Wasn’t Needed 

(From March 23, 2018)

I dreamt that I was able to fly and I was flying over people that I was at a gathering with. No one looked up, and so never saw me. While I was flying, I saw a fast moving car coming from right to left. I was afraid that it would hit the people but it slowed down as it got closer. I finally came back down. A little while later I tried again to fly but wasn’t able to. I figured that it was because it wasn’t needed this time.

I dreamt that I saw a small white a – frame house (about the size of the school / church combo used in the 1800’s) on its right side (on a hill?) surrounded by green grass all over. 

I dreamt I was inside (this building?) and on the right side in front of me, was a small round table with a couple things on it. One of them was a b&w art piece / drawing / illustration of a woman’s face looking slightly to her right with eyes closed with right arm under her chin with her hair flowing down on her right.

(From March 22, 2018 Back To Me)

I dreamt that I was a passenger being driven somewhere. It was dark outside. The guy who was driving was tall and lean and Christian. He may even have had blonde hair. 

On the left, we drove past some businesses (small like a strip mall) and at the end of the building was a residence with the front big window open. There was a table horizontal with the window.

There were people sitting around it. The owner was on the left and his wife on the right. I heard what sounded like mom’s voice and I may have mentioned it out loud because someone acknowledged that she was there. I then saw her sitting between the table and window with her back to me. 

I dreamt that the driver was standing and his shirt (polo type?) was untucked and a bit longer than usual. I was thinking how lucky he was not to have to wear a dress like me.

I dreamt that we were at an event / exhibition / ? where crystals were being shown one in each room. There was a couple there and I knew (?) that they practiced tantric sex to become closer. 

In one room was a crystal, palm size, with a knife size opening on the left. It may have been in the pink family? The lady, in the room, showed how you could still see water inside by placing a knife (like a pocket knife type) in the opening, and somehow was able to bring out some that had formed into a ball mixed with the crystal.

It flew in the air, almost as if in space, into another lady’s mouth, who ate it. 

I woke with the words, “I can’t be who you are” from Linkin Park’s song “Leave Out (All The) Rest”.

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No One Came

I asked, “Did my spirit visit Ali while he was in Africa?” ( last year the voices told him that I had.) I dreamt that some relatives of the neighbor had moved in with him and his wife. Ali’s house belonged to my parents instead of him.

The relatives had a bedroom facing mine. Everyone was trying to figure out how to situate the rooms (my family in my room) so that we’re not looking at each other. I told my mom, between whisper and normal, that I was here first (meaning that I shouldn’t have to reconfigure my room).

I dreamt that the family was in the garage. I don’t remember why. Judy swore, and then a little later, said that Zac was averse (used that word?) to religion. I almost said, “You are too”, but decided not to.

The family went back inside the house, closing the door, which was a regular size (or a little bigger), but had the garage door “crinkly” look. I don’t know why I stayed behind / didn’t go in.

After the door closed, walls started to appear all over, and closing in. I started loudly crying, figuring that they should have heard me since they had just walked in. No one came.

I banged on the door. Still, no one came / showed up. I cried so hard that my voice was getting hoarse, making it hard to cry / make noise. I started becoming conscious at the end of being enveloped in.

I dreamt that I was lying down, in a (semi?) public area, inside. A bearded man (husband?) was there. I teasingly asked him if he wanted to look below. He started to enter me a couple times. He was just long enough to fit.

The woman was then someone else, and I was out of the (somewhat) secluded narrow (like in the e r) room that we were in (no door). They were having sex to have a baby. They had two older children (boy and girl 6 – 8), and maybe a baby inside with them. The boy and girl were standing at the doorway, sometimes looking in at what they were doing.

(From March 24, 2018 Covering My Heart)

I dreamt that I was wearing a brace around my body / chest covering my heart. I would only wear this when I went to bed at night. I was listening to loud, on the dark side, music while looking for the cord that plugs into the brace.

I was looking in the cupboards above the counters in the kitchen where it’s usually kept, but couldn’t find it. I’m thinking that perhaps mom had put it somewhere else, though I wasn’t able to do a thorough check because some giant “monsters” (think Andre the giant) appeared because of the music.

I then frantically tried to remotely change the music to something calmer. I may have finally been able to do it before rushing away, but not sure.

One of the giants said something to me, but I didn’t respond. I ran upstairs to my bedroom, closing the door and hiding in the closet where I had one of my crocheted afghans.

I started to get the afghan ready to cover and hide when I heard a knock on the door. When I didn’t respond, they left. The good thing about this dream is that they weren’t attacking me.

I dreamt that I was seeing a tall building on a green hill that looked to be about two windows wide. This was a house for sale and there were two young people standing outside in front wanting to look inside to see about buying it. I realized that this was part of a reality show.

I dreamt that those two people had won the lottery and it was now showing them back home in a trailer park. Their trailer was so run down outside that it about looked like a shack.

Inside were these two (in their 20’s), their baby (not yet a year but not newborn), and a friend of his and a friend of hers. His friend was sitting next to the baby, saying something to me. The baby was sitting near a window, moving the curtains to look outside. Watching this, I realized that I had seen this episode before.

Outside, the baby’s mother came out upset, walking with white shorts that had an opening on the right side showing where her butt touches her leg. She walked over to the trailer next to them on the right. They (she & friends) were trying to persuade her husband / boyfriend to cash the lottery check so that they (he & family) could get some food and move into a better place.

I was standing to the right of the door to go inside, looking past it in the direction the girl had gone. A set of parents (his?) came over to see if they could convince him. They were both skinny, weathered and with long hair (seems he had).

I dreamt that the people / producers of the show had put up some writing on the screen at / after the last scene describing something about making this show for 15 years and learning from it (there was more to it). I was at an angle on the right front of the tv so that I didn’t get all of what it said. 

I dreamt that the girls friend was wearing what looked like a black bra / tube top barely covering on the bottom. She had a fishnet type thing over it. The black thing underneath kept moving up. She was looking at someone across the way debating on whether to go over. She finally did.

I dreamt that this young guy was walking around naked in a mall. I only saw from the back. Everyone was looking at him, shocked to see him there like that. 

I saw the girl, and her friend, walking from one end to the other as if going to see someone. She had her hands covering her breasts (? I was behind) as she walked. She was wearing a top with spaghetti straps that were down on her arms.

I was wondering why she didn’t pick up her straps to fix her shirt so that she wouldn’t have to keep her hands on her chest, but then I realized I didn’t know the situation since I was in back of them.

I dreamt that I was talking with Jay Leno, who happened to look young, asking him what was the first car he bought. I think he may have said Nissan, and he was giving the details.

There was someone else there with me, but not sure who (young Steve maybe?). He then was comparing the age of the car to me and I told him that I was born in 1972. 

I then wasn’t sure to ask more questions, but then the thought came to me that I need to “ask one to be one.” I then asked if he still buys , and I think he said yes. I wanted to ask how often, but I started waking up.

Down Below 

(From March 26, 2018)

I dreamt that I was driving on a freeway, on the way to work, near the fast lane. The cars started to slow down because there had been an accident up ahead and from what I could see, all the lanes were blocked with emergency vehicles.

For some reason, I checked to see if I was wearing my bra and said to myself, “Of course I’m wearing one”. I was wearing a white padded one. 

Before reaching the slowing / stopped traffic, I started to reach down for something and was still able to slow down / put on the brakes while looking out the window.

I dreamt that I had arrived at work around lunch time, so I ate my lunch. After eating, my manager / supervisor talked to me about that, though not harshly. 

He then was telling me, and showing, about an area with toys to be organized. I either said out loud, or thought, that I work down below. 

(From March 25, 2018 Legs Open)

I dreamt that there was a house that a family moved into that might be haunted. The house also may have been used for military at one time. I was thinking that for me, the night will come and go, but for them, who knows what will happen. The house was shaped as if someone had their legs open.

I then found myself across the way, with water in between. I wanted to cross back over, and saw a row of ice steps. I started to cross, and when I was almost to the other side, I started to fall. I think I said, “God, help me”, and then I was going through the air to where I could stand.

As I was walking away from the house, I wanted to say that I would be back (with others) but then thought that I better not in case I may provoke the spirits there.

I dreamt that my fingers, and the top of my thumb of my left hand, were cut off and the pads on my palm were a dark red.  I was frantic about it, and I was showing someone, maybe Ali. 

I dreamt of a young Asian girl quickly sketching a face and I was so impressed how quick and easy it came to her. She then showed me her sketchbook that she had made. One of the faces didn’t have a mouth and when I pointed it out, she said it was because she didn’t have a voice.

The conversation turned to candles, with several of them that had burnt lopsided. I then pointed out that 3 wick candles (behind us) were better because they melted evenly.

Ready To Move 

(From April 5, 2018)

I dreamt that there was a story competition and I couldn’t decide whether to write a regular story or one about two friends walking along the beach. 

I dreamt about a wealthy woman in the 1800’s getting ready to move.

I dreamt about a dachshund wanting to cross a stream but it got caught in the water (flowing to the right) so I put my right (?) foot in the water to keep it from going down. I think I gave it to Mark, who was standing on the other side.

I dreamt of a picture of a woman from the 1800’s that was titled “Golden Grandfather”. People were claiming that there was an older man’s spirit on the woman’s right side, and had put a circle there. I could only make something out of it by staring.

I dreamt that I was looking at a picture of the spirit lady but I couldn’t see her but did see bits of light on the edges.

(From March 30, 2018 Feed The Cats)

I dreamt that I didn’t get to sleep until a couple hours before I had to get up to feed the cats. 

(From March 29, 2018 Open The Blinds)

I dreamt that I opened the blinds, at the big windows, in the morning and then was going to mix a “recipe” for a glass cleaner I had read about earlier. There was a guy there also.

I was getting the paper towels ready that would be needed. As I was doing so, the cats were looking outside as if waiting for an animal to come past the garage by the wall. None came but I saw that the room was still dark so I pushed open the blinds and the sun shone through to light up the room.

I dreamt that I was with Ali (in the house?) and there was a dark (?) purplish mist that started to form / shape into a woman and then flew past me on my left side.

Smooth Ride

I asked, “Am I supposed to have children with Ali?” I dreamt that I had gone back to the roller coaster, with another person, and it was going to be a smooth ride to make up for yesterday. There was something about the other person reminding me to bring (the) keys with me (to get it started?). We were standing up at the top.

I dreamt that I was in someone’s house (?) in what may have been their galley kitchen. I was walking, naked, to the top / left (depending on where standing). 

There was a teen boy who appeared in front of me, looking at me wide eyed, walking past me on my right. Someone else (?) told me that I was (in an area) where I wasn’t to be. I didn’t know that so I started to leave.

I dreamt of a big man (height and weight), with red hair (?), bringing me a suit (b&w?) of clothes. I was wondering if a guy from an earlier dream was a reference to this guy, and if I was supposed to be with him.

(From April 10, 2018 Losing Connection)

I asked if Ali and I are connected by soul love. I dreamt of a computer that kept losing internet connection and the suggestion to use / run on the 12 bandwidth / wavelength kept showing on the screen.

I dreamt that I was watching a tv movie of a wealthy family around Christmas time. The woman was upset because she had lost Christmas cards, that she wanted to send out, nine years ago.

They have a big property so I was thinking that if she can’t find the cards on the perimeter of the house, maybe she had them somewhere out in the property among the trees.

The family had several paintings of stormy / turbulent seas with small fishing boats, empty, no danger, in one of them. 

They had a painting of the lady sitting in a high back chair, looking at her from between the left side and side with her head turned so that her face was seen. I recognized her but couldn’t place where else I had seen her.

Behind her, but in the forefront of the painting on the right, was a black maid / servant woman with an uncertain look on her face as she’s slightly looking in the wealthy woman’s direction.

I dreamt of a line of men (women also?), facing right, outside in the evening. The line curved slightly to the right roughly about midway. There were about 4, or 5, tall men at the bend with long wool / felt coats.

 I don’t remember why / what the occasion was, but one of the men started running / walking fast away from the line to the left. It wasn’t because he was scared or nervous. It feels more like a game to him. I started to go after him to bring him back when he came back on his own.

As he was coming back, on the ground, I saw cartoon bugs / insects, and a reptile (?). This reptile (?) put a dragonfly in his mouth to eat, showing the wings coming out of its mouth. I was saying no, let the dragonfly go, but it got eaten anyway.

I dreamt that I was signing up to be a real estate agent. I was outside and there was a guy in charge. He had blonde hair and was overweight a bit but it was distributed instead of just one place. His desk was facing left.

My info on the paper had been filled in automatically on a computer but I had to fill in my social security number. I was putting the dashes at the top of the numbers instead of the middle.

I didn’t know what phone number was listed and didn’t say that I didn’t have a phone. I figured that if I was accepted that I would get an email.

The area where we were at looked like maybe South Carolina or Florida with the trees having the white / yellow stuff coming / billowing off them. There were some square / rectangle houses behind him. There was a path between the trees. There were lots of pigs, warthogs and another animal but don’t remember what.

He asked me if I knew what the distance had to be between the alligators (didn’t see but thought that there may have been some at the end of the path) and the homes.

I told him that I had had recently seen a show (dream? real?) where they said that it had to be five feet. I was resting my head on his shoulder and felt comfortable and had no problem with his weight. He basically said that I was right, or maybe he just smiled in affirmation. 

Pregnancy

I asked, “How do I find a way out?” I dreamt that I was in the beginning (within 4 months) of being pregnant and some liquids / fluids were coming / leaking out of me, which was normal (for pregnant women), and a little bit of green diarrhea. I was grossed out by it and was (almost) crying. 

I dreamt that I was pregnant (same duration) in Bible times (area, Rome? felt like it) at night, but I was wearing modern clothes. 

There was a diagonal opening, between two walls (?), to the left (like on the freeway). The one on the left had some glowy turquoise (?) color at the end, as if it had been dipped. The color was the color identity of the people on that side. 

I started to leave, and got about a football field length away. The people were frantically searching for “the” baby. I decided to go back.

I showed, what looked like a hospital bracelet that I had on my left wrist, to one of the searchers. I either mentioned, or it was written on the bracelet, that this baby had traveled / will have traveled the most miles. This was significant as it put the baby on the same level of importance as Christ.

I dreamt that I was outside at night at someone’s house (?) looking up at the sky and it looked like a bunch of orbs covering the sky. The wife, who was inside, had a name for it but don’t remember. Orb was in the name.

I dreamt that I was in a bed next to the right of another two person bed. I don’t know if it was big enough to be a queen. A young Steve was lying on the left side of that bed. 

I was looking at a gif of a forest / nature scene that had a black oval / thumbprint shape, tilted / leaning a bit to the left, show up in the front middle of the scene. It was there for several seconds then left.

Mom, and Steve (as he is now) came in. Mom was wearing a (black?) robe, covering herself, not wearing garments. I was thinking of asking Steve for a blessing, and that way the family w /could find out about the pregnancy. They left with me forgetting to ask.

The young Steve then moved over to my side of that bed and I was pushing him back over.

I dreamt of bike riding (the last of it) with a black guy and we decided to sit and rest / take a break where some people were. 

I then was holding only the frame of my bike, to set it down. After doing so, and turning back around to sit, I noticed that the guy was sitting in front of me. 

I started to get up to move forward to be next to him, on his left. He then raised up some money, with his right hand, telling me to get a drink. I asked him if he wanted anything and he skittishly said no.

I dreamt that I was in water (mid calf?) with a bunch of frogs. I didn’t want to touch them, and didn’t want them to touch me. I wanted out of there.

I dreamt that I was in an inexpensive store, with a couple other people. As we were leaving, or going to another section, to the left, I noticed several suitcases piled on their side on the floor. I thought that they looked like temple bags / cases.

I dreamt that I was in a store (same?) that had car rides (like the train rides) for the children while the parents were shopping. I may have been pregnant again. I was sitting in line, up front, with the other children. 

There were some already seated, waiting for the ride to begin. They didn’t seem bothered by the wait. While waiting, I saw (in mind?) a real vehicle driving, and seeing the bumps / vibrations from it moving (like in a movie / show).

Up ahead, to the right, was a doorway / opening to go to a different section. I saw lights beaming in to the store on the other side. It was from parents coming to pick up their child / children. I then wondered if that was so, or if someone / thing was going to walk in where I was, with the lights. No one / thing did.

A lady then showed up, walking from behind me on my left, to the aisle in front of me where the children were waiting, walking to the left, to pick up her daughter (didn’t see), saying that it was the second day of freedom everlasting. I assumed that she meant from her husband and that they would always have money so that she didn’t have to work.

I dreamt of seeing a girl in a shopping cart (same store?) looking back to the space behind the cart, and talking. She was in front of me to my right. I wanted to ask her who she was talking to but didn’t know if I should.

She then saw me looking at her and froze for a couple seconds then started back up again. I figured that whoever she was talking with told her that I’m ok and won’t think that she’s crazy.

Pressure

(From April 19, 2018)

I asked who the spirit lady is, and asked what her purpose is. I dreamt something about me being pressured to do something.

I dreamt something about being an old soul.

I dreamt of a sandstorm coming on me from behind, but I had a blanket to cover me. 

I dreamt about reading a scripture that was one, or two verses long that was an answer to a guy’s question, mentioning something about writing. 

The thought came to me about being ready for summer.

(From April 18, 2018 Shave It)

I dreamt that I was driving him on some back streets to the back of Stater Bros. (grocery store). The houses looked different. I saw an older couple, from church, walking up their driveway to the house. 

On the sidewalk was a young lady who I thought looked like one of Ali’s past students. A few feet behind her was a tall guy, who had mental problems, wearing headphones and jumping up and down, dancing to the music. Both of these were mixed race. I mentioned to Ali that they looked like his students. 

I drove up the beginning of the parking lot, with there being a little hill / bump to drive over. It took some slow power to get over it but I knew the lot would be smooth after.

Ali told me to “Shave it baby, Shave it”, meaning about my pubic area.

(From April 17, 2018 Let Him Hear)

I dreamt of a grey long bed truck with a woman driver. 

I dreamt that I was crossing a street with water on it. There were three cars waiting for me to cross. The first one got impatient and went in front of me, turning left. I was slipping a couple times on the water but never fell, always managing to keep my balance.

I dreamt that I was with other people having a fun time (?) when I heard a man quietly say that it was time to go (to another fun place?). 

The scripture, “He who hath ears to hear, let him hear” came to me.

Still Here 

(From May 26, 2018)

I dreamt about having children before marriage? I realized that I’m still (t)here.

I dreamt something about how I like to play games.

(From May 24, 2018 On The Way Out)

I asked if Ali is the husband who will take me to the temple. He wasn’t in my dream, but I heard (beautiful?) music.

I dreamt that I was in someone’s house and was on my way out. One of my flowery (brown) shirts (I used to have) was on the top of a coat hanger thing with other clothes. I took it, knowing, in case, I may need it later. 

As I was about to leave, I heard someone to my left become horrified at some type of creature by them. It was dark outside and I got into Judy’s small car to take home, knowing she could walk to come get it. I was living in the house, I think, with Ali.

The road in front of the house was narrow and there were a couple cars going either direction. I was going right, slowly moving so that I wouldn’t get hit and that I wouldn’t hit anyone / thing.

The house was only a couple blocks away on the right side at the end of the street. For some reason, I was going fast. There were two dogs in front of me with exaggerated rounded bodies. They didn’t move and I didn’t slow down.

One, and then the other, came up the hood, hitting the windshield, but not getting hurt. When I saw them on the street, they looked mean, almost as if they had rabies. 

There was a brick wall at the end of the street with a person sized opening in the middle. Some of the cats were out and luckily I didn’t hit them after the dogs. I was able to stop the car before hitting the wall. 

(From May 23, 2018 Blindfolded)

I asked the same question. I dreamt of him being a white dwarf / midget. 

I dreamt of him wearing a tux, facing right with a blindfold on, standing next to a wedding dress. 

Expecting

(From May 6, 2018)

I dreamt that I was watching the beginning of Murder, She Wrote where it shows the different scenes of the show. It showed on a wall the year 2000 with several names of famous people. They were having a party. 

One of the names I remember was Willa Cather, a poet. I saw her with other people standing around talking. I then saw Jessica Fletcher (Angela Lansbury) with another woman standing behind a rectangular table so that their legs were hidden. I saw an Aladdin’s lamp with shiny liquid in it. I thought it was a candle but maybe not. 

I then was expecting to see commercials but the show continued. I heard a man’s voice talking about a woman. I don’t remember what he was saying but Jessica and this other woman made comments about how this woman was / is needed (?).

I saw myself nursing a baby on my left breast.

(From May 5, 2018 Sarah)

I think a (adult?) daughter came to me and introduced herself as Sarah. I didn’t see her features. 

(From May 2, 2018 Too Late)

I asked, “What is the right situation to regain sight?” The words, ” It’s too late to apologize ” from One Direction popped into my head.

(From April 29, 2018 Let It Happen)

I dreamt that there was a guy in the house and at first was thinking it was Ali. A side door was open and I could see the lady from across the street (who steals cats, even ours, and gives them to others) with a couple other neighbors coming to her. 

This guy was loudly calling out to them, “Hey” because he wanted to know what they were up to. I then realized that this was not Ali and that Ali was in his room. 

These people had made flyers to give out to the neighborhood to bring them together as a community watching out for each other. I then saw the neighbors gathering in the street in front of the house. I never saw what the flyer said / had on it. 

I realized that the lady who organized this (from across street) was not there. Ali was not there either. I sent him a message but didn’t know when / if he would get / see it. I was wondering if this community thing was for real, or a facade.

I then was sitting on a couch and saw a kitten (1 – 2 months, or less) on the right arm next to me. There was a note next to it. I think I looked at it, not remembering if I read it, but knowing the person who wrote it wasn’t able to take care of it. 

The kitten was transparent so as to be able to see the organs inside. I cautiously picked it up, slightly jumbling the organs, thinking of giving it to a shelter because I too didn’t know how to take care of it. 

There suddenly appeared water and an alligator at my feet, wanting to eat the kitten. At first I was going to let it happen, but as the alligator got closer, I decided against it. The alligator was able to slowly pull the tail out of the body (like those books with tabs to move to make parts of the picture move), which was also transparent.

I then put my hand on the alligator’s mouth to keep it away. It took my hand in its mouth. I grabbed / pushed on the inside of the mouth hard enough that I was let loose. 

Make Peace

I asked, “What does the whale mean?” I dreamt that Drew Scott was with the family and they started fighting. I stepped in to make peace / help them calm down.

I dreamt that an older couple were were touring a house to buy and the man didn’t understand why / was irritated that the agent brought them to this one when it needed fixing up and he didn’t want to do any.

(From May 7, 2018 Darkness Inside)

I dreamt that I was in a spaceship (? Whatever the U.S.S. Enterprise from Star Trek is called). One at a time, while standing at the end of a hallway with other people, I saw girls trying to get away from different men’s voices, each of them saying, “Hi / Hello.” 

 The first voice sounded ominous. The others were more neutral but still scary. I then heard voices coming from a vent that was at the bottom of the wall at the end of the hall. It was scary because of being able to see the darkness inside.

The people attached to the voices then showed themselves and it wasn’t scary anymore. 

I dreamt of breakfast of huge pancakes. I was (one of) the last to eat. There was a pitcher filled with juice and water almost overflowing. 

I dreamt that I was standing in the back of a delivery truck (?), dark inside, with the doors open / gone, looking out at Ali on a moped / scooter as we were on the freeway.

We then had switched places with him in the truck and me on the moped / scooter. I don’t know who was driving. I then saw Ali in my / the house looking outside through the big picture window at me on my way in.

I dreamt of being in a city in France with (a) flooded street(s) purposefully. People would come and play in the water at the end of the street(s). 

I dreamt of people at a rectangular table, sitting on the right side (when standing / looking from the end). Someone brought a plate with decorative / decorated rectangular boxes (4, or 5) that may have had food inside (?), putting them / it in front of the man in the middle, celebrating him for being a part of bringing forth into existence the telephone.