that looked like he was under water.

A short time after moving in, the couple decided to move. I said to the man that it would’ve been easier for them to move when the floors were being done.

They had some paintings that were leaned up against a wall where it would be easy to pick them up and take.

At night time I saw a black post, that is used for the “For Sale” signs, staked in the front right corner of the yard. I said that the sign would most likely be there on Sunday.

We were going to take over the mortgage. I mentioned to the man that it would be easier to take them over while they were still alive rather than dead.

I dreamt something with a black mustang vehicle. It was either backing up or out.

Came Back

I asked, “When did I need to go?” I dreamt that I had taken pictures with a professional dark blue camera.

I then was in church sitting next to Sowin. I wasn’t singing the whole words, or as loud, because of fear of what he might think of my voice.

I then was in the back of D.I. I found some red 3-4 in heels with straps over the foot so I put them on and walked around the tables pretending to be a model. Someone took a picture with the camera. Sowin didn’t see me doing that because he had gone to do something else and then came back.

There was a tall guy wearing knee length shorts that were pink with white blocked out flowers. I commented to someone that I had those same shorts.

I had put the camera with the items that were to be priced and sold for some reason. I then was saying that I have pictures on there, plus the one just taken with the shoes, so I took it back.

I dreamt that a guy, for fun, spoke a sentence scrambling the words and I had to unscramble it.

(From yesterday) Got Home

I asked the same question. I dreamt that after I got home from work, I went to my room and noticed that the cleaning people had been there and gone. My stuff was by the dresser, wall.

(From July 6, 2019) About To Leave

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was with the family on June/July 8, which was a fast Sunday, which I had forgotten that it was.

I dreamt that I was at a hotel (?). A youngish black couple came here on the weekends to get away. They were coming into the room as others had left. I may have been leaving, or about to. We had met this couple before.

He was sitting on a bed, and in a gruff voice, I said, “That’s my bed” or “You’re on my bed.” He quickly jumped off. I then told him that I was joking.

At one point he had gone somewhere (to get something?) and was walking back towards me. I knew that he was the owner of an apple orchard. I mentioned strawberries to someone, that they would be a good addition to the apples.

Another time, in the night, outside, I was showing him how some of the clouds looked like an angel. They then quickly dispersed.

Another time, I was walking outside (?), wrapped in a towel to take a shower. Lightning appeared so I quickly decided against that decision.

(From July 5, 2019)

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was supposed to go to college after high school and end up with Vince Neil of Motley Crue. I was with him now, even though his face was weathered.

I dreamt that I wasn’t wearing any pants, only a shirt and garments. I was going somewhat in a hurry, to go somewhere / get something.

Clues

I dreamt that I was in England, but also in Provo.

I was walking past Prince Charles, dressed in his kilt and singing, and three other men who were with him. They were on grass formed in a square next to each other. Prince Charles was looking at me, happy.

There was an older couple in a wagon, being driven to the left. They looked as if it was Winter, or the beginning of it. She wanted to give her husband a kiss but they weren’t allowed to show PDA.

I’m in Provo, Utah with a group of people, though I’m not always with them. We’re on a tour (?) of some sort of a building. I’m not sure where we are. The people involved have some sort of mystery game (?) going on during the tour, though it doesn’t finish (maybe because I was woken up?). As I walk about, I see “clues” that I’m not sure / don’t remember if I was supposed to see, or not.

There are a couple older women who have been cutting up strawberries for our lunches. I walk up behind them and see that the last couple deep red ones, in a grocery bag, were huge (hand size). Someone then somehow takes the top off of the one closest to the woman on the left. It exposed that there were three moldy spots and that it was mushy / no good.

I’m then (or before the strawberries) with the group and we’re sitting interspersed on a balcony, on the right (?), of a theater. There’s a hefty / broad old man to the left, behind me. Someone in front looked back, and after a bit, jokingly said to him that he makes a good curtain. I was thinking it was because no one see behind him.

I don’t remember why we were there. There may have been someone talking to us. Someone got up at the end to give a closing prayer, facing us in front of us. They started speaking and a couple people in front of me must not have heard and continued talking. They eventually quieted when they heard the prayer being said.

The theater was a 70’s light blue. The old man mentioned something about being married in Provo. I wondered if it had anything to do with me. I mentioned that when I was a teenager, I wanted to be married in the Provo temple until when I was able to go inside and saw that it still looked like it was the 70’s. I then thought that there was a possibility of it being updated.

In another part of the building, a man came up to me and was mentioning that they wanted me to come back on 3/1, which happened to be the next month. He was saying something about church and E.O.C. I silently told him that I hadn’t been to church this year.

After he left, I said, “Job”. I was thinking that the people who heard me may have thought something wrong about me finally working at this age.

I mentioned to several people about me coming back and they suggested that maybe I was to be their spokesperson. I happily said, “Maybe”.

At the end, we were outside and I saw a table on the middle of the grass, barely shaded. Our bag lunches were on the table. There were some tables to the right up by the building there for us to sit while eating.

I walked over to the lunches, wondering why no one else had gone over. The others followed me. I was looking in one of the bags to check what kind / type the sub sandwich was. As I was doing so, I asked Ali what one he wanted. I decided to take the one I had without seeing exactly what it was.

A short down syndrome girl showed up and when she was about to check the bags, said that when she was about to eat her mom shows up. I was thinking that she must’ve heard a car engine that she recognized.

As I was waking, someone said, “Income.”

(From June 28, 2019) Jesus and Me

I asked, “What is the meaning of the answer key?” I dreamt that I saw four posts from YouTube / social media from someone who covered this answer / wrote their dreams and their username was Jesusandme. I don’t remember the capitalization of the name.

I dreamt that I was in a restroom of a business. I don’t know what kind. It was big with two or three toilets without stalls, in front of me with space between. The door was on the left, sink was on the right on the same wall as the door. This wasn’t used much so it wasn’t cleaned much. There were about two grey garbage bins over by the sinks.

The Siamese boy was there, sitting in front of me at the opening of the door. The toilet seat covers, and the majority of the toilet paper, was strewn all over on the floor. I asked him if he had done this. I then was looking for a hook to put my (shopping?) bag so that I didn’t have to put it on the floor. I think I did see one by / behind the door.

(From June 27, 2019) Bloody

I asked the same question. I dreamt that my bottom garment was bloody from starting my period.

I dreamt than an overweight man was using the women’s restroom. He was using the stall on the right, with two others to the left between him and the door. There were no doors on the stalls.

He was facing left, doing something between his legs for a couple seconds, as if he was uncomfortable, then faced to the wall that was behind him on his right.

I dreamt something with Barbie and grandma.

I dreamt (or same?) something with Allison, in front of me a distance. I was telling someone that she didn’t feel worthy of something.

(From June 26, 2019) Kill

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a guy (at a hospital?) had ordered a tuna sub sandwich but hadn’t eaten it. He left it on a table when a chaplain (?) entered, thinking the chaplain would eat it and kill him.

I dreamt something about police showing up at the same place as Ali and I. I mentioned to the cop that he was able to do that because there was a tracker on the car.

I dreamt about the women’s group from church having started gospel conversation’s on Wednesday’s beginning the first of the year after the church schedule had changed.

Wedding

I asked, “Is time travel physical or spiritually?” I dreamt something about living as a spirit. it was at the beginning of doing so and I was questioning it, like when at your first day at work and taken on a tour of what is involved / how things work.

I dreamt that a lady was telling me to get an answer key. It would be locked, but it would have all the answers that I needed. I didn’t ask her to clarify about the lock, and wanted to ask her if she was going to get it because I didn’t have the money, but she was about to go somewhere. I figured that it was locked to other people, and initially pictured that it had mathematical answers.

I dreamt that I was with a couple other girls, in dresses. We ended up at someone’s outside wedding reception, near the ending of it. These people looked to have some wealth to them. The theme may have been about sailing. We sat at one of the tables, facing left. We may have been waiting to use the space. I suggested that we help to clean up.

I started piling up the white dishes and utensils in my arms. As I was doing so, a lady asked me about children. I told her that I will be 50 in a couple years so it probably isn’t possible / won’t be happening. There were some 20ish girls who I thought was surprised when I said my age, thinking that I was younger. I didn’t look up at them so I don’t know if they were.

There was a young guy sitting at one of the tables and I asked him if he was blind because his eyes looked like he was. I told him not to give me a philosophical answer, thinking he would be one to do that, but to say yes or no.

I saw a small rectangular small pocked silver bar that was bendable. I only bent the top of it slightly because the fear of breaking it, and I still had all the dishes in my arms. I was asking these people if it was silver. A tall man appeared behind me close enough for us to touch, which we did for a minute. I also asked him if it was silver.

As I was walking to the kitchen (?) area, which was a short distance away, I dropped a (serving?) utensil / knife in to a small puddle. I wasn’t able to bend down to get it and decided to come back for it, worrying that a child might pick it up.

I passed by the bride , on my left, facing right, getting fun pictures with others who were there. There was also a family picture taken with all of the people there, who it seemed were about 100. There was a Mexican family taking over the tables that were behind them for their own celebration / gathering.

A small group was about to watch, to the right, a documentary about slavery. I wanted to mention about the blacks nowadays wanting reparations and that there were some slave owners who were black but I didn’t.

I was trying to stand between two of the girls there, not wanting to block their view.

(From yesterday) Showing

I asked the same question. I dreamt something to do with ghost fingerprints showing up on the steamy shower door.

I dreamt that I was sitting at the foot of a bed and urinated a bunch, as if I had been holding it in. I didn’t have my pants pulled down so I don’t know how I was able to do it.

There was a cardboard that was on the floor the length of the bed which the urine landed on, which I was grateful for, though there was some of the last portion that ended up on the carpet. I was wondering how much I would be able to clean up.

I dreamt something about the pyramids (?) at Giza being below the arrowhead at Lake Arrowhead in San Bernardino.

(From June 21, 2019) Look

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I went to a library to look for books about oppression. A lady there had a young blonde girl search for me. She found a book with 8×10 (?) pages width wise that I flipped through. It was about Russians so I told them that it wasn’t it.

I dreamt that I was feeding chocolate candy bar squares to a guy who was facing left, sitting on my right in front of me. He said that he was on a strict diet but he took them anyway. I told him when I was giving him the last squares.

I dreamt that two white hawks were flying around me and Ali as we were sitting on a grassy hill and he was lounging back. I don’t remember if the grass was green or dry. Ali was sitting above me to my left. I was facing to his left. Downhill on my right.

One of the hawks eventually came down and was at the right side of his head, maybe even slightly touching it. I wanted to take out my camera to take a picture but didn’t want to scare the hawk away.

There was a Starbucks a distance away from us, in front of me, within sight. He had been in there earlier and told me that he had found some cash.

I dreamt that there was a group of dressed up women, in dresses, in a convertible car that was sitting / parked at the corner to turn right. It was sprinkling so I was trying to get them to come inside for fear they were going to be hit by lightning.

(From June 20, 2019) Connected

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was picturing a Clydesdale and wagon above me and the group of people I was with. I also saw the foot of the Clydesdale. I knew they were going to fall through the ceiling because of the weight so I moved closer to the right / back wall hoping I wouldn’t get hit.

As the ceiling started to give way, I was telling the others to look, to warn them. When the horse and wagon fell through, they were miniatures instead of being real.

I made mention that Obama, Biden, and I think Hilary (?) had left, in different cars. Sure, they could’ve been going to different places but it was highly unlikely.

Val had pictures that were connected, like an accordion, of a place there that she went to, that had a story about ghost children and seeing their fingerprints on a steamed up car window. The pictures were a bit blurry but could still see clearly enough what the picture was.

Mommy

I asked, “Where is the portal?” I dreamt that a couple were house hunting. I was on top of some framing in / by a shower of a bathroom that was being renovated when they came to the house I was in. This shower was as tall as I was on the framing and the shower head was facing left. It had dark gray (?) tiles. They based their decision on a shower. I don’t remember if it was this one or another one.

The framing had a blanket covering it along with something shorter on the left side. I then was holding a kangaroo in my right arm. Scared, I was calling out to mom for help in getting down because I was worried that I could fall and hurt myself / break my ankles. I was calling her, “Mommy”.

I dreamt that I was at a small Starbucks with two girls, on my left. One of them ordered a venti green tea. I asked her if she had tried the matcha frappucino and she said no. I think I bought that one. As I was asking her, I was also thinking about the grasshopper (added java chips).

There was only one guy working. He was wanting to process my card / payment through a small black (travel size?) bag that he was holding up by the counter in front of us.

As he was doing so, a line started to form behind us that was long enough to go around the workstation and back up against the wall so that it formed a question mark. I didn’t notice any impatience among them.

This guy wasn’t able to complete the transaction so he went over to the register which was on the right, to complete it.

I dreamt that I was at a pool where there was a swim meet. I was at the finish side on the right. The swimmers were on the other side of the diving board and their faces were blocked / obscured. There was a winner’s podium on that side as well. It was also blocked so as not to be able to see who the winners were but sensed there were some girls.

After the race, I farted and saw it floating past in front of me. Fortunately there was no smell to it.

I sat down and clipped my right big toe toenail. There was some lint looking stuff in the corner so I cleaned it out. There may have been someone on my left as I was doing so who was a little disgusted that I would be doing that here.

(From yesterday) New Real Estate

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Tony Shalhoub was a new college professor. In the beginning, he was timid but started relaxing as time went on. One day (the next year?) when he came in (I’m seeing through his eyes) there was a fan behind him (didn’t see) blowing a folder that was on his desk so he put something on it to weigh it down / keep it from blowing away.

He then sat in his chair and still a bit timid talking to them, asked the class about moving to new real estate, to get a discussion started / going.

There were two adults sitting on his left. One was a woman who whispered to the other who was on her left, that he was still having trouble getting the students to open up. They may have been from administration.

As he was asking this question, he was flipping through a newspaper for something. A couple of the pages had comics on them. On the left side was a square one panel comic of a parent sitting on the floor, facing right, looking at an open book with a child standing in front of them. The book had written on it something about other ideas, which was also written below the square.

I dreamt that Mark had gone to see the Phantom of the Opera and I wished that I had gone. At the end of dream, a lady gave me a present of a bunch of travel size body wash gels wrapped up in cellophane. I mentioned to mom that I didn’t need to worry about getting any for a long time, only toothpaste and toothbrush.

(From May 27, 2019) Lap

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I had my laptop on my lap when it suddenly turned off.

I dreamt that Lowe’s was at the top of a steep dirt hill. It was then turned into a shopping center. Mark and I went to check it out, taking separate vehicles. After I parked, I didn’t see Mark’s car so figured he parked elsewhere.

Gwen and Val were there. One of them was a giant. I’m thinking it may have been Gwen.

I was telling a girl / lady that she should buy an expensive white knee length dress for an upcoming festival (?). It may have been two pieces.

Mark had a young family there who were waiting / looking for him so that they could leave. I found him lounging doing his own thing.

Outside Mark showed up was a more beat up version of Kyle’s station wagon. The hood was up, in reverse, and the driver seat was pushed up. I was about to climb in with the engine when I realized what I was doing / about to do.

I dreamt that I took a crafter’s sponge paintbrush and stuck it up in my vagina.

I dreamt that two cats were in the back walking toward the house to come in. I asked Ali how the Siamese had gotten out. As they got closer, I realized that it was the cross eyed looking one instead.

(From May 26, 2019) Lottery

I asked the same question. Lottery came to mind.

I dreamt about a blonde guy that I was dating. He was carrying me inside and I was thinking how weird it was for him to look at me and realize that he liked me.

He was then preparing dinner / food while I was across the room having fun with other people. I stopped for a bit and wondered if I should help him but then thought that I didn’t want to be someone who I wasn’t so I continued with what I was doing.

Secret

I asked, “Is time travel possible?” I dreamt that someone was being told that something was dead and not to go there, wherever they wanted to go.

I dreamt something about something having to do with secret combinations.

(From April 29,2019) Toxic

I dreamt of someone saying, “Remember (?), the water is toxic.”

I dreamt of being up on a public (enclosed?) platform (?) / balcony (?) and someone needing to cut a hole in a wall, with some windows, (window wall) to make a passageway to the other side.

(Prior week(end)) One Episode Left

I dreamt of a lady on one of those home remodeling shows. When I first saw her, she was Marie but then I saw her happily having fun walking backwards on the left side of the street by a corner, as a different person, and then vanished because there was only one more episode left of the show.

I dreamt that grandma was putting on a purple felt type hat (fedora?) as the family were walking past some stores (?) on the left. After she took it off, the color stayed on the top of her hair.

(From April 23, 2019) Different Name

I asked, “How do I block the negative entities from entering the house?’ The words “Use (?) a different name” were going through my head.

I dreamt that I wouldn’t help the family with my things / stuff (?). I told them no.

There were several boys (7-10?), maybe a girl (?), and they had some fish in a tank. One was (almost?) transparent. I wondered where it came from.

I dreamt that I went to an Asian restaurant, putting the ice I had in several cups into one cup and then throwing the others away. I remembered about seeing / reading to use soda to bring flowers back to life. I was going to fill the cup but there were men there around the soda machine so I didn’t want to get any.

The restaurant had double doors and there was a short man cleaning the space between the doors. There was some of the sponge floor, the type with holes that are used for standing on, missing. The man was cleaning that section. I stepped over it and he questioningly said (something to that effect), “Isn’t it great to have the other parts (?) of the floor?”

I dreamt that I was walking home at night. I was thinking that the route was almost similar to Waterman in San Bernardino by the church and Golden Valley and if someone were to pick me up, I would ask them if they knew that area so that they would have an understanding of where I was going / needed to go.

I then see a shadow on the sidewalk in front of me on my right. I turned around and saw an older man with a raised fork, with chocolate cake remnants, in his right hand. I wasn’t scared, telling myself that Heavenly Father had my back, knowing my life was in God’s hands and whatever happened was as it should be.

He lunged the fork at me but didn’t touch me. He did this a couple times then grabbed me. I then became “scared”. (I thought that this was what I was supposed to do and feel. I was also thinking how Ali had had a dream, or something, where he saw this happening and that’s another reason why I wasn’t scared.) There was a church on my right with several people outside by the door.

I tried yelling to get their attention but wasn’t able to make any noise. They were going inside but I kept trying. Finally, before the last one, a man, went in, I made some noise which got his attention. I think I was trying to say “Heavenly Father”.

Lithuania came to mind.

I dreamt that I was hugging Kyle and I was taller than him.

I dreamt that there were some people from the North countries (from several centuries ago?) showed up. They were dressed in all white for early Winter. Their boots were felt / wool moccasin type boots without (the) laces. They were about mid calf height / ankle boots, also white / creme. They may have been fur lined.

I dreamt that I had to leave but I didn’t right away. There was a guy with curly hair and glasses. He was standing to my left next to me. There were other people there. I was in the early stages of pregnancy. I told him, “It is” so that he would know that the baby was his without letting the others know.

I was then sitting at a table, talking to the other people. My legs were open and I started to feel something underneath when I felt a tongue stick inside my vulva / vagina. It was this guy.

I dreamt something about a group of people who must’ve been part of a non-denominational church. A female passed out the “sacrament”. I saw her bringing it in to the group. There was something about having to drink tea and eat certain food to be a part of the group. I wasn’t sure if I wanted to do that.

I was given a collage of women’s faces (from the 80’s) that I had to choose one of them and lick. I was hesitant because of not knowing who else had done this before me. There was a blonde woman near the top on the right side so I chose her.

The guy with the curly hair may have been part of the group. There was a lady who walked past me on my left from back to front. She was wearing a black string leotard thing with a sheer black lingerie kimono over it. As she walked by, I was asking myself, “Whaaaat…is she wearing?”