Governator Responsible

I asked, “Why are the negative entities allowed in my room?” The words “Camelot” and “Cheating” came to mind.

I dreamt that I had written a dream in one long paragraph that I needed to separate into sections. I was expecting to have this dream given to me to write when I woke up.

I dreamt that I arrived to a town where a massacre had just ended. The air had a red tint to it. I was told that the Governator was responsible for it.

I dreamt that there were cows in stalls, getting ready to sleep for the night. There was a calf that was under water, which was a normal thing to see. They were then covered, and hidden, with dirt.

I dreamt that wood beams under a bed were taken away by a guy so that there was no support while sleeping.

I dreamt something about with pigs, and the Mexican couple who had them, had a toddler who came over to sit on my lap. S/he (don’t remember) had a sister, around 6 or 7, who was wearing one piece PJ’s that had a Christian saying about the Lord, who walked over and past us on my right.

Down on the ground on my right, were a couple big silver coins. They were about as big as Susan B. Anthony coins, but may have been a little bigger. They didn’t look American.

(From Jan 12, 2018 Don’t Want To Hear)

I asked where the “little one” (cat) had gone. I dreamt that I heard baby / little children calling me mom, and I didn’t want to hear it.

(From Jan 11, 2018 In Garage)

I dreamt that she was in the garage, on her right side, with a brick on top of her (spine). I balled in anguish. 

I dreamt that Zac was part of a talent (?) show, but somehow I missed it even though I was there. I knew that he had grown older, but for some reason he still looked short / small like a 10 year old boy.

There was a guy who came up to me, and I was anxious wondering if he was going to give me a kiss, either kind. He never did (maybe because I didn’t finish the dream?). 

He mentioned that my pants (grey jogging / track pants that were actually tight) were baggy on me. I told him that they were men’s, and he just said, “Oh.”

I dreamt that mom (?) had taken the cats, and even though there was an open door for them to come and go, they were not hers for taking. I picked up about 4, and left, and had to go back for the others, including the tabby.

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Be Solid

I asked, “What do I have to do to leave this house?” The words, “Be solid” came to mind.

 I dreamt that a female told me that she saw Greg using crack. I halfway believed it, but kept saying, “No, no, no.” She said to look under his car seat.

I dreamt that mom had a light brown comforter and asked me to help situate it on the bed. It was wide enough for 2, or 3 king size beds, and about as long.

I dreamt that we saw some luggage pieces that were stacked, and on the bottom were a couple pieces, on each side, that we thought were gone. I don’t remember if they were all the same, but the one I saw was pink with a gingham style design with big fancy letters, with curls, spelling “Dad.” The word was going from the left side to the top.

I dreamt that I was on a type of bike, at night, with someone sitting behind me, and we were trying to get up a hill. We got halfway up, but were having a difficult time going the rest of the way / getting to the top, where people were.

I was afraid that the gears were going to get stripped because of the difficult time / difficulty we were having.

I dreamt something about being instructed on using a clickable pen for using drugs. A guy was saying something about when you click the pen open (and let go?), to use the end part (that goes inside), which looked like a blade.

I dreamt of being in an exercise class with some visiting acrobats. The female teacher asked them to show us a small performance on the rectangular trampolines that were there.

I dreamt (or in same dream) of a girl telling the teacher / instructor that there weren’t enough men in the class. They were using the stretch / rubber bands. Some of them were up against a wall.

I dreamt about a woman, and her golden retriever, going home, at night, using a dirt path at the right end of the street / block. She was on a bike. There was a field up front, and the houses were in back. 

Someone covered a couple deep lines that were in the dirt that looked like a slanted 11. I was telling a lady (Starbucks customer who does jazzercise?) about this lady. (I watched a Ted x talk about death and dying. 11 weeks until death, dreams and visions of the deceased are increased. I don’t know if that is a connection.)

The word, “Vukuraba” came to mind, which is the Bantu language of Shona, which means “Find out.”

I dreamt of a huge baby (parade balloon size) with transparent skin so that the organs could be seen. It fell through a second story (?) inside a building. 

There were several people there, two women and a man, who seemed to have been doing an experiment / research on the baby. It died after it fell through. 

The women, facing me, almost looked like twins, with short dark hair. The one on the right had a chin like Greg, and had about 4 staples on the bottom of the white of her eyes. I was concerned that if it had gone into the iris (colored part) that she would’ve lost her sight. There was something about them that made me feel uneasy.

Child

I asked, “What is the meaning of the gorilla?” I saw me playing with the face of a child.

I dreamt that I was a missionary. A bunch of us had gathered for some fun activities / games. James Garner was sitting in one of the chairs for one of the games. We were divided into 4’s, with numbers on screens / dividers that were separating us.

I wanted to ask him when he became / how long has he been a member of the church but I never got up enough courage.

The missionaries then went home, but I was told to stay because / since I was going home. 

I dreamt that I was in water (ocean?) and there was a black missile headed toward me, as if programmed. Coming from above, from behind, and then leveling. I was able to turn it around before it exploded.

When it did, underneath something that I didn’t see, I thought that I needed to duck under the water for protection but then saw that I was far enough away that I wouldn’t be affected by the blast.

(From Jan 18, 2018 Blocking)

I asked if Ali and I are supposed to have children. I dreamt of an electric train. As it was going along, among mountains (?), it was supposed to turn left on the tracks, but there was a regular train already there, blocking the way. 

After the electric train was to turn left, there was a fork, and it was to take the right side. The regular train did back up enough to let the electric train go on its way. 

I dreamt that I was with people, and there was a guy smiling at me. I was thinking that I don’t have to hide because he already sees me. 

I dreamt that I thought mom had disappeared / I lost her, but a woman told me where to find her (in a store?). She said it almost in a way as if asking herself / myself how could I be so reckless. I think there were clothes involved, and maybe a princess dress.

I dreamt that I was walking on an uphill street, on the left side. It was dark, as if night, but people were going on as usual. I was naked, and thought that I should’ve worn that (princess) dress. I was unsure of myself a little about people seeing me. 

There were some guys across the street playing baseball in a baseball field, and was a bit concerned about them seeing me, but they were busy / caught up doing their own thing.

I saw ahead of me city workers working along the sidewalk, with children, teaching them. I figured that I could continue since I wasn’t in a car. One of the workers told me that I couldn’t, so I crossed over to the other side.

I dreamt that I had climbed straight up a hill (?), and at the top were the grass like plants / reeds, and I was grabbing on to them, hoping that they wouldn’t come out of the ground / I would pull them up so that I could get to the top and on my feet. I was praying aloud, asking God to help me. As far as I know, He didn’t, but let me go at it alone. 

I then saw Asian people sitting on the ground at the top, so I was asking / pleading for them to help. None of them moved, continuing to look past me. I did finally make it up. I then sarcastically said to them, “Thank you for helping me.” 

Fixing

I asked, “Am I supposed to have children with Ali? ” I dreamt that Ali and I were living in apartments, on a bottom left corner. Another lady, with dark / brunette hair, asked to move in with us. I sharply said no. I don’t remember what Ali said, if I heard him. I then angrily said, “F…  you!” angrily. He repeated it back.

As I was leaving, in the morning, after she had moved in, I was walking outside to go around a corner to the right. I saw them sitting outside. She had some papers on a table. The top one, she had written issues / problems that needed to be fixed and was discussing these with Ali.

I went over and grabbed a couple of the top papers and tore them up. I was thinking that I could use her dishes after she gets kicked out.

I dreamt something about two guy missionaries, who were caught kissing, and were going to be shipped back home.

(From Jan 28, 2018 Only The Bottom)

I dreamt of being on a small train, like at an amusement park. At one point the track ended and the train had to jump (?) to another one that was about a foot, or two, below, which the beginning of the train  was under water. I was afraid that we were going to go under, but only the bottom half did.

I dreamt that Matt Damon , or someone looking like him, in a movie, had started working for a well – to – do man. Shortly after, this boss was killed, and Matt was accused. He hadn’t done it, and was given a year to prove his innocence.

About a week / couple days before the end of the year, some men were above a bridge near some trees, and saw Matt below, looking like Tom Hanks in Cast Away.

Matt was still busy proving himself, and almost had the answer. He was only passing through that area. These other men mentioned that the place where they needed to be was a ways away, and so needed to get going. They didn’t have a vehicle to get them there.

(From Jan 26, 2018 Allowed)

I dreamt that a Mexican girl, born as a boy, maybe 10 years old, was allowed to come back to see / visit her family / mother who had given her up for adoption / stolen from.

There was another sister who was wary / scared of this one, hiding in the shadows at the top of the stairs. At first, the mother had forgotten about this child until I mentioned about the time that when she had gone to see Theresa Caputo who told her / mentioned about this baby.

Her name now was Raoemon, if I remember correctly the spelling. There was an older girl, or was it her, who was able to fix the roof. When she was up on the roof, she gave a big smile which showed off her bright white teeth.

I dreamt something about a showgirl (?), but not while working. The Mexican’s house had green (to it) inside. The grandmother was there as well.

I dreamt that I was watching a gathering of wealthy women at a hotel (?), outside, and there were a lot of clear plastic (cocktail?) cups filled with all sorts of fruit. 

I dreamt that the cats had eaten almost all their food, so I gave them some more.

I dreamt something about animal communication.

Lying

I asked, “Is there someone, masquerading as me, appearing and talking to Ali?” I don’t remember the order of these. They may also be within the same dream.

I dreamt that a girl had an abortion (?). I didn’t see her, but sensed that she was lying down. We were waiting, in a hallway, for her verdict / sentencing for doing so. 

There was something about women / this girl who decide whether or not to have (more) children, based on the good / fun times, or all the messes and tiredness.

I dreamt that I was watching a video / performance of a band who were singing a song, in first person, about being / about to become extinct(ion). I was thinking that one of the guys wasn’t actually making any noise, only moving his mouth. It looked similar to the performance of Greased Lightning from the movie Grease, standing on the cars.

I dreamt about Oprah, but she was white, and I knew that she had a grown son. We were using pencils to fill in a picture for a contest. I don’t know how big the picture was. I either said out loud, or only thought, jokingly, “What’s a woman to do with all that money?”

I dreamt that I was looking out back and there was a gorilla and a small black terrier at the back of the backyard (about 30 – 50 yards back) looking back at me, waiting for me to bring them some food. They were standing separate from each other, a couple feet between them, the dog on the left. They were sitting still, just looking at me, and waiting.

I dreamt about a lady and her week old baby. I mentioned how big is, because it looked like it was a month, or more. I also mentioned that it was weird that a week ago the baby wasn’t here.

(From Feb 9, 2018 Get Ali)

I dreamt that a gay guy was in one of the rooms of the house, though it looked different, doing the “white glove” test, without the gloves. 

After seeing some dust, he said that I should get Ali to clean this room. I was thinking that it was my job to clean that room, but didn’t say anything.

(From Feb 7, 2018 Layers)

I dreamt of being at a fashion show and the dresses (at least the bottom since I didn’t see the top) looked like the southern belle type, but only half (or a third?) as full, and had layers. 

I remember seeing two dresses. One of them looked like it was made with scraps of fabric going all directions. The other one looked like it had shoes at the waist. I’m sure there were others, but I don’t remember them.

I dreamt that I was inside a room inside a building. The floor I was on looked like an office floor with the doors belonging to different companies.

It looked a little dark, as they are sometimes portrayed, but not in a scary way. I was at the door, and Ivana Trump was at the door in the hallway. 

For some reason, I asked her if the name “Vanna” meant anything. She started repeating, saying a poem / saying in her language, then said what Vanna meant. I can’t remember what she said.

She passed by again, and I asked her something, about her, but she wasn’t able to fully respond because a lady down the hallway, to the left, was calling for her. 

(From Feb 6, 2018 Went Away)

I dreamt about a dirty family consisting of the parents, and a grown son. The father was wearing a white muscle shirt that was slit down the front middle.

I dreamt about a hose staying still up in the air, curved, holding up water, per se. There was a black lab (?) dog in the water, moving around, like it was normal. I touched the hose, and the water went away.

I dreamt about a couple of teens (?) putting spraying foam on a wall. I think above some windows. I think a man showed up, and they felt as if they were caught doing something they shouldn’t, so they crashed through some / the windows.

Made It

I dreamt that there was a guy sitting / lounging, and I had to step over him. After I did, I told him that I made it. 

I dreamt that I was staying / visiting at Amy’s. I couldn’t remember which bedroom, at the end of the hall, that I was using. I went to the one on the right.

Amy was lying naked on the bed, which was in the back left corner. She had a blanket, or something, covering the top of her, draping down to the floor. She was touching / playing with herself. She saw me, and I hurriedly closed the door.

(From Feb 20, 2018 On My Way Out)

I dreamt that I was looking at different scenes from the Maine Cabin Masters tv show, of different cabins in the demo stage on the inside. 

I dreamt that I had driven down a dirt road / path, and water was starting to come in. It seems that someone else was with me. My mom?

I then turned around, and there was a fence bordering this area, and a Mexican girl at the gate getting ready to close it up when she saw me, and I waved at her from inside the car to let her know that I was on my way out.

I dreamt of Amy driving on a freeway with wide lanes. They were wide enough that she moved over to the right to let the car behind pass, but then she decided against it and moved back over. 

The freeway had holes here and there, but not too bad. There were about a handful of cars on the road.

(From Feb 19, 2018 Loves Me)

There was a guy on LinkedIn who messaged me a couple times. I dreamt that he wrote me, telling me that he loves me.

(From Feb 17, 2018 Wet The Bear)

I dreamt that I was laying in bed and nursing a cat. Later in the dream, the cat didn’t want to. 

I dreamt that I was nursing a baby. 

The words, “Wet the Bear” came into my head.

(From Feb 16, 2018 Blocking)

I dreamt that there were some people / family moving in at the end of a cul – de – sac. Instead of using a moving truck, they used train cars, and had several of them lining up on the right side of the street. I don’t know if there were any blocking driveways since I was across the street looking in.

(From Feb 12, 2018 Clean Up)

I dreamt that I hadn’t taken care of the hair on my chin. There was a young guy in front of me, to the right. I was in (the) light and he didn’t seem bothered, but then I wasn’t sure what he was able to see.

I dreamt that I had taken off a scab on my right cheek and a girl told me not to do that.

I dreamt that Robin Williams was walking in the middle behind two guys and I pointed him out to someone. 

I dreamt that I was at Jenny’s house (before she married). I was going to go to church with her. I got there around 6 am, sleeping on the stairs at the entrance that are in front of the door, somewhat like as if you were going to go up in an attic.

When she finally came out, dressed up, she turned into Briana, and said that she wasn’t going, but was spending the weekend with two other people.

When I was there, I hadn’t even showered yet, needing to go back home to clean up.

(From Feb 11, 2018 Lottery)

I dreamt that I was watching a big screen tv about the width size of a theater screen, and perhaps half the height. A young boy won the lottery when it was in the $200’s. I don’t remember exactly how much, but it was less than $250.

After he won, I won when it was $532. 

I dreamt that I was watching The Simpson’s, and they were jogging / running somewhere and they were singing / having a good time full of breath.

One guy swore, trying to disguise it. I thought, “Don’t they know that children are watching?” 

 I dreamt that I was flying (?) above a group of people, going somewhere, and I was joyfully singing in a different language.

I dreamt that there was a group of people, in different groups, involved in different activities. At the end, there was a girl who’s left leg was stripped to the bone from the knee down.

She kept calm, and I praised her for it. I don’t remember how it happened, but I let out a scream (?) / became loud so that the others stopped what they were doing, and came over.

I dreamt about a guy having a bloody ear, and people in a frenzy wanting to know where his heart was to find it.

(From Feb 10, 2018 The Devil)

I dreamt that there was flooding caused by the devil. There were papers under a clear storage container, that was low and flat. I got anxious about them getting wet so hurriedly picked them up.

Close The Drapes

I asked, “Did my spirit visit Ali while he was in Utah?” (The voices told him that I did.) I dreamt that it was (late?) night and I was inside with several family (?). I / we was / were looking out back and a big raccoon suddenly appeared, coming from the back left.

Something about it scared me (wasn’t expecting?). I then was on the right side of the window, frightened, and hurriedly told someone to close the drapes.

I dreamt that I was inside church, with dad sitting (in the back?) in the chapel. I was watching someone’s boy, so gave him to dad while I went to do something else.

I dreamt that I was singing / hearing a song with the words, “I want to hear you – oo – oo.”

 (From March 1, 2018 Trying To Get Out)

I dreamt that it was windy outside and there were 3 of the cats out there, so I wanted to bring them in so that they wouldn’t get blown away.

I dreamt that the houses past grandma’s (they were only on her side) were dry and bland. I was standing on the street at the end of her driveway, talking to another woman (didn’t see her) and holding a lock of blonde hair that belonged to another woman who was in my grandma’s house.

I dreamt of frogs and snakes and snake skins. There was one frog in the folds of my right sock. I didn’t want it there, but I wasn’t doing anything to get rid of it, and it wasn’t moving / trying to get out.

(From Feb 28, 2018 Ready)

I dreamt that the tabby cat was outside, ready to come inside.

(From Feb 27, 2018 Sex Club)

I dreamt that I recently became a member of a sex club, and I was getting a tour by a black man.

(From Feb 26, 2018 Growth Growing)

I dreamt of seeing women (with their daughters?) with my patterns / designs as wallpaper / fabric that they had bought. 

I dreamt of having some kind of growth growing on my right forearm in the middle. I could see something moving around, but couldn’t tell what it was because of all the liquid. I then pierced the bottom (having to push it a bit because it is skin) for it to drain.

(From Feb 23, 2018 Chocolate Chip Cookie)

I dreamt of a chocolate chip cookie floor.

(From Feb 22, 2018 Not So Bad)

I dreamt that I was inside a house that was for sale in the Los Angeles area. Everything was white. I then was out back by the pool and wicker lounge chairs, looking out at the downtown area.

I dreamt that I started nursing, on my left breast, a tiny baby and thought that it wasn’t so bad, that it didn’t hurt like how I’ve read. I was able to do something else while doing this.

I dreamt that I went in to a house that I used to live in, but not through the door. I don’t remember if it was through a window, or wall, or whatever else it may have been.

There were 3 guys living there, and when I came in, without seeing him, I told one of the guys that I was there and where I came in from. He responded ok both times. I then started walking toward the front door because I wasn’t sure what I would see as they walked through. 

The guy who I had just talked to came out from a room that was behind me, crawling. I told him to stand up so that it wouldn’t look awkward.

I dreamt that I was in a shower room (after the dream, or later?) with two other women. I only saw three showers against the (left?) wall. I was at the first one, to the left.

The showerhead was twice as high, and I was standing higher than the others.

I dreamt that I was outside the open screened front door, looking in. There must’ve been steps up to the door because I was locking in through the bottom, on the left.

There was a white cat sitting inside who looked like the “Little One”, but couldn’t quite see if there were the two lines on the temples that she had.

I then opened the door, and took the cat, expecting to take it home with me. When I brought the cat out, it turned into a newborn with the eyes still closed.

The guys came to the door expecting to see me take off with the cat, but I was still there.

(From Feb 21, 2018 Restored)

I dreamt that I was looking at Leann Ford and her brother from their show, “Restored By The Fords”. 

Faulty 

I asked, “What do I need to do to leave this (Ali) house?” I dreamt that Barry Manilow’s house, back in the ’70’s / ’80’s, was surrounded by flat land. Part of the house had caught fire because of something faulty inside.

I dreamt something about the Little People (show).

I dreamt that I had dreamt about something being a perfect fit.

(From March 6, 2018 Back On)

I dreamt that I was naked in bed. Briana was there also. I don’t know why she was there, but only for several seconds. 

Ali came in, but he was white. He was straddling me, taking his clothes off. I was asking him what he was doing. The wall in front of me had a window(s) facing the front so that people could see in as they walked by. Ali knew this, but perhaps hadn’t been thinking of it. 

Some people walked by, and the next thing I saw was Ali sitting in a chair under the window with his clothes back on, looking at a book, as if he didn’t want those people to see him.

I dreamt of a lady who had to leave her young family and so she showed her breasts and leaned over them so that they could feel her skin.

I dreamt of a guy who was naked in front of me and I was holding onto him, remembering how good it feels.

(From March 4, 2018 Breakdown)

I dreamt that Ali was washing some dishes and I crouched down next to a wall about to have a nervous breakdown. Ali was talking about having sex while he was doing the dishes. 

I was going to have a breakdown because I didn’t want to worry about getting my garments “dirty” again after being clean these past years.

I dreamt that Frida’s song, “There’s something about you” was actually named “If water could bomb.” (Actually, the song is called “I know there’s something going on”, and Level 42 sings the song “Something about you.” )

(From March 3, 2018 Cut Open)

I dreamt that there was a guy and two women holding down (?) a crying baby on a white table. They had poured boiling water over the baby and were wanting to cut open the skin. I don’t know why.

 I don’t know if I said it out loud, or it was just a thought, but I was saying that the baby needed to be dead before being cut open. (Before falling asleep, I was thinking about one of the ghost shows I watch where sometime in the past, a woman had put a baby / toddler in a bath and poured boiling water over it.)

I dreamt that I saw this baby lying still in a bed of flowers (?) with two other children above on either side. I was crying hysterically when the baby finally woke up.

I dreamt something about rice, and something in it.

I dreamt that I picked up, to look at, a stem of a pumpkin plant with tiny tiny pumpkins growing on both sides. 

I dreamt that a blue worm crawled up the back of my shirt and I was anxiously telling the others around me to get rid of it. No one was paying attention, doing their own thing.

 I think I grabbed the bottom of it (someone did) to take it off and only the end of it came off. I don’t know why the worm was there, and I don’t know if it was going to do anything. I just didn’t want it on me.

(From March 2, 2018 Frustrated)

I dreamt that Ali was laying next to me on my bed on my left side and I was holding on to his dick. I was thinking, “He actually did it / came in”, or something to that effect, and I was a bit frustrated at him for disturbing my sleep.

I dreamt that I was at some kind of camp and the people I was with made crafts during the week, but I didn’t because I didn’t know what they were for. At the end of the week, a husband of one of the ladies came with one of their babies, and this lady took the baby out of his (?) arms as she passed.

No One Came

I asked, “Did my spirit visit Ali while he was in Africa?” ( last year the voices told him that I had.) I dreamt that some relatives of the neighbor had moved in with him and his wife. Ali’s house belonged to my parents instead of him.

The relatives had a bedroom facing mine. Everyone was trying to figure out how to situate the rooms (my family in my room) so that we’re not looking at each other. I told my mom, between whisper and normal, that I was here first (meaning that I shouldn’t have to reconfigure my room).

I dreamt that the family was in the garage. I don’t remember why. Judy swore, and then a little later, said that Zac was averse (used that word?) to religion. I almost said, “You are too”, but decided not to.

The family went back inside the house, closing the door, which was a regular size (or a little bigger), but had the garage door “crinkly” look. I don’t know why I stayed behind / didn’t go in.

After the door closed, walls started to appear all over, and closing in. I started loudly crying, figuring that they should have heard me since they had just walked in. No one came.

I banged on the door. Still, no one came / showed up. I cried so hard that my voice was getting hoarse, making it hard to cry / make noise. I started becoming conscious at the end of being enveloped in.

I dreamt that I was lying down, in a (semi?) public area, inside. A bearded man (husband?) was there. I teasingly asked him if he wanted to look below. He started to enter me a couple times. He was just long enough to fit.

The woman was then someone else, and I was out of the (somewhat) secluded narrow (like in the e r) room that we were in (no door). They were having sex to have a baby. They had two older children (boy and girl 6 – 8), and maybe a baby inside with them. The boy and girl were standing at the doorway, sometimes looking in at what they were doing.

(From March 24, 2018 Covering My Heart)

I dreamt that I was wearing a brace around my body / chest covering my heart. I would only wear this when I went to bed at night. I was listening to loud, on the dark side, music while looking for the cord that plugs into the brace.

I was looking in the cupboards above the counters in the kitchen where it’s usually kept, but couldn’t find it. I’m thinking that perhaps mom had put it somewhere else, though I wasn’t able to do a thorough check because some giant “monsters” (think Andre the giant) appeared because of the music.

I then frantically tried to remotely change the music to something calmer. I may have finally been able to do it before rushing away, but not sure.

One of the giants said something to me, but I didn’t respond. I ran upstairs to my bedroom, closing the door and hiding in the closet where I had one of my crocheted afghans.

I started to get the afghan ready to cover and hide when I heard a knock on the door. When I didn’t respond, they left. The good thing about this dream is that they weren’t attacking me.

I dreamt that I was seeing a tall building on a green hill that looked to be about two windows wide. This was a house for sale and there were two young people standing outside in front wanting to look inside to see about buying it. I realized that this was part of a reality show.

I dreamt that those two people had won the lottery and it was now showing them back home in a trailer park. Their trailer was so run down outside that it about looked like a shack.

Inside were these two (in their 20’s), their baby (not yet a year but not newborn), and a friend of his and a friend of hers. His friend was sitting next to the baby, saying something to me. The baby was sitting near a window, moving the curtains to look outside. Watching this, I realized that I had seen this episode before.

Outside, the baby’s mother came out upset, walking with white shorts that had an opening on the right side showing where her butt touches her leg. She walked over to the trailer next to them on the right. They (she & friends) were trying to persuade her husband / boyfriend to cash the lottery check so that they (he & family) could get some food and move into a better place.

I was standing to the right of the door to go inside, looking past it in the direction the girl had gone. A set of parents (his?) came over to see if they could convince him. They were both skinny, weathered and with long hair (seems he had).

I dreamt that the people / producers of the show had put up some writing on the screen at / after the last scene describing something about making this show for 15 years and learning from it (there was more to it). I was at an angle on the right front of the tv so that I didn’t get all of what it said. 

I dreamt that the girls friend was wearing what looked like a black bra / tube top barely covering on the bottom. She had a fishnet type thing over it. The black thing underneath kept moving up. She was looking at someone across the way debating on whether to go over. She finally did.

I dreamt that this young guy was walking around naked in a mall. I only saw from the back. Everyone was looking at him, shocked to see him there like that. 

I saw the girl, and her friend, walking from one end to the other as if going to see someone. She had her hands covering her breasts (? I was behind) as she walked. She was wearing a top with spaghetti straps that were down on her arms.

I was wondering why she didn’t pick up her straps to fix her shirt so that she wouldn’t have to keep her hands on her chest, but then I realized I didn’t know the situation since I was in back of them.

I dreamt that I was talking with Jay Leno, who happened to look young, asking him what was the first car he bought. I think he may have said Nissan, and he was giving the details.

There was someone else there with me, but not sure who (young Steve maybe?). He then was comparing the age of the car to me and I told him that I was born in 1972. 

I then wasn’t sure to ask more questions, but then the thought came to me that I need to “ask one to be one.” I then asked if he still buys , and I think he said yes. I wanted to ask how often, but I started waking up.

Make Out 

I dreamt that a family had a 12 year old girl, named Becky, who they were taking to the hospital for a check up, before the sun comes up. Someone had thought that it was me. I didn’t see her get in the car.

I dreamt that Zak Bagans and crew (Ghost Adventures) were in a small Mexican town / village to do some investigating. They were going to go to two places, but the second one backed out. Zak was fine with that because the first one had given them plenty of material to work with.

It was late at night / early morning and Aaron was having fun as he was coming down the empty street to the “shack” they were staying at. Zak had found something there and sold it online. He quietly told one of the guys that he got $50 for it, not wanting Aaron to know the amount he got. (Zak had told him a lower price?)

There was a Peter Tosh song playing. I think I asked, for affirmation, if it was him. One of the guys told me Peter sings in Swedish (because he’s from Sweden).

Someone mentioned that there was a ghost outside, to the left, in front (within football field distance). A slight vapor could be seen. I then saw a person in a muted black / grey pinstripe suit and hat in front of the shack, about the same distance. Felt like he was at a ditch. I was trying to get Zak’s attention. It took a bit but he finally came over.

I could make out that this ghost looked to be from the first couple decades of the early 1900’s. As I got closer, I could see that it was a dress instead. I got close enough to see that it was a man so I asked him why he was in a dress. He never answered why. I told him that I liked his suit. I also asked him what year it was. I don’t remember his answer.

The guys weren’t able to see him so I placed my left hand at different places of his body (as he was sitting?) while showing the guys on my body with my right hand. When I got to his legs, I felt some flesh and it creeped me out, so I didn’t think about it more.

This man started walking (shaken?) to the left to leave because he missed the people back in his time. It also felt like he was disguising himself from someone / thing. 

I was still talking to him, being able to ask if being visible took / used his energy. He said yes as he was going through some type of door, opening on the left, that had appeared. 

(From April 7, 2018 See Again)

I dreamt that I was a passenger and Amanda was driving. At first, I didn’t think anything of it, but then realized, how can she drive when she’s blind. 

I don’t know if someone spoke, or if the thought came to me, but it was saying that when a sighted person is isolated in a corner behind a (half) wall, there’s the potential of going blind and when put in the right circumstances, can see again. 

Her father had come, bringing her baby (less than a year). The baby had gotten (put her head) between my seat and the seatbelt. Amanda gave her a pink crayon, pointy side first, to suck on. It seemed normal at the time, but after I woke, I was thinking that that was dangerous.It seems that maybe mom was in the back.

I saw that we were at the top of Del Rosa (St? Ave?) in San Bernardino, and I said (?) that I forgot to say where I live and thought that I don’t live here anymore.

I dreamt about a tall guy and slapped him on the left of his back and then rubbed it because I thought I may have done it too hard. When I slapped him, it had a hollow feeling to it.

I dreamt something about child’s writing.