Girl

I asked, “What is the meaning of the neck tattoo?” I dreamt that I was on a small bus/delivery truck with other women. We were coming back from somewhere. The driver was a young black female who worked at Bank of America.

I had several different checks that I wanted cashed so I asked her if I could, counting them out in front of her. It came to over $50 but below $100. She was looking through them with her head down as the vehicle was still moving, knowing where to go.

We parked in a shopping center where the bank was. She went in but I didn’t follow. I went with the women to a nearby building where other women were gathering for a party. My mom was there along with Vickie, who had left the area and had come back.

There was an open patio where they were sitting. There was a girl sitting against the building, facing the crowd, who looked like Beyonce.

After some time I started to get worried about my checks. The girl finally showed up but without them. She said that the checks weren’t able to be cashed. She then took off, leaving the area. I told the ladies what happened. They said the girl probably took the money for herself and they won’t use that bank anymore.

It was getting late and time to clean up. I saw a lady in front of me to my right standing and talking to a man who was on her front left. I noticed that she had blonde facial hair that was visible enough to be seen and realized that she still had a normal life.

There was a short lady sitting, facing away from me in front of me. She had arms like a dwarf/midget. She could have been one. I then was on her left and grabbed her shoulders to hug her and say something. I don’t think she cared for the hug.

There was a lady with some cookies that she had brought so I took a chocolate with powdered sugar and a different one.

The ladies were in two different sections of the building but had to go outside to go from one to another, which I did. I said that I wished there was a connection so that everyone could be together.

It was dark outside and I was back at the white bungalow house waiting for mom. An old lady spirit looking similar to my mom, with a white face, came in and then disappeared. When she came in I asked about my mom but she didn’t say anything. I then put the front lights on for her to help for when she got back.

Somewhere during the day, some animals showed up. One of them was a kangaroo.

I dreamt of a pond of water with some moss and that had a small water wheel. There were a couple other things but don’t remember. I knew that sometimes I would put my feet in.

I dreamt that I was reflecting/contemplating my life and how lazy it has been since being with Ali. I was thinking how when I was a teenager I assumed that I would have accomplished something during my life.

I dreamt that a female Brinks driver was delivering some mail up by the curb. She was facing to the right. I was hoping that the checks were in there. She then drove off.

(From yesterday) Dangerous

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was walking home around 10 p.m. I was in an area of town where the street dead ended with the freeway entrance to the left. There was an overpass going across the street.

There was a car going on the freeway and then a small white Scion type that drove in front of me to the right and then behind. I didn’t see the driver.

I was then in a different part of town with dirt to my right. Two big skunks, the size of dogs, were walking toward me. I knew they were dangerous but they never came to me. There was a couple behind them who didn’t seem to notice, or care, about these skunks. The couple then went toward the dirt and disappeared. The skunks then turned into wolves. They then were on a unicycle and rode off.

I was then where there was a fence on both sides, with water on the right of the fence on the right. The wolves were then chained up to the fence on the left. I was walking on the left. I saw that the chain didn’t reach all the way to the right so I crossed over.

One of the wolves fell in a hole where the right fence was. I don’t know where he went because I didn’t look, and didn’t hear anything.

The street then ended so I was hanging onto the fence. I was saying, “Heavenly Father, help me home” over and over. I was looking behind me hoping a boat would come and save me.

I dreamt that I was with some people in the area where the part of the previous dream took place so I mentioned that to them. I was thinking to myself, “So this is where it was” as I was looking around.

(From March 26, 2020) Warning

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was in a building and there was commotion by the glass doors. It looked similar to the hallway area at church.

I had some of my stuff inside by the door along with a tall black square bowl for the “little girl”(who was shot and killed) siamese to drink from. A Mexican man saw her and didn’t know why she was there so he grabbed her and went outside.

I hurried to get her back, calling out “Hermano” to him and motioning whiskers with my hands by my face. He hadn’t left the area as it looked like he may have been waiting for someone. As I got close enough to the doors he finally saw me and waited.

I dreamt something about something on the computer screen overlapping.

I dreamt that I had to pee. The toilet where I was at was only a bucket with overlapping bag/paper with some pistachio shells among the layers.

I dreamt that Ben had another sister who lived at the house with him and Barbie. She was had gained over 100 pounds and was sitting on the porch. She was giving a warning.

I dreamt that I had gone back to D.I. but it wasn’t D.I. It looked more like a warehouse. I was in the back. I started to do some work even though I wasn’t employed there.

At 12, I took a nap, waking up at 3. I then went to do a little bit of shopping. I got some classy/dressy black loafers, among other things. I didn’t think it would take so long. Jon was upset with me when I got back, making sure first that I had the correct shoes on. Somewhere in there I saw some wingtip shoes.

I dreamt that I was with some people and holding a box of mac – n – cheese. I was playfully saying that it was mine because there was something different about it.

I was walking with a young Steve to a house that mom & dad had recently bought, even though we had recently moved a couple months prior. I was telling Steve that I couldn’t believe we were going to be living in this neighborhood (in a good way). I don’t know why. I was looking at all the houses as I was saying this.

(I’m not sure about the order of the next events.) The house was on a corner and across from Gene. There was an address number on the tree at the house so I took it off.

Walking to the house, I saw two yellow lab/retrievers at the house at the end in front of house to the right. One was on the street by the curb. They were still, and wearing a Christmas outfit on the top half of their body. I thought they were decorations because of how still they were. They eventually moved slightly when we got closer.

There was a black mat and put it where the dogs were, saying that we don’t need it anymore. There was a young boy at the door talking to someone inside. I was going to say that we were going to be neighbors but wasn’t sure if I should so I didn’t. The door was then closed.

I turned on the hose for some reason, or someone did, and the yard flooded. I was pushing one of the dogs out to the curb so that he could breathe since he was holding his breath and I didn’t want him to die. He wasn’t wanting to move so I had to use force to move him.

Connection

I asked, “Do all of the adult children have the same father?” I dreamt that I was on a hospital bed with casts on both legs. I was in an open space (?) of a hospital (?). A doctor, and a couple other people, came to see me. They were acting like comedians but I thought they were overdoing it and I wasn’t laughing.

I was supposed to have surgery but it turned out that I no longer needed it. As the left cast was about to be cut, I was anxious because of a previous experience I had when I was younger (blade marked my skin).

After it was taken off, there were two deep cuts in the middle inside of my leg going from top to bottom. The inside of my leg could be seen. One of the guys (doctor?), standing at the end of my leg, sliced a piece of skin from the bottom cut. I didn’t feel anything. I don’t remember why he did that.

It was time to stitch up the cuts. I was anxious about that because no anesthesia was used. Again, I didn’t feel anything.

I dreamt that I was outside with a tv that was turned off on top of a stand. It was an older small one. I could see an illustration of woods on the screen. They were visible enough to be seen. I heard a deep voice. I asked if this was the man from the woods. I don’t remember the response.

As I was asking, a version of me appeared on the screen. I was walking on the right side through the woods, looking back over my right shoulder. The picture was changing but staying the same, like flipping the pages of a book, or showing slides. It may have shown me progressing.

I dreamt that I was walking around the back left corner of a building. There were a small group of girls wearing what looked like black robes (?) with white hems, with someone on their heads as well. I asked if they wanted to scare me. One of the girls, on my right, kind of shyly said yes.

I dreamt that Kennedi and I had a tight friendship connection.

(From yesterday) Waiting

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I wasn’t wearing any pants. I was walking up to a guy’s car/truck, who was waiting for me. He was parked with the front facing left. We were on a rocky hill. He was parked so that the passenger side didn’t have much room for me to get in. I said something to him. There were two poles sticking out from the roof on his side.

I dreamt that a lesbian, along with two other women, were walking away from her car in a parking lot of a department store toward the store. It was on a Sunday. I didn’t notice many vehicles there.

I dreamt that Mark (not as a relative) had a young son with him on a bus. He was sitting on the right, when looking toward the back, and his son was on the left. Someone mentioned to him about letting his son watch Total Recall. Mark wasn’t fazed by this.

I dreamt that a young girl with brunette hair, about mid back length, told me that we were going to get along. I didn’t really believe her, not knowing how we could.

(From March 21, 2020) Bee

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I put my pointer finger in the hole of an asp. The bottom of it got stung by a bee.

(From March 20, 2020) Able

I asked the same question. I dreamt something about being able to teleport.

I dreamt that Sneaky (siamese cat) got into Ali’s room and pooped. I warned him so he wouldn’t step on it.

(March 19, 2020) I Knew

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was driving a black Mercedes to mom and dad’s house in San Bernardino. (This is totally different than how it actually was.) I was at a stop light with a car in front of me. I had to honk when the light changed.

The street on the other side was steep, downhill, and curved slightly to the left. I was anxious even though I knew the car would make it.

The street was narrow with room for only one car to drive through. There were a lot of cars parked with only half on the street. There was a lot of traffic coming and going. I saw a Ferrari, and a limo behind it that I didn’t recognize the body, going from left to right.

The house was at the end on the right. I did a tight u-turn to park on the dirt yard at an angle. I only parked so that the car wasn’t on the street since I was there for a quick stop before going someplace else.

I had in my left hand some change along with some small crystals. I was counting the change to help with the payment of wherever I was going to next. I stopped counting when I got to 50 cents because that was enough that I needed. I then put it all back in my purse.

I then was wearing shades/sunglasses and looking at three boys who were sitting in the yard of one of them. They were having fun as they were facing me.

I then went back to the car and saw caution tape going across in front of it. I wondered why it would be there when I had just been driving through the street.

Judy, Micalanne, Amy, and mom (?) were outside. Judy had gotten a “new” bicycle (to her) that needed fixing up. The left handlebar foam looked rough.

Micalanne was excitedly telling me that the spray they needed to use was addictive (as the salesman had said) because they would want to continue fixing things up. I smiled at that.

I asked them about all of the traffic. They didn’t know why.

I was then looking for the car, not seeing it. I then saw the back poking out from behind another car.

(From March 17, 2020) Savior

I asked the same question. I had the thought, “I keep telling everyone that the toilet is my savior.”

Started

I asked, “How do I have children if/since Ali doesn’t want to get married?” I dreamt that Barry Manilow had been invited to a gathering at someone’s house. I was wondering how the person in charge was able to get him to come. I then remembered that they knew each other.

I was thinking that I would’ve thought this would be at the church instead of at someone’s house.

There was an overweight twenty-something girl (Hispanic?Mixed?) wearing a dress with the back exposed. She was waiting for someone. She had another girl touch her a little bit to get her started.

There was a chair that sloped down to the floor, like a beach chair.

As Barry was driving home, I was thinking that he has free time that allowed him to come.

I dreamt something about Back to the Future, or maybe just the words.

(From yesterday) Help

I asked the same question. I dreamt about a girl wearing a fancy dress going under a table to hide. She had on high heel shoes that were high enough for her to stand on her toes, like a ballerina.

I dreamt girl on my left saying something about beer not going right. There was a guy in front of me with Lauren on his right slightly behind him. Lauren told this girl that she would help with the beer.

I told this guy, as Lauren was talking, that she was my cousin (niece). He jokingly asked if I had told her that/Does she know.

The girl next to me was saying that if this guy is like a Mormon then he’s a yenyen/yinyin.

(From March 14, 2020) In the Process

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I took a shower during a Jewish wedding/reception. I was in the process/middle of getting dressed when some women came in wanting to use the facilities/space.

I dreamt that it was flooded a couple feet outside. I was crying to my mom about my cat missing. I was thinking that it was ok for someone my age to cry over a cat.

I dreamt that I was with a couple other people taking care of other people’s children. Sheldon & Zelma had had another baby, a girl, who was about a year old but still looked the size of an embryo/newborn. I was wondering why.

She was thirsty so I gave her a baby bottle of water. She then had to use the bathroom so I asked her which one she wanted to use. There was one on my left so she chose that one because she really had to go.

When I looked inside, the toilet was full from other people. Mom and dad had separate bedrooms. I debated which one to take her to. I decided to use my dad’s bathroom because the toilet was situated further from the bedroom.

When I walked in, my dad was asleep on his bed which was horizontal on my right with his head by the wall. He woke and said my name. I asked if we could use his bathroom. I think he said yes. As I was walking, her diaper came undone in front. I held it up so that nothing/no poop would fall down.

(From March 13, 2020) Break In

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was reflecting on how back in the ’50’s, people could leave their doors unlocked and windows open at night, even though there were minor/minimal break-ins. I was picturing this as I was thinking about it.

I dreamt about having to walk through a tunnel that was made of/with people. I had to crouch down some. I had to walk through obstacles to get through.

Trauma

I asked, “What will happen if I don’t marry Ali?” I dreamt that the Beatles were still together and singing songs in the ’70’s. I saw Paul singing.

I dreamt that I had recently moved to a new home. Some of the cats were outside in the back. There may have been a wood fence (?). I think it was (getting) dark.

I didn’t see “Sneaky” (female Siamese) out there. Cross-eyed (she isn’t but looks like it) may have been inside. I was worried about her going out because of the trauma she had of her back claws. We thought they were declawed but they grew back.

I was worried about them being able to find their way back home if they took off. Would they be able to trace/follow the scent back?

Orange was outside below me to the left up next to the house. He was on his back/lying down looking up at me.

(From yesterday) Used To Have

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a lady wasn’t able to find a filed away picture of a married couple. She was wanting to show the bride’s dress to someone. I told her the year my parents were married to help her find it.

I dreamt that Madonna had posted an Instagram story of her young (11/12) nephew in her small white kitchen. Someone asked her about moving from the bigger home she had. I don’t remember what she said, if she did. She used to have the biggest kitchen (of ?).

I was thinking that her nephew may not have been believed at first when he said that he was her nephew/related to her.

His mom and dad (Madonna’s brother and sister – in – law) were there. His mom was black. She was excited to say something. That she was pregnant?

I dreamt that I was woke on a flat black couch. Instead of getting up to use the bathroom, I urinated there, with it soaking in. The couch was old and knew that the owners also did that. I was still a little weary at first.

I dreamt that someone down the street to the right (cul de sac?) was in their car with the music blasting. Irritated, I was just about out the door when I saw the new neighbor walking back to his house after already saying something. The noise was gone.

(From March 3, 2020) Bigger

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was at Jerry & Jackie’s house in Arcadia. I was looking at a pair of Julie’s pants that were a 26 months maternity size. I couldn’t figure out how far along she was. She then told me, or someone, that her child was a year old. I was trying to figure how that was able to add up.

The cats were there but I didn’t see the outside boy.

I dreamt that I was looking at a reflection of myself and was disgusted when I saw that my legs had gotten bigger.

I dreamt that Sara was going to the theater to watch a movie while she had time to herself.

(From March 2, 2020) Homeless

I asked the same question. I dreamt something about explaining, with my hands the best I could, to a deaf couple, so that they wouldn’t get upset, that a girl (daughter?) had let a homeless couple into their house. I was seeing the homeless couple as they were getting into their trailer (?).

Living The Gospel

I dreamt of a guy who was Mitt Romney’s son who liked me. I was telling him something about his dad not living the gospel anymore.

(From yesterday) Exposed

I dreamt that my breasts were exposed and I was with/going to show Ali and thinking, ” I might as well” or something like that.

I dreamt that his closet was full of tunics from Ethiopia. I was thinking that he’s allowed to wear them since he looks similar to them.

(From Feb. 26, 2020) Drink Quickly

I dreamt that there were people who would go to cemeteries and dig up the bodies to eat them. There were gunshots either at, or nearby, the cemetery.

I dreamt that I was with a lot of people. At first I was silent and uncomfortable. As time went on though, I loosened up and had fun.

There was a fun obstacle (?) course where one of the things we had to do was drink some lemon drink/juice. I was watching a girl drink it quickly and took note of how she did it. I had a knowing that this was my second time.

When it was time to go home, mom gave me a big gift bag. I don’t remember what the gift was but think it had to do with the head/neck area. I then saw something else wrapped in the bag. It was wrapped in tissue. I took it out but don’t remember what it was.

I dreamt of a kid/baby goat (?) on my lap to watch something that was in front of us. My top was loose and some of my left breast was showing. The goat turned it’s head and started nursing for a minute or two. I was wondering if any milk would be produced.

There was another animal on my lap/in front of me that I started nursing on but not as long as the goat. I was trying to hide what I was doing.

I dreamt that I was in the kitchen of a young couple. They were getting ready to go out somewhere. On the floor was their son who was made of only a small black square magnet (fridge size) and paper (?) for arms and legs. There could’ve been a hat. There wasn’t a face. I was on the floor looking at him.

The husband/father then came over and picked him up to leave. He was telling me that the boy was 9 years old and that he plays football.

I dreamt that I was in the house looking outside where a neighbor lady was facing the house being accused of something. I knocked on the window, pushed it down then backed up what the lady was saying was true and had done nothing wrong. The others left her alone.

She, her husband, and I then happened to be at the same place. We were ready to go back home. I don’t know how they got there. They came with me because of having to cross the freeway on the way back.

Part of the way back the street curved to the right. I was having a hard time controlling the car because of the big size of it and never having driven it before. It may have been a station wagon. A couple times there were almost close calls of hitting oncoming traffic as I was turning.

When we got to the entrance of the street, they decided to walk the rest of the way, which was on the right. When I got to the house, I saw a huge blue for sale sign on the front of their house, which had a circular portion like the ones in New England. They were outside at the end of packing up and about to leave.

I mentioned to my mom about the sign. She said that it wasn’t there when I left.

Somewhere in there, the husband’s bright red Toyota 4Runner was backed up next to the house on the right side.

Married

I asked, “When is the end?” I dreamt that two people were to make a framed picture of what they like. A guy made his of an Old Navy picture of water that went from top right to bottom left. He added a bullet hole. I don’t know what the other side was. Someone mentioned to him, “I don’t know why you’ve got that when you’ve got the Old Navy.”

There were a couple women who I had taken out of a tv show because of their drama (?) and put them in another one.

There was a guy who made 3d footprints, and other small parts, out of white plastic 8×10 (?). He made lots of them. Him, and some others, were separating the parts to put on the ground to guide people who are walking.

Boy George was there but was in his twenties. He was acting a part of someone going to get/be married. He was naked except cloth covering his lingham. He had his makeup on with blush. I told him that he looked the part.

I dreamt that the gardener was here pulling out the weeds in the back.

(From yesterday) Boy Came In

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a guy sitting next to me on my right. We were both wearing light green shirts. Mine was more of a neon. I pointed this out to him.

Later, I was in his house, on the left side of his front door, looking into the room on the other side. The door was open. A boy came in and turned on some water to flood the place then rushed out. This man then angrily came in to turn it off.

(From Feb. 24, 2020) Water

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was with a guy who I was supposed to be on a casual date with. Briana was also there. He was a short distance in front of me and kept drawing. I told Briana that if he continues to do that I’m going to leave. Water was involved somehow.

(From Feb. 23, 2020) Noises Stopped

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I heard noises by/at my bedroom window as if someone was wanting to come in. I was too tired to take my headband (use as eye mask) off to check it out. The noises then stopped and I didn’t hear anything more. I don’t think they did come in.

Start With Those

I asked, “Is there an alternative way, other than getting pregnant, to get rid of that girl?” I dreamt something with Trump and seeing the words “Not always perfact”.

I dreamt that I started working at a lady’s house that was down the street and around the corner to the left. She had a small bookstore in her house. I had some pocket planners, and regular sized ones. I looked in one of them and saw writing and cut corners. I wasn’t sure what to do with them.

I went to the lady to ask what to do with them. She took a piece of paper and slid it in, folding the edge over one of the pages, as if that made them ok to sell. She then gave it back to me. I still wasn’t sure what to do so I put them away.

A young lady came in buying some books because she was starting her own bookstore. She had about 10 – 20 on the counter and the majority of them were the Books of Mormon with the dark cover. I was surprised that she would start with those.

It was the end of the day. Four of the workers were sitting in a square area. A guy worker had a small brass musical instrument and played it for about a minute then put it away. A girl was holding a camera or phone. I saw a flash bulb on the floor and asked who it belonged to. It belonged to the girl.

I started watching a movie on a black old time movie player. I don’t know if it was VHS or something else. It was showing some people walking a path that curved to the left. They were then ambushed by some other people.

A guy was shirtless and had a sword thrust through his right side going up toward his chest, coming back out. He was then lying on the ground with his head to the left and arms stretched out.

He was being nailed to a cross. I then assumed that it was the movie, “A Man Called Bear” (actually a horse) with Richard Harris. I couldn’t handle continue watching so I took the movie out.

I then noticed that the others had left. I got up and saw that the lady was behind a wall sitting and doing something. I decided to quietly leave. As I was going through the door and screen I noticed that I was barefoot.

Outside, there were two butterflies the size of Polyphemus moths. One had blue on the top edge of its wings. They both flew off to the left.

I recognized the houses across the street and to the left at the end of the cul de sac since I lived in the neighborhood around the corner and up the street to the right.

I dreamt of a huge black insect with skinny legs flying toward me and attacking the top of my head. I wasn’t able to get it off. I had a sense that it wouldn’t leave until it was finished doing whatever it was doing.

(From yesterday) Almost Out

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a skinny black man on my right staring at me weird. He asked me my name. I hesitatingly told him. I then thought that I should’ve told him “Regina”. I then walked away.

I was then in a college building and struggling to get to the door, taking all of my strength to get there. As I got close enough to see it I rested knowing that I was almost out of the building.

I was then back at/near Valley College in San Bernardino. I was inside a somewhat dark house, walking through. I saw a bed with stacks of books piled high underneath. No one was there. I was thinking that they must be at work. I had a knowing that this house was for sale.

As I was walking through there was a guy on my left who didn’t seem to be all mentally there walking slightly behind me. I didn’t know who he was.

Coming out of the front door, there was an eye hook lock. I decided not to lock it so that whoever lived here could get in/out.

There was a wire fence around the perimeter of the yard. I started walking to the left to find a way out, which I did after a few steps. I was then thinking that we (when I was a missionary) had(n’t) been to this house. It was on the corner with a street to the right of it.

I then saw nature overtaking the road in front of the house. I figured that it had been turned into a pedestrian walkway so I started walking to the right.

It wasn’t long until I saw a white car coming my way. It looked like one that a young guy would have for speed racing. To my left were several black girls. I didn’t say anything to them thinking that they would see the car.

They didn’t but were able to get over next to me on my right as the car stopped. A white puppy then was in front of the car. When it was about to continue I started waving my hands so that it wouldn’t go under the car. Another puppy then showed up.

One of the black girls said something about me being concerned about the puppies but not them. I was going to explain to her but then figured it wouldn’t do any good so I kept my mouth shut and walked away.

I was then walking along where there was some water to my left. I had to cross it by going through it so I did. I was wearing my black suede (?) coat. There were some men behind me and I was wondering what they were thinking about me wearing this as I crossed.

After a short distance I was at the school’s pool. Briana was there with other people, playing a game with a ball that I didn’t see but knew was there. She was in the shallow end looking to the right. She was naked. I was surprised but then I wasn’t. I was surprised that she was allowed to be here like that.

She then got out to get a drink at the water fountain in front of me on the other side of the pool. She was wearing a bathing suit then. She took it off as she was getting back in.

There was a guy there who was going to measure me to see if I had lost weight from being 250. He had a soft/baked potato and was peeling it. I may have asked what it was for. I was told that I was going to see. There was something about my strong right bicep.

(From Feb. 9, 2020) Fish

I asked the same question. I dreamt of being with people outside to hear a band. Some people then came and bound them with strong, thick ropes, blindfolding them with something black.

One of the guys was lying on the stage facing NorthEast, looking like a fish, with the rope going around his body with arms inside.

Recipe

I asked, “Do I need a shungite or obsidian cross to get rid of that (Utah) girl?” I dreamt that I was having sex with Ali’s (?) spirit.

I dreamt that a guy named Clint van Czeyk had a b&w cartoon on Vimeo. It was showing something dripping from the back of a man’s head.

I dreamt of people watching a sport. There was a group of blondes. There was a big guy speaking to me/tv with a German accent.

I dreamt of a recipe and one of the ingredients was lumphes.

(From yesterday) Play

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was with people from church, or some of them were. I was wearing a white bathing suit/leotard with the top down. After a while I figured I better cover up so I did.

There was something about a sleeping white gecko. There was a shirtless guy with dark hair and a medium hairy chest. I either rubbed it, or wanted. I started getting excited from looking at it but was able to calm myself down. He wasn’t a member of the church.

It was time to separate. I was with someone. It seems we went to a fast food restaurant (McDonalds?) that was close by. He ended up at the same place. He came over to me and asked me to “play”. I told him I can’t but I wanted to.

We were at a place that was being given to a family of four, transforming it to a residence. I was behind them. They were lined up side by side and gave a bow in unison to show their gratitude.

I heard my dad’s voice. I listened to him talk a couple times to make sure it was him before I saw him. I told the guy that it was time to go.

The gecko woke up. I was a little anxious not knowing how to transport him. Someone must’ve asked how I brought him here because I said that it was sleeping. I eventually put it in a slightly open sandwich bag until I could put him someplace safer. Liquid appeared when I put him in it.

Somewhere in there I went pee. It was audible but I didn’t care. I t felt like I was going a long time as if my bladder had been full.

I dreamt that I started dating a Hispanic guy. He was wearing a greyish sweater. We were at a park, or somewhere were there was a park. There was a pool but with very little water. I was thinking that if it were full I would’ve playfully pushed him in.

He looked to be in his 30’s so I asked him what age he thought I was. He started saying, “3-0-6, 3-0-8” telling him no each time. I told him that I was going to be 48 next month (May). He was shocked but I couldn’t tell how it affected him because even though he went silent, he stayed the same.

(After rain?) We were walking, with him on my right. I put my arm around his waist, pinching it a little at the bone. There was a little bit of extra skin. I was thinking how I liked to do that with Ali. I didn’t care if people saw us together.

On the ground was spelled out two words. The second one was Trenta. I asked him what it meant but don’t remember what he said.

We ended up in a building (before walking?) with other people. After a while it was time to leave. He was going to stay to do some work. The entrance was on the lower right corner on the side.

It had been raining on and off at an angle. There was a space up next to the building that was still dry. I was wondering if it would be possible to crouch/duck down to walk through but then it would be too uncomfortable.

The rain finally stopped and the other people left. The hairy guy wanted to walk me to my car but I told him that I would be ok and that I didn’t want him walking back and forth.

He asked if I needed any help and I told him that I had only brought a couple things of my stuff.

Either later that day, or another day, I was then with a Mexican lady. We went to a walk up food place that had several windows. One of the companie’s name was something about one ingredient needing another ingredient and that ingredient needing another ingredient, listing 4 of them.

There was a female worker who looked frustrated. She had on a green apron. I figured the name of the company would be on there in a simplified form. Instead, I saw two fancy circles. The Mexican lady I was with was inside with this worker to talk to her.

On my left was a Hispanic guy ordering his food. I was mostly positive it was the same guy I had started dating but because of the newness of the relationship, I still had a little doubt whether it was him. Still, I kept looking at him in case it was him.

He looked over at me when he was finished and asked, “What are you doing here, dear?” I looked inside at the Mexican lady then back at him. I didn’t care if she saw us together or what she thought. I told him that I was here to talk to a lady about selling her products, which was true.

(From Feb. 1, 2020) Children

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a young black man picking out an old b&w movie. He was standing close to me on my right. He said that his children like these movies. It may have been a children’s movie. I knew that he was married.

I saw black/African women in several groups. One group was sitting side by side doing something with their hands with each other. Another group was to their right. They could have been dancing.

(From Jan. 31, 2020) Blind

I asked the same question. I dreamt of several different animals in the back. Two young elephants were close to me lying in some water with their heads to the left. I thought they were dead but as I got closer I could see that they were resting.

I dreamt of holding a blind person’s hand and letting them know that I was leaving and for them to stay in the room where we were.

(From Jan. 30, 2020) Family

I asked the same question. I dreamt something with Jason and other family in it.

Worker

I asked, “Why am I black?” I dreamt that mom had gone to a medical facility to have a procedure done. I asked one of the workers about the paperwork. They hadn’t looked at it yet.

(From yesterday) Woman

I asked the same question. I dreamt that on a Friday Amy timidly said that she was going to dinner. I said ok. When she got back I realized that she had gone to the dinner that had been set up by Judy and Sara (?) for mom. I had forgotten about it because Amy didn’t say where she was going.

I got after her for not being clear when she said where she was going. I told her not to come after us for not being clear when she isn’t.

I dremt something about someone talking about nihalat, which means something about (long) hair.

I dreamt that a man was doing something with his young family inside. He looked out the window that was in front of him across the room. He saw a woman with a bundled up baby on her chest walking past the window from right to left.

As the scene zooms out, the man is now to the right of the window standing at a table. He looks back at the window in shock. As the scene continues to zoom, it shows that they are several stories up in a brick apartment building/row house on the right end. There are no balconies.

As the scene continues to zoom out, they have now moved to the roof and are there with other people.

I dreamt that I had accidentally gone, and smeared, a little bit of light colored poop on Ben’s white sheet while I was getting off. I was cleaning/chipping it with my fingernails so that it would be easier to clean.

I dreamt that I sat on a child’s red (?) plastic chair, thinking that it would be sturdy enough for me. It wasn’t.

I dreamt that a lady was sitting (high?) at a table in between two ladies. She had two crosses in front of her. They were made from crystals/gems. They were tan and black mixed, like granite kitchen counters.

I asked her if the place where she bought those had crosses made from shungite or obsidian. She looked surprised and said, “Oh!”, as if she hadn’t thought of that.

(From Jan. 21, 2020) Sliding

I asked the same question. I saw myself continually sliding.

(From Jan. 20, 2020) Selling

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was wearing a white fancy dress, with lace ribbons on my breasts going down the chest area. I was part of a wedding but decided not to attend.

There was a light blue apron with pictures vertically lined up on the right side (when wearing) to show how to wear it with the dress. It was a foot, or two, longer than the dress. I didn’t look at the pictures close enough to understand how to wear it.

I dreamt that someone was selling young (half tall) Christmas trees for planting in yards for when Christmas comes around.

(From Jan. 19, 2020) Demon

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was about to write something on a piece of paper when several streaks showed up at the top of the paper. They made it look like the paper was wet.

Frustrated, I told the demon who did that that he might as well do the whole thing (paper), which he then did.

I dreamt something about a couple from church. Their car had a flat tire in back on the driver’s side. I said that I had checked the front tires and hadn’t thought to check the back ones.

There was something about a John Ellis who was the first speaker at the General Conference. I looked in my journal where I wrote something about dreaming from his talk.

Time To Go

I dreamt of a tall mirrored high rise building.

I dreamt of a gated abandoned house/building with several stories.

I dreamt that I had pooped a slightly curved tan “brick”, leaving it on top of the toilet. I had some dark remnants on my right leg on the top of my thigh under my belly. It was Micalanne’s turn to clean. She was poking it with a stick and smelling it, not smelling anything, trying to figure out what it was.

I put the brick in a hole above the seat the size of the brick and flushed it. I was anxious that it might not go down and flood but it went down smoothly.

I dreamt of being with a group of people, including my parents and Mark, and someone with down syndrome. We were inside a church (?) playing “keep away”. It was fun to watch the person with down syndrome be involved with the game.

The ball wasn’t thrown to me until the end. Because of this I couldn’t remember who my teammates were so I randomly threw to Mark. He threw it back to me and I threw it to dad, who then told mom that it was time to go.

I was standing behind a line the people, one of which was a Polynesian female, had then made, semi anxiously searching for my yellow flip flop sandals. I then saw that they were to the side on the right in front of me on the other side of the line.

I dreamt that there were a couple guys who wanted bicycles. I wasn’t sure if they were homeless or not. After they got the bikes I saw them driving away in front of me, driving slightly to the left. One of them had a Lamborghini. I then wondered why they wanted the bikes.

There was a section of the road that was dirt and had what looked like a ramp, causing the vehicles to go up in the air. There was a one person dug out hole to the left that the driver had to jump into before the vehicle came back down.

I saw a female go in the hole, curled up with her right side on the bottom. I could see her hitting the sides as she was going down. She kept saying, “Ow.”

(From Oct. 11, 2019) Make Noise

I asked, “How do I prevent that (Utah) girl from entering my body?” I dreamt something about Ali & I living (?) in a house with an uphill driveway. The guy before us had a car shop in the garage so he had one of those strips that make noise when going over it. It was still there.

We were going somewhere but I was taking my time coming out. I was in the garage, picking up the car key last. Ali was frustrated at the time I was taking.

There was a guy who lives in the neighborhood who rode past on his motorcycle without shoes. He likes to ride, when he has time off, for fun.

A small/medium size dog walked by me with red ants crawling on him. The ants were around his butt then he moved on. I think I asked the dog if he knew about the ants before he left.

I dreamt that I was with mom & Mark inside mom’s house. Mark asked mom if Steve could come visit. I mentioned that he was going to be coming, why should he be asking. I then asked mom if he & Natalie were separating again. She didn’t respond. I then heard, “One = two”.

I dreamt about making DIY soap out of flowers.

(From Oct. 10, 2019) Walls Going Down

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Kenny Rogers had worked with Taylor Swift several times so he wasn’t nervous (?) around. He was holding up a baby size patchwork quilt.

The name Tommy Becky came to mind.

I saw an older couple walking in front of me. They (she) were holding the baby of a Jamaican woman who was on their right. Her hair was up in braids with colored bands all around.

I saw the brick walls in the backyard and side going down.

(From Oct. 9, 2019) Shining Bright

I asked the same question. I was with other people, including Trump. Seems it was at the end of work. Trump left for a little bit then came back. He was debating on walking me home or another girl. I told him that it takes me an hour. I wanted to ask if it would be quicker to drive but since he was the one who is offering, I didn’t say anything.

I was sitting on the floor wearing a dress. The bottom was up by my waist. My legs were bent up. I was thinking that anyone here who might become my husband would know how I already look. My garments were showing so I decided to pull the dress down.

I saw one of those display cookie jar globes/balls that stores use for small items to sell. Inside were the rubber balls used for handball/racquetball. A couple of the front balls had writing with an outline of a skull, like the type for Day of the Dead. It was saying something about Kliceco, which is the face shining bright under the moon.

(From Oct. 8, 2019) Married

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a party with two suppliers of champagne. The people were drinking more of one over the other. A guy involved with one of the suppliers kept bringing glasses out on to the long rectangle table because of this.

Amy was warning me about hunting ghosts because a friend of hers became involved with drugs after starting. I told her the difference between our situations. She told me, “Let me poke your eye”, for health reasons, as a release.

I dreamt that Ali & I were at the house of one of my brothers. I don’t remember if it was a dream brother or one of my actual brothers. If it was actual then it would’ve been Mark.

Ali was standing behind me, not doing anything, and my brother told me to stop doing that, as if we were having sex. I reminded him that we were married. There were other people at the house as well.

I dreamt that Ali & I went to the church with two sections/chapels. They were across from each other with the one on the right a bit higher than the one on the left. The one on the left was for families and the one on the right was for gays. I don’t remember why Ali came but he came for a reason. I think I was tagging along, though I didn’t see him while we were there.

There were people on both sides. I stayed on the right. The women there didn’t feel as if they were gay but were family of those who were. There was a type of (not see thru) screen to go through to be on that side.

I knew that payment was involved to be involved with what was happening that day/night. I wasn’t going to go through because of that but after seeing the last person go through, I decided to sneak in.

I saw doors open as if the room was a dressing room. I saw the bottom/legs of a guy getting ready for a show. I heard some of the guys chuckling slightly after two of them did something sexual. I looked after hearing that but didn’t see anything.

I then went in to the chapel and sat in a folding chair in the back right on the left of the short row. A guy in front of me told me to look at something that was behind me. I don’t remember what it was.

I saw that there was food up front on the left where the sacrament area was. I figured that was what the payment was for. It was for after the event. I figured I didn’t have to worry about eating because Ali would take me to eat after the event was over.

There was a screen up front for a film that was to be shown. It was a type of documentary. Part of it, there was only music with different scenes. It showed a guy walking in a pool on the right side next to the edge. He was walking away from the camera. I got a little excited, thinking I had seen this part and that the guy was Dakota from the Ghost Adventures tv show.

He then came back with a small group of people, walking in the same area. I realized as they got closer that it wasn’t him. In front of them was a black dog pushing a stroller with a guy behind the dog holding the baby. They eventually turned to the right (their left) and continued on.