Living The Gospel

I dreamt of a guy who was Mitt Romney’s son who liked me. I was telling him something about his dad not living the gospel anymore.

(From yesterday) Exposed

I dreamt that my breasts were exposed and I was with/going to show Ali and thinking, ” I might as well” or something like that.

I dreamt that his closet was full of tunics from Ethiopia. I was thinking that he’s allowed to wear them since he looks similar to them.

(From Feb. 26, 2020) Drink Quickly

I dreamt that there were people who would go to cemeteries and dig up the bodies to eat them. There were gunshots either at, or nearby, the cemetery.

I dreamt that I was with a lot of people. At first I was silent and uncomfortable. As time went on though, I loosened up and had fun.

There was a fun obstacle (?) course where one of the things we had to do was drink some lemon drink/juice. I was watching a girl drink it quickly and took note of how she did it. I had a knowing that this was my second time.

When it was time to go home, mom gave me a big gift bag. I don’t remember what the gift was but think it had to do with the head/neck area. I then saw something else wrapped in the bag. It was wrapped in tissue. I took it out but don’t remember what it was.

I dreamt of a kid/baby goat (?) on my lap to watch something that was in front of us. My top was loose and some of my left breast was showing. The goat turned it’s head and started nursing for a minute or two. I was wondering if any milk would be produced.

There was another animal on my lap/in front of me that I started nursing on but not as long as the goat. I was trying to hide what I was doing.

I dreamt that I was in the kitchen of a young couple. They were getting ready to go out somewhere. On the floor was their son who was made of only a small black square magnet (fridge size) and paper (?) for arms and legs. There could’ve been a hat. There wasn’t a face. I was on the floor looking at him.

The husband/father then came over and picked him up to leave. He was telling me that the boy was 9 years old and that he plays football.

I dreamt that I was in the house looking outside where a neighbor lady was facing the house being accused of something. I knocked on the window, pushed it down then backed up what the lady was saying was true and had done nothing wrong. The others left her alone.

She, her husband, and I then happened to be at the same place. We were ready to go back home. I don’t know how they got there. They came with me because of having to cross the freeway on the way back.

Part of the way back the street curved to the right. I was having a hard time controlling the car because of the big size of it and never having driven it before. It may have been a station wagon. A couple times there were almost close calls of hitting oncoming traffic as I was turning.

When we got to the entrance of the street, they decided to walk the rest of the way, which was on the right. When I got to the house, I saw a huge blue for sale sign on the front of their house, which had a circular portion like the ones in New England. They were outside at the end of packing up and about to leave.

I mentioned to my mom about the sign. She said that it wasn’t there when I left.

Somewhere in there, the husband’s bright red Toyota 4Runner was backed up next to the house on the right side.

Married

I asked, “When is the end?” I dreamt that two people were to make a framed picture of what they like. A guy made his of an Old Navy picture of water that went from top right to bottom left. He added a bullet hole. I don’t know what the other side was. Someone mentioned to him, “I don’t know why you’ve got that when you’ve got the Old Navy.”

There were a couple women who I had taken out of a tv show because of their drama (?) and put them in another one.

There was a guy who made 3d footprints, and other small parts, out of white plastic 8×10 (?). He made lots of them. Him, and some others, were separating the parts to put on the ground to guide people who are walking.

Boy George was there but was in his twenties. He was acting a part of someone going to get/be married. He was naked except cloth covering his lingham. He had his makeup on with blush. I told him that he looked the part.

I dreamt that the gardener was here pulling out the weeds in the back.

(From yesterday) Boy Came In

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a guy sitting next to me on my right. We were both wearing light green shirts. Mine was more of a neon. I pointed this out to him.

Later, I was in his house, on the left side of his front door, looking into the room on the other side. The door was open. A boy came in and turned on some water to flood the place then rushed out. This man then angrily came in to turn it off.

(From Feb. 24, 2020) Water

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was with a guy who I was supposed to be on a casual date with. Briana was also there. He was a short distance in front of me and kept drawing. I told Briana that if he continues to do that I’m going to leave. Water was involved somehow.

(From Feb. 23, 2020) Noises Stopped

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I heard noises by/at my bedroom window as if someone was wanting to come in. I was too tired to take my headband (use as eye mask) off to check it out. The noises then stopped and I didn’t hear anything more. I don’t think they did come in.

Death

I asked, “The end of what?” I dreamt that people had gotten the coronavirus. They were getting their stuff together and getting ready to die, including me. I was thinking about the inside of the body shutting down and eventual death.

I then remembered that I had been told in my patriarchal blessing that I would bring children into mortality.

A man in a dark suit with a briefcase then showed up on the left, walking to the right. I knew he was from the church but wasn’t sure if he was a leader or just a regular member. I wanted to talk to him about my situation.

He had disappeared. Everyone then regained their health and started fixing what was damaged/broken. I was talking to someone in front of me who was with their black car, which was facing me, about how the passenger side had previously been broken/scrunched/shortened.

(From yesterday) Danger

I asked the same question. I dreamt that several dangerous/poisonous insects were crawling up by my eye wanting to get in the socket. I didn’t see my eye there. I was looking at my face but don’t know if I was looking in a mirror or not so I don’t know which eye it was.

At first it was hard to grab them, as if they were holographic. After getting rid of one, another one would show up. One was black. One was multicolored.

I dreamt that I was in Hawaii. I don’t know if I was in an establishment/business or only an area of Hawaii known as North Shore South Wave.

I was standing on the street and saw a tow truck going in front of me from right to left. There was a girl who was having her car towed. She was sitting on the hood talking to me as they went past. I was wondering how she was able to do that, thinking that it was illegal to do so.

The Fairmont house had been updated/remodeled. It was now white inside. I was visiting and realized that I hadn’t checked the room by the front door so I go to check it out.

I was in the bathroom to use the toilet. Dad had left a huge log in there. I was frustrated that he left it there. I then flushed it. As it started to go down, a wolf came out of the poop out of the toilet on to the floor. It went back in the toilet just as the end of the log was going down. I thought that was weird.

I was driving on a wide street. On the right were emergency vehicles lined up, ready in case they were needed at the event/whatever was going on. I noticed some of them were standing outside on the street side, talking. One of the firemen was Brandon Routh.

I dreamt that I got something about my health insurance in the mail.

(From Feb. 20, 2020) Evil

I asked the same question. All I remember is needing to stay away from an evil/dangerous person. Ali was there with me.

(From Feb. 19, 2020) Demons

I asked the same question. I dreamt that the Ghost Adventures crew were trying to get rid of “Me”/demons.

(From Feb. 18, 2020) Removal

I asked the same question. I had the image of my No! No! hair removal device.

The thought, “Spread your legs” came to mind.

Going To

(I had a dream several years earlier of 4 adult children) I asked, “Is Ali the father of those adult children?” I dreamt of a white (?) snake going up my right arm. I was scared that it was going to bite me.

I dreamt something about being in the ocean and a huge dead fish floating around me. I first saw the back of it with the head to the right then saw the face. There were some (small) people on top doing something (?).

(From Feb. 15, 2020) Covered

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I wrapped myself in my red towel which covered my whole body, like a child’s towel does with the hood.

(From Feb. 14, 2020) Wanting

I asked the same question. I dreamt something about wanting to write stories/books but haven’t done so yet because I don’t know how to write conversations.

I dreamt something about finding a piece of (paper) money.

The word “Shakada” came to mind. (Japanese for Buddha) In my mind it was pronounced Shakadae/y.

(From Feb.13, 2020) Needed

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was going to marry Travis. we were walking home with some of his friends. Their house was on the left.

I continued to my place that was downhill. When I got there, I noticed that he had followed me home. I was excited that he had done so.

The place where we were getting married had a mural on a back wall with David Bowie dressed as an architect with a hard hat. He was looking to the right at a building he was responsible for. This was painted over with white.

We were then married and in our own place together. I was happy.

I dreamt that I walked through a wire gate that was to the right of the house. The car was in the back, facing the house. I started the ignition then went inside to find some paperwork I needed for school/work.

Kyle/Ali was sitting on a couch that was under the windows looking out back. His arms were resting on the top back of the couch. He had a blanket covering him.

I found the paperwork, gave him a kiss and then went outside to leave. When I got outside the car was gone. I looked over by the gate and saw that it was half open/closed. I had left it open when I came through (?).

We didn’t hear or see anything. I was confused how it had disappeared.

I dreamt something about a tall hamburger called “What Would He Say” or “What He Said”. It was a reference to when a guy orgasm’s. The name changed every now and then.

I was with some Hispanics who had ordered this. One guy brought one back for me, which I wasn’t expecting.

We were outside (before/after this) and I found out that two of them lived in the same home. They were dating. I asked if that was allowed. I don’t remember the answer I was given. I said that I had asked in case each home had their own rules.

I woke with the song, “Here Comes Your Man” from the Pixies.

(From Feb. 12, 2020) Planning

I asked the same question. I saw myself sliding, and caught myself from falling.

I dreamt that mom said it was time to go to grandma’s. I thought it was too late in the evening so I wasn’t planning on going.

(Feb. 12, 2013) Closing Time

I dreamt that I was with a female friend who was about 7 months (?) pregnant. About 3 p.m. we went to a newly opened restaurant but we were never served. We had stayed there until closing time.

Start With Those

I asked, “Is there an alternative way, other than getting pregnant, to get rid of that girl?” I dreamt something with Trump and seeing the words “Not always perfact”.

I dreamt that I started working at a lady’s house that was down the street and around the corner to the left. She had a small bookstore in her house. I had some pocket planners, and regular sized ones. I looked in one of them and saw writing and cut corners. I wasn’t sure what to do with them.

I went to the lady to ask what to do with them. She took a piece of paper and slid it in, folding the edge over one of the pages, as if that made them ok to sell. She then gave it back to me. I still wasn’t sure what to do so I put them away.

A young lady came in buying some books because she was starting her own bookstore. She had about 10 – 20 on the counter and the majority of them were the Books of Mormon with the dark cover. I was surprised that she would start with those.

It was the end of the day. Four of the workers were sitting in a square area. A guy worker had a small brass musical instrument and played it for about a minute then put it away. A girl was holding a camera or phone. I saw a flash bulb on the floor and asked who it belonged to. It belonged to the girl.

I started watching a movie on a black old time movie player. I don’t know if it was VHS or something else. It was showing some people walking a path that curved to the left. They were then ambushed by some other people.

A guy was shirtless and had a sword thrust through his right side going up toward his chest, coming back out. He was then lying on the ground with his head to the left and arms stretched out.

He was being nailed to a cross. I then assumed that it was the movie, “A Man Called Bear” (actually a horse) with Richard Harris. I couldn’t handle continue watching so I took the movie out.

I then noticed that the others had left. I got up and saw that the lady was behind a wall sitting and doing something. I decided to quietly leave. As I was going through the door and screen I noticed that I was barefoot.

Outside, there were two butterflies the size of Polyphemus moths. One had blue on the top edge of its wings. They both flew off to the left.

I recognized the houses across the street and to the left at the end of the cul de sac since I lived in the neighborhood around the corner and up the street to the right.

I dreamt of a huge black insect with skinny legs flying toward me and attacking the top of my head. I wasn’t able to get it off. I had a sense that it wouldn’t leave until it was finished doing whatever it was doing.

(From yesterday) Almost Out

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a skinny black man on my right staring at me weird. He asked me my name. I hesitatingly told him. I then thought that I should’ve told him “Regina”. I then walked away.

I was then in a college building and struggling to get to the door, taking all of my strength to get there. As I got close enough to see it I rested knowing that I was almost out of the building.

I was then back at/near Valley College in San Bernardino. I was inside a somewhat dark house, walking through. I saw a bed with stacks of books piled high underneath. No one was there. I was thinking that they must be at work. I had a knowing that this house was for sale.

As I was walking through there was a guy on my left who didn’t seem to be all mentally there walking slightly behind me. I didn’t know who he was.

Coming out of the front door, there was an eye hook lock. I decided not to lock it so that whoever lived here could get in/out.

There was a wire fence around the perimeter of the yard. I started walking to the left to find a way out, which I did after a few steps. I was then thinking that we (when I was a missionary) had(n’t) been to this house. It was on the corner with a street to the right of it.

I then saw nature overtaking the road in front of the house. I figured that it had been turned into a pedestrian walkway so I started walking to the right.

It wasn’t long until I saw a white car coming my way. It looked like one that a young guy would have for speed racing. To my left were several black girls. I didn’t say anything to them thinking that they would see the car.

They didn’t but were able to get over next to me on my right as the car stopped. A white puppy then was in front of the car. When it was about to continue I started waving my hands so that it wouldn’t go under the car. Another puppy then showed up.

One of the black girls said something about me being concerned about the puppies but not them. I was going to explain to her but then figured it wouldn’t do any good so I kept my mouth shut and walked away.

I was then walking along where there was some water to my left. I had to cross it by going through it so I did. I was wearing my black suede (?) coat. There were some men behind me and I was wondering what they were thinking about me wearing this as I crossed.

After a short distance I was at the school’s pool. Briana was there with other people, playing a game with a ball that I didn’t see but knew was there. She was in the shallow end looking to the right. She was naked. I was surprised but then I wasn’t. I was surprised that she was allowed to be here like that.

She then got out to get a drink at the water fountain in front of me on the other side of the pool. She was wearing a bathing suit then. She took it off as she was getting back in.

There was a guy there who was going to measure me to see if I had lost weight from being 250. He had a soft/baked potato and was peeling it. I may have asked what it was for. I was told that I was going to see. There was something about my strong right bicep.

(From Feb. 9, 2020) Fish

I asked the same question. I dreamt of being with people outside to hear a band. Some people then came and bound them with strong, thick ropes, blindfolding them with something black.

One of the guys was lying on the stage facing NorthEast, looking like a fish, with the rope going around his body with arms inside.

Hard To Comprehend

I asked, “Is there an alternative way, other than marrying Ali, to get rid of that (Utah) girl?” I dreamt of the episode of Ghost Adventures where they go to Ripley’s Believe It or Not in Hollywood and seeing Zak holding the foot of a lady.

I dreamt of a drawing/illustration of a blue/purple flower with only the middle part and the top edge of the petals drawn.

I dreamt of Ghost Adventures going to a house to investigate.

I dreamt of lying in bed with Kyle, who was on my right. He turned over so that I could see his back. I saw that he still had staples (didn’t have any) and that his wound was healing well. He got up to do something, (I felt) as if he didn’t want me looking.

There were some small pink squid, head to the right, in a produce bag in a rectangular tub/bin. I saw some small movements. I was wanting to tell Kyle to put them in water before they die, but didn’t.

I dreamt that there was a small white rectangular building on a small dirt lot across from Ali & I as we were in the car. It was about the size of two garbage bin enclosures together. There was a wire gate on the left in front of us and one on the right on the other side.

There was writing to the right of the gate indicating that it was for sale for $57,000. There was other writing underneath indicating other ways of payment/uses for it but those were hard to comprehend because it was dirty.

I pointed it out to him, telling him it was for sale. I was thinking of the possibility of converting it into a residence. Seems there may have been a man standing inside on the right.

(From yesterday) May Have Been

I asked the same question. Someone said, “(I) Don’t have to disprove anything. He’s just a card reader.”

I dreamt of being with some ladies somewhere. There were tons of brownies that they had brought. They were gathering as much as they could to take home but there was still an overabundance of them.

I dreamt that I was sitting at a desk with a couple stickers and writing in pencil. There were some numbers on the top right and a sticker on the top left.

There was a lady next to me talking something about the numbers and witch’s. The sticker had something to do with the witch’s. After she left I picked/peeled off the sticker.

There may have been a (treasure) hunt. After I was finished I went to ask a lady if I could go home. She was talking to someone on her right so I motioned. She said I could. I may have gone back to where the brownies were.

(From Feb. 5, 2020) Tie A Knot

I asked the same question. I dreamt something about needing to tie a square knot.

(From Feb. 4, 2020) Wouldn’t Stick

I asked the same question. I dreamt of going to D.I. for something. I saw several glass items along with a crystal chandelier with hanging crystals.

I went back a second time and saw that the glass was shattered, along with the hanging crystals. I wondered why the workers would’ve done that.

They were in the process of moving items either to a different spot or different building. I saw some of the people I used to work with (at different job) and was talking to them.

I was with someone and playfully mentioned to them I was glad I wasn’t working here anymore (because of the moving).

Zelma was there and happily gave me a brochure of the candles she had been selling. I had forgotten about them, having wanted to buy but not having the money, possibly even still. I mentioned to this other person about having forgotten about them. There may have been a picture of a lemon one(?).

I, along with some of the guy workers, had colorful fuzzy things on the bridges of our noses. They had to stay there until they came off on their own, which was fine.

There was a guy who wanted to have one but not on his nose so he tried putting it between his nose and the top left side of his lips but it wouldn’t stick.

Recipe

I asked, “Do I need a shungite or obsidian cross to get rid of that (Utah) girl?” I dreamt that I was having sex with Ali’s (?) spirit.

I dreamt that a guy named Clint van Czeyk had a b&w cartoon on Vimeo. It was showing something dripping from the back of a man’s head.

I dreamt of people watching a sport. There was a group of blondes. There was a big guy speaking to me/tv with a German accent.

I dreamt of a recipe and one of the ingredients was lumphes.

(From yesterday) Play

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was with people from church, or some of them were. I was wearing a white bathing suit/leotard with the top down. After a while I figured I better cover up so I did.

There was something about a sleeping white gecko. There was a shirtless guy with dark hair and a medium hairy chest. I either rubbed it, or wanted. I started getting excited from looking at it but was able to calm myself down. He wasn’t a member of the church.

It was time to separate. I was with someone. It seems we went to a fast food restaurant (McDonalds?) that was close by. He ended up at the same place. He came over to me and asked me to “play”. I told him I can’t but I wanted to.

We were at a place that was being given to a family of four, transforming it to a residence. I was behind them. They were lined up side by side and gave a bow in unison to show their gratitude.

I heard my dad’s voice. I listened to him talk a couple times to make sure it was him before I saw him. I told the guy that it was time to go.

The gecko woke up. I was a little anxious not knowing how to transport him. Someone must’ve asked how I brought him here because I said that it was sleeping. I eventually put it in a slightly open sandwich bag until I could put him someplace safer. Liquid appeared when I put him in it.

Somewhere in there I went pee. It was audible but I didn’t care. I t felt like I was going a long time as if my bladder had been full.

I dreamt that I started dating a Hispanic guy. He was wearing a greyish sweater. We were at a park, or somewhere were there was a park. There was a pool but with very little water. I was thinking that if it were full I would’ve playfully pushed him in.

He looked to be in his 30’s so I asked him what age he thought I was. He started saying, “3-0-6, 3-0-8” telling him no each time. I told him that I was going to be 48 next month (May). He was shocked but I couldn’t tell how it affected him because even though he went silent, he stayed the same.

(After rain?) We were walking, with him on my right. I put my arm around his waist, pinching it a little at the bone. There was a little bit of extra skin. I was thinking how I liked to do that with Ali. I didn’t care if people saw us together.

On the ground was spelled out two words. The second one was Trenta. I asked him what it meant but don’t remember what he said.

We ended up in a building (before walking?) with other people. After a while it was time to leave. He was going to stay to do some work. The entrance was on the lower right corner on the side.

It had been raining on and off at an angle. There was a space up next to the building that was still dry. I was wondering if it would be possible to crouch/duck down to walk through but then it would be too uncomfortable.

The rain finally stopped and the other people left. The hairy guy wanted to walk me to my car but I told him that I would be ok and that I didn’t want him walking back and forth.

He asked if I needed any help and I told him that I had only brought a couple things of my stuff.

Either later that day, or another day, I was then with a Mexican lady. We went to a walk up food place that had several windows. One of the companie’s name was something about one ingredient needing another ingredient and that ingredient needing another ingredient, listing 4 of them.

There was a female worker who looked frustrated. She had on a green apron. I figured the name of the company would be on there in a simplified form. Instead, I saw two fancy circles. The Mexican lady I was with was inside with this worker to talk to her.

On my left was a Hispanic guy ordering his food. I was mostly positive it was the same guy I had started dating but because of the newness of the relationship, I still had a little doubt whether it was him. Still, I kept looking at him in case it was him.

He looked over at me when he was finished and asked, “What are you doing here, dear?” I looked inside at the Mexican lady then back at him. I didn’t care if she saw us together or what she thought. I told him that I was here to talk to a lady about selling her products, which was true.

(From Feb. 1, 2020) Children

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a young black man picking out an old b&w movie. He was standing close to me on my right. He said that his children like these movies. It may have been a children’s movie. I knew that he was married.

I saw black/African women in several groups. One group was sitting side by side doing something with their hands with each other. Another group was to their right. They could have been dancing.

(From Jan. 31, 2020) Blind

I asked the same question. I dreamt of several different animals in the back. Two young elephants were close to me lying in some water with their heads to the left. I thought they were dead but as I got closer I could see that they were resting.

I dreamt of holding a blind person’s hand and letting them know that I was leaving and for them to stay in the room where we were.

(From Jan. 30, 2020) Family

I asked the same question. I dreamt something with Jason and other family in it.