Started

I asked, “How do I have children if/since Ali doesn’t want to get married?” I dreamt that Barry Manilow had been invited to a gathering at someone’s house. I was wondering how the person in charge was able to get him to come. I then remembered that they knew each other. I was thinking that I would’ve thought this would be at the church instead of at someone’s house. There was an overweight twenty-something girl (Hispanic?Mixed?) wearing a dress with the back exposed. She was waiting for someone. She had another girl touch her a little bit to get her … Continue reading Started

Gone Home

I asked, “Who is the father of those adult children?” I dreamt that someone had a seed catalog/library. I dreamt of someone with/having bipolar. I dreamt of a couple researching places to go to redo their wedding photos. I dreamt of being at work. I was driving one of the heavy machinery with the bucket in front. I was having trouble with it, almost hitting two cats as I was turning right. One of the guys was asking something about working still. I, or someone else, said, “Of course. It’s only 3 o’clock”. I was then in someone’s backyard (?) … Continue reading Gone Home

Trauma

I asked, “What will happen if I don’t marry Ali?” I dreamt that the Beatles were still together and singing songs in the ’70’s. I saw Paul singing. I dreamt that I had recently moved to a new home. Some of the cats were outside in the back. There may have been a wood fence (?). I think it was (getting) dark. I didn’t see “Sneaky” (female Siamese) out there. Cross-eyed (she isn’t but looks like it) may have been inside. I was worried about her going out because of the trauma she had of her back claws. We thought … Continue reading Trauma

Death

I asked, “The end of what?” I dreamt that people had gotten the coronavirus. They were getting their stuff together and getting ready to die, including me. I was thinking about the inside of the body shutting down and eventual death. I then remembered that I had been told in my patriarchal blessing that I would bring children into mortality. A man in a dark suit with a briefcase then showed up on the left, walking to the right. I knew he was from the church but wasn’t sure if he was a leader or just a regular member. I … Continue reading Death

Going To

(I had a dream several years earlier of 4 adult children) I asked, “Is Ali the father of those adult children?” I dreamt of a white (?) snake going up my right arm. I was scared that it was going to bite me. I dreamt something about being in the ocean and a huge dead fish floating around me. I first saw the back of it with the head to the right then saw the face. There were some (small) people on top doing something (?). (From Feb. 15, 2020) Covered I asked the same question. I dreamt that I … Continue reading Going To

Start With Those

I asked, “Is there an alternative way, other than getting pregnant, to get rid of that girl?” I dreamt something with Trump and seeing the words “Not always perfact”. I dreamt that I started working at a lady’s house that was down the street and around the corner to the left. She had a small bookstore in her house. I had some pocket planners, and regular sized ones. I looked in one of them and saw writing and cut corners. I wasn’t sure what to do with them. I went to the lady to ask what to do with them. … Continue reading Start With Those

Send A Message

I asked, “What is the meaning of the shungite and obsidian cross?” I dreamt that it was night when Ali & I were walking toward a car that looked like my dad’s that was in a corner by itself. It was facing to the left. There may have been a fence on the passenger side. The hood, which opened by the windshield, was crumpled a bit. I put my stuff in back of the driver seat since I drove the car. There were several people walking from the right, having to go around some mispositioned/misaligned/positioned randomly concrete blocks. They mentioned … Continue reading Send A Message

Time To Go

I dreamt of a tall mirrored high rise building. I dreamt of a gated abandoned house/building with several stories. I dreamt that I had pooped a slightly curved tan “brick”, leaving it on top of the toilet. I had some dark remnants on my right leg on the top of my thigh under my belly. It was Micalanne’s turn to clean. She was poking it with a stick and smelling it, not smelling anything, trying to figure out what it was. I put the brick in a hole above the seat the size of the brick and flushed it. I … Continue reading Time To Go

Get Away

I asked, “Do I need to go to a Catholic priest to get her (Utah girl) expelled from my body?” I dreamt that Ali was driving us out of a parking lot. There was a man walking beside Ali. I couldn’t see his head. I was telling Ali that we need to get away from this man. I dreamt that I was with a handful of people outside, along with two male church members. For some reason, I didn’t fully trust these men. They were dressed with trench coats, like criminals wear. They were trying to sell something to us. … Continue reading Get Away

Make A Structure

I dreamt that I was watching a preview of a movie about a boy who visits his girlfriend from another country (Asian?). The sun is setting. She is wearing a black bustier. He pulls the top down from her left breast to suck on it. This is her first time being sexual with him. I see a jolt of energy/electricity go through her. They are then sitting outside next to each other on a different day. There is a small space between them with her on the right. She is holding some of the letters she received from him. She … Continue reading Make A Structure