Needed To Go

I asked, “What is the meaning of Brigham’s head?” I dreamt that I had a hard time getting to where I needed to go. Any stairs I took were confusing, as they weren’t straightforward.

I dreamt (same dream?) that I was in an airplane to go to England. The seats went all the way across. They were squished together so much that I wondered how someone could sit down in one.

I was to sit in the middle of the row that I was assigned. There were women on both sides, though there were some that hadn’t been filled in / taken yet. The woman on the left was a dentist and had previously gone to check on a woman in the back.

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Getting Ready

I asked the same question. As I was falling asleep, I saw Stephanie & AJ (Married at First Sight) inside a house. She was on the first floor looking up at a square hole in the ceiling. AJ was above looking down. He was saying, “This is mommy’s room.” Seems the room may have been pink, or some in it. There was a downward slanted wall next to / above the hole.

I dreamt that a lady was moving in to a new house and was going through one of the clear storage containers of her things. There were lots of papers, lined up, with a couple envelopes of letters (?) that she took and hid behind her back.

The owner / manager of the moving company was standing among the boxes, overseeing everything and sometimes helping out.

I dreamt that the family was moving in to a new house. Us women were going through a clear storage container of our old stuff. There were some ankle boots that were Judy’s and I commented that they were like the ones that Spice (Girls) wears. The price was still on them. They cost over $500 ($584?), on sale.

I saw something of mine in there as well (journal?).

Mom was trying on a dark blue top and skirt that had some white in it. The skirt was a little too short in the back. We mentioned that maybe she could pull it down some.

I was getting hungry and remembered that mom had some big reclosable bags of big gold wrapped kisses so I went to grab some.

I dreamt that I was sitting and telling mom something, who was standing in front a short distance from me, doing her own thing. As I was talking I broke down crying. I don’t know if she was paying attention to me.

I dreamt that a monk was getting ready for a class discussion later on about bloodletting. There was something dividing the space in the back, with a window sized opening to the right. I was on the other side.

I got his attention and started asking him what the difference was between a monk and another religious type person but couldn’t remember the name / title of what the other person was.

I then was looking in the back of the bible in the topical guide for bloodletting so that I could find some scriptures to show him that admonish against it. I couldn’t find it / it wasn’t there.

Finally Came

I dreamt that I was watching a movie, with Kenny Rogers and John Schneider, from the 70’s / 80’s, but they were their age that they are now. I was telling someone that I really liked one of the songs. 

John was telling someone that they could call him dad. Kenny was up on the (balcony) roof with someone else.

I dreamt about Integars, as a last name (?).

I dreamt about trying to find a woman (who was in a picture(s)?), and that she finally came / showed up.

(From Jan 23, 2018 Melt For You )

I dreamt that I was inside, and told not to go outside because people were being killed, and it was raining. 

I dreamt that several women (tho/ese?) were driving (in one car) to Miami with their grandmothers for vacation. The grandmothers were acting as if they were those motion things that some people stick to their dashboard.

I dreamt of a guy singing, “I’ll melt for you.” This was his own song, and not the one from the 80’s called, “I’ll melt with you.”

(From Jan 22, 2018 Children)

I dreamt that I was in a shirt and underwear. I opened the door to look outside. I was above the other homes, and thought that they might be able to see me like this, so I closed the door.

I dreamt of a tall black man who dealt with a lot of children (perhaps like a community mentor?).

(From Jan 21, 2018 Given Away)

I dreamt that the cats were going to be given away, and I was crying to mom to not let them. She said that Steve’s (?) turtles (doesn’t have irl) were also going to be given away, and I said that that’s different because they’re just turtles.

(From Jan 19, 2018 Married)

I dreamt that I, and another girl, got married to guys that we didn’t know, at least I didn’t. We were to stay together, as a group, and as companions. As we were walking out to the car, I was holding the key, and wondering if I should drive.

I was wearing the white skirt with ____ that I like to wear. I suppose that the guy I married ended up driving since that part was skipped. (After we arrived at our destination) I was tired, so I went to bed. 

(In the morning?) When I woke up, I realized that he was young, good looking, with short red hair. He told me that he had sex with me while I was sleeping. I wondered if I had snored. He seemed to be ok with the experience.

I dreamt that the other girl had her stuff together in the car. I had to go back home to get mine. I hadn’t brushed my teeth, and still had a dirty mouth. My face still felt relatively smooth, but still wanted to work on it. 

At some point after getting back home, they took off without me, forgetting about me. My mom said something about calling those three, but I said that because they had forgotten about me, maybe that means that I’m not ready.

When I got home, several apostles / leaders of the church came, with a tall woman. She was wearing a dress. I didn’t see their faces, only their suits.

I don’t know how tall this woman was since I didn’t stand next to her. She went in the kitchen, and started to get some food ready for them. The kitchen island was a tad bit short, but workable. She pulled out the cutting board that was in the island. I think she had cucumbers. 

Fixing

I asked, “Am I supposed to have children with Ali? ” I dreamt that Ali and I were living in apartments, on a bottom left corner. Another lady, with dark / brunette hair, asked to move in with us. I sharply said no. I don’t remember what Ali said, if I heard him. I then angrily said, “F…  you!” angrily. He repeated it back.

As I was leaving, in the morning, after she had moved in, I was walking outside to go around a corner to the right. I saw them sitting outside. She had some papers on a table. The top one, she had written issues / problems that needed to be fixed and was discussing these with Ali.

I went over and grabbed a couple of the top papers and tore them up. I was thinking that I could use her dishes after she gets kicked out.

I dreamt something about two guy missionaries, who were caught kissing, and were going to be shipped back home.

(From Jan 28, 2018 Only The Bottom)

I dreamt of being on a small train, like at an amusement park. At one point the track ended and the train had to jump (?) to another one that was about a foot, or two, below, which the beginning of the train  was under water. I was afraid that we were going to go under, but only the bottom half did.

I dreamt that Matt Damon , or someone looking like him, in a movie, had started working for a well – to – do man. Shortly after, this boss was killed, and Matt was accused. He hadn’t done it, and was given a year to prove his innocence.

About a week / couple days before the end of the year, some men were above a bridge near some trees, and saw Matt below, looking like Tom Hanks in Cast Away.

Matt was still busy proving himself, and almost had the answer. He was only passing through that area. These other men mentioned that the place where they needed to be was a ways away, and so needed to get going. They didn’t have a vehicle to get them there.

(From Jan 26, 2018 Allowed)

I dreamt that a Mexican girl, born as a boy, maybe 10 years old, was allowed to come back to see / visit her family / mother who had given her up for adoption / stolen from.

There was another sister who was wary / scared of this one, hiding in the shadows at the top of the stairs. At first, the mother had forgotten about this child until I mentioned about the time that when she had gone to see Theresa Caputo who told her / mentioned about this baby.

Her name now was Raoemon, if I remember correctly the spelling. There was an older girl, or was it her, who was able to fix the roof. When she was up on the roof, she gave a big smile which showed off her bright white teeth.

I dreamt something about a showgirl (?), but not while working. The Mexican’s house had green (to it) inside. The grandmother was there as well.

I dreamt that I was watching a gathering of wealthy women at a hotel (?), outside, and there were a lot of clear plastic (cocktail?) cups filled with all sorts of fruit. 

I dreamt that the cats had eaten almost all their food, so I gave them some more.

I dreamt something about animal communication.

Close The Drapes

I asked, “Did my spirit visit Ali while he was in Utah?” (The voices told him that I did.) I dreamt that it was (late?) night and I was inside with several family (?). I / we was / were looking out back and a big raccoon suddenly appeared, coming from the back left.

Something about it scared me (wasn’t expecting?). I then was on the right side of the window, frightened, and hurriedly told someone to close the drapes.

I dreamt that I was inside church, with dad sitting (in the back?) in the chapel. I was watching someone’s boy, so gave him to dad while I went to do something else.

I dreamt that I was singing / hearing a song with the words, “I want to hear you – oo – oo.”

 (From March 1, 2018 Trying To Get Out)

I dreamt that it was windy outside and there were 3 of the cats out there, so I wanted to bring them in so that they wouldn’t get blown away.

I dreamt that the houses past grandma’s (they were only on her side) were dry and bland. I was standing on the street at the end of her driveway, talking to another woman (didn’t see her) and holding a lock of blonde hair that belonged to another woman who was in my grandma’s house.

I dreamt of frogs and snakes and snake skins. There was one frog in the folds of my right sock. I didn’t want it there, but I wasn’t doing anything to get rid of it, and it wasn’t moving / trying to get out.

(From Feb 28, 2018 Ready)

I dreamt that the tabby cat was outside, ready to come inside.

(From Feb 27, 2018 Sex Club)

I dreamt that I recently became a member of a sex club, and I was getting a tour by a black man.

(From Feb 26, 2018 Growth Growing)

I dreamt of seeing women (with their daughters?) with my patterns / designs as wallpaper / fabric that they had bought. 

I dreamt of having some kind of growth growing on my right forearm in the middle. I could see something moving around, but couldn’t tell what it was because of all the liquid. I then pierced the bottom (having to push it a bit because it is skin) for it to drain.

(From Feb 23, 2018 Chocolate Chip Cookie)

I dreamt of a chocolate chip cookie floor.

(From Feb 22, 2018 Not So Bad)

I dreamt that I was inside a house that was for sale in the Los Angeles area. Everything was white. I then was out back by the pool and wicker lounge chairs, looking out at the downtown area.

I dreamt that I started nursing, on my left breast, a tiny baby and thought that it wasn’t so bad, that it didn’t hurt like how I’ve read. I was able to do something else while doing this.

I dreamt that I went in to a house that I used to live in, but not through the door. I don’t remember if it was through a window, or wall, or whatever else it may have been.

There were 3 guys living there, and when I came in, without seeing him, I told one of the guys that I was there and where I came in from. He responded ok both times. I then started walking toward the front door because I wasn’t sure what I would see as they walked through. 

The guy who I had just talked to came out from a room that was behind me, crawling. I told him to stand up so that it wouldn’t look awkward.

I dreamt that I was in a shower room (after the dream, or later?) with two other women. I only saw three showers against the (left?) wall. I was at the first one, to the left.

The showerhead was twice as high, and I was standing higher than the others.

I dreamt that I was outside the open screened front door, looking in. There must’ve been steps up to the door because I was locking in through the bottom, on the left.

There was a white cat sitting inside who looked like the “Little One”, but couldn’t quite see if there were the two lines on the temples that she had.

I then opened the door, and took the cat, expecting to take it home with me. When I brought the cat out, it turned into a newborn with the eyes still closed.

The guys came to the door expecting to see me take off with the cat, but I was still there.

(From Feb 21, 2018 Restored)

I dreamt that I was looking at Leann Ford and her brother from their show, “Restored By The Fords”. 

Faulty 

I asked, “What do I need to do to leave this (Ali) house?” I dreamt that Barry Manilow’s house, back in the ’70’s / ’80’s, was surrounded by flat land. Part of the house had caught fire because of something faulty inside.

I dreamt something about the Little People (show).

I dreamt that I had dreamt about something being a perfect fit.

(From March 6, 2018 Back On)

I dreamt that I was naked in bed. Briana was there also. I don’t know why she was there, but only for several seconds. 

Ali came in, but he was white. He was straddling me, taking his clothes off. I was asking him what he was doing. The wall in front of me had a window(s) facing the front so that people could see in as they walked by. Ali knew this, but perhaps hadn’t been thinking of it. 

Some people walked by, and the next thing I saw was Ali sitting in a chair under the window with his clothes back on, looking at a book, as if he didn’t want those people to see him.

I dreamt of a lady who had to leave her young family and so she showed her breasts and leaned over them so that they could feel her skin.

I dreamt of a guy who was naked in front of me and I was holding onto him, remembering how good it feels.

(From March 4, 2018 Breakdown)

I dreamt that Ali was washing some dishes and I crouched down next to a wall about to have a nervous breakdown. Ali was talking about having sex while he was doing the dishes. 

I was going to have a breakdown because I didn’t want to worry about getting my garments “dirty” again after being clean these past years.

I dreamt that Frida’s song, “There’s something about you” was actually named “If water could bomb.” (Actually, the song is called “I know there’s something going on”, and Level 42 sings the song “Something about you.” )

(From March 3, 2018 Cut Open)

I dreamt that there was a guy and two women holding down (?) a crying baby on a white table. They had poured boiling water over the baby and were wanting to cut open the skin. I don’t know why.

 I don’t know if I said it out loud, or it was just a thought, but I was saying that the baby needed to be dead before being cut open. (Before falling asleep, I was thinking about one of the ghost shows I watch where sometime in the past, a woman had put a baby / toddler in a bath and poured boiling water over it.)

I dreamt that I saw this baby lying still in a bed of flowers (?) with two other children above on either side. I was crying hysterically when the baby finally woke up.

I dreamt something about rice, and something in it.

I dreamt that I picked up, to look at, a stem of a pumpkin plant with tiny tiny pumpkins growing on both sides. 

I dreamt that a blue worm crawled up the back of my shirt and I was anxiously telling the others around me to get rid of it. No one was paying attention, doing their own thing.

 I think I grabbed the bottom of it (someone did) to take it off and only the end of it came off. I don’t know why the worm was there, and I don’t know if it was going to do anything. I just didn’t want it on me.

(From March 2, 2018 Frustrated)

I dreamt that Ali was laying next to me on my bed on my left side and I was holding on to his dick. I was thinking, “He actually did it / came in”, or something to that effect, and I was a bit frustrated at him for disturbing my sleep.

I dreamt that I was at some kind of camp and the people I was with made crafts during the week, but I didn’t because I didn’t know what they were for. At the end of the week, a husband of one of the ladies came with one of their babies, and this lady took the baby out of his (?) arms as she passed.

Smooth Ride

I asked, “Am I supposed to have children with Ali?” I dreamt that I had gone back to the roller coaster, with another person, and it was going to be a smooth ride to make up for yesterday. There was something about the other person reminding me to bring (the) keys with me (to get it started?). We were standing up at the top.

I dreamt that I was in someone’s house (?) in what may have been their galley kitchen. I was walking, naked, to the top / left (depending on where standing). 

There was a teen boy who appeared in front of me, looking at me wide eyed, walking past me on my right. Someone else (?) told me that I was (in an area) where I wasn’t to be. I didn’t know that so I started to leave.

I dreamt of a big man (height and weight), with red hair (?), bringing me a suit (b&w?) of clothes. I was wondering if a guy from an earlier dream was a reference to this guy, and if I was supposed to be with him.

(From April 10, 2018 Losing Connection)

I asked if Ali and I are connected by soul love. I dreamt of a computer that kept losing internet connection and the suggestion to use / run on the 12 bandwidth / wavelength kept showing on the screen.

I dreamt that I was watching a tv movie of a wealthy family around Christmas time. The woman was upset because she had lost Christmas cards, that she wanted to send out, nine years ago.

They have a big property so I was thinking that if she can’t find the cards on the perimeter of the house, maybe she had them somewhere out in the property among the trees.

The family had several paintings of stormy / turbulent seas with small fishing boats, empty, no danger, in one of them. 

They had a painting of the lady sitting in a high back chair, looking at her from between the left side and side with her head turned so that her face was seen. I recognized her but couldn’t place where else I had seen her.

Behind her, but in the forefront of the painting on the right, was a black maid / servant woman with an uncertain look on her face as she’s slightly looking in the wealthy woman’s direction.

I dreamt of a line of men (women also?), facing right, outside in the evening. The line curved slightly to the right roughly about midway. There were about 4, or 5, tall men at the bend with long wool / felt coats.

 I don’t remember why / what the occasion was, but one of the men started running / walking fast away from the line to the left. It wasn’t because he was scared or nervous. It feels more like a game to him. I started to go after him to bring him back when he came back on his own.

As he was coming back, on the ground, I saw cartoon bugs / insects, and a reptile (?). This reptile (?) put a dragonfly in his mouth to eat, showing the wings coming out of its mouth. I was saying no, let the dragonfly go, but it got eaten anyway.

I dreamt that I was signing up to be a real estate agent. I was outside and there was a guy in charge. He had blonde hair and was overweight a bit but it was distributed instead of just one place. His desk was facing left.

My info on the paper had been filled in automatically on a computer but I had to fill in my social security number. I was putting the dashes at the top of the numbers instead of the middle.

I didn’t know what phone number was listed and didn’t say that I didn’t have a phone. I figured that if I was accepted that I would get an email.

The area where we were at looked like maybe South Carolina or Florida with the trees having the white / yellow stuff coming / billowing off them. There were some square / rectangle houses behind him. There was a path between the trees. There were lots of pigs, warthogs and another animal but don’t remember what.

He asked me if I knew what the distance had to be between the alligators (didn’t see but thought that there may have been some at the end of the path) and the homes.

I told him that I had had recently seen a show (dream? real?) where they said that it had to be five feet. I was resting my head on his shoulder and felt comfortable and had no problem with his weight. He basically said that I was right, or maybe he just smiled in affirmation. 

Amusement

I asked, “Are the voices involved with the negative entities who come in to my room?” I dreamt of being at what all I can think of describing as an amusement park. I was not amused. 

There was an area where I wanted to go to another area that was below me. The only way I could see to get there was going over a wall that was in front of me. I was thinking that I might be able to make it if I hang over the edge then it would only be a short distance to drop, I assumed.

There were some guys behind me on a slight uphill grassy slope, talking something about their family / friends who were athletes who could make it, over the wall.

There was another area with a roller coaster with steep up and down. I think I got on because I covered my eyes. It may have split off to the left up on top, and that there was a man there.

There was a different section of walking up stairs (?). There was a friendly brown bear we had to pass, that was on the right side facing us. I didn’t see the face because of all the people in front of me.

I was scared but trying to calm myself by thinking of Anastasia from the Ringing Cedars books and her saying that they’re helpers. By the time I got up close to it though, it turned and was walking the other direction. I was relieved.

There was something about wearing my bottom garment and a shirt. It was open so that my skin was showing. I wasn’t wearing my top garment and didn’t know why, and was frantically searching for it.

I saw some rolled up white fabric, on the floor, that I thought was it, but I’m not sure if it was. I don’t remember if I ever found it.

I dreamt something about the cats all clustered in one room because the earth was trembling. It was different from an earthquake. It was as if the top layer was separating from the bottom / rest.

(From April 11, 2018 Daily Farmer)

I asked who the voices are that are talking to Ali. I dreamt of a book called, “The Daily Farmer”. The lettering was black (?) and was on a white background. I also saw the author but don’t remember the name. I only saw the top of the cover. It looked like it may have been written in the 70’s / 80’s. 

I dreamt of two women standing with a man with a desk between them. The women facing me. The woman on the right side was rubbing the other woman’s palm out of nervousness and asked the man if that was ok and he said yes. 

Either something was said first about needing to ask more, or they moved to the side of the desk opposite the man, but after these events, the woman rubbing the palm of the other looked beyond the man and saw some other woman and was shocked to where she almost fainted. I think she was called “Medium Mary”.

Recording

I asked, “Why does the entity keep entering me?” I dreamt of being in a classroom after the class, in church. I think I was in England because all, or mostly all, had the accent. 

There were quite a few pregnant women, and a young tall one with long blonde hair, just above the hips, who looked like she was still a teenager.

There was a tall woman who I recognized (from the streets?) who had two boys (teens?). She was standing by the door, facing right, talking to another woman. She had cut her short brunette hair so that the back and sides were close to the head.

I dreamt something about listening to (somewhat) loud music on a Sunday, and thinking how I get after others (in my head) for doing so. 

Ali was there, another female, and others (?). I was listening to the Thompson Twins on a record. Ali was saying something about the quality / thinking it was bad / poor, and suggesting ways to make it better. We told him that it wasn’t a recording / wasn’t recorded.

I dreamt that I was in France, staying with a woman. I asked her when I was going back home. She said that I was going back (on) May 28. I repeated that several times, asking her, to make sure I heard correctly because I had thought that I was only going to be there for two weeks.

(From June 13, 2018 Staying Away)

I dreamt that I was in a glass booth / room / office with a robot who was playing music. There were other people there, outside of the booth. He may have been playing for them, or not. 

I was asking him what he wanted. He wasn’t answering so Michelle Obama and Joe Biden’s wife showed up, walking through a door on the outside on the other side on the left. They were humbly coming to ask forgiveness (?) of / from this robot.

A baby boy suddenly appeared on the robot’s left side, in a suit, and slid across a bench into a small seat where another baby was sitting. The baby looked like Bryce.

I started becoming emotional when I realized that the robot wanted me to have a child so this other baby could have a friend. 

In my head I then heard two knocks on my door and a man telling me, “We’ll guide / glide you into it.” 

I dreamt that Ali suggested going to Utah, and I said, “No. I’m staying away from that state because of her.” 

 I dreamt that the Utah girl’s breasts were smaller than mine.

Death / Darkness 

I asked again if the Utah girl was the spirit lady. I was being shown how they both said, and did, the same things (from what Ali told me).

I dreamt of a b&w kitten in a filled up glass measuring cup of water. I was showing it to someone(s). I realized that it had died because of the water, but then remembered that it was barely breathing to begin with. I was saddened by this but I wasn’t devastated.

 I dreamt of watching a movie called “Darkness”. I saw death, as a normal person, “chasing” a girl, who wasn’t able to outrun him. She finally exhausted herself and gave up.

 I then saw his right arm slowly lift and point, as if he was the camera. He had skeleton fingers like the Ghost of Christmas Future in A Christmas Carol. I then saw the girl wrapped in burlap (?) and dropped to the ground.

I dreamt that McDonald’s had started offering healthy /ier foods, which helped a location in a bad neighborhood, to be more successful. I asked a lady something about the owner, who was there helping out. She may have been his wife.

I dreamt of being at the church and needing to use the restroom. I went to the hallway on the right. I couldn’t find it. I walked up and down the hallway to make sure I didn’t walk too fast and miss it. I finally saw a door that said it used to be the Bishop’s (?) office.

I dreamt that I wasn’t wearing my glasses and my vision was blurry but clear enough to get around. They were in a room with my purse. I was searching for my glasses everywhere but where they were.

I dreamt of being in the chapel and the choir was going to sing. Someone said that if anyone wanted to come up and join them, they could. A group of women, holding the words, got up. 

There was a black guy, and family / wife, sitting up front, more to the right, in the congregation. He was in his 50’s / late 40’s, with some weight on him. He was wearing a lavender (?) shirt.

 He asked one of the guys sitting up on the stand, the McDonald’s owner, something but I don’t remember. He smiled and nodded. I was thinking that the black guy was either a new member, or he was just investigating.

I was sitting in the back behind the pews. There were two women standing, in my left, facing me, both nursing on their right breasts, covered. I was thinking that they were tall, or looked tall because I was sitting. The one on the left may have had long blonde hair. 

There was a couch / loveseat in front of me, facing me. There was another lady lying on it, with her head on the left. She also was covered, nursing a baby.

I wondered if I would see her breast when the baby let go, but she stayed covered. She then rolled on to her left side, cuddling up to someone else.

I dreamt that the wife on The Little People (TLC) was related to a guy in the 80’s group “El Dido”. She said how, but I couldn’t understand her.

I dreamt of a being with some women / girls. A wealthy lady came over, showing us some of her rings that she had in a jewelry box. She was letting us take one to keep.

I took one, and then a little later, I took another one that was wood with a design / carving on it. I was deciding which finger to put it on. The others gasped, were shocked when I took it.