Recipe

I asked, “Do I need a shungite or obsidian cross to get rid of that (Utah) girl?” I dreamt that I was having sex with Ali’s (?) spirit. I dreamt that a guy named Clint van Czeyk had a b&w cartoon on Vimeo. It was showing something dripping from the back of a man’s head. I dreamt of people watching a sport. There was a group of blondes. There was a big guy speaking to me/tv with a German accent. I dreamt of a recipe and one of the ingredients was lumphes. (From yesterday) Play I asked the same question. … Continue reading Recipe

Worker

I asked, “Why am I black?” I dreamt that mom had gone to a medical facility to have a procedure done. I asked one of the workers about the paperwork. They hadn’t looked at it yet. (From yesterday) Woman I asked the same question. I dreamt that on a Friday Amy timidly said that she was going to dinner. I said ok. When she got back I realized that she had gone to the dinner that had been set up by Judy and Sara (?) for mom. I had forgotten about it because Amy didn’t say where she was going. … Continue reading Worker

With Fire

I asked, “Will getting pregnant get rid of that (Utah) girl?’ I dreamt that I was in the backyard looking at the old man’s house on the left. The house was dark except for a section in the back where a door was slightly open. I was wondering if they were having an orgy with other people who were there but I didn’t want to look long enough to find out. I dreamt something about being in a pizza place and trying to get the attention of a female worker on my right behind the counter to let her know … Continue reading With Fire

The End

I asked, “When is the date?” I dreamt that there was a window in my bedroom to the basement below. I saw a guy, who had set up an office, standing and talking on the phone. He was facing my direction. I yelled at him to leave and then called out to my dad. I dreamt that I was watching a show as if I was there. There was a group of people at the end of a long strip of narrow road (on a bridge?). Some of them were lined up going across the road to block whoever they … Continue reading The End

Prayer

I asked again if Ali is my husband who will take me to the temple. The words, “Verbal abuse notwithstanding” came to mind, and also the song “The Prayer”. I dreamt that a girl (works at Starbucks), with short blonde hair, was walking to work, at Target, at night in the rain. She had two children with her (boy and girl? 8 – 10?). I was in a parking lot that she was walking next to. She was walking from right to left. The entrance to the lot wasn’t a straightforward entrance, but looked more like an on / off ramp of … Continue reading Prayer

New Here

I dreamt that I was in a shop, with other women, at the bottom of a Hilton hotel. I saw some (different shades of) blue necklaces hanging on a horizontal pole, maybe a foot above me. They were about navel length. I then went to other places, to look around. I mentioned to a male worker there that I was new there. I then went back to the necklaces so that I could try one on. They were gone. I walked to other places, looking for them, but not finding them. I dreamt of a Mexican man, with tattoos. Again, … Continue reading New Here

Coach

I asked the same question (“What won’t go any further?”). I dreamt of a girl putting a chicken in the oven. I asked her what time she wanted to eat. She said 8:30. I told her that it was 8:30 and put the clock at the correct time. There was something about mom wanting either me or dad to reach something on the top shelves in the kitchen. I dreamt that I was a coach of a sport that I didn’t know much about / how to play. I dreamt about Ali and the Utah girl. (From Sept. 1, 2018 … Continue reading Coach

What Is, Is

My top left tooth, next to my “fang”, came out. I was initially worried about someone (Ali?) seeing me this way, assuming this was the start of losing my teeth from getting older, but soon shrugged it off, thinking, what is, is. (From Nov. 14, 2014 Ali’s dream) He opened the door, to go out to do something. I told him to close it, because people steal. I kept after him to be more aware of security. He said he was only going to be a couple of minutes. When he got back, most of his things were gone. I … Continue reading What Is, Is

Get Rid of Outsourcers

Get rid of outsourcers Dr. J had become a doctor after basketball, but was now retired. Things were going smooth with Judy, and I, then something happened, and we got into a verbal fight. Coley had a pasta noodle going across his top teeth. I wondered why Amy didn’t tell him / say something. I was sitting at the end of the table, waiting for dinner. Coley sitting to my left. Amy leaned over me, her chest in my face (I was leaning back to my left), giving Coley some food / drink. In front of Ali, I walked naked … Continue reading Get Rid of Outsourcers

Staying Aware

A tall, dark, towering, menacing, but enticing, cartoon building springs up. Once inside, though, everything is real. There are tons of activities to keep people busy, and not leave. They can leave, but they would need to want to leave, by keeping / staying aware. The workers didn’t always enjoy their work, feeling tired a lot of the time, and thought this was how it is / was supposed to be. I’m standing outside, in front of this building, wondering where some black friends are that I was supposed to meet up with. I see them the next day, in … Continue reading Staying Aware