Somewhere Else

I asked, “Do I need to go to the mountains?” I dreamt that I was outside in the desert / dirt area with millennials. They were is different small groups. The females were wearing 80’s style sunglasses. I also had some on. I was walking among them, checking them out. It was starting to get late but they still were planning to party somewhere else.

I dreamt (same?) that there were small storms coming and going. I ask Ali if there’s time for something.

There is an overweight woman with shortish brunette hair talking with him. She is doing something. (Utah girl?)

I am inside the San Bernardino home. I walk over to the big windows in the back. The sliding glass door is open some. One of the siamese cats is walking in front of me as I hurry to close it so that they won’t get out.

The siamese girl does get out and I follow to bring her in. I cry out, “No!No! No!” As I walk past the small rectangular kitchen window, I bang on it with my open palm to get Ali’s attention. He doesn’t respond because the woman is still there.

The grass is knee high. The cat walks diagonally to the right about 20 yards then comes back, passing me. I reach down into the grass to grab her but she gets away. After several attempts, I finally get a hold of her tail.

I dreamt that me and a couple other people were to clean the church before it started. A lady showed us a picture with the church in different sections for us. Mine was section “C”, where the children go. There was a theater marquee that pointed out like a triangle.

I knew where this section was but was having a hard time finding it. People were already showing up as I was walking around confused looking for it.

At last I did find it. I saw the marquee at the corner where two hallways meet. I thought to myself, “Ah, yes.”

I dreamt that those who come to have an abortion sit on a toilet in an open room, continuing on as if it was normal, continuing to converse with those she came with, waiting for the baby to drop / come out.

There was a cemetery next to this place for people who came to visit the deceased.

(From yesterday) No Soul

I asked the same question. I was told that the spirit doesn’t have a soul.

Someone asked, “I know I / probably shouldn’t be asking, but where’s the mare?”

(From Sept. 12, 2019) Dangerous

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was walking on a sidewalk at night. There was a man on a bike / bicycle going the other way on the street. For some reason I had the thought that he was dangerous, so I was hiding among the trees and bushes that were hanging over as I continued walking.

(From Sept. 11, 2019) Sold

I asked the same question. I dreamt something about $96, which is $4 short of $100. Somehow it worked out so that both Kyle and I got our $50 for the month.

I dreamt that I was going away for something and leaving mom in charge of the cats. The siamese girl and orange tabby got outside. I went out to bring them in so mom wouldn’t have to worry about finding them. They both came back in on their own. I had to remind myself that it was only for a couple days / over the weekend.

There was something about having my makeup and other stuff on a dresser and somehow knocking them over.

I dreamt that dad was taking us back to the house that he and mom had just sold to gather more of our stuff. I don’t know why it wasn’t all packed up to begin with. There was still quite a bit left. I didn’t see the stuff getting put in boxes, but was rather grabbed.

We may have had to drive down a driveway to get to our old house. Seems there was something about the house and having to dig further down. Adding a basement?

Micalanne and I came back with an Asian guy, or had Asian in him. He was a representative of an Asian company / corporation that was buying up houses.

When we got to the street, I noticed that other houses that had also been sold and bought by this Asian company / corporation, now looked like square two – three story apartment buildings because of having an addition on top.

They were light brown (?) with dark trim. The back sides of them hung over the land, like on a hill.

I was thinking about dreams that I’ve recently read that others have had where people are starting to conform / be the same as others and if you don’t, then you’ll be persecuted.

I asked this guy if the company / corporation is waiting for the owners of the other unbought houses to move so that they can be bought. I don’t remember his response buy I don’t think he gave a direct one, or he simply said that he didn’t know to avoid answering.

Inside the house, I saw several sunny dresses in my old closet. A few of them I had bought when I was with Kyle. I hesitated before grabbing them, not sure if I should.

Micalanne and this guy were in a different room not making any noise. I don’t know what they were doing.

We then went over to the house across the street. Seems it also used to belong to us. There was a short old woman trying to get ready to move but may have been confused (?). She was missing some of her teeth.

She had a mattress with a stain of a drop of blood. I was thinking that if this was my mattress, I would’ve cleaned it up.

She was talking with this Asian guy but don’t remember / know what they were saying.

For some reason I brought the siamese, who was up on a cupboard / shelf so I grabbed her as we were about to leave.

Micalanne and this guy were again in a room together (or was it only once?). As I was waiting for them, I saw several copies of her scriptures so I grabbed some.

(I’m not sure about what happened at which house.)

(From Sept. 10, 2019) Nothing There

I asked the same question. I don’t remember any dreams but I woke up and looked at the time. It was 4:04. In computer terms, it means that nothing is there.

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I asked, “How do I win the lottery?” I dreamt that I was at the end of a galley style of cupboards in a kitchen with only enough room for one person. I was getting about 4 Hawaiian rolls out of a clear plastic sandwich bag that were extras from dinner. Judy is next to me, watching, and maybe taking one for herself. Micalanne also possibly could’ve been there.

I’m now outside in the front yard at night. There are also a couple people with me. One of them is a boyfriend of one of my friend’s/sister’s. They are are preparing me to meet his brother who had a sex change.

When I see him, he looks like a masculine female. I’m thinking that this isn’t a guy with a sex change. She is behind me in a squared off garden that is between two apartment buildings. She says something and then goes inside the building on the right.

She and I are then walking through a building that she is remodeling/updating. She is wearing a white hazmat/painter’s suit. There is plastic all along the floors. The walls look like flour has been thrown on them.

I mention that this reminds me of a nursing home (that I used to work in?). I see a couple of people in one of the rooms on the right.

We are back outside and there is a park downhill from us. It’s dark down there because low light. There is a concrete bench, with back towards us, with a lamp to the left shining down on it.

There is a man sitting on the left at the end, positioned so as to be looking at us with his right arm resting on the top of the back. He has dark skin and hair. She points him out to me. It takes a couple seconds to see him. We then walk back inside.

There are big windows in front of me and to the right. I’m a safe distance away from them. I tell this woman to get away from them (I don’t see her), or hide under them. She gets perturbed/frustrated because she left a shoe outside, so she says.

We then see an ambulance, or two, about to head down to the park. One of them is facing to the right and bounces a little back and forth as it’s getting ready to go down. This man is playing a game of “Where can I put it?” The body? Somewhere in there were detectives.

I dreamt that Lenny Kravitz had 7, or 8, children with a white woman. They were all lined up, according to age with the mother and oldest at the beginning on the left, to see a movie. Lenny was holding the youngest, a baby.

I was across from them by the wall. There were people walking back and forth between us. I was clicking a pen as I was walking over and thinking to myself that I don’t like it when other people do that, so why am I doing it?

The thought came to me to thank Martha Stewart for putting something on fire.

I dreamt something about drinking something and looking at the ingredients list. I notice that marijuana is one of them. I remember my reaction as being, “Oh.”

(From yesterday) Symbology

I asked the same question. There was something about symbology.

I dreamt something about a freedom song.

(From Sept. 2, 2019) Engage

I asked the same question. The phrase, “The closer you are to family, the closer you are to the earth” came to mind.

I dreamt that I was working with developmentally challenged adults again. I usually didn’t interact with them outside of the workplace. This day/evening, though, I decided to go ahead and engage with them while we were waiting to get picked up and taken back to the building.

They were in a line and two of them were next to each other wearing a matching outfit with one wearing the top and the other wearing the bottom(shorts/pants). I usually teased them about wearing “my” clothes, so that’s what I did.

I also noticed one of the guys standing by himself away from the line who would sometimes bend backwards so that it looked like he was bent in half. He would then come back straight.

I dreamt (same?) that I was holding a tiny newborn up to my left shoulder with only (?) diapers on. She was fussy and I didn’t know why. The right edge of her diaper was brown and sagging, but I didn’t feel anything inside. She finally calmed down.

While I was holding her, the bottom of one of her feet was sliced off, like a piece of bread. I don’t know why. There was no blood, or anything. The bottom was still covered with skin.

I then saw her as an older woman, a grandma. She was of mixed ethnicity. She was walking toward me, though not since I wasn’t there. It was her birthday, or someone else in the family. She was walking slowly because of her foot, but she got to her destination.

I dreamt that the outside lights were in the back were off, causing my bedroom to be dark.

I dreamt that I was taking a tour of an old ship. Somehow it ended up with a bridge going across the middle part, width wise. It wan’t part of the ship.

I was thinking that if these people here were to fall into the water, they would be safer because the water wasn’t as deep, or as wide as where the Titanic is, so that they would be able to swim to land.

There was a group there from Utah. I heard them say where but don’t remember. Brigham City? Beaver?

There was an older lady who one of the guys kept addressing as Mayor when talking to her. She was dressed as if in the Old West/Pioneer days, but not in a dress.

She was sitting at a cafe(?) table with her right side to me. There was another lady sitting across from her cutting out some fabric to make a dress from one of the old dress patterns, from the Old West/Pioneer days, there for the people to use.

(From Sept. 1, 2019) Travel

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a guy had stubby/nubby fingers, as if they had been cut off. He had a thin gold ring and asked me to put it on his ring(?) finger. There was barely enough room for the ring. I wondered how it was able to stay on. When I did, a small drop of blood appeared.

I said something to him about his fingers. Irritated, he got on the phone to talk to someone about what had previously happened to him causing the short fingers.

I dreamt that I was back at D.I. in the back. I was with all new coworkers. On the right against the wall was a washer/dryer with a sign in front of it saying “Walmart”. Going into this washer/dryer was the way to travel there.

There was a girl who was about to go home/different part of the store. I told her to come look in another room. Larissa (an ex-coworker from a different place) was near the end of her pregnancy.

A local car dealer brought in, into the back of the building, an old (80’s?) Mustang. It was brown/had brown, with a sticker/decal that was peeling off. This was to replace the one she had that wasn’t going to work for her after having the baby.

The guy was sitting there to the left. Someone may have said something about how generous it was to bring this. He was nonchalant about it.

(From Aug. 31, 2019) Look and Find

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was looking for my glasses, even though I was able to see without them. I saw a pair of Micalanne’s that she had back in the 80’s. I tried them on but the lenses were dark, like shades/sunglasses, so I put them back. I don’t think I found mine.

On Vacation

I asked, “When will I win the lottery?” I dreamt that my family was up in the mountains and a lady was saying that the blacks would befriend the new Mexicans that showed up here and take them (Mexicans) under their (blacks) wings, but not in a good way.

There was a Hispanic family (wife, husband, somewhat grown daughter) up here in the mountains, from church, who went on vacation. The husband’s brother also went. They ended up drowning, except for the brother. They may have been in their car when it happened.

The funeral may have been in the back right corner of a bank, with the tellers lined up on the left. I was walking through to the back where the funeral was.

During the funeral, I was looking at the caskets (they were positioned like a plus sign without the right side and with the lines separated) and thinking how surreal it was to have recently seen them alive and now they’re not.

I noticed that dad (on my left?) was becoming emotional, so I also started to get emotional because I was starting to get to know the wife and because of all the emotions going on in the room.

After the funeral, the brother was explaining how it happened. I was thinking about a dream I had had earlier of “drowning” and not getting any air and how scary that was.

Amy was saying that he’s a nice guy but doesn’t have anything for her. I was thinking maybe because of the salary difference between them, with her being a teacher. I don’t know what he did but he came across as not having as much money as her.

Mom, and my sisters were going to shine the floors and do something else here in honor of this family. We were waiting for Judy and Micalanne.

While waiting, the husband’s brother was talking with Steve (?), standing on my left. Steve was showing him some papers that were on a table. I was looking at him, noticing his long hair and stubble on his face. I was thinking of the possibility of being with him. I don’t remember why.

He was talking about someone he knew who would find a penny and then sell things he had to someone else for a higher price. He was saying how funny that was.

I dreamt about someone talking about an older (50’s?) female nurse who was a spirit. It was as if I was visioning her standing in front of me.

(From yesterday) Not Bothered

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was hugging a blonde guy, with our cheeks touching (my left his right). He had a bit of stubble. He didn’t have any problems hugging me, or didn’t show that he was bothered. I figured it was because he wasn’t able to feel the little bit on my face.

(From Aug. 28, 2019) Leaving The Family

I asked the same question. I dreamt that the family was in an old house we used to live in (In the dream) with other people for a party. They had little bundles of candy with peppermint almond kisses. I don’t know what else was in there but they were small. The bundles were wrapped in ribbons.

Someone was throwing several out to the water that was outside. It was night. They said that where the ribbons are, you know where the bees are.

Johnathon Scott showed up with sausages because he always brought sausages.

Everyone left the party afterwards, leaving the family. I asked my mom why people do that.

I was outside in front and noticed some fireworks lined up horizontally in the distance in the back. I was stretching to be able to see better. It then felt like my body was stretching. I looked down at my feet and noticed that I started levitating. I was ok with that and went back to watching the fireworks. Amy was on my right side of my back. I don’t know why.

I was then back inside, sitting and looking at a railing (?) that went along the wall by the door. I asked mom, who was on my left with dad on my right, if she remembers Zak using it to walk. I then got emotional and started crying to where I couldn’t breathe. I woke up gasping for air, taking a deep breath.

(From Aug. 27, 2019) Go Back

I asked the same question. I dreamt that someone had let a raccoon, and a couple other big animals (skunk?), into the garage. There was a see through divider between them at the end by the door and the rest of the space.

I brought out some tomato sauce for them to see if they would like it to eat. I noticed the mother cat and two tabby boys were there with them. The mother was on the right. She looked like she wanted to get away from them but could’ve been scared to move. The boys were on the left and nonchalant about being there.

I opened the divider to the left and picked up the mother by her neck to bring her on my side. After I set her down, she looked like she was about to go back while I was trying to get the boys so I blocked her path.

The boys weren’t coming over so I got the last of some trail mix / peanuts, with the peanut dust /powder on top, and m&m’s, dumping it on a paper plate and taking it out there to see if the raccoon and others would eat it so that I could get the cats.

When I got back to the animals, only the cats were there. The others were on the other side of a dark stack of things that were there so I grabbed them both and brought them over.

I dreamt something about Kyle and Sowin, who also had died. We were there with a group of people. Sowin was being friendly with the people there, and standing straight. I noticed that he was wearing different shoes so I went over and mentioned this to him. I don’t remember if he responded or not.

I dreamt about an older tall slender guy with grey hair who was wealthy. He seemed to be around the same age as Kyle. He introduced me to his son, who could’ve been in his twenty’s. He grimaced before smiling and shaking my hand. I then said to the person on my left that he was fake.

I dreamt that the garage was at the end of the cul-de-sac, with the house a couple houses down on the right (when looking down the street). I went to the garage to get something. I wasn’t wearing pants, and was wearing the shirt I wear to bed. I was thinking that if the young family who lives on the street sees me, they would know what my garments are, because I had been told that they were members of the church.

Sudden

I asked, “What is the meaning of lottery?” I dreamt that a black guy showed up suddenly who was a relative of mine. He had two young sons. I either only saw one of their faces, or neither of them. I’m not sure if his wife was Hispanic or something else.

As I was passing them, a lady brought them to my attention but I didn’t have time to talk. I was carrying a white dress with small flowers, towards the right. The wife was holding some pajamas that looked similar but had something else than flowers.

(From Aug. 23, 2019) End Of The Line

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was with someone and we had to drive along a certain short route before going to church but we weren’t in cars. It was more like hang gliders. The route looked similar to a “T” with a sign on the right top of the “T” saying that this was the end of the line. It was uphill a little bit.

Jerry was there and had said something about it but don’t remember. Steve was being obnoxious, repeating what he said, adding something to it that wasn’t said. I either said, or wanted to say, that the extra part was not said.

The “vehicle” that I was using with the other person, I was asking what side I should be on but they weren’t paying attention. The route was away from the city.

I was then in bed at my teenage house. I was waiting to hear Steve say one of the phrases that Jerry had said before I got up to get ready for church. I decided to pull my blanket over my head.

I then heard plastic bags being moved around and then felt a sensation on my head. I was thinking it was Jesus, or other spiritual beings, putting their hands on my head. I then felt the sensation move to my body and knew that it was the Utah girl. I rushed to get up, saying loudly for anyone who might be by my door to hear, “In the name of Jesus Christ, leave me alone!” She then left and I laid back down to sleep.

I dreamt that I was at grandma’s house. She was in bed, lying on her right side up against the wall in the hospital bed she had at the end. She was being obstinate (?). It was night.

I told dad that I wanted to go home. He said to wait for either him or Amy. I didn’t want to want to wait because I didn’t know how long they would be so I started walking. Dad asked Amy if I would be safe and she told him that I would be.

Somewhere in there, I was naked and then only had a top garment on when I left. There was a girl outside. I think she was waiting for me. She got excited when I came out because of what I was(n’t) wearing, I assumed.

I dreamt that I was at a conference (?). I’m not sure if it was for a couple days, or one day. There was a guy there wearing a grey suit who I knew I knew but couldn’t place.

I was then sitting behind Tony Robbins, with him in the seat in the front right of me. He was leaning back against his chair, facing left. He was holding in his hands one of his books that had a black background cover.

To the left of me, about 3 or 4 seats away, was Bryan Adams with the seats in between empty. Each time I looked over at him, whether it was one day or several, he got closer to me until he was right next to me so that we were touching. He wanted to sit next to me.

I then decided to tell him about my poems and that I thought some of them could be songs. I also mentioned that I hadn’t written any for a while / long time. I don’t remember if he responded. I then heard the announcer/M.C. announce Lou Ferrigno as the next speaker. I then mentioned out loud that I finally recognized who he was.

I dreamt something about Rebec(c) being a Spanish word for something.

(From Aug. 22, 2019) Date

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a group of business workers/owners got together for an outing. Their families showed up after school got out.

They were standing around listening to the lady who had set this up. They continued to listen when their families arrived, with all the noise that was made.

Everyone was then sitting. Bob Denver (Gilligan’s Island) showed up as candy was being passed around. I was sitting on his left. He stuffed it all in his vest. We had to tell him to only take a couple and then pass the rest.

I wanted to ask him if the guy who played Gomer Pyle was still alive, but didn’t.

I found a small black square digital stopwatch (?) inside some papers. The date was either 14/5/19 or 15/4/19 and above that, the time was 4:44, or had just turned. I was thinking that maybe someone had forgotten it.

There was a girl squatting down at a ground bbq making/grilling hamburgers. She was saying that they need to be cooked on both sides like the lottery.

(From Aug. 20, 2019) Gone

I dreamt that a guy wasn’t using his real eyes to see, but had some drawn on his eyelids that he was using. Feels like this was around medieval times, or shortly after. He was part of the king’s court (?).

I don’t remember what the king had done but these two men were standing face to face with the king on the left.

The guy with drawn on eyes then said that he was actually a king and that he was going to imprison the other one because of what he did. The king with open eyes then fled with the other one following.

The king with closed eyes was then running toward the castle (?) that had big decorative iron gates. To rescue a girl (?). He was surrounded by the other king’s men. I was thinking about how this king was outnumbered, even though these men weren’t attacking him. He was wearing red.

When he opened the gates, he only found a landscape of desert. Everything was gone except (?) the door.

I dreamt that Mark had put a full round carton of ice cream in the freezer without the lid. It was still soft. The top of it looked like the topping of coffee cake.

(From Aug. 17, 2019) Hide

I asked, “What do I do with the limes to block that girl?” I dreamt that I had to hide under / by a big window on the right from someone who was entering through a door that was to the left of the window.

I dreamt something about a doll with red in her clothes and then seeing a girl show up dressed as the doll. I commented to someone that I had just read about this doll.

I dreamt that I had let the cats in in the morning to feed them. I then saw a tabby walking back and forth in front of the glass doors outside. I knew that I had already let the outside boy in, so I went to check who this was.

I saw that it was a nursing mother, or recently nursing, as her nipples were hanging down like a dog’s does. She stood so that I could see all of them.

I then saw the black cat sitting behind her on all four legs, facing left. He had a small area on his chest that was white.

(From Aug. 18, 2019) Eating

I asked the same question. I dreamt that a young, trim, sighted Stevie Wonder was a Bishop and wanted Ali to help him with something.

We were at a dinner in one of the meeting rooms at church. Stevie was sitting in front of me. Ali may have been on my left. Stevie’s wife may have been at the end on the right. I didn’t see her but knew she was there.

I was eating liver as if it was corn on the cob. A piece on the left hadn’t been cooked all the way so I spit it out and mentioned it to Stevie. By this time, he was standing with Ali standing next to him on his right.

Stevie had started talking about what he wanted Ali to do when I spoke up. Stevie then accused me of not eating it so I showed him.

There was a stuffed animal hanging on the wall on the right. A spirit started making it move in circles, going faster each round. I was getting after the spirit to stop, which it finally did.

The animal was able to speak so I told the spirit to make it speak. I don’t remember what it said.

I dreamt that I was with a girl, making something and when we finished, we rushed outside and ran on grass to where we could see the bottom of the sky. We had just missed the pinks and oranges of the sunset so I mentioned that there was lightning in between trees in the distance that were about in the 1 o’clock position.

The lightning then came over to us, going in circles, almost hitting us. It left squiggly lines on the ground. I said that we need to get back inside before it does get us.

I dreamt that a chubby lady, sitting on my left, was talking to me and Bryce, who was sitting on my right. They were facing each other.

She was happily telling us about a movie she had recently seen where the children used some language. Straight faced, I asked her why was it funny and didn’t she listen this past Sunday about not using language.

Bryce then said something then she came back at him about him saying something when he had been doing something he shouldn’t.

Going To Be The One

I asked, “Why was that (Utah) girl allowed inside my body?” I dreamt that me and a guy went early morning to a warehouse (?). We were outside. There was another couple there who were young. I don’t remember what they were there for but they were picking it up using a wheelbarrow to put it in an old tv size box with a trash liner inside. I don’t remember what we were getting.

People started showing up as time passed. A lady manager told us that we needed to go to the other side of the lot that was in front of us because we weren’t members. We told her that we had gotten there around 4 or 5 and that our stuff was a short distance behind us. She was surprised that we would come so early and let us stay.

The guy I was with was going to portray someone famous. Not sure why. I started drawing (or already had a fake one) on a mustache, and maybe a beard (?). The people there got upset, thinking I was going to be the one doing the portrayal but I started to tell them I wasn’t the one but the guy was.

I was in a small room with some of the people. We were sitting along the walls. I was in the left corner. They were discussing whether they could remember the numbers on their ID. One lady said that she could remember the letter. I was thinking that I could remember mine and went over it in my head.

We were in Big Bear (California) (?) and thinking that some of these people would drive here for their jobs. I was thinking about a picture I had seen of a street with a street sign and remembered that some parts of the land is flat.

I was sitting in a room waiting for something. There was a guy sitting next to me on my left reading a book. He was so close to me that after awhile I asked him if it was any good. He said that it was deep. He then leaned over onto my lap, blocking the tv that was in front of us. I either pushed him back, or said something to him to move back.

I was then in a big room with the women of the community. They were all in onesie pajama’s for a sleepover. They were all the same. They were white with “NAH” on them which stood for “North Atlantic Ocean”. (When I was waking up, I realized that Ocean begins with “O” and that I didn’t actually see what the “H” stood for.)

A lady came in the room all excited. I don’t remember what for. She said loudly, “Can I get a Nah?” Nah was something positive. Someone dimmed the lights for a couple seconds in agreement then turned them back up.

(From yesterday) Oil On The Floor

I asked the same question. I dreamt of a sister who was reconnected with a brother that she hadn’t seen for several years. He had some ships with older engines.

I dreamt of a tall black guy who looked like Travis. His name was Trevor(?) who I knew from high school. He was helping with security (?) inside a store. He was wearing all brown with a hat.

He had recently showed up and I could see him through the front window of the store on the right of the door. He was greeting family and friends who were showing up.

Someone wanted to give attention to me for him to look but I didn’t want it.

The question, “Can you buy/get a dress from/with a bike with a one way ticket to scrap metal?” came to mind.

The thought that most of my dreams have oil on the floor came to mind.

(From August 9, 2019) Blue

I asked the same question. I dreamt of blue and grey shoes and clothes. Either the shoes were blue and the clothes grey or the other way around.

(From August 8, 2019) Wet Dirt

I dreamt that I was at church and in a classroom. I was going to stay but then saw that this was where the men meet so I got up to leave. As I was walking out, the teacher said something to me about being a pretty lady.

I then went to sit in the chapel. I was on the left side and squeezed into the second bench from the front, which was a person size longer than the first. The space in between was only enough for a person to sit, like on a plane.

I had my scriptures and my manual of lessons under the bench in front of me. I couldn’t remember if I had brought my (wallet) purse or not.

After a little bit of sitting, I got up and walked to the front of the chapel where a pole was and circled around it before sitting back down. I mentioned to some that I sometimes need to get up after sitting.

As I had gotten up, the chapel had become outside and there was some wet dirt that got on the sides of my scriptures and manual.

(From August 8, 2019) Marrying

I asked the same question. I saw the couples/one of the couples from the show “Marrying Millions”. The girl is 21 and the guy is 39 years older.

I dreamt that I was lying next to Kyle (?) on his right side, with my arm over his chest. I was telling him that one of the pictures was “cold”.

He was telling me that if I say I like it in the mountains that we would live (t)here.

He reached down and pulled his lingham up to his chest and started jacking off, putting it back down for me to take it.

Explosive

I asked, “What is the meaning of the numbers coming from the bird?” I dreamt that I was lying down on some grass. There was a small explosive ball chained with a short chain to my left (?) leg. I knew that I had been through this two persons ago, dying. I was thinking about my consciousness and what it would be like after I died / was gone.

There was a fire down to the explosive below my knee but never made it there. There was an open fence on my right and some friends / family drove through when they saw that nothing happened. I frantically waved them back in case something did happen.

(From yesterday) Future

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was with Greg and mom. The space reminded me of the garage area from the San Bernardino teenage house. Greg’s military boots are on the floor. The right one, which is placed on the left with the toe facing me as I’m on the floor, has a crack on the inside side up top.

A guy passes us, stopping on the way to check the boots out first. He says he would like them but we tell him about the crack and that otherwise I would have taken them for my future children. He then leaves.

Water comes flooding in and rising. I’m lying down on a bed trying to ignore it and get to sleep but it keeps rising. I ask mom something about it and then started crying because of her answer.

I dreamt (same?) that I forgot to pick up my glasses when I got up in the morning and am now walking around looking for them. I’m dressed except for a shirt. I’m thinking I need to put one on because my dad is there. I have to walk around different things on the floor, as if moving in / out, such as a short dark bookcase.

There’s a room in the middle where a guy has a bedroom, that I need to walk through. He has the doors closed, so I open them. He is lying on the bed and says that he is having a hard time getting back to sleep. I tell him that I hate it when that happens. I wanted to tell him about the leg lifts I do to help me get to sleep but decide not to.

He is walking and smiling at me. I look in the mirror and notice a few pieces of spices / herbs around my mouth area from the last time I ate. I assumed that he didn’t tell me because he thought it was cute.

He is now up and wearing a suit, excited to show me his Trump doll with a pull string that he has. It doesn’t work as he is showing it to me.

We are in New York state and he is saying something about Queens. I get excited when he says that it’s only half an hour away.

I saw a chalkboard on the wall to the right. I see written that there’s a show I used to watch is coming back and the premiere is next Tuesday. There is a website listed.

I hear a guy talking, trying to sound like a woman. I turn and see a tall broad man with dark hair to a little past his shoulders. He is talking to dad who is sitting on his right. They are both facing away from me, in front of me.

I dreamt that I’m awake and editing the dream with mom and Greg on a plastic bag (?), adding Amy’s name to it.

The lyric, “She’s got it. Yeah, Baby, she’s got it” from Bananarama’s Venus song comes to mind.

I dreamt that I’m awake and telling someone that I remember a dream where I’m driving on a two lane road at night that turns into a one lane road on the left. It looks like a mountain road.

I stopped right where the lane on the right ends, before merging to the left, and cried. Someone was in the car with me.

Before stopping, I drove over another car coming my direction, like Inspector Gadget, though I didn’t see when I dd. The car could’ve been a reddish maroon.

I dreamt that I was looking up at a building to a height this is roughly where a door would’ve been. There are three sculptures on the building of men. The one on the left is facing right (?). I’m asking if the (Utah) girl is finally gone. As the guy on the left is about to answer, some people show up, interrupting him.

(From August 5, 2019) Expecting

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was in a backyard, looking right, singing the words, “Can you hear me Major Tom? Can you HEAR me?” from David Bowie. I was thinking of Sowin, and expecting to see him.

I dreamt something about having papers in / on my left arm and blood on top. There wasn’t actual blood though. I was mentioning to a guy how ironic it is that there’s blood on top and bottom.

Not Waking

I asked, ” What is the meaning?” I dreamt of Amy Allen (Dead Files show) sleeping with her husband, on the right side of the bed (when looking down). I got up during the night, going across the hall for something but it was too dark so I went back. I did this twice, making some noise on the way back the second time, not waking them up. (I think I was the one who got up.)

I dreamt that a young blonde couple were turning left behind another vehicle. They said that the car in front (wagon?) looked like someone else’s that they know. They both parked in front of the corner house on the right but for different reasons. The driver in front turned out to be a young blonde guy.

The couple got out to look at the house (I didn’t see but felt it was a neutral blonde color with 3 beds and 2 bath). I don’t know why. They didn’t go far before they decided to come back with their blonde retriever / lab named “Hope”. The other car was gone when they got out of the car, or I just didn’t notice it.

(From yesterday) Black

I asked the same question. I dreamt of an area of land that was to be flooded with water after everyone left. (I don’t remember the beginning of the dream.) Somehow I got left behind / trapped when the water came in. There was also a black cat.

There was also some kind of huge pool that somehow covered the ground. I started tearing open layers of a side, like wallpaper triangle pieces pointing North East, as it started folding over me.

I see the black cat under the water so I pick it up. It has just enough life left to make a noise, not moving. I placed it up a tree that near me out of the water.

I started to push the side that I was able to open, down to the outer side so I could rip it open to be able to get out. It felt like a hard plastic. I was too scared to swim through the water because of not knowing how deep it was and if there was anything in it.

I dreamt that I was sharing funny posts to a Facebook group of funny posts. The more I shared, the more my face stretched / tightened. I started deleting my posts and as I did so, my face went back to normal.

I dreamt something about Jackie and family.

(From July 25, 2019) Shake body

I asked the same question. I saw the cat friend shaking his body.

I dreamt that I was driving up a small hill where a parking lot was. There was a stripe that was at a slight angle / curve that came down from the left side reaching about the middle of the entrance. Similar to the ending of a rainbow. The parking spaces were on the right side of the stripe up top. I didn’t understand and was wondering why it was made that way.

As I was about to park, the car took over and started bouncing around and going in circles as if there were walls surrounding me. I almost hit a grey car and others. I don’t remember if it stopped.

I dreamt that I was with Dwayne Johnson as a companion / ride along (?). There were other people as well. We were in a small bus (?). We drove by a dirt / desert looking block area that was lifted above the street about 10 – 20 yards (?). At each end was a shining tree. There may have been something in between but don’t remember.

The first one was short and barren. It was shining / glowing as if a spirit was showing itself. It was only a small section, not the whole tree.

The second one was surrounded with rocks / boulders. There was a sign / plaque on one of the boulders that said “Burning Rock”. With the boulders so close to the tree, I couldn’t tell if it was the tree or boulders that were shining.

I dreamt that we went to Golden Corral and got there before breakfast was taken away.

Blurry

I asked, “Do I need to have children from Ali?” I dreamt that Briana had taken a picture while on the road of some small pillars (?) with what looked like an outline of a dog’s face on them. The picture was blurry from rain but clear enough to see what it was.

I dreamt that I was at the bottom of a ladder in a submarine (?). I was asking if I could come up. I was told I could. Someone with me said, “Be careful. They don’t let just anyone up” as if I might not be able to. I responded, “That’s why I asked.”

I dreamt that I was using a professional (?) digital weight scale. The number changed several times from the 500’s, 400’s, and around 150. I said to mom, “See, it’s 150.” She pointed out that that wasn’t what it was and that I wasn’t looking at the top of the numbers correctly.

I dreamt that I was being asked where my money went. I don’t remember who was asking.

I dreamt that I mentioned to someone that they still had the last two Costco / Sam’s Club chocolate muffins in the packaging on the tray.

I dreamt that I was with Greg, Mark, Judy (?), and Amy. There was another female there with down syndrome (?). I don’t remember where we were but I was hysterical that there was a man’s ghost head in a cupboard (twice the size of kitchen) that had some books in it. Greg was saying that by not seeing the ghost, that person (me) doesn’t have a normal brain.

They were also saying something about the house on the avocado street. (We had a house with a tree in back.)

(From yesterday) Held

I asked the same question. I dreamt that Sara was pregnant and when she held her belly, it looked like she already had the baby. Her stomach was in the form of a newborn baby. The head was to her left. She was wearing black.

I dreamt that a thin naked (Russian?) lady came to me when I was in a building with sweets against the wall in front of me. She was on my right asking me which option I wanted something from her. I don’t remember what I was getting, or the options.

Out of my peripheral vision I was noticing how she kept herself clean shaven. I was thinking how she takes the time to do that.

There was an office (?) to the left of the sweets that I was put in charge of while the owner was away. There were stairs to get up to it.

There was a chocolate (cookie?) with the sweets that I tasted. There was also some loose sugar on a cookie sheet.

I dreamt that Walid (online guy) sent me a voice clip of him drunk and singing a love song to me. It may have been in French, or partly. I was thinking that I liked his voice.

I think I had a dream with Kim Kardashian.

I also may have had a dream that had something to do with pictures on a camera disk.

(From July 13, 2019) Found It Funny

I asked the same question. I dreamt that it was Christmas time. There was something about the Mary Tyler Moore show. There was also something about a tv channel.

I dreamt that I put my hair in a ponytail. The front of my hair became red and fluffy, like a Southern lady. It was combed over to the left. I thought it looked funny because it looked like a wig.

I dreamt that the water for the cats was low and that I needed to give them some more.

(From July 12, 2019) Dumped

I asked the same question. I dreamt the orange cat was outside and I was scared for him because of the wolves out there.

I dreamt that an overweight girl was looking for change from the container that she dumped on a car.

I dreamt that the family moved into an older couple’s home while they were still there. Before we got there (?) they had left the house for a short time because of the floor being worked on.

I mentioned that the man’s hair moved in a way that looked like he was under water.

A short time after moving in, the couple decided to move. I said to the man that it would’ve been easier for them to move when the floors were being done.

They had some paintings that were leaned up against a wall where it would be easy to pick them up and take.

At night time I saw a black post, that is used for the “For Sale” signs, staked in the front right corner of the yard. I said that the sign would most likely be there on Sunday.

We were going to take over the mortgage. I mentioned to the man that it would be easier to take them over while they were still alive rather than dead.

I dreamt something with a black mustang vehicle. It was either backing up or out.

Wedding

I asked, “Is time travel physical or spiritually?” I dreamt something about living as a spirit. it was at the beginning of doing so and I was questioning it, like when at your first day at work and taken on a tour of what is involved / how things work.

I dreamt that a lady was telling me to get an answer key. It would be locked, but it would have all the answers that I needed. I didn’t ask her to clarify about the lock, and wanted to ask her if she was going to get it because I didn’t have the money, but she was about to go somewhere. I figured that it was locked to other people, and initially pictured that it had mathematical answers.

I dreamt that I was with a couple other girls, in dresses. We ended up at someone’s outside wedding reception, near the ending of it. These people looked to have some wealth to them. The theme may have been about sailing. We sat at one of the tables, facing left. We may have been waiting to use the space. I suggested that we help to clean up.

I started piling up the white dishes and utensils in my arms. As I was doing so, a lady asked me about children. I told her that I will be 50 in a couple years so it probably isn’t possible / won’t be happening. There were some 20ish girls who I thought was surprised when I said my age, thinking that I was younger. I didn’t look up at them so I don’t know if they were.

There was a young guy sitting at one of the tables and I asked him if he was blind because his eyes looked like he was. I told him not to give me a philosophical answer, thinking he would be one to do that, but to say yes or no.

I saw a small rectangular small pocked silver bar that was bendable. I only bent the top of it slightly because the fear of breaking it, and I still had all the dishes in my arms. I was asking these people if it was silver. A tall man appeared behind me close enough for us to touch, which we did for a minute. I also asked him if it was silver.

As I was walking to the kitchen (?) area, which was a short distance away, I dropped a (serving?) utensil / knife in to a small puddle. I wasn’t able to bend down to get it and decided to come back for it, worrying that a child might pick it up.

I passed by the bride , on my left, facing right, getting fun pictures with others who were there. There was also a family picture taken with all of the people there, who it seemed were about 100. There was a Mexican family taking over the tables that were behind them for their own celebration / gathering.

A small group was about to watch, to the right, a documentary about slavery. I wanted to mention about the blacks nowadays wanting reparations and that there were some slave owners who were black but I didn’t.

I was trying to stand between two of the girls there, not wanting to block their view.

(From yesterday) Showing

I asked the same question. I dreamt something to do with ghost fingerprints showing up on the steamy shower door.

I dreamt that I was sitting at the foot of a bed and urinated a bunch, as if I had been holding it in. I didn’t have my pants pulled down so I don’t know how I was able to do it.

There was a cardboard that was on the floor the length of the bed which the urine landed on, which I was grateful for, though there was some of the last portion that ended up on the carpet. I was wondering how much I would be able to clean up.

I dreamt something about the pyramids (?) at Giza being below the arrowhead at Lake Arrowhead in San Bernardino.

(From June 21, 2019) Look

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I went to a library to look for books about oppression. A lady there had a young blonde girl search for me. She found a book with 8×10 (?) pages width wise that I flipped through. It was about Russians so I told them that it wasn’t it.

I dreamt that I was feeding chocolate candy bar squares to a guy who was facing left, sitting on my right in front of me. He said that he was on a strict diet but he took them anyway. I told him when I was giving him the last squares.

I dreamt that two white hawks were flying around me and Ali as we were sitting on a grassy hill and he was lounging back. I don’t remember if the grass was green or dry. Ali was sitting above me to my left. I was facing to his left. Downhill on my right.

One of the hawks eventually came down and was at the right side of his head, maybe even slightly touching it. I wanted to take out my camera to take a picture but didn’t want to scare the hawk away.

There was a Starbucks a distance away from us, in front of me, within sight. He had been in there earlier and told me that he had found some cash.

I dreamt that there was a group of dressed up women, in dresses, in a convertible car that was sitting / parked at the corner to turn right. It was sprinkling so I was trying to get them to come inside for fear they were going to be hit by lightning.

(From June 20, 2019) Connected

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was picturing a Clydesdale and wagon above me and the group of people I was with. I also saw the foot of the Clydesdale. I knew they were going to fall through the ceiling because of the weight so I moved closer to the right / back wall hoping I wouldn’t get hit.

As the ceiling started to give way, I was telling the others to look, to warn them. When the horse and wagon fell through, they were miniatures instead of being real.

I made mention that Obama, Biden, and I think Hilary (?) had left, in different cars. Sure, they could’ve been going to different places but it was highly unlikely.

Val had pictures that were connected, like an accordion, of a place there that she went to, that had a story about ghost children and seeing their fingerprints on a steamed up car window. The pictures were a bit blurry but could still see clearly enough what the picture was.

Orchestrating

I asked, “How do I let go?” I dreamt that Ali and I were walking across a big (?) dirt and gravel lot / field between businesses that I didn’t see but knew were there. There were some chain link fences separating some (of the) areas.

In one area that we were about to walk through, two homeless looking guys were there. The guy on the left was standing, facing us. He was skinny with grey dreadlocks about shoulder length or several inches below. He only had his left arm which he was waving around, as if orchestrating. He was wearing a long sleeve shirt. We weren’t close enough for me to see what the design was but it seemed it had flowers of different sizes with a dark blue background.

The other guy was crouching / kneeling to his left. I didn’t look at him but it seems he was wearing a white shirt and had a white bucket in front of him for drumming.

Ali mentioned about the one arm guy, saying that he was dancing. He may not have noticed that the guy only had one arm.

Ali was either right next to me on my right, or was a couple steps behind (as he usually is when we walk). I was trying to get him to notice the uneasiness these guys were emitting. I either said, “Fiiri badan” (Somali = look a lot), meaning that the guy kept looking, or I only was wanting to say it.

Shortly after we passed them I noticed that they started following us. We were then out by the street, with it to our right. There was no traffic. I asked, “Where are the cops?” The traffic then showed up on the other side with a cop car in front passing us.

I turned around and saw two rows of cars within two lines of the fences with one line facing us and the other behind them facing the other way. There was a cop car in both rows.

I dreamt that I said hello to a black girl at the place where I worked. We were then somewhere where the employees had gathered to have lunch / dinner. She was there and so I figured that I had to say hello because I had said hello earlier and that I was now a part of the group.

We were in the back, or near the back. There were several rectangular tables to the right with a square table on the left. My female boss (?) was getting them ready to eat.

My parents showed up. My mom sat at the square table and seeing corn on the table, said that she likes corn. I noticed that she had gained weight in her upper part of her legs which caused her to sit higher on the chair.

I was disheartened when I had to tell her that this was for us. My dad had already gone up front to find another place to sit.

(From yesterday) Avec Moi

I asked the same question. I dreamt of the singer of Poets of the Fall, Marko Saaresto, singing Partir Avec Moi.

(From June 11, 2019) Dead

I asked the same question. I dreamt something with Steve DiSchiavi from the Dead Files tv show.

I dreamt something about the DNA of other people.

(June 10, 2019) From within

I asked the same question. I dreamt of being part of a class but not in a traditional classroom. I was doing paperwork but don’t remember what it was. It was only one piece of paper.

The teacher’s black wife (?) and a girl were doing word puzzles / games to the right of me. I was thinking how they may have finished their work already and that I would rather be doing that instead but knew I had to finish my work first. (I’m not sure if these were the exact thoughts.)

The wife’s cheekbone area was shiny from being clean and a light shining on her. I knew it wasn’t coming from within.

When I finished my work I had to put my name on the back of the paper because there wasn’t room on the front. I also dated it 6-7-19, which was a Monday.

After, the teacher who was white, was talking about a music group from the ’80’s called Camper van Beethoven, as one of their calmer songs played (I only know of “Pictures of Matchstick”), with some of the other students. I was overhearing so I mentioned that I thought they had a song where the singer held his breath for a bit.

(From June 9, 2019) Before

I asked the same question. I dreamt that I was walking to the right on a dirt path on a hill with a small group of people. I asked a girl who was on my left if she had been this way before.

I dreamt that an older lady was letting me borrow some / one of her clothes (for church?). I saw that I didn’t have my garment bottom on and so was going to use hers but then saw that I was wearing mine and so would use mine.

I woke with the song, “Tonight I Celebrate My Love” from Peabo Bryson and Roberta Flack.