Accepted It

I dreamt that there was a pile of dead people on top of the only survivor, who was looking out.

I dreamt that the orange and white cat was back (he passed Dec. 23) and at first it threw me off but then I accepted it.

(From Oct. 24, 2019) Playing

I saw a young Mexican couple with their two young children, boy & girl, who were playing.

I dreamt of an insect, bigger than a bee, flying around. There were some of those windows that are in strips, that look similar to blinds, that were open in front of me.

I had something in my left hand (cardboard?) trying to swat it out so it wouldn’t sting me. It was a female who I know. There were a couple people with me as well.

(From Oct. 23, 2019) Bauhaus

I dreamt of being with some people. I don’t know where we were. Briana was there. There was a guy with black hair. He had something of Bauhaus, or something that had the name written on it. I told him that all I remember is Peter Murphy saying, “Bela Lugosi”. Not the whole song but only those words.

There was also something about a round glass object that had the top broken off and I was worried about the cats walking over the pieces on the ground and the remaining piece that was there.

I dreamt of someone holding the end of a hose and water coming out on the left.

(From Oct. 22, 2019) Near Dead

I dreamt of a woman with fat in puches below her knees. She had a slim small fridge packed of food.

I dreamt of gathering cats in my left arm that were near dead.

(From Oct. 21, 2019) Not To Forget

I dreamt of looking at pictures from the movie Casablanca. There was a young couple also with me. I was saying that I had seen half the movie, telling them pieces of it, but couldn’t remember if it was the first or last.

I was then transported into a desert picture. The sand was white and smoother than I had felt before. I was looking up and it was dark (because of it being a picture). I was wondering if I would be able to climb up and what would I see/would I see light. Climbing up to the top had something to do with death.

I dreamt of an airplane that people were able to climb up and tour. I was on the steps looking down. Ali was there wearing a jacket/coat and standing among the people facing away from me on the right side.

I dreamt that after the events of the day, I was in a room with Barbie and grandma with some other people. We were wearing dark dresses, or Barbie and grandma were.

Barbie asked me if I was going to the wedding (Bethany) and I quietly told her no. She was a bit saddened by that but continued her walk out. After she passed me on my left, I saw her cane so picked it up and told her not to forget it, handing it to her.

Grandma stood up, facing me, from a chair that was in front of me at the end of a table. I knew she was there but hadn’t really noticed until she stood up.

She started walking toward me and I started toward her. I said hello to her as I softly patted her on her back.

Start Another Fire

I asked, “What am I not doing that I need to do to get rid of that (Utah) girl?” I dreamt that someone had set fire at night to the tall grass in the front yard which was now glowing embers.

I raced to wake and tell my mom and dad. I then decided to hose it down while I was waiting for them. Someone (else?) was trying to start another fire.

(From yesterday) Pick It Up

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was buying dust/powdered paint in 4 different colors. Two of them were similar color.

I dreamt something about Polynesians singing in church (?). Amy was there but didn’t see her. There was something about an urgency for something.

I dreamt that I saw one of my top garments on Ali’s bed. I picked it up and folded it and put it on top of my others.

(From Dec. 27, 2019) Another Project

I asked the same question. Before/As I was waking, I was thinking of the male actors who weren’t in any Hallmark Christmas movies this year. One of them was Victor Webster. I wondered if it was because of age or if they were working on another project.

I dreamt that I was in a food place/restaurant. (I don’t remember the order of these.) I was sitting by a window . Missionaries pulled up on motorcycles. I was thinking that I didn’t know they could/were allowed to drive those.

After they got off, I leaned in to get a better look at them. I saw that they were BMW’s and actually motored/powered bicycles.

The girls inside were anxiously waiting for them to enter because of how good looking/handsome they were. When they finally did make it in, they were wearing white suits similar to hazmat.

I was at the register with someone. We were getting strawberry taquitos (tortillas made from strawberries). I don’t know what was inside. There may have been chocolate chips mixed with the strawberries.

Mark, and a blonde thin guy who is married to someone in the family (Kevin?), were walking outside to come in. The blonde guy leaned back as he walked.

After coming in, they decided to eat at Denny’s and asked me for directions. I had been there earlier in the dream but didn’t know how to get there so I just pointed (11 o’clock position?). I don’t remember if they wanted to leave because a school busload of children arrived, or if they wanted to leave before.

After a while, they came back. Mark said that even though the blonde isn’t sure where he wants to go, he does know where he doesn’t want to be/go.

I dreamt that I was standing in front of Ali with only a (red?) towel on. I kept fixing/situating it.

(From Dec. 26, 2019) Work

I asked the same question. When I started asking the question, my body felt like it was shrinking.

I dreamt a girl who looks like Alex (works at Starbucks). Her name was Domo but pronounced it Domay/Dome with thing on top of e. I told her that it sounds Italian.

Cleaning It Up

I dreamt that I was getting up from bed with Kyle on my right. Someone dropped small pieces of food (corn?) on the bed by the pillows. I was cleaning it up.

I dreamt of being outside (?) and needing to get Kyle’s black loafer shoes that were on the ground a short distance in front of us.

I dreamt that new sandals were already coming apart with some of the twine (?) straps coming out/disappearing.

I dreamt that I was driving slowly in front of a brown strip mall that was shaped like a “C”. I was at the bottom of the C, trying to look at the names of the different shops. They were barely there.

I was conscious of the people behind me but figured they could see that there were people, including children, in front of me. It looked like there was an open market in front of these other stores.

I finally decided to go around one of the square stalls/shop. On the other side were bookshelf carts with items for sell, like at D.I. I saw some small baskets with handles on them. I knew I had been looking for some but for bigger ones.

I dreamt that there was an orange and white tabby playing around (ours passed away) and I started crying. I was trying to look at the face but couldn’t get a (full) view.

I dreamt that I was in back of a trash truck with someone else. There were some bricks in there. When we got to the dump site, the driver drove up and over, like a loop. A couple bricks floated but didn’t harm me.

I dreamt that I was in a secluded circle looking at two story separated row houses. They were a dark rust color. I said out loud, “OK”. I then walked on a thin concrete path to go out.

A black woman showed up to also go out as I opened the door. I held the door for her and she kindly thanked me. I had a black bag on my left shoulder with a pink (?) blanket showing, enough to see it was there. I may have been wondering if she had seen it.

(From Oct. 31, 2019) Lifehouse Husbands

I dreamt that I was somewhere with several other people. We had sleeping bags but I don’t know how long we were there. I was lying down on something and noticing my left thigh had beginnings of some bruises along with red lines. I then looked at my arms and saw dark bruises up and down both of them.

There was a girl lying down at my feet. There was an instructor on top of her back to show her how to do something. I was thinking something about how she must love that blanket.

This guy then shows me a video they took of me while I was sleeping. I was on my back and a small amount of blood came out of my right nostril and stayed there.

The instructor was sitting on my right, so I put my hands on his left knee and nonchalantly told him that I have spirits. This place may have been called Lifehouse Husbands/Husbandry.

(From Oct. 30, 2019) Blocking Progress

I dreamt that I was driving along a road when I saw some people up ahead lounging around, facing my direction. I honked at them to move but they wouldn’t. I then saw that there was a chasm between us blocking my progress. It was too wide to jump/cross it.

(From Oct. 29, 2019) Walking Long Distances

I dreamt that Adele became thin and as she was losing weight she became ugly.

I dreamt that I saw an 80’s YouTube clip of a tv show that had Maribeth Decker and Marie Osmond as guests on an episode. I was wanting to share it to Maribeth’s animal communicator Facebook Page that I’m a part of but I was having trouble sharing/it wasn’t working.

Maribeth had about shoulder length hair in the video. I was telling someone who I was with about her now being an animal communicator and that I’m part of her group.

I dreamt something about dad becoming physical/visible so I could see him.

I dreamt that there was a guy I knew who went to the same mission as me. We had come back home and the landscape by his house had changed. I was mentioning/reminding him how I had said about how I had walked long distance(s).

Wasn't Much Left

I dreamt that I was standing in the bathroom and inserting a tampon, having a little fun with it first. Thinking of Ali, I think I told someone who was there that I didn’t know why I was using it since there wasn’t much left.

I dreamt that he had something in the garage for me and wanted me to go with him to look.

I dreamt that while I was looking at the black neighborhood cat outside, I was thinking that if there are any new cats who come around that they will stay outside so that I won’t get attached to them.

(From yesterday) Back Together

I asked, “What do I need to see, that I’m not seeing, to get rid of that (Utah) girl?” I dreamt that Mark told me that there were some people who put some feces (his word) in some library books and that it’s going to get worse.

I don’t know where I was but I saw several key chain rings in a bowl with items on them that looked like mine. I then searched to see if mine were there but didn’t see them. (When I was waking, I wondered why I didn’t think that someone could’ve taken mine and separated them and I needed to put them back together.)

There was a horse and I had a knowing that he had a military rank and some people promoted him to a higher rank to give them an excuse to fight those people who had previously done something wrong to the horse.

This horse was then standing in front of me to the left a short distance. There were other people on my left. The horse was facing forward. A couple people had whips (I didn’t see what they were holding but assumed this is what they were) and whipped the horse on the left butt cheek. It wasn’t hard and they only did it a couple times.

These people were then kneeling and bending down to the horse, who may have laid down by now, paying tribute to him. I was confused by this and said, “He’s just a horse.”

I dreamt that Ali had brushed my right breast with his hand. I had a feeling that it was getting to be too much for him for us not be physical and so wanted to get married.

I dreamt that the orange cat was getting better. (He had stopped eating.)

I dreamt something about Norway and something about a hat.

(From Dec. 20, 2019) Able To Move

I asked the same question. (Previous nights the dreams were erased.) I dreamt that I was wearing shorts (plaid? vertical stripes?) and standing in front of Tom and a black guy who was on Tom’s left. They were both sitting.

Someone with me told me that Tom applied to Phoenix college. I asked him, “In what?” He was telling me when I was wakened by that girl.

Tom had his right arm stretched out with his hand rubbing my chest up and down a little. I was worried because he slightly felt the hair on my neck area. I then figured that he might be the man from my dreams who doesn’t care, or at least doesn’t show, about that.

I dreamt that the mother cat let me pet her, or that I was able to pet her.

I dreamt of a ship, at least the word came to me as I was waking.

I dreamt that I had a checklist and marriage was listed.

Before waking someone told me to turn the candle over.

I dreamt the I was lying on the couch where the cats are and let the Siamese girl go outside/didn’t stop her. I then realized what I had done and frantically went to the glass door to let her in. Thankfully she was next to the house and came in on her own.

I then saw the mother and her daughter out there, to the left. The daughter looked like she was stuck in a shopping cart frame, without the basket, that was tipped forward. When I went to get her out, I saw that she wasn’t stuck and was able to move.

Be With Someone Else

I asked the question, “Don’t do what?” (Nov. 1, 2019) I dreamt that my skin on my legs was opening up in different spots. Some were small holes and some were big. One of the big ones was on my left thigh.

There was a computer motherboard in there. I was frantic about what was happening to me. I tried to look inside my leg to see all that was there but could only see a little.

There must’ve been people around me, or at least one person, who I was trying to get their attention to help me.

I dreamt that I was by the closets in my room with a new husband. I was thinking it was weird to be with someone else. There were several small open bags of cat food in the closet with the tops rolled down.

One of them was separated from the others on the left so I brought it over with the others. I wasn’t wearing any pants.

(From yesterday) Didn’t Care

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I either saw a picture, or in person, a naked woman bending over, with the head up to. There were different animals (with their hands?) going up her back. I was thinking of supporting her by coloring them in (if a picture) or giving her money.

I dreamt of Ali telling me that he wants to “pack it in” (have sex).

I dreamt that I was naked, sitting with my knees covering my breasts. I was with people and didn’t care that others saw. We were getting ready to go to church. There was a female who wore a dress with spaghetti straps that went down past her breasts. She looked like a prostitute. She had on a lot of makeup. I wondered what the people at church would react/think of her.

After sacrament meeting, or after all of the services, I was walking in the back of the chapel from right to left. I saw an older man standing behind a cafeteria style cart giving out food. At first I wasn’t going to say anything, but as I got closer I decided to.

I mentioned to him that (I thought) we’re not supposed to do business on Sunday. He responded, “We’re not.” I then realized that that was true because I didn’t see any money being exchanged.

I dreamt that a guy told me, at the church, that he likes to hear me sing.

(From Nov. 2012) Swollen

I dreamt that my hands were swollen.

(From Dec. 18, 2019) Acting

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Ali & I have our beds next to each other. His was on the left. I started fingering myself, thinking he would want to do some also. He didn’t as he fell asleep once he laid down on the bed.

I then felt something at the left corner of the foot of my bed. I’m not able to move my head to look over at Ali. I start having trouble breathing, as if there’s a lot of smog.

I’m able to move my hands so I start grabbing the edges of the bed and try to cast her out so he knows she’s there but she won’t let me speak the words and no sound comes out. He doesn’t respond.

I then start calling out for mom, still moving my hands. Ali still doesn’t respond.

Before waking, the phrase, “Pita is an Outback (Australia) woman.”

I dreamt that I was standing on the right side of Ali’s lifted bed, noticing a red/maroon towel folded half over with the open side to the foot of the bed. It was up by his pillow under his blankets. I thought that was weird, but then it wasn’t because he does weird stuff.

I dreamt that I was on the right side of another lifted bed. There’s a black woman with either a Hispanic or Arabic man. I didn’t get a good look. I was holding her hand. They’re acting.

She’s wearing pajama’s. At first they’re asleep, but she then says something to him (about me?). I look away to my right as he gets up. There’s something reflective in front of me. I see his hairy legs under the covers, realizing that he’s naked, which surprises me.

A second later, after getting dressed, he’s on top of her, giving her a hard thrust./hump It startled me so I let go. She laughs at that and tells the guy that I jumped back because of this.

Boy In Water

I dreamt that a guy killed himself but it was a good thing. There was something about a boy in water. There was a term used and the definition was told to me but I don’t remember them.

I dreamt that I was sitting in a circle with Kyle and others. We were having a good time. I think Kyle brought me here to see.

(From Nov. 4, 2019) Found

I dreamt that I was in a smoke filled room with someone frantically trying to get a door open to get out.

I dreamt that the orange cat had either been taken or he got lost. I found him inside the church, which had the cultural hall floor and hallway floor next to it ripped up for updating.

I was elated when I found him. I picked him up and started walking the way I came/to the car, looking at the cultural hall and wondering if I hadn’t come this way.

I was then on the freeway home. I was hysterically crying when I realized orange hadn’t been able to follow because of the freeway.

(From Nov. 2, 2019) Gift

I dreamt that I was back in the Fairmont house in San Bernardino. There was a big box next to the brick wall in the entrance and Micalanne was standing in front of it reminding me that she had a gift in there for me.

Steve appeared on my right, telling me about a party/get together. I wasn’t sure about it so I told him I would check/schedule first to see if I could make it. Natalie was at a table on the left. They were talking about what to get her for lunch (PB&J?) as he was walking out.

I was lying on my bed. I was either on a top bunk (different house?) or on the second story (Las Vegas). My head was to the right. Mom was telling me to be careful because there was a guy trying to look in while I sleep.

There was something about the window next to my bed that needed fixing so a lady came to fix it, twice.

The house next door had (some) lights on. One of the rooms was an empty bathroom. I knew that because looking down, I had to slightly situate myself to see. I then saw the (different) guy who lived there in the bathroom with a camera. Looking up to the right, he was trying to take a picture of me.

I was wearing something blue with my cleavage showing. I put my head by my waist and waved at him. He got embarrased and came out of the house. I was going to text him that at least he came out and showed himself but decided not to. I then was going to text him that he was busted, but again decided not to send that one either. We were going to go out together later.

I dreamt that a girl went to some people for help. She showed them that she was a monster inside (turning into one).

I dreamt that I was sitting in the middle of a hallway at church. There were children around. I may have had a blanket on my back. I felt a push from behind on my shoulders. I looked back and it was a young (7-8?) dense spirit girl.

She was visible. She was of a darker color because of her density. She wasn’t hindered by her density though. We had a short conversation as she was pushing me a short distance. I wasn’t scared or worried about her presence. She then walked to my left and into a room.

There was an older young girl in front of me on my left and I was telling her about the dead girl as she (dead girl) was walking in the room.

The door closed and the second girl opened it and the dead girl was gone. There was a path inside the room to the right. I’m not sure what was on the left because there was a wall on the left inside on the other side of the door blocking the view. It could’ve been a bathroom/nursing room?

I then was holding a baby, trying to feed it (?). A lady was standing in front of me and I commented to her questioningly, “You do this 24 hours?” She responded something about when the baby wants to feed you his food. I got an image of it being messy.

I dreamt that I was in a parking lot wanting to back into a corner space, with the front facing right. As I was backing up, I ended up in the space to the left of the one I wanted. I was going to adjust my parking when another vehicle (red?) backed up in front of me in the same space I was in.

I was honking to let her know I wanted out but there was no sound. The steering wheel may have been broken. Getting frustrated at no sound, and these people getting out of their car, I realized I could get out of the car & say something to them.

It was a couple with their son. The wife was the driver. She was standing on the passenger side when I got up there. I picked her up and asked her to move. She got scared and so she complied.

I was then inside a mall on the second story looking through a hole down to the first floor. This family walked by, from right to left, looking up at me. The husband looked to be Arabic, or had some in him. There were a couple girls standing next to me.

I dreamt that a guy from the Middle East came to get/exchange some money from me ($50?) and then left to go back home. I was thinking how interesting it was for him to come here just for that and then leave.

I dreamt that a bee type insect (it was bigger than a bee, unless it was a big bee such as Wallace’s giant bee) kept flying and diving at/around me and a guy who was to my right.

It then got my left middle finger, releasing some wire that coiled and then went through my nail, coming out with a spoked wheel at the end. I was hysterical. I wasn’t in pain but was anticipating the pain when it does come out.

It looked like we were outside of a shopping center. I saw a guy in front of us a distance looking at me as he was about to walk in a store. I was thinking that maybe he might come look to see what was happening but he didn’t.

(Nov. 1, 2019) Make Some Noise

I dreamt that I saw written, “Don’t do it.”

I dreamt of jets flying through hoops/arches. One of them was a heart. I don’t remember why. I was outside watching this with some people.

Afterwards I had a toy plane and was pushing a couple buttons to make some noise. I then figured that the people around me didn’t appreciate that so I stopped.

There were some guys casually dressed sitting on the street and sidewalk. One may have been Sowin. Seems I also knew another one who had recently returned from a mission. D&C 4 was being recited. I was able to remember some parts of it, from when I was a missionary, and recite.

I dreamt that I went into/onto the top of a stairwell for a bit then came out.

I dreamt that Ellen DeGeneres was sitting outside by herself at a table with food for lunch. She was at a wide corner on the left of an intersection facing me. Portia was walking from a food place on my left with cups in her hands. I didn’t see her after this.

I hid in some black curtain/drape things that were there pretending to look for some Lamborghini’s in the traffic at the stop light about to come toward me. I didn’t see any.

I then was walking toward Ellen’s direction. I debated on whether to ask her what I do when I don’t know what to do. When I decided to ask her, I figured that was why she was there, a lady at a table to the left of her (her right) started to ask her questions.

Get A Kitten

I dreamt that I was flying in the air with Steve, some Mexican/Hispanic women, and I think Christina Anstead (HGTV Flip or Flop). We weren’t in an airplane. Whatever it was was either a circular shape or more like a blimp. It had several stories to it.

At one point, Christina had the top of her hair in two separate french braids. I then had my hair like that and started strutting around like my hair was better. I mentioned that this hairstyle was nothing new for me because I did all sorts of different things with my hair when I was younger/a teenager.

Some of the Mexican women were standing along/by some stairs. I walked by /past them. I felt a sense of bitterness/spite coming from them, even though they weren’t showing it, as they were talking with each other.

I was about to walk up a couple steps when I saw one of the women jump back to the left from the siamese boy. I didn’t see why. I sharply asked, “What do you think you’re doing with him?” She calmly said that she wanted a cat. She continued talking about it when another woman showed up. I wanted to mention for her to get a kitten but didn’t.

Steve was nearby rinsing dishes. There was a huge cookie sheet on the floor that looked like it had been used for scalloped potatoes. I thought he was using it to stand on while doing the dishes but I never saw him standing on it. He was rinsing a big green Tupperware salad bowl. The water on it looked the color of cheese.

(From Nov. 6, 2019) Singing A Love Song

I dreamt that I was dressed up in a dress leaving someone’s wedding (reception?). I didn’t see the ceremony and what I had been doing was different than being at a wedding. I can’t remember the details. There were other people leaving as well. We were walking on the sidewalks/streets to our cars.

There was a concrete area with wide steps that on my right that I started to walk up but someone told me that I couldn’t because something was going on at the top.

Wilhelm showed up. He looked shorter than me. We walked to a different spot than where we were to the right. He started singing a love song. I had never heard it before. I didn’t know he could sing and I was liking it.

After he stopped, he went somewhere else. I didn’t see him leave. There was a girl I knew who also knew him. I can’t remember if she was a relative or not. It may have been Megan (used to work at Starbucks).

I cautiously asked her how tall he is because of looking back and not knowing where he was. She said he was 6’1″ or 6’2″. I was surprised at that because he didn’t look like it but figured it was because he could’ve been sitting, or slouching.

From Nov. 5, 2019) Close

I dreamt that I was inside with the family and asking them, “Why are you mean to me?” No one was paying attention. Maybe one or two heard me but they didn’t respond.

I was then in Micalanne’s house about to go to sleep/bed so I turned the lights on (I read to do that while having problems with spirits & such). She got upset and turning them off, said that the house isn’t for sale because she didn’t want people to see inside.

She had vertical window blinds that were open and she closed them. I tried opening them again but they were so tight, I couldn’t get them/pole to budge/move.

I was then outside on the left of the house where there was a black gate, like Ali’s, with the family. I don’t remember how (took a couple steps first?) but I leaped up to the top where it was flat so I wouldn’t hurt myself. No one cared.

I saw on the front of the gate was iron/metal piece that crossed from left to right diagonally, coming up (?). I was thinking that maybe I could climb over and down using that piece to step down. I didn’t.

I then saw the Siamese girl had crawled up on the front, close to where I was.

Didn't See

I asked, ” Who does the baby belong to?” I dreamt that it was Halloween around 3 p.m. Kyle and I were in the church. There was a room to the right of the exit doors. Someone was having the drug addicts come here instead of outside and getting into trouble. Some were in costumes, not fancy.

There were people standing, going in a circle to the right. There were also some sitting on the outside of the circle on both sides. On the right there was a short guy in a wheelchair.

I was sitting back by the door since I wasn’t connected with this group. Kyle was supposed to be sitting with the group on the right but I didn’t see him. I went out to the hall and asked a guy out there if he knew where Kyle was. He didn’t.

I went outside and was thinking that if the drugs hadn’t killed him, I was going to. I then thought that if I had said that to someone I would’ve said that I wasn’t serious because I didn’t want to deal with the spiritual consequences of going to hell.

The church was on a small uphill slope. I was on the right side of the church. A black lady was driving in, going to the back. She saw me standing there and waving, said, “Sunday next week.” I was confused by this. She was driving an old blue (?) car and others with her. She then turned around to go back out.

Looking past this part of the parking lot there was a chain link fence that went horizontally along the lot. On the other side I saw about 20 – 50 women scattered along by the fence. They were wearing dresses that looked like some sort of traditional type.

I also saw what looked like either blue blankets or sleeping bags laid out on the ground. I was thinking these women could be homeless but they didn’t look like it.

They then lined up in pairs of two to the fence and started singing. I didn’t hear the words because I was scanning the women. I noticed a pair slightly to my right were tall. I continued to the right and noticed another pair that was taller than the first. I continued still and saw yet another pair that was taller than the others. These looked to be Polynesian/Islanders.

There was a lady between the second pair and another pair of women who seemed to be leading the singing as she was a bit louder and had a start on the lyrics before the others.

The words either came to me, or I heard the women sing, “The land that I would have given to my children, you now use.” I was thinking of Pocahontas and the “Colors of the Wind” song and that if I could write more words this would be a great song for a movie.

(From yesterday) Not Sure

I asked the same question. I dreamt of being in dark/murky (?) water, not sure what was below me. There were others with me. We were close enough to the shore to swim to if needed.

I had forgotten to get a picture of something that I was picturing in my mind. I handed my camera over to a guy to get the picture.

Ahead of us a distance to the right was a building of several stories. Up on top in front on the left side of it (it was facing to the left) was the word Freemason, though it seems the “Free” part was something else.

I dreamt that I was on a school bus with other people. We were on our way to a place that would take us so we could go out in space. We were going through a narrow road. I didn’t notice what was on the sides of us. Rocky mountains (?)

For some reason the bus stopped as we were going around a corner to the left. I then looked back and saw a line of trees on the right. They then quickly went through all the seasons.

We then continued on with the driver speeding. As we started, there was some water to the right that he swerved towards and went through. I didn’t see any other vehicles.

(From Dec. 11, 2012)

I dreamt that both mom and dad had a heart attack. Earlier in the year I dreamt that mom had already passed away.

(From Dec. 10, 2019) Vague

I asked the same question. I was seeing vague images of shungite and sage.

I dreamt that I used my right hand to pick off a couple small pieces of dried poop on the right side of my butt and then flushed them.

I dreamt that I was holding a small white wastebasket with bag in it and figuring out where to put it. There was already one in a room that was basically empty. There was a room to the left of that one with the door closed.

I wanted to ask Kyle but he was in his own white bedroom lying on the bed, with his head in the North position. He was on the phone talking to someone but with his eyes closed so I thought he was asleep at first. We either lived in a small house or an apartment since the rooms were close to each other.

I dreamt that there were lots of people walking back home to San Bernardino. I saw the map in my mind of where this was from where we were. They were on the freeway. They had stopped traffic for a demonstration. They were now letting traffic flow but had to stay behind the people. They had come a distance and still had a bit to go.

I was on the right side, by/in the slow lane. There was a lady in front of me dressed in a skirt with heels. I was wondering how this walking would affect her feet, along with the others. She was looking back at me as we walked. She was part of a/the local government.

(From Dec. 7 -9, 2019) Hiding

I asked, “Who’s baby was/am I holding?” I dreamt of a bear wanting to finish the coke I had been drinking from a glass bottle. I told him to be careful.

There was then a smaller bear that showed up who was connected with this one. The smaller bear didn’t have pants on. I either knew, or the first bear told me, that this smaller bear wanted me without pants on. I was with someone and grabbed them and started running. I squeezed through some type of bars.

I dreamt something about stepping through the computer screen on the left to Facebook and hiding.

Go

I asked, ” Do I need to marry Ali to get rid of that (Utah) girl?” I dreamt that I was with Amy, Judy, and Steve. Amy and Judy were in front of me with Amy on the left of Judy.

Amy kept pinching the bottom of Judy’s left breast. I don’t remember why. Irritated, Judy told her to stop.

We were then at the top of a curved covered slide. Judy was at the entrance. I don’t remember what I did but Judy slid to the bottom and then accused me of pushing her.

It was then my turn. I went head first on my stomach with my arms out. There was a blue hand/racquetball in front of me as I went down. I was worried/scared that there might be a guy at the end waiting to kill me. There was no one there when I got there.

There was then a little boy telling his dad that he wanted to go on the slide again.

(From yesterday) Going To Happen

I asked the same question. I dreamt that there was a black bear walking on its hind legs in front of me from left to right. I playfully hid to see what was going to happen.

(From Nov. 30, 2019 or Dec. 1, 2019) Started

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was at someone’s house about to demo for remodeling. The wife, standing on the left, said something before we got started. The husband was to the right with a young daughter. I didn’t see the face. After the demo got started the wife turned into someone younger.

After demo got started, there was chaos from extra things/materials added in. There were cooked noodles below the kitchen sink area. Outside by the kitchen window was water flowing in a u shape.

I dreamt (same?) that I had gone pee 3 times in a short time and needed to go again. I don’t think I was in a bathroom because there were men to the left of me a short distance.

I wasn’t going to pull my pants down, not remembering how I did it the other times, but realized that I should/needed to. I then heard the sound of it coming out.

(From Nov. 29, 2019) Waiting

I asked the same question. A wrinkly old lady was frustrated with me, asking why I went to the conference after she told me not to.

I dreamt that a man and his son rented a Prius. It was night. There wasn’t a wand (if that’s what they’re called) on the right of the steering wheel to reverse.

The dash went down along the driver door with a digital display at the end with the mileage on top (92 miles) and another number below that which I don’t remember what for. The numbers were tilted slightly to the left. We were all looking at the numbers as if standing in the car in the driver’s side.

I then was in the passenger seat looking at the dash to the right of the wheel noticing that it was dirty with some fingerprints. The guys were outside at this time and I was waiting for them to get in. The car was parked on a small slope. It moved on its own, stopping before entering the street. Someone mentioned that these cars sometimes do that.

The man and son then turned into Karen and Mina (HGTV Good Bones) with Karen driving. On the right side of the steering wheel, facing me, were the directions (NWSE) that we were going. I commented how that was nice to have that to know which way we were going.

After driving a short distance, we started to fly. To the right was a field with a structure (barn?) with some Christmas lights on it. There may have been a couple black cows.

A little bit of fog showed up but not for long. I was wondering if the car had enough battery to make it to our destination. I mentioned that sometimes I fly in my dreams.

I dreamt that I was at someone’s house. The floor of the family room was lower on the right with the left having a strip that was higher.

The family all had light blonde hair. I was going to mention to one of them that my hair was the same shade as theirs when I was younger but then noticed that some parts were darker.

I was asking if their ancestors were Scottish and Irish and then Scandinavian/Norwegian. For some reason I was holding back about asking them the last one. They kept saying yes to each question.

I was standing with a couch behind me. A girl started telling me that someone was next to me on my right, waving. I said that I couldn’t see anyone but I kept looking. This girl kept saying that someone was there.

I then started to see something, as if the air was moving around wanting to take shape. I saw something shimmering and my reflection on it. There was a small mound of sand that appeared next to me on my right. The girl was talking to it, telling it to hold/keep the shape/form. I was thinking of the Aladdin and the cave of treasures/wonders.

When it suddenly went away, I was sitting and saw Kyle to my right with a smaller man between us. I was sobbing the whole time because of how happy I was to see him again. They were happy and kept looking at each other as Kyle reached out his hand to me. Kyle never looked at me but went between this man and in front of him.

I noticed his dirt under his fingernails (as he sometimes had). I was hesitant to reach out, not knowing if I would feel him. I reached out anyway and felt him, for a couple seconds before waking up.

Open Ends

I dreamt that I had a small mound of mold growing between my right thumb and finger. After a couple days I was able to peel it off. Underneath were clear plastic tubes with open ends.

I think there was someone (Amy?) there I wanted to show but they were either not interested or not paying attention.

(From yesterday) Felt Something

(A lady from a Facebook group told me that she saw a girl with brown hair and blue eyes wearing blue/brown clothes and that her name is Elizabeth Mary.) I asked, “Is the Utah girl disguised as Elizabeth Mary?” I dreamt that a lady had read that I dislodged something when I urinated and if I hadn’t, I could’ve died. I was thinking that I felt something going on. I looked over to my mom on my right and told her what the lady told me.

(From Nov. 25, 2019) Saw

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I saw only the head of the outside tabby boy and that his head had been eaten.

(From Nov. 23, 2019) Able To See

I asked the same question. I dreamt that someone poured a little of clear soda down the throat of a baby/toddler to clear out the little bit of milk that was there. I was able to see the soda go down and flush out the milk. The baby then gave a shiver and said that it felt cool (refreshing).

I dreamt of being below a ship that was in the air from rough seas. I was there for several seconds before I had to move so that it wouldn’t crash down on me. It almost went under when it landed but was able to stay afloat/above water. There was a man next to my right talking about it before it came crashing down.

There was a small section of water that turned black. I thought it looked like oil but knew it wasn’t. Another guy was saying that he had a female friend on a ship. He didn’t say if it was this one or another.

I was thinking that I was grateful I wasn’t on it, experiencing all the turmoil that was going on.

I heard a lady say, “I just need to relax.”

I dreamt that I was up on the left side of the ship up front with my legs hanging over. I was scared/terrified. There was a small boat a little ways from the ship. There was something about a camouflaged white cat on that boat.

I had a ball between my thighs. I wasn’t able to hold onto it so it eventually dropped into the water.

To the left of me I could see the bottom of the ship through the water.

(From Nov. 22, 2019) Being Used

I asked, “Is the Utah girl Elizabeth Mary?” I dreamt that I needed to pee but the bathrooms were dirty or being used. Amy’s toilet had urine in it and clothes were all strewn all over the floor.

I dreamt that a couple young people were telling me that I looked like a famous character. They said the name but I don’t remember. The character was from a genre that I don’t watch.

There was also something about Catholics. I told them that I don’t know anything about them.

(From Nov. 27, 2012) Stolen

I dreamt that I went back to the 1800’s (I was sensing it was during that time period, and all of it was in that time period). I was looking at some jewelry made by Indian women who had either been stolen by the white men for themselves, or were massacred with the rest of the people. As I was being told about the women, I could see the white men on their horses coming to take the women, or coming to give battle.

I was then looking through a shopping catalog where I could buy things for around $1. I was thinking it was weird to actually be there and to see these prices at that time, and not just looking at something vintage in the present day.

I then saw a guy and girl outside next to a fabric shop(?) with windows, and told them they better stop what they were doing…hm..mmm, because there were people (mostly women) inside who could see. The people inside then came out and sat at a picnic table to eat. It was as if we were ghosts and those people were oblivious to us being there.