Orchestrating

I asked, “How do I let go?” I dreamt that Ali and I were walking across a big (?) dirt and gravel lot / field between businesses that I didn’t see but knew were there. There were some chain link fences separating some (of the) areas.

In one area that we were about to walk through, two homeless looking guys were there. The guy on the left was standing, facing us. He was skinny with grey dreadlocks about shoulder length or several inches below. He only had his left arm which he was waving around, as if orchestrating. He was wearing a long sleeve shirt. We weren’t close enough for me to see what the design was but it seemed it had flowers of different sizes with a dark blue background.

The other guy was crouching / kneeling to his left. I didn’t look at him but it seems he was wearing a white shirt and had a white bucket in front of him for drumming.

Ali mentioned about the one arm guy, saying that he was dancing. He may not have noticed that the guy only had one arm.

Ali was either right next to me on my right, or was a couple steps behind (as he usually is when we walk). I was trying to get him to notice the uneasiness these guys were emitting. I either said, “Fiiri badan” (Somali = look a lot), meaning that the guy kept looking, or I only was wanting to say it.

Shortly after we passed them I noticed that they started following us. We were then out by the street, with it to our right. There was no traffic. I asked, “Where are the cops?” The traffic then showed up on the other side with a cop car in front passing us.

I turned around and saw two rows of cars within two lines of the fences with one line facing us and the other behind them facing the other way. There was a cop car in both rows.

I dreamt that I said hello to a black girl at the place where I worked. We were then somewhere where the employees had gathered to have lunch / dinner. She was there and so I figured that I had to say hello because I had said hello earlier and that I was now a part of the group.

We were in the back, or near the back. There were several rectangular tables to the right with a square table on the left. My female boss (?) was getting them ready to eat.

My parents showed up. My mom sat at the square table and seeing corn on the table, said that she likes corn. I noticed that she had gained weight in her upper part of her legs which caused her to sit higher on the chair.

I was disheartened when I had to tell her that this was for us. My dad had already gone up front to find another place to sit.

(From yesterday) Avec Moi

I asked the same question. I dreamt of the singer of Poets of the Fall, Marko Saaresto, singing Partir Avec Moi.

(From June 11, 2019) Dead

I asked the same question. I dreamt something with Steve DiSchiavi from the Dead Files tv show.

I dreamt something about the DNA of other people.

(June 10, 2019) From within

I asked the same question. I dreamt of being part of a class but not in a traditional classroom. I was doing paperwork but don’t remember what it was. It was only one piece of paper.

The teacher’s black wife (?) and a girl were doing word puzzles / games to the right of me. I was thinking how they may have finished their work already and that I would rather be doing that instead but knew I had to finish my work first. (I’m not sure if these were the exact thoughts.)

The wife’s cheekbone area was shiny from being clean and a light shining on her. I knew it wasn’t coming from within.

When I finished my work I had to put my name on the back of the paper because there wasn’t room on the front. I also dated it 6-7-19, which was a Monday.

After, the teacher who was white, was talking about a music group from the ’80’s called Camper van Beethoven, as one of their calmer songs played (I only know of “Pictures of Matchstick”), with some of the other students. I was overhearing so I mentioned that I thought they had a song where the singer held his breath for a bit.

(From June 9, 2019) Before

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was walking to the right on a dirt path on a hill with a small group of people. I asked a girl who was on my left if she had been this way before.

I dreamt that an older lady was letting me borrow some / one of her clothes (for church?). I saw that I didn’t have my garment bottom on and so was going to use hers but then saw that I was wearing mine and so would use mine.

I woke with the song, “Tonight I Celebrate My Love” from Peabo Bryson and Roberta Flack.

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Let Him Go

I asked, “How do I teleport?” (Several years ago I dreamt that I was floating up in space, looking back at me, with a tunnel in back of me to my left. I knew that I was able to teleport.)

I dreamt that I was outside in Nevada with Amy, and others. I’m not sure why we were there. I saw an older lady with short grey (?) hair standing on the right corner of her lawn, watering (?) it. She was looking back at us as we passed her, going to the left.

I pointed her out to Amy and said that she looked familiar. Amy agreed and was trying to gather her thoughts (and was) saying that she was from when we lived here in Vegas.

I asked a guy where Vegas was and he pointed to the North, which was in front of us and slightly to the right. It was below some mountains / tall hills. I was able to see over the cities, seeing all the lights on, even though it was daytime.

There was a point when I was in the mountains looking at newly built houses that were in a row, across the street from me. They all had big windows in the front and were made with / light wood. The house at the end on the right was bigger and taller than the others.

I dreamt (same?) that a crow picked up a hawk from the ground, causing the hawk to make a noise / squeal, flying off with it. A gang then came around, surrounding them. One of the gang was able to steal the hawk away, flying off with it.

It flew low enough for me to reach up (jumping?) and slap the hawk / crows feet so that the hawk would be released. I yelled / said loudly, “Let him go!” They flew off to the right and behind me so I don’t know what happened.

(From yesterday) Looking Back

I asked the same question. I saw someone in a canoe (?) out in stormy water.

I dreamt that I was in the back middle of a car that wasn’t moving. Sara was to my left and Barbie (?) was to my right. Looking out the front window, I saw an older lady (profile looking like grandma when she was able to drive), looking to her left, driving past us a ways from left to right.

It looked like grandma’s car but with an extended platform (?) going around / extending from the car, at least in front and back and on passenger side. The back had stacked white plastic cups, as if for a party. I didn’t notice what the other things were.

I excitedly exclaimed, “That’s grandma’s car!” several times. Sara then started to get emotional and so I figured that I should also and was saying something about missing her, and I think that there was something that reminded me of her.

Grandma then appeared in the passenger seat, looking back at us. She was asking what I was saying. Looking at Sara, I shrugged a little, hesitating to say anything because of her bad hearing. Eventually, I told her about the car. She just said, “Oh.”

I dreamt of two bald, or nearly bald, men, and then seeing them back in the ’70’s. They were standing up on desks (?) in a newsroom. The one on the right had curly blonde hair. He was talking but don’t remember what he was saying.

A guy then showed up on my left and as he was passing me, matter of factly said that (blonde guy) Bernie’s (Sanders) pants were dirty in the back and to clean them in a month. I was wondering what was in a month and then realized that it was July 4th.

(From June 4, 2019) In The Light

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I saw a blonde dog with a couple of baby red foxes. I later saw them next to my bedroom door (opened to the left), in the dark. The dog (head next to the door) was nursing the foxes, looking up at me. I realized it was the foxes because of seeing the red and white tail of the left one in the light and remembering that I had seen them earlier.

I dreamt of the Property Brothers at the house of their clients. Drew was standing to the right of Jonathan and the husband was standing to the right of his wife.

Drew was wearing a light jacket and trying to get the bottom of the zipper undone. As he was doing so, the husband mentioned to Drew that he looked nice, as a compliment and not creepy. Drew then gave up, and said, “I don’t know why I even bother”, zipping it back up a little.

Basketball

I asked, “What is the meaning of the woma/en taking my space?” I saw a vague face missing a nose.

I remember one of the dreams had something to do with basketball. (Ali first met the Utah girl while playing.)

(From May 18, 2019) School

I asked, “Where did I need to go?” I dreamt that Ali and I were driving to a male student’s house of his to take him a peanut butter cookie. I didn’t see Ali but knew that he was there. This student lived up in the mountains.

As I was driving the roads to get up there, my vision / awareness was as if I was looking drowsily out of a back side window. My driving was a little erratic but I was able to stay in control.

There was a short part that was a steep climb up. I had to go at it full force. I thought we were going to topple over because of the angle but we made it. Shortly / right after that there was a small dip before the road leveled out.

When we got up to the beginning (?) of the town there was a fork in the road that went to the right, passing a school. Some people were standing outside. We continued on, passing it.

We finally made it to the house, with it being on our right, looking like a regular house instead of a “mountain” house. It may have been (starting to get) dark when we got there.

The student had just returned home from a bike ride, and looked like it. I had two cookies that were sealed individually in the same plastic. He took his cookie out and took a bite when he noticed that he had unsealed the other cookie (chocolate?) and tried to seal it back up. I told him not to worry about it.

I wondered why we brought him the cookie instead of him getting one here in town.

Before I woke up I saw four entertainer ladies standing side by side each holding a microphone. They were singing short lyrics of different songs before the show started that they were here for. The last one was, “Bring me home”, sung in a happy tune.

(From May 17, 2019) Return

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I had returned to my mission area because I missed being with the guys. One of the names started with an “A” and was short. There was a down syndrome missionary who liked to draw.

I dreamt (same dream?) that there was a restaurant that was more expensive than the casual / family dining restaurants. I saw it on the right side with the door facing to the left, as if in a strip mall. The food was good but didn’t take long to eat / the experience didn’t last long.

I saw some people walking out. One of them was a tall older man who comes to Starbucks now and then with his wife. At some point he told me that a strand of my hair had touched him first ( while he was walking?).

I then was talking to a girl that was across from me telling her about the restaurant but couldn’t remember the name, or the pizza place next to it. She commented that my memory was fading.

I dreamt that I was at a restaurant and we were given small black purse like pockets that you squeeze to open, with another pocket on the side, to put our trash in. I was looking in the one I was given and kept finding dimes. I felt like I was “lucky”.

Present

I asked the same question. Before falling asleep, I saw my dad’s hands on the shoulders of a young boy in front of him. Keeping his hands there, he pushed the boy forward, presenting him to me. I didn’t see the boy’s face as I was concentrating on my dad’s hands. The name David then came to mind.

I dreamt that I had an open glass (?) door in my room to the backyard with a closed screen. The mother cat and the orange tabby were there. I opened the screen from the left and the mother came in while the orange stayed out for a bit before coming in.

(From May 11, 2019) Stay

I asked, “Why am I still here in this house?” I dreamt that I was with a female I knew, in the dream. We were on the third floor / level. We got in an elevator. I was to stay on this level, which I was thankful for.

The elevator slowly went up and down and I couldn’t understand why. I finally realized that I hadn’t pushed the button. I either did or was about to when I woke up.

I dreamt that I was at Golden Valley jr high and the students were outside and some were fighting. I saw a woman employee sitting at a patio area, facing to the left of me, talking with someone (student?). Some of her face was covered with small pieces of shadows, as if she were sitting by a tree and the leaves were shading her.

There was a lady that was saying she was a “Tralioner”, incorporating the lion mascot (we were the knights) into the word “trainer”. I recognized her from her picture when we were going to school here.

(From May 10, 2019) Fresh Meat

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Mr. Rogers came in through the door on the left, throwing (?) a buffalo hide to the right. He then had his back mostly toward me.

His wife was in the kitchen (?), standing on the right, with her back also mostly toward me. She asked him if he had skinned the buffalo. He said no (Of course not because of his kindness and tenderness. This was known in the dream.) and named off some names of his friends.

There were then two young blonde surfer (?) guys who found a bite size of fresh meat with one of them eating it. I think I asked them something and they responded. I then asked if they were on vacation and they responded that they were in the Philippines.

I dreamt that I was at my parents house collecting the old sponges, with the green scrubber, from the storage / utility closet / pantry on a top shelf. Mom asked me to do something but I continued with what I was doing.

Before my dad died (in dream), he took a random picture of Steve while he was walking. Steve ended up being blurry at an angle on the bottom right corner with his head near the middle, facing left. He was wearing a dark blue shirt / sweater.

I dreamt that I was drinking through a straw tasting samples of different drinks. I was thinking that the people there were wondering what I was doing.

I then was outside and barely saw a long snake on a tree I was about to pass. It seemed to be about 6 – 8 ft long. It’s head area was wrapped around a branch on the right with the body going up the tree.

I was about to get ready to take a picture when a tall man, dressed in scrubs walking from right to left, grabbed it and took a big bite out of it. I didn’t watch him as he was walking so I don’t know what he did after taking the bite. I had a feeling that he chewed it.

Prayer

I asked again if Ali is my husband who will take me to the temple. The words, “Verbal abuse notwithstanding” came to mind, and also the song “The Prayer”.

I dreamt that a girl (works at Starbucks), with short blonde hair, was walking to work, at Target, at night in the rain. She had two children with her (boy and girl? 8 – 10?). I was in a parking lot that she was walking next to. She was walking from right to left.

The entrance to the lot wasn’t a straightforward entrance, but looked more like an on / off ramp of a freeway, with one lane curved, which was was across from me on my left. I decided to give her a ride to work.

As I turned and waited for my turn to go, she crossed the street, going to a house that looks like an old small craftsman style. The paint was white, and chipped. A front window had been smashed / broken in pieces outside. She was sweeping it up. She angrily said something but don’t remember what.

I dreamt that I was telling Stephanie that lately I was waking up feeling like I had had sex.

(From Nov 26, 2017 Deloitte and Touche)

I dreamt that the old man neighbor was turning gay. He was wearing wedge (?) shoes (the one with cork), and a shirt / coat that had pink stripes / blocks. When he wore these shoes, he had to look further down on his wife.

As for her, when I heard her voice, but couldn’t see, her voice sounded fake. 

The tax firm Deloitte and Touche keeps coming to mind.

I dreamt about a couch behind a fireplace that was mostly hidden, only being able to see the right end of it. It was a place to go when wanting to “get away from it all”, but still being visible in case of being needed.

(From Nov 22, 2017 Devil In Me)

I dreamt that when someone touched me, they could feel a sensation of the devil in me. I was giving some type of drink to get rid of it / him. It may have been some type of egg mixture (?). 

As I drank it, I could see that there was a bit of powder at the bottom that didn’t get mixed in. I was able to get it loose somehow. I didn’t hate the drink, it wasn’t horrible, but it wasn’t great either. It was tolerable. I could start to feel my body doing something shortly after drinking.

(From Nov 19, 2017 Complete)

I dreamt that there was a Christmas present missing under the tree. Someone put one there, and then it (Christmas?) was complete.

Delphinium

(From Nov 28, 2017)

I dreamt that I went up to Utah for the Christmas devotional with mom, Amy, Judy, and Micalanne. We were in a bedroom with a log bunk bed. There was a shelf on the top of the wall for the top bunk to use. Micalanne used it.

I was down on the floor near the foot of the beds. The carpet was dark color, and a bit loose. I was making it make little waves. Micalanne asked me how I did that. I either told her, or showed her. 

I made a design on a piece of paper with rows of small squares that had blue, red, and I think some other colors so that they almost looked brown. Micalanne got upset at me for using those colors. I told her that it was because it was made for me. She kept going on.

It was lightly snowing outside. I decided why not take some pictures for the people back home. There were some silver candlesticks (?) on a table near the window, so I decided to take a picture of those. I used one of the settings I had recently found, then was looking for to turn the flash off looking through the other settings. 

At the devotional, one of the apostles has his scriptures, which are thick, and is talking about books in the bible that I had never heard before. A group of pages on the right side of his scriptures are folded up, starting from the middle. He puts them down, smooths them down. This is before the program starts. 

Mom is sitting with these additional books, in large print. She had them mailed there, so it arrived in the box, while she was sitting there. It was as big as her lap. She had to move what she had on her lap. It seems as though one of the additional books was named Delphinium.

I had a bit of red polish on. I started putting clear on top, and the red went away, so I reapplied the red. I accidentally smudged it a bit, but it still looked good, and I reapplied the clear to seal it.

(From Nov 27, 2017 Closure)

I dreamt that dad had done some grocery shopping. I don’t know where mom was. He had gotten some meat patties, and some other form of meat I think, but don’t remember, and some cut and trimmed celery sticks, and cubed butter / margarine.

He also got some food from a fast food place, I think, but don’t know where, and don’t remember what. He didn’t put the food away. I found it still out the next day. I took the clear bag with celery and butter and started putting the celery in the freezer, out of the bag.

I dreamt about Tony Curtis and his first wife (don’t know how many he had) had recently split and their two children (both girls?) were feeling the affects of the split. His wife was slowly pacing in / by front of the front door, crying beside herself. She finally decided to meet with him for closure, and peace.

I dreamt that a girl was on a skateboard coming down a hill so steep that vehicles couldn’t drive up. I was worried for her not knowing how she could stop. 

She was actually behind the skateboard trying to catch it and get on. She finally made it to the bottom where it was level. I didn’t see how she got there.

I dreamt that the Ghost Adventures crew were up in the mountains. I saw the mountains lit up from the headlights of the cars, which were few. There was a flat spot, and Zak Bagans was there wearing a white shirt.

He was standing behind / next to a podium (?). He was praying that the crew would be safe as they did their investigation. There was a headlight on the ground with something attached to it (like an antenna) from an old car.

One of the guys stuck it in a hole in the front right by the bumper. They eventually took it out in case someone who knew where it had come from saw it and c/would’ve gotten upset that they had it.

Stop It

I asked the same question (Am I supposed to leave this house?) I dreamt that after taking a shower, and turning off the wall heater unit, I heard the switch move back and forth. I said, “Stop it!” I then heard what sounded like a cat jumping off my bed on to the floor.

(The bathroom is a Jack and Jill design. The heater was where the pocket door is for the other room, on the right, being in the dark.)

I dreamt that Amy was naked, covered some, on my bed, to my left. Micalanne was there, on her right. I remembered that I saw Mic walk in as I was walking to my room. Everything in the room, except Mic’s clothes, is white.

I dreamt that Wendy was saying something about putting the orange and white tabby outside because of something to do with (the) food. I nonchalantly said, “That’s what you think.” She then said something about my mom (she was going to tell her?). I then said, “As if she’s in charge.”

Someone then came in and commented about how I had said the cat was narrowly wide.

I dreamt that Kyle (?) shazamed a song that was playing and found out that it was from Queen called, “Creek” (I was looking over my Facebook memories and saw that I shared Creek Stewart’s page, if that’s the connection). I went looking through Greg’s music for it. He said that he didn’t have it.

I dreamt that someone was telling us (family?), outside, how my mom and dad met (different story), using boards. I started crying because I was missing my dad.

(From Dec 28, 2018 Mean)

I dreamt that a man’s wife lost a child. Though this man was down on his belly on the ground, overlooking a hill, I could tell that he was tall and strong. He had long (shoulder / blade) curly brown hair. Someone else may have mistaken him for being mean, or at least, not nice / kind.

(From Dec 26, 2018 Pushy)

I dreamt that I was on a bus, near the front, going on an onramp to the freeway that curved to the right. I was a little frightened, warning the driver about the big trucks, of all kinds, that they’re fast and pushy.

I dreamt that I was in a diner (?), and saw a vehicle coming toward the building that looked like a double decker bus from England. 

Torn Down

I asked, “Who is masquerading as me?” I dreamt that Pete Burns had bought some property / island that had a torn down building (didn’t see, only sensed). There was also a bridge (?) that only crossed over half way (his side? mainland?).

I dreamt that I was married to a young Steve and having sex. We were on a couch in the front (?) room where a / the big window is. I was on top and doing the “pumping”, looking at the size of his dick as I was doing so. Somehow he was able to bend his head down to my vulva.

I dreamt about being close to a tree and there were two owls that had flown there, close enough for me to touch. It was dark / night.

I dreamt about people at (the) church. There were a lot of events happening. Someone had returned home from their mission (to a third world country?).

A guy mentioned that he had heard one of the leaders, of the church, talk, in person (?). I asked, “What’s his name?” He didn’t / couldn’t give an answer (?). Didn’t remember the name?

I dreamt (same dream?) that a guy had returned from war. His right leg, from knee to ankle, was bandaged up several inches. He had been riddled with pellets. 

He had to return to get 4, or 5, more out of his ankle area. He was reluctant because of having to take all that wrapping off and having surgery again, but eventually was persuaded to go.

There was a tray with all the other pellets that had been taken out. A female nurse was counting them. She got to the teens then stopped because there were so many of them.

I dreamt (same dream?) that I was watching an old MTV show and three sisters from junior high were on it. I pointed them out to the people I was with.

I dreamt that a guy asked me if I wanted to go get some beer after church. I told him, “No. You know that we’re not supposed to drink beer.” I was going to say that I’ll have some root beer, but didn’t say anything.

(From Feb 5, 2018 Personality)

I dreamt of a couple who had won the lottery and had kept their fun personalities. 

(From Feb 4, 2018 Royalty)

I dreamt something about that the Royals (royalty) had killed each other.

(From Feb 3, 2018 Scary Place)

I asked if Ali and I are supposed to have children. I dreamt that I was with a couple people (guy and girl?), and it had something to do with going into a scary place. 

The girl made some type of arrow thing in the shape of a square. She made two for both arms.

I dreamt of white studios / 1 bedroom apartments on a strip of land in a row. They were in the shape of a ‘P’ but with corners. I was standing across the street from them, and I made a comment, questioning that someone had called the road (?) in between a hallway. I only saw two end pieces, so I’m speculating that there was a space between the second and third.

(I read a story about an interracial couple in Texas who looking at a house that was being built, getting out of their car to look around. When they were in the back of the house, they heard the windows of their car being broken. There was a white lady doing it because she didn’t want them there.)

I dreamt that I was walking, and on my left, there was a man mowing (?) his lawn that was on a hill. I told him that I heard what happened (his wife of a different race though I didn’t see her), and that I was sorry. He replied, but don’t remember what he said.

His wife had gone to the airport to get their daughter who had been in Yemen. When the daughter arrived, I was holding her on my back, and excitedly told her that there were visitors inside the house, and asked if she wanted to see. She didn’t give an answer, but had a bit of a wary look.

The mother had gone away again to get their younger son who was in Africa. I still had not seen her. 

(From Feb 2, 2018)

I dreamt of a book named “Mercare”. There was a subtitle, but don’t remember it.

Edga

Wasn’t Needed 

(From March 23, 2018)

I dreamt that I was able to fly and I was flying over people that I was at a gathering with. No one looked up, and so never saw me. While I was flying, I saw a fast moving car coming from right to left. I was afraid that it would hit the people but it slowed down as it got closer. I finally came back down. A little while later I tried again to fly but wasn’t able to. I figured that it was because it wasn’t needed this time.

I dreamt that I saw a small white a – frame house (about the size of the school / church combo used in the 1800’s) on its right side (on a hill?) surrounded by green grass all over. 

I dreamt I was inside (this building?) and on the right side in front of me, was a small round table with a couple things on it. One of them was a b&w art piece / drawing / illustration of a woman’s face looking slightly to her right with eyes closed with right arm under her chin with her hair flowing down on her right.

(From March 22, 2018 Back To Me)

I dreamt that I was a passenger being driven somewhere. It was dark outside. The guy who was driving was tall and lean and Christian. He may even have had blonde hair. 

On the left, we drove past some businesses (small like a strip mall) and at the end of the building was a residence with the front big window open. There was a table horizontal with the window.

There were people sitting around it. The owner was on the left and his wife on the right. I heard what sounded like mom’s voice and I may have mentioned it out loud because someone acknowledged that she was there. I then saw her sitting between the table and window with her back to me. 

I dreamt that the driver was standing and his shirt (polo type?) was untucked and a bit longer than usual. I was thinking how lucky he was not to have to wear a dress like me.

I dreamt that we were at an event / exhibition / ? where crystals were being shown one in each room. There was a couple there and I knew (?) that they practiced tantric sex to become closer. 

In one room was a crystal, palm size, with a knife size opening on the left. It may have been in the pink family? The lady, in the room, showed how you could still see water inside by placing a knife (like a pocket knife type) in the opening, and somehow was able to bring out some that had formed into a ball mixed with the crystal.

It flew in the air, almost as if in space, into another lady’s mouth, who ate it. 

I woke with the words, “I can’t be who you are” from Linkin Park’s song “Leave Out (All The) Rest”.

Pregnancy

I asked, “How do I find a way out?” I dreamt that I was in the beginning (within 4 months) of being pregnant and some liquids / fluids were coming / leaking out of me, which was normal (for pregnant women), and a little bit of green diarrhea. I was grossed out by it and was (almost) crying. 

I dreamt that I was pregnant (same duration) in Bible times (area, Rome? felt like it) at night, but I was wearing modern clothes. 

There was a diagonal opening, between two walls (?), to the left (like on the freeway). The one on the left had some glowy turquoise (?) color at the end, as if it had been dipped. The color was the color identity of the people on that side. 

I started to leave, and got about a football field length away. The people were frantically searching for “the” baby. I decided to go back.

I showed, what looked like a hospital bracelet that I had on my left wrist, to one of the searchers. I either mentioned, or it was written on the bracelet, that this baby had traveled / will have traveled the most miles. This was significant as it put the baby on the same level of importance as Christ.

I dreamt that I was outside at night at someone’s house (?) looking up at the sky and it looked like a bunch of orbs covering the sky. The wife, who was inside, had a name for it but don’t remember. Orb was in the name.

I dreamt that I was in a bed next to the right of another two person bed. I don’t know if it was big enough to be a queen. A young Steve was lying on the left side of that bed. 

I was looking at a gif of a forest / nature scene that had a black oval / thumbprint shape, tilted / leaning a bit to the left, show up in the front middle of the scene. It was there for several seconds then left.

Mom, and Steve (as he is now) came in. Mom was wearing a (black?) robe, covering herself, not wearing garments. I was thinking of asking Steve for a blessing, and that way the family w /could find out about the pregnancy. They left with me forgetting to ask.

The young Steve then moved over to my side of that bed and I was pushing him back over.

I dreamt of bike riding (the last of it) with a black guy and we decided to sit and rest / take a break where some people were. 

I then was holding only the frame of my bike, to set it down. After doing so, and turning back around to sit, I noticed that the guy was sitting in front of me. 

I started to get up to move forward to be next to him, on his left. He then raised up some money, with his right hand, telling me to get a drink. I asked him if he wanted anything and he skittishly said no.

I dreamt that I was in water (mid calf?) with a bunch of frogs. I didn’t want to touch them, and didn’t want them to touch me. I wanted out of there.

I dreamt that I was in an inexpensive store, with a couple other people. As we were leaving, or going to another section, to the left, I noticed several suitcases piled on their side on the floor. I thought that they looked like temple bags / cases.

I dreamt that I was in a store (same?) that had car rides (like the train rides) for the children while the parents were shopping. I may have been pregnant again. I was sitting in line, up front, with the other children. 

There were some already seated, waiting for the ride to begin. They didn’t seem bothered by the wait. While waiting, I saw (in mind?) a real vehicle driving, and seeing the bumps / vibrations from it moving (like in a movie / show).

Up ahead, to the right, was a doorway / opening to go to a different section. I saw lights beaming in to the store on the other side. It was from parents coming to pick up their child / children. I then wondered if that was so, or if someone / thing was going to walk in where I was, with the lights. No one / thing did.

A lady then showed up, walking from behind me on my left, to the aisle in front of me where the children were waiting, walking to the left, to pick up her daughter (didn’t see), saying that it was the second day of freedom everlasting. I assumed that she meant from her husband and that they would always have money so that she didn’t have to work.

I dreamt of seeing a girl in a shopping cart (same store?) looking back to the space behind the cart, and talking. She was in front of me to my right. I wanted to ask her who she was talking to but didn’t know if I should.

She then saw me looking at her and froze for a couple seconds then started back up again. I figured that whoever she was talking with told her that I’m ok and won’t think that she’s crazy.