Release

I asked, “How do I go back in my past?” I dreamt of watching a movie, seeing a lady come out of a black limo, and thinking that this movie was released when Ali left the Utah girl (she didn’t want to leave Utah).

I dreamt something about being / lying in a room with other people and having a blanket over me that I had taken from somewhere else and figured that they wouldn’t realize / care that it was gone. 

There was a dirty streak going from bottom halfway to the top, on the left side. I was thinking that it needed to be cleaned / I needed to clean it.

(From Aug. 10, 2018 Sun Will Set)

I think I dreamt of warning someone not to go to Hawaii because of being poisoned.

I dreamt something about / to do with a salt lamp. 

I dreamt of telling Ali about something that was going in the hallway, which I had actually heard in the morning.

The Sun will set for you. The shadow of the day. (Linkin Park)

(From Aug. 9, 2018 Still Had Weight)

I dreamt of a house with different colored rooms, representing the chakras. I was hesitant / not sure I could go through.

I dreamt that I was at Briana’s house (?). She was wearing blue short shorts. Her dad mentioned that she had lost 300 pounds (she wasn’t that big). I noticed that she still had weight on her. I was wondering what the people who she was involved with thought about her weight and body. 

She put her new looking quad scriptures, several of them, out in the garage (?). The edges looked as if parts of my name were written on them. I mentioned this to her as she was walking away. She seemed non affected by this. 

I dreamt that I had gone somewhere with my family. I think it was Amy, Micalanne, and mom. Not sure / don’t remember if anyone else.

I realized that I wasn’t wearing my glasses, and forgetting them. I mentioned that my sight was / seemed clear and that must’ve been why I forgot them. My vision now seemed blurry but I still wasn’t concerned about my sight. 

There has been a wildfire in Orange County the past couple of days (From date of dream). I learned that a guy with mental illness started it. I dreamt that I was telling Ali this. 

I vaguely dreamt something about a bell, like the Liberty Bell (without crack), but not as big. There were cats who were scared of it and I was reassuring them not to be. 

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Wicked Witch

I asked the same question, changing parent to father. I dreamt of being at an amusement park (?) and being inside one of the exhibits (? Can’t think of what they are called) about the Wizard of Oz. The Wicked Witch was friendly (on a broom?) explaining about her character.

I dreamt that I was either naked, or only topless, with another female who had small(er) breasts.

I dreamt of being around books and stairs with a guy and girl.

I dreamt that I was playing / twirling with the hair at the top of my left leg.

(From Aug. 20, 2018 Lion)

I asked the shaman question again. I dreamt of a painting, or at least the lion that was on it, was painted. I was looking out at a garden, like wealthy people have, with two sets of French doors. On the right was one of those lion guard sculptures on all fours. Are they lying? Sitting? The lion was just an outline, with the face just a circle. I wasn’t looking / studying any other part so I don’t know how defined they were.

(From Aug. 19, 2018 Voice Pipes)

I dreamt of a newly remodeled white house. Nothing broken, damaged, falling apart. There was a dark grey storage organizer under the kitchen sink. It looked impressive but as I was waking, I wondered how it was able to fit with the pipes, why it was there blocking the pipes making them inaccessible.

I dreamt of questions on a computer and the answer to the first was “A / The (/) Voice. 

I dreamt of a fake “dragon” ( ?) standing, facing left, and wearing a floor length cape. A woman was showing me the colorful fabric / print that had been used.

I dreamt of a blue (?) book on its side and the title on the spine which read “Tuesday’s Blueberries” . 

Hold On

I asked, “Ali is the parent of who?” I dreamt that Ali and I ordered an ice cream cone. When we went to pick it up, there was no one there. We then heard a guy say, “Hold on. I’m coming around.” 

 I dreamt that I was at someone’s house and a hawk flew in. It flew into a dark spot and then it kind of became camouflaged.

(From Aug. 22, 2018 Got Out)

I dreamt that the Siamese cat got out. I was concerned about what would happen to her. 

(From Aug.21, 2018 Worked On)

I asked the shaman question again. I dreamt that I was looking at a newspaper and it said something about us being a visceral race.

I dreamt of a couple pieces of cat poop sticking up at the back left corner of the litter. 

I dreamt of a white two – story house being worked on inside with the back side walls open / gone. 

I saw newborn twins bundled up (in a hospital nursery?) 

I dreamt of a lady giving instructions about the vulva / vagina. 

Together

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a lady who had recently died on a neighborhood street (car?). She was still there, surrounded by the authorities when I got there. There were a couple other recent deaths on this street before this one, one of which was the day before.

I dreamt (or was told) about two people who had no business being together.

I dreamt of reading something.

(From Aug. 26, 2018 Expired)

I dreamt of Alan Alda and Wayne Rogers were wearing doctor coats, holding onto pipes / poles, trying to be funny. 

I dreamt that Ali didn’t know if he liked my chest, or pubic area, better.

He had bought some chocolate muffins (?) which came 4 to an egg like container, plastic see – thru. He tasted one and didn’t like it, saying that it had expired. As I was looking at the date on the bottom, the dream ended. I got the feeling though that they weren’t expired yet but getting close.

I snuck in to his house at night, coming through a window (I live here). He found me but wasn’t upset. 

There was something about that he used to have carpet on the floor and now there was silky material. I think the carpet was getting cleaned / washed.

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Close(r) To Each Other

I asked, “What does my husband know?” I dreamt of letting the kitchen sink water run, filling a small plastic container, getting rid of the green stale water that was in it. 

I dreamt that someone had my dad’s scriptures, adding their own notes, and had put my scriptures, open, in place of them. I was upset.

I dreamt that Ali and I had moved to a different part of town where the houses are closer to each other / together. We sometimes would drive down this road. It was getting dark from the Sun going down.

The house across the street, and to the left, had a chimney. It looked like Batman was sitting on it, shaped from an Italian Cypress Tree. He was looking my direction, bent over with his right elbow on the left knee. As I kept looking, I saw that it was just the top of the tree (on the roof?). The house on their right had Autumn decorations on the roof. 

There was a neighbor (didn’t see) who was pretending to be friendly, but was actually waiting to kill me. I don’t remember the details of how they were going to trap me, but it might have been them wanting to show me something.

(From Aug. 27, 2018 Twisted Sister)

I dreamt that I was at Amy’s. Kyle had come back from the hospital the day before. 

I woke up from sleeping / nap and realized that I had left the glass door open in the back, exposing the screen. This frightened me, thinking that Ali was right about the cats being able to get out. Luckily I looked around and saw them inside. Their outside friend was eating.

There was music playing on a radio. It was a bit loud so I turned it down. As I did so, white noise was playing. I was too tired to adjust it, thinking that I would hear voices, but never did. It finally went back to the music.

A doctor showed up to check on Kyle. He brought two sons with him. He had Kyle sit on my lap with his back facing me. I saw that his wound had healed but still a bit nasty looking. 

Kyle then went to the bathroom. He had an erection, which Amy saw. When he came out, he kept saying that it wasn’t fair, having fun with the situation. I was thinking that there wouldn’t have been much to see.

Kyle got dressed to go somewhere. He was standing, wearing sweats. I noticed that his weight had gone down, and maybe less than when we met. 

He was dirty but didn’t smell. I either said out loud, or just thought, that he needed to clean up before going out. 

I had a couple wounds that had healed, but I could still see the layers of skin, as if stadium seating. One was on the middle of the inside of my right foot. Seems the other was on my chest. 

Amy mentioned something about letting Kyle and I stay a little bit longer because of our situation, not having children. She was also letting us stay until we decided what we were going to do.

Something about going to dad to ask him something and I was going to call him “Papa”. 

There was a bottle of Martinelli’s on the kitchen counter left over from New Year’s. I took the top off, and some spilled on the counter. 

The doctor’s boys were standing by the spill. Luckily there were napkins and other paper products on the table to soak it up. Bubbles were then rising out of the bottle after I picked it up. I was watching them as if it had been champagne. 

The doctor asked how much it cost. I told him that I didn’t remember but was thinking that I may have gotten it at the .99¢ store. 

I looked down at my chest and saw something white on my left breast cleavage area. It looked like a scab / ash. I picked at it and a tube started to come out, as if being able to connect / plug me into something, so I left it alone, not knowing what it was / how far / where it went.

I went to see the doctor, who was still there and looking at a book at the table, to ask him about it. I noticed that I was wearing a shirt with snaps instead of buttons and the top 3, or 4, were undone.

I dreamt of Oprah wearing a light blue puffy jacket even though the weather was warm. She was helping children out of a school bus.

I dreamt that of telling people / person to take the (bullet?) train because it’s quicker and a straight shot. 

I dreamt of a guy who I asked if he was related to Dee Snyder from the music group Twisted Sister. 

Excited To See What Happens

I asked, “What should powerful parents know?” I dreamt something about being at a church function, and when I sat down at the end, noticed that I was naked when I was about to put on my garments and clothes.

I dreamt about a lady driving a lime green muscle cop car, from left to right, into the backyard. She got halfway and stopped. I was already out there, facing the house, then turned when she showed up. 

She had brown curled shoulder (blades) length, from what I could see, hair. I bent down up next to the passenger door, asking (verbally and non) her what she wanted, tapping on the windows. 

The Sun was starting to go down. I thought that I had seen a crow fly from the middle of the yard to the left, but also thought that there wasn’t one. I kind of pointed it out to her, asking if she had seen it, with no response. The windows were getting dark with the Sun going down and she started looking more creepy. 

I then saw the Siamese boy come bounding in the backyard, realized that I hadn’t heard or seen him for awhile. I was surprised that no one had taken him, and that he wasn’t harmed. I was wondering how to get him back in. I opened the back door, or got it ready, without being able to let the others out. He started to run past me and I was able to grab him without him hurting me.

The lady in the car then said something, as if something tragic had happened when she grew up here and then started to leave.

Her car then turned into a tow truck, or a truck from a towing company, like AAA. I was trying to determine the numbers behind the passenger door so that I could report her. I remember the first number was 5. 

She then ended up inside, driving same direction, stopping halfway to let her husband, holding a small cake / dessert, get in. Mom was sitting there, facing front, doing something, looking down, until I cleared my throat and she looked up. Dad sitting next to her right?

I dreamt that I was writing an apology on a plastic bag (that food comes in), with brown / rust color to a lady for my dad for an accident he caused.

I dreamt that Micalanne had filled a bathroom with all of her stuff, even though I was there first. I was talking with a guy about getting shelves put in for me. 

I dreamt that I was naked with a young (10 / 11?) Steve. I was leaning my breasts over him as he was sitting / lying down, like I did with Kyle.

I dreamt that I was with a young guy (18 – 22) with strawberry red hair. He said that he hadn’t been with someone who was bigger (weight) and was excited to see what happens. I then remembered that I had some toilet paper that I was using in place of a pad and mentioned that I needed to check, even though I pretty much knew it was clean. He then felt saddened by this. 

Step Up

Last night I asked the question, “What does my husband know?” I dreamt that I was outside in back with Ali over by the old man neighbors house. We were by the brick wall and I asked him if he had looked over recently. He said that he hadn’t. The wall was tall to where we had to step on something to see over. 

I stepped up so I could see. There was a wooden fence on the border of the space between our yards. There was a wire fence next to it on our side of the wood fence which used to have ivy but was now dead and gone. 

At his gate leading to the front, at the end of these fences, were two lines of clothes lines stringing from his side to ours. There were only three shirts, side by side, because that was all the room there was. (There’s actually less. And no fences.) 

(From Aug. 30, 2018 Large)

I asked, “What type of shaman am I?” I dreamt that there was a small house for sale for $65,000. It was located on top of the small / low point /  part of the Rockies (mountains). A guy took me there to meet with a Bishop (?) about the possibility of buying it. 

There was water nearby in the front. 

The guy who brought me (?) turned on a large / big screen with a football game going on, to make a point. One of the teams scored and their score was 111. He continued to keep the game on, not knowing why. 

The floor was tilted / slanted down to the left. 

I sat down on the tub instead of the chairs that were there, with the Bishop on my left. 

I was going through the things / stuff that had been left behind. 

I dreamt that there were two black ladies there, in line for lunch, talking with white women they were with. I was thinking / remembering where I knew them and realized that one of them was from college and the others are from high school, and why wouldn’t they come here when the high school is just right here. 

The one from college was from the transcription office, I think. She was big and tall with big pointed breasts (think of Madonna in that black thing she wore). Her hair was straight and curled at the end, like in the 60’s. She had big glasses. Seems she was a single mother. She was friendly.

Not sure if I was dreaming, or awake, but I was surrounded by Mexicans.

Sinking

I asked the same question. All I remember is one of Ali’s black leather couch cushions falling into murky water, though the top was clear. 

There were two cars that were trying to drive through / in this water, with only the top half showing, knowing that there was stuff below to hold them up.

There was a pink 60’s Cadillac type vehicle that slowly sunk below, front first. I’m not sure if the female driver was still in the car, or not. I only saw the top of it. There was a man standing in front of me.

I dreamt of two females getting naked on their way to wherever they were going. I then became one of them, squeezing the small breasts of the other woman, who had her back to me. 

They  / we were in a darkened area, going to where there would be people. She then suggested to go to her house, which was across the street. I asked, or wanted to, which house was hers.

I dreamt something about four men excitedly wearing the top half of a sport costume.

(From Aug. 31, 2018 Rising)

I asked the shaman question. I dreamt that I was with a couple of people. I don’t remember the beginning but we went deep in water (ocean?) to be with the animals / creatures down there. 

I swam past the eye of a whale (humpback?). I thought it would scare me to be up so close, but it didn’t. It was looking at me as I passed. 

We went down there to be with the spirits. It didn’t dawn on me at first until we had come back up out of the water and then back down that that meant to die.

I dreamt that Ali and I were walking on a rising sidewalk (?) along a street that curved, such as when in the mountains. We were on the right side. It was dark out. The traffic started coming over by me, as if wanting to hit me. A big rig was the last vehicle that I saw. 

A black guy was walking / following (?) behind us. We had to stop at the curve / turn, which went to the left. There were emergency vehicles plus others in front of those that I didn’t recognize / get a good look at, whether civilian or otherwise. There must have been an opening up against the mountain wall for the vehicles to go through. A firefighter was walking away from the congestion with his head just slightly bent.

Ali was to my right with a (wool?) big dark blanket on. This black guy comes up to him and puts his hands inside the bottom. I was concerned about what he was planning to do. I then heard a lighter and realized that he was lighting a cigarette and didn’t want it to get blown out. He then walked up somewhere to the middle of the congestion. I told Ali to make sure his blanket wasn’t on fire. 

There were two men behind Ali, one directly and the other slightly on his right next to the other. They each had their own fire(s) going. I didn’t concentrate on them so don’t know more detail about them. 

The black guy was talking excitedly, trying to rile up the people that were there. I couldn’t see who was there but heard him. I anxiously told Ali that we had to leave and that I was warned. I repeated myself, a little louder so that the fireman could hear (why?), adding that I had a dream (did I?) that warned me, and thinking about this dream as I say this.

We hurriedly get down the street to where there is a curved path, again, slightly to the left between a stone (?) wall and stone (?) building. The pathway we came to was just wide enough for one person to comfortably go through. (Like in a castle.) Right after the curve / turn, there was an opening on the right that we could escape into. 

As we were walking through the path, I was in back, finding it hard / sluggish to move and I was wondering why it was hard to move. (I had recently read an article about this.)

As we were coming down the street, I could still hear the black guy and another man crying out, “Nooo”, as if being slowly tortured, or seeing someone else being tortured. I thought that maybe the black guy had followed us but didn’t want to check / look in fear that he would find us.

I dreamt something about mom sitting at a desk and holding up a small blue office phone and asking, “What is this?” ( Why was it there.)

The phrase “Temple of Love” came to mind.

Fighting

Last night I asked what type of shaman am I. I dreamt that Ali had his finger in me and I was pushing it in. He was saying that it won’t go any further. I was allowing him to do this only because I won the lottery. He had a finger from his other hand in my mouth, which had a weird taste. Looking at his fingers after, they were dirty with black stuff underneath.

I dreamt that I was taking out his bullets from his gun / rifle (doesn’t have one).

I dreamt that I was at the church. There was an event going on. I received a note from Gwen (?) saying that she really missed me and wants to see me again (sexually, implied). I went to a darkened hallway where the restrooms were and changed into a white leotard (?) with Borat type suspenders.

As I was walking through the hallway, I heard a lady saying that she needed to change. I then went into the opening / pocket where the restroom entrance is. She came to that spot and asked me where she knew me from. I only said, “Camp”. She was short with jaw length blonde hair.

I dreamt something about being scared to go on a downhill road because it was steep and curvy. 

I think I had a dream with missionaries.

I dreamt of being tired of going to someone’s house every day.

I dreamt of someone wanting to park where I’m parked and me getting upset wondering why they can’t park in front of me when the sign that’s there says that parking here is allowed.

I dreamt that a Hispanic girl wanted to fight Ali.