Smooth Ride

I asked, “Am I supposed to have children with Ali?” I dreamt that I had gone back to the roller coaster, with another person, and it was going to be a smooth ride to make up for yesterday. There was something about the other person reminding me to bring (the) keys with me (to get it started?). We were standing up at the top.

I dreamt that I was in someone’s house (?) in what may have been their galley kitchen. I was walking, naked, to the top / left (depending on where standing). 

There was a teen boy who appeared in front of me, looking at me wide eyed, walking past me on my right. Someone else (?) told me that I was (in an area) where I wasn’t to be. I didn’t know that so I started to leave.

I dreamt of a big man (height and weight), with red hair (?), bringing me a suit (b&w?) of clothes. I was wondering if a guy from an earlier dream was a reference to this guy, and if I was supposed to be with him.

(From April 10, 2018 Losing Connection)

I asked if Ali and I are connected by soul love. I dreamt of a computer that kept losing internet connection and the suggestion to use / run on the 12 bandwidth / wavelength kept showing on the screen.

I dreamt that I was watching a tv movie of a wealthy family around Christmas time. The woman was upset because she had lost Christmas cards, that she wanted to send out, nine years ago.

They have a big property so I was thinking that if she can’t find the cards on the perimeter of the house, maybe she had them somewhere out in the property among the trees.

The family had several paintings of stormy / turbulent seas with small fishing boats, empty, no danger, in one of them. 

They had a painting of the lady sitting in a high back chair, looking at her from between the left side and side with her head turned so that her face was seen. I recognized her but couldn’t place where else I had seen her.

Behind her, but in the forefront of the painting on the right, was a black maid / servant woman with an uncertain look on her face as she’s slightly looking in the wealthy woman’s direction.

I dreamt of a line of men (women also?), facing right, outside in the evening. The line curved slightly to the right roughly about midway. There were about 4, or 5, tall men at the bend with long wool / felt coats.

 I don’t remember why / what the occasion was, but one of the men started running / walking fast away from the line to the left. It wasn’t because he was scared or nervous. It feels more like a game to him. I started to go after him to bring him back when he came back on his own.

As he was coming back, on the ground, I saw cartoon bugs / insects, and a reptile (?). This reptile (?) put a dragonfly in his mouth to eat, showing the wings coming out of its mouth. I was saying no, let the dragonfly go, but it got eaten anyway.

I dreamt that I was signing up to be a real estate agent. I was outside and there was a guy in charge. He had blonde hair and was overweight a bit but it was distributed instead of just one place. His desk was facing left.

My info on the paper had been filled in automatically on a computer but I had to fill in my social security number. I was putting the dashes at the top of the numbers instead of the middle.

I didn’t know what phone number was listed and didn’t say that I didn’t have a phone. I figured that if I was accepted that I would get an email.

The area where we were at looked like maybe South Carolina or Florida with the trees having the white / yellow stuff coming / billowing off them. There were some square / rectangle houses behind him. There was a path between the trees. There were lots of pigs, warthogs and another animal but don’t remember what.

He asked me if I knew what the distance had to be between the alligators (didn’t see but thought that there may have been some at the end of the path) and the homes.

I told him that I had had recently seen a show (dream? real?) where they said that it had to be five feet. I was resting my head on his shoulder and felt comfortable and had no problem with his weight. He basically said that I was right, or maybe he just smiled in affirmation. 

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Amusement

I asked, “Are the voices involved with the negative entities who come in to my room?” I dreamt of being at what all I can think of describing as an amusement park. I was not amused. 

There was an area where I wanted to go to another area that was below me. The only way I could see to get there was going over a wall that was in front of me. I was thinking that I might be able to make it if I hang over the edge then it would only be a short distance to drop, I assumed.

There were some guys behind me on a slight uphill grassy slope, talking something about their family / friends who were athletes who could make it, over the wall.

There was another area with a roller coaster with steep up and down. I think I got on because I covered my eyes. It may have split off to the left up on top, and that there was a man there.

There was a different section of walking up stairs (?). There was a friendly brown bear we had to pass, that was on the right side facing us. I didn’t see the face because of all the people in front of me.

I was scared but trying to calm myself by thinking of Anastasia from the Ringing Cedars books and her saying that they’re helpers. By the time I got up close to it though, it turned and was walking the other direction. I was relieved.

There was something about wearing my bottom garment and a shirt. It was open so that my skin was showing. I wasn’t wearing my top garment and didn’t know why, and was frantically searching for it.

I saw some rolled up white fabric, on the floor, that I thought was it, but I’m not sure if it was. I don’t remember if I ever found it.

I dreamt something about the cats all clustered in one room because the earth was trembling. It was different from an earthquake. It was as if the top layer was separating from the bottom / rest.

(From April 11, 2018 Daily Farmer)

I asked who the voices are that are talking to Ali. I dreamt of a book called, “The Daily Farmer”. The lettering was black (?) and was on a white background. I also saw the author but don’t remember the name. I only saw the top of the cover. It looked like it may have been written in the 70’s / 80’s. 

I dreamt of two women standing with a man with a desk between them. The women facing me. The woman on the right side was rubbing the other woman’s palm out of nervousness and asked the man if that was ok and he said yes. 

Either something was said first about needing to ask more, or they moved to the side of the desk opposite the man, but after these events, the woman rubbing the palm of the other looked beyond the man and saw some other woman and was shocked to where she almost fainted. I think she was called “Medium Mary”.

Recording

I asked, “Why does the entity keep entering me?” I dreamt of being in a classroom after the class, in church. I think I was in England because all, or mostly all, had the accent. 

There were quite a few pregnant women, and a young tall one with long blonde hair, just above the hips, who looked like she was still a teenager.

There was a tall woman who I recognized (from the streets?) who had two boys (teens?). She was standing by the door, facing right, talking to another woman. She had cut her short brunette hair so that the back and sides were close to the head.

I dreamt something about listening to (somewhat) loud music on a Sunday, and thinking how I get after others (in my head) for doing so. 

Ali was there, another female, and others (?). I was listening to the Thompson Twins on a record. Ali was saying something about the quality / thinking it was bad / poor, and suggesting ways to make it better. We told him that it wasn’t a recording / wasn’t recorded.

I dreamt that I was in France, staying with a woman. I asked her when I was going back home. She said that I was going back (on) May 28. I repeated that several times, asking her, to make sure I heard correctly because I had thought that I was only going to be there for two weeks.

(From June 13, 2018 Staying Away)

I dreamt that I was in a glass booth / room / office with a robot who was playing music. There were other people there, outside of the booth. He may have been playing for them, or not. 

I was asking him what he wanted. He wasn’t answering so Michelle Obama and Joe Biden’s wife showed up, walking through a door on the outside on the other side on the left. They were humbly coming to ask forgiveness (?) of / from this robot.

A baby boy suddenly appeared on the robot’s left side, in a suit, and slid across a bench into a small seat where another baby was sitting. The baby looked like Bryce.

I started becoming emotional when I realized that the robot wanted me to have a child so this other baby could have a friend. 

In my head I then heard two knocks on my door and a man telling me, “We’ll guide / glide you into it.” 

I dreamt that Ali suggested going to Utah, and I said, “No. I’m staying away from that state because of her.” 

 I dreamt that the Utah girl’s breasts were smaller than mine.

Death / Darkness 

I asked again if the Utah girl was the spirit lady. I was being shown how they both said, and did, the same things (from what Ali told me).

I dreamt of a b&w kitten in a filled up glass measuring cup of water. I was showing it to someone(s). I realized that it had died because of the water, but then remembered that it was barely breathing to begin with. I was saddened by this but I wasn’t devastated.

 I dreamt of watching a movie called “Darkness”. I saw death, as a normal person, “chasing” a girl, who wasn’t able to outrun him. She finally exhausted herself and gave up.

 I then saw his right arm slowly lift and point, as if he was the camera. He had skeleton fingers like the Ghost of Christmas Future in A Christmas Carol. I then saw the girl wrapped in burlap (?) and dropped to the ground.

I dreamt that McDonald’s had started offering healthy /ier foods, which helped a location in a bad neighborhood, to be more successful. I asked a lady something about the owner, who was there helping out. She may have been his wife.

I dreamt of being at the church and needing to use the restroom. I went to the hallway on the right. I couldn’t find it. I walked up and down the hallway to make sure I didn’t walk too fast and miss it. I finally saw a door that said it used to be the Bishop’s (?) office.

I dreamt that I wasn’t wearing my glasses and my vision was blurry but clear enough to get around. They were in a room with my purse. I was searching for my glasses everywhere but where they were.

I dreamt of being in the chapel and the choir was going to sing. Someone said that if anyone wanted to come up and join them, they could. A group of women, holding the words, got up. 

There was a black guy, and family / wife, sitting up front, more to the right, in the congregation. He was in his 50’s / late 40’s, with some weight on him. He was wearing a lavender (?) shirt.

 He asked one of the guys sitting up on the stand, the McDonald’s owner, something but I don’t remember. He smiled and nodded. I was thinking that the black guy was either a new member, or he was just investigating.

I was sitting in the back behind the pews. There were two women standing, in my left, facing me, both nursing on their right breasts, covered. I was thinking that they were tall, or looked tall because I was sitting. The one on the left may have had long blonde hair. 

There was a couch / loveseat in front of me, facing me. There was another lady lying on it, with her head on the left. She also was covered, nursing a baby.

I wondered if I would see her breast when the baby let go, but she stayed covered. She then rolled on to her left side, cuddling up to someone else.

I dreamt that the wife on The Little People (TLC) was related to a guy in the 80’s group “El Dido”. She said how, but I couldn’t understand her.

I dreamt of a being with some women / girls. A wealthy lady came over, showing us some of her rings that she had in a jewelry box. She was letting us take one to keep.

I took one, and then a little later, I took another one that was wood with a design / carving on it. I was deciding which finger to put it on. The others gasped, were shocked when I took it.

End Result

I dreamt of something (being?) heavy. I’m not sure if it was an object or a subject.

I dreamt of being in a slightly dark pet store. I didn’t see any animals. I was there to check out the company of a small backpack that I had seen someone else have. I don’t know why the backpacks would be here. 

I was in line behind someone, sitting on a couch in front of a glass counter encasement. I don’t remember what they wanted. 

The women workers behind the glass looked as if they were / had been men. The one on the left was taller than the one on the right. They had short dark hair that was shoulder length, or shorter. The one on the right had a big stomach / muffin top.

I asked to see the backpacks, which were in the back right corner. There were a couple plush ones that were different shades of light purple / violet. One was a smooth purple, and another one was plush rainbow / tie dyed colored. They all had a toy gorilla on the zipper pull.

Jack Nicholson, whose name was Kris, was there, watching a movie. He was sitting in front of the tv which was to the right. The scene on the tv had a girl and guy. Someone asked him the name of the movie. He said what it was, and I knew that it was an R rated war movie.

I dreamt that I was watching a tv show (in the same place?). It showed a young girl joining her two cartoon / digital friends as they were walking on the left side of the road. They were surprised to see her, knowing that she had been tied / locked / bound. The scene reversed to show who did that. The three of them were walking and were about to pass a group of some other “friends” on their right. These are the ones responsible.

I dreamt that I was sitting with a guy to my left, playing a digital game that was on our / my pants. It was made of multiple squares that would light up of different colors and move around. The orange ones were scorpions that needed to be killed by swiping your hand over them. If you didn’t get to them, they would grow and beep faster and faster until whatever happened. I didn’t see the end result.

The guy was looking on a computer for a way to save the game. I was helping him. We both couldn’t find a way.

Step Up

Last night I asked the question, “What does my husband know?” I dreamt that I was outside in back with Ali over by the old man neighbors house. We were by the brick wall and I asked him if he had looked over recently. He said that he hadn’t. The wall was tall to where we had to step on something to see over. 

I stepped up so I could see. There was a wooden fence on the border of the space between our yards. There was a wire fence next to it on our side of the wood fence which used to have ivy but was now dead and gone. 

At his gate leading to the front, at the end of these fences, were two lines of clothes lines stringing from his side to ours. There were only three shirts, side by side, because that was all the room there was. (There’s actually less. And no fences.) 

(From Aug. 30, 2018 Large)

I asked, “What type of shaman am I?” I dreamt that there was a small house for sale for $65,000. It was located on top of the small / low point /  part of the Rockies (mountains). A guy took me there to meet with a Bishop (?) about the possibility of buying it. 

There was water nearby in the front. 

The guy who brought me (?) turned on a large / big screen with a football game going on, to make a point. One of the teams scored and their score was 111. He continued to keep the game on, not knowing why. 

The floor was tilted / slanted down to the left. 

I sat down on the tub instead of the chairs that were there, with the Bishop on my left. 

I was going through the things / stuff that had been left behind. 

I dreamt that there were two black ladies there, in line for lunch, talking with white women they were with. I was thinking / remembering where I knew them and realized that one of them was from college and the others are from high school, and why wouldn’t they come here when the high school is just right here. 

The one from college was from the transcription office, I think. She was big and tall with big pointed breasts (think of Madonna in that black thing she wore). Her hair was straight and curled at the end, like in the 60’s. She had big glasses. Seems she was a single mother. She was friendly.

Not sure if I was dreaming, or awake, but I was surrounded by Mexicans.

I’m Not a Mother 

(From March 20, 2015)

We had something delivered from a thrift store. Along with it was a blue baby shoe. It had the company’s tag, along with a white tag with 13 on it. 

I wanted to go back to the store to find the other one. (Why didn’t I return the one I had?) When I got to the store, it was at the church. I wanted to start on the right side (chapel in top middle). 

I saw a couple jewelry boxes, and when I opened them, the “diamond” had come off, but still there. 

I found a tool where I could change the opening, at the top (like a monkey wrench). I showed it to John (D. I. ) because I knew he be interested, which he was. 

Someone showed me a pink baby shoe, with silky ribbon for the tie. I mentioned that wasn’t it, but a blue baby shoe that was like it. I didn’t mention that it had a regular tie. 

(Ali’s dream)

I was on a track, having to jump over obstacles. I was in front, Ali behind me. No one else was able to jump, and some black women were complaining about having to jump. 

(From March 21, 2015)

I’m in the cultural hall at church by the stage. There is a curtain semi around me. I am taking a shower, with my underwear on. The ceiling sprinklers come on. No one shows up for a while. A man finally shows up. I’m wondering what took so long for him to show, and the sprinklers came on when there’s no fire. 

I was looking at a black piece of paper, with white writing on it, on both sides with the middle empty. It was about the zodiac sign of Gemini. I heard Cher’s voice reading it. 

(From March 27, 2015)

I’m walking into Relief Society, going to sit by my mom. Excitedly, she said, “Happy birthday! Happy Mothers Day!” I then say, “But, I’m not a mother.” Suzanne (from church when I was a teenager.)

(From March 18, 2015)

Kyle, and I, are lying in (separate?) bed (house in my teenage years). He said something to me about checking the food under the desk. I look, and see a box of food with cockroaches crawling over it. There are some tabby cats under his bed (on the right), at the end, and they also have cockroaches crawling on them. 

I Didn’t Want To See 

(From Feb. 15, 2015 Ali’s dream)

Someone, renting from us, who was burning incense. I told them to leave, and told Ali, “I knew we shouldn’t have rented to them.”

(From Feb. 16, 2015)

I had bleeding legs from shaving to hard. 

I was inside a building, with separate rooms, for bands to come and give small concerts. The first room I was in was for KISS. They weren’t out / on stage yet, but everything was set up for them, and there were 4 microphones next to each other. Someone was speaking over the speakers talking about how the group came together. 

I then went into a room with Fall Out Boy. The singer was yelling the lyrics, and was almost laying down, propped up on something with his left arm, facing up. There were 20-somethings there, sitting as if in a living room, comfortable. 

It was known that sex happened among the audience. I didn’t see any happening, but left because I didn’t want to see. I went back to the room with KISS. 

(From Feb. 19, 2015)

Women were coming out of a building, not sure if it was a church, but they were dressed as such. I asked Amy, “Is that it?”, thinking there was more. 

As I was walking along one of the sidewalks, there was a brown pit bull / boxer. Some may have thought he looked scary, but he wasn’t to me. I then saw several black dogs on the other side of him. They were all happy, and doing dog stuff. I pointed out the brown one to Amy. There was also a lady with long brown hair. A Native American?

Amy was then going to drive us home. She was not on the road though, but on top of a craggy hill. She was waiting for a man to move out of a certain place / area so that she could go that way. 

He moved after us waiting several seconds. As we started to descend, I think I asked if she was sure about this, and if she knew what she was doing. We were always pointed down. The last I saw, after going over / past a ledge, the side of the hill went further in, which I think caused the car to start falling, back end starting / coming up and over. 

Without a border

(From Dec. 23, 2014)

There was a steep concrete ditch without a border to keep anything from falling in. Ali, and I, were walking by it, where there were pebbles all over the ground. He was talking to a couple other women, enjoying being with them, more than me. I lied down, waiting for him to pay attention to me. Eventually he came over.

Kyle, and I, were going to get married, as also another couple. We had to be shipped off to a different state to do so. I don’t remember where the other couple went, but we were to go to Oregon, which was at the bottom of the states, to the left of Texas.

Some of my cousins came down for it. While waiting to be shipped off, I was participating in the different activities taking place. I was in a pool, and Joy showed me a hole on the top side where air / steam / water was coming out, and she told me that it was warm.

(Ali’s dream)

We were at Amy’s, and I told him to come down to mom and dad’s area so that I could give him a bj. He didn’t want to at first because of the family being there. After he finally did come down, my mom called out to me.

(From Dec. 30, 2014 Ali’s dream)

There were two police impersonators here who wanted to handcuff Ali. We were telling them that they can’t do this. Ali asked where their badges were. I said something about having them on video. They left, and we were going to report them. I said that I needed to get one of my shoes.

The Mother

I am standing between benches, turned toward the back, in the chapel of the church, on the right side, speaking with someone. I am wearing an empire waist dress, blue / sea green(?) coloring, maybe some tiny flowers(?). My hair is dark brown / black, but looks natural. I have added some pounds (10-15/20).

A tall, big man walks in at the back. He sees me, and walks to the left toward a lady, to ask about me. Jovially / happily, she says, “Oh, the Mother”, and brings him to me, which by now I’m near the front on the left side, and introduces him to me. He reminds me of Kyle, intriguing me. I tell him, yes, I am a mother, thinking about my two children, thus the weight. Later on, though, I realize / tell myself that I don’t have any children.

This man has a Polish last name, with the weird spelling. He is funny, having previously been on SNL. His singing is beautiful, to almost being of an operatic quality, seeing him sitting where the choir sits, in the top row.

At one point, I am walking through a hallway, in the church, with him, and others, behind me. I’m having a bit of a difficult time walking, but not struggling, with a smile on my face when I look back.

There are some cards with names inside. Don’t know what for. I see mine, and the big guys together, mine having his last name. A man says it’s because he always sees us together.

I’m sitting outside, by a round table with an umbrella(?), watching two dark black bald men, who are about 20 yards away, get situated. I’m wondering what the big guy would say / do if he saw me looking, but also thinking it wouldn’t bother him too much.

I had put a sleeping bag outside, in the back, but forgot about it. Next thing I know, it’s raining, and Steve, as a young boy (11?), is in it. A church leader, who isn’t physically there, but can see him, asked how he is doing. Steve responded that he is fine, except for the fact that he can’t feel his fingers / hands, and toes / feet. He then covers himself. There is a small grave next to him, with something buried.

There is a line of Asian men, wearing black suits, holding red umbrellas, on the side of a mountain. I only see the faces of the first couple of them, as I see them from above. I don’t know where they came from, where they are going, or how many there are, as I assume that they go around the corner.

(From Oct. 26, 2014)

A tall, big man, who likes me, and wants to get involved, picked me up so that my back was against his left arm, and my legs over his right.

I’m worried about him being able to hold my weight, but then concluded that he could because of his stature.

(From Oct. 25, 2014)

I’m outside, taking a test. My teacher is Bishop Powers. He is enjoying the day, and is enjoying it so much, that he becomes overheated, and needs to lie down on a table. I mention to him, “I thought you had learned from last time”, or something to that effect.

While taking the test, we were able to freely converse with each other. I was one of the last two to finish. The test papers were more like a thin book stapled(?) together, and the pages were of varying shapes, sizes, and maybe colors. The questions themselves also weren’t thought out well. One of the last ones wanted me to put in order several animals, stacked upon each other, which included a hummingbird, turtle, and a cat. The longer I looked at this, more animals seemed to show up.

A guy appeared, as I was finishing, who sat as close to me as he could, on the right side, in an affectionate way. He looked a combination of Eddie Vedder, and a 7th grade t.a. We had taken a previous class together, and knew each other from that, but didn’t do anything outside of that class.

He told me he was from Provo, Utah, and he was what is known / called “Nu Essence”. He then took out, from his right pants pocket, what looked like a small jewelry box, and then got on the ground next to me, facing me. He said he was what was called “Level(?)”, which I might have heard of / about. I told him no, I hadn’t. He then started to explain. (I woke as he was doing so.)

As he was on the ground, I assumed that he was going to ask me to marry him. I was thinking I would tell him that we hardly know each other, but I was considering saying yes. I was also going to tell him that I would give him an answer the next day, as I needed to discuss this with Ali.

(From Oct. 24, 2014)

Ali was gone for several days, for something, and my dad was here with me. Shortly after going to bed, the alarm went off. I went to check it out, and by the time I got to it, it was turned off, and a guy from church in Moreno Valley was there. He came because some of the floor, in the kitchen(?), needed to be removed and replaced. I saw water underneath the house. He then left, but I told him the floor needed to be fixed, and he said it would be. Another guy, also from church in Moreno Valley, showed up to fix it.

The alarm was in a closet, and I saw writing, in black ink, written by a lady. Ali had smudged some of it, maybe so I couldn’t read it?

We had a large round, globe sized, chandelier, and two men were fixing the lights / lighting.

I was reading, in a newspaper(?), “The life you are to have will be”, or something along those lines.

Dad asked about death, if whether now, or at the end life, or both. I said both.

(From Oct. 23, 2014)

A female is parked in a white car, backed up. Not in a lot, but more like under an empty overpass. I don’t see her. She is frantic, on the phone to 911. She is telling the operator that a man is coming after her. The operator knows about this man.

The man, in a car, backs up to her car, speeding, crunching hers, then takes off.

I’m standing on the passenger side, by the back, a ways back. I see her falling out in two, but she is not a body, but more like two burnt circles. I think someone comes with something to cover her.

Black family, mostly women in their 50’s / 60’s, leave church early, as one of them is in a wheelchair, and they don’t want the other people to get in the way.

David Bowie is there, dressed warmly in a dark sweater. I ask him if Iman is ok with him being Mormon. He acknowledges yes.

We (including?) are at Oprah’s house, looking at her collectibles collection. She has some life-sized statues from different movies. She also has some things of Einstein.

I am riding in a rail train, with no top, with somebody else, inside this room. Looking down, I mention that the rail isn’t there, but then I see it.

I’m in Alan Alda’s bedroom, standing at the end, to the left (if on the bed). I think there might also be an orangey cat.

Alan is on the right side of the bed. He has on those square glasses with the big black frames. He is wearing striped pajamas, but I see that they are see through, and see what looks like white shorts underneath.

His wife is next to him, sitting up, with shorts on. She is skinny, so much so, that I can see a bone sticking out of her left leg, up by the hips. She has really short hair, and I wonder if she is gay. There are several different colored striped pajamas on the end of the bed between them.

Alan puts his arm over her stomach / chest area, bringing her down, wanting to get frisky with her. She mentions that I am there. I know they do other things, read, when I’m not there.

(Didn’t realize I had so much to write.)