Bethesda 

I asked, “How do I get rid of the entity that keeps entering my body?” The words “Bethesda” and then later, “Bathsheba”.

(From Dec 25, 2017 Birth)

I asked what was meant by the dream of me being spiritually connected with this guy. I dreamt something about land. A guy was showing it to me, and I think there were buildings, but I don’t remember what it was all about.

I dreamt about a little pig in a house. I think it may have talked.

I dreamt that Prince Harry and Meghan Markle both had big round blue eyes. Meghan had red markings on her legs from being nervous from being asked something.

There was a girl who was playing dead. She was in the bathroom and we were to find her. I didn’t want to look. A girl opened the door, and then the “dead” girl came out. She looked like her neck was sliced open, and there was a black hole there.

I dreamt that the mother cat, of the girls, had / gave birth to 3 new kittens. I was mystified because she was spayed.

(From Dec 24, 2017 Mom)

I dreamt that a guy was looking into a dark space (this is a b&w cartoon), and there’s a stick it note with an arrow pointing down. He looks as if he’s looking into virtual reality.

There are two other guys, one of them asking a question, something to do with playing golf, hence the arrow. The next caption has the first guy holding a check for $72 ($82?) for taquitos. One of the other two guys says, “Or otherwise.”

I dreamt that I saw a name, of a guy I was talking to online, on Google plus, and swiped left to check it out. There was a video of him sitting with a white shaving cream looking beard. There was a woman (30’s / 40’s) sitting to his right. I said, “Oh, he’s married”, but then realized that I didn’t know that.

There were five children in front of him, one a boy (11 / 12) with the same looking beard. I saw his daughter, made note that she was there. There were two children sitting on the floor to his left, a little behind him.

There was a woman, same age as other, sitting on the floor in front of him to his left a little, with two children. When I first saw her, I thought that she was a child. I then heard one of the children calling out “mom”. I don’t know who was saying it, and neither of the women moved. 

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Conflict

I asked, “Should I / Am I supposed to leave this house?” I dreamt that I put in a video to watch, above my head, somewhere in a public place, about taxes (?). I was saying loudly, at the video as if they could hear me, that it was a conflict of interest when / if someone has worked for the company before.

I dreamt that a girl wanted to take a chocolate shower. I was thinking it would be ok because the water would rinse off the chocolate.

I dreamt that I was going to sleep in the addition / back of the house, and someone turned off the back outside lights so that they wouldn’t be seen when coming in. Scared, I started toward Ali’s room, to go tell him.

(From Jan 1, 2018 Leading The Way)

I asked who I was being spiritually connected to. I saw a guy and girl in the dark / at night. They were / had been running, and she fell. He had his arm out to hold her hand when she got up, as he was leading the way. It was the type of scenario where they’re drunk (on love / life) and having a good time.

I dreamt something about a guys feet, and then mine, and whatever he did frustrated me. 

I dreamt that I was at the Waterman chapel in San Bernardino. I was in my 60’s / 70’s, and walking slower, as old people do. 

My calves didn’t have any definition, but were round instead. I didn’t get the feeling that it was because of weight. I was walking from the cultural hall towards the stairs. 

I was able to go up because I didn’t have any questions like the others did, but knew the answers. I was there for some program that some people (community? church?) were doing / putting on.

(From Dec 31, 2017 Little Boy)

I dreamt that a guy was teaching me words of a different language. One of those words was an opening to (a cave) inside a hill. I went inside, and it looked like a mansion made with / of bricks and stones / rocks.

There was a little boy inside with dark hair. He was running all over trying to get away and hide (from who?), but I was able to see him the whole time. I never saw the front of him. Seems he was wearing shorts. I had the impression that he had built all this.

(From Dec 29, 2017 Supported)

I asked who I was being spiritually connected to. I dreamt getting married to an older (50’s / 60’s) guy I sometimes see while walking, and then a boy, about 11 – 12, was calling us aunt and uncle.

We were walking in a grassy area that was foggy / misty. We saw a house that looked like there was no life in it. This guy said something about turning around / going another direction, I think.

I dreamt that we liked the same thing and arrived. I had been sleeping, and decided that it was time to wake up.

I dreamt of Kyle sitting on the floor in front of me, but the crown of his head was bald. 

I had two different dreams where I got married, and then the guy disappeared afterwards.

I dreamt that I was being supported on both sides so that I didn’t touch the ground as we moved.

I dreamt that I took out a small piece of what looked like chicken meat out / from under my right pointer fingernail, and gave it to a dog, who then ate it.

I wondered how good it tasted, that it must’ve been good enough to eat. 

Let It Go

I asked, “What is the meaning of the black dog?” I was told that i don’t want to understand it, and then the thought of the Ioniq car came to mind. The words, “Let it go” came to mind.

(From Jan 8, 2018 Pass Me By)

I asked to know when I was going to, or if I was going to, win the lottery. I saw myself holding a child on each hip.

I dreamt that I was standing by a roadside, watching several / the cars pass me by, from left to right. I didn’t see / notice any going the other direction. 

I realized that all the bends in the road, going to the right, were all the same. I decided to paint numbers on them so that no one would get lost. 

(From Jan 7, 2018 Building)

I asked why I had dreamt of winning the lottery. I dreamt that I was out in nowhere, with a couple other people, and we saw an old building. From the back, it looked like it used to be a store, like from the old west. 

Going to the front, you could see that it was a Spanish style church, all white, and all stuccoed, including the door. We went back to the back, and saw that there was an opening, so we went in. 

There was a young family there, living, and restoring the building. From where we were, though, you wouldn’t be able to tell. We saw the spirit of a man, who used to live here, in the face of the man who was here, and we all agreed that we saw him, and I didn’t freak out.

As we were walking around, we found some highlighted words that corresponded to this previous man, knowing he was going to commit suicide, and perhaps this was his way of hoping someone would notice before he did it.

I dreamt that there was lightning, and it touched me, without harming me. 

(From Jan 2, 2018 Isn’t Strong)

I dreamt of the blonde son in the “Chesapeake Shores” show. He used several initials for the show, which was something else. 

I figured that since he was here, I would talk to him. I mentioned his character in the Christmas movie with Danica McKellar. I don’t remember exactly what I said. 

Then I either thought, or did speak, about Meghan Ory’s character on Chesapeake, and how she isn’t strong. I think I got it all out, or maybe I was disrupted at the end so that my words trailed off. 

He had been (lying?) next to me this whole time, on my left. He then rubbed me (down there) a couple times, smiling.

Dying

I asked the same question. I dreamt that mom was going to be “euthanized”. Her right arm was in something similar to a blood pressure cuff, but fitting her whole arm, and in water. 

She was confused as to what was happening, and I didn’t understand why it was happening. She was to fall asleep, and that would be when she passes.

I dreamt that some people (Maine Cabin Masters?) had an old white small dog and were taking it out to a dirt area / field to end its life. I was thinking that I was able to understand when it came to the dog because it had done something where I could see the health was affected.

I dreamt that I was driving on the right side, and wasn’t able to slow down fast enough before hitting a white Tesla that was in front of me. I don’t remember why the traffic was slowing down.

The back of the Tesla did get crunched some, but not too tragically. I was waiting for them to pull over so that we could exchange information. I was concerned because it was Ali’s car.

There was a Tesla dealership up ahead a small distance with a u turn / circular entrance, which the car used to exchange for a newer model, never coming back out, so I continued on.

I dreamt of a young Mexican girl (20’s?) who had married an older (40’s?) man. They had been drinking and she got drunk, having a good time and laughing. He then drove somewhere. As they were going, she had a concerned look on her face for a couple seconds then went back to laughing.

After arriving wherever they were going, he passed out on top of her as she was in the drivers seat. She quickly was driving back home, in that situation with him on her, when he woke / roused for only a couple seconds.

I dreamt of a young Mexican girl (same?) who was on video, new on her job. She may have been a reporter. The ladies behind the cameras were telling her to turn on / push the record button. She wasn’t getting it so one of them came over and did it.

I dreamt something with a heavy rain.

I dreamt that Kyle woke me up for work. He was standing on my right, leaning over me. It was still dark so I had to situate to find his lips to kiss.

I dreamt that the orange and white tabby had a certain job to do.

Governator Responsible

I asked, “Why are the negative entities allowed in my room?” The words “Camelot” and “Cheating” came to mind.

I dreamt that I had written a dream in one long paragraph that I needed to separate into sections. I was expecting to have this dream given to me to write when I woke up.

I dreamt that I arrived to a town where a massacre had just ended. The air had a red tint to it. I was told that the Governator was responsible for it.

I dreamt that there were cows in stalls, getting ready to sleep for the night. There was a calf that was under water, which was a normal thing to see. They were then covered, and hidden, with dirt.

I dreamt that wood beams under a bed were taken away by a guy so that there was no support while sleeping.

I dreamt something about with pigs, and the Mexican couple who had them, had a toddler who came over to sit on my lap. S/he (don’t remember) had a sister, around 6 or 7, who was wearing one piece PJ’s that had a Christian saying about the Lord, who walked over and past us on my right.

Down on the ground on my right, were a couple big silver coins. They were about as big as Susan B. Anthony coins, but may have been a little bigger. They didn’t look American.

(From Jan 12, 2018 Don’t Want To Hear)

I asked where the “little one” (cat) had gone. I dreamt that I heard baby / little children calling me mom, and I didn’t want to hear it.

(From Jan 11, 2018 In Garage)

I dreamt that she was in the garage, on her right side, with a brick on top of her (spine). I balled in anguish. 

I dreamt that Zac was part of a talent (?) show, but somehow I missed it even though I was there. I knew that he had grown older, but for some reason he still looked short / small like a 10 year old boy.

There was a guy who came up to me, and I was anxious wondering if he was going to give me a kiss, either kind. He never did (maybe because I didn’t finish the dream?). 

He mentioned that my pants (grey jogging / track pants that were actually tight) were baggy on me. I told him that they were men’s, and he just said, “Oh.”

I dreamt that mom (?) had taken the cats, and even though there was an open door for them to come and go, they were not hers for taking. I picked up about 4, and left, and had to go back for the others, including the tabby.

Worry

I asked, “What is the meaning of the missile?” I dreamt that an old man gave Sara $1000 so that she wouldn’t have to worry about carrying her phone around and she could get a new one. He had stinky breath.

I dreamt that it was dark / night. I was outside where there were a bunch of people. There were two long horizontal buildings, which were Carl’s Jr / McDonald’s combination restaurants. The one on the left was further back than the one on the right. There were long lines at both places. The ordering was done outside. 

I was at the building on the right and was walking to the end of a line. I saw a young Mexican girl in line by herself. Her shirt mentioned something about Taurus. I wanted to ask her when her birthday is, and then I was going to tell her mine. I didn’t say anything because I wasn’t sure if I should / got scared.

There are a bunch of children in the lines, as if several schools had stopped here. They all came over to where I was. 

When it was my turn to order, I forgot that Ali hadn’t paid me back. I mentioned that I have a lot of rubber bands, which were accepted as payment. Mando may have been one of the two workers, who were standing in front of the building. 

The food was above where the menu signs would’ve been. I wanted to get something that was $6, but didn’t want to take advantage of the situation, so I took three $1 items. One was a packaged blueberry muffin, in plastic (like seen at stores), a package of 6 blueberry rolls (such as cinnamon rolls), and a square of crumb / coffee cake.

I dreamt that there was a black wasp wanting to sting / poke me. I was trying to swat it away, before the venom / poison got in me, but it finally got my right pointer finger (?). I was trying to pull it out, by pushing on something to get it out. I finally decided to grab it from the neck, like a cat.

I dreamt of Oprah as a guest on a talk show, along with another lady. They were sitting on the left of a circular stage, Oprah sitting on the left of the lady.

There was another woman there, in the audience who I didn’t see, who had done a lot of service with her money. Oprah was amazed at this. I, or someone else, mentioned to her that she had done / does the same.

I dreamt that Arnold Schwarzenegger was standing in front of a fridge that was in front of me on the left. He was shorter than me so I asked him if he had shrunk, and he said yes. He was also wearing a dress and 1 inch (?) heels. I think I said something about him looking like a woman.

Finally Came

I dreamt that I was watching a movie, with Kenny Rogers and John Schneider, from the 70’s / 80’s, but they were their age that they are now. I was telling someone that I really liked one of the songs. 

John was telling someone that they could call him dad. Kenny was up on the (balcony) roof with someone else.

I dreamt about Integars, as a last name (?).

I dreamt about trying to find a woman (who was in a picture(s)?), and that she finally came / showed up.

(From Jan 23, 2018 Melt For You )

I dreamt that I was inside, and told not to go outside because people were being killed, and it was raining. 

I dreamt that several women (tho/ese?) were driving (in one car) to Miami with their grandmothers for vacation. The grandmothers were acting as if they were those motion things that some people stick to their dashboard.

I dreamt of a guy singing, “I’ll melt for you.” This was his own song, and not the one from the 80’s called, “I’ll melt with you.”

(From Jan 22, 2018 Children)

I dreamt that I was in a shirt and underwear. I opened the door to look outside. I was above the other homes, and thought that they might be able to see me like this, so I closed the door.

I dreamt of a tall black man who dealt with a lot of children (perhaps like a community mentor?).

(From Jan 21, 2018 Given Away)

I dreamt that the cats were going to be given away, and I was crying to mom to not let them. She said that Steve’s (?) turtles (doesn’t have irl) were also going to be given away, and I said that that’s different because they’re just turtles.

(From Jan 19, 2018 Married)

I dreamt that I, and another girl, got married to guys that we didn’t know, at least I didn’t. We were to stay together, as a group, and as companions. As we were walking out to the car, I was holding the key, and wondering if I should drive.

I was wearing the white skirt with ____ that I like to wear. I suppose that the guy I married ended up driving since that part was skipped. (After we arrived at our destination) I was tired, so I went to bed. 

(In the morning?) When I woke up, I realized that he was young, good looking, with short red hair. He told me that he had sex with me while I was sleeping. I wondered if I had snored. He seemed to be ok with the experience.

I dreamt that the other girl had her stuff together in the car. I had to go back home to get mine. I hadn’t brushed my teeth, and still had a dirty mouth. My face still felt relatively smooth, but still wanted to work on it. 

At some point after getting back home, they took off without me, forgetting about me. My mom said something about calling those three, but I said that because they had forgotten about me, maybe that means that I’m not ready.

When I got home, several apostles / leaders of the church came, with a tall woman. She was wearing a dress. I didn’t see their faces, only their suits.

I don’t know how tall this woman was since I didn’t stand next to her. She went in the kitchen, and started to get some food ready for them. The kitchen island was a tad bit short, but workable. She pulled out the cutting board that was in the island. I think she had cucumbers. 

Beetle

I asked, “Who / What keeps entering my body?” I dreamt that I was out in an open space / field and a black beetle was flying toward me. I first used my hand to block it, but then used a notebook / journal. I didn’t like the feeling / the way the beetle felt on / against my hand.

I dreamt that mom was going to go to the temple (Mic or Amy asked / invited her?) but Micalanne mentioned that maybe she should stay back / home because there was so much to do to get ready. I was wondering if this was a way to keep her from going, or if it was because there was so much to do to get ready.

I dreamt that I was up in the mountains where the hawks gather. There were two that flew straight above me. I then saw a car / truck, with a family, coming toward me, and also a guy on a bike, wearing shades.

I started to get anxious that this guy was supposed to be my husband (the hawks). He came toward me to set his bike, but didn’t further come toward me.

I dreamt that there were a bunch of clouds (?), where I was, with writing on the top of them. Whenever a Russian, of any age, came by, the cloud had to be flipped over so that the Russians wouldn’t see the writing. I was asking someone why. A pre teen (?) boy was jogging past me, from left to right, on smooth rocks / boulders.

I dreamt that I was watching a play. The blonde narrator was off to the left. He would sometimes slightly sing the words. In the beginning (not the play, think Star Wars) Joseph (Mary) had seen / saw something and cringed. I don’t know if it was the beginning before he was with Mary, or if it was the beginning of the relationship.

I dreamt that I was in a school. It wasn’t a typical one. The architecture was like in Harry Potter (?). I was in a classroom, sucking my right breast and fell asleep. I woke when children started filing in. I asked if it was 3 o’clock already. I was wearing a white top where the back was gathered / pulled up  / in together in the middle so that my garment top was shown.

(From Jan 25, 2018 Waiting)

I dreamt that I was lying next to Kyle, on his right side, watching tv. We were discussing a diy show that was just on, called “Bargain Mansions”. Something about her waiting until it gets dark to show it? 

There’s a window in / on the wall to my right, close enough for me to touch the blinds. As we’re talking, we hear noises outside which sound like someone may be (playing) out there with the cats. I attempt to separate the blinds to see what it was, but I’m not able to.

A man then speaks in a (loud) whisper, as if wanting to influence me, asking, “Do you love me, Becky Boo / Buu? Do you love me?” (The second question, I wake up, and realize that it’s coming from a man in my room.)

I dreamt that I was telling my mom about this. This man was trying to push my arms / hands down to my pelvic area. There were dad’s suit coats, so I grabbed on to one so that he wouldn’t have power over me. I wasn’t able to tell mom about hearing his voice because he stopped me / wouldn’t let me. 

(From Jan 24, 201  Fireworks)

I dreamt that I was looking down at some hills a bit in the distance. There were some fireworks going off, but weren’t the usual. Maybe more like electrical fireworks, and the colors were more of pastel / neon / LED. 

I was only wearing my top garment as I was watching. There were several other people there as well. I then excitedly said that I better get dressed, as I walk toward the bedroom. A guy looked over me as I walked past. I wasn’t sure what all he saw.

Fixing

I asked, “Am I supposed to have children with Ali? ” I dreamt that Ali and I were living in apartments, on a bottom left corner. Another lady, with dark / brunette hair, asked to move in with us. I sharply said no. I don’t remember what Ali said, if I heard him. I then angrily said, “F…  you!” angrily. He repeated it back.

As I was leaving, in the morning, after she had moved in, I was walking outside to go around a corner to the right. I saw them sitting outside. She had some papers on a table. The top one, she had written issues / problems that needed to be fixed and was discussing these with Ali.

I went over and grabbed a couple of the top papers and tore them up. I was thinking that I could use her dishes after she gets kicked out.

I dreamt something about two guy missionaries, who were caught kissing, and were going to be shipped back home.

(From Jan 28, 2018 Only The Bottom)

I dreamt of being on a small train, like at an amusement park. At one point the track ended and the train had to jump (?) to another one that was about a foot, or two, below, which the beginning of the train  was under water. I was afraid that we were going to go under, but only the bottom half did.

I dreamt that Matt Damon , or someone looking like him, in a movie, had started working for a well – to – do man. Shortly after, this boss was killed, and Matt was accused. He hadn’t done it, and was given a year to prove his innocence.

About a week / couple days before the end of the year, some men were above a bridge near some trees, and saw Matt below, looking like Tom Hanks in Cast Away.

Matt was still busy proving himself, and almost had the answer. He was only passing through that area. These other men mentioned that the place where they needed to be was a ways away, and so needed to get going. They didn’t have a vehicle to get them there.

(From Jan 26, 2018 Allowed)

I dreamt that a Mexican girl, born as a boy, maybe 10 years old, was allowed to come back to see / visit her family / mother who had given her up for adoption / stolen from.

There was another sister who was wary / scared of this one, hiding in the shadows at the top of the stairs. At first, the mother had forgotten about this child until I mentioned about the time that when she had gone to see Theresa Caputo who told her / mentioned about this baby.

Her name now was Raoemon, if I remember correctly the spelling. There was an older girl, or was it her, who was able to fix the roof. When she was up on the roof, she gave a big smile which showed off her bright white teeth.

I dreamt something about a showgirl (?), but not while working. The Mexican’s house had green (to it) inside. The grandmother was there as well.

I dreamt that I was watching a gathering of wealthy women at a hotel (?), outside, and there were a lot of clear plastic (cocktail?) cups filled with all sorts of fruit. 

I dreamt that the cats had eaten almost all their food, so I gave them some more.

I dreamt something about animal communication.

Torn Down

I asked, “Who is masquerading as me?” I dreamt that Pete Burns had bought some property / island that had a torn down building (didn’t see, only sensed). There was also a bridge (?) that only crossed over half way (his side? mainland?).

I dreamt that I was married to a young Steve and having sex. We were on a couch in the front (?) room where a / the big window is. I was on top and doing the “pumping”, looking at the size of his dick as I was doing so. Somehow he was able to bend his head down to my vulva.

I dreamt about being close to a tree and there were two owls that had flown there, close enough for me to touch. It was dark / night.

I dreamt about people at (the) church. There were a lot of events happening. Someone had returned home from their mission (to a third world country?).

A guy mentioned that he had heard one of the leaders, of the church, talk, in person (?). I asked, “What’s his name?” He didn’t / couldn’t give an answer (?). Didn’t remember the name?

I dreamt (same dream?) that a guy had returned from war. His right leg, from knee to ankle, was bandaged up several inches. He had been riddled with pellets. 

He had to return to get 4, or 5, more out of his ankle area. He was reluctant because of having to take all that wrapping off and having surgery again, but eventually was persuaded to go.

There was a tray with all the other pellets that had been taken out. A female nurse was counting them. She got to the teens then stopped because there were so many of them.

I dreamt (same dream?) that I was watching an old MTV show and three sisters from junior high were on it. I pointed them out to the people I was with.

I dreamt that a guy asked me if I wanted to go get some beer after church. I told him, “No. You know that we’re not supposed to drink beer.” I was going to say that I’ll have some root beer, but didn’t say anything.

(From Feb 5, 2018 Personality)

I dreamt of a couple who had won the lottery and had kept their fun personalities. 

(From Feb 4, 2018 Royalty)

I dreamt something about that the Royals (royalty) had killed each other.

(From Feb 3, 2018 Scary Place)

I asked if Ali and I are supposed to have children. I dreamt that I was with a couple people (guy and girl?), and it had something to do with going into a scary place. 

The girl made some type of arrow thing in the shape of a square. She made two for both arms.

I dreamt of white studios / 1 bedroom apartments on a strip of land in a row. They were in the shape of a ‘P’ but with corners. I was standing across the street from them, and I made a comment, questioning that someone had called the road (?) in between a hallway. I only saw two end pieces, so I’m speculating that there was a space between the second and third.

(I read a story about an interracial couple in Texas who looking at a house that was being built, getting out of their car to look around. When they were in the back of the house, they heard the windows of their car being broken. There was a white lady doing it because she didn’t want them there.)

I dreamt that I was walking, and on my left, there was a man mowing (?) his lawn that was on a hill. I told him that I heard what happened (his wife of a different race though I didn’t see her), and that I was sorry. He replied, but don’t remember what he said.

His wife had gone to the airport to get their daughter who had been in Yemen. When the daughter arrived, I was holding her on my back, and excitedly told her that there were visitors inside the house, and asked if she wanted to see. She didn’t give an answer, but had a bit of a wary look.

The mother had gone away again to get their younger son who was in Africa. I still had not seen her. 

(From Feb 2, 2018)

I dreamt of a book named “Mercare”. There was a subtitle, but don’t remember it.

Edga