Pirate

I dreamt that I was in / among some grove trees that were lined up/in a bunch. I was thinking about murderers who had been here in the past. I then got an uneasy feeling of danger.

I then saw two men, one older one a bit younger, happily crossing several yards in front of me from right to left. They didn’t see me/look my direction. I thought the older man looked like a pirate because of the way he styled his hair. The younger may have had a bushy mustache and beard.

There were children from the neighborhood outside playing. I rushed to warn Amy and mom. Mom started walking bent/hunched over. The older man playfully picked up two of the children in both arms and holding them as if they were footballs. I told Amy to warn the parents.

One of the children mentioned that the younger one looked like the older. I then assumed/surmised that they were father and son.

(From yesterday) Noise

I dreamt that I was at Marie Osmond’s home with her family and friends for a gathering. We were in the family room, which was secluded from the rest of the house. I was thinking that I would’ve opened it up for more space to move around. I thought it was small for the size of her family, but big enough for a smaller family. In the beginning, she was doing something on the computer that was here .

I saw Marie Osmond and was going to tell her that I saw her being interviewed (by Natalie Ledwell? Blonde lady). I was picturing the interview as I was saying it. The lady interviewing was sitting on the left facing forward. Marie was on her right facing my direction. They were several yards in front of me.

I mentioned that in the interview it was brought up that the reason for the family getting into entertainment was because the older deaf brother had heard a noise. I wanted to ask her about that but wasn’t able to.

I then saw an older sister with long blonde hair. She had a flat stomach, or at least her pants made it look that way. I asked her about it but she also wasn’t able to answer because of something happening with a girl behind (?) me. She had bumps on her skin.

Marie had a young daughter (11/12) who was deaf. They had a TTY in the backyard when the daughter was outside playing so she could see the messages that Marie left for her.

Everyone was then going somewhere to eat/taking food with us. A woman, and a couple others, wanted to ride along with me because I had an SUV (grey? blue? ice blue? Ford Expedition?) that had (she had mentioned one word describing this)places to put their foods/stuff.

We were then in San Bernardino helping to level the ground for new construction. Regular vehicles were being used instead of heavy machinery. The sky was dusty because of this.

(From Nov. 7, 2019) Singing

I dreamt that I was washing my hands/arms (in the kitchen?). I was singing as I was doing so. I looked back over my right a couple times, thinking that Ali would be happy that I was singing.

I dreamt that I was with a female on a road on a hill (?). There were big rocks on the side to the left. I never saw her but knew she was there.

There was a black bug flying around with the tip of an orange and white (different) cat’s tail in it’s mouth. The cat was flying curled up as if on the ground, with head up, not hanging/drooping. He didn’t look like he was being harmed.

The bug then went down to the rocks beyond our view. I suggested that we go to help the cat before it gets stung and dies.

As I was walking along the rocks, there was a weird black spider (or two) with long skinny legs to the left in front of my foot. I squished it before it do anything to me.

Show Up

I dreamt that I was telling Amy and Judy about that girl showing up last night and that in addition to what she usually does, I felt warmth next to my left ear. She also started doing something with my brain to make it start to heat up.

(From yesterday) Lost

I dreamt that I was in a conference room type space with a stage in front of me to the right. Drew Scott had come from work, holding his baby that he picked up on the way. He was standing at the stage looking at something. Jonathon Scott was also a father of the baby.

To my left, there were some people resting on a bed size platform. They were using my blanket. I figured I would let them use it until I leave.

To my right was a small table with two pairs of old glasses. I didn’t know that I had lost them. One was clear and the other was darker, soda (?) colored.

(From Oct. 4, 2019) Add Water

I dreamt that I put raisins and rice (?) in the sink above the disposal. I realized that I had forgotten the stopper before adding the water.

I dreamt that a lady told me that Ali wanted me to clean my closet. I got perturbed at this and told her that he never cleans his.

(From Oct. 3, 2019) Fishing

I dreamt that Ali asked me about using the end of a string / lace (for sweats / shoes) for fishing. A little perturbed, I told him that I don’t know, I’m not a fisher / don’t fish, and my family don’t either. I was perturbed because he knew this already.

(From Oct 1, 2019) Stopped Working

I dreamt that the guy across the street has a small white car instead of his black SUV because it had stopped working. Someone in the neighborhood told me.

The houses across the other street were over on a corner to the left on top of a hill. The corner house was a yellow duplex. The right side had been vacant for a while then I saw two cars in the driveway. Someone (same) said they had gotten there the day before.

In between the guy with the small white car and those houses was a downhill of dirt. Part of it was for sale. This day on the for sale sign it said that it had a 100.5 (?) % reduction. I told the person on my right that I was going to look it up online on Zillow.

When I had decided to look online, there were some missionaries in the room I had then appeared in and were waiting for someone to show up.

There was something robotic (?) to my right, or was something to do with the computer.

I dreamt that I was going in a cultural hall looking room with some people / ladies having people come in and audition for something. I didn’t see the other people who were auditioning.

I went in front of them and one had mentioned to me that I had had classes, or something, and I told them this was my first to do with acting.

They were sitting in a circle so I started telling a story as I continually walked around, looking at each person. I was telling a story about a purple Jasper flower who fell in love with a man who would come around (taking care of them?).

Jasper decided to shine bright for him the next time he comes around. She waited and waited. He finally showed up but it was nearing evening time. Still, even though she was tired from waiting, she shone as bright as she was able to muster.

The man never mentioned / acknowledged the flower. I had been wondering if the flower was male or female. I then thought it must’ve been a female because of the attraction to the man.

As I was telling the story, some ladies showed up, looking through a newspaper finding times for watching a movie. One of them said that they would need to come back to hear the beginning since they were late.

I was trying to think of all the phrases of wisdom I had been given in my dreams / sleep to finish the story but I couldn’t think of one.

I dreamt that I was naked in an apartment (?) building with some people. We then heard some buzzing outside. It was a large white ufo / government aircraft hovering around, moving by the building.

I was worried that it was going to suck people up when they were outside to look but it never did. I was looking for a place to hide. I mistakenly went to a wrong apartment / room, which was nearly empty, when I went back inside. I was looking around, noticing it.

When I went outside, I didn’t care that people saw me naked. I think I was thinking that it had to be this way.

There were some children and a hawk came flying next to us, coming to us. I was worried about it biting a hand of one of the children. It may have done so, not hurting it.

(From Sept. 30, 2019) Rakuten

I dreamt of a tv channel having trouble, at first, showing a show about a ship called Rakuten. It finally got fixed. I was asking what the big deal was about the name of the ship.

Dog, the Bounty Hunter, was going to watch since he had free time now from not having a job anymore.

There was something about a sarcophagus from Egypt with the head on the right.

I dreamt that I was at a guy’s house with his younger son. His older son, Decklin, was somewhere else. I asked about him.

This guy’s wife had passed away. I don’t know when.

We ended up watching Mathnet (from 3 2 1 Contact children show). The actors were different. He told me the name of the actress but I forgot what it was. She had longish brown hair, maybe to her shoulders. She looked like a younger version of the librarian on the Aurora Teagarden mystery series on Hallmark.

He said the guy was Parisian. He had short red hair (?). I told him that I used to watch the show when I was younger.

(From Sept. 29, 2019) Artist

I asked, “How do I remember my dreams again?” ( The girl keeps trying to erase them.) I dreamt about a lady who was an artist / painter but was pretending not to be until a guy recognised her. She was walking through an outside art class. Someone was mixing a couple paints. She had short red hair.

Someone said, “You’ve got to know what you’re doing before you can have fun.”

Go Through

I asked, “What’s the meaning of mountains?” I was dreaming about a video documentary I’ve been watching called “An Open Secret” about child actor sexual abuse.

I dreamt that there were some construction guys building a house for a family with an additional section for me and someone else.

Someone may have asked the question of what their favorite show was and one of the guys enthusiastically said, “Home Town!” I was thinking that either it was my favorite show also or one that I really liked.

I was then crawling on the street the house was on, picking up quarters and other coins along the way. A white minivan was then coming our direction, from the left, so the person I was with warned me so I would get out of the way. It didn’t come all the way to us.

On the right, there were two broken down cars in the street that I needed to go through to see the house. One of them was black, on my left. It may have also had flat tires.

After getting past them, I saw the house in front of me at the end of the street, which was a cul-de-sac. It was painted black but in a classy way. It looked like it was looming over me because of me down on the street still.

(From yesterday) Top

I asked the same question. I dreamt of the top of a pink costume feather moving from right to left.

I dreamt that a group of us went to visit another school’s swim & other water sport teams. The swim team may have been a girl’s team. We were going to spend the night there.

We spent the majority of the time in the water. I still had my shoes and socks on. I anxiously asked when we were going to return. I was told 8 pm.

While in the water, I had to do something which showed my left bicep. I was thinking that these people may be seeing it and thinking how strong it is.

My purse (in dream) was a cross body one with the square rectangular shape. It may have been red. There were singular coins in the front pockets with a silver dollar in the top one. I only saw the tops of the coins.

(From Sept. 20, 2019) Opening

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I wanted to measure my huge (man size) tan biceps. Arnold Schwarzenegger was there so I asked him if he used the rolling tape measure and he said yes.

He said that he wanted a piece of gum (because of dry mouth) and I told him that I put some in the white freezer in the kitchen. He wasn’t sure which one because we had a couple fridges and the freezer, so he carried me to the kitchen. I was amazed that he was able to do that, as if I was nothing, even though how small he’s gotten. I figured it was because he was used to lifting heavy weights when he was bigger.

When we got to the freezer, it wasn’t there. I said that my dad must’ve taken it (on his trip).

I dreamt that several women in the Middle East were gathered together, one of them standing facing right, and wearing knitted knee length cardigans that were white/creme colored. The holes were big, as if they were made from afghans. I had one on with a hood. I’m not sure if the others did. I also had small pockets that had a side opening/diagonal. We had to be serious for some reason, as one of them said for us to be.

We were later sitting at a cafe/restaurant that had some tables squished together, with a bench on one side, and chairs on the other. I went to sit back down at my seat which was in a corner on the right.

There was a lady “singing”, standing with a microphone in front of her. I didn’t see who she was singing to. The real singer, a man, was behind a glass window above her. I was behind him, looking down at her. I was thinking how she couldn’t be the one singing.

I dreamt that I’m driving up a steep hill among other vehicles in the evening. It looks to be in the mountains. There isn’t a border for the edge on the left. Some people walk to the edge, standing on some boulders that are there. It’s windy.

There’s a guy in front of me that looks to be in an old jeep with the top off. There may have been a female passenger with him. He doesn’t have his lights on. My lights are shining on him. I’m thinking I have my high beams on, but then realize I don’t.

There’s a car to my right. The car in front of me moves back and forth between the lanes. The car next to me may have had his high beams on.

I don’t see any traffic coming down so I don’t know if there just wasn’t any or if it was only one way.

I’m then outside in the back of someplace. There’s a pond looking pool without any lights shining on or around it. A guy jumps in. I notice a woman facing away from me in the water. I mention to this guy to make sure she isn’t dead. He’s hesitant, but goes up to her. It’s a blow up doll.

I’m inside and see mom on my right nursing a newborn baby on her left breast. Dad and Mark are next to her on her right, watching. They are in a darkened area.

There are ladies making food. There’s a table outside the kitchen up against the wall where desserts are placed. Some have had pieces eaten already.

A young Mexican girl says that the people can now eat. A lady in the kitchen says no. She is having a harder time mixing a casserole (?).

Somewhere Else

I asked, “Do I need to go to the mountains?” I dreamt that I was outside in the desert / dirt area with millennials. They were is different small groups. The females were wearing 80’s style sunglasses. I also had some on. I was walking among them, checking them out. It was starting to get late but they still were planning to party somewhere else.

I dreamt (same?) that there were small storms coming and going. I ask Ali if there’s time for something.

There is an overweight woman with shortish brunette hair talking with him. She is doing something. (Utah girl?)

I am inside the San Bernardino home. I walk over to the big windows in the back. The sliding glass door is open some. One of the siamese cats is walking in front of me as I hurry to close it so that they won’t get out.

The siamese girl does get out and I follow to bring her in. I cry out, “No!No! No!” As I walk past the small rectangular kitchen window, I bang on it with my open palm to get Ali’s attention. He doesn’t respond because the woman is still there.

The grass is knee high. The cat walks diagonally to the right about 20 yards then comes back, passing me. I reach down into the grass to grab her but she gets away. After several attempts, I finally get a hold of her tail.

I dreamt that me and a couple other people were to clean the church before it started. A lady showed us a picture with the church in different sections for us. Mine was section “C”, where the children go. There was a theater marquee that pointed out like a triangle.

I knew where this section was but was having a hard time finding it. People were already showing up as I was walking around confused looking for it.

At last I did find it. I saw the marquee at the corner where two hallways meet. I thought to myself, “Ah, yes.”

I dreamt that those who come to have an abortion sit on a toilet in an open room, continuing on as if it was normal, continuing to converse with those she came with, waiting for the baby to drop / come out.

There was a cemetery next to this place for people who came to visit the deceased.

(From yesterday) No Soul

I asked the same question. I was told that the spirit doesn’t have a soul.

Someone asked, “I know I / probably shouldn’t be asking, but where’s the mare?”

(From Sept. 12, 2019) Dangerous

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was walking on a sidewalk at night. There was a man on a bike / bicycle going the other way on the street. For some reason I had the thought that he was dangerous, so I was hiding among the trees and bushes that were hanging over as I continued walking.

(From Sept. 11, 2019) Sold

I asked the same question. I dreamt something about $96, which is $4 short of $100. Somehow it worked out so that both Kyle and I got our $50 for the month.

I dreamt that I was going away for something and leaving mom in charge of the cats. The siamese girl and orange tabby got outside. I went out to bring them in so mom wouldn’t have to worry about finding them. They both came back in on their own. I had to remind myself that it was only for a couple days / over the weekend.

There was something about having my makeup and other stuff on a dresser and somehow knocking them over.

I dreamt that dad was taking us back to the house that he and mom had just sold to gather more of our stuff. I don’t know why it wasn’t all packed up to begin with. There was still quite a bit left. I didn’t see the stuff getting put in boxes, but was rather grabbed.

We may have had to drive down a driveway to get to our old house. Seems there was something about the house and having to dig further down. Adding a basement?

Micalanne and I came back with an Asian guy, or had Asian in him. He was a representative of an Asian company / corporation that was buying up houses.

When we got to the street, I noticed that other houses that had also been sold and bought by this Asian company / corporation, now looked like square two – three story apartment buildings because of having an addition on top.

They were light brown (?) with dark trim. The back sides of them hung over the land, like on a hill.

I was thinking about dreams that I’ve recently read that others have had where people are starting to conform / be the same as others and if you don’t, then you’ll be persecuted.

I asked this guy if the company / corporation is waiting for the owners of the other unbought houses to move so that they can be bought. I don’t remember his response buy I don’t think he gave a direct one, or he simply said that he didn’t know to avoid answering.

Inside the house, I saw several sunny dresses in my old closet. A few of them I had bought when I was with Kyle. I hesitated before grabbing them, not sure if I should.

Micalanne and this guy were in a different room not making any noise. I don’t know what they were doing.

We then went over to the house across the street. Seems it also used to belong to us. There was a short old woman trying to get ready to move but may have been confused (?). She was missing some of her teeth.

She had a mattress with a stain of a drop of blood. I was thinking that if this was my mattress, I would’ve cleaned it up.

She was talking with this Asian guy but don’t remember / know what they were saying.

For some reason I brought the siamese, who was up on a cupboard / shelf so I grabbed her as we were about to leave.

Micalanne and this guy were again in a room together (or was it only once?). As I was waiting for them, I saw several copies of her scriptures so I grabbed some.

(I’m not sure about what happened at which house.)

(From Sept. 10, 2019) Nothing There

I asked the same question. I don’t remember any dreams but I woke up and looked at the time. It was 4:04. In computer terms, it means that nothing is there.

Meet

I asked, “How do I win the lottery?” I dreamt that I was at the end of a galley style of cupboards in a kitchen with only enough room for one person. I was getting about 4 Hawaiian rolls out of a clear plastic sandwich bag that were extras from dinner. Judy is next to me, watching, and maybe taking one for herself. Micalanne also possibly could’ve been there.

I’m now outside in the front yard at night. There are also a couple people with me. One of them is a boyfriend of one of my friend’s/sister’s. They are are preparing me to meet his brother who had a sex change.

When I see him, he looks like a masculine female. I’m thinking that this isn’t a guy with a sex change. She is behind me in a squared off garden that is between two apartment buildings. She says something and then goes inside the building on the right.

She and I are then walking through a building that she is remodeling/updating. She is wearing a white hazmat/painter’s suit. There is plastic all along the floors. The walls look like flour has been thrown on them.

I mention that this reminds me of a nursing home (that I used to work in?). I see a couple of people in one of the rooms on the right.

We are back outside and there is a park downhill from us. It’s dark down there because low light. There is a concrete bench, with back towards us, with a lamp to the left shining down on it.

There is a man sitting on the left at the end, positioned so as to be looking at us with his right arm resting on the top of the back. He has dark skin and hair. She points him out to me. It takes a couple seconds to see him. We then walk back inside.

There are big windows in front of me and to the right. I’m a safe distance away from them. I tell this woman to get away from them (I don’t see her), or hide under them. She gets perturbed/frustrated because she left a shoe outside, so she says.

We then see an ambulance, or two, about to head down to the park. One of them is facing to the right and bounces a little back and forth as it’s getting ready to go down. This man is playing a game of “Where can I put it?” The body? Somewhere in there were detectives.

I dreamt that Lenny Kravitz had 7, or 8, children with a white woman. They were all lined up, according to age with the mother and oldest at the beginning on the left, to see a movie. Lenny was holding the youngest, a baby.

I was across from them by the wall. There were people walking back and forth between us. I was clicking a pen as I was walking over and thinking to myself that I don’t like it when other people do that, so why am I doing it?

The thought came to me to thank Martha Stewart for putting something on fire.

I dreamt something about drinking something and looking at the ingredients list. I notice that marijuana is one of them. I remember my reaction as being, “Oh.”

(From yesterday) Symbology

I asked the same question. There was something about symbology.

I dreamt something about a freedom song.

(From Sept. 2, 2019) Engage

I asked the same question. The phrase, “The closer you are to family, the closer you are to the earth” came to mind.

I dreamt that I was working with developmentally challenged adults again. I usually didn’t interact with them outside of the workplace. This day/evening, though, I decided to go ahead and engage with them while we were waiting to get picked up and taken back to the building.

They were in a line and two of them were next to each other wearing a matching outfit with one wearing the top and the other wearing the bottom(shorts/pants). I usually teased them about wearing “my” clothes, so that’s what I did.

I also noticed one of the guys standing by himself away from the line who would sometimes bend backwards so that it looked like he was bent in half. He would then come back straight.

I dreamt (same?) that I was holding a tiny newborn up to my left shoulder with only (?) diapers on. She was fussy and I didn’t know why. The right edge of her diaper was brown and sagging, but I didn’t feel anything inside. She finally calmed down.

While I was holding her, the bottom of one of her feet was sliced off, like a piece of bread. I don’t know why. There was no blood, or anything. The bottom was still covered with skin.

I then saw her as an older woman, a grandma. She was of mixed ethnicity. She was walking toward me, though not since I wasn’t there. It was her birthday, or someone else in the family. She was walking slowly because of her foot, but she got to her destination.

I dreamt that the outside lights were in the back were off, causing my bedroom to be dark.

I dreamt that I was taking a tour of an old ship. Somehow it ended up with a bridge going across the middle part, width wise. It wan’t part of the ship.

I was thinking that if these people here were to fall into the water, they would be safer because the water wasn’t as deep, or as wide as where the Titanic is, so that they would be able to swim to land.

There was a group there from Utah. I heard them say where but don’t remember. Brigham City? Beaver?

There was an older lady who one of the guys kept addressing as Mayor when talking to her. She was dressed as if in the Old West/Pioneer days, but not in a dress.

She was sitting at a cafe(?) table with her right side to me. There was another lady sitting across from her cutting out some fabric to make a dress from one of the old dress patterns, from the Old West/Pioneer days, there for the people to use.

(From Sept. 1, 2019) Travel

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a guy had stubby/nubby fingers, as if they had been cut off. He had a thin gold ring and asked me to put it on his ring(?) finger. There was barely enough room for the ring. I wondered how it was able to stay on. When I did, a small drop of blood appeared.

I said something to him about his fingers. Irritated, he got on the phone to talk to someone about what had previously happened to him causing the short fingers.

I dreamt that I was back at D.I. in the back. I was with all new coworkers. On the right against the wall was a washer/dryer with a sign in front of it saying “Walmart”. Going into this washer/dryer was the way to travel there.

There was a girl who was about to go home/different part of the store. I told her to come look in another room. Larissa (an ex-coworker from a different place) was near the end of her pregnancy.

A local car dealer brought in, into the back of the building, an old (80’s?) Mustang. It was brown/had brown, with a sticker/decal that was peeling off. This was to replace the one she had that wasn’t going to work for her after having the baby.

The guy was sitting there to the left. Someone may have said something about how generous it was to bring this. He was nonchalant about it.

(From Aug. 31, 2019) Look and Find

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was looking for my glasses, even though I was able to see without them. I saw a pair of Micalanne’s that she had back in the 80’s. I tried them on but the lenses were dark, like shades/sunglasses, so I put them back. I don’t think I found mine.

On Vacation

I asked, “When will I win the lottery?” I dreamt that my family was up in the mountains and a lady was saying that the blacks would befriend the new Mexicans that showed up here and take them (Mexicans) under their (blacks) wings, but not in a good way.

There was a Hispanic family (wife, husband, somewhat grown daughter) up here in the mountains, from church, who went on vacation. The husband’s brother also went. They ended up drowning, except for the brother. They may have been in their car when it happened.

The funeral may have been in the back right corner of a bank, with the tellers lined up on the left. I was walking through to the back where the funeral was.

During the funeral, I was looking at the caskets (they were positioned like a plus sign without the right side and with the lines separated) and thinking how surreal it was to have recently seen them alive and now they’re not.

I noticed that dad (on my left?) was becoming emotional, so I also started to get emotional because I was starting to get to know the wife and because of all the emotions going on in the room.

After the funeral, the brother was explaining how it happened. I was thinking about a dream I had had earlier of “drowning” and not getting any air and how scary that was.

Amy was saying that he’s a nice guy but doesn’t have anything for her. I was thinking maybe because of the salary difference between them, with her being a teacher. I don’t know what he did but he came across as not having as much money as her.

Mom, and my sisters were going to shine the floors and do something else here in honor of this family. We were waiting for Judy and Micalanne.

While waiting, the husband’s brother was talking with Steve (?), standing on my left. Steve was showing him some papers that were on a table. I was looking at him, noticing his long hair and stubble on his face. I was thinking of the possibility of being with him. I don’t remember why.

He was talking about someone he knew who would find a penny and then sell things he had to someone else for a higher price. He was saying how funny that was.

I dreamt about someone talking about an older (50’s?) female nurse who was a spirit. It was as if I was visioning her standing in front of me.

(From yesterday) Not Bothered

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was hugging a blonde guy, with our cheeks touching (my left his right). He had a bit of stubble. He didn’t have any problems hugging me, or didn’t show that he was bothered. I figured it was because he wasn’t able to feel the little bit on my face.

(From Aug. 28, 2019) Leaving The Family

I asked the same question. I dreamt that the family was in an old house we used to live in (In the dream) with other people for a party. They had little bundles of candy with peppermint almond kisses. I don’t know what else was in there but they were small. The bundles were wrapped in ribbons.

Someone was throwing several out to the water that was outside. It was night. They said that where the ribbons are, you know where the bees are.

Johnathon Scott showed up with sausages because he always brought sausages.

Everyone left the party afterwards, leaving the family. I asked my mom why people do that.

I was outside in front and noticed some fireworks lined up horizontally in the distance in the back. I was stretching to be able to see better. It then felt like my body was stretching. I looked down at my feet and noticed that I started levitating. I was ok with that and went back to watching the fireworks. Amy was on my right side of my back. I don’t know why.

I was then back inside, sitting and looking at a railing (?) that went along the wall by the door. I asked mom, who was on my left with dad on my right, if she remembers Zak using it to walk. I then got emotional and started crying to where I couldn’t breathe. I woke up gasping for air, taking a deep breath.

(From Aug. 27, 2019) Go Back

I asked the same question. I dreamt that someone had let a raccoon, and a couple other big animals (skunk?), into the garage. There was a see through divider between them at the end by the door and the rest of the space.

I brought out some tomato sauce for them to see if they would like it to eat. I noticed the mother cat and two tabby boys were there with them. The mother was on the right. She looked like she wanted to get away from them but could’ve been scared to move. The boys were on the left and nonchalant about being there.

I opened the divider to the left and picked up the mother by her neck to bring her on my side. After I set her down, she looked like she was about to go back while I was trying to get the boys so I blocked her path.

The boys weren’t coming over so I got the last of some trail mix / peanuts, with the peanut dust /powder on top, and m&m’s, dumping it on a paper plate and taking it out there to see if the raccoon and others would eat it so that I could get the cats.

When I got back to the animals, only the cats were there. The others were on the other side of a dark stack of things that were there so I grabbed them both and brought them over.

I dreamt something about Kyle and Sowin, who also had died. We were there with a group of people. Sowin was being friendly with the people there, and standing straight. I noticed that he was wearing different shoes so I went over and mentioned this to him. I don’t remember if he responded or not.

I dreamt about an older tall slender guy with grey hair who was wealthy. He seemed to be around the same age as Kyle. He introduced me to his son, who could’ve been in his twenty’s. He grimaced before smiling and shaking my hand. I then said to the person on my left that he was fake.

I dreamt that the garage was at the end of the cul-de-sac, with the house a couple houses down on the right (when looking down the street). I went to the garage to get something. I wasn’t wearing pants, and was wearing the shirt I wear to bed. I was thinking that if the young family who lives on the street sees me, they would know what my garments are, because I had been told that they were members of the church.

Sudden

I asked, “What is the meaning of lottery?” I dreamt that a black guy showed up suddenly who was a relative of mine. He had two young sons. I either only saw one of their faces, or neither of them. I’m not sure if his wife was Hispanic or something else.

As I was passing them, a lady brought them to my attention but I didn’t have time to talk. I was carrying a white dress with small flowers, towards the right. The wife was holding some pajamas that looked similar but had something else than flowers.

(From Aug. 23, 2019) End Of The Line

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was with someone and we had to drive along a certain short route before going to church but we weren’t in cars. It was more like hang gliders. The route looked similar to a “T” with a sign on the right top of the “T” saying that this was the end of the line. It was uphill a little bit.

Jerry was there and had said something about it but don’t remember. Steve was being obnoxious, repeating what he said, adding something to it that wasn’t said. I either said, or wanted to say, that the extra part was not said.

The “vehicle” that I was using with the other person, I was asking what side I should be on but they weren’t paying attention. The route was away from the city.

I was then in bed at my teenage house. I was waiting to hear Steve say one of the phrases that Jerry had said before I got up to get ready for church. I decided to pull my blanket over my head.

I then heard plastic bags being moved around and then felt a sensation on my head. I was thinking it was Jesus, or other spiritual beings, putting their hands on my head. I then felt the sensation move to my body and knew that it was the Utah girl. I rushed to get up, saying loudly for anyone who might be by my door to hear, “In the name of Jesus Christ, leave me alone!” She then left and I laid back down to sleep.

I dreamt that I was at grandma’s house. She was in bed, lying on her right side up against the wall in the hospital bed she had at the end. She was being obstinate (?). It was night.

I told dad that I wanted to go home. He said to wait for either him or Amy. I didn’t want to want to wait because I didn’t know how long they would be so I started walking. Dad asked Amy if I would be safe and she told him that I would be.

Somewhere in there, I was naked and then only had a top garment on when I left. There was a girl outside. I think she was waiting for me. She got excited when I came out because of what I was(n’t) wearing, I assumed.

I dreamt that I was at a conference (?). I’m not sure if it was for a couple days, or one day. There was a guy there wearing a grey suit who I knew I knew but couldn’t place.

I was then sitting behind Tony Robbins, with him in the seat in the front right of me. He was leaning back against his chair, facing left. He was holding in his hands one of his books that had a black background cover.

To the left of me, about 3 or 4 seats away, was Bryan Adams with the seats in between empty. Each time I looked over at him, whether it was one day or several, he got closer to me until he was right next to me so that we were touching. He wanted to sit next to me.

I then decided to tell him about my poems and that I thought some of them could be songs. I also mentioned that I hadn’t written any for a while / long time. I don’t remember if he responded. I then heard the announcer/M.C. announce Lou Ferrigno as the next speaker. I then mentioned out loud that I finally recognized who he was.

I dreamt something about Rebec(c) being a Spanish word for something.

(From Aug. 22, 2019) Date

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a group of business workers/owners got together for an outing. Their families showed up after school got out.

They were standing around listening to the lady who had set this up. They continued to listen when their families arrived, with all the noise that was made.

Everyone was then sitting. Bob Denver (Gilligan’s Island) showed up as candy was being passed around. I was sitting on his left. He stuffed it all in his vest. We had to tell him to only take a couple and then pass the rest.

I wanted to ask him if the guy who played Gomer Pyle was still alive, but didn’t.

I found a small black square digital stopwatch (?) inside some papers. The date was either 14/5/19 or 15/4/19 and above that, the time was 4:44, or had just turned. I was thinking that maybe someone had forgotten it.

There was a girl squatting down at a ground bbq making/grilling hamburgers. She was saying that they need to be cooked on both sides like the lottery.

(From Aug. 20, 2019) Gone

I dreamt that a guy wasn’t using his real eyes to see, but had some drawn on his eyelids that he was using. Feels like this was around medieval times, or shortly after. He was part of the king’s court (?).

I don’t remember what the king had done but these two men were standing face to face with the king on the left.

The guy with drawn on eyes then said that he was actually a king and that he was going to imprison the other one because of what he did. The king with open eyes then fled with the other one following.

The king with closed eyes was then running toward the castle (?) that had big decorative iron gates. To rescue a girl (?). He was surrounded by the other king’s men. I was thinking about how this king was outnumbered, even though these men weren’t attacking him. He was wearing red.

When he opened the gates, he only found a landscape of desert. Everything was gone except (?) the door.

I dreamt that Mark had put a full round carton of ice cream in the freezer without the lid. It was still soft. The top of it looked like the topping of coffee cake.

(From Aug. 17, 2019) Hide

I asked, “What do I do with the limes to block that girl?” I dreamt that I had to hide under / by a big window on the right from someone who was entering through a door that was to the left of the window.

I dreamt something about a doll with red in her clothes and then seeing a girl show up dressed as the doll. I commented to someone that I had just read about this doll.

I dreamt that I had let the cats in in the morning to feed them. I then saw a tabby walking back and forth in front of the glass doors outside. I knew that I had already let the outside boy in, so I went to check who this was.

I saw that it was a nursing mother, or recently nursing, as her nipples were hanging down like a dog’s does. She stood so that I could see all of them.

I then saw the black cat sitting behind her on all four legs, facing left. He had a small area on his chest that was white.

(From Aug. 18, 2019) Eating

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a young, trim, sighted Stevie Wonder was a Bishop and wanted Ali to help him with something.

We were at a dinner in one of the meeting rooms at church. Stevie was sitting in front of me. Ali may have been on my left. Stevie’s wife may have been at the end on the right. I didn’t see her but knew she was there.

I was eating liver as if it was corn on the cob. A piece on the left hadn’t been cooked all the way so I spit it out and mentioned it to Stevie. By this time, he was standing with Ali standing next to him on his right.

Stevie had started talking about what he wanted Ali to do when I spoke up. Stevie then accused me of not eating it so I showed him.

There was a stuffed animal hanging on the wall on the right. A spirit started making it move in circles, going faster each round. I was getting after the spirit to stop, which it finally did.

The animal was able to speak so I told the spirit to make it speak. I don’t remember what it said.

I dreamt that I was with a girl, making something and when we finished, we rushed outside and ran on grass to where we could see the bottom of the sky. We had just missed the pinks and oranges of the sunset so I mentioned that there was lightning in between trees in the distance that were about in the 1 o’clock position.

The lightning then came over to us, going in circles, almost hitting us. It left squiggly lines on the ground. I said that we need to get back inside before it does get us.

I dreamt that a chubby lady, sitting on my left, was talking to me and Bryce, who was sitting on my right. They were facing each other.

She was happily telling us about a movie she had recently seen where the children used some language. Straight faced, I asked her why was it funny and didn’t she listen this past Sunday about not using language.

Bryce then said something then she came back at him about him saying something when he had been doing something he shouldn’t.

Going To Be The One

I asked, “Why was that (Utah) girl allowed inside my body?” I dreamt that me and a guy went early morning to a warehouse (?). We were outside. There was another couple there who were young. I don’t remember what they were there for but they were picking it up using a wheelbarrow to put it in an old tv size box with a trash liner inside. I don’t remember what we were getting.

People started showing up as time passed. A lady manager told us that we needed to go to the other side of the lot that was in front of us because we weren’t members. We told her that we had gotten there around 4 or 5 and that our stuff was a short distance behind us. She was surprised that we would come so early and let us stay.

The guy I was with was going to portray someone famous. Not sure why. I started drawing (or already had a fake one) on a mustache, and maybe a beard (?). The people there got upset, thinking I was going to be the one doing the portrayal but I started to tell them I wasn’t the one but the guy was.

I was in a small room with some of the people. We were sitting along the walls. I was in the left corner. They were discussing whether they could remember the numbers on their ID. One lady said that she could remember the letter. I was thinking that I could remember mine and went over it in my head.

We were in Big Bear (California) (?) and thinking that some of these people would drive here for their jobs. I was thinking about a picture I had seen of a street with a street sign and remembered that some parts of the land is flat.

I was sitting in a room waiting for something. There was a guy sitting next to me on my left reading a book. He was so close to me that after awhile I asked him if it was any good. He said that it was deep. He then leaned over onto my lap, blocking the tv that was in front of us. I either pushed him back, or said something to him to move back.

I was then in a big room with the women of the community. They were all in onesie pajama’s for a sleepover. They were all the same. They were white with “NAH” on them which stood for “North Atlantic Ocean”. (When I was waking up, I realized that Ocean begins with “O” and that I didn’t actually see what the “H” stood for.)

A lady came in the room all excited. I don’t remember what for. She said loudly, “Can I get a Nah?” Nah was something positive. Someone dimmed the lights for a couple seconds in agreement then turned them back up.

(From yesterday) Oil On The Floor

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a sister who was reconnected with a brother that she hadn’t seen for several years. He had some ships with older engines.

I dreamt of a tall black guy who looked like Travis. His name was Trevor(?) who I knew from high school. He was helping with security (?) inside a store. He was wearing all brown with a hat.

He had recently showed up and I could see him through the front window of the store on the right of the door. He was greeting family and friends who were showing up.

Someone wanted to give attention to me for him to look but I didn’t want it.

The question, “Can you buy/get a dress from/with a bike with a one way ticket to scrap metal?” came to mind.

The thought that most of my dreams have oil on the floor came to mind.

(From August 9, 2019) Blue

I asked the same question. I dreamt of blue and grey shoes and clothes. Either the shoes were blue and the clothes grey or the other way around.

(From August 8, 2019) Wet Dirt

I dreamt that I was at church and in a classroom. I was going to stay but then saw that this was where the men meet so I got up to leave. As I was walking out, the teacher said something to me about being a pretty lady.

I then went to sit in the chapel. I was on the left side and squeezed into the second bench from the front, which was a person size longer than the first. The space in between was only enough for a person to sit, like on a plane.

I had my scriptures and my manual of lessons under the bench in front of me. I couldn’t remember if I had brought my (wallet) purse or not.

After a little bit of sitting, I got up and walked to the front of the chapel where a pole was and circled around it before sitting back down. I mentioned to some that I sometimes need to get up after sitting.

As I had gotten up, the chapel had become outside and there was some wet dirt that got on the sides of my scriptures and manual.

(From August 8, 2019) Marrying

I asked the same question. I saw the couples/one of the couples from the show “Marrying Millions”. The girl is 21 and the guy is 39 years older.

I dreamt that I was lying next to Kyle (?) on his right side, with my arm over his chest. I was telling him that one of the pictures was “cold”.

He was telling me that if I say I like it in the mountains that we would live (t)here.

He reached down and pulled his lingham up to his chest and started jacking off, putting it back down for me to take it.

Explosive

I asked, “What is the meaning of the numbers coming from the bird?” I dreamt that I was lying down on some grass. There was a small explosive ball chained with a short chain to my left (?) leg. I knew that I had been through this two persons ago, dying. I was thinking about my consciousness and what it would be like after I died / was gone.

There was a fire down to the explosive below my knee but never made it there. There was an open fence on my right and some friends / family drove through when they saw that nothing happened. I frantically waved them back in case something did happen.

(From yesterday) Future

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was with Greg and mom. The space reminded me of the garage area from the San Bernardino teenage house. Greg’s military boots are on the floor. The right one, which is placed on the left with the toe facing me as I’m on the floor, has a crack on the inside side up top.

A guy passes us, stopping on the way to check the boots out first. He says he would like them but we tell him about the crack and that otherwise I would have taken them for my future children. He then leaves.

Water comes flooding in and rising. I’m lying down on a bed trying to ignore it and get to sleep but it keeps rising. I ask mom something about it and then started crying because of her answer.

I dreamt (same?) that I forgot to pick up my glasses when I got up in the morning and am now walking around looking for them. I’m dressed except for a shirt. I’m thinking I need to put one on because my dad is there. I have to walk around different things on the floor, as if moving in / out, such as a short dark bookcase.

There’s a room in the middle where a guy has a bedroom, that I need to walk through. He has the doors closed, so I open them. He is lying on the bed and says that he is having a hard time getting back to sleep. I tell him that I hate it when that happens. I wanted to tell him about the leg lifts I do to help me get to sleep but decide not to.

He is walking and smiling at me. I look in the mirror and notice a few pieces of spices / herbs around my mouth area from the last time I ate. I assumed that he didn’t tell me because he thought it was cute.

He is now up and wearing a suit, excited to show me his Trump doll with a pull string that he has. It doesn’t work as he is showing it to me.

We are in New York state and he is saying something about Queens. I get excited when he says that it’s only half an hour away.

I saw a chalkboard on the wall to the right. I see written that there’s a show I used to watch is coming back and the premiere is next Tuesday. There is a website listed.

I hear a guy talking, trying to sound like a woman. I turn and see a tall broad man with dark hair to a little past his shoulders. He is talking to dad who is sitting on his right. They are both facing away from me, in front of me.

I dreamt that I’m awake and editing the dream with mom and Greg on a plastic bag (?), adding Amy’s name to it.

The lyric, “She’s got it. Yeah, Baby, she’s got it” from Bananarama’s Venus song comes to mind.

I dreamt that I’m awake and telling someone that I remember a dream where I’m driving on a two lane road at night that turns into a one lane road on the left. It looks like a mountain road.

I stopped right where the lane on the right ends, before merging to the left, and cried. Someone was in the car with me.

Before stopping, I drove over another car coming my direction, like Inspector Gadget, though I didn’t see when I dd. The car could’ve been a reddish maroon.

I dreamt that I was looking up at a building to a height this is roughly where a door would’ve been. There are three sculptures on the building of men. The one on the left is facing right (?). I’m asking if the (Utah) girl is finally gone. As the guy on the left is about to answer, some people show up, interrupting him.

(From August 5, 2019) Expecting

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was in a backyard, looking right, singing the words, “Can you hear me Major Tom? Can you HEAR me?” from David Bowie. I was thinking of Sowin, and expecting to see him.

I dreamt something about having papers in / on my left arm and blood on top. There wasn’t actual blood though. I was mentioning to a guy how ironic it is that there’s blood on top and bottom.

Not Waking

I asked, ” What is the meaning?” I dreamt of Amy Allen (Dead Files show) sleeping with her husband, on the right side of the bed (when looking down). I got up during the night, going across the hall for something but it was too dark so I went back. I did this twice, making some noise on the way back the second time, not waking them up. (I think I was the one who got up.)

I dreamt that a young blonde couple were turning left behind another vehicle. They said that the car in front (wagon?) looked like someone else’s that they know. They both parked in front of the corner house on the right but for different reasons. The driver in front turned out to be a young blonde guy.

The couple got out to look at the house (I didn’t see but felt it was a neutral blonde color with 3 beds and 2 bath). I don’t know why. They didn’t go far before they decided to come back with their blonde retriever / lab named “Hope”. The other car was gone when they got out of the car, or I just didn’t notice it.

(From yesterday) Black

I asked the same question. I dreamt of an area of land that was to be flooded with water after everyone left. (I don’t remember the beginning of the dream.) Somehow I got left behind / trapped when the water came in. There was also a black cat.

There was also some kind of huge pool that somehow covered the ground. I started tearing open layers of a side, like wallpaper triangle pieces pointing North East, as it started folding over me.

I see the black cat under the water so I pick it up. It has just enough life left to make a noise, not moving. I placed it up a tree that near me out of the water.

I started to push the side that I was able to open, down to the outer side so I could rip it open to be able to get out. It felt like a hard plastic. I was too scared to swim through the water because of not knowing how deep it was and if there was anything in it.

I dreamt that I was sharing funny posts to a Facebook group of funny posts. The more I shared, the more my face stretched / tightened. I started deleting my posts and as I did so, my face went back to normal.

I dreamt something about Jackie and family.

(From July 25, 2019) Shake body

I asked the same question. I saw the cat friend shaking his body.

I dreamt that I was driving up a small hill where a parking lot was. There was a stripe that was at a slight angle / curve that came down from the left side reaching about the middle of the entrance. Similar to the ending of a rainbow. The parking spaces were on the right side of the stripe up top. I didn’t understand and was wondering why it was made that way.

As I was about to park, the car took over and started bouncing around and going in circles as if there were walls surrounding me. I almost hit a grey car and others. I don’t remember if it stopped.

I dreamt that I was with Dwayne Johnson as a companion / ride along (?). There were other people as well. We were in a small bus (?). We drove by a dirt / desert looking block area that was lifted above the street about 10 – 20 yards (?). At each end was a shining tree. There may have been something in between but don’t remember.

The first one was short and barren. It was shining / glowing as if a spirit was showing itself. It was only a small section, not the whole tree.

The second one was surrounded with rocks / boulders. There was a sign / plaque on one of the boulders that said “Burning Rock”. With the boulders so close to the tree, I couldn’t tell if it was the tree or boulders that were shining.

I dreamt that we went to Golden Corral and got there before breakfast was taken away.