Mommy

I asked, “Where is the portal?” I dreamt that a couple were house hunting. I was on top of some framing in / by a shower of a bathroom that was being renovated when they came to the house I was in. This shower was as tall as I was on the framing and the shower head was facing left. It had dark gray (?) tiles. They based their decision on a shower. I don’t remember if it was this one or another one.

The framing had a blanket covering it along with something shorter on the left side. I then was holding a kangaroo in my right arm. Scared, I was calling out to mom for help in getting down because I was worried that I could fall and hurt myself / break my ankles. I was calling her, “Mommy”.

I dreamt that I was at a small Starbucks with two girls, on my left. One of them ordered a venti green tea. I asked her if she had tried the matcha frappucino and she said no. I think I bought that one. As I was asking her, I was also thinking about the grasshopper (added java chips).

There was only one guy working. He was wanting to process my card / payment through a small black (travel size?) bag that he was holding up by the counter in front of us.

As he was doing so, a line started to form behind us that was long enough to go around the workstation and back up against the wall so that it formed a question mark. I didn’t notice any impatience among them.

This guy wasn’t able to complete the transaction so he went over to the register which was on the right, to complete it.

I dreamt that I was at a pool where there was a swim meet. I was at the finish side on the right. The swimmers were on the other side of the diving board and their faces were blocked / obscured. There was a winner’s podium on that side as well. It was also blocked so as not to be able to see who the winners were but sensed there were some girls.

After the race, I farted and saw it floating past in front of me. Fortunately there was no smell to it.

I sat down and clipped my right big toe toenail. There was some lint looking stuff in the corner so I cleaned it out. There may have been someone on my left as I was doing so who was a little disgusted that I would be doing that here.

(From yesterday) New Real Estate

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Tony Shalhoub was a new college professor. In the beginning, he was timid but started relaxing as time went on. One day (the next year?) when he came in (I’m seeing through his eyes) there was a fan behind him (didn’t see) blowing a folder that was on his desk so he put something on it to weigh it down / keep it from blowing away.

He then sat in his chair and still a bit timid talking to them, asked the class about moving to new real estate, to get a discussion started / going.

There were two adults sitting on his left. One was a woman who whispered to the other who was on her left, that he was still having trouble getting the students to open up. They may have been from administration.

As he was asking this question, he was flipping through a newspaper for something. A couple of the pages had comics on them. On the left side was a square one panel comic of a parent sitting on the floor, facing right, looking at an open book with a child standing in front of them. The book had written on it something about other ideas, which was also written below the square.

I dreamt that Mark had gone to see the Phantom of the Opera and I wished that I had gone. At the end of dream, a lady gave me a present of a bunch of travel size body wash gels wrapped up in cellophane. I mentioned to mom that I didn’t need to worry about getting any for a long time, only toothpaste and toothbrush.

(From May 27, 2019) Lap

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I had my laptop on my lap when it suddenly turned off.

I dreamt that Lowe’s was at the top of a steep dirt hill. It was then turned into a shopping center. Mark and I went to check it out, taking separate vehicles. After I parked, I didn’t see Mark’s car so figured he parked elsewhere.

Gwen and Val were there. One of them was a giant. I’m thinking it may have been Gwen.

I was telling a girl / lady that she should buy an expensive white knee length dress for an upcoming festival (?). It may have been two pieces.

Mark had a young family there who were waiting / looking for him so that they could leave. I found him lounging doing his own thing.

Outside Mark showed up was a more beat up version of Kyle’s station wagon. The hood was up, in reverse, and the driver seat was pushed up. I was about to climb in with the engine when I realized what I was doing / about to do.

I dreamt that I took a crafter’s sponge paintbrush and stuck it up in my vagina.

I dreamt that two cats were in the back walking toward the house to come in. I asked Ali how the Siamese had gotten out. As they got closer, I realized that it was the cross eyed looking one instead.

(From May 26, 2019) Lottery

I asked the same question. Lottery came to mind.

I dreamt about a blonde guy that I was dating. He was carrying me inside and I was thinking how weird it was for him to look at me and realize that he liked me.

He was then preparing dinner / food while I was across the room having fun with other people. I stopped for a bit and wondered if I should help him but then thought that I didn’t want to be someone who I wasn’t so I continued with what I was doing.

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Basketball

I asked, “What is the meaning of the woma/en taking my space?” I saw a vague face missing a nose.

I remember one of the dreams had something to do with basketball. (Ali first met the Utah girl while playing.)

(From May 18, 2019) School

I asked, “Where did I need to go?” I dreamt that Ali and I were driving to a male student’s house of his to take him a peanut butter cookie. I didn’t see Ali but knew that he was there. This student lived up in the mountains.

As I was driving the roads to get up there, my vision / awareness was as if I was looking drowsily out of a back side window. My driving was a little erratic but I was able to stay in control.

There was a short part that was a steep climb up. I had to go at it full force. I thought we were going to topple over because of the angle but we made it. Shortly / right after that there was a small dip before the road leveled out.

When we got up to the beginning (?) of the town there was a fork in the road that went to the right, passing a school. Some people were standing outside. We continued on, passing it.

We finally made it to the house, with it being on our right, looking like a regular house instead of a “mountain” house. It may have been (starting to get) dark when we got there.

The student had just returned home from a bike ride, and looked like it. I had two cookies that were sealed individually in the same plastic. He took his cookie out and took a bite when he noticed that he had unsealed the other cookie (chocolate?) and tried to seal it back up. I told him not to worry about it.

I wondered why we brought him the cookie instead of him getting one here in town.

Before I woke up I saw four entertainer ladies standing side by side each holding a microphone. They were singing short lyrics of different songs before the show started that they were here for. The last one was, “Bring me home”, sung in a happy tune.

(From May 17, 2019) Return

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I had returned to my mission area because I missed being with the guys. One of the names started with an “A” and was short. There was a down syndrome missionary who liked to draw.

I dreamt (same dream?) that there was a restaurant that was more expensive than the casual / family dining restaurants. I saw it on the right side with the door facing to the left, as if in a strip mall. The food was good but didn’t take long to eat / the experience didn’t last long.

I saw some people walking out. One of them was a tall older man who comes to Starbucks now and then with his wife. At some point he told me that a strand of my hair had touched him first ( while he was walking?).

I then was talking to a girl that was across from me telling her about the restaurant but couldn’t remember the name, or the pizza place next to it. She commented that my memory was fading.

I dreamt that I was at a restaurant and we were given small black purse like pockets that you squeeze to open, with another pocket on the side, to put our trash in. I was looking in the one I was given and kept finding dimes. I felt like I was “lucky”.

The End

I asked, “Where did I need to go?” Utah came to mind.

I dreamt that I was at a church meeting. There were roughly several hundred people. I was sitting on the left. The chairs were the metal folding chairs. I had been asked to say the closing prayer. I was scared because of the amount of people but I did it.

After I got up, I stayed back where my seat was instead of going up front, four blonde women came and took my seat and the ones next to it, causing me to eventually taking the seat at the end. I couldn’t be upset because the seat was empty from me standing up.

As I was saying the prayer, a guy started speaking over an intercom. I then said into the air, “How can I talk with you talking?” There were also people somewhere walking around doing whatever they were there for.

(From May 9, 2019) Clear

I asked, “What is the meaning of the fan?” I dreamt that I thought I had heard it raining but when I got up, to feed the cats, I saw that it was a clear day.

I dreamt that the sun had come up and I needed to wake up to feed the cats. Seems my mom was there. I was so tired that I sat up on the couch with my eyes closed because I was having a hard time opening them. I finally got up and saw that the cats still had plenty of food.

I dreamt that I was watching a movie (?) of a couple cops outside an apartment building looking for someone. The stairs protruded out and one of them, a lady, was standing on the left side looking up describing about the process of finding this person. She was saying something about them going up to a room up at the top floor. I was anticipating that she was going to say that they found this person had hung himself.

I dreamt that it was still dark outside and I was woken from hearing Ali closing doors loudly in the hallway. I then heard a knock / doorbell and heard someone say something and then said, “Sir”. I thought a neighbor had called the police because they were concerned about all the noise.

The person turned out to be a skinny young black guy. He needed to go back out for something. I knew the door would lock behind him. Before he left I saw two gold watches that he had dropped on the couch. As he turned to walk back out I saw that his shorts were below his butt showing his boxers.

Ali came to me before the guy showed up saying that he was going to go get us some food for breakfast. He said what it was but I don’t remember. He seemed anxious as he was telling me, still getting dressed.

After this guy went back out, I asked Ali who the guy was but don’t think he answered. I don’t remember. I asked Ali who he was and where he was going. He gave me a name but couldn’t understand him because it was mumbled a bit and said that he’s going out to get some sort of rock broccoli. He may have said pizza rock broccoli but I also couldn’t understand him when he said the first word.

After the guy went outside, Ali went back to finish getting ready and I followed. He now looked like Steve and so I told him that after asking the questions and Ali answering. I don’t know if they were separate dreams or if they were intertwined.

I dreamt that there was a guy who had his legs previously disabled from something before I saw him. He had a small private jet/ passenger plane that he spent the majority of his time in up in the air but not as the pilot. He had a small older lady with him who had a ragged weathered face.

I was up with him during one of the trips. I was thinking that maybe he was the one with money who would be the one to take care of me. I was thinking that after awhile it doesn’t feel like being up in the air.

He was across from me relaxing, facing toward the back where the lady was sitting at a desk facing us and maybe talking with us. This trip was one where he comes back down to earth to get supplies from his warehouse, which was in a desert setting.

I then saw him sitting in a chair outside. He had 4 packs of Marlboro cigarettes with him, two on each side. I knew that he was a member of the church and he may have been through the temple. I was wondering about the connection of those but don’t remember. I think it was something about him still being a smoker even though he had gone through the temple
(It’s kinda hazy).

I’m next in a big room with a lot of people. Briana is there. I ask her to say the closing prayer and she’s fine with it. Something happens, or needs to happen first, before she does so.

Present

I asked the same question. Before falling asleep, I saw my dad’s hands on the shoulders of a young boy in front of him. Keeping his hands there, he pushed the boy forward, presenting him to me. I didn’t see the boy’s face as I was concentrating on my dad’s hands. The name David then came to mind.

I dreamt that I had an open glass (?) door in my room to the backyard with a closed screen. The mother cat and the orange tabby were there. I opened the screen from the left and the mother came in while the orange stayed out for a bit before coming in.

(From May 11, 2019) Stay

I asked, “Why am I still here in this house?” I dreamt that I was with a female I knew, in the dream. We were on the third floor / level. We got in an elevator. I was to stay on this level, which I was thankful for.

The elevator slowly went up and down and I couldn’t understand why. I finally realized that I hadn’t pushed the button. I either did or was about to when I woke up.

I dreamt that I was at Golden Valley jr high and the students were outside and some were fighting. I saw a woman employee sitting at a patio area, facing to the left of me, talking with someone (student?). Some of her face was covered with small pieces of shadows, as if she were sitting by a tree and the leaves were shading her.

There was a lady that was saying she was a “Tralioner”, incorporating the lion mascot (we were the knights) into the word “trainer”. I recognized her from her picture when we were going to school here.

(From May 10, 2019) Fresh Meat

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Mr. Rogers came in through the door on the left, throwing (?) a buffalo hide to the right. He then had his back mostly toward me.

His wife was in the kitchen (?), standing on the right, with her back also mostly toward me. She asked him if he had skinned the buffalo. He said no (Of course not because of his kindness and tenderness. This was known in the dream.) and named off some names of his friends.

There were then two young blonde surfer (?) guys who found a bite size of fresh meat with one of them eating it. I think I asked them something and they responded. I then asked if they were on vacation and they responded that they were in the Philippines.

I dreamt that I was at my parents house collecting the old sponges, with the green scrubber, from the storage / utility closet / pantry on a top shelf. Mom asked me to do something but I continued with what I was doing.

Before my dad died (in dream), he took a random picture of Steve while he was walking. Steve ended up being blurry at an angle on the bottom right corner with his head near the middle, facing left. He was wearing a dark blue shirt / sweater.

I dreamt that I was drinking through a straw tasting samples of different drinks. I was thinking that the people there were wondering what I was doing.

I then was outside and barely saw a long snake on a tree I was about to pass. It seemed to be about 6 – 8 ft long. It’s head area was wrapped around a branch on the right with the body going up the tree.

I was about to get ready to take a picture when a tall man, dressed in scrubs walking from right to left, grabbed it and took a big bite out of it. I didn’t watch him as he was walking so I don’t know what he did after taking the bite. I had a feeling that he chewed it.

Son

I asked, “What is the meaning of the blood going up to the nose?” Before falling asleep, I saw myself walking toward me with a man on my right side. We were walking up a slight grassy hill with one of those skinny twig looking trees in front of him. I didn’t see his head.

I was telling him that my (young) son would talk to him. I either then said, or only thought it, that he talks to me in my dreams.

I dreamt that I was spending the night on the floor at Briana’s. She was up late, around midnight, trying to remember a speech / talk for work the next day. She was walking back and forth with the lights on and I wondered why she didn’t do this in her room.

She was slightly hyperventilating because of how stressed she was. I think I wanted to tell her to calm down and breathe slowly. She finally set down on a grey couch with soft fabric that was to my right “above” me.

Her couches looked like the type that you could move around to the shape you wanted (modular?)

I was thinking that this is why I don’t like spending the night here and that her friend’s probably don’t have any problems since they probably stay up with her.

I didn’t have much of my stuff with me so I was tempted to get up and leave, even though it was so late at night, but I stayed.

She was also talking to someone who I couldn’t see. I was thinking that her young daughter must be with her ex husband’s. I then saw her daughter, with blonde curly hair, come out.

As I was laying there, Kyle, or someone who looked like him, showed up next to me, shirtless, on my left. He had darkish red hair (?). He had scoliosis, wanting me to massage his back. I was only able to handle doing it a short time and then stopped.

The next day, I was holding two shiny silver blue “canes” with handles looking like dolphins. I was thinking that they resembled some vibrators that I had seen online earlier that day (I had). The one on my left was bigger and longer than the one on my right.

I don’t know where I was but I was outside among some short one story buildings that had concrete pathways and maybe a bench or two. I was using the canes to walk without touching the ground. There were people there watching me “walk” and made a comment about me not touching the ground.

I was looking at the handles and it had something written about them being witch’s fly catchers. I’m not sure how, but I assumed the mouth had something to do with it.

The tabby cat was there also. I don’t remember why.

There were some women from church that I knew, in the dream. Briana was there also, but not as part of them.

There were some women who were witches. One of them was older than me and may have had white hair. She thought I was also a witch because of the canes / fly catchers I had. She asked something about them being candy canes.

We were then inside and I saw a sign by conference (?) room type doors about a witches meeting (?) and I saw that it mentioned candy canes.

People, shorter than me, started walking in from left to right, through the hallway that I was standing in along with the church ladies, who were across from me.

These people were dressed as pirates, adding their own twist / spin to the costume. The last one to come through was someone dressed as the devil in a mascot costume, with the big head. This person walked along fine but not with the confidence / surety that one might think this person should have.

I was thinking about the connection between the devil and the witches and wondered if they truly understood. The glances that the church women were giving him, I assumed that they were thinking the same.

Lust

I asked, “What is the meaning of the toxic water?” I saw Ali at a table across from the Utah girl. He was getting up to go on his way. She was lusting after him to have sex because he was black and African.

I dreamt something about rolled up receipts (?), knowing that I had seen money inside. Turning it around several times, I finally saw the money and saying to myself that I knew it was there.

I dreamt about people in Ireland. There was a girl who had cancer (?). There was a different girl who finally realized what another girl (or one with cancer?) had done (several) years prior. She solemnly said, “She hung herself.”

(From yesterday) Weight

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Johnny Depp picked me up and took me to another spot in the room we were in. As he was doing so I worried that my weight would be too much for him. He only gave a slight indication that it was but continued on.

(From May 1, 2019) Crumbling

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was a passenger in a car. I’m not sure if my mom or a random lady was driving. We were driving in an area that was (all) lit up with bright colors. I told her to watch where she was going because she wasn’t paying attention to the road.

We ended up going over a cliff but stayed level. We then were without the car and falling on our own. I was scared because I didn’t know what we were going to land on because there was a blanket (?) beneath us covering our view / vision.

When we landed, though, I don’t remember seeing the other woman but she may still have been there. We landed on solid ground inside a home. There was a small cat figurine, made from / out of felt (?), from the 1950’s, pointing to the right.

Someone was touching the head on the right side and it started to crumble. I think I was telling someone to be careful when touching it.

(From April 30, 2019)

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I had a sore below my lips on my right side. I knew that I would sometimes pick at the scab. This time there was a bump underneath.

When I picked it this time the blood was thick and a maroon / plum color. Instead of flowing down, it flowed under my lips to the left and then up to my nose. It stopped above my nostril, resting on it.

Working On It

I asked the same question. I dreamt that there was a young (blonde?) boy who would sleep in my room. I didn’t because of the entities. I was asking him what he saw, or he was just telling me. He said that he saw a black mist / figure. I asked him if he it scared him and he nodded his head yes. I told him that I was working on getting it to get rid of it.

I then told his mom, “I have to tell you this. He’s / Your son’s a sensitive.”

I dreamt that I was a guy’s house. I didn’t see him. He had the back shell of a big blue square fan and made a hole one either side of the back. The insides, fan and motor, had been taken out. The front was gone. Air was coming out of it.

I was wearing only a neon green / yellow shirt. I was sitting / lying in front of it with my legs open so that the air was blowing on my pubic area. This guy had several children. Two of them were on my left and one on my right (?). They started walking toward the fan so I put my shirt down.

Knowledge

I asked, “How do I block the negative entities from entering the house?” I dreamt something with Scot walking with a small group of people and teaching them. He mentioned knowledge.

(From yesterday) Bikini

I asked, ” Did that (Utah) girl ask Ali to have sex in August?” As I was asking the question I saw her in a bikini.

I dreamt that someone had matching blue shirts made for Dirk Nowitzky and team for his last game. They all wore them during the game.

(These next ones are vague)

I dreamt that I was with Amy (and maybe Micalanne). I don’t remember what was going on but we fell through the earth to the next level below. There was a city there. I don’t remember what was happening, or how long we were there because we fell through again to the next level below that one.

There was something covering our surroundings so that we weren’t able to see what was going on as we were falling. I was scared, almost terrified because of not knowing and what we might land on.

We ended up in another city with small blue beings that may have been smaller than babies. One of them told me that I had been there before.

Somewhere there was a butterfly that flew toward me on my left that surprised me as it did so. There was also a frog sculpture.

There was a mother, with short blue hair, and son who usually have lunch together on Sunday’s but weren’t able to this time because I showed up, so they got together either on the following Tuesday or Thursday.

I mentioned something about the crust of the earth up top. Maybe to the being who told me that I had been there before. I was wondering how it was possible to be down here when it was supposed to be so hot.

We then somehow got back up on the top and someone said to us, “Welcome Home.”

I dreamt that Jerusalem was next to Sweden, with Jerusalem on the right and Sweden on the left. No one was at the border. A Jewish lady stepped over to Sweden to defect, daring whoever was with her, who I didn’t see, to come and take her back. No one did so she took off, running over to the green hills.

Needed To Go

I asked, “What is the meaning of Brigham’s head?” I dreamt that I had a hard time getting to where I needed to go. Any stairs I took were confusing, as they weren’t straightforward.

I dreamt (same dream?) that I was in an airplane to go to England. The seats went all the way across. They were squished together so much that I wondered how someone could sit down in one.

I was to sit in the middle of the row that I was assigned. There were women on both sides, though there were some seats that hadn’t been filled in / taken yet. The woman on the left was a dentist and had previously gone to check on a woman in the back.

In The Past

I asked, “What is the mission?” I dreamt something with Drew Scott.

I dreamt that I was lying next to Kyle, on his right side. There was a blanket covering us, or maybe only him. There were other people there, who I didn’t see.

We were all involved doing the same thing. We had to identify the person next to us. I didn’t see Kyle’s face, because of being covered, but I saw his stomach and knew that it was him.

I then saw that his right leg had been amputated at the mid thigh. It still looked open though it was healed. On the sides were thin pieces of skin dangling, as if they were tendrils. He said that it was because it had had a heart attack. He repeated “had had” to emphasize that it had been in the past.

I dreamt of seeing a red car outside with an elongated front. It was facing to the right. It wasn’t moving and I didn’t see any other vehicles. I was thinking that it was a Mercedes but saw the top of the hood that had an “R” with a circle around it, on the middle where the bump / crease / seam is. I then realized that it was a Rolls Royce.

I dreamt that I was wearing nice men’s clothes and I was telling a guy, on my right (or in front?), that they were borrowed.

I dreamt of a cat with newborn kittens nursing, on my right, in front of me. There was a wolf wanting to eat them. I saw that he had already gotten one of them, seeing only the spine.

He had another one in his mouth and I was trying to get it out while I was telling him, “NO!” He didn’t press down on my fingers. I was wondering if this was the way I lost my fingers in a previous dream.

There was also a wildlife cat but wasn’t much involved.

(From April 3, 2019) Spirit

I have been asking, “Who is finishing his mission?” I’ve only been remembering short pieces. I dreamt of seeing a coffin of a girl who had died. I think there was a flower up where the neck would’ve been, with a fabric draped over that section at an angle with the top on the left side. It may have been a shawl(?).

I dreamt that I was taking some of my stuff out (of a house?) and would be back for the rest.

I dreamt something about my spirit being separated from my body, still being alive.

(From March 31, 2019) Spider

I asked the same question. I dreamt of waking up with a cherry size spider bite on the back bottom right side of my neck. I asked someone, standing behind me on my right, if it was white (on top). I then said that when there’s white, I can squeeze it all out.

(From March 30, 2019) Younger Guy

I asked the same question. I dreamt of seeing about 3 small sail boats parked up on the side of a hill in the middle, facing to the right. I commented to someone that the first one reminded me of the men’s dress shoes from the 20’s – 30’s because the tip and front sides, by the tip, were painted a reddish (rust?) type of color.

I dreamt (same dream?) that I was with people inside a church. There was some type of event going on. There were two guys who I felt were interested in me. One of them was Wilhelm (?), and the other was a younger guy who I used to go to the same church with (with Kyle), and worked with at D.I. I was telling someone that, in the end, I would choose the younger guy because there was more of a connection.

A guy brought in a life sized cross for his entry (for whatever was going on) and I was saying that I remembered my mom saying that we don’t use crosses because we worship the living Christ. Pres. Gordon B. Hinckley was there and went to look at the Bishop’s guidebook, that was on the stand to the left, for an answer. The chapel had a dark red color to it, with two narrow stained glass windows with a small section of wall between, in front of us, where he wanted to put the cross.

I hadn’t started my entry because I was helping others and I was thinking that I would be able to do mine afterwards because of the help I was giving.