Lips Open

I asked, “How do I heal Ali?” I dreamt that I had my lips barely open so, on the inside, so that I kept making a sound and I couldn’t stop. I dreamt that I was with women at a gathering. I can’t remember which event came first. I finished a dessert that someone else wrapped in a napkin to be thrown away. I mentioned to someone that I better take a shower before all the women come back to take one. Before doing so, I was looking around/doing something. I saw a section of showers that weren’t being used. … Continue reading Lips Open

Wake Him Up

I asked, “What are the children waiting for to be born?” I dreamt that dad was sleepwalking in the dark/at night. I was talking to him, trying to wake him up. I dreamt that I was driving in the dark/at night and needed to make a right turn so I turned real slow. There was something about cuckold something (movie?). I dreamt something Kelly had become a police officer and had no trouble giving orders, knowing that she had to when it was needed. She was giving orders to several teenagers, all in fun. I dreamt that I was pushing/throwing … Continue reading Wake Him Up

Naked

I asked, “What is the meaning of the nose ring?” I dreamt that I walked out of Ali’s bedroom naked. To my right was Micalanne and my mom lying on a couch and both reading. I was worried that they would see me. I then had on a red shirt with a towel wrapped around me. I then was in my bedroom with rust colored shorts that were made from pants that I used to have. I was lying on the floor looking at some guys in front of me, who were members of the church, on a stage who … Continue reading Naked

Transition

I asked, “What is the meaning of the nose piercing?” I dreamt that I went to the church to help clean. I parked the car so that it was facing the street. I wasn’t looking at the street but the movements of the vehicle. Someone was with me. There was a camper that belonged to a lady I used to work with at D.I. who was there to help clean also. Briana was there. She was saying that the pieces of paper on the floor that were lined up on both sides by the walls was all that was left. … Continue reading Transition

Living The Gospel

I dreamt of a guy who was Mitt Romney’s son who liked me. I was telling him something about his dad not living the gospel anymore. (From yesterday) Exposed I dreamt that my breasts were exposed and I was with/going to show Ali and thinking, ” I might as well” or something like that. I dreamt that his closet was full of tunics from Ethiopia. I was thinking that he’s allowed to wear them since he looks similar to them. (From Feb. 26, 2020) Drink Quickly I dreamt that there were people who would go to cemeteries and dig up … Continue reading Living The Gospel

Going To

(I had a dream several years earlier of 4 adult children) I asked, “Is Ali the father of those adult children?” I dreamt of a white (?) snake going up my right arm. I was scared that it was going to bite me. I dreamt something about being in the ocean and a huge dead fish floating around me. I first saw the back of it with the head to the right then saw the face. There were some (small) people on top doing something (?). (From Feb. 15, 2020) Covered I asked the same question. I dreamt that I … Continue reading Going To

Worker

I asked, “Why am I black?” I dreamt that mom had gone to a medical facility to have a procedure done. I asked one of the workers about the paperwork. They hadn’t looked at it yet. (From yesterday) Woman I asked the same question. I dreamt that on a Friday Amy timidly said that she was going to dinner. I said ok. When she got back I realized that she had gone to the dinner that had been set up by Judy and Sara (?) for mom. I had forgotten about it because Amy didn’t say where she was going. … Continue reading Worker

Time To Go

I dreamt of a tall mirrored high rise building. I dreamt of a gated abandoned house/building with several stories. I dreamt that I had pooped a slightly curved tan “brick”, leaving it on top of the toilet. I had some dark remnants on my right leg on the top of my thigh under my belly. It was Micalanne’s turn to clean. She was poking it with a stick and smelling it, not smelling anything, trying to figure out what it was. I put the brick in a hole above the seat the size of the brick and flushed it. I … Continue reading Time To Go

Get Away

I asked, “Do I need to go to a Catholic priest to get her (Utah girl) expelled from my body?” I dreamt that Ali was driving us out of a parking lot. There was a man walking beside Ali. I couldn’t see his head. I was telling Ali that we need to get away from this man. I dreamt that I was with a handful of people outside, along with two male church members. For some reason, I didn’t fully trust these men. They were dressed with trench coats, like criminals wear. They were trying to sell something to us. … Continue reading Get Away

Must Be Finished

I asked, “Is being a mother the next project?” I dreamt that I found out a girl bad been taking my mission newsletters all these years since I’ve been back. I took the one she was holding and she began to cry. I got so angry that I cursed at her and wanted to punch her but refrained. I then figured it doesn’t really matter now because I wouldn’t know/understand what’s going on. I dreamt that I was with Kyle, or someone similar, who was lying naked on the floor with his head to the right. I was looking at … Continue reading Must Be Finished