Cleaning It Up

I dreamt that I was getting up from bed with Kyle on my right. Someone dropped small pieces of food (corn?) on the bed by the pillows. I was cleaning it up.

I dreamt of being outside (?) and needing to get Kyle’s black loafer shoes that were on the ground a short distance in front of us.

I dreamt that new sandals were already coming apart with some of the twine (?) straps coming out/disappearing.

I dreamt that I was driving slowly in front of a brown strip mall that was shaped like a “C”. I was at the bottom of the C, trying to look at the names of the different shops. They were barely there.

I was conscious of the people behind me but figured they could see that there were people, including children, in front of me. It looked like there was an open market in front of these other stores.

I finally decided to go around one of the square stalls/shop. On the other side were bookshelf carts with items for sell, like at D.I. I saw some small baskets with handles on them. I knew I had been looking for some but for bigger ones.

I dreamt that there was an orange and white tabby playing around (ours passed away) and I started crying. I was trying to look at the face but couldn’t get a (full) view.

I dreamt that I was in back of a trash truck with someone else. There were some bricks in there. When we got to the dump site, the driver drove up and over, like a loop. A couple bricks floated but didn’t harm me.

I dreamt that I was in a secluded circle looking at two story separated row houses. They were a dark rust color. I said out loud, “OK”. I then walked on a thin concrete path to go out.

A black woman showed up to also go out as I opened the door. I held the door for her and she kindly thanked me. I had a black bag on my left shoulder with a pink (?) blanket showing, enough to see it was there. I may have been wondering if she had seen it.

(From Oct. 31, 2019) Lifehouse Husbands

I dreamt that I was somewhere with several other people. We had sleeping bags but I don’t know how long we were there. I was lying down on something and noticing my left thigh had beginnings of some bruises along with red lines. I then looked at my arms and saw dark bruises up and down both of them.

There was a girl lying down at my feet. There was an instructor on top of her back to show her how to do something. I was thinking something about how she must love that blanket.

This guy then shows me a video they took of me while I was sleeping. I was on my back and a small amount of blood came out of my right nostril and stayed there.

The instructor was sitting on my right, so I put my hands on his left knee and nonchalantly told him that I have spirits. This place may have been called Lifehouse Husbands/Husbandry.

(From Oct. 30, 2019) Blocking Progress

I dreamt that I was driving along a road when I saw some people up ahead lounging around, facing my direction. I honked at them to move but they wouldn’t. I then saw that there was a chasm between us blocking my progress. It was too wide to jump/cross it.

(From Oct. 29, 2019) Walking Long Distances

I dreamt that Adele became thin and as she was losing weight she became ugly.

I dreamt that I saw an 80’s YouTube clip of a tv show that had Maribeth Decker and Marie Osmond as guests on an episode. I was wanting to share it to Maribeth’s animal communicator Facebook Page that I’m a part of but I was having trouble sharing/it wasn’t working.

Maribeth had about shoulder length hair in the video. I was telling someone who I was with about her now being an animal communicator and that I’m part of her group.

I dreamt something about dad becoming physical/visible so I could see him.

I dreamt that there was a guy I knew who went to the same mission as me. We had come back home and the landscape by his house had changed. I was mentioning/reminding him how I had said about how I had walked long distance(s).

Be With Someone Else

I asked the question, “Don’t do what?” (Nov. 1, 2019) I dreamt that my skin on my legs was opening up in different spots. Some were small holes and some were big. One of the big ones was on my left thigh.

There was a computer motherboard in there. I was frantic about what was happening to me. I tried to look inside my leg to see all that was there but could only see a little.

There must’ve been people around me, or at least one person, who I was trying to get their attention to help me.

I dreamt that I was by the closets in my room with a new husband. I was thinking it was weird to be with someone else. There were several small open bags of cat food in the closet with the tops rolled down.

One of them was separated from the others on the left so I brought it over with the others. I wasn’t wearing any pants.

(From yesterday) Didn’t Care

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I either saw a picture, or in person, a naked woman bending over, with the head up to. There were different animals (with their hands?) going up her back. I was thinking of supporting her by coloring them in (if a picture) or giving her money.

I dreamt of Ali telling me that he wants to “pack it in” (have sex).

I dreamt that I was naked, sitting with my knees covering my breasts. I was with people and didn’t care that others saw. We were getting ready to go to church. There was a female who wore a dress with spaghetti straps that went down past her breasts. She looked like a prostitute. She had on a lot of makeup. I wondered what the people at church would react/think of her.

After sacrament meeting, or after all of the services, I was walking in the back of the chapel from right to left. I saw an older man standing behind a cafeteria style cart giving out food. At first I wasn’t going to say anything, but as I got closer I decided to.

I mentioned to him that (I thought) we’re not supposed to do business on Sunday. He responded, “We’re not.” I then realized that that was true because I didn’t see any money being exchanged.

I dreamt that a guy told me, at the church, that he likes to hear me sing.

(From Nov. 2012) Swollen

I dreamt that my hands were swollen.

(From Dec. 18, 2019) Acting

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Ali & I have our beds next to each other. His was on the left. I started fingering myself, thinking he would want to do some also. He didn’t as he fell asleep once he laid down on the bed.

I then felt something at the left corner of the foot of my bed. I’m not able to move my head to look over at Ali. I start having trouble breathing, as if there’s a lot of smog.

I’m able to move my hands so I start grabbing the edges of the bed and try to cast her out so he knows she’s there but she won’t let me speak the words and no sound comes out. He doesn’t respond.

I then start calling out for mom, still moving my hands. Ali still doesn’t respond.

Before waking, the phrase, “Pita is an Outback (Australia) woman.”

I dreamt that I was standing on the right side of Ali’s lifted bed, noticing a red/maroon towel folded half over with the open side to the foot of the bed. It was up by his pillow under his blankets. I thought that was weird, but then it wasn’t because he does weird stuff.

I dreamt that I was on the right side of another lifted bed. There’s a black woman with either a Hispanic or Arabic man. I didn’t get a good look. I was holding her hand. They’re acting.

She’s wearing pajama’s. At first they’re asleep, but she then says something to him (about me?). I look away to my right as he gets up. There’s something reflective in front of me. I see his hairy legs under the covers, realizing that he’s naked, which surprises me.

A second later, after getting dressed, he’s on top of her, giving her a hard thrust./hump It startled me so I let go. She laughs at that and tells the guy that I jumped back because of this.

Pirate

I dreamt that I was in / among some grove trees that were lined up/in a bunch. I was thinking about murderers who had been here in the past. I then got an uneasy feeling of danger.

I then saw two men, one older one a bit younger, happily crossing several yards in front of me from right to left. They didn’t see me/look my direction. I thought the older man looked like a pirate because of the way he styled his hair. The younger may have had a bushy mustache and beard.

There were children from the neighborhood outside playing. I rushed to warn Amy and mom. Mom started walking bent/hunched over. The older man playfully picked up two of the children in both arms and holding them as if they were footballs. I told Amy to warn the parents.

One of the children mentioned that the younger one looked like the older. I then assumed/surmised that they were father and son.

(From yesterday) Noise

I dreamt that I was at Marie Osmond’s home with her family and friends for a gathering. We were in the family room, which was secluded from the rest of the house. I was thinking that I would’ve opened it up for more space to move around. I thought it was small for the size of her family, but big enough for a smaller family. In the beginning, she was doing something on the computer that was here .

I saw Marie Osmond and was going to tell her that I saw her being interviewed (by Natalie Ledwell? Blonde lady). I was picturing the interview as I was saying it. The lady interviewing was sitting on the left facing forward. Marie was on her right facing my direction. They were several yards in front of me.

I mentioned that in the interview it was brought up that the reason for the family getting into entertainment was because the older deaf brother had heard a noise. I wanted to ask her about that but wasn’t able to.

I then saw an older sister with long blonde hair. She had a flat stomach, or at least her pants made it look that way. I asked her about it but she also wasn’t able to answer because of something happening with a girl behind (?) me. She had bumps on her skin.

Marie had a young daughter (11/12) who was deaf. They had a TTY in the backyard when the daughter was outside playing so she could see the messages that Marie left for her.

Everyone was then going somewhere to eat/taking food with us. A woman, and a couple others, wanted to ride along with me because I had an SUV (grey? blue? ice blue? Ford Expedition?) that had (she had mentioned one word describing this)places to put their foods/stuff.

We were then in San Bernardino helping to level the ground for new construction. Regular vehicles were being used instead of heavy machinery. The sky was dusty because of this.

(From Nov. 7, 2019) Singing

I dreamt that I was washing my hands/arms (in the kitchen?). I was singing as I was doing so. I looked back over my right a couple times, thinking that Ali would be happy that I was singing.

I dreamt that I was with a female on a road on a hill (?). There were big rocks on the side to the left. I never saw her but knew she was there.

There was a black bug flying around with the tip of an orange and white (different) cat’s tail in it’s mouth. The cat was flying curled up as if on the ground, with head up, not hanging/drooping. He didn’t look like he was being harmed.

The bug then went down to the rocks beyond our view. I suggested that we go to help the cat before it gets stung and dies.

As I was walking along the rocks, there was a weird black spider (or two) with long skinny legs to the left in front of my foot. I squished it before it do anything to me.

Blow Up

I asked the question, “How do I block that (Utah) girl from entering my body?” I dreamt that I was “hiding” at the end of an overgrown field of weeds (?) from a creepy man who says that he likes me.

I dreamt that I was with people somewhere and a leader made me a new light blue jogging suit.

I dreamt that there was a young couple who had a stack of blue tube like things on a piece of land next to water. They were going to blow them up. The other people in the area didn’t want to help, saying that they’re toxic.

While they were preparing to blow those up, I was looking at a map of locations to find what I was looking for. Two of the places were “just” over the border in Mexico. I didn’t want to go to those places so I looked over the other spots.

I then heard a small boom and asked the lady, “That’s it?”, surprised that the explosion wasn’t much louder.

I was then in a different area (their home?) with them and their two young children. There was another young couple with their two young children. The boy of the other couple and the first man hit face to face. I didn’t see it happen but the man was holding his lip as if it was split open.

I had a set of utensils that i had rinsed off but didn’t know where to set them because there were some clean dishes in a rack over the sink. The first lady saw that I didn’t know what to do with them so she took them.

She asked me how we met, trying to remember. I told her that I had come in to do/get something when she was there.

(From yesterday) Locked

I asked the same question. I saw a woman lifting the driver door handle of a white car with her left hand but it was locked.

I dreamt something about a boy with blisters on his back because he wasn’t covered. We were on a path in a hurry (?) to go somewhere. He was behind me on my right. I was telling someone to go check on him.

(From Sept. 26, 2019) Moving

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was going after Steve to clean up the glass that he broke instead/before a girl that mom had brought in to clean.

I dreamt that I was with a young Steve (?) in a white apartment (?) building, moving through the halls fast. I was telling him to look for a 4 bedroom place on a corner.

(From Sept. 25, 2019) Bring Water

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was in a basement (?) with other people (family?). There was a darkened area in front of us because of it being night. Someone was mentioning seeing a lit candle on the floor under a table.

I think I was the one to light it so I went to look, taking a flashlight with me. I did see the candle after moving some things that were in front of it. There was a short line of fire going horizontally across on the left and right of the candle. (As if the circle is the candle)

I smeared some of the melted wax that was on the floor to extinguish the left side but made it worse. I put some snow over it and told the others to bring water for the right side.

I dreamt that I was having people line up (on a stage?) according to height. There was an overweight woman the same height as me and I asked her about Linda (online) also being the same height because she wasn’t there and this woman knew her. Linda then showed up.

Throat tattoo

Delete A Song

I asked, “How do I add more heat?” I dreamt that I deleted a song I had been listening to, which was sung by Shania Twain about a friend, because Giuseppe didn’t like it.

He was wearing all black. I pleaded with him to be able to listen to it, maybe even grabbing his clothes (?), as he was standing in front of me. I know that I will get it back and be able to listen to it again after he leaves because he won’t be coming back.

I dreamt that I was at work at the end of the day. I was sitting at a counter (?), kinda squished with Travis sitting on my right. His mom may have been there also (?).

I am wearing red sweats that were cut to be made into shorts. He put his left hand on my thigh. I don’t remember why.

A lady came and told me to hurry (?) and follow her. As I was doing so, I was thinking of Travis and wondering what he was thinking.

I was then in a room with a handful of people. These people were here because someone of their family / they knew had died. I was told that Ali had died because of the high blood pressure he’s had recently. I was waiting and watching for him to come and show himself to me. He never did.

A young girl was telling us how to prepare ourselves for when someone dies, getting emotional as she was talking. One by one, families of these people came to take them home.

I was then walking to the parking lot with all the other workers to go home. A younger version of Amy, a girl from my teenage years, was standing on my right and had to get my attention before telling me that she was here to take me home.

(From yesterday) Branch Out

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Lorelei had shown up at the door with a short tree branch with short branched out limbs. There was some orange moss on the stem.

She was eating the bark without any trouble chewing. She said that the orange and white tabby can’t eat the moss because both of them are from Sweden / Swedish.

(From Sept. 17, 2019) Still Conscious

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was in an airplane, standing in front of the pilot, who was seated, not in the cockpit. There was a lady behind him to the left. The area was shaped like a rainbow, as if on a spaceship.

For some reason I punched him in the nose, turning it purple, causing him to lean to the left. Thinking he became unconscious, I frantically asked the lady behind him if she could fly a plane. I then saw that he was still conscious.

(From Sept. 16, 2019) Long Inhales

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was hiding in a corner among people so that no one would see me smoking. I was taking long inhales to get it over with, so I wouldn’t get caught, but still enjoying the experience. I would then puff out circles.

I dreamt (same?) that I was watching a transgender on tv, standing behind a pulpit. This person was wearing white and the pulpit may have been white, talking about some guy who had said something about gays. This person on tv was saying how s/he didn’t like that, repeating it several times. After she said that, the audience made some noise. I was thinking, “So what. That person has the right to say what he wants, and by saying you don’t like what he said, you don’t have the right to censor him.”

The scene closed in on the face and I could see that it was a woman wanting to be a male. It was obvious that she shaves. She was wearing glasses and had short dark hair. Her name was Dawn.

This show was game show where she would do monologues in between. After saying this, she went back to the participants, calling them by their family names, as it was family against family. She was getting them ready for their next assignment.

They were in a warehouse setting and had to do warehouse jobs the fastest. I didn’t see much of them but saw their movements.

Someone said, ” I barely caught that” before I woke.

(From Sept. 15, 2019) Guide People

I asked the same question. I dreamt something about being in line and turning around to go somewhere else. I had to walk past a guy with mental disabilities who was just standing there, with his back to me, not moving.

A lady who was with him had to help him move. I walked past him on the left.

I dreamt about being at General Conference when people are coming in to get their seats. Pres. Nelson tells them to sit so there’ll be time for questions (?).

There’s an overweight man trying to guide the people. I see him later sitting next to a thin woman as they’re paying attention to a short film that being shown. I was thinking something about her loving him despite his size.

My dad is sitting, talking loudly at the screen. I don’t remember what he’s saying. It’s semi applicable to what is being shown. The family / I’m worried that he might continue and say something that wasn’t relevant.

I dreamt something about being at grandma’s house, waiting for someone who’s birthday it is (?). There’s a young Mexican boy who is in charge of the card. He puts it in the side of a nightstand / side table that had pockets on the sides, among some magazines.

It’s around 5:30 and some people who showed up won’t be able to stay until 6:30, when the party is supposed to happen. The guy hugs another older man who is sitting because he isn’t able to stand well because of his back bones. He’s hunched over / twisted.

I’m walking out of grandma’s room into the kitchen and see Steve sitting in front of me doing something. I don’t know if I should acknowledge him as I walk past him to the right.

Someone puts music (?) on the tv. I’m wanting a piece of the cake, which is chocolate and is underneath the tv. I grab it and see that there’s no frosting, and someone has sliced off some of the edges instead of cutting a regular piece.

I dreamt that I’m on a bus (?) with a wide aisle. There’s a young black girl who works for the company, standing in the aisle, and is naked. She is naked for a reason, but don’t remember why.

She has a wide butt. As I’m walking off, I mention to someone who is behind me to my left, that if I had that body I wouldn’t be naked.

I dreamt (same?) that I was concerned at first whether I was on the correct route for going home. I then was able to see that I was.

I dreamt that Amy kept wanting her Emily, as a 3-4 yr old, to be the one giving the prayers, even when she doesn’t want to. I was wanting someone to tell her that if Emily is the only one saying the prayer, she’ll turn against it as she gets older.

I dreamt that there was a group of teenagers in a band practicing. It was obvious one of the guys, playing one of the guitars, was high. One of the girls was discouraged about this. He mentioned that that he wanted to go to a certain place after practice that was known for getting drugs.

There was a new restaurant that had just opened recently with only the female owner working there. These teenagers wanted to go there to get jobs to help. The area looked to be in the mountains, or only resembled being in the mountains.

Inside the restaurant was a wood singular bar counter circling another one that jutted out in the middle. There were picnic like tables outside. This new restaurant was next to the one the teens used to be regulars at.

Someone ordered meat slices. After several minutes, they left their food and took off, planning to come back. While waiting, I saw some other teens who were into punk walking past and behind me to my left. One of them had long blonde hair that was shaved on the sides. Another one had knee high black boots with buckles.

I was walking back to the restaurant and saw some of my clothes folded and on the ground next / under the tables. They may have been some rust colored ones I used to have.

The teens came back high with another man who was also high.

There was an older black man who used a walker. He seemed to be a regular. There was a rope (?) bordering the tables. The owner knew he wanted to duck under the rope to get in so she called out for someone to help him in.

Somewhere Else

I asked, “Do I need to go to the mountains?” I dreamt that I was outside in the desert / dirt area with millennials. They were is different small groups. The females were wearing 80’s style sunglasses. I also had some on. I was walking among them, checking them out. It was starting to get late but they still were planning to party somewhere else.

I dreamt (same?) that there were small storms coming and going. I ask Ali if there’s time for something.

There is an overweight woman with shortish brunette hair talking with him. She is doing something. (Utah girl?)

I am inside the San Bernardino home. I walk over to the big windows in the back. The sliding glass door is open some. One of the siamese cats is walking in front of me as I hurry to close it so that they won’t get out.

The siamese girl does get out and I follow to bring her in. I cry out, “No!No! No!” As I walk past the small rectangular kitchen window, I bang on it with my open palm to get Ali’s attention. He doesn’t respond because the woman is still there.

The grass is knee high. The cat walks diagonally to the right about 20 yards then comes back, passing me. I reach down into the grass to grab her but she gets away. After several attempts, I finally get a hold of her tail.

I dreamt that me and a couple other people were to clean the church before it started. A lady showed us a picture with the church in different sections for us. Mine was section “C”, where the children go. There was a theater marquee that pointed out like a triangle.

I knew where this section was but was having a hard time finding it. People were already showing up as I was walking around confused looking for it.

At last I did find it. I saw the marquee at the corner where two hallways meet. I thought to myself, “Ah, yes.”

I dreamt that those who come to have an abortion sit on a toilet in an open room, continuing on as if it was normal, continuing to converse with those she came with, waiting for the baby to drop / come out.

There was a cemetery next to this place for people who came to visit the deceased.

(From yesterday) No Soul

I asked the same question. I was told that the spirit doesn’t have a soul.

Someone asked, “I know I / probably shouldn’t be asking, but where’s the mare?”

(From Sept. 12, 2019) Dangerous

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was walking on a sidewalk at night. There was a man on a bike / bicycle going the other way on the street. For some reason I had the thought that he was dangerous, so I was hiding among the trees and bushes that were hanging over as I continued walking.

(From Sept. 11, 2019) Sold

I asked the same question. I dreamt something about $96, which is $4 short of $100. Somehow it worked out so that both Kyle and I got our $50 for the month.

I dreamt that I was going away for something and leaving mom in charge of the cats. The siamese girl and orange tabby got outside. I went out to bring them in so mom wouldn’t have to worry about finding them. They both came back in on their own. I had to remind myself that it was only for a couple days / over the weekend.

There was something about having my makeup and other stuff on a dresser and somehow knocking them over.

I dreamt that dad was taking us back to the house that he and mom had just sold to gather more of our stuff. I don’t know why it wasn’t all packed up to begin with. There was still quite a bit left. I didn’t see the stuff getting put in boxes, but was rather grabbed.

We may have had to drive down a driveway to get to our old house. Seems there was something about the house and having to dig further down. Adding a basement?

Micalanne and I came back with an Asian guy, or had Asian in him. He was a representative of an Asian company / corporation that was buying up houses.

When we got to the street, I noticed that other houses that had also been sold and bought by this Asian company / corporation, now looked like square two – three story apartment buildings because of having an addition on top.

They were light brown (?) with dark trim. The back sides of them hung over the land, like on a hill.

I was thinking about dreams that I’ve recently read that others have had where people are starting to conform / be the same as others and if you don’t, then you’ll be persecuted.

I asked this guy if the company / corporation is waiting for the owners of the other unbought houses to move so that they can be bought. I don’t remember his response buy I don’t think he gave a direct one, or he simply said that he didn’t know to avoid answering.

Inside the house, I saw several sunny dresses in my old closet. A few of them I had bought when I was with Kyle. I hesitated before grabbing them, not sure if I should.

Micalanne and this guy were in a different room not making any noise. I don’t know what they were doing.

We then went over to the house across the street. Seems it also used to belong to us. There was a short old woman trying to get ready to move but may have been confused (?). She was missing some of her teeth.

She had a mattress with a stain of a drop of blood. I was thinking that if this was my mattress, I would’ve cleaned it up.

She was talking with this Asian guy but don’t remember / know what they were saying.

For some reason I brought the siamese, who was up on a cupboard / shelf so I grabbed her as we were about to leave.

Micalanne and this guy were again in a room together (or was it only once?). As I was waiting for them, I saw several copies of her scriptures so I grabbed some.

(I’m not sure about what happened at which house.)

(From Sept. 10, 2019) Nothing There

I asked the same question. I don’t remember any dreams but I woke up and looked at the time. It was 4:04. In computer terms, it means that nothing is there.

Meet

I asked, “How do I win the lottery?” I dreamt that I was at the end of a galley style of cupboards in a kitchen with only enough room for one person. I was getting about 4 Hawaiian rolls out of a clear plastic sandwich bag that were extras from dinner. Judy is next to me, watching, and maybe taking one for herself. Micalanne also possibly could’ve been there.

I’m now outside in the front yard at night. There are also a couple people with me. One of them is a boyfriend of one of my friend’s/sister’s. They are are preparing me to meet his brother who had a sex change.

When I see him, he looks like a masculine female. I’m thinking that this isn’t a guy with a sex change. She is behind me in a squared off garden that is between two apartment buildings. She says something and then goes inside the building on the right.

She and I are then walking through a building that she is remodeling/updating. She is wearing a white hazmat/painter’s suit. There is plastic all along the floors. The walls look like flour has been thrown on them.

I mention that this reminds me of a nursing home (that I used to work in?). I see a couple of people in one of the rooms on the right.

We are back outside and there is a park downhill from us. It’s dark down there because low light. There is a concrete bench, with back towards us, with a lamp to the left shining down on it.

There is a man sitting on the left at the end, positioned so as to be looking at us with his right arm resting on the top of the back. He has dark skin and hair. She points him out to me. It takes a couple seconds to see him. We then walk back inside.

There are big windows in front of me and to the right. I’m a safe distance away from them. I tell this woman to get away from them (I don’t see her), or hide under them. She gets perturbed/frustrated because she left a shoe outside, so she says.

We then see an ambulance, or two, about to head down to the park. One of them is facing to the right and bounces a little back and forth as it’s getting ready to go down. This man is playing a game of “Where can I put it?” The body? Somewhere in there were detectives.

I dreamt that Lenny Kravitz had 7, or 8, children with a white woman. They were all lined up, according to age with the mother and oldest at the beginning on the left, to see a movie. Lenny was holding the youngest, a baby.

I was across from them by the wall. There were people walking back and forth between us. I was clicking a pen as I was walking over and thinking to myself that I don’t like it when other people do that, so why am I doing it?

The thought came to me to thank Martha Stewart for putting something on fire.

I dreamt something about drinking something and looking at the ingredients list. I notice that marijuana is one of them. I remember my reaction as being, “Oh.”

(From yesterday) Symbology

I asked the same question. There was something about symbology.

I dreamt something about a freedom song.

(From Sept. 2, 2019) Engage

I asked the same question. The phrase, “The closer you are to family, the closer you are to the earth” came to mind.

I dreamt that I was working with developmentally challenged adults again. I usually didn’t interact with them outside of the workplace. This day/evening, though, I decided to go ahead and engage with them while we were waiting to get picked up and taken back to the building.

They were in a line and two of them were next to each other wearing a matching outfit with one wearing the top and the other wearing the bottom(shorts/pants). I usually teased them about wearing “my” clothes, so that’s what I did.

I also noticed one of the guys standing by himself away from the line who would sometimes bend backwards so that it looked like he was bent in half. He would then come back straight.

I dreamt (same?) that I was holding a tiny newborn up to my left shoulder with only (?) diapers on. She was fussy and I didn’t know why. The right edge of her diaper was brown and sagging, but I didn’t feel anything inside. She finally calmed down.

While I was holding her, the bottom of one of her feet was sliced off, like a piece of bread. I don’t know why. There was no blood, or anything. The bottom was still covered with skin.

I then saw her as an older woman, a grandma. She was of mixed ethnicity. She was walking toward me, though not since I wasn’t there. It was her birthday, or someone else in the family. She was walking slowly because of her foot, but she got to her destination.

I dreamt that the outside lights were in the back were off, causing my bedroom to be dark.

I dreamt that I was taking a tour of an old ship. Somehow it ended up with a bridge going across the middle part, width wise. It wan’t part of the ship.

I was thinking that if these people here were to fall into the water, they would be safer because the water wasn’t as deep, or as wide as where the Titanic is, so that they would be able to swim to land.

There was a group there from Utah. I heard them say where but don’t remember. Brigham City? Beaver?

There was an older lady who one of the guys kept addressing as Mayor when talking to her. She was dressed as if in the Old West/Pioneer days, but not in a dress.

She was sitting at a cafe(?) table with her right side to me. There was another lady sitting across from her cutting out some fabric to make a dress from one of the old dress patterns, from the Old West/Pioneer days, there for the people to use.

(From Sept. 1, 2019) Travel

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a guy had stubby/nubby fingers, as if they had been cut off. He had a thin gold ring and asked me to put it on his ring(?) finger. There was barely enough room for the ring. I wondered how it was able to stay on. When I did, a small drop of blood appeared.

I said something to him about his fingers. Irritated, he got on the phone to talk to someone about what had previously happened to him causing the short fingers.

I dreamt that I was back at D.I. in the back. I was with all new coworkers. On the right against the wall was a washer/dryer with a sign in front of it saying “Walmart”. Going into this washer/dryer was the way to travel there.

There was a girl who was about to go home/different part of the store. I told her to come look in another room. Larissa (an ex-coworker from a different place) was near the end of her pregnancy.

A local car dealer brought in, into the back of the building, an old (80’s?) Mustang. It was brown/had brown, with a sticker/decal that was peeling off. This was to replace the one she had that wasn’t going to work for her after having the baby.

The guy was sitting there to the left. Someone may have said something about how generous it was to bring this. He was nonchalant about it.

(From Aug. 31, 2019) Look and Find

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was looking for my glasses, even though I was able to see without them. I saw a pair of Micalanne’s that she had back in the 80’s. I tried them on but the lenses were dark, like shades/sunglasses, so I put them back. I don’t think I found mine.

Explosive

I asked, “What is the meaning of the numbers coming from the bird?” I dreamt that I was lying down on some grass. There was a small explosive ball chained with a short chain to my left (?) leg. I knew that I had been through this two persons ago, dying. I was thinking about my consciousness and what it would be like after I died / was gone.

There was a fire down to the explosive below my knee but never made it there. There was an open fence on my right and some friends / family drove through when they saw that nothing happened. I frantically waved them back in case something did happen.

(From yesterday) Future

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was with Greg and mom. The space reminded me of the garage area from the San Bernardino teenage house. Greg’s military boots are on the floor. The right one, which is placed on the left with the toe facing me as I’m on the floor, has a crack on the inside side up top.

A guy passes us, stopping on the way to check the boots out first. He says he would like them but we tell him about the crack and that otherwise I would have taken them for my future children. He then leaves.

Water comes flooding in and rising. I’m lying down on a bed trying to ignore it and get to sleep but it keeps rising. I ask mom something about it and then started crying because of her answer.

I dreamt (same?) that I forgot to pick up my glasses when I got up in the morning and am now walking around looking for them. I’m dressed except for a shirt. I’m thinking I need to put one on because my dad is there. I have to walk around different things on the floor, as if moving in / out, such as a short dark bookcase.

There’s a room in the middle where a guy has a bedroom, that I need to walk through. He has the doors closed, so I open them. He is lying on the bed and says that he is having a hard time getting back to sleep. I tell him that I hate it when that happens. I wanted to tell him about the leg lifts I do to help me get to sleep but decide not to.

He is walking and smiling at me. I look in the mirror and notice a few pieces of spices / herbs around my mouth area from the last time I ate. I assumed that he didn’t tell me because he thought it was cute.

He is now up and wearing a suit, excited to show me his Trump doll with a pull string that he has. It doesn’t work as he is showing it to me.

We are in New York state and he is saying something about Queens. I get excited when he says that it’s only half an hour away.

I saw a chalkboard on the wall to the right. I see written that there’s a show I used to watch is coming back and the premiere is next Tuesday. There is a website listed.

I hear a guy talking, trying to sound like a woman. I turn and see a tall broad man with dark hair to a little past his shoulders. He is talking to dad who is sitting on his right. They are both facing away from me, in front of me.

I dreamt that I’m awake and editing the dream with mom and Greg on a plastic bag (?), adding Amy’s name to it.

The lyric, “She’s got it. Yeah, Baby, she’s got it” from Bananarama’s Venus song comes to mind.

I dreamt that I’m awake and telling someone that I remember a dream where I’m driving on a two lane road at night that turns into a one lane road on the left. It looks like a mountain road.

I stopped right where the lane on the right ends, before merging to the left, and cried. Someone was in the car with me.

Before stopping, I drove over another car coming my direction, like Inspector Gadget, though I didn’t see when I dd. The car could’ve been a reddish maroon.

I dreamt that I was looking up at a building to a height this is roughly where a door would’ve been. There are three sculptures on the building of men. The one on the left is facing right (?). I’m asking if the (Utah) girl is finally gone. As the guy on the left is about to answer, some people show up, interrupting him.

(From August 5, 2019) Expecting

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was in a backyard, looking right, singing the words, “Can you hear me Major Tom? Can you HEAR me?” from David Bowie. I was thinking of Sowin, and expecting to see him.

I dreamt something about having papers in / on my left arm and blood on top. There wasn’t actual blood though. I was mentioning to a guy how ironic it is that there’s blood on top and bottom.

Misogynist

I asked, “What is the language?” I dreamt that a neighbor was known to take all the limes before I moved in. I was on a top bunk that was next to a window. The neighbor was in his house that was next to the window. The window was to my left, with someone in between. There was someone else, or more, on the bottom bunk. I had the limes up on the bed with me.

Someone entered through the door on the right. I didn’t see who it was but felt it was the neighbor. I then felt the bottom of the bed pressed up against my left leg. I then felt shocks coming up to my leg which were caused by a stun gun. It was kept there for several minutes. I woke with it still there.

Amy had gone out before this. When she came back, she said that she had met a guy and that they had “gotten fresh”, meaning that they had taken their shoes off. I think they were going to get married.

I dreamt something with Greg.

I dreamt that I was sitting with Steve when Greg came from behind and said something about me calling him a homo. I went over to him and he started squeezing my left arm so I pressed a pencil into his.

The word “Misogyny” came to mind.

I dreamt that I was looking for a space to park in a near empty parking lot. The spaces were diagonal to the left. There were some black people there.

I was then in a warehouse that was there. Near the entrance, I was on top of a stack of designed maroon low carpet floor tiles. I was hopping back and forth from side to side having fun on top of them.

There was a guy older than me outside who saw my head through the top windows and grinning, wondered what I was doing. He came in to check me out but also because he had ordered some tiles.

The ones he had ordered weren’t all there so a girl was subtly trying to suggest the ones I was on. He was paying more attention to me than to her.

(From yesterday) Killer

I asked the same question. I dreamt that people were hurriedly trying to get out of a building because a lady who was a killer was on the loose.

(From July 28, 2019) Turn On The Heat

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was inside a white garage with Ali. I think there were others as well. There was a section on the left that was an open path to the inside of the house.

I went there to turn on the heat for inside the house but not quite as high as usual because Ali didn’t want it.

There was an intercom in the wall. I yelled to the spirits to leave the house. Ali may have warned / cautioned me before I did so.

The words “If I were a bird” came to mind.

I dreamt that Shane and another guy are getting / going to get married. There was a big black dog who wanted inside the house.

The phrase “I wanted you to experience the new me” came to mind. I don’t know if it was part of the dream, or on it’s own since it came directly after.

I think I dreamt that the Siamese got outside.

I think I dreamt of being in an earlier era with a woman.

I dreamt that I was sitting on the right side of a lady older than me who had a bob. She may have had blonde hair. She felt like she was taller than me. She had gone / was getting her ring back after getting it resized. I don’t remember if she said it was a 7 or 8 but I was thinking how it was the same as me. It’s possible that we were sitting at a jewelry store.

I dreamt that I was in Cape Cod at night , or near nighttime, with a bunch of people. Someone mentioned that the trees needed to have those stringy things hanging on them (like down South) for fear that something bad would happen otherwise.

Someone was asking about mountains and I said that there were some in front of us and pointed them to a spot on the left and on the right. Both spots were tall hills instead.

I then showed an area in the distance in front of us and said that that’s where they are. There were mountains but were only slightly visible because of the smog.

I then saw a couple giant structures in front of me to my right with power lines in between me and them. The one closest to me was of open cement squares on top of each other. They were stacked slightly in differnt directions / angles. I may have said out loud that depending on how the earth shook, would depend on our safety from getting hit or not.

Dwayne Wade was there. He was wearing makeup and acting gayish, as if he was bi. I knew that he would act this way off season but would act manly during the season.

I was walking, with other people, behind a blonde couple. The guy was on the right. He wouldn’t let anyone get in front of him. I got upset and was asking why he was more important than us. I finally got in front and was telling him that he would have to pay for nor letting us in front. I later found out that he had become paralyzed from the waist down.

I saw from friends and tiredly laid down on a blanket that was there. They knew that it was because of what I went through during the day with my own family. I was thinking that meant that I had twins, or a bigger multiple birth.

I looked behind me and saw about 7 – 8 mixed race children from the ages of preteen to young adult. They were walking my direction in a bunch. I knew that they were mine and was hoping the father wasn’t Ali. I’m not sure if the father was there or not, even though I was looking. I noticed that the girl who looked like me who I had seen in a previous dream wasn’t there.

Flow Energy

I asked, “How do I block unwelcome entities from entering the house?’ I dreamt that it was Halloween. Inside the house was bright white. The sun hadn’t gone down yet.

Greg was in his room doing something with his music with his door closed. It was dinner time. I noticed that his place setting was at a different table so I asked why. Mom said that his could be brought over with the others.

We had a white rabbit hopping around a flat Easter bunny that was on the floor, ending up facing away from me toward the dinner table that was in front of me. I told someone to make sure not to let it out.

As I went to knock on Greg’s door, I saw two young children walking up the left side of the driveway for trick – or – treating. I had turned on the porch light on earlier.

I knocked on his door to let him know that dinner was ready and he started to make a snoring sound, pretending to be asleep, so I let him be.

As I was walking back, I noticed a short older witch looking woman standing at the left end of the porch on the driveway. She was looking at the porch and saying something about the house not being taken care of like when she was younger, even though it was bright white out there.

I wasn’t going to pass out any candy but on the way back to the table, I decided that I would. The two children were walking away by then. I noticed that there were several other children across the street. The older lady was the only adult I saw.

Before waking, the words “Stagnant energy” came to mind and that the energy needs to move.

I dreamt that as I was letting one of the outside cats out, I also let the Siamese out. They both walked to the right alongside the house.

(From July 17, 2019) Open Space

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a pregnant woman who was at the end of her pregnancy. She was on the outside middle of a two / three story building. There was an open space in the middle where she was standing. It was dark (?). She was wanting to jump. She then slid down on a rope.

I was telling her not to do it and to think of the baby. I asked her if she was going to keep the baby and she said yes. I then mentioned something about what it would be like for the child without a mother.

I dreamt that there was a house that had been robbed. Karen and Mina (Good Bones tv show) decided to catch the thief.

For some reason, Karen wanted to take a look at the house that had been robbed, which was on the left, at night. She was saying something to Mina as she was standing in the driveway afterwards.

They then both heard a tap across the street. A man appeared, coming out to the front of a house. He was wearing dark colored clothes. His hair was short with the purposefully disheveled look.

Karen started making siren noises and he rushed to his ’80’s black Bronco (?) which was facing forward away from me. Mina had a VW Beetle / Bug. She was parked behind him and drove up next to him on the left, blocking him in. (I was woken so I don’t know how it would’ve ended. He could’ve backed up.)

(From July 16, 2019) Persevere

I asked the same question. The words “Hold on” “Persevere” and “Stay Strong” came to mind. Also to know the meaning and language.