Let Him Go

I asked, “How do I teleport?” (Several years ago I dreamt that I was floating up in space, looking back at me, with a tunnel in back of me to my left. I knew that I was able to teleport.)

I dreamt that I was outside in Nevada with Amy, and others. I’m not sure why we were there. I saw an older lady with short grey (?) hair standing on the right corner of her lawn, watering (?) it. She was looking back at us as we passed her, going to the left.

I pointed her out to Amy and said that she looked familiar. Amy agreed and was trying to gather her thoughts (and was) saying that she was from when we lived here in Vegas.

I asked a guy where Vegas was and he pointed to the North, which was in front of us and slightly to the right. It was below some mountains / tall hills. I was able to see over the cities, seeing all the lights on, even though it was daytime.

There was a point when I was in the mountains looking at newly built houses that were in a row, across the street from me. They all had big windows in the front and were made with / light wood. The house at the end on the right was bigger and taller than the others.

I dreamt (same?) that a crow picked up a hawk from the ground, causing the hawk to make a noise / squeal, flying off with it. A gang then came around, surrounding them. One of the gang was able to steal the hawk away, flying off with it.

It flew low enough for me to reach up (jumping?) and slap the hawk / crows feet so that the hawk would be released. I yelled / said loudly, “Let him go!” They flew off to the right and behind me so I don’t know what happened.

(From yesterday) Looking Back

I asked the same question. I saw someone in a canoe (?) out in stormy water.

I dreamt that I was in the back middle of a car that wasn’t moving. Sara was to my left and Barbie (?) was to my right. Looking out the front window, I saw an older lady (profile looking like grandma when she was able to drive), looking to her left, driving past us a ways from left to right.

It looked like grandma’s car but with an extended platform (?) going around / extending from the car, at least in front and back and on passenger side. The back had stacked white plastic cups, as if for a party. I didn’t notice what the other things were.

I excitedly exclaimed, “That’s grandma’s car!” several times. Sara then started to get emotional and so I figured that I should also and was saying something about missing her, and I think that there was something that reminded me of her.

Grandma then appeared in the passenger seat, looking back at us. She was asking what I was saying. Looking at Sara, I shrugged a little, hesitating to say anything because of her bad hearing. Eventually, I told her about the car. She just said, “Oh.”

I dreamt of two bald, or nearly bald, men, and then seeing them back in the ’70’s. They were standing up on desks (?) in a newsroom. The one on the right had curly blonde hair. He was talking but don’t remember what he was saying.

A guy then showed up on my left and as he was passing me, matter of factly said that (blonde guy) Bernie’s (Sanders) pants were dirty in the back and to clean them in a month. I was wondering what was in a month and then realized that it was July 4th.

(From June 4, 2019) In The Light

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I saw a blonde dog with a couple of baby red foxes. I later saw them next to my bedroom door (opened to the left), in the dark. The dog (head next to the door) was nursing the foxes, looking up at me. I realized it was the foxes because of seeing the red and white tail of the left one in the light and remembering that I had seen them earlier.

I dreamt of the Property Brothers at the house of their clients. Drew was standing to the right of Jonathan and the husband was standing to the right of his wife.

Drew was wearing a light jacket and trying to get the bottom of the zipper undone. As he was doing so, the husband mentioned to Drew that he looked nice, as a compliment and not creepy. Drew then gave up, and said, “I don’t know why I even bother”, zipping it back up a little.

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Mountains

(From May 31, 2019)

I asked, “What is the portal?” I envisioned that I was about to go to congratulate Ali and the Utah girl on their marriage / wedding.

I dreamt that I was in the mountains, or a hilly part of town, riding a bike to church with the family. When we got to a corner to turn right, I went back, without knowing the rest of the way, because there was some time left before it started. I got out of my dress and relaxed sideways across my (full?) bed on my back for a bit.

As time got closer, I went to where some people were outside and asked a guy what the other modes of transportation were, having to repeat the beginning of the sentence first, for getting to church, because it was getting cold and stormy / cloudy, otherwise I would take my bike.

(From June 1, 2019) Utah

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was at one of the ends in a white sports complex (in Utah at U of U?) with a lot of people. There either had been a basketball game played, or I knew that it was played here.

There was a Middle Eastern (?) man who kept having to move to different spaces to pray because of the amount of people. Seems that he settled in front of some tall doors.

There was a table there (?) in a separate room (?) that was a little too long, so the end was cut off. A lady came and was shown what had happened. She seemed OK with it.

I dreamt that a lady had gone to her rural area garden at dusk, with a friend, to harvest (?). It may have been in France. There was a street in front of it without any traffic on it.

She had horses, or only one, and was calling out to them / him while she was standing. A horse came running from the right side.

There was an African guy waiting to be picked up (bus?). I was in a high vehicle in the back (?) and said an African word to him. I think he got in and either was here to help or agreed to do so.

I dreamt that I was somewhere on the left of a man and woman who were playing a board game. She had a hamburger that had somehow gotten behind her on the right having come apart. They mentioned that a huge fly had landed on the meat before she got it back together.

They asked if I would like to join them and I did. I may have had a bite of her hamburger or one of my own (?).

I dreamt that I was spending the night at Briana’s. She was in bed with her dad, with her head at the other end. She mentioned to me about pulling the grey ends of the sheets / bedding at the corner because she was getting cold (?) / feeling a breeze. I helped smooth it out.

During the night, I went to use the restroom, not closing the door because I was used to keeping it open. I heard a couple knocks at the door, thinking it odd at this time of night, and got up to close the door, that was to the left of me, as her dad went to get the door.

I dreamt that a lady was telling me to go find the Utah girl and I flat out told her no.

(From June 2, 2019) Snow

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was outside with other people. Seems we were waiting for someone / thing. There was a small layer of snow of the ground that wasn’t old but also wasn’t new. I picked up a ball of some that had some dried grass blades (?) in it. A girl told me not to eat it. I was thinking that I could if I wanted to. I don’t remember what I did with it.

Someone threw up some fairy dust up in the air, or saw it there, and mentioned it to everyone. The colors I remember were soft pink on top and purple on bottom.

There was a girl there who was shorter than me, heavy, semi long light brunette hair. Her facial features were on the borderline of being down syndrome. She was able to make herself invisible. There was an older man there who wanted to be with her, going after her. She found a couch around a corner to the left of where this guy was. She decided to lounge there to rest away from him. I gave her a questioning look about whether that would / could be a good place.

The guy finally found the couch and this girl relented and decided to let him see and touch her.

I dreamt that there was a giant couch made of concrete in the middle of a body of water between Canada and the states. It was facing the states. It was a reminder for us to be friendly with each other.

(From June 3, 2019) Already Dead

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a guy was pressing a gun to the left side of a guy who was laying on his side. I don’t remember what the guy with the gun was initially supposed to do but he shot a couple rounds into the other guy’s body, saying a word or two as he did so. The words I woke with the words “File” and Folder” though those weren’t the words he was saying.

The guy being shot had an x over his lips like bullets have. I don’t remember if he was already dead or not. Possible he was.

There was a different reason why the shooter was there with the body but he was evil and turned it into something sinister.

I dreamt that a guy was underneath a commercial BMW lawnmower but it wasn’t hurting him. I was looking at the guy through the perspective of the lawnmower, as if I was it. The view shifted slightly so that I could see it to the left of me, showing the “nose” end of it. It was grey.

At first it was the open kind with the seat on top of a disc but then it changed so that it had a “door” (?) like a dune buggy.

I dreamt that I was somewhere with mom and Micalanne. I pronounced Mic’s name as “Mecalawn” with a slight accent (?). It had something to do with painting / dying nylons. I didn’t see hers but some people who were also there were laughing at hers because of the way she drew her line. Someone showed her how simple it was to make a straight line, as in a graph. Seems it was pointing down at an angle.

I dreamt something to do with Candace Cameron Bure and that she had been invited to go somewhere during the holidays. She talked to the people at the Hallmark channel to see if they wanted to document her journey there.

There was a 2-3 ft. gnome (?) that rotated, sitting / setting on top of a table, doing something with its arms. It was black and the background was also black / dark so it was hard to see much of the details. I’m not sure if it was in her house, where she went to, or where it was. It was a Christmas decoration.

Mommy

I asked, “Where is the portal?” I dreamt that a couple were house hunting. I was on top of some framing in / by a shower of a bathroom that was being renovated when they came to the house I was in. This shower was as tall as I was on the framing and the shower head was facing left. It had dark gray (?) tiles. They based their decision on a shower. I don’t remember if it was this one or another one.

The framing had a blanket covering it along with something shorter on the left side. I then was holding a kangaroo in my right arm. Scared, I was calling out to mom for help in getting down because I was worried that I could fall and hurt myself / break my ankles. I was calling her, “Mommy”.

I dreamt that I was at a small Starbucks with two girls, on my left. One of them ordered a venti green tea. I asked her if she had tried the matcha frappucino and she said no. I think I bought that one. As I was asking her, I was also thinking about the grasshopper (added java chips).

There was only one guy working. He was wanting to process my card / payment through a small black (travel size?) bag that he was holding up by the counter in front of us.

As he was doing so, a line started to form behind us that was long enough to go around the workstation and back up against the wall so that it formed a question mark. I didn’t notice any impatience among them.

This guy wasn’t able to complete the transaction so he went over to the register which was on the right, to complete it.

I dreamt that I was at a pool where there was a swim meet. I was at the finish side on the right. The swimmers were on the other side of the diving board and their faces were blocked / obscured. There was a winner’s podium on that side as well. It was also blocked so as not to be able to see who the winners were but sensed there were some girls.

After the race, I farted and saw it floating past in front of me. Fortunately there was no smell to it.

I sat down and clipped my right big toe toenail. There was some lint looking stuff in the corner so I cleaned it out. There may have been someone on my left as I was doing so who was a little disgusted that I would be doing that here.

(From yesterday) New Real Estate

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Tony Shalhoub was a new college professor. In the beginning, he was timid but started relaxing as time went on. One day (the next year?) when he came in (I’m seeing through his eyes) there was a fan behind him (didn’t see) blowing a folder that was on his desk so he put something on it to weigh it down / keep it from blowing away.

He then sat in his chair and still a bit timid talking to them, asked the class about moving to new real estate, to get a discussion started / going.

There were two adults sitting on his left. One was a woman who whispered to the other who was on her left, that he was still having trouble getting the students to open up. They may have been from administration.

As he was asking this question, he was flipping through a newspaper for something. A couple of the pages had comics on them. On the left side was a square one panel comic of a parent sitting on the floor, facing right, looking at an open book with a child standing in front of them. The book had written on it something about other ideas, which was also written below the square.

I dreamt that Mark had gone to see the Phantom of the Opera and I wished that I had gone. At the end of dream, a lady gave me a present of a bunch of travel size body wash gels wrapped up in cellophane. I mentioned to mom that I didn’t need to worry about getting any for a long time, only toothpaste and toothbrush.

(From May 27, 2019) Lap

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I had my laptop on my lap when it suddenly turned off.

I dreamt that Lowe’s was at the top of a steep dirt hill. It was then turned into a shopping center. Mark and I went to check it out, taking separate vehicles. After I parked, I didn’t see Mark’s car so figured he parked elsewhere.

Gwen and Val were there. One of them was a giant. I’m thinking it may have been Gwen.

I was telling a girl / lady that she should buy an expensive white knee length dress for an upcoming festival (?). It may have been two pieces.

Mark had a young family there who were waiting / looking for him so that they could leave. I found him lounging doing his own thing.

Outside Mark showed up was a more beat up version of Kyle’s station wagon. The hood was up, in reverse, and the driver seat was pushed up. I was about to climb in with the engine when I realized what I was doing / about to do.

I dreamt that I took a crafter’s sponge paintbrush and stuck it up in my vagina.

I dreamt that two cats were in the back walking toward the house to come in. I asked Ali how the Siamese had gotten out. As they got closer, I realized that it was the cross eyed looking one instead.

(From May 26, 2019) Lottery

I asked the same question. Lottery came to mind.

I dreamt about a blonde guy that I was dating. He was carrying me inside and I was thinking how weird it was for him to look at me and realize that he liked me.

He was then preparing dinner / food while I was across the room having fun with other people. I stopped for a bit and wondered if I should help him but then thought that I didn’t want to be someone who I wasn’t so I continued with what I was doing.

College

I asked the same question. I saw my emerald backpack, with my stuff inside, that I had used for college.

I saw students walking through a white hallway at a University.

I saw a head shot of the Utah girl (though I don’t actually know what she looks like).

(From yesterday) Regret

I asked the same question. I saw the top right page of a journal I had when I was a teenager. There was a warning for me to watch / be aware of my actions or in the future I’ll regret what I did(n’t) do. I dismissed it, not paying too much attention to it.

Present day, I see the cat friend of the outside boy jumping from the two left facing concrete steps and running away to the side front, passing the left side of the detached garage.

(From May 8, 2019) Dying

I asked, “What is the meaning of the fan?” As I was sleeping, I was thinking of the Utah girl and how I hated her. I dreamt that a female enemy was operating within the states. I knew that she had taken X-rays of a friend of mine and then killed her.

I was somewhere with Stephanie. I saw on a shelf a couple hand sized white stocking shaped toys of hers that looked like the maze with a ball inside but these didn’t have the maze or ball. They were upside down with the toes facing left. I mentioned to her how cute they were as I picked the top one up and placed it right side up.

I was then in a room with the enemy lady. She had another lady come in and take X-rays, while I was lying on my left side, from the backside.

As she was doing this I was saying that I had a letter from my mission president stating how I was supposed to have died but was able to keep going.

I then was sleeping on my left side when I felt a jolt and electricity going through my body. The enemy lady had a welding / soldering tool touching my spine. I was crying out “NO!” as the sounds were fading several times while swaying my torso back and forth to stop the transition of dying.

(From May 7, 2019) Don’t know

I asked the same question. I dreamt of being in a vehicle with other people. We went to go pick up Liz from her house. Her house was on the left, at the end. When we got there, we parked across the street. I asked, “This is Liz’s house?” in a positive way.

The garage was open with some black (?) people there. Someone had a hairstylist station there in the middle front. There was a female on the left facing right.

Liz was inside. We ended up inside. She was taking pies out of the oven and placing them to cool (?).

There was an area where she had metal shelves with candy to sell. I noticed an open bag of dark tootsie rolls, thinking they might taste like licorice, so I took one, shrugging (?) to the others that Liz wouldn’t mind.

I then took some and put them on a platter (?). There were some toys on top. One was an airplane (?). Liz said, or someone else, that we were only to have six pieces. I took off the toys because they weren’t mine. I was left with my six, or a little over that amount.

Son

I asked, “What is the meaning of the blood going up to the nose?” Before falling asleep, I saw myself walking toward me with a man on my right side. We were walking up a slight grassy hill with one of those skinny twig looking trees in front of him. I didn’t see his head.

I was telling him that my (young) son would talk to him. I either then said, or only thought it, that he talks to me in my dreams.

I dreamt that I was spending the night on the floor at Briana’s. She was up late, around midnight, trying to remember a speech / talk for work the next day. She was walking back and forth with the lights on and I wondered why she didn’t do this in her room.

She was slightly hyperventilating because of how stressed she was. I think I wanted to tell her to calm down and breathe slowly. She finally set down on a grey couch with soft fabric that was to my right “above” me.

Her couches looked like the type that you could move around to the shape you wanted (modular?)

I was thinking that this is why I don’t like spending the night here and that her friend’s probably don’t have any problems since they probably stay up with her.

I didn’t have much of my stuff with me so I was tempted to get up and leave, even though it was so late at night, but I stayed.

She was also talking to someone who I couldn’t see. I was thinking that her young daughter must be with her ex husband’s. I then saw her daughter, with blonde curly hair, come out.

As I was laying there, Kyle, or someone who looked like him, showed up next to me, shirtless, on my left. He had darkish red hair (?). He had scoliosis, wanting me to massage his back. I was only able to handle doing it a short time and then stopped.

The next day, I was holding two shiny silver blue “canes” with handles looking like dolphins. I was thinking that they resembled some vibrators that I had seen online earlier that day (I had). The one on my left was bigger and longer than the one on my right.

I don’t know where I was but I was outside among some short one story buildings that had concrete pathways and maybe a bench or two. I was using the canes to walk without touching the ground. There were people there watching me “walk” and made a comment about me not touching the ground.

I was looking at the handles and it had something written about them being witch’s fly catchers. I’m not sure how, but I assumed the mouth had something to do with it.

The tabby cat was there also. I don’t remember why.

There were some women from church that I knew, in the dream. Briana was there also, but not as part of them.

There were some women who were witches. One of them was older than me and may have had white hair. She thought I was also a witch because of the canes / fly catchers I had. She asked something about them being candy canes.

We were then inside and I saw a sign by conference (?) room type doors about a witches meeting (?) and I saw that it mentioned candy canes.

People, shorter than me, started walking in from left to right, through the hallway that I was standing in along with the church ladies, who were across from me.

These people were dressed as pirates, adding their own twist / spin to the costume. The last one to come through was someone dressed as the devil in a mascot costume, with the big head. This person walked along fine but not with the confidence / surety that one might think this person should have.

I was thinking about the connection between the devil and the witches and wondered if they truly understood. The glances that the church women were giving him, I assumed that they were thinking the same.

One Picture

I asked, “Why am I still here in this house?” I dreamt that Ali’s address was 4440. I reminded him of that when he saw a check that my mom got that had those numbers. He rubbed it on his left (?) arm.

He was checking himself in a mirror, which was facing left, to see how he looked in his white shirt and black slacks. I was thinking that he looked good but that didn’t mean anything because of the way he treated me / people.

I saw a b&w picture of a girl with about shoulder length hair, that I could see. The bangs were clipped straight back on top of the head. Her hair looked to have some wave to it. The picture looked to be from the 50’s but she looked to be more recent. It was only of a head shot. I didn’t see it up close as it was in the middle of two dark things that I couldn’t see what they were.

I also saw small head shots of me and Ali next to each other making one picture. We each had our individual border. One was black and the other was white.

I was at someone’s house. My mom’s? There were two levels that were only several steps. I was on the lower looking at my mom and seeing Judy opening a picture wrapped in brown paper that was leaning against the right wall. It was either a sand beach scene or the word “beach”. I didn’t see but knew.

My mom(?) (and dad?) were going to visit another country. Asian? Not Japan or China.

I dreamt that Erin was going to the MTC a couple days before New Year’s Eve. She lived close enough that she could drive the day that she was to report.

(These may have all been one dream. They’re hazy.)

Lust

I asked, “What is the meaning of the toxic water?” I saw Ali at a table across from the Utah girl. He was getting up to go on his way. She was lusting after him to have sex because he was black and African.

I dreamt something about rolled up receipts (?), knowing that I had seen money inside. Turning it around several times, I finally saw the money and saying to myself that I knew it was there.

I dreamt about people in Ireland. There was a girl who had cancer (?). There was a different girl who finally realized what another girl (or one with cancer?) had done (several) years prior. She solemnly said, “She hung herself.”

(From yesterday) Weight

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Johnny Depp picked me up and took me to another spot in the room we were in. As he was doing so I worried that my weight would be too much for him. He only gave a slight indication that it was but continued on.

(From May 1, 2019) Crumbling

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was a passenger in a car. I’m not sure if my mom or a random lady was driving. We were driving in an area that was (all) lit up with bright colors. I told her to watch where she was going because she wasn’t paying attention to the road.

We ended up going over a cliff but stayed level. We then were without the car and falling on our own. I was scared because I didn’t know what we were going to land on because there was a blanket (?) beneath us covering our view / vision.

When we landed, though, I don’t remember seeing the other woman but she may still have been there. We landed on solid ground inside a home. There was a small cat figurine, made from / out of felt (?), from the 1950’s, pointing to the right.

Someone was touching the head on the right side and it started to crumble. I think I was telling someone to be careful when touching it.

(From April 30, 2019)

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I had a sore below my lips on my right side. I knew that I would sometimes pick at the scab. This time there was a bump underneath.

When I picked it this time the blood was thick and a maroon / plum color. Instead of flowing down, it flowed under my lips to the left and then up to my nose. It stopped above my nostril, resting on it.

Working On It

I asked the same question. I dreamt that there was a young (blonde?) boy who would sleep in my room. I didn’t because of the entities. I was asking him what he saw, or he was just telling me. He said that he saw a black mist / figure. I asked him if he it scared him and he nodded his head yes. I told him that I was working on getting it to get rid of it.

I then told his mom, “I have to tell you this. He’s / Your son’s a sensitive.”

I dreamt that I was a guy’s house. I didn’t see him. He had the back shell of a big blue square fan and made a hole one either side of the back. The insides, fan and motor, had been taken out. The front was gone. Air was coming out of it.

I was wearing only a neon green / yellow shirt. I was sitting / lying in front of it with my legs open so that the air was blowing on my pubic area. This guy had several children. Two of them were on my left and one on my right (?). They started walking toward the fan so I put my shirt down.

August

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was given several dates throughout 1991 and I had to choose which one that the Utah girl asked Ali for sex. The last one was in August because I was woken up. Stephanie & AJ, and the others from Married at First Sight, had something to do with these dates.

(From April 8, 2019) Naked

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I took care of my body hair and then came out naked to the rest of the house.

Gift

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a lady who posted on social media about a tv host guy who was taking on big companies. This guy wasn’t necessarily taking on these big companies, but was just showing the videos (similar to AFV) that he liked.

I then saw him standing behind the studio audience on the left. The audience was in a half circle, facing front, looking at the screen. There was then a guy on the top back right. He was sitting with his back to the audience. There was a microphone in front of his back and a piano in front of him.

He was from Tennessee and was singing a song, twisted around to use the mic, about him being from there. The chorus was, “It’s a gift to be real, Here in Beverly Hills.”