Hard To Comprehend

I asked, “Is there an alternative way, other than marrying Ali, to get rid of that (Utah) girl?” I dreamt of the episode of Ghost Adventures where they go to Ripley’s Believe It or Not in Hollywood and seeing Zak holding the foot of a lady. I dreamt of a drawing/illustration of a blue/purple flower with only the middle part and the top edge of the petals drawn. I dreamt of Ghost Adventures going to a house to investigate. I dreamt of lying in bed with Kyle, who was on my right. He turned over so that I could see … Continue reading Hard To Comprehend

Growing Up

I asked the question, “What is that (Utah) girl’s kryptonite?” I dreamt that a girl (Ariana Grande?) had sung a song about growing up. The picture had a Pokemon ball hanging. I dreamt that work was over and I wanted to take a shower before leaving. I was naked and trying to hurry to open my locker before the guys showed up. The first number I could remember was 97 but the locks don’t go that high so I was frantically trying to remember the combination. I heard some people so I used to yellow washcloths that I had to … Continue reading Growing Up

Floating

(From yesterday) I asked, “Can I go back and change my past?” I dreamt of being under water and seeing an octopus. I also saw a squid and other octopus (?) that were dead, floating all next to each other with their skeletons visible.  I dreamt that I had a hole on my right forearm up by the inside of my elbow. I may have picked something, which caused a hole. My cells then started to come up and out. I was able to keep them from coming totally out. I dreamt that I was in an elevator and kept … Continue reading Floating

I Keep Going 

(From Jan. 17, 2015) I was sleeping in bed. My mom comes next to me, and tells me that it’s time to go to bed. I don’t open my eyes. I want to continue sleeping. She turns off the small fan I have beside me. She then wants to show me a newspaper with an article about Oprah, who had brought an older (70’s?) black lady on her show (when she had it), who had taken care of three (at different times) returned vets. Oprah had brought one of them to the show as a surprise. When he started walking … Continue reading I Keep Going 

Nothing Is There

(Night before, I asked if we come from different planets, before birth.) The bathroom is in the hallway, and I see the door open. I walk over to use it. I see that Judy is on the toilet, straight in front of me. She doesn’t see me. I think it odd / strange that she would have / leave the door open. After a bit, I then see two guys messing around in the shower (nude?). The tub is filled with water, the floor is flooded, all of the hall carpet is soaked. There are other 20-somethings in the other … Continue reading Nothing Is There

Not Sure What To Do

Kyle has come back (from where? Are we still married?), nicely dressed, and walking around normal (his nerves were becoming pinched the last few years of his life). I had the knowledge that he still had his sore / wound in back. He has brought back a woman with him. He had had sex with her, and was now paying her, giving her 3, or 4, bundles of money. I’m upset, and say to him that he has never given me anything, knowing that he did give me a few things. He doesn’t respond. I tell this woman, several times, … Continue reading Not Sure What To Do